its probably all in my head but i feel like these gifs are really fast

If you only knew

Word Count: 1.3K+
Pairing: Kurt Wagner x Reader (No gender specified)
Summary: Kurt is terrified of how much he likes you, so he begins praying to God to make his feelings for you disappear. When that doesn’t work, he’s sure he has to punish himself for feeling the way he does. Based on this headcanon by @ichimatsu-boi and this request.
Warnings: Mentions of self-harm.


The first time Kurt saw you, he hadn’t been able to understand why, all of a sudden, he’d felt like there were little birds flapping their wings wildly inside his stomach.

You had been a student at Xavier’s already when he got there– but he hadn’t gotten to meet you properly until two weeks after his arrival, when you had come looking for Jubilee to finish a project you two were doing together. You had introduced yourself to Ororo, Peter, Scott and then… to him. You had offered your hand with a bright smile, and when he touched it, he felt like a jolt of electricity had run from his fingers directly to his heart.

He didn’t know what that meant.

The next time he was face to face with you was when you had come to him and Jubilee with a plate filled with cookies you’d baked yourself, offering them some. When he’d tried them and told you they were delicious, your entire face had lit up– and the little birds had returned to his stomach, flapping their wings even harder than the first time. Something in him told him that he needed to see you shining that brightly again because of something he’d said– desperately.

He didn’t know what that meant.

You spent a lot of time outside given the fact that your mutation was directly connected with nature, and every time he saw you sitting on the grass, making little flowers appear on the ground with just the sheer power of your will, his hands started sweating and his heartbeat increased dramatically.

He didn’t know what that meant.

It wasn’t until he caught Scott and Jean kissing one time and something deep inside him told him he wished he could do that with you that he finally knew what everything you made him feel meant.

He liked you.

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Requested imagine -

You had just got back from an award show and you were exhausted. Like completely exhausted.

You had been feeling sick all night, the lights and the pressure around you had not done anything to help the headache you had been fighting all day.

You were the assistant to One Direction’s manager, and as she was back in London making last minute plans for their next tour you had been given the job of making sure that all the boys did what they had to at the award show.

It wasn’t a hard job. You got on well with all the boys, they were your best friends in the world, especially after being on tour with them for the last two years, so it was never not a good night when you actually got to go to an event with them. You were in charge of making sure they were all dressed and presented nicely, and had to keep a good eye on them so they made good decisions, but they weren’t stupid, and they’d done these things a hundred times, so you didn’t really have to worry.

It had just been a little awkward with Harry lately. At the end of the last tour you two had been getting close and you were starting to have real feelings for him. However you knew what he did and who he was so you didn’t put your hopes up. You were realistic. You knew he probably wouldn’t be interested in a manager’s assistant, so you distanced yourself.

You had a little break after the tour but now you were back with the boys.

He had confronted you about it earlier in the week when you met up again, saying that he felt you were giving him the cold shoulder.

You swear you could see the hurt in his eyes as he spoke.

Maybe you were wrong about him not being interested?


So the night had finally come to a close and you’ve all gone back to Louis’ home to rest for the night. You were currently in LA and Louis was the only one who had managed to secure a house, the other boys preferring to live in London, so the decision was made that you could all crash there for a few days before having to head back to the UK for the start of tour.

The plan earlier was to head to Louis to change and then head out again to go to an after party, but the thought made you feel even more sick than you were before. You were coming down from the high of the event and it was hitting you hard. There was no way you’d be able to go out again.

The five of you headed into Louis main living room and you looked straight towards the couch. You just wanted to collapse on it.

“Alright guys quick change and we’re out of here! Wanna go party like its 1999!” Liam proclaimed, heading quickly to one of the spare bedrooms that he had claimed for himself for the next few days. Niall nodded and headed in a similar direction. You observed Louis heading upstairs to his own bedroom.  

You on the other hand went and sat directly on the couch, holding your pounding head in your hands. Harry noticed your statue and sat next to you, placing a soft hand on the top of your back, rubbing gently.

“You ok?” He asked, the concern evident in his voice.

“Not really,” you laughed sarcastically, trying to laugh off how bad you were actually feeling. You slightly shrugged Harry off your back.

“Can I do anything to help? It’s your head isn’t it? I always used to get headaches after these stupid award shows?” He said, a lightness to his voice.

You just didn’t really want to be around Harry right now. Not only was your head pounding but your feelings for Harry were right at the surface of your mind again now that he was back in your life and you just didn’t want to deal with the rejection.

“I’m fine Harry, Just go get ready to go out with the boys, I might skip this one tonight.” you shrugged him off completely and moved away slightly, shifting further down the couch.

Harry huffed under his breath. “Can you not do that?” he said, shifting his body towards you.

“Do what?” you huffed back. You were frustrated with how you were feeling and the situation with Harry.

“Shrug me off like that,” he proclaimed. “You know I care about you and I just wanna make sure you’re okay.”

You looked up at him and saw his eyes wide with concern and confusion. You felt bad. You didn’t want to shrug him off, you just didn’t want to fall into the pit of feelings that was starting to develop again.

“I know Harry I just don’t want to deal with this right now.” you said putting your hand through your hair and resting your head on the back of the couch.

Harry looked confused. “Deal with what?”

“You Harry. I just can’t deal with you coming over here and saying that you care about me and making me have feelings for you when-”

He grabbed onto your arm and interrupted you. “Wait. Wait. You have feelings for me?”

You went pale for a moment. Paler than you had been a moment ago. You weren’t meant to confess your feelings to him so bluntly. Now you felt like an idiot.

“Harry just forget about it.”

He shifted closer to you. “I can’t just forget about something like that. I’ve been waiting two bloody years for you to say those words.”

Your head rose from the back of the couch and you looked at Harry. “Really?”

“Yes Y/N. I’ve had feelings for you for as long as I can remember. You pushing me away was breaking my heart.”

You felt guilty. “I’m sorry. I was pushing away because I didn’t want to get rejected it was easier for me to just move away slowly.

