but it’s like- the night throbs in my veins sometimes and i don’t know what to do with this energy? it isn’t my heart, no, not that, not anything known, but it flows like blood would and i want to leap out of the window- i want to meet the stars / i want to tell them that the night isn’t the darkest place that i’ve been but even when i’m there somehow starlight still guides me.
Word count: 4890 Genre: Smut Warnings: Rough sex, slight domination, slight choking/breath play. Summary: When you’re stuck in an elevator that’s stopped working, what else is there to do to pass the time?
You stood awkwardly in the elevator, stealing glances at the man
beside you, his intimidating features making you look back almost every
seconds. How long does it take to get to the ground floor??? You looked
upwards, still on one of the highest floors, so you would have to stand
here awkwardly a while longer.
The men beside you looked very
handsome, intimidatingly handsome and it appealed to you so much and you
didn’t understand quite why. He had snakebite piercings, and another
piercing at his eyebrow, his hair was slicked backwards and black, his
shoulders broad, he wore a tight black tank top with a leather jacket
and jeans. His expression sported a resting bitch face, but a fucking
hot one. You were completely opposite to him, you wore a blazer with a
fancy top with skinny black jeans and black heels as you were leaving
from a late interview you just had, you gave a slight wave to your hair,
making sure you looked formal enough to please your interviewer.
would have been shocked if he couldn’t tell how much you were staring
at him. You kept to one side of the elevator, while he kept to his. Not
looking each other in the eye to avoid anymore tension in the elevator,
there was already so much that you could cut it with a butter knife.
You watched the floors slowly change. Was the elevator going in slow
motion or something? You sighed as you checked the time on your watch
and then suddenly you flung from the wall as the elevator came to a
sudden stop, the elevator flung you to the floor and you gasped, but two
arms caught you right before impact, the man lifted you back up and
allowed you to regain your balance before removing his arms from your
“Thank you” you said to him, locking eyes with him for the
first time and seeing how beautifully brown they were, you couldn’t
help but stare down when his intense gazed locked on you for too long.
welcome” he said to you, staring up at the elevator, which was no
longer moving. Once he realised it wasn’t about to keep going he started
to get impatient.
“What the fuck” he said, as the lights
flickered every now and then. The elevator was officially stuck, just
fucking great. He attempted to press the emergency button but it gave
him an electric shock back and he cursed in response.
“I guess it’s not working…” you sighed.
“No shit” You stared at him as his anger started to boil and the elevator started to get hotter every second.
“HEY!” he shouted out repeatedly.
“No one is going to hear you”
ignored you, his anger rising as he started to bang on the elevator
doors, punching them with enough strength that you actually saw a small
dent left in the door.
“Hey! Can you calm down!” he ignored you again, ready to punch the door again so you quickly grabbed him arm, pulling him back.
“No! Who knows how fucking long we are going to be stuck in here”
it sucks! but leaving dents in the door isn’t going to help either of
us so stop!” He focused his glare on you, his angry gaze once again
melting you and you had to stare away.
“Whatever” he said in defeat.
You both stood there in silence and frustration as ages past and it felt like forever each second you were stuck in there.
barely anyone in the building its night time do they even know we are
here???” You broke the silence finally, expressing your worries.
He ignored you once again, his ignorance starting to frustrate you and you scoffed.
“We are both stuck here the least you could do is fucking talk” This caught his attention.
“What do you want me to say!?” he asked back, his tone filled with annoyance.
“Anything!” you waved your hands around in frustration, just signalling for him to do anything, “Whats your name!” you asked him, trying to initiate any conversation, hoping he would take part.
“He speaks! I’m y/n”
“We’ll I might have said its nice to meet you but under the circumstances, it’s not.” His blunt honesty kind of made you laugh.
“That’s fair enough, ditto” He smirked back at you, the mostly friendly thing he has done this whole time.
two finally started to make some small talk and he opened up, he asked
about your interview and you asked him questions too, the time passing a
bit quicker, but the elevator was heating up which was making the situation
more unbearable. You stared at the time on your watch and you were shocked.
have been in here for almost 2 hours! It’s almost midnight!” He just
looked at you and shook his head, he didn’t bother trying to reassure
you about getting out or anything like that because he knew it was
useless, you two could be in there all night.
