its time to pay the price

About purchasing the YOI BD/DVD vol.6 from overseas

I’m seriously so mad at Avex right now. Apparently they forced AmiAmi to cancel all the orders of YOI related BDs/DVDs/CDs, even the ones placed last year when the ban wasn’t announced yet. How could they do this ONE WEEK before it comes out? They seriously don’t care about overseas fans at all…
(I still don’t know about CDJapan, so far the orders placed on their site before the ban in February seem to be valid?)

Avex and their nonsense policy make me feel stupid for saying from the start “please purchase the BD/DVDs to support the series, don’t download it illegally”…

Anyway, I have thought about what I could possibly do to help people get the BD/DVD vol.6 without spending a lot of money in commissions from forwarding companies and such, and I have decided this:

I am offering to personally purchase the YOI BD/DVD vol.6 on behalf of people living abroad and ship it to them, charging almost no commissions.

Details below.

“Almost no commissions”
I will only ask you to pay for:
1) the actual cost of the BD or DVD
2) the PayPal transaction fee (I don’t know how much it is)
3) the fee PayPal charges me to withdraw money to my bank account (it’s 350 yen, but if enough people ask me to purchase a copy in their place I will lower it because I can withdraw all the money at the same time and only pay the fee once)
4) the packing and shipping fees to send the item to you (you can choose the shipping method and packing style)

How it works:

1) Upon request, I am going to purchase the BD or DVD vol.6 from a Japanese shop, at its regular price (only Amazon seems to have it for less but they only allow 1 copy per person so that won’t work). I may use different shops depending on how many requests I get and how many copies I can find. I will only use physical shops which I can reach with my train pass because otherwise I would need to charge you transport fees or domestic shipping fees as well.

2) I will calculate the packing fee & shipping fee to your country based on your requests (it can be shipped in a padded envelope or, if you are worried, I can look for a sturdier box) and give you the total. For the shipping I can also provide an estimate in advance if you wish.

3) I will wait for you to send me the payment and your full shipping address (payment will need to be in JPY and via PayPal).

4) I will ship you the BD/DVD.

As you can guess, unfortunately there is nothing I can do for the all-volume purchase bonus. I might be able to provide you the Animate (can badge) or Animega (postcard) vol.6 bonus, but I can’t guarantee so I might only provide it at random, as I might also have to use other shops which have no bonuses at all.

Why am I doing this?

Because I feel really sorry for all the people who had their order canceled and/or are left with no cheap ways to purchase the BD/DVD from overseas. If it happened to me I’d be twice as mad as I am now… I also feel partly responsible since I’ve always encouraged people to buy the BD/DVDs even if they had no subtitles and I suggested to use AmiAmi recently because they still had them available.

How to send a request

Please send me a message (via ask) here on Tumblr with your name, email address, country and the details of what you need (BD or DVD). If you need a shipping quotation or have any other questions let me know that too. I will send you an email with the details. (If you’re one of those who got their orders canceled from a shop, please let me know that as well)

How many requests can I accept?

I’m not sure about that, but as I live close to Tokyo and have access to all major parts of the city I should be able to provide enough (I have no idea how many people will ask me).
Should I need to limit the number, I will say so and update this post too.
Some shops like Animate and Animega can temporarily sell out right after the release date but usually they get more stock afterwards, so it’s only a matter of waiting.

I am getting basically nothing out of this (except Animate points if I buy from there I guess..), but I really feel sorry for what happened and hope that I can be of help to someone. I’m not sure whether I’ll be doing the same for the soundtrack or event BD/DVD, most likely not because that’s a different story, but at least people can complete their collection with the last volume…

(I’ll probably write a post with instructions on how to send a message to Avex to complain about this too…)

Cold waters


Pairing: Jungkook x Reader / (implied) Namjoon x Reader 

Genre: Merman!Au / Angst / One-shot

Rated T for mentions of death

Word count: 6.4k

Synopsis: Every night, a song crawls from the woods - they say it’s the lullaby of a monstrous creature that has fallen from grace, a beast fiery like fire and ruthless like ice. Yet, his voice is such beautiful one that the cords of your heart quiver with love for each, saccharine note piercing your skin.

And every night, he draws you in a bit more.

Author’s note: Hello my lovelies! This is my second request (Cold waters, warm touches + His beauty could kill you + Merman!Jeon), at first it was supposed to be a fluffy one but, uhm… it accidentally ended up being another angst *sweats*

Anyway, dear anon, thank you for the nice concept, please lemme know if you liked it <3

There’s a legend, whispered among the sunbeams getting lost in the forest at the borders of the village.

There’s legend, one of a terrible, alluring kind, that widens children’s eyes and makes hearts tremble beneath the warnings of worried mothers.

There’s a legend, more like a secret or maybe a dream, deep carved in the memories of your innocent days; one that has your glances wander into the shadows of the woods when you think that nobody is watching, that nobody is judging.

It’s a legend, they say, about a creature doomed to live in the lake at the center of the forest: oh, a ruthless one, with eyes like broken glass and thick blood covering its claws. Murderous are its intents and fury tints his flesh with such a poisonous vigour that the water is now no different than the venom running under his skin. 

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Request: Hi! I love your writing so much. Can you please write a Shawn x reader where he’s tired of interviewers putting down his wife (reader) because she’s not a celebrity and he just protects her? Like he pretends to agree with the interviewer before totally destroying them.

Your name: submit What is this?


“It must be difficult to maintain a relationship with someone who isn’t in the industry.” The interviewer comments to Shawn instead of asking him a real question. You’re watching the interview streaming live from your laptop at home, and you’re breath catches in your throat when you hear the interviewer bring you up into the conversation. 

“Yeah,” Shawn immediately replies, “I mean, marriage is difficult, regardless of careers, but I think it is important to be willing to put in the effort into a relationship, and we do, even though it can be hard sometimes, its all worth it in the end because I wouldn’t want to be with anyone else.”

She nods, agreeing, “A lot of celebrities tend to date and marry other people in the industry, What made you not want to do that?” She continues pushing the subject, and you have no idea why she seems so interested in you, but you wish that she wasn’t. 

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  • Oswald: [ Sneaks up on Ed] Edward Nygma. The time has come. You betrayed me, and now it's time you payed the price!
  • Ed: Oswald?!
  • Oswald: Yes it's me. And like I said, it's time to pay the pr-
  • Ed: What are you doing here?
  • Oswald: Are you.... are you shooing me away?
  • Ed: Yes Oswald I am shooing you away I have to much on my mind and too much to do so I don't have time for a stupid musical number-
  • Oswald: Musical number?
  • Ed: Or for you to try to make me feel guilty that your dead
  • Oswald: But I'm not dea-
  • Ed: Now! Please just go away. You shouldn't even be here I haven't even taken any pills
  • Oswald: Pills?
  • Ed: goodbye
  • Oswald: ...
  • Oswald: I have never been so confused in my life

anonymous asked:

ok u must get this a lot but what are your favorite books with queer protags???


- Grasshopper Jungle by Andrew Smith – teenage boy explores his bisexuality as he wrestles with his guilt over a) having feelings for both his best friend and his girlfriend and b) accidentally starting the apocalypse-by-giant-preying-mantis. (literally my favourite book.) 

- The Vintner’s Luck by Elizabeth Knox – grumpy vintner bumps into an angel one night when he’s pickled and wandering around the vineyard, and winds up making a date to meet once a year, on the same night, forever. you will probably cry yourself to sleep afterwards. 

- As Meat Loves Salt by Maria McCann – sociopathic romp through Civil War era England accompanied by THE WORLD’S SLOWEST BURN and MURDER. even if you’ve been an English Civil War nerd for 15 years before reading this book, this book will forever be the first thing you think of when you think of the English Civil War. a scourge. 

- Tipping the Velvet by Sarah Waters – cute girl leaves home and becomes a music hall male impersonator. lesbian shenanigans by the barrowful follow. set in Victorian London and actually has a happy ending! yay! 

- Running With Scissors by Augusten Burroughs – a memoir documenting Augusten Burroughs’ teenage years living with his mother’s psychiatrist and his madcap family. I took this in stride when I first read this book at the tender age of 14, but now it gives me PALPITATIONS and a BURNING URGE to ring Esther Rantzen. 

- Call Me By Your Name by Andrew Aciman – THE PEACH BOOK!

- The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller – I love this book so much I have to forcibly stop myself from buying a copy every time I see one in a secondhand bookshop. you go into it thinking you’ll be FINE because everyone KNOWS what happens to Patroclus, it’s not like you WON’T SEE IT COMING… and yet. no one is ever fine. 

- Maurice by E. M. Forster – astounding and wonderful book that was, surprisingly, written in 1912. there’s sex, it’s a happy ending, it has something very snotty to say about British attitudes towards homosexuality – it’s a joy. plus, the Merchant Ivory film version is full of totty. (yes, that’s Rupert Graves. you see him starkers. just saying.) 

- Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Alire Saenz – two Latinx boys falling in love. I read the entire thing in one sitting. it’s won so many awards you can barely see the cover art. deserves all the accolades and love, as it is HEARTBREAKINGLY GORGEOUS.

- More Than This by Patrick Ness – there is absolutely no way to explain this book without spoiling everything about it, so here’s the bare bones: Seth drowns, and then wakes up, alive, but completely and utterly alone. I had to put it down and go for stress walks at least 3 times. so good. 

- The Charioteer by Mary Renault – a soldier wounded in the evacuation of Dunkirk recuperates in hospital and tries to choose between two dudes: a young and innocent conscientious objector and a saucy and experienced naval officer. can I get a HAIL MARY? 

  • Him: Do you know what else is terrifying other than being left behind? It's leaving.
  • Her: But why?
  • Him: Because you do not know what would happen next. You know why people hesitate to get into long-distance relationships? Because distance and timezones make everything shitty and uncomfortable. You plan to communicate every day but in the long run, daily video calls become a once-in-a-month thing. You plan to survive it but your partner is slowly letting go. You plan to make it work, but somehow, things change and then you wake up one day and question yourself if the relationship is still worth it. Leaving is terrifying. You could lose the person you have cherished so much. You could find someone else and break another's heart. You can walk away feeling confident that it wouldn't hurt only to realize days later that it's unbearable. Walking away for any reason isn't always pain-free and guilt-free. It comes with a price -- which most of the time is too high to pay. I understand that being left behind is painful but so is leaving someone else. Being left behind is tragic, but walking away feels heavy on the heart too. Being left behind is terrying, but leaving is very scary too. So the next time someone leaves you, do not hold grudges. Remember that it might have been so difficult for them to take a step away from you. You might not notice it as you are blinded by your tears but they are probably breaking inside too.

I’m opening this since my relatives bought so much blank covers for me x_x And also something I could help my mom to pay the fees we paid to visit my grandma. Also note that I’ve raised my prices, its not about desires of it, its about my time, effort and skill to put on it. I hope its understandable. 

I’ll only have 5 slots of it, first come first serve.

Payment is by Paypal, if you don’t have Paypal I can find ways for it.

If interested, email me at

What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Nonary Game, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Free The Soul, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in sudoku warfare and I’m the top shifter in the entire timeline. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will betray you with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Moon, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me in the AB room? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of clones in FTS and your mind is being hacked right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my MIND HACK. Not only am I extensively trained in puzzle solving, but I have access to the entire arsenal of Radical-6 and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will spray acid all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, shifters.
A Love Letter

For all its shortcomings towards the end of its run, xxxHOLiC still holds a special place in my heart.

If you’re not familiar with it, xxxHOLiC is a manga series written and illustrated by CLAMP, a prolific, all-female group of Japanese manga artists who have been creating since the mid-eighties. (Their body of work includes classics such as Magic Knight Rayearth, Angelic Layer, Cardcaptor Sakura, and Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicle.)

The story follows Watanuki Kimihiro, a high school student who strikes a deal with a witch. If he becomes her assistant, she’ll take away the power that leaves him plagued with visions of ghosts and monsters. But because it’s such a big wish, he’ll have to work for her for…a while. Maybe forever. So he becomes the witch’s cook, maid, and errand-boy, all wrapped up in one.

Although it runs parallel to and intersects with other CLAMP stories, xxxHOLiC stands fully on its own as a horror story about desire and addiction. The series consists of short arcs and one-shots, each centering on a particular customer – both average humans and fantastic spirits. Like Watanuki, each has a wish. Like Watanuki, each must pay a price. Sometimes the cost is as simple as a lock of hair, but other times it wreaks catastrophe on the rest of their life. Thus each customer’s story becomes an exploration of different aspects of desire – addiction to social media, academic ambitions, the desire to see a loved one again – and the effects it can have on one’s life.  

There are many lovely things about this manga: the gorgeous art style, Watanuki’s temper tantrums, the pervasive creepiness.  But the best part is the witch, Yuuko. Not only is she a total troll with a wicked sense of style, she is constantly dropping truth bombs:

Yuuko and xxxHOLiC were hella formative for me.

anonymous asked:

Hi how bout rfa+v and saeran reacting/dealing with an. MC after getting attacked by rika who is on the run abd suffering the same fate as V , the possibilities of going blind.

