its what ive been waiting for

anonymous asked:

pls help me idk what to do on wednes. night (its fri now) I took 5 tramadol pills & 1 antiinflammatory pill & I was really dizzy & felt like I was shaking heaps & I puked clear liquid but dad said I was faking to get off school (Ive been off school lots lately cause of problems) & I wasnt at school yesterday or today & just now Ive taken 3 more tramadol & a Panadol & mum thinks I'm faking too & literally none of my family cares & Ive got joint, jaw & back aches & headache & dizziness & feel sick

Oh, honey, I’m so sorry. And I’m sorry if you’ve had to wait for a response, I’m in California and it’s morning here, so I’ve only just logged on. 

I have no medical training and can’t give you medical advice, but I will say that you’re taking a lot of medicine. I don’t think we have tramadol in the US, but Google tells me it’s a heavy-duty narcotic pain reliever. Are you taking the pills because you’re in pain, or are you trying to hurt yourself? If it’s the latter, please, please don’t.

Is there someone outside your immediate family – an aunt or uncle, a friend’s parents – who could give you advice or help you get to the doctor if need be? I do care and I’m worried about you, but I’m far away and I want to be sure that you get some practical help from someone who can give it to you.

Please check in when you can to let me know how you’re feeling, dear.

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you dont understand… since the day i ended this fandom ive been waiting for a character with freckles and rebecca finally delivered.. i feel so blessed 

Sean and the channel have grown so much since the days in the log cabin in the middle of nowhere. It’s been quite a journey, and I hope that comes across in this video.

@therealjacksepticeye: if you see this, you do mean as much to me as we all do to you. All you’ve accomplished is well-earned and well-deserved, and I can’t wait for what lies ahead.


“I’ve been researching your friend Pierce, are you sure you wish to retrieve him?”
“What kind of question is that?!”
“An honest one. Historically you spend nearly half your time ridiculing him.”
“Yeah, but it’s all in good fun!”

The Spookiest Place on Earth

Summary: MGGXReader take a trip to Disney world during October, he surprises her with something life-changing at the end. lots of fluff.
Warnings: only if youre allergic to happiness and spooky fun
requested by anonyme
okay so like disclaimer ive never been to disney world so i actually have no idea what its like i just went by photos and things ive heard about disney oops. -Estelle🌟

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hmmmm so i had a PET scan last week as a follow up from the big operation i had in december. i went to docs today for results and it is good! no cancer showed up in the scans. however… he wants me to do more chemo as a preventative for new cancers to grow. on paper thats great!

but the sideeffects .. usual chemo crap, plus an pain adversion to cold. holding cold, drinking cold - pain reaction. also numbness and tingling in toes and fingers which may be permanant. and fucking weight again, i might gain back all of what i worked so hard to burn off… im so damn conflicted. its fortnightly rather than weekly.

we start next wednesday… next weekend is a big convention ive been waiting so long for. i might ask if we can get it delayed a week ( but i know forst hand delaying stuff is bad! i nearly died last time for waiting.) sigh

Keeping Up With the Joneses

Gavin had accepted there wasn’t a lot he wouldn’t do to get laid, and even less he wouldn’t do for Meg. Which is what got him to this point in his life, competing with his best friends to see who could be the most adventurous. The Joneses were demanding and Gavin wasn’t sure he could keep up.

When attempts to one-up bring them into each other’s bedrooms, Gavin’s even less sure of what to do when feelings become involved.

Chapter 1         Chapter 11  (NEW)
Chapter 2 
Chapter 3
Chapter 4 
Chapter 5 
Chapter 6 
Chapter 7
Chapter 8 
Chapter 9
Chapter 10

anonymous asked:

I don't know if this is intentional or not but the whole Negan getting it on with Alpha thing in the new RFAL chapter really reminded me of when he cheated on Lucille? Poor Rick,his heart just can't catch a break ;-;

Ah yep, honestly i don’t remember if i decided on that as a parallel because ive been waiting for the alpha part for a while now! but in this universe lori didnt cheat on rick and negan didnt cheat on lucille, i dont think negan not cheating was explicitly stated. so in a way, youre right, this is sort of this universe’s way of having negan ‘cheat’ (even though its not technically cheating) while rick is quote unquote ‘sick’ (cause technically hes dying?) IDK what im trying to say lol, you probably understand what im trying to say. 

i love unrequited love so im hoping that angst becomes a little more lighthearted but w the whole running out of time thing its kinda not ??? idk its killing a bunch of yall and im sorry Dxxx but id never lead you on this long journey just to pull the rug out, i aint the writers of TWD HAHAHHAA

Im hungry all the time. like. idk whats wrong with me? Ive been drinking my water like a mofo and somehow my stomach is growling again? Like ive waited and hour to make sure its hunger and it is? and like...what do i do? lol
Sweet Temptation

ive been staring at this picture for 3 hours straight to a point where this fic has been born thanks @mazzori

“What is that in your mouth?”

 Amber eyes slid to the figure standing in the doorway. “Hhi dear!” Voice slightly muffled from the white stick sticking out of her mouth, she pulled it out. “I’m just sucking a lollipop.” Cherry red lips curled a smile as she dangled the succulent sweet. Without waiting for a response, she popped it back into her mouth and focused her attention on the laptop on the pillow. Her legs stretched comfortably under the pillow and her toes curled inside the soft socks that she wore.

“A…lollipop?” His tone just as quizzical as his raised eyebrows, Jumin walked towards his – their – bed and plopped a seat on the edge of it.

 She sometimes forgot he was a bit dense on the simplest things of life.

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if theres one thing i dont understand about rping these days, its rps advertising themselves for months?? like i get the need to build hype and i know releasing bios takes time but im talking about rps releasing teasers but taking over a month to do that, then trying to get a certain amount of followers on the teaser blog / certain amount of notes on one of the teasers before they release the main, and not even having all of their bios written already on top of it so they have to take a couple of months or so to finish all of those. it seems v counterproductive to me bc the longer you take to do all of those things, the more people begin to lose interest in it bc youre literally taking months to release everything   


i wa SUPPOSED to go to the GP today , but I wasn’t able to make it.

I was hoping to go and talk about transitioning, since its better to at least let the doctor know that I’ve been thinking of it for a while. and then i’ll leave it until im at least 18 or smth to go there again and get myself referred to a GIC ( gender identity clinic) but then again, they might refer me right away if what i say is valid enough.

    heres to hoping eh? im slowly getting there. got my first pair of male shoes the other day, saving up some money to buy an actual binder on my birthday day, and hopefully i’ll start wearing boxers soon.

its little steps, guys. dont rush it. id rather get it done right and wait rather than put myself in danger.

anyway enough about me.

i havent spoken to many of you. ive been fairly silent lately, but how are ya’ll doing?