You started to fan your face and you noticed tiny sweat beads on his face across you, glistening on his forehead.
its getting to hot, how you’re still wearing that leather jacket is
beyond me” you said, you took of your blazer, you tight formal top
showing underneath, and he stared at you as you took it off, your chest
glistening with tiny dots of sweat and he couldn’t help but stare as you
chest moved up and down from the rising heat. Watching you just made
him sweat and get even more hotter so in response he decided to take off
his jacket too. You watched him as he did so, his muscles flexing, and
his arms toned and gorgeous as you stared at them, silently thanking for
his choice in a black singlet. But you shook your head and discarded any
inappropriate thoughts away.
The heat was getting to you both,
your cheeks flushing, both of you breathing heavier, trying to keep up
small talk but you were both just concentrated on fanning yourself.
Sweat was glistening down the both of you and you both leaned on the
walls off the elevator.
“Fuck I can’t do this anymore” He said,
leaning his head up and you watched his neck as he swallowed, his adams apple moving up and down as he did so, his
movements flustering you. He put his face back down and stared at you,
catching you stare at him and you quickly turned away but he shot a
smirk at you, such a cocky smirk that it sent a tingle down your back.
You kept your place against the wall but he pushed himself off it it,
moving towards you, his hands in his pockets. You looked up at his eyes,
his pupils dilated so suddenly.
“What are you doing?” you asked him as he moved dangerously close to you.
“I can think of something to pass the time” he said, his deadly smirk making your face flush bright pink.
be silly” you attempted to move away from him but his arms leaned on
the wall, encasing your body and trapping you in the corner of the
“I see the way you have been staring at me, it’s not
exactly subtle” you shied at his words, trying to stare at anything but
his face. His hand came down to your chin, pulling your face upwards to
look at him.
“We are going to be in here a while” was the last
thing he said to you, you gulped as his lips came closer and closer to
yours, but you weren’t moving away, you wanted this, you didn’t know
what it was about him that made you want this so much but the urge was
impossible to resist, so when his lips finally reached yours, you let
him kiss you. You kissed him back immediately, his lips molding into
your own and you felt his shit eating grin in the kiss.
“Knew you couldn’t resist”
shut up” you said, bringing his face back down to yours. You both
melted into each others lips. His tongue pushed into your mouth, and he
dominated over you, licking around and nibbling on your bottom lip
whenever he had to pull away to breathe. The hotness of the elevator
made you two breathe even heavier, your chests rising up and down very
fast as sweat trickled down your foreheads. His hands grabbed at your
sides, pushing you back roughly against the elevator wall as his deep
kisses became rougher, your hands grabbed at his hair and tugged roughly
as your tongues battled together. You moaned into the kiss, the
roughness overwhelming you and arousing you all at the same time and he
was definitely living up to his intimidating appearance as he pressed
you against the wall with his hips. You were trapped in him and you
loved it. His hands dug into your hips, grabbing roughly at the hem off
you shirt and pulling it above your head and throwing it behind him. You
continued kissing and you grabbed at his shirt, discarding it from his
body. You ogled at him for the shortest moment, taking in his broad
shoulders and toned chest while he unclipped your bra, pulling it off
His lips moved to your neck, biting harshly and
roughly while his hands grabbed onto your breasts, rubbing them roughly
at the same time.
“Fuck Jaebum” you moaned as his teeth dug into
your skin and your nipples hardened against his touch. He bit down
harder in response to hearing his name, groaning against your skin and
you gasped as he left numerous marks and deep bruises all over your neck,
the feeling so painfully pleasurable and you couldn’t describe it. The
rising heat of the elevator just amplified the feeling of the situation
and you could feel your arousal in your panties getting wetter and
wetter by each second as his hands explored your body, squeezing on your
hips, your breasts and tugging you into whatever place he wanted you to
be and you let him have complete control over your body. Your hands
grabbed at his hair tightly as his lips moved to your breasts, sucking
on your breasts and leaving wet spots as he spread out his rough kisses,
your breath hitched in your throat as he bit down onto your breasts,
turning them into a perfect shade of purple and blue as he left bruises
and marks on you.
You moaned and moaned as he returned the
pleasure to the other breast while licking and rubbing at the same time.
Your breasts perked for him and boosted his ego as he hardened his
treatment, rubbing both of your breasts roughly in his hands while
licking in between.
“Fuck they’re so perfect” he said to you and
you moaned at his words, his face came back to yours as he started
kissing you again. He grabbed both of your hands with just one of his,
pinning them above your head and against the wall as he nibbled on your
bottom lip. His other hand came up to your neck, squeezing very lightly
lifting your head up to face him. His lips crashed onto yours as the
grip on your neck didn’t loosen, making it harder for you to breath but
the feeling excited you and you wanted more. Your tongue explored his
mouth as his did the same and you both groaned into the kiss, his grip
on your neck getting the littlest bit tighter, your hands struggled in
his, wanted to touch him and run them through his hair but he didn’t let
you, keeping your hands above you.
His hands finally let go of
your neck and your own hands, moving down your body on to the floor,
looking up at you as he took your shoes off, sliding them behind him, he
moved back up, towering in front of you and staring straight into your
eyes as his hands slid down the zipper of your jeans but not sliding
them down your legs just yet. One of his hands gripped your hips, making
sure you were pushed into the wall while the other slowly slid into
your pants, your head rolled back as he rubbed you tormentingly over
your panties, allowing you to acknowledge just how wet you have become
and you sighed at the feeling.
“Already so wet for me” His hand
on your waist grabbed your chin, lowering your face down to look at him
and you kept your eyes on each other as he rubbed you slowly and deeply
over and over again.
“Keep looking at me y/n, don’t look away, I
want to see your face as I pleasure you…” you did as he told, keeping
your gazes on each other and trying your best not to look away when his
thumb ran rougher over you. You chest breathed heavy, your breasts
bumping into his own toned chest every time you breathed. He moved his
hand into your panties, rubbing his thumb slowly but deeply over your
clit and you hissed at the feeling, cursing under your breath as you
continued to stare at him, yours and his eyes dilated with lust, the
mirrors in the elevator officially steaming up.
As his thumb
rounded your clit his fingers rubbed you up and down, coating your
wetness all over you before sliding two fingers inside of you.
you almost tore you gaze away as he started pumping inside of you,
sticking with a slow pace that roamed around inside you, feeling your
walls from side to side as his fingers moved round and round inside you
and all you wanted to do was roll your head back, but instead, you
settled with gripping his shoulders for dear life.
keep it up” he said to you as you continued to follow his instruction.
As he pushed his fingers in as deep as possible he continued to roam
your insides, fingers slightly curling inside you which made you writhe
in response to him, barely being able to stand still from all the
pleasure. You could feel his ring as he pushed his fingers in and out of
you and it just amplified your pleasure by a million. More and more
curses started to leave your mouth until Jaebum came to a halt, removing
his hand from your clit and you inside, bringing his fingers up to your
lips and you took them in your mouth straight away, sucking and licking
his fingers as you tasted yourself on him, keeping your eyes on him as
you did so, the look you’re giving him making him groan and the bulge in
his pants starting to grow.
You released his fingers from your
mouth with a lewd pop and licked around your lips. You both stared at
each other deeply as he started dragging your pants and panties down you
legs, as they reach the floor you kicked out of them and he pushed them
behind him. You reached for his jeans, undoing the button and zip and
dragging his jeans and boxers down to the floor, discarding them also.
His erection sprang free and you only tore your eyes away for a second
to glance at the impressive length before concentrating your look back
onto him. As you were about to get down onto your knees he stopped you.
yet baby” he said as he kept you trapped against the elevator wall. The
small space in the elevator was heated up and the mirror was officially
steamed out, sweat was running down both of your skin and you couldn’t
help but admire the way it made him glisten. Jaebum dropped onto his
knees, looking up at you as his hand returned to your core, pushing
three fingers now inside you and you almost screamed as he immediately
settled for full speed, the coarse feeling of his ring making your walls
clench around his fingers. As his fingers continued their sins his face
moved to your clit, and his tongue started to lick you, at a complete
opposite speed from his fingers. His tongue slowly lapped at your clit,
little kitten licks that were driving you absolutely insane and you
wanted more but you couldn’t say the words. You kept your stare at him,
trying your very best not to look away, but it was getting harder each
“OhHH ~ Fu-ck!” his licks on your clit started to
get deeper and you felt your legs starting to tremble and shake, I
guess Jaebum felt it too, so he used his spare hand to hold you up. His
fingers curled inside you and he started to nibble and suck on your clit
and you couldn’t stare at him any longer, your head rolled back in
pleasure hitting the elevator wall and you moaned and groaned and
cursed, lewd noises spilling from your mouth and if no one knew you two
were stuck here, they probably know now…
Your hands tugged at
his hair roughly, pushing his face further into you. You rolled your
hips back and forth for more friction but he stopped you immediately,
firmly placing his arm across you to keep you still on the wall when all
you wanted to do was move. He nibbled and sucked at your clit roughly
while his fingers continued their ministrations, curling and pumping in
and out of you. His licks became long and his sucks rougher and the
sounds coming from his tongue and his finger fucking filled up the
elevator. He licked up and down your clit and you screamed in pleasure,
the pleasure knot in your stomach starting to tighten and you couldn’t
hold your orgasm much longer.
“Im– so close- Fuck!” Jaebum
quickened his speed, his muscles tensing and going into overdrive as he
pushed you towards your orgasm, but he decided to change it up, removing
his fingers from you and replacing them with his tongue as his thumb
now roughly traced deep circles around your clit and you mewled in
delight, his tongue licking around your entrance before sliding inside
you, licking around your walls, pushing in and out of you and licking up
and down, the feelings making you see stars, your breath started to get
hitched and you were almost choking from barely being able to take a
deep breath. With a few more clean licks and rubs and tugs at your
clit, your orgasm hit you like no other and you screamed his name over
and over as your back arched off the wall, your body shaking as you
orgasm ripped through your, your eyes clenched shut and your mouth wide
open, not able to release a noise. Jaebum continued his actions as you
rode out you high, and when you finally started to relax against him he
removed his tongue and his fingers from you, licking his lips and his
fingers as he lifted himself off the floor. You opened your eyes and he
was staring down at you, a smirk planted across his face at your messy
As your breath started to become even again he placed a gentle kiss on your lips.
“Ready for round 2 princess?” You didn’t have the strength to reply so you nodded weakly at him. Ready for a fuck you knew you were going to remember.
placed his hands underneath your thighs before lifting you up, you
cradled you legs around him as your arms held tightly around his neck,
he left soft kisses to your breasts before aligning himself with your
entrance and sliding into you, the feeling causing an immediate response
to you as your head tilted back in a deep groan.
“Fuck you’re so
tight and wet-” he groaned as he entered you to the brim, giving you
only seconds to adjust to his length as he started slowly pulling all
the way back out. You cursed under you breath as he slowly pulled in and
out of you, setting a tormentingly slow pace and you just wanted more
from him. Your hands tightly gripped the nape of his neck. Jaebum
continued his torments, pulling out all the way to the tip and then
slamming back into you hard, filling you to the brim and deep throaty
groans fell from your plump lips.
As he continued his slow but
hard pace it was starting to get to much for you and you needed him to
go faster, but the pleasure he was giving you was stopping you from
formulating any kind of english word.
“please–UGH” was all you
could muster out. Somehow he knew what you meant and started to increase
his speed, slamming his dick in and out of you, the faster pace making
your back scrape against the elevator wall. His hands grabbed your hips,
lifting them up and down rapidly to match the movement of his thrusts
and you knew you would have bruises on your hips tomorrow from his tight
grip. Your fingernails dug into his shoulder blades and you almost drew
blood from digging so much.
“FUCK! Jaebum!” you writhed against
him, his thrusts so powerful. He thrust harder and deeper and started to
hit your g-spot every time and your body shook and trembled from his
“Keep moaning my name baby-” Jaebum’s face in
front of you was scrunched up in concentration and pleasure from his
thrusts, sweat running down his forward, his teeth clenched and his
eyebrows furrowed together. You knew your face was just as sweaty as
your hair stuck to your forehead. As his thrusts started to become more
powerful by the second he sunk his head into the crook of your neck,
biting down as he thrusted up into you, you could feel the pressure of
his teeth in your neck and it just amplified your pleasure as you
groaned his name again, over and over. With each passing thrust he hit
you in all the right spots and your walls clenched around him making him
curse under his breath.
You could feel scratches forming on your
back from being shoved into the elevator wall with each of his thrusts
but feeling was nothing compared to the pleasure he was giving you and
you couldn’t care less. He removed his hands from your hip, placing them
on your ass and lifting you higher to try and reach deeper in you, and
he did, making you cry in pleasure, tears starting to form in your eyes
as the knot in your stomach started to reappear, he squeezed and
messaged your cheeks in his hands and his lips went back to your
breasts, kissing and tugging on your nipples roughly.
so close!” you mewled in delight, your walls continued to clench around
him and he increased his speed to get you closer to your high.
removed one of your hands from his neck, your hand was in between the
two of you, moving down to your core and you rubbed fast circles around
your clit, moans and curses spilled from your mouth as you received
pleasure from yourself and Jaebum. “Fuck that’s so hot y/n” he
said, seeing you pleasure yourself and seeing you face so concentrated
on reaching your high turned him on so fucking much he almost reached
his own then and there. You started to see stars and you orgasm was
inches away, so you roughened your hands to match the rhythm of Jaebum’s
powerful thrusts. Seconds later you felt your orgasm wash over your
body and you screamed as your back arched off the wall, your other hand
slamming onto the mirror of the elevator, leaving a nice big hand print
in the steam. He continued to thrust into you as you rode out your high,
leaving more marks on your breasts as his hands dug into your ass,
squeezing tightly. All your muscles tensed as the pleasure came through
your body, your whole body shaking, your chest heaved up and down
rapidly and you soon started to relax from your high, removing your hand
from your core and relaxing your back onto the wall. You took heavy
breaths as you tried to re-catch your breath. When you finally relaxed,
Jaebum dropped your feet back to the floor and you almost lost balance
as your legs felt like jelly.
He removed himself from inside
you, and you grabbed him, pushing him and shoving him into the wall as
you dropped to your knees, immediately taking his length into your
mouth, sucking around his tip as your hand rubbed and pumped the rest of
“Fuck!” he groaned as his head tilted back to lean on the wall, his hands grabbing your hair, keeping a tight grip on it.
tongue lapped around his length, flat tonguing him from bottom to top,
and releasing his dick with a lewd popping noise every time. You
hollowed your cheeks around him when you sucked deeply. As you brought
your mouth back up to hip tip, you licked around his tip. You could feel
his dick pulsating and his hands started gripping your hair more
He started to thrust in and out of your mouth, the
feeling of his going at the back of your throat making you gag on his
dick, the vibrations from your mouth sending waves of pleasure through
him. You rested your hands on his thighs for support, feeling them tense
every time he fucked your mouth. You tried your best to keep up with
his rhythm, licking around him best you could whenever he thrusted back
into your mouth, but he chased his high and took control, he bragged all
your hair into his hands, bobbing your head back and forth to match his
He moaned repeatedly and numerous swears fell from his
lips each second as he came closer to his high. You could feel his cock
throbbing inside your lips and knew he was close.
The lewd sound
of sex filled the elevator and you eyes teared from the intensity of
him filling up your mouth. Your groans and gagging getting him close to
his orgasm so you continued to moan against his dick, the vibrations
running through his body, his face was scrunched up in pleasure and his
head rolled back as he moaned your name.
“Fuck y/n!” he groaned
as his orgasm crashed through him, his warm seed filling your mouth,
spilling from your lips as he continued to thrust, riding out his high.
His heavy breaths filled the room and his chest was going up and down at
a fast rate as he was trying to catch his breath, his thrusts becoming
sloppy as his body started to relax. He let go of your hair and removed
his dick from your mouth, he opened his eyes and looked at you as you
swallowed his seed, licking around your mouth to taste him around your
lips. When he finally relaxed he bent down and grabbed your arms,
pulling you back up with him to lift your off the floor, he gave you a
small kiss on the forehead as he moved aside to gather his clothes and
re dress himself. Once he did he started to gather yours one at a time,
your panties first. He smiled up at you and you returned the gesture as
he slowly slid the panties back up your legs, he did the same with your
He grabbed your bra, letting you do that once yourself before placing your top back over your arms for it to rest on your body.
“Thank you” you said smiling up at him.
welcome” he replied as he pushed aside the hair on your face, tucking
it behind your ear. You looked at the elevator mirror, no bodies could
be seen through any of the steam besides where you had left your messy
A few short minutes past and then suddenly the elevator doors opened up and three men were outside the elevator.
“Are you guys okay!?” they asked with concern.
fucking time, do you know how hot it is in here??? How long we have
been in here!?” Jaebum answered, his frustration evident.
As the youngest man looked around the elevator, his eyes settling on the messy prints on the mirror.
guess you guys found a way to pass the time at least” you stared away,
not wanting to look the man in the eye to confirm his accusation.
Jaebum grabbed your hand, rushing you to walk out of the elevator.
you for finally getting us out” you said as you both walked past. Ready
for you and Jaebum to go you separate ways, but he walked you to your
car, making sure you were safe before making your way home.
entered your car and opened the window to say bye to him. You didn’t
expect such a gentlemen like behaviour from him as he grabbed your hand
and placed a gentle kiss on it. As he was starting to turn away you
rushed to speak.
“Wait!–” he cut you off before you could speak further.
worry y/n, we will see each other again”. He smirked back up at you,
before disappearing into the early morning, and as you made your way
home, all you could think about is the next time you would see him, and
you hoped it would be soon.
OKAY, I GOTTA FKKIN’ RANT ABOUT “One Day At A Time”
I hopped on Netflix at like midnight to watch one little Star Trek ep before bed. There was a new show ad at the top for a show about a single army veteran mom raising two kids with her mother. It sounded a little like Fuller House to my mind, but possibly better. So I clicked the first episode.
I NEVER WENT TO SLEEP.
IT IS SO SO SO MUCH BETTER THAN FULLER HOUSE HOLY SHIT.
I CAN’T ACTUALLY PROPERLY TELL ABOUT IT BECAUSE I’M SERIOUSLY TIRED AND MY BRAIN DOESN’T WORK LIKE THIS BUT
TALKS ABOUT THE HARDSHIPS OF BEING CUBAN/POC
MOTHER IS AN ARMY NURSE VETERAN WITH A SHOULDER INJURY
SON IS 12, DAUGHTER IS 15
SHE ALSO TAKES ANTIDEPRESSANTS AND GOES TO GROUP THERAPY TO DEAL WITH NIGHTMARES AND SHIT
SHE STRUGGLES WITH THAT IN THE BEGINNING, ESPECIALLY WITH HER CUBAN HERITAGE AND MOTHER BEING AGAINST THAT
DAUGHTER IS BASICALLY AN EVERY DAY ACTIVIST: FEMINISM, GREEN, THAT STUFF; CALLS OUT MICROAGGRESSIONS, SEXIST AND RACIST, AND EVEN TEACHES HER FAMILY ABOUT SOME STUFF
BUT IT DOESN’T GO OVERBOARD OR MAKE HER LOOK LIKE A “CR*ZED FEMINAZI”/”DUMB MILLENIAL”
OH AND ALSO SHE IS GAY
IT TOOK HER A FEW EPISODES TO WORK OUT IF SHE WAS INTERESTED IN GIRLS, GUYS, OR BOTH
BUT SHE’S FINALLY DECIDED SHE IS GAY
AND COME OUT TO HER MOTHER
WHO IS SUPPORTIVE
tl;dr this show is seriously good and calls out racism and sexism (and soon maybe homophobia ‘n’ shit, I’m on ep 10 and there’s two eps left this season) in just every day little ways that don’t even always have a huge effect on the story line and it’s also really funny.
i mean i’m white so i can’t speak for cubans and shit, but so far none of this show has made me squint and go ‘i dunno ‘bout this….’ (well, i’ve been a little disappointed at some allonormative moments, but the world isn’t that caught up on aro/ace identities so little to be expected about that)
“Did any of the
flour get into the bowl?” Baz mused as Simon dumped another cup of the powder
on the countertop, dropping a ball of dough on top and sending a cloud of flour
drifting across the kitchen.
“Shut up,” Simon
grinned, gingerly biting the leftover dough off of his fingers. “Do you think we put in enough cherries?”
“We already did
double what the recipe called for.”
“I know, but I
want there to be cherries -”
“In every bite,”
Baz finished, smiling fondly at Simon concentrating on the dough, his brow
furrowing involuntarily. Baz loved that
furrow. That furrow was only one of
countless things Baz loved about Simon.
Simon turned to
meet his eye, and Baz quickly dropped his gaze to the flour-covered counter. Baz loved Simon’s eyes too much to even be
able to look at them. It was like trying
to stare at the sun; he had to look away after a second, but the image was
still there, stuck behind his own eyes, burnt onto his retinas.
Oblivious little fuck.
“Should I roll it
thinner?” Simon asked, snapping Baz out of his thoughts. Not that it mattered, the thoughts would
carry on, like subtitles in his brain, impossible to ignore.
“It looks fine,”
Baz shook his head. “I wonder though,
should we add something to them? Like
peppermint extract or something?”
“Why would we do
“They are meant to be for a Christmas party…”
“So we’ll make
Christmas cookies next,” Simon shrugged, “I’m not going to change the scones,
they’re perfect as they are.”
Baz got an
idea. “How about we cut them with
laughed. “The scones?”
They dipped their
cookie cutters in the inch-thick layer of flour that covered the counter and cut
their scones into Christmas trees and gingerbread men. They worked in silence, side by side, Baz
trying to hide the bristling that occurred whenever he was close to Simon. He still found it hard to believe that after
all these years of being friends and spending time together, Simon had still
never seemed to notice the effect he had on Baz.
They both reached
into the flour bowl at the same time, their hands brushing. It shouldn’t have made Baz blush, it wasn’t
like they never touched each other, but Baz couldn’t help the fact that every
touch felt like an electric shock, like it made his neck crawl.
The second their
hands brushed, Baz fought the urge to snatch his back. He wasn’t expecting Simon to do the
Baz peeked at
Simon’s face. The boy was staring down
at the dough, but his eyes were wide and his cheeks were…
Don’t overthink it, he told himself.
You mean nothing to him, not like
But there was
that tiny voice inside somewhere that kept him hoping. What if
“Ready for the
oven then?” Simon broke the silence, a little loudly for such a simple
question, especially with Baz right beside him.
replied, trying to sound light, and they transferred the dough onto the pan,
sliding it into the oven and setting the timer.
Baz brushed the flour dust off his hands and turned back to Simon. “Now we wait.”
Simon had an odd
expression on his face. He stared sort
of… past Baz, like he was so lost in thought that he was seeing the things he
was thinking, and they were happening right behind Baz. “What shall we do in the meantime?” Simon
watched Simon’s face, puzzled. “We could
start to clean up, I guess.”
narrowed. “We could, yeah.”
“Did you have
something else in mind?”
eyes met Baz’s, too quickly for Baz to look away. He returned the gaze as coolly as he could,
feeling more and more exposed with every second that dragged by. “Something wrong?” he managed, his mouth dry.
murmured, not looking away. “Nothing’s
wrong. In fact, something’s right. Everything’s right.” He took a deep breath. “Everything is… making sense.”
