its happening deal with it

anonymous asked:

Hey nonny, saw your Prozac post earlier. Bby psych student here. Just wanna make sure I understand? You think the Prozac isn't helping because you've got BPD, not just anxiety and/or depression, so lithium would be more helpful to you than an SSRI?

my new pcp(good doc, head of the department) weaned me off it because according to him the symptoms i described from the first 2 months of prozac were consistent with an ssri-induced hypomania, which is…. not rare… and he was like “okay so i’ll take what you have left and i’ll give you a 4-week supply and here’s your weaning schedule because if you go cold turkey it might be bad”

that’s all that happened its just that before that i had to deal with my shitty old pcp(bad doc, yelled at me) and she’s just….. an ordeal. every time.

see, when i started prozac i THOUGHT it was working just fine because i felt great and was doing things properly but…. it was just hypomania triggered by the prozac :/// and now i have to start from square one and go thru some specialists to see if it was JUST ssri-induced and not latent bipolar disorder.

which sucks ALL kinds of dick because (and here’s some interesting info for u since yr a bby psych student) the psych community is pretty clingy to retroactive diagnosis of latent bipolar disorder when it comes to ssri-induced mania. because it’s impossible to disprove something thats latent you know?? and if i end up wrongly diagnosed with bipolar–or worse, wrongly diagnosed of NOT having bipolar–the treatment(or lack thereof) could screw over my wellbeing completely.

and since bpd is often comorbid with bipolar, i’ve got to rethink my methods and be more attentive bc i thought my only comorbidities were depression and anxiety and ugh. it’s all so irritating and expensive and it sucks ass ://// 

Having dissociative amnesia is so weird because it’s not like normal forgetting where you’re kind of like “I think this happened but I don’t know the details”, it’s looking back at a period of your life and seeing absolutely nothing. There is nothing TO remember, it’s just like a big black pit where your childhood should be.

anonymous asked:

*flies in like a bat out of hell* What about a fusion between all three? Idk if you watch SU but it's totally possible and makes for super powerful beings with extra limbs or senses. (Usually eyes tbh)


a Disaster™


#because Lydia Martin cares about Stiles Stilinski just as much as he cares about her

You know what I find so interesting on this second read through? How Andrew has this established pecking order and the others just…. Automatically know it??

Like I’m only on chapter 4 of t*k and Neil is pointing out how strange it is that he has become A Part Of Them. How he tries to NOT let them drag him into their little make shift family.

And it’s always the same order: Andrew, Kevin, Neil, Nicky and Aaron. Like why does Neil get such a high rank? Is it because he has a deal with Andrew? But if it’s based on deals would Aaron be at least second place?

Like it’s just so interesting that once Neil is accepts Andrew’s offer they all just rework the order. Like when they moved the furniture at the court so they stayed together. When Neil tried to sit alone, Aaron was like?? Ha no. You sit next to Andrew. Or how they leave a space empty for him on the bus in their exact order.

And I’m just thinking about how it SHIFTS in the next book because of blatant favoritism. Or more like increase in loyalty. The point being Kevin gets bumped to third place and I find it endlessly hilarious and also think it’s sweet that Andrew is so gone on this kid.

grumpyfoxes  asked:

Part 2 witch!au!!! I wanna know more about their deal and why Neil's not Andrews familiar!

Neil is not Andrew’s familiar because he is not a spirit. Familiars are essentially the essence of a witch’s spirit and inner self taking the form of an animal. Gaining a familiar is a complicated process and requires blood magic, and Neil wasn’t summoned to Andrew’s side. It’s kind of hard to explain, but you know *jazz hands* magic.

