its a tw thing you know

anonymous asked:

do you guys know any fics where its (very) angsty through almost the whole thing but has a happy ending? thank you so much !!

yes we do my friend!!! we live for these tho :’) 

  • Loud as Lions - IM NOT CRYING THERES JUST 10KFRP IN MY EYES// historical, fighter!soo and general!jongin deal with their lives and the feelings they have for each other :o (tw: internalized homophobia)
  • If My Yesterday is a Disgrace - kd are bestfriends but jongin’s feelings aren’t reciprocated therefore he wishes to stop loving soo but ksoo wakes up in a different universe where jongin isn’t his bestriend :(
  • The Woes of the Heart - pining af!! ksoo is a wedding planner and while he carries on and helps organizing jongin’s wedding, he’s suffering inside and he pours his feelings he has for jongin into the diary
  • You Are My Heart - bestfriends to lovers au, soo loves his bff but jongin is in a relationship…until one day he shows up at their house broken and sick :( this is a roller coaster of feels likeee????
  • Warm Me Better - family au, ksoo is insecure thinking he’s not enough for jongin ;;; but together they overcome all obstacles!
  • Convoluted Desires - post-war au, jongin lost his bff seungsoo and when he comes back alive but broken, he meets ss’ brother ksoo who is forced to work in a brothel and feels protective towards him
  • Whisper the words, “I love you” - they’re married but have been fighting a lot lately and unhappy with each other to the verge of divorcing which makes jongin sad so he takes ksoo on vacation in hopes to save their marriage ;;
  • Running Up That Hill - chaptered, rich!soo prostitute!nini the angst aged me 35yrs before they got their happy end boi don’t test me ever again like this 
  • Déjà Vécu - bish this reincarnation/soulmate/non au didn’t win The Best Fic for nothing you’ll be teared apart like 5x throughout the story before you deserve dat happy end>:O 
  • Straight on ‘til Morning - idk how to explain this masterpiece tbh but basically jongin is being abused by his ‘bf’ and ksoo cant do nothing but wait for him
  • Siren Song - pirates!au, this isnt /super/ angsty but jongin gets captured by captain!ksoo
  • Spring, Summer and Autumn - jongin wants ksoo to stay ;u;
  • Second Chances - jongin and ksoo are married but they go through some issues until an accident happens and one of them doesnt rmb anything :(
  • baby, please come to me - angsty drunken smut + mentions of anxiety
  • Somedays I’m Made of Metal - im!!! so ksoo sleeps around but he’s actually lonely (go figure!) and he slowly changes for jongin who doesnt make it easy for him ;)
  • Apricity and the Moon Above You - kadi’s relationship in this can be described as the sun and the moon where the moon is always waiting for the sun
  • Set Me Free - architect!jongin gets depressed when ksoo leaves him 
  • We’ll Cast Some Light - what’s angst without a hanahaki au :’) aka where someone will throw up flower petals if their love isnt reciprocated (dw it ends well hehe)
  • Yesteryear - 49k of reincarnation au where jongin tries to bond with his soulmate everytime he is reborn :’)
  • Complications; and how they arise - this is an old fic but ahh i rly do love the writing, best friends to lovers au with side!chansoo

more happy end angst fics here! happy reading c:

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Shout out to all of us with sleeping disorders and fatigue issues who have to suffer through sleep hangovers when we do finally get a good night’s sleep!

My energy gain from 12 hours of good sleep is worthless when I have to use it to fight through my headache and nausea.

Hey to all those people telling people “ it’s not so bad, just power through the cramps” when they're on their period because it’s not an excuse to miss school/work etc.!

I had bad cramps today, but I tried to “power through it” and went to class anyways, even though my grandmother had to drive me because I couldn’t walk to the bus.

I tried to “power through it” when I started to feel like I was going to throw up in the middle of my lecture, leaving to take a walk outside in the cold to try and clear my head, even though walking made my right side feel as though it was being ripped in two.

I tried to “power through it” when I started getting cold sweat all over my body, taking off my sweater and then putting it back on two seconds later because my body couldn’t decide if it was hot or cold.

 I tried to “power through it” when spots started to appear in my vision, and just kept walking towards the exit.

I tried to “power through it” when I started to dry heave, and started walking faster.

I tried to “power through it” when my ears started ringing and the spots took over my vision and I was so so hot but shivering and my side felt on fire and twisted into knots and stabbed all at once.

I tried to power through it to the point where I collapsed in the middle of my college hallway. A stranger brought me to Outreach Services, where I lay on the floor, vomiting, for an hour until somebody could pick me up and take me home.

The school paramedics told me that I had passed out because I put too much stress on my already taxed body. My body was taxed because of hormonal fluctuations and blood loss aka my period.

Nothing like this has ever happened to me before. In the past when I’ve had cramps like this, I’ve stayed in bed and eaten strawberries and watched MASH all day.

So don’t you DARE tell me that you should “power through the cramps and do it anyways”. Powering through made me pass out. Powering through made me have to be wheeled out of the school in a wheelchair because I couldn’t keep my balance to walk. Powering through made my grandmother with osteoporosis and a tendency to panic have to come pick me up from school and help me up the stairs and almost break her hip when I started to collapse backwards on the front steps. Powering through made my 13 year old brother have to supervise me while I took a bath because I was afraid I would pass out and drown (he was super sweet about it actually; we closed the curtain and he read me Voyage of the Dawn Treader). Powering through made my mother who works to support our family pretty much on her own have to take time off work to come home and make sure I was okay.

In conclusion; If someone feels crappy because of their period cramps, leave them alone. Don’t make them do things anyways, because you might make it worse. And definitely don’t make them feel bad for not wanting to do things because of cramps; that’s the reason I even got out of bed this morning. Be nice to people on their period. Possibly buy them chocolate or painkillers. Nut don’t make them do things when they have cramps, and definitely don’t tell them “it’s nothing, power through” because cramps? Cramps can be one of the worst things you could possibly imagine.

Seriously. Fuck you all.


this is a thing that’s happening now right

psa/callout on tumblr users 116 and tentacleds

EDIT: someone using thiscrush’s name and url was in the chat and we no longer believe its them that was sending the threats. 

SO @tentacleds and @116 think saying this is funny at one point they start referring to my pedo ex selling my nudes cuz they pretended they have em. ALSO they talk about falsely accusing a friend of manipulation to get out of this

@116 special shoutout to u worthless inbred freak stop threatening to rape minors if you dont want called out anymore

(huge tw for p much everything under the cut + receipts that its them):

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Don’t Romanticize Self-Harm

Holy shit

Dont romanticize self harm. dont make it seem like an okay, pretty thing. self harm is not an ‘aesthetic’, dont act like because you self harm it makes you a ‘less basic’ person.

Its ugly, its awful. Holy fuck theres nothing good about self harm, not a single thing. I know tumblr was worse about this before-but scars are not aesthetic, they are not pretty.

I'm a Freak (Connor Murphy x Reader)

Connor Murphy x Reader

TW: swearing, yelling, Connor saying he doesn’t deserve to live, unedited and short. :(

(a/n; first published fic ever!! I hope y'all like it! Its unedited and horrible, but let me know if you would like more in the future!)

656 words (I think)

Connor tossed in his bed, grumbling and angrily yanking the sheets off of himself. He sat up and sighed, running his hands through his hair. The only thing he could hear was the giggling and whispers coming from his sisters room late at night. Connor shot up from his bed and stormed into the hallway, slamming his door open. He pounded on Zoe’s door angrily.

“Shut the fuck up, you guys! Seriously! I’m trying to sleep!” Connor shouted, twisting the door handle and trying to come in.

“Go away, Connor! We’re having fun!” Zoe shouted and giggled. Connor furrowed his eyebrows as he heard more than just y/n’s voice in Zoe’s room.

Connor slammed himself against the door until it burst open. Connor was panting slightly and red in the face with anger. His anger got worse as he noticed Evan Hansen sitting next to Zoe.

“What the fuck, Zoe!?! Mom and dad said y/n Hansen could come over, not her fucking brother!” Connor fumed, not noticing the scared look on Evan’s face. You weren’t startled since you had helped with Connors bipolar disorder before.

“You, you are SO lucky mom and dad went out for the night.” Connor turned around and slammed the door before anybody could say anything.

“I-I’m sorry, Zoe, I should-should go..” Evan turned red and started to shuffle until Zoe took hold of his hands and looked him in the eye. She was whispering comforting words until you got uncomfortable.

You shuffled out of the room while the lovers were making eye contact and sweet talk. You sighed, shuffling slowly downstairs into the kitchen in only a tank top and short shorts.

Connor was pacing the kitchen when you got down there, still frustrated and trying to cool down.

“Connor?” You called out, a sad smile on your face. You stepped forward and placed an arm on his bicep.

“I’m sorry.” Connors voice broke as he dove into your arms, tears welling up in his already red eyes.
“I can’t control my anger, I’m just a freak who doesnt deserve to live.”

You held Connor and ran your fingers through his slightly messy hair.

“Connor, please, come with me to get help.” You begged, trying to convince him to talk to someone with you for the hundredth time that year.

Nobody could convince Connor to do things like you could, he was head over heels for you. He never told you, but he had ways of showing it.

“Okay,” Connor broke, trembling in your arms. “Okay.”

Nobody had known you two were together for a fact, but many people guessed you were. People made fun of you for hanging around Connor Murphy, so Connor made you promise not to tell anyone you were dating. He didn’t want anyone to pick more fun at you.

Little did you both know, Evan and Zoe were standing at the top of the stairs, watching you two.

You rocked Connor back and forth as he sniffled into your neck. He was leaning on you with his arms wrapped tight around your waist. He was shirtless and in black shorts, what he normally slept in.

“I love you,” Connor began, using the L-word for the first time ever. “I love you so much, y/n.”

Your eyes widened as you pulled him closer. “I love you too, Connor. You mean the world to me.”

Connor looked up and pressed his forehead against yours, connecting your lips for a few seconds and still swaying back and forth.

“Wow..” Evan whispered to Zoe. “So, y/n and Connor, huh?

Zoe nodded with a small smile. “She’s good for him.”

anonymous asked:

I'm heading to New Mexico in a week. What should I know?

I may not be of much help since I don’t know why you’re coming or what you’ll be doing here, but I can probably provide a few helpful hints! (This post got a little long, so bear with me…)

I do not say any of these things to scare you away, I just want you to be prepared for all that the Land of Entrapme—I mean, Enchantment—has to offer!

More under the cut, since this got so long!

The following goes for the whole of New Mexico:
• WEAR SUNSCREEN. I don’t care how dark you are, New Mexico itself is at a higher altitude than most other states, and it is in a desert area, which means you’re closer to the sun and it’s BLOODY HOT almost all year-round. Albuquerque, New Mexico sees around 340 (or more) sunny days a year. Most of them with no clouds. I have a friend from California who had literally never had a sunburn before IN HER LIFE. She got her first one here after spending twenty minutes outside jogging. It is also dry here, which means your skin will probably dry out mere moments after you take a shower. FOR YOUR SKIN’S SAKE; BATHE IN SUNSCREEN AND ALOE LOTION IF YOU HAVE TO. Don’t let this state destroy your beautiful complexion. Or…you know…give you skin cancer.

• Continuing on the fact that New Mexico has a high elevation: If you jog or ride your bike out here, you may run out of breath faster than you do in other states. Don’t worry, it’s only because the air is thin. Another thing that altitude affects is alcohol tