its just a shitty edit but

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Melanie Martinez + Songs titles.

life is a trip and the road map leads you.

for @clara-gently

love is a word (you gave it a name) | harry/louis | 21 400 words

“It’s worth it anyway,” says Harry, looking into Louis’s eyes. He’s untucked his hair from behind his ear, and it falls down in silky strands to obscure his face. He looks so painfully young, even after everything. Louis’s strong, strong boy. “Just for the two of us. We get to be selfish for a little while.”

it’s christmas. in between snowman building, tree shopping, and ill-advised skating on a frozen lake, louis and harry get ready to take the most important step of their lives.

for inkedrope; written as part of the h/l winter exchange

I’m chasing a ghost
A feeling that’s haunted me for years 
Every time I get close it’s gone

Am I living a lie?
Well, maybe I just expect too much
Maybe it’s time I try for more 

 I will tear my sky
To make it through the night
I will take back my pride
And live while I breathe, live while I breathe 

I will move the ground 
I will pull the curtains down 
Wear my fist on my sleeve
And live while I breathe, live while I breathe 

(x)

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Hey there, humans of Tumblr and dear followers !
As it seems this will be MY LAST POST HERE ! But, before I officially move to my new blog @k-eis, I had to make an appreciation post because ever since I created this blog I never did such thing even though I reached few milestones; and so leaving like that didn’t really feel right!
Actually when I created this blog back on 2013, I was just curious about Tumblr. I had no intention of being active or to interact with the fandom, but that slightly changed now, even so the overall time I was actually active here amounts to max 5 or 6 months over 3 years of history! x’D So, this blog is full of holes (like its owner honestly :’)) and is terribly inconsistent !
However recently, I have met some amazing people that encouraged me to start new! ThereforeI want to make a new blog when I am steadily active and where I share my terrible (and shitty) edits with you!
Nevertheless, I enjoyed being here most of the time and I had many good memories, so I had to thank everyone who supported me along with all the blogs that inspired me and will continue to inspire me daily !O(≧▽≦)O

NB: Bolded are my precious mutuals (people you definitely need on your follow list ) & Italic are my favs (blogs to look up for) !

0-9:

@-fuwa, @8ay, @0ikawa

A-G

@a-riisa, @a-sakuras,  @addictivities, @aeselyn, @ah-luna, @ahonime @akahshi, @akibah@akiteru, @akages, @ackermanss @akutagawaas, @akutagawah, @anjizu, @aoikawa, @allenswalkers, @animxnga, @antonie15, @asaiis, @atsushisnakajima@ayaarin, @ayyatos, @ayumiko, @ayykuroo, @babyshouyou, @bakaagami, @bakacchis,   @b-ento, @bertholdts, @b-i-e-r-u, @blfetish, @boku-kuroo @bokutotheowl, @bukakko, @buraihas, @captainpoe, @celtie, @chocolatesoulstuff,  @chizurou, @chizusu, @chiisai-hope@commander-eyebrow, @colourlessradio, @cozykoushi, @d–oki, @d-a-z-a-i,  @daburupurei@daichis, @daiifukuu, @daiizume, @daughterofsatan, @dazaiosamu-s, @dazeiosamu, @dazzai, @dazushi @decretio, @derikisu, @doppo, @dzais.
@edisyaoi, @ennoshitachikara-s, @envy-and-pride, @erwonmyheart, @escarletes, @evngelion.
@fairytailwitch, @fanieel, @flamefly, @fluffygin, @frozensekai, @f-uwaa, @fudayk, @fulllmetals, @furawa-su. @gamon-yuuta, @gay-swimmers, @genosus, @genoza, @geraru, @gomendazai, @ginnozah

H-P

@hachikenz, @hakurens, @hanae-ichihara@hanmii, @have-a-heart-kaneki, @hawuka, @hheartflia, @hiiitoka, @higekis, @hikaritsu, @himeyona,  @hitsougaya, @hiyoorin, @hounoka, @hyouka, @ichigo-iichie, @ijouri, @iichinose, @itoo, @itsclowreedsfault @irishiko, @izayakashi @izumou, @jetzui, @jinsei-uranashi, @juminss, @juunko-s. @kadrena, @kahgeyamas @kagariis, @kakochii, @kandayuus, @kanekikn, @kanxeki, , @kanehhi, @kaoris, @kaochii, @katsokis, @katsukiyurie, @katsum-i, @kazumma, @kenmai, @kenmasan, @kenmacchis, @kenmasz, @kiramekii, @kirschtein, @kikuuchitouma, @kirei-na-jinsei, @kirisshima, @ki-ra, @kirlua, @kisssmyace, @kofee, @kougaami, @kougami-shinya, @korumi, @kourai, @koutarohos,  @kurorolucilfer @kunekida, @kurai-reii  @kurooa @kuroushi, @kuronoya, @kurummi, 
@lacuna-matata, @lametooru, @larimii, @leviackermansass, @lucelchoi, @lustfulcat ! 
@mamasakis, @manjirou, @maiginchan   @meruis @miukari, @mirayama, @mishychan, @miss-cigarettes, @mizukas, @mitrr, @moguanshan.
@n5fw, @nanzse, @nevergiveupondreamsfan, @nemoan, @nichinoya, @nicosrobins,  @nikiforv @nikifurov,  @nikiphorov, @nikiforv @nyaataku, @nyuuuh, @odazais, @ohreigen, @o-ijo, @oikawahtoorus, @oikawatoeru, @oikawawas, @oikawastooru, @oikavaas @okita-senpai ,  @oikz,  @oniisann, @oriondiary, @oyatetsurou!
@pandora-tears, @pastel-jumin, @peachyerwin@perakkaa, @plisetskis, @pliestsky, @plsetsky, @plisetsukih, @plisetskyuri, @psycho-alchemist, @psychohelmet ! 