As for the deal, it went something like this:

  • it’s the beginning of summer and andrew is tired
  • being around annoyances for nine months was exhausting and the only reason andrew is letting kevin inside his car is because of their promise
  • kevin stays in the car when andrew goes out
  • not too far but far enough that andrew can pretend to be alone
  • except there’s a cat in the tree above him that’s practically suffocating in binding magic
  • really, it’s a surprise that the cat’s even keeping himself upright
  • andrew… well, he’s not about to let a cat suffer so he takes the cat and does some magic to dispel the bind
    • side note: binding magic isn’t bad in any way
    • it’s usually used to make teammates/partners stronger
    • it can also be used as a sort of marriage ceremony
    • typically, binding magic isn’t permanent and requires the consent of all parties
    • however, the deal with the cat was that a taboo sort of binding spell was used so that he wouldn’t be able to escape his master without causing pain unto himself
    • that spell is not public knowledge–only the influential are meant to know about it
    • back to the story

Keep reading

  • *something horrible happens*
  • a rightfully concerned individual: omg are you okay?
  • my emotionally stunted air-moon ass: lol, whatever, it's No Big Deal, shit like this happens to people all the time... The Worst Thing I can do is blow it out of proportion,, god forbid I experience Emotions, much less Talk about them lmfao... what am I, five?? don't think so haha nice try but ur barking up the wrong tree here

u gnow my problem with any kind of fidget toy being a trend isn’t about ‘appropriating stimming’ or anything cos that’s not a real thing but it’s frustrating to know that once the Trend passes it’s gonna be Cringy to use them & ppl who benefit from them regardless of any sorta diagnostic status are gonna be subjected to that. It’s not like it’s not already par for the course 4 ppl who stim to be ridiculed but it’s annoying to kno that ppl are able to engage w fidget toys and still ridicule neurodivergent ppl for doing the same thing

Here comes dat Spoi!!!!

o merde waddup

INTJ ESFP arguments are the most pointless thing I have ever done
  • ESFP: Good Morning!
  • INTJ: *hums* good morning
  • ESFP: *imitates in grumpy voice* 'Uhhh good morning'
  • INTJ: It's early, I'm still waking up
  • ESFP: It's 11 o'clock!
  • INTJ: Actually it's 10:40.
  • ESFP: That's still silly. Wanna come with me shopping?
  • INTJ: *making breakfast* No
  • ESFP: Please?
  • INTJ: No.
  • ESFP: I'll buy you sushi.
  • INTJ: No ESFP, I just want to have a quiet morning and eat my breakfast in piece.
  • ESFP: It's not early!
  • INTJ: So you've said, now can I please just have some time to myself?
  • ESFP: *offended* you don't have to be so rude about it!
  • INTJ: It's not my fault you can't sense the tone of the room.
  • ESFP: Well it's not my fault you don't know how to talk to people!
  • INTJ: I know many people who like to talk to me.
  • ESFP: You could've said it with some dignity.
  • INTJ: Dignity?
  • ESFP: Get some self-respect?
  • INTJ: Self-res- I do respect myself, I'm awesome. Do you- do you know what dignity and self-respect mean?
  • ESFP: I can't talk to you when you're like this!
  • INTJ: Like what?
  • ESFP: Like that!
  • INTJ: Like what, this is just what I sound like when I'm tired and annoyed.
  • ESFP: *storms about the house the rest of the day*
  • INTJ: *sigh* wouldn't of happened if she just listened to me the first time.

anonymous asked:

what do you think about lena being part of a organization called checkmate? i've seen some ppl talking about it because of that shady thing with the chess piece ppl think she could be a white knight (its like a title, im bad at explaining so probably would be good to google about it sorry)

i Don’t Think,,,, white knight just moves like an L and she’s a lesbian, there is nothing shady going on she just wants to buy kara flowers and eat donuts with her Let Her Live Leave Her Olone

Stop attacking people over the pewdiepie drama omfg. like, Ross and Holly didn’t do a damn thing wrong and y’all are calling her a whore and saying shes anti jews too. Stop asking your favs for their opinion. Mark isn’t a nazi, Jack isnt a nazi, everyone you keep calling nazis, guess what? AREN’T FUCKING NAZIS. All you want is a reason to be mad. What felix did was shitty, and I don’t support it in any way. He apologized, and yeah he could have been more sincere and less ‘hey this is the medias fault’ about it but he isnt a fuckin nazi. 

he made a shitty joke to a lot of people, and yeah it was in very poor taste and i 100% get why his sponsors would back out of the sponsorships and i understand completely why its a big deal but honestly, it happened like a month or so ago. some media made an article and since then everyone has been shitting over everything. 