Harry placed a hand on your cheek. “You’re so silly.” He chuckled.

The next thing you knew you are being pulled into him arms, your head nuzzled under his chin.

“You know what? I think I might stay here tonight too. Don’t really feel like going out,” Harry said, putting his arms tighter around your waist.

You cuddled in closer to his chest. “That sounds good.”

He chuckled.

Moments later you were fast asleep. Harry reached over grabbing the TV remote so he could settle for the next few hours. There was no way he was moving.

Louis came in from upstairs and saw the sight in front of him. He caught Harry’s eyesight and laughed to himself . “Fucking Finally,” he said to Harry.

Harry chuckled. “Shut up.”

When the boys were finally completely ready they came back into the living room, awing at the sight. Liam gave Harry a thumbs-up and Niall gave him a small smile, knowing how much this moment meant to Harry.

Niall and Liam were respectful of you sleeping and crept out the door with Louis in toe. They knew how sick you had been feeling all day, saw how much you were struggling all through the night, and wanted you to get some rest.

Before completely leaving, Niall secretly took a few shots of the two of you on his phone, knowing Harry would appreciate them at a later time.

The boys shut the door behind them and headed down to the waiting car.

“Fucking finally,” said Liam.

“That’s what I said!” Louis proclaimed.

The three boys laughed to themselves.

So I’m uploading this part a little earlier than I participated because I figured that there was nothing integral to the plot in it; I can afford to upload it without fear of needing to go back and change things. Thanks to @agentpiku and @thefallenbibliophilequote for the comments last time, and to @imagine-that-marvel and @marveliskindacool for beta-reading. Enjoy my darlings!

‘The Tower’ (Part 2)

Part 1

On the outskirts of the city, a great distance away from the main city and its glittering palace, lay a small greening village of no more than 600 peoples. The town’s inhabitants were hardened and hearty on account of the toil and labour that had allowed their home to prosper. Such success was granted in part by the vast forest that lay adjacent…

Thanks to the resources provided by the neighbouring woods, a thriving economy had been cultivated within the town. The first mile of forest alone held plenteous income for the town. A particularly large river that passed the edge provided ample fishing opportunities. Bushes bristling with berries and root vegetables were easily found. Even veins of metal ores and precious stones were locatable within a day of dedicated searching.

The only way out of the city was via a main road that also navigated the thick trees. Carriages moved through it on a daily basis, bringing goods to and from the village. Despite the traffic on this path, nobody ever dared to venture away from it, for fear of what terrors the shadowy thicket held.

Everyone in the village had a role. If you were strong, you felled wood. If you were fast, you hunted. If you were patient, you herded cattle.

It was probably why you felt so isolated.

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His Number One Rule

Words: 1048
Tony Stark x Reader
Prompt:
  “I fell asleep on your couch after a party but you didn’t complain and made breakfast for the both of us” AU
[Prompt credit goes to @dailyau & @barbelzoa]
*Not my Gif*


The first thing you smelled that morning was cinnamon. You tried to open your eyes, but wherever you were, it was bright. You immediately squeezed your eyes shut again and relied on your other senses. You were laying down that much was obvious. One hand was tucked under your head with something silky between them; probably a pillow. Your other hand brushed over something soft. Definitely a blanket. Using your skills of deduction, you were crashing on someone’s couch. The real question was whose? You tried to think back to the previous night.

You remembered getting drunk the night before. Really drunk. You single handedly crushed Thor’s team in a round of flip cup. A team which included Clint, Natasha and Sam Wilson, mind you. After that you and Tony had insisted on several rounds of Never Have I Ever. During which the two of you became extremely intoxicated. You were vaguely aware that the other Avengers had started going home or retiring to their rooms around three in the morning. Everything else was completely void from your memory banks.

The scent of cinnamon was still wafting towards your nose so you decided to try opening your eyes again. Using the hand that wasn’t tucked under your head you shielded your eyes, hoping it would help them adjust to the light. It seemed to work. Light wasn’t pouring into your retinas at such an alarming rate anymore. You looked around assessing your surroundings. Apparently you hadn’t made it very far. You were looking around the living room of Tony Stark’s stylish pad.

Oh no! You thought to yourself. Tony Stark had two rules at his parties, always. No one was allowed to stay the night and there were no other rules. The luminescence of your surroundings made it clear the current time was well past night. The sun was shining high over the city, its rays stretching right across Tony’s gigantic windows. He had twice as much to drink last night as I did. You assured yourself. Maybe he was still asleep. Maybe you could sneak out before he even noticed you were there.

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FRENEMIES
                                       - Part I
Kai Parker x Reader


word count :2 685
summary : Reader finds herself in the Prison World with Kai and things are kind of … friendly-ish.
*not my gif
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Y/N opened her eyes , feeling sore all over. She was on the floor of a bar. How had she gotten there ? She focused her thoughts trying to remember the last thing that had happened … she had gone to bed and fallen asleep and then…she was woke up there.
She looked around and noticed she wasn’t alone. There was someone else…
“About time you woke up. It’s been hours since you got ‘dropped’ off here. ” a male voice said. Y/N turned in the direction of the voice and nearly fell over. It was Kai. “You look familiar.” he said. “Have I seen you before ?”
Y/N shook her head - there was no reason to tell him who she was yet. First things first - she had to figure out how she had ended up there and since apparently Kai had seen her arrival , he had to explain things… She walked towards Kai and freed him , noticing too late his eyes were black with hunger. He got up and stretched.
“Ahh.. Thank you , you beautiful stranger.” he said smirking. “Unfortunately , I’ve been starving for … probably 3 weeks now ? Not sure , time feels different here… and you are the closest thing I have to food.”
Kai grabbed her shoulders , Y/N tried to get herself free but even as a starving vampire he was too strong for her , and sank his fangs into her neck , his left hand moving to her waist , holding her in place. Y/N screamed and tried to push him off with no luck. She felt her knees go weak and soon enough her body dropped on the ground , darkness consuming her.

* * *

“Get up. Come on.” a male voice said and Y/N felt someone’s hands pulling her up , holding her so tight a bruise would surely show up later. “I barely drained an artery , sweetheart.”
Y/N fought to open her eyes and when she did , Kai was starring at her with a curious expression.
“Its so funny. At first I thought I’d just kill you but then I remembered - I can enjoy draining you out more than once.” he said letting out a small laugh. “Care to explain how or why you got sent here ?” he got suddenly serious.
Y/N sat on the ground , placing her hand on the wound on her neck finding out it was healed , she raised her eyebrows in question.
“Healed it with magic. No need for you to bleed out … yet.”
“Alright.” she said. “You tell me. I was the one uncocious… and honestly I have no idea how I got here. Probably pissed off the wrong witch. It happens.”
Kai chuckled. “Yes , it does.” he said. “While you were out just now , I figured out why you look familiar. You are friends with Clarice.”
“Who ?”
“The blonde one who became ‘mother’ of my sister’s babies. Didn’t see that one coming.” he chuckled. “My father was willing to save unborn children but never payed attention to the ones he had. I wonder what he would’ve done if he knew they’d be like me. An abomination.”
Kai looked at his feet for a moment , a look of hurt passing across his face for a moment before dissappearing quickly. “I guess you pissed of Bonnie , didn’t you? I wonder what a goodie-two-shoes like you could’ve done for her to send you here. Must’ve been something terrifying …” he said suddenly amused.
Y/N pressed her lips together and rolled her eyes.
“Something might’ve come up…” she said not willing to tell him just yet. Trying to steal the Ascendant for Kai’s new Prison World hadn’t gone according to plan.
All her friends knew Y/N had a weak spot for Kai , even tho they had hardly interracted. She wasn’t afraid of him , neither wanted him to change. All she wanted was to be friends with him , because maybe he might’ve understood how she felt. In her desperation to get Kai back , she had crossed her friends who apparently had decided to grant her wish by sending her here.
She got up and started walking away. Last thing that was needed in that moment was Kai pressuring her to tell him about it.
“Where do you think you’re going? We are not done talking.” Kai said , a note of anger in his voice. Y/N just ignored him and kept walking towards the exit , opening the door that slammed shut infront of her face a split second later nearly breaking her nose. She sighed and turned around to face him , finding him way closer than expected - only a step away from her.
“I’m hungry, this is a bar … I need food unless you want me to starve to death causing you to lose your ‘human bloodbag’. “she said putting air quotes as she said it.
Kai smiled , a genuine smile. “Alright then. Lets go , I’m cooking you dinner or … breakfast or whatever , can’t tell what time it is from here.” he gripped her hand tightly causing her to flinch in pain.
“Arhh … you do know we are literally the only two people here right?” she said annoyed trying to remove his hand from hers.
“I do , but I don’t want you running off or dissappearing somewhere. Not planing on spending eternity alone this time.”
“Lets make you a deal - you let go the tight grip on my hand before I lose circlulation and just hold my hand instead. A lot less painful and I might even end up liking you in the end…” she said looking directly into his blue eyes. He considered it for a few moments and let go , holding her hand instead. Y/N reached to rub the place he had held her before , her skin burning at the touch.
“Don’t get any ideas.” he said glancing at their hands held together.
“Not planing to…” she muttered under her breath.

Holding her hand felt awkward to Kai. Its not like he hadn’t held a girl’s hand before , but for some reason it made him nervous. They walked (or more like he dragged her) down the street to the nearest store. It was still midday , probably around lunch time.
Y/N held the shopping basket while Kai put stuff in it - eggs , milk , bananas , a couple of other fruits , veggies, toast…
Maybe stealing the Ascendant wasn’t the best idea I’ve had …she thought to herself while trying to carry the heavy basket with one hand. Y/N could feel her blood sugar dropping and tried to reach for a chocolate bar but nearly knocked over the entire box.
“Arrhhh …” she groaned. “We should’ve gotten a cart. Could you let go of my hand for like 5 seconds ? The basket’s getting heavier and I want chocolate…”
“If you try to run , I will hurt you.” he warned before letting go. “And don’t eat that chocolate stuff now , you will ruin your appettite.”
“Who are you ? My mother ? I will be just fine eating dessert first.” she said reaching for a chocolate bar with hazelnuts inside , ripping the package open and taking a bite. “MMM that tastes amazing ! Want some ? Actually don’t answer that. I am not going to share even if you said yes.”
Kai just shook his head trying to suppress a laugh. “You haven’t even told me your name yet… or anything really. It’s frustrating.” he said and Y/N just glanced at him continuing to munch on the chocolate bar ignoring him completely. Kai waited for a few minutes but she kept on acting like he wasn’t even there. He waved his hand and the chocolate bar flew out of her hand and onto the ground a few meters away from her.
“Hey ! I wasn’t finished ..” she protested but the next moment started choking as if someone’s hand was on her neck. Kai was using his magic against her.
“Oops.” he said mockingly. “Don’t think I wouldn’t kill you.” he said. “I don’t want to , but I will. Now , I’ll let you go and you will tell me what exactly it is you are doing there or else. Got it?”
Y/N nodded and he let her go , her hands reaching for her neck rubbing it. It was incredible how fast Kai changed his moods. Thanks Bonnie. she cursed.
“The Ascendant , the one Bonnie used to send you here ? I tried to steal it from her and clearly she was more pissed about it than I thought… other ways she wouldn’t have send me to this Hell hole.” she said reaching for her chocolate bar. “Did you have to do that ?” Kai flicked his wrist and the chocolate bar got a few steps away from Y/N. She scoffed and turned around finding Kai grinning. He was enjoying this.
“Why would you try to steal the Ascendant ? You don’t even know me..” he asked. To him it didn’t make any sense why she’d go against her friends because of him.
Y/N was staring to get beyond annoyed at Kai. Clearly they weren’t going to get along so she decided to pick one half of the world and stay away from him for as long as possible.
“I have my reasons which are none of your business , so …” she said pushing her way past him towards the exit when suddenly she fell over , her legs feeling as if they had been tied together. “What the - ?”
“I told you - you not going anywhere until you tell me everything.” he said calmly as if explaining something to a little child. “Start from the beginning this time.”
Y/N groaned and pulled herself up enough to be able to sit.
“I’m Y/N and I am a witch … or at least I was. A few years ago I lost my powers … and by that I mean a warlock stole them from me. Life is no fun without magic , as you may know already.” she said looking at her hands. “It all happened before you showed up and when you did … I don’t know… My friends warned me about you , told me to stay away but I still found a way to learn about you. They didn’t understand how it felt to lose it all , to lose a part of yourself and never be able to get it back. Thought you might understand and we can be friends.. but clearly I was majorly mistaken. So here I am , ‘the useless one’ .. banished to spend all eternity with a murderous sociopath just because I wanted him to be my friend.” she said , closing her eyes so Kai wouldn’t see the tears threatning to fall down her cheeks.
A few minutes passed and she felt Kai’s hands on hers. She opened her eyes and saw he had knelt next to her.
“Your life sucks.” he said. “I’m sorry about the chocolate bar…and about you losing your magic.” he paused for a long moment , looking at her , before speaking again. “Can’t believe you wanted to be my friend … No one ever wanted to be friends with me knowing everything I’ve done.” he said suddenly amused. “Come on. I promised you lunch or dinner or whatever… I am keeping this promise.”
Kai pulled her up , leaving her to walk on her own now. He knew she wouldn’t run and now he was curious about her , the girl who had risked her freedom to try and get him out.

