its hard to deal

do y'all realize… that you don’t have to look androgynous to be nonbinary ?? did you know that ppl can “pass” as one gender and still be nb ?? because i’m sick and tired of nonbinary ppl being expected to have a great fashion sense and look androgynous all the time… let me wear makeup and do “girly” things but also let me be “manly” and don’t think anything of me other than what i am. nonbinary.

one of the reasons mental illness sucks so fucking much is because people around you can literally tell you again and again that they love you, that they think you’re cool and funny, that they support you in every way, that you’re talented or intelligent, and no matter how many times they say it you’ll always cringe and shake your head and say “no, no i’m not, really” but the SECOND someone says one bad thing about you, even just once. You believe it completely. 

badi-llac  asked:

Just wanna say I personally love the direction you're choosing to take your art, not to say I don't appreciate your older stuff but changing things up is never a bad idea. After listening to KING it became very apparent that your voice is well suited for more conventional singing. Keep going the way you want to go.

thank you brother, Its been extremely hard to deal with some of the negativity because I can no longer tell who the real and fake fans are, so It’s good to feel a little appreciated and understanding

Here comes dat Spoi!!!!

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Very small update/part I know I’m sorry I’ve been very busy and stressed lately working on other projects so I kinda forgot how to draw the two (ಥ﹏ಥ). Please forgive me. 

Oooo but spring break is coming so I will be able to post the next part in two weeks (hopefully) it will be longer, I promise. 

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Headcanon: @coredesignixandnekonee

By the way I named this comic, “Not Funny”. Get it? Cuz I’m not funny. (._.) 

@tereziweek day 4: au day

i tend toward humanstuck, so take a bloodswap 

anonymous asked:

I think Pharah should get a damage nerf... she can easily 2 shot any 200 HP hero and its so hard to counter her.

ah yep. thats a floating argument these days. 
Im gonna have to disagree anon.

I think that pharah is in a good place right now. Because I think shes in a good place like tracer. Simply because hitscans dont hardcounter her anymore. 

I never really liked the word “counter”. Because if overwatch was a perfect game… it would be “which hero can duel the other”. Thinking like that doesnt put blame on hitscans that cant take out a pharah. For example, McCree and tracer. McCree is a backline DPS and deals with flankers like tracer. But… if you have a crazy good tracer.. you dont automatically put blame on the McCree. Thats because the two “duel” each other rather than one countering the other. McCrees damage can easily shut down a tracer… if he catches her first. 

Same Goes for Pharah and hitscans. She has to quickly land those 2 direct rocket hits.. or shes shot out. I play a lot of pharah, And from experience… if youre in the back line just shooting rockets behind cover without anyone following up on that damage.. youre kinda useless. (sure it charges your ult but eh). What makes pharah so impactfull is her ability to dive to the back line and take out dps/supports so quickly. but if you miss those direct hits, youre out of the picture because youre no longer in the safety of cover. 

Woof.. that was long. but if you are considering a nerf.. have direct damage run down to 100 instead of 120. Pharah can still 2 shot squishies… but it gives people an opportunity to heal more HP. 

I kind of want to sell my art some way because I need to make money for school and I live in the middle of nowhere and cannot drive so a job is a bit hard…

But idk what I should really do? Like does blizzard not have rules against selling ovw merch?? Commissions I imagine are alright but I don’t know how I personally feel about doing commission work….

I want to read a gay romance where there is no gay-related tragedy, no gay-related struggles, where no one dies and suffers for being gay, where they’re a main pairing not a “generously written” subplot, just two gay people comfortable with their sexuality, meeting and falling in love and having the regular usual struggles found in any Heterosexual Romance books it’s very simple why is it so fucking hard 

infinitelystrangemachinex  asked:

(promptathon) What would have happened if Obi had actually succeeded in taking Shirayuki's hand That One Time.

Fate is a funny little thing isn’t it?

At time it’s a comfort, a knowing; a certainty you wrap around yourself like a blanket. I am meant for more, you say, because you know, you know in some deep place inside you that there is a greatness you can achieve. A greatness you will achieve. All you have to do is walk on this path, never wander, and you will never know worry greater than the depths of your own self-doubt.

(And sometimes that comfort is cold. You lay on a dirt floor, battered and broken, and you say, oh, this cannot be my end, for what is waiting for me is so much worse than this)

At times it is a cage, it is the kudzu. It grows and it grows, vines twisting up your ankles, rooting you to the spot. You do not pull away – it is too much effort to fight against your nature – but the longer you stay the closer it holds you, reaching up, up, until it wraps around your neck and chokes you, until it twines into your mouth, into your lungs, and there is no more breath to scream.