How about instead of focusing on this issue that has been apologized for, we focus on you know, ACTUAL nazis and this shit show of our political situation. 

anonymous asked:

do you know if otabek is 18 or 19? in eps 10 and 11 it was said he was 18, then in ep 12 he was 19 and the wiki says 19? im confused. Ep 10 and 11 were after oct 31

I was very confused, too. The anime itself has done these kind of mash-ups before and no clarification was ever made. The wiki isn’t reliable or managed by some official source or anything, it’s fanbased, now looking like this: 

18 (Episode 1)

19 (Episode 12)

Now, I took the time to actually look through all those episodes. And, look, in Episode 1, his age isn’t mentioned, so no indication of what his age was during the previous season.

In episodes 10 and 11, there is Victor’s monologue about the skaters, in which he says Otabek is 18, but there’s also the official TV introductions of the skaters within the competition (beginning of 11), which is constructed like as it would show to the YOIverse audience at home, where he’s also 18. 

Then there seems to be a mix-up in Episode 12, making Otabek 19, both per someone else’s mention (Celestino) and also the introductory ‘TV clip’. The only truthful possibility is the creators fucked up and possibly mixed up Otabek and JJ (who’s all around 19) in the animation, just a technical mistake like the ‘Victor Niliforv’ in Episode 1.

I know we all like to believe there’s always a meaning behind everything artists do and like to treat these universes created by them like real worlds where everything has an explanation but sometimes it’s just artists going ‘well, shit happens’.

My favorite example:

My opinion is they just ‘forgot’ while advancing to the last episode lmao, and I stand by the fact that Otabek is 18 (going on 19) as it seems to be the initial age they had decided on.

anonymous asked:

I think Pharah should get a damage nerf... she can easily 2 shot any 200 HP hero and its so hard to counter her.

ah yep. thats a floating argument these days. 
Im gonna have to disagree anon.

I think that pharah is in a good place right now. Because I think shes in a good place like tracer. Simply because hitscans dont hardcounter her anymore. 

I never really liked the word “counter”. Because if overwatch was a perfect game… it would be “which hero can duel the other”. Thinking like that doesnt put blame on hitscans that cant take out a pharah. For example, McCree and tracer. McCree is a backline DPS and deals with flankers like tracer. But… if you have a crazy good tracer.. you dont automatically put blame on the McCree. Thats because the two “duel” each other rather than one countering the other. McCrees damage can easily shut down a tracer… if he catches her first. 

Same Goes for Pharah and hitscans. She has to quickly land those 2 direct rocket hits.. or shes shot out. I play a lot of pharah, And from experience… if youre in the back line just shooting rockets behind cover without anyone following up on that damage.. youre kinda useless. (sure it charges your ult but eh). What makes pharah so impactfull is her ability to dive to the back line and take out dps/supports so quickly. but if you miss those direct hits, youre out of the picture because youre no longer in the safety of cover. 

Woof.. that was long. but if you are considering a nerf.. have direct damage run down to 100 instead of 120. Pharah can still 2 shot squishies… but it gives people an opportunity to heal more HP. 

Dan and Phil will get a dog when they are ready. Not when we are.

A dog is a huge commitment. It is not about cute pictures or fluffy domestic bliss. It is about being ready to care for an animal for the rest of its life. A lot of thought and reflection needs to go into deciding to adopt a dog.

Stop pressuring Dan and Phil to get a dog.

They may be planning to get one, we don’t know. They may be ready. But that would be them. It needs to be them, not us. We cannot decide when they’re ready for a dog. We cannot decide that they should get a dog just because it fits our view of their life. This is not about us, it’s about Dan and Phil and a dog. This is about another being’s life.

Stop pressuring Dan and Phil to get a dog.

i wish this season hadn’t dropped the grundy plot line as abruptly as it did. personally i would like to see archie struggling with what happened and dating/kissing all these girls (valerie, cheryl, veronica, etc) to cover up how distraught he actually is with what happened. and instead of it being brushed off as some scandalous teacher/student thing he actually comes to terms with how wrong what happened was and he gets to deal with his trauma healthily

kinaru-sheinto  asked:

* So what's next, other than the Skybox? Anything in mind?