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The next morning when Y/N opened her eyes , she found herself in Kai’s bed. It was surprisingly comfortable except for the fact she had no idea how she had ended up there. A moment later she noticed Kai laying next to her , starring at her with an amused expression on his face.
“You drool when you sleep.” he said. “It’s disgusting. I’ll have to find new pillows now … ”
“W-what are you doing he-”
“You mean what am I doing in my bed? Nothing. Just waiting for you to wake up. I’m hungry and waking you up by sinking my fangs into your neck wouldn’t have been nice , so I waited.” he said and Y/N noticed the purple - black veins flicker under his eyes. She handed him one of her wrist but he pushed it away rolling on top of her.
“As I said.. I prefer feeding from your neck.” he said winking , pinning her wrists above her head.
“Well , I don’t. It hurts a lot more and you’ll make a mess…” she said trying to wriggle her hands free but Kai didn’t care what she had to say and just sank his fangs into her neck making her cry out in pain.

The night before Kai had suddenly gotten so nice to her , it felt as if they were friends who had just reunited after a long time apart… except they weren’t and never would be.
“Kai … Kai stop! Please…” she begged but Kai kept feeding on her , not willing to stop. She felt her limps go numb , all her energy being drained and she stopped fighting back. Y/N felt as if she was falling into a deep bottomless black hole and then she was swallowed whole by the darkness.
Kai stopped only when he was sure her heart had stopped beating. There had been something on his mind the past few hours and he wanted to know if he was right. While waiting to find out , Kai went to the kitchen to make her breakfast. He didn’t feel like spending the rest of his existance alone and she seemed fun to be around even tho somehow Y/N had managed to drive him crazy. About 30 minutes later Y/N’s heart started beating again , stronger than ever. Kai rushed to his bedroom and magically snapped her neck before she had regained conciousness.

Y/N gasped taking in a deep breath and shoot up straight sitting on the bed , blood covering her pillow and her neck. Her hand reached for the place Kai had bitten her , trying to stop the bleeding but she discovered her wound had been healed. Clearly he had healed her.
“Oh , you are awake!” Kai said surprised walking into the room with a food tray - orange juice , pancakes and syrup plus a tiny vase with a flower.
“What happened ?” she asked confused.
“I fed on you until you died … then you came back and I snapped your neck killing you again.” he said casually. “And since you are back again , I guess the prison world rules apply to you too , which means your friends might come back for you at some point other ways why would they make sure you can’t die ?” he said amused. “Anyways , I made you breakfast. You must be hungry. Dying and coming back to life is exhausting , trust me I know. I’ve tried to kill myself more times than you can imagine .. Tried every way in the book.” he said.
It took her a few minutes to process what he was saying and when she did her eyes widened.
“You WHAT?!” she screamed getting up from the bed and taking a few steps alway from him ,nearly hitting the wall. “You killed me just to test a theory ?!” she stared at him in disbelief.
“Ohh is someone having a bad day?” he said mockingly vamp speeding towards hers , smacking her against the wall his hand on her neck. “I bet you wish you had your magic right about now … Sadly you don’t.” he leaned in closer. “Which means there is nothing you can do to stop me.”
Y/N hated that he was right. All she wanted the past few years was a way to get her powers back, but there wasn’t one. There was no blockage in her mind or anything else supressing her magic. Kai had confirmed it for her yesterday when right after he fed her dinner , tried to siphon her. In that moment it became clear to her - there was no chance for them becoming friends. What had she been thinking ?
“Oh Y/N… We are going to have so much fun together.” he said smirking.


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MASTERLIST March / April 2017


MASTERLIST MAY 2017

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short Wolfstar fic for @symone-dreamer‘s birthday! happy birthday!


“James,” Lily said in a tired voice. “Walk me to my dorm?” She asked, raising from her seat and extending her hand to him after covering a yawn. James started to stand.

“Oh, come on, Evans.” Sirius scoffed. “Your dorm is just up those stairs. Peter already left us to get some well-needed beauty rest, and Prongs and I are waiting for Moony to get back. Walk yourself.” He said, looking up at them from his spot near the empty common room’s large window.

James shot Sirius a look behind Lily’s back.

Sirius returned a questioning look to him.

