its from on of my videos

okay i can’t believe its over…

everything for me start around 4 years ago, i was starting high school and looking for new tv shows to watch, and doing a playlist for a book i came with the song ‘somebody to die for’ by hurts, i look for the subtitle version and in that video, have songs of a cute couple dancing… so i start doing some research until i found it was ‘stiles and lydia’ from teen wolf, so i start the show. 

every morning before school when i feel a little bit alone, or nervous, i watched the show, it was like they were with me in those times…and now i end high school and they, they leave too. 

i write this with tears in my eyes, it feels like an era its ending, but i’m really greatful for everything this show give me, thank you for lydia martin one of my favorite females and inspiration, for one of the best love stories ever, stydia, for all the lessons, and all the internet friends you give me teen wolf.

anonymous asked:

heeey so i listened to a bit of your "ramble" on soundcloud and i was really interested in the part about the phandom dying because i joined the phandom fairly recently (just about a year ago) and its so nice hearing that people speculated so much about their relationship in 2014/15 because i joined during the time when they were becoming very open and looking back at their old videos it just doesn't feel like the same dnp (especially dan). basically my question to you is: would you be [1/2]

able to do some sort of written explanation about their relationship changes and how they have become more open. im really interested because i have no idea about their transition from being “closeted” to being where they are now. thank you so much in advance and hope you have a good day/night 💕

of course! i’ll do it under the cut :’)

Keep reading

I woke up next to you again…

I could feel your skin pressed against mine. You were so much warmer than me. I just wanted to cuddle up into you. But I knew I couldn’t. I knew from the moment I stumbled into your apartment, and you practically ripped off my shirt, you were expecting me to sneak out before you woke up. And as much as I knew I should’ve, I couldn’t. I couldn’t pull my hand away from your stretch-mark-ridden, perfect, waist. I couldn’t stop myself from inhaling your beautiful, alcoholy-one night stand, perfect, smell. I couldn’t pull my eyes away from the way the morning light streamed through the window, illuminating your face, making you look like a goddess. I couldn’t help but feel the urge to make you a nice warm cup of coffee, just the way you like it; and run you a nice warm bath, with those pink bath salts I know you absolutely love. I couldn’t help but want to wake up with you like this every morning.

I couldn’t help but give into my fear and cowardliness. I gathered my things, stepping into the cold, windy, streets. Fighting myself, wanting to turn back and crawl into bed with you.



me: *have very important finals coming up, trying to study* “Ok, now that im FINALLY over mark’s video, i can absolutely, fully concentrate-

Jack: Anti wasn’t referring to Dark in the Pax intro, he was referring to Jack


okay but WHY

is no one talking about the fact that LWYMMD’s major graphic during the chorus

features a snake eating it’s tail

and is reminiscent of the ancient symbol of Ouroboros

which symbolizes creation out of destruction/life out of death (*cough* the old taylor swift is dead *cough*), the concept of eternity and the eternal return, death and rebirth, and immortality (*cough* i rose up from the dead, i do it all the time *cough*)

not only is she reclaiming the symbol of snake as hers BUT she’s also implying that she’s indestructible and a force to be reckoned with 

ANYway this was just your friendly reminder that everything taylor swift does is carefully planned because she’s an artistic genius 


ending scene vs bonus  

anonymous asked:

I'm honestly crying because I just now realized my anatomy is such shit and I don't know how to keep it cartoony but accurate at the same time… Any tips?

everyone should start w a basic grasp of anatomy before delving into stylized cartoony stuff, but its actually not nearly as hard as it looks/sounds. figure drawing from reference pictures is a lot easier than making up cartoonish styles in ur head, because the learning curve is so sharp.

just start drawing people you see- watch youtube videos that show candid crowds, pause it for a bit and give yourself like 1-5 minutes to quickly draw the pose and figure, and then let it go and move on to the next pose. make em vary in size from whole page to half page to ¼ page, knock out like 10 in one session, and after a few sessions i guarantee youll notice a difference. focus first on the angle & twist of the torso, and then on the pose of the arms & legs, and THEN on fleshing it out/lightly shading. its really easy to pick up, and once youre comfortable with it, you can try simplifying your linework a ton and exaggerating shit to get cartoon-y looks you enjoy that actually look 1000x better because the human eye/brain can make way more sense of them.


“Out on the verge of the rest of our lives tonight
Top of the world and we’re dressed to the nines tonight
Edge of the earth and we’re touching the sky tonight
Out on the verge of the rest of our lives…

This was my submission for the "Made With Pride” event on Deviantart. My entry on top with the yellow filter and the original transparent picture on the bottom. 

♥♥Happy Pride Month!!♥♥   


blood infections | jacksonville, FL | 3.24.15


the darkness comes closer and closer