Simon took a step
towards Baz, then another. His gaze was
so intense that Baz instinctively backed up, finding that he had nowhere to go,
he was already backed against the counter.
“Simon,” he stammered, “what are you doing?”
cocked his head up at Baz, now only inches away. “There’s flour on your face.” He reached a hand up to brush his thumb
across Baz’s cheek, so softly that it felt like a butterfly’s touch. Baz could hear his heart pounding in his ears,
louder and louder and…
And then Simon
And Baz’s heart
Because Simon was
kissing him. Shyly. On the mouth.
scrunched shut, and he went so tense that his stomach almost felt sick.
away from Baz’s mouth. When Baz opened
his eyes, Simon’s face was red, and his brow was furrowed again. “I’m sorry,” he muttered.
Baz had to take a
couple of breaths before he found his voice.
Simon’s eyes were
blurring up. “I thought I’d figured it
out,” he said, his voice cracking slightly.
“I thought that you wanted… that.
I guess not.”
“Did… did you want that?”
his eyes shut, and a tear dripped from one of them. “It doesn’t matter.”
rushed to dry the tear from Simon’s cheek, not even thinking about the
gesture. “I need to know.”
For once, it was
Simon who couldn’t meet Baz’s eyes. “Yes,
alright? I wanted it, but clearly you
didn’t, so let’s just forget it happened and carry on.” His voice was hitching as he fought back
tears, his breath becoming ragged.
Baz didn’t know
it was possible for a heart to be broken and mended at the exact same time, but
while Simon’s tears tore him apart, he felt light as air, practically
giddy. Without letting himself think
about it, he leaned down and kissed the tear off of Simon’s face, letting his
lips linger a second longer than they needed to. He felt Simon’s shuddering stop in
surprise. When he met Simon’s eyes,
neither of them looked away. “Wait,”
Simon breathed, “did you want that?”
Baz could barely
whisper the words “God, yes” before he was crashing into Simon’s mouth
again. This time there was no
hesitation, no stiffness, just a lifetime of wanting coming to a head.
tasted of cherries and the salty sweetness of the dough he’d been sneaking the
entire time. Baz’s hands went from Simon’s
face to his hair, one hand exploring the back of Simon’s neck. Simon gave Baz’s chest a push, and before
either of them knew what was happening, Baz was sitting on the countertop,
Simon straddling his lap and kissing him so deeply that Baz thought he might
faint. Simon’s hands cupped Baz’s face,
still pushing him back until Baz was leaning his head against the cupboards,
the cold wood the only thing giving him any sense of direction. His world was nothing but Simon, and he
couldn’t hold back a moan as Simon angled his head and opened Baz’s mouth with
It wasn’t until
much later, when they finally broke apart, dizzy and gasping for breath, that
they realized they’d sat in the flour.
Noctis: You know, maybe we shouldn’t make a fire at camp tonight. Might give the Imperial Troops a sign of where we’re at. Prompto: But it’s so cold. :( Ignis: We can all just sit around Gladio. Noctis: … Ignis: He’s…hot enough. Gladio: …Ignis? Ignis: Also, I’ll remind you all I tend to get the coldest spot in the tent. I’m afraid I’ll have to keep Gladio at my side every second tonight. Gladio:
“Let the arm of the Lord of the Dawn shelter us from the Dark, and the great sword of justice defend us. Let the Dragon ride again on the winds of time.” (from Charal Drianaan te Calamon, The Cycle of the Dragon. Author unknown, the Fourth Age)
Our Beloved Teruki Hanazawa probably has a Thing for hair. Mob’s hair in particular.
Sometimes, when they’re all just sitting around doing nothing, Teru will just. Put his hand in Mob’s hair. Mob’s response is to lean his head on Teru’s shoulder as Teruki absentmindedly runs his finger through his hair.
Shou once saw this Event take place and was!!! So excited!!! Holy shit so that’s what couples do??
He tried it on Ritsu, but kinda…. got to excited and accidentally smacked him. Ritsu had a barrier up for two hole days after that.