“Maybe,” James said in a hinting voice. “You can stay up and wait for Moony.” He said, adding a fake tired stretch. “I’m thinking about calling it a night…”

“Oh!” Finally catching on, Sirius played along. “Yeah! No, totally.” He said, casually shrugging and running a hand through his long dark hair. “See you tomorrow then!” He added, winking and holding two thumbs up at James when Lily turned her back to leave. James tried hard to push away a large grin, silencing a laugh, and nodded in response, following Lily up the stairs and disappearing.

Sirius sighed, leaning back into his spot on the large windowsill, and shook his head, laughing. After reading a few more chapters of his favorite book, he heard the portrait of the Fat Lady swing open.

“Three tries, that took, opening this damn portrait.” Remus said, painfully climbing into the Gryffindor common room. “I keep forgetting that it’s been changed since Christmas.”

Sirius hurried over to help steady Remus, who was limping towards the couch. He let out a laugh. “You of all people should remember the password changing to ‘Lycanthropy.’

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Imagine being afraid of telling Jared that you’re pregnant

I can see Emma’s disapproval all over her face. She isn’t happy with me, and I’m not happy either, but there was no other choice. I had to go.

“Just tell him, he’ll understand!”

“It was a mistake from the beginning, he’s my boss, you just don’t have one night stands with your boss” I mutter, afraid that Jared might show up in the studio at any second.

“But you are pregnant” She whispers, the disapproval turning into anger.

I throw her the first thing I can find, which turns out to be one of Jared’s chocolate bars.

“Hey!” We hear Jared shouting from the door, “That’s my chocolate”

“Sorry” I whisper, running to Emma to pick out the bar.

Jared looks at us, and something on his face changes. When we comes near us, the suspicion on his face is obvious.

“You two look really pale” He mutters, changing his gaze from Emma to me, “Are you two ok?”

Emma looks pale because she’s scared. She wants me to tell Jared, but overhearing our conversation wouldn’t be a great way to find out he’s going to be a father. I look pale because I’m scared too, but also because I feel sick. I don’t even know how he hasn’t noticed that I spent half of my day in the bathroom, that’s how Emma find out.

“I need to go to the bathroom” I excuse myself.

Morning sickness was the worst, but mine was more like a whole-day sickness. Being pregnant should be pretty, not being afraid that the father of the baby will not want the kid, and spending your day puking.

During the day I receive Emma’s different stages of emotions through her looks. We have been working together for so long, that I could read her with just one gaze. At times she gives me looks that could only mean ‘Just fucking tell him’; when I get up to go to the bathroom she’s like ‘Ew’, but when I come back I receive the sympathetic look of ‘You poor thing’.

By the end of the day, the only look I receive is ‘Don’t you dare’. But I most certainly will.

Emma says her goodbyes for the day, leaving me with one more ‘Don’t you dare’ look. I just wave her off, walking towards Jared’s desk. As always, he’s busy working on his laptop, not even noticing that I’m standing in front of him.

“Jared” I stutter, trying to get his attention.

“Oh, hey” He says, finally acknowledging my presence with a smile, “I didn’t see you there”

I can do this, right? His smile can’t be a factor that makes me chicken out.

“I really need to talk to you”

The smile disappears in a second and worriness takes over his expression. He takes my hand to make me sit by his side.

“Is something wrong? Are you ok?”

“I just… God. Okay, I’m just gonna say it” I sigh deeply, trying to calm myself down, “I’m quitting”

“Wait, what?”

I stand from the couch, starting to pace out in the room.

“Is this because of what happened between us?” He asks, and I can notice a bit of nervousness on his tone.

“I just can’t work for you anymore” I whisper, avoiding his gaze, “This is gonna sound extremely cliché, but it’s not you, it’s… well, me”

“Ok, now I feel like you are breaking up with me and we are not even together” He laughs nervously, standing to stop my pace.

His hands wrap on my arms holding me still, trying to look me in the eyes, but I just avoid him still.

“Did I say something wrong? I can’t think of a reason why you would want to leave except for that night” His hand leaves my arm to hold my chin and make me look at him, “You regret it?”

He sounds hurt, and I don’t want him to be hurt. I’m just scared of what may happen if I spit all out. If he wanted kids, he would have had them by now, it’s not like he didn’t have opportunities before. If he didn’t want to give this huge step with long term girlfriends, what guarantees me that he would want to do it with me? I’m just a one night stand.

“I’m really sorry, Jared”

I manage to let go of his grip, walking to get my bag and get the hell out of there. My old car waits for me outside, and we drive home in complete silence, I can’t even stand music right now. I just want to be alone.

By the time I get home, I really need to go to the bathroom. I had avoid my mom’s medicinal herbs for sickness scared of what they may do to the little one, but I was already sick of all the pucking, maybe some weird tea wasn’t going to be that bad.

I follow the instructions that mom left with the bag of herbs, waiting for the kelt to be ready. I read the instructions over and over again, trying to get Jared out of my head.

I was the worst, I was denying him the right to be a father just because my head wouldn’t imagine him as one. Or, actually, I could imagine him; holding the baby on his arms, kissing the little forehead, feeding him or her when I was too tired to breastfeed. Or just looking at the baby in a crib, his eyes shining at the sight of our creation.

God, where did this amazing idea of quitting appeared?

The whistle of the kettle takes me out of my perfect world, one where I was smart enough to tell Jared the truth and not run away like a coward.

When my tea is ready, I grab a bag of chips, I really want some chips, walking back to my living room. I lay on my couch, turning the tv on, drinking my tea, eating chips. I repeat the process for hours. Watch, drink, eat. I don’t want to think about Jared, the baby, or my unemployed situation.

The beeping of my phone takes me out of the groggy zone, almost fully asleep. I jump on the couch, scared by the sudden sound in the silent room. When I finally calm myself down, realizing that it’s just my phone, I read the message that just came in.

“Jared called, I didn’t told him! I swear!”

Jesus, Mary and Joseph! Emma, what the fuck did you do?!

Another text comes in, and I’m already shaking.