(But sometimes you need to be held still, don’t you? Drop a coin before you cross the street, narrowly miss being trampled underfoot by a carriage. You look onto the cobbles and see a bird crushed under the wheel. That could have been you, baby girl, that could have been you)

And sometimes it is a thread. A red thread, let’s say. A thing that binds. A thing that holds. It does not strangle, it just tangles, becomes complicated at parts and easy at others. A thing you can ignore until it tugs on you saying, this way.

(But that’s the thing is it not? Thread is so fragile; all it takes is a hard tug, all it takes is a blade’s edge, all it takes is a thrown shoe and

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A Harry Potter who sometimes can’t get out of bed in the morning, who doesn’t see the point in his life anymore because ever since he was 11 he only ever saw Voldemort as his future
A Harry Potter who looks at the faces of other mourners and blames himself for not getting it done quicker
A Harry Potter who for once gets looked after by his friends who comfort him when he goes through withdrawal symptoms, who comforts him when he has the worst nightmares he’s ever had, who pause everything to look after each other
A Harry Potter who still has a bag packed and is ready to run because he’s sure this isn’t the end, because he’s sure that Voldemort will come back and ruin everything again
A Harry Potter who can’t sleep without the sound of Ron’s snoring or Hermione’s breathing
A golden trio who sleep in Mrs Weasleys front room for months after everything because they feel unsafe without the others there
A Harry Potter who finds it incredibly hard to deal with the war and its only his family that can help him, even if it is just to hold him whilst he cries
A Harry Potter who is broken and scared and doesn’t understand the future but for the first time in his life is surrounded by people that will help him

i haven’t seen this around among the many excellent theories, so i just wanna toss it out there:

Bigender Pidge. Genderfluid Pidge.

Pidge who is sometimes okay with he and sometimes with she and a lot of the time with both or either, but has days where there needs to be standing on a chair and loud correcting because not that one, not today. Pidge who has gotten used to figuring out how they feel today, and whether or not it matters, and he ends up explaining over and over sometimes because this is important today and other days she was up all night with robots and is too tired and doesn’t bother because today is one of those where each could be okay. Pidge who has a day where it is most definitely she, most definitely a girl day, and seizes the opportunity of feeling sold and real and right to try and explain, try and present, because this feels like the kind of thing that could go on for a while–

and then the next day “she” doesn’t fit anymore and when Lance uses “he” by accident and then tries to backtrack, Pidge tells him, “no, it’s fine”

and then next week, it’s back to “she”, and she’s afraid to explain this again, knows at some point they’re going to run out of patience, and so she just answers to whatever

and eventually the rest of the team might sort of forget, and Pidge is always Pidge but depending on the day or the month or the minute can have to avoid everyone else because hearing them talk about him with the wrong pronouns is too hard.

Pidge knows that she can’t expect them to keep up or deal with switching pronouns on an irregular basis, and isn’t going to try and ask. it can’t be really worth it, can it? he’s used to riding things out, to waiting for them to change, and it’s so hard to explain that sometimes she’s a she and sometimes he’s a he and

is there a point to it, really.

So yeah. Genderfluid Pidge who is too goddamn tired and afraid to explain themselves anymore.

I’m currently watching the 80s Voltron and I physically can’t deal.
Keith: “Vultures may not be very attractive, but they gave us a hand, and we should be grateful.”
Sven: “I’ll always think they’re beautiful.”

Chubby!Yuuri Masterlist

aint missin no meals queenbeetle

Summary: Viktor can’t help it. Yuuri’s leggings are so tight these days, and it’s so hard to focus on anything other than how his clothing shows off all his new curves in all the right ways.And yet his new dance leggings were somehow even more captivating- sleek, black and oh so fitted. They hug each twist and turn, every dip and curve of Yuuri’s lower half. Paired with the tight white tee-shirt he wears, Viktor can very, very much appreciate the gentle tapering of Yuuri’s soft waist and the indescribable outward flair of his hips. Paired so right with his plush thighs, it all adds to the deliciously pear shaped force to be reckoned with that is Yuuri Katsuki.