Yay!!! More angst!!! Actually angst is now kinda my thing, I’m gonna be known as the person who does le angst! Sounds good to me lolol!! Anyway let us continue!

Also let’s all agree Rika is basically the child of He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named and Bellatrix, let’s be honest


  • There was no way he saw it coming
  • You were just going out to get more fruit, since you guys had eaten it all the night before
  • And he had decided to go with you because I mean why not?
  • It was a beautiful night out, not too cold, but just cool enough so he could cuddle you the whole way
  • After you guys got the fruit there was still some time, so you two decided to stroll in your favorite park
  • There weren’t any other people around, and the golden light of park lights made you a path
  • Zen kept talking about how you looked like an angel in the golden light
  • And you replied; “Your hair looks practically golden!”
  • But he turned around at your confused look, you could’ve sworn you’d seen a flash of actual golden hair
  • While he felt your grip suddenly yanked from him he turned back around
  • To see a blonde haired woman straddling you, knife in hand
  • “Rika!”
  • He ran to get the devil off of you, but right before he could someone pushed him to the ground
  • Not looking towards his captor his eyes were still on you, mouth covered by a black leather glove, he saw Rika raise the knife up your face and to you eye
  • Lurching forward one last time someone clubbed him from behind and he lost conciousness
  • When he woke up he was in the hospital
  • Lurching up the minute he regained consciousness he screamed your name
  • Looking around he saw a curtain separating him from the next patient, he looked at the ID
  • It was you
  • Thanking the gods he slowly walked over to you, careful of his head, which still throbbed slightly, and of all the wiring
  • “Jagi?” He asked softly, and sighed in relief when you opened your eyes, only to have his eyes filled with tears and he drew back momentarily in shock
  • You right eye was much lighter than before, light, light like nothing else, and thin film around half of it, following where the red scar was snaking its way down your face
  • “Jagi, did she do this to you?” He asked softly, soft lines of tears began to drip down your face, as you nodded slightly
  • “Zen, Zen I can’t see correctly, part of my vision is so dark!”
  • You sat up and he went to hug you tightly, tears of anguish and fury dripping down his eyes
  • “Zen, I’m so sorry, I’ll never be able to see you perform with my two eyes again, the doctors, the doctors said they can’t fix it!”
  • At that he cupped your face, wiping your tears
  • “Oh, my darling, never apologize for this, it’s that woman that deserves to pay, not you.”
  • After you had calmed down you fell asleep against him until the doctors came in
  • He was released a few days before you, since you had more issues, the doctors were trying to do the best they could for you, so he decided to pay that snake a visit
  • Going back to the park where it happened, now practically back to normal, at the same time of day he sat down
  • And waited
  • He didn’t have to wait long, she appeared right in front of him
  • “Oh, do you want to join her? Doing something for her might get you into paradise you know.”
  • Zen just smiled and moved his hand, revealing a Taser he brought just in case
  • Punching her in the gut he managed to get a few punches and although he didn’t get to do what he wanted to get done he was satisfied
  • Rika deserved worse than death for everything she’d done
  • But you were the worst by far


  • He learned about Rika the hard way
  • You were going to the beach, a place in the south where the air was clean
  • It was actually Jumin’s private one, so you were guaranteed some privacy, and boy was he nervous
  • He’d never been alone with you, especially not at a pool or a beach
  • You two were running down the beach, feet falling in the sand, when she came out and lunged at you
  • “Rika! What are you doing?” Yoosung cried out, finding himself being pulled back from behind
  • Rika smiled slyly at him at you closed your eyes, not being able to bear to see the face of the one you loved
  • But unfortunately she noticed that
  • Flipping you over on your back she raised the pocket knife she was hiding to your eye
  • You flinched to the sounds of Yoosung’s screams, but were determined to face her
  • Staring right at Rika, you let out a strangled sound of alarm as she raised the knife to your eyes
  • You heard screaming, now not one voice but two, but part of your vision was cut out
  • Not enough not to see Rika raise the bloodied knife again
  • “MC!”
  • Yoosung’s voice was the last thing you heard before the blood loss became too much and you passed out
  • When you woke up for a minute you thought you were still dreaming
  • All you could see were slight colors
  • Then you realized it wasn’t a dream
  • “Yoosung!” You screamed again and again
  • You felt arms around you
  • “MC! Oh my God you’re alive!”
  • “Yoosung I can’t see, Yoosung help me!”
  • He couldn’t do anything but hold you, trying to hold himself together for you
  • But you couldn’t help but feel his tears, which caused you to grip him even tighter
  • “Yoosung, I’m so sorry, she was so much to you!”
  • “No, no MC, my loss is nothing compared to yours, and I swear I will help you the whole way! You’re my universe, the center of my world! And promise that if I ever see her again I am paying her back for what she did.”
  • When visiting hours were older Yoosung finally let himself slip into Yandere mode
  • No one knew how he knew where he was going, he couldn‘t answer that himself
  • But when he saw Rika he jumped on her, and gave her five completely obliterated ribs to show her what kind of person you were to him
  • You didn’t know until years later
  • Yoosung wasn’t kidding
  • He would do anything for the center of his world


  • She got a bunch of cryptic texts from an unknown number
  • It changed every time, but she knew that it was the same person, there was no denying that
  • Assuming it was some sort of weird Christian conversion thing, with all its talk of paradise she ignored it
  • But the messages started getting weirder and weirder
  • Eventually the last one came
  • “You denied paradise, now you must pay the price our savior has chosen.”
  • Shaking her head she dialed your number
  • Waiting she sighed when it went to voicemail
  • That’s odd, she thought, MC’s always free at this time, and she didn’t tell me about any schedule change
  • Shaking her head she assumed she was being paranoid
  • Locking up the coffee shop she decided to pay you an impromptu visit
  • But something was obviously wrong when the door was ajar and screams were echoing in the hallways
  • Rushing in she found you curled up, hands on you eyes, which were very obviously bleeding, a knife at your side with a pristine piece of paper on it
  • “From paradise, keep it as a reminder” Read the tag
  • Throwing it in fury Jaehee dialed an ambulance, then everyone in the RFA
  • When you were done operating the doctors approached her
  • “She dodged a bullet. She’ll have to wear these bandages for a month, but we have managed to save her vision.”
  • Jaehee was crying with gratitude
  • Rushing in she saw you
  • “MC?”
  • “Jaehee?” You asked, and she began crying even harder, running towards you, wrapping you in a big hug, you were shaking against her, partially of happiness, and partially of a lingering fear
  • Jaehee took notice of this and made sure Seven tracked Rika down
  • When the viper was finally caught Jaehee made sure to show her what she was made of
  • Rika wasn’t likely to forget, and neither was Jaehee for everything she’d caused you


  • He didn’t understand how it could’ve happened
  • How one of his guards could betray him
  • How one of his own guards could’ve been working for that evil organization
  • All he knew is that one day you were gone, and after speeding down paths he found you at the side of a practically abandoned road, eyes a bloody mess, you unconcious
  • Wrapping you in his arms he was shaking with a fury he hadn’t felt before
  • When you were admitted to the hospital he refused to leave you, waiting outside your door when he had to, and when not required right beside you, a hand on yours
  • The doctors worked hard, but unfortunately the blood had sent permanently in one of your eyes, and nothing could save it
  • He looked at the surgeons incredulously but remained silent, his wrath wasn’t meant for them, it was meant for someone else
  • Waiting once again he saw your hand move
  • “MC!” He rushed up, pressing your hand to his chest
  • You slowly opened your eyes
  • “Jumin, what, how?” Your eyes changed from bewilderment to panic. “Jumin, why isn’t my right eye working, why, it’s open isn’t it?!”
  • You started shaking and he kneeled, wrapping his arms tightly around you until you began to calm down
  • “I know, I’m so sorry, there’s nothing they can do, believe me they tried, I promise they did. I’m so sorry.”
  • You were shaking slightly, and he just pet your hair, as you tried to process everything
  • I’m sorry

A year later

  • With your good eye you spied a piece of news on the television
  • You were curled up with Jumin, Elizabeth on your lap
  • A woman has been found dead in prison, she was there for countless crimes, including attempted manslaughter.”
  • “Jumin, her face, it looks familiar.” You said softly, and he looked at you worriedly
  • Kissing you lightly he smiled. “It’s nothing for you to worry about.” You smiled at him
  • “I trust you Jumin. With my life if necessary.”
  • And I made sure a promise was repaid