“Well, I may have told him that he was stupid and blind for not noticing how changed you’ve been since… well, you know”

Not a minutes passes before I receive another one.

“Ok, I didn’t say stupid, ‘asshole’ is a better representation”

When no other text comes in I decide to text her back, “He knows?!”

“No, I mean, I don’t know”

“Maybe” She finally sends, ending the exchange with a sad emoji.

I grab my blanket, hiding under it, feeling my heart trying to escape my chest. My breathing is heavy, and my hiding spot does not help to calm my nerves. I take the blanket off my head, looking around, trying to find somewhere to hide.

The doorbell rings fast, someone is pressing it with desperation, and I know who that is. But I’m still trying to find a hiding spot, even though my whole living room is lighted up, and my car is outside. There’s no way to hide the fact that I’m inside.

I stand from the couch, walking to the door, not even looking who is on the other side.

“I’m so, so stupid” Jared says the second I open the door, letting himself in, “I didn’t even notice, I’m such a fool”

Jared sits on my couch, taking my bag of chips to eat some while looking at me. I close the door, walking as calm as I can, sitting by his side.

“Sorry, I didn’t grab lunch” He says, handing me the bag of chips, “I’m starving”

“I can prepare you something if…” I say, starting to stand, but he grabs my wrist.

“No, we need to talk”

I sit again, looking at his hand on my wrist. Suddenly he starts to laugh, taking his free hand to cover his mouth. His eyes are shining, I can even see myself in them, scared as shit.

“Are you okay?” I ask him, “I mean, are you okay with this?”

“Of course I am!” He shouts, cupping my face with his warm hands, “I’m more than happy!”

The fear finally abandons my body, letting a wave of relief and happiness take over. I jump to wrap my arms around his neck, his hands holding me closer to him.

“I love you too” He mutters, “It feels so good to finally say it.

Hold on…

“What did you just say?” I ask, pulling away from him.

“I love you” He repeats, the smile forming into confusion, “Isn’t that what we are talking about?”

“Oh, God…”

I stand from the couch, walking to the kitchen, trying to hide from him again. He thinks I’m in love with him, which is actually true, but that isn’t the reason why I was so scared! My hands go over my belly as I lean on the sink. Why do I have to be nauseous in a moment like this? I drench my face, trying to catch as much air as possible.

“Are you okay?” He’s the one asking this time.

I just nod, drying my face with a paper towel.

“You are not okay” He mutters, and as I turn around to face him, I can see the recognition on his face, “You’ve been sick all week…”

“Jared” I try to interrupt him, but he continues.

“Emma said that I was an asshole for not noticing what was going on with you”

“I’m so sorry, Jared” I mumble, walking to stand in front of him.

“Oh God, you’ve been sick more than just this week”

Jared just stands there, looking at me, trying to find some answers. Both of his hands hold my arms, never leaving my gaze. I get lost on his expression, the fear, confusion and… excitement?

“Jared?”

“You are pregnant?” He finally asks.

My head lowers as soon as I hear the word come out of his mouth. I can hear him laugh again, asking the question a second time. I give him a simple nod, and his hold on me disappears. But now for long.

Jared wraps his arms on my waist, lifting my feet off the ground. I can hear him laugh, saying the same word over and over again.

“Pregnant! Pregnant!”

I can feel the sickness again, and I plead him to put me down. When he does, I can see the smile on his face, this light on his eyes, the way his hands just want to touch me, pull me to him.

“I’m sorry, are you okay? Did I hurt you?”

“I’m okay” I whisper, realization finally coming to my head. He knows, “Just a bit dizzy”

“Oh, I can’t believe it! You are pregnant!” His hands hold me again, pulling me toward his chest, and suddenly everything is too much.

The tears start rolling down my cheeks, all the emotions I held back for two weeks can now be discarded, kicked away. I feel free, and the tears are proof of that. I hear him calling my name, asking me over and over again if I’m okay. I nod, crying, then smiling, then crying again.

“I’m happy” I finally say.

A relieved smile appears on his face. His hand grabs mine, pulling me to the living room. He falls on the couch, making me fall by his side, holding me tight against him.

“We need to check with the doctor, they need to check you for your morning sickness” He starts talking really fast, “We need to tell everyone after that, or maybe we can wait for a few weeks, just to be sure everything is going alright”

“Jared” I try to stop him, letting out a nervous laugh.

“Can Emma be the godmother?” He continues, “You can pick the godfather”

“Hey” I reach for his face, placing my hand over his mouth to shut him, “Calm down”

He tries to speak again, but I can only hear a mumble.

“We need to discuss another thing” He says as I let go of his face, my eyebrows raise, waiting for the new topic, “Work”

“Oh…”

“I want you back, especially now”

I hold his hand, thinking about it for a few seconds

“Ok” I say, after a deep sigh.

“Excellent!” He exclaims, pulling me to his chest again.

Jared continues planning  our future together, the future for our baby. I just listen, still in shock about everything that just happened. I was a fool by hiding all this from him. He’s happy, we are both happy, and that’s all that matters.

AN: Thank youuuuuuuuuu anon for requesting this super cute imagine! I hope you like it! *I do not own the gif, found on google ((but oh my god he is so fReakING CuTE I cANT dEAL wITh IT)). Kindly ignore any spelling errors! Xoxoxoxo :3

Pairing: Pietro (AoU) X Reader ((Okay, so the anon didn’t ask for a particular pairing, so naturally I just went for Pietro because I have an unhealthy amount of love for him))

Prompt: I know it says requests are closed right now but can you do a skinny dipping with avengers? Love the Nat fic btw!

((It’s probably going to be on the shorter side (it’s really late and I’m tired), I still hope you like it!))

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“Too Cold To Skinny Dip ”

There was absolutely no way. Not a chance.

Even though the dark night sky was stretched out far above you, the shine from the moon and the stars was enough to make you stay on the sidelines.