Art of Seduction Viktuurio

Summary: Viktor is attracted to pudgy thighs, stomach, chest, chubby cheeks and love handles. Yuuri is attracted to muscled arms and legs, a strong jaw and rocking abs. In other words they are perfect for each other, not just emotionally.In which they’re both retired and while Viktor continues to work out and keep his body sculpted, Yuuri is growing softer every month, which only gets nudged along with Viktor’s great cooking.

Beautiful future_fishy

Summary:  “Yuuri, how about you finish your food, then we go upstairs and I’ll show you how beautiful you are in front of the mirror, okay?”

Comforting Gestures -  Carli

Summary:  Yuuri is feeling self-conscious about gaining weight again but Victor is there to support him and cheer him up.0

Deserving Xyliandra

Summary:  When Yuuri confesses insecurity about his weight, Victor takes his time in showing Yuuri how beautiful he is.

Desired -  Viktuurio

Summary:  In which Viktor finds out he really loves his retired Yuuri on the large and chubby side.

Early Mornings -  mahoushoujos

Summary:  In which Victor wakes up earlier than usual and lists down a few things that he loves about Yuuri.

The Feeling of Your Skin, Locked In My Head  -  CalamityK

Summary: Yuuri’s skin is so smooth, and the tiny bit of added weight he gains in the off season makes him plush and malleable under Victor’s touch.

fixation crunchrapsupreme

Summary:  Yuuri lets himself indulge during off-seasons, his body becoming softer and more plush once again, and Victor is incredibly distracted by it.

Gordito favorito -  Zumaldo

Summary:  Víctor siempre amó, ama y amará el regordete cuerpo de Yuuri.

Hashtag Perfect phoenixwings

Summary:  Most days Yuuri’s okay with his body, he really is. It’s a capable body that’s allowed him to skate, to win, to love. It enables him to hold Victor close, to teach the beginning skating class at the rink which he loves doing, to cook and cuddle and care. But sometimes the insecurity that was ever-present in his youth creeps back in and hits him tenfold when he thinks about how much his body has changed.

In Celebration of an Off-Season -   rougeandtonic

Summary: “Your coach thinks you’ve worked hard this year. He thinks you deserve to relax.”“And what does my fiance think?” Yuuri asks.Victor smirks mischievously and says, “Well, your fiance is looking forward to seeing your belly again.”

Keep Your Eyes On Me pensversusswords

Summary:  Viktor wouldn’t change a single thing about Yuuri.

Look At You ruru_u

Summary:  After retiring from the professional circuit, Yuuri finds that keeping his weight in check is next to impossible. With self-consciousness causing him to withdraw overtime, his husband desperately wants to show him how attractive he still is.

The Married Life - wbtrashking

Summary:  Victor is fond of spending a lot of time admiring Yuuri’s body in their bedroom after they get married and retire.

no small thing sublime_jumbles

Summary:  Yuuri wants that old feeling back, that sense of peace with his body. He misses that fondness, the way that being chubby felt comfortable, reliable, in a way that being thin never has. Thin is precarious, and it always gives way to softness in the end.

Often -  MickieJae

Summary:  Yuuri worries about his weight, Victor eats him out

Poke -  popcornnikiforov

Summary:  Yuuri has a bit of a dilemma at the moment… He loves katsudon. Katsudon has a lot of calories. He desperately needs to lose weight. He gains weight easily. Victor won’t stop feeding him katsudon.

Pudgy Goodness -  scatteredlettuce

Summary:  Yuuri has a hard time getting ready for a date with Victor, he can’t get on his pants..Cuteness and smut ensues. You can totally just read the first part, the smut isn’t that important

Reassurance -  PrussianVenom

Summary: Yuuri tried so hard to get rid of the weight, but its just not coming off. Its hard for Yuuri to deal with, especially with a routine like eros, Viktor attempts to tell him hes still perfect for it, Yuuri disagrees. A fat slob like him has absolutely no sex appeal at all.Viktor shows him otherwise.

Soft Like Satin garbage_dono

Summary:  Yuuri works up the courage to surprise Victor on their anniversary.

WHO IS CHIHOKO? pensversusswords

Summary:  Drabbles inspired by the Yuri on Stage event announcements. Viktor and Yuuri are jealous husbands, Seunggil is affectionate when drunk, and Viktor loves Yuuri’s off season tummy. All is good in the world.

Winter Weight future_fishy

Summary:  Yuuri had once mentioned to Viktor that he always gained weight in the winter, and now, curled up with Yuuri after having dinner with Yuuri’s parents, Viktor could see what he meant.