  • He was in immediate panic mode when he came back, dreading how he needed to keep pushing you away, to the apartment and you were gone, the window left ajar
  • Going into complete panic mode he spent 48 hours typing furiously, making calls, and crying before he passed out on his desk
  • A week later a letter showed up
  • “The one thing you care about the most in this world will come to you.”
  • On the back was a coordinate
  • Saeyoung spent no time driving there
  • When he reached there he found a person, lying unconscious, crude bandages on their eyes
  • Gasping he ran over to you
  • “Oh my God MC! N-no, this, this isn’t happening!”
  • He carried you into the car, and slammed on the gas, ignoring everything else
  • The hospital wait was horrible, every second dragging on and on
  • When the doctors came out he rushed up
  • “It was a hard go, we could only salvage one eye, I’m sorry, but there’s nothing to save the other, and once she hits past forty she’ll most likely become permanently blind in both eyes.”
  • His eyes started flooding at those words
  • Oh God, why did I push her away? God forgive me of my sins!”
  • Rushing past them he saw you, staring at him
  • “Luciel?”
  • “MC!”
  • He put his arms around you, pulling you against his warm chest, and you closed your eyes, beginning to also cry
  • “Luciel, I can’t see, I’m sorry, but my left eye is gone. I can’t-” your voice cracked with emotion “I can’t preserve this moment with my own two eyes.”
  • “Saeyoung.”
  • “What?”
  • “My name is Saeyoung, and I will never push you away again.”
  • “Oh Saeyoung!” You began to cry harder, slowly slipping into sleep, however catching the corner of a phrase
  • “I love you.”


  • The surgery had been a success, and you two were overcome with joy
  • Seeing him look at every single detail of the world with new eyes made your heart burst, and you couldn’t imagine anything better
  • But your time of happiness was cut short
  • It was autumn, and you two were in the woods, him with his camera once more, trying to capture every fallen leaf, when Rika jumped out, bringing a gun to you head
  • “Rika!” V screamed, as tried to throw his camera, causing you to begin to cry
  • Forced down on his knees by other members Rika started laughing, the sound warbling from a cackle and the tinkling sound he used to know
  • “You should’ve stayed blind Jihyun, now you’ll pay.”
  • Listening to the screams of the one who was just before gasping happily you were pushed on your stomach, a jackknife now tracing it’s way up your cheek
  • “Jihyun, I love you.” You said, right before the knife was raised
  • You heard him scream before you lost consciousness
  • Jihyun was screaming as Rika did her work, managing to find strength he pushed the others off of him, before running up and throwing her off of you
  • Cradling you he screamed at the snake, before stepping on her arm, a sapping sound ensuing
  • Ignoring the scene he left the pulled out his phone, so grateful for the service out her, he called the hospital
  • “Hold on MC, I promise I will save you.”
  • You woke up to darkness
  • “Jihyun? Jihyun where are you?!”
  • You felt his arms incasing you but you could yet not see him
  • “MC, oh MC I’m so sorry. I couldn’t save you. She was right I should’ve stayed blind.”
  • “No, no whatever you think please do not think that!”
  • You could feel his cheeks become wet
  • “MC, I promise I will help you, I will see everything for you. I will become your eyes.”
  • I will protect you forever, for this life and beyond, because it is you who gave me life


  • “This is what she did to you!”
  • Saeran’s voice echoed throughout the whole room as he clutched at you, the only person in the world he’d ever loved
  • One of your eyes was purple and red, no white was left in it, that side of your face was also cut up, and Saeran was shaking in fury
  • “If she wasn’t dead already I would’ve sent her to Hell!”
  • You tried to comfort him, but he was beyond that
  • “How, how could that damn woman do this to you!”
  • “Saeran, please, please; don’t. I don’t want to think about it.”
  • He immediately shut up, instead staring at you
  • “Are you okay, do you need something? One minute!”
  • He ran out of the hospital room, only to come back five minutes later with a tub of ice cream
  • “Here, to make you feel better.”
  • You took the vanilla, and despite all your efforts you began to cry
  • “What’s wrong MC?!” He rushed over to you
  • “I, I just wish that I could see you smile with both eyes, you love ice cream so much! And I’ll never see your smile when you eat it ever again.”
  • You were crying harder and he enveloped you in a hug
  • “Then I will make sure you will still be able to see my happiness.”
  • And he kissed you softly
  • You leaned in, needing the warmth, something to remind you this was real
  • “And I promise to make sure you will be able to see whatever you want. The leaves in the fall, the blossoms in the spring, I promise you will still be able to see the beauty, I will make sure of it.”
  • He stroked your hair and you listened to his heartbeat, nodding
  • I will make sure you will be able to see it all…

Another long one! Oh my God I’m so tired! Honestly I will try to do another tomorrow, but I might have to take a break!! I have stuff to do lol! Either way I will do my best! Enjoy!

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