its-dead

AU in which Erwin and Levi planned Erwin’s “death” because Erwin is super bummed and wants to retire. 

Thus, NEET! Erwin is born.

{I saw Isayama’s NEET! Erwin art  and I thought, maybe Erwin is still alive and Levi brings him manga and chips and they both frick frack in the basement/their secret home lololol I’m delusional again.}

yakkimos  asked:

OH MY GOD IVE BEEN STALKING YOUR BLOG FOR THE LAST HOUR NOW AND IM C R Y I N G YOUR ART IS AMAZING AND THE SOUKOKU HELP (pssst just wanna ask if you know any good bsd fics? and... *inches closer* ive looked at a few asks that speak about a "shitty anon" and "angst" please help me find it senpai i welcome all angst bc trash is my middle name)

MMMMM FIC RECS HELL YEAH I DO HAVE A LOT OF FICS TO REC LET’S DO THIS

- Find something worth dying for (And learn how to live). This fic. This fucking fic made me cry everytime it was updated. It’s the most well written slow burn skk fic I’ve ever had the honor to read and tbfh I would draw an entire manga for it if I had enough time. 

- Anything by setosdarkness tbh. Her plots are so original her writing is superb and basically everything she writes makes me cry tears of blood. But like everyone here knows I’m gay for her writing so??? Yeah. 

- Anything by owlsareheadturners tbh. They write the hottest R18 not gonna lie and their writing is like one of the prettiest and their angst are top notch AND THEY WROTE DACHUUTACHI HOW’S THAT I LOVE THEM.

- i won’t lie (i knew you belong here). Please update. Why won’t you update. I would die for your update. It’s very sweet and fluffy and lovely and all the feels I love it so much but why won’t it update.

- Partners in love. It’s like a series of one-shots and it’s very cute and fluffy and funny it soothes my soul. Think domestic Soukoku. Then cry. 

- All in a night’s work. Mmmmmmm courtesan Chuuya. Like do I even need to say more it’s courtesan Chuuya and it’s R18 it speaks for itself tbh. Tho do check out the author’s profile too she has many good fics that one just needs special mention. 

- Footsteps on the ceiling. Or that one fic where Chuuya is so incredibly cute that Dazai needs to reevaluate his entire life yeah damn right you should you waste of bandage. 

- What’s your flavour? MMMMMM I’M DACHUUTACHI TRASH SO HERE’S ANOTHER DACHUUTACHI FIC I LOVE IT THE ENDING IS SUPER HILLARIOUS AND THE R18 BITS ARE A++.

- Now, turn away. Please update???? WHY IS IT NOT UPDATING I NEED TO KNOW WHAT’S GONNA HAPPEN HOLY SHIT PLEASE??? Coughs totally not thirsty for the makeup sex yeah no I have pure motives.

- Baby, you feel like home. It’s so cute. I cried. Dazai is protective of Chuuya and I live for it.

- Playing the long game. Where Dazai is a little shit as usual but he at least he proposed in sort of a right way.

 - After the war (we were free). URGH. URRRRRRRGHHHHHH. THIS FIC GAVE ME WAY TOO MANY FLUFFY FEELS  I HAD TO PUNCH A WALL TO FEEL NORMAL AGAIN. LIKE. URGH. URRRRRGHHHHH. 

Time for a vent dump because I just need to get it out and this feels safer than talking in person to anyone at all rn so anyway just ignore I’ll probably delete anyway. So on Monday I come home from work, only to find out my cat is missing because my bitch of a roommate decided to leave the door open all day (despite me constantly telling her not to because my cat is strictly indoor only because he’s dumb and has like zero survival instinct, in addition to being a highly prized breed). And when I got pissed off about it she called me a little bitch and told me straight up that if I tried to kick her out (I’ve been wanting to for ages-she’s unstable and aggressive and petty and disrespectful to me and my son despite the fact that I babysit for her for free all the time and basically let so much of her shit roll off my back) that she would contact the rental company and get me evicted for subletting a room to her in the first place, in addition to destroying my stuff while I’m at work. My cat has still not come home. I’ve searched the neighborhood for him every day, but honestly I know that he’s either dead or stolen. So now pretty much my only recourse, in order to avoid an eviction on my record and, more importantly, my friend’s (who cosigned for me) I have to put in a 30 day notice to vacate the apartment because FUCK living with her. On top of that, because she’s fucking petty, I’m not even sure she’s going to pay rent or utilities for this coming month. So I’m looking at being homeless by the end of October. Then, today, I get the even worse news (while at work, no less) that for the past 4 days my terminally ill brother has been in the hospital, and unconscious for 2 of those days. Basically, my mom told me I need to take the time now to go see him because “it’s not looking good.” So here I am, sitting at work two hours past my shift because I can’t bring myself to do anything else? Like I’m so overwhelmed and panicked that I don’t want to do anything at all, least of all go home where I have to deal with a psychopath on top of everything else. Anyway I hate talking about shit like this because I don’t do well with sympathy or compassion or displays of emotion or anything at all really but….idk I just needed to get it out because it’s fucking choking me.

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It’s only logical. Commander plushie cant be lion since it’s too much Orlais. Mabari is much better fit…

also much bigger temptation. Because mabari. But also Sera’s gift so probably lethal. But mabari. But lethal. But MABARI.

Fortunately Cullen sometimes can be adaptable when he has no other choice.

ah! forgot to add. that lion plushie is referencing comic about another of Sera’s pranks