You could see the silhouette of several of your team members jump into the lake, and you were so very thankful that you were sitting at a safe distance from them. Maybe, just maybe, they would forget that you were there and leave you alone…

“Y/N!”

God, no

Pietro zoomed over to you with his clothes still on (thank god). “Are you going to join everyone in the lake.”

He shook your head. “I didn’t bring a bathing suit.”

You looked around and was horrified to discover that you were the only one who wasn’t in the lake. Or, as it seemed, other than Pietro you were also the only other person who was still wearing clothes.

“So?” Pietro questioned, tugging his shirt off. You blushed, yet he couldn’t see it. “Neither did anyone else.”

“I’m not skinny dipping, Pietro!”

He unbuckled his jeans then tugged them down. You could see the outline of his now almost-fully bare frame, and you swallowed.

God, even in the dark he is still so attractive!

He reached up and ran his fingers through his hair.

Scratch that. He’s always attractive, ESSPECIALLY in the dark.

“Y/N!” You heard Tony call from the waters, almost mockingly. “Are you going to be sitting alone this whole time, or join your teammates?”

“Leave me alone, Stark!” You shouted back, only earning a number of laughs from the lake.

“Why won’t you go in? I can go in with you, if that would make you more comfortable.” Pietro said in a softer tone, seeing that you didn’t like being made fun of. You weren’t overly insecure about your body, but you weren’t exactly willing to jump into a lake naked with an entire group of people either.

“No offense, but I think walking in with someone would make it worse.” You grumbled while pulling at the hem of your shirt nervously.

You heard him sigh, then come up and sit next to you. The moonlight reflected on him just right, allowing you to see his nicely toned body and beautifully colored skin. The only thing he had on was his blue boxers. You swallowed.

“Why won’t you go in?” He asked, repeating his question from before.

“Because, I don’t really love the idea of everyone seeing me in my birthday suit.”

“Why?” Pietro asked, baffled. “You are gorgeous!”

You felt a blush spread from your neck up to your cheeks.

“Come on.” Pietro said, standing suddenly in front of you, taking your hands in his. “We’re going in.”

“No, Pietro–”

Please?” Pietro looked at you with the largest eyes you had ever seen, you could practically see the stars twinkle in them.

Your hormones were rioting against you and your brain melted into mush.

“Well, I, uh…” One look in Pietro’s eyes made you crumble. You sighed in defeat. "Fine.“

Pietro scooped you up in his arms and ran you over to the tree that was closest to the lake shore. "Change behind here, okay?”

You nodded silently. You gingerly slipped your clothes off and folded them neatly, placing them on the grass beneath your toes. You gathered up as much pride as you could get and called upon every ounce of courage that you had.

You saw that everyone else was splashing around and jumping in and out of the lake, making the situation a little more casual than you had thought.

You quickly made your way to the waters and slipped in, finding immediate comfort when the waters covered everything from right above your breasts down.

You saw Pietro zoom from behind the trees a ways away and jump into the lake, which was followed by many ripples of water making its way over to you. You squeaked because of how cold it was.

“Is that Y/N?” Tony said from a few feet away. You could hear the smile in his voice.

“Oh, lay off Stark.” Pietro said, coming between you two. “Let her skinny dip in peace.”

You shivered as a breeze came by, lifting your wet hair from your shoulders. You crossed your arms over your chest to try to keep warm. "It was a bad idea to come in here, it’s freezing!“

"I could warm you up…” Pietro said flirtatiously, and you rolled your eyes, though secretly the idea appealed to you.

“Not in a million years, Speedy.”

“Do you want to get out and get dried off?” Pietro asked, genuinely concerned about your chattering teeth.

“Y-yeah.” You muttered. “I feel guilty, you spent all this time convincing me to get in–”

“Forget about it.” Pietro said, smiling. “I don’t want you getting sick.”

You bit your lip. “Okay, but how do I get out of here and to my clothes without anyone seeing me naked?”

Pietro looked at you confused, but you just pointed to where your clothes were by the tree. Steve and Bruce were already dried off and dressed, they were talking right next t the stack of clothes.

“Oh.” Pietro said. “Don’t worry about it, I’ll get them.”

Pietro ran fast enough that no one saw him in his nude form and snatched your clothes and a towel then brought it to you.

He reappeared in front of you a moment later, fully clothes and holding what you needed in his hands.

Smiling gratefully at him, you said, “You’re going to have to turn around now, okay?”

He just nodded and turned his back towards you with his arms crossed over his muscular chest. He looked like your own personal body guard.

You wrapped the towel around yourself and stepped out of the water. You felt a little more at ease about changing because you knew that Pietro was watching out for your and anyone who may come along.

The first thing you did was drop the towel at your feet, then you clipped on your bra and slipped on your underwear. Almost out of instinct, you looked over your shoulder at the tall white-haired Avenger, and you let out an audible gasp when you saw his blue eyes scanning your form up and down. You knew it was dark, but from where you both were it was clear enough with the stars and moon shinning down for him to see you in full detail.

He spun around and began to whistle as if he hadn’t seen anything.

((I’m sorry, I know I’ve been saying this a lot, but I’m not sure if I like hoe this one turned out. It’s really late and I am so tired XD I really hope you all liked it, tell me what you think!))

You walked over to the Salvatore mansion. Damon had called you in the morning asking you to be there to help you in an important thing he would not talk about in this time. You stood in front of the door and before you hit, someone opened it.

“ You’re late. ” Damon said opening the door to more for you enter.

