three years working in a grocery store has destroyed my perception of time

I feel like everything is so much worse when no one actually likes you
So anything people tell me that I don’t like becomes even more painful and man its already enough I’m just a bearded fuckboy who appears to be insane to so many people for wanting to be femme and then people pick on me for such minor things

It doesn’t matter how large or small something is
I’m awful for having to do anything with it
I wish the world was better and even if it will someday, I’ll never live to see it