Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. 4x21 thoughts (mostly about Fitz cause I’m trash)
I AM SO FUCKING DONE WITH ALL THIS SHIT, WHEN WILL THIS ANGST END???
Okay, I am calm. Perfectly calm. Really. So, I just closed the streaming page and I don’t even know if I have the words to describe this rollercoaster of emotions. And speaking of emotions, Aida/Ophelia/Whatever experiencing human feelings for the first time was freaking amazing. The writers handled it perfectly (on her part, Ophelia didn’t. Damn, girl, that is nothow you handle a breakup). Emotions are complex and messed up even for us, and we have all our lives to learn to live with them, controlling them when necessary. But she just received them along with her new body, and I understand how this could be too much to process, especially when it’s about anger and sadness and stuff. I kind of expected her reaction when Fitz let her down. I mean, she was overjoyed and over-everything, really, that is not a balanced person. And when her anger stroke, she was legitimately scary, wow. I hate myself for saying this… but it was awesome.
As I was saying, before going batshit crazy (am I the only one who’s pissed of about her having Lincoln’s power? Because I’m mad af), Aida was trying to do some good. And for that we have to thank Fitz, of course. And let me tell you, Fitz is God’s gift to humanity. After everything he’s been through because of Aida, he still wants to help her. I honestly thought he’d be completely repelled by her, that he’d try to escape from her grip, but instead he tried to help her. He called her Ophelia once again, reassured her that there was a chance to conquer the team’s forgiveness. After everything that happened, Fitz was gentle, caring as always, and he did his best to help anyone he could.
I am actually sorry that it ended that badly, I would’ve liked some more “Fitz teaches Aida how to help people”, I think those scenes were actually pretty good. Also, Fitz’s face when Aida started to scream at him. Iain’s acting is always one step beyond. I’d like to meet that guy and give him a high-five.
And what can I say about Fitzsimmons reunion? They are the perfect match. You know what? Dialogue would have ruined that scene. There was no need for words to get in the way. While Jemma entered the room everything I could think about was “please, don’t say anything”. And she didn’t. She gently hugged him and they both cried, holding on to each other. And it was perfect! I loved every second. Sure, they’re still traumatized, they have a lot to talk about, and I mean A LOT, but they’re still together. And togheter, they’re going to make it.
Also, I need to put myself together because Yo-Yo almost gave me a heart attack and Coulson is so in love with May it’s not even funny.
I expect 4x22 to be at least 2 hours long, because there is so much going on right now and I don’t want anything to be neglected!
Anita made a spontaneous unplanned appearance in the Naruto crossover. I don’t think I’ve ever actually written her before, but I like her. (And it’s nice to be able to actually write out this hunting-down process, because frankly it would’ve been a pretty crappy start otherwise. Nice to get some other DGM characters in there before it narrows down to just Kanda.)
why are you being so stubborn? You need a nap. C'mon, let go. *grabs my arm*
NOOOOO STOOOOP IT! LET ME GO *starts crying* I JUST WANT TO SIT IN HERE WITH YOU WHILE YOU WORK! *throws stuffie*
*gasps* *runs to stuffie to see if it's okay* *turns back holding onto it for dear life into my chest*
*nose flares and turns a bit red* You listen to me right now. IM in charge. Don't let me catch you in this attitude again or you will get worse than a few spankings. *picks me up and walks me to the room*
.......... *has a grumpy pout*
*does it again within a couple weeks because I hate when daddy has to work*