“ That’s because I did not want to come. ” You said walking into the living room. “ What do you want Damon? ” You said with little patience to deal with his problems. The vampire walked toward you and stopped in your front. “ Do not be so rebellious, does not suit you Y / N. ” He said, smiling slightly to one side. “ I’m hiring you as a baby sitter ” he said and you laughed. “ Are not you a little old to need that kind of help?” “Very funny. It is not for me. It is for the former psychopath/witch/vampire.” Vampire laughed at his startled reaction to hearing about Kai. “ No! Not even Damon. ” You said, taking her purse that you’ve placed on the couch and heading toward the door. Before you could get the door Damon was already standing there. “ Oh come on y / n be a good girl and take care of it for me is only for a few hours. ” He said standing in front of you, blocking of escape.“ You got to be kidding me. I hate Kai and moreover he just turn and if you do not remember I’m human. He can kill me. ” You yelled at him as he tried to push it out of the passage. “ Do not be dramatic it will not do anything to you. ” Damon said taking you by the arms and keeping you from trying to push it. He looked into her eyes and said “Now you’ll be a good girl and stay here taking care of Kai, be nice. If he has hunger has blood in the basement. Do not leave until I return. ” He had just forces you to get stuck in a house with Kai and take care of him. “I hate you both Damon.” You yelled at him as he walked out of the house. “I know, I love you.” He said before leaving.

You were already starting to get bored with his book. Damon had left two hours and so far Kai had not shown up. “ Probably too busy doing something important on the second floor. ” You thought.

“ For its face this book should be really good. ” You heard a voice say behind you and you turned to see Kai standing in the kitchen doorway looking at you. “ It’s a good book, but I’m bored. ” You said closing the book and putting aside. “ Then Damon made you stay here and look after me. ” He walked up to you. “ Vampire hearing. ” He said, pointing to the ear. “ Yeah, I guess. ” You said looking down, you knew he had heard their despair to think about being stuck here with him. He was looking for you  could feel it. “ I told him he did not need put anyone to watch me. ” He said after a moment. “ All right, I had nothing to do today. ” You said getting up and heading toward the kitchen. You don’t know why you was being nice to him, maybe it was because Damon forced you do this. “I know you do not want to be here.” He said following you into the kitchen. “ You can leave if you want. ” You stopped near the counter and turned to look at him. “ I can not, Damon made me stay until he returned. ” You said and Kai smiled weakly and bowed his head. “ Are you angry with me? ” You asked approaching him. He lifted his head to look at you and frowned in confusion. “ Why would I be mad at you? ” He asked. “ I do not know, you seem upset. ” You said coming to him and putting his hand on her cheek. You did not know why he was being so kind to Kai, you always liked him but never let him know that. This was the reason you’re always treated him badly and trying to stay as far away as possible. But he looked so beautiful and vulnerable now.

“ You can not be around me now. I still do not know to control my hunger. ” He said walking away from you. “ Its okay, I know you will not hurt me. ” You said approaching him again. “ You can not be sure of that. Its smell makes me hungry. ” He said using vampire speed to pull away from you. Her heart pounded relentlessly. His mouth curved into a small smile. “I like the sound of your heart when you’re near me. It beats fast and strong.” What could you say? Was he right. You had tried so hard to hide it, but you could not do anything about the way his body reacted to it. Of course, before Kai could not know this, but now as a vampire he could see everything that was happening to you.

“ I’m hungry ” he said suddenly taking you from your thoughts.

“ I’ll take blood for you. ” You turning to leave but hit on something. When you looked up he saw that Kai was standing in front of you.

“ No please let me taste your. Since I became vampire I only drink blood bags, I want to drink straight from the vein. ” He begged holding your hand. “ I do not think-” Kai interrupted you before you could finish. “ I will not hurt you I swear, it’s just you tell me to stop and I will, I swear. ” He said coming closer to you. You could see the dark grow veins in his eyes and you ran her fingers over them looking at him. “ All right. ” You said and pushed your wrist toward him. He quickly grabbed him and put in the mouth, you felt a slight sting of pain that soon passed. You could feel your blood be sucked for him. He had his eyes closed enjoying every second of your small piece of paradise. You ran your hand through Kai’s hair and he opened his eyes to look at you. He took the mouth of your wrist panting a little, he looked a mess trying to control around you. “ I’m sorry. ” He said walking away from you and clearing some of the blood that had been in the corner of his mouth. “ All right, it did not hurt much. ” You said awkwardly wiping his wrist. “ I just need to do one more thing. ” Kai said suddenly approaching you. “ What? ” You asked trying hard not to get away for fear of the sudden approach. “ It ” he said pressing his hand against his cheek, he leaned slowly until their lips touched his. For a moment, his world tilted as you were hit with a thousand sensations. The kiss was quick and sweet. He leaned his forehead against your. “ I’m sorry but I had to do it. I really like you even if you do not like me. ” He running his hand on her cheek. You sighed opening his eyes. “ I kind of like you too. In fact, I always liked. ” You said kissing him again, you felt she could kiss him forever but was interrupted by someone coughing behind you. You looked at Damon standing at the kitchen door looking at you two.

Idk if I’m doing this right. 

This is for my queen @notnaturalanahi who is 1/3 of our legendary trio along with myself and @whywhydoyouwantmetosaymyname . This is for my Nini’s 600 Celebration-Gif/Pic Angstification

So, this ended up being basically all smut with a weird ass ending. I don’t know where it came from, but it happened. Hope u like it. 


Guess Not

“How the fuck are you so pretty?”

The words flew out of her mouth without even thinking.

She were just staring at Dean, at his beautiful eyes, the gorgeous hair and the stunning scruff.

He was just so perfect. It was annoying though and sometimes she just wanted to smush his face so that it wouldn’t be as pretty.

He chuckled at her, blushing slightly at her words.

He knew he was attractive. No one in the world could deny that. Sometimes, he’d even have a wank in front of the mirror, just to see his own body and face when he came.

Women often called him hot or handsome, but pretty. Never before.

Especially not the way y/n said it.

It was genuine, not meant as a way to get into his pants, but just as a statement. A fact.

He saw her getting red, feeling embarrassed from having admitted her thoughts.

Leaning over, he took her hand in his, y/n looking up at him.

He stared at her himself. She really was stunning.

Her y/h/c hair just perfectly suiting her face, her stunning y/e/c/ eyes. He couldn’t help stare at her huge breasts either. Natural, stunning ones.

“Well thank you y/n. You’re not so bad yourself.”

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