Q-Z 

@quenma, @quinsdecim, @raittos, @ranpohedogawa, @ranppo, @reizakis  @rejoice-in-despair, @ri-cha1, @rinsuokah, @rivaille, @rouge-cerise, @ryokho,  @sakusa-chan, @sakurazuka-furuta @sakamotoz, @sakataz, @sarapyon @sassaki-s, @sasak-i @sawtsuki @seihanndas @s-eita @setter @sexpai,  @seijuros @senj0ugahara @sheiireen @shinnyah   @shir0tani @shirabu  @shiroo-kuma @sshiroyasha @shirohani @shotous, @shokugekis, @shizukku, @sin7o7, @small-palms, @sougu, @spirition @ssousuke, @sugakoushiis, @sukerokus​   @sunshine-season, @tachibana–chan, @tacticalghoul, @taiketsu, @takasukis, @tareui, @tendousatoris, @tetsuruo, @tetzurou   @that-one-anime-freak @things-all-love, @tobiohchan @tobigifs  @tobjo   @tobeiru @tol-tsukki , @tovbio @tsukiko-ciah
@tsukis, @tsukii,  @tsukkis   @tsukiyma, @ucitavanje  @usuis, @uzurume @v-ermouth @victorsyuuri  @vikiforovs  @viknikifolov @viktcrs  @vikutoru, @wekryptonitem, @xxxhorikku, @yachirus @yahboku, @yagioloi, @yakkimos @yamazekis , @yonaks, @yukkandas @yukkie-s, @y-u-k-i-n-a, @yuikkos,  @yumisekki @yushiyuki, @yuuris, @yuus, 
@zakuras, @zeino, @z-e-n-a, @zechs ♥

There ! Thank you all, I hope you have a wonderful time!
Happy blogging !

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jian + kisses

this shitty edit took me more time than it should have

so um i somehow got to 500 followers ? i still don’t know how the fuck you all put up with me but thank you ?? i never got this far even with my other blog that i have for almost 2 years now haha

so, because i never did it before, here’s a follow forever with all my lovely mutuals that i never talk to bc i have nothing to say and am too awkward & shy but i admire you all from afar

but first, a huge thank you to @dramaqueendan and @theoncomingfrenchie. you two are literally the lights of my life, idk where i’d be without you. i had so many problems going on in my life since the beginning of the year (still have but that’s not the point) but you both helped me so much, encouraged me to keep doing what i liked and for that i’ll always be grateful. laura, elena, i love you with all my heart

if i forgot to mention you, well first of all, you can throw me into space, but also feel free to message me so i can add you !! and im sorry )):

otherwise if i tagged you but we’re not mutuals well im sorry to annoy you i guess i love you too much accept my love plz

BOLDED
- some of my favourite blogs (alternatively : blogs i maybe reblog too much from)

A ✩ D

@acephan ✩ @agastopiaphan ✩ @angelicboylester@angelphannie ✩ @apostbakinguniverse@asleepyphilly ✩ @astronautdan ✩ @astronomicaldan ✩ @awkward-angel-of-thursday ✩ @blueberryphil ✩ @bubblegumdan ✩ @celestialesters ✩ @chillphann ✩ @clingylester ✩ @cloudyphilip ✩ @ctrll ✩ @cultlester ✩ @cursivehowell ✩ @cypherr ✩ @dangoghs ✩ @danhowlite ✩ @danjoon ✩ @dansadmirer ✩ @dansforeheadcurl ✩ @dansucc ✩ @dantea ✩ @dantlers ✩ @dawniel ✩ @dayphil @dearlylester ✩ @denimnjh ✩ @dimplydan ✩ @dollhowell ✩ @dramaqueendan

E ✩ I

@eclipsehowelter@ecstasyphan ✩ @ethsera ✩ @fallingdan ✩ @feministdan ✩ @fetus-twink-howell ✩ @floweringlester ✩  @foreveralonephil ✩ @fringegaps ✩ @gaykery ✩  @goddesslester ✩ @goldheartedphil ✩ @gravityphil ✩ @hazyphil ✩ @hesitant-dan ✩ @howellscrunchynuts ✩ @httpsdaniel

J ✩ M

@justlyria ✩ @k-is-not-amused ✩ @less-amazing-macy ✩ @lesterial ✩ @lesterslovebite ✩ @lightninginthenightsky ✩ @literalangellester ✩ @little-lester ✩ @llguori ✩ @lovelylilaclester ✩ @lullabypj ✩ @lurkinghowell ✩  @macaronidan ✩ @mmixhowell ✩ @mochilesters@moonbeamphil@mylittlephilly

N ✩ R

@neonlester@nervouslester@opaquehowell@orbitingphan@orbitphil@orionswinter ✩ @outgoinglester@paganlester@paradisedan@pasteldoothowell@phaked@phanamored@phaneq@phanfools@phangirl-howlter@phanicornundertherainbow@phaninspired@phanperra@phantell@philledwithpuns@phillp@phillytm@philversusdan@pityhowell@plesty@princephil@princessdan@puritylester@queerdnp@queerly-cute@quitealec@rainbowshowell@ravehowell@redwoodlester@rosedxn@rosegoldjh

S ✩ V

@serenehowell@serenephil@shibainupml@sleepyphan@snugglyhowell@softdnp@softphil@softphl@softylester@sparklephil@springphil@squidgehowell@starboydan@starmadephan@sugarlipslester@sunflowerlesterr@the-phandom ✩ @theaterdan@theinternetishere@themostfuniveverhad@theoncomingfrenchie@tylertherulerofmars

W ✩ #

@vanilla-dan@wavydanrises@wetnsticky@wittyhowell@writerlester