Well first, gonna focus on getting that DOFP PDF done and out! So that’ll hopefully be in a few of weeks, depending on things. 

Definitely do want to do some Skybox focus since I want to keep on track of my schedule for it! Would like to do some art for some of my other fandoms that I haven’t gotten to lately, also try and get back into more practice. Feel like I’ve been slacking on that lately. I don’t have any plans for any long-term fandom comics, if that’s what you mean. 

Mmmmmmaybe (VERY maybe) some development sketches for another project idea I’ve got brewing for a long time from now, after Skybox? We’ll have to see…

anonymous asked:

Wow just as I started reading your human!cas specs I also got pretty much the exact same thought of him choosing humanity after getting it offered by someone. Maybe that will be his endgame, his completed arc. Somehow making a win (with having made the right choice believing in the nephilim?) and then Jack or god or heaven whatever will offer him to get back and then he knows for sure he won't accept because now he found the place he truly belongs and ahh that would be so beautiful, thxxx

Yeah, so basically my mind is awash with speculation and ideas about Cas and his return and what this means for him going forward.

I desperately want his vision of the Nephilim to be a win for him. I want Jack to be good. Though I think he will be more true neutral than good, and also that the ‘paradise’ he showed Cas was just an alternate universe rather than the future in order to get Cas on side. I think it will be up to all of TFW to shape Jack into a force for good, though I suspect he will have several slip ups in season 13. I certainly don’t want him to just be the next big bad as that will be boring.

I think that the most obvious path the show could go down regarding Cas’s resurrection would be that Jack comes out, Dean screams at him to bring Cas back, and Jack does. Just like that. 

I don’t want this to happen. 

Its too easy and lazy writing. Dean making a deal with Jack as well would also be lazy writing and erasing all his good development so far… NO MORE DEALS. 

Misha mentioned something about Cas being fundamentally changed by this death and I am with him there. I think that Cas SHOULD transform somehow. 

This death should be the symbolic death of the Angel Castiel. We have never seen Cas die the way the Angels die. All his deaths, both onscreen and offscreen in the past, have never been by Angel blade with burnt wings on the ground. That’s what makes this death so frightening for the audience, because it does seem rather final. This is the way the angels die. 

Therefore, to resurrect Cas from this, he would have to be fundamentally different. The explosion of light was the burning up of his angelic grace, his angelic grace should now be gone.

That leads me to think that his resurrection could go two ways. Either he is resurrected with Jack’s power running through him and replacing his own grace in a way…. this could lead to him being either bound to, or controlled by Jack somehow (which would be a good reason to keep Cas away from the boys in season 13 and lead to lots more man pain for Dean) and then we have a story where the boys are trying to figure out how to release Cas from Jack’s clutches and this results in him being human, and he gets given a choice by Jack to stay by his side powerful and practically angelic, or to leave him and be human…

OR, he somehow wakes up human. His grace is gone, but his human soul remains. Perhaps Jack would be able to heal him and restore his soul, but doesn’t have the power to restore angel grace that has been destroyed. Maybe this could lead to actual canon confirmation that Cas HAS a human soul (something we have been speculating in fanon for a while now). That way Cas gets a proper humanity arc, and can begin to learn to adapt to it properly, to adjust and accept that he is still wanted and needed even when powerless. (so he can get some of that much needed growth and acceptance and love he so desperately needed following his depression and PTSD in season 11).

Either option would give Cas a story where he is questioning who he is, where he belongs, what his purpose is now… but by having Cas be resurrected human at first would give him time to realise that being human is the best choice for him, that he is still very much him even though he is human, and that he isn’t missing a part of himself.

Then when the time comes for Chuck or Jack or whoever to offer him that power again, he CHOOSES to refuse it. It is a more peaceful choice, less violent and risky like ripping out your own grace, more of a natural acceptance of who you truly are, regardless of power.

That is Cas’s true endgame: Accepting who he truly is, and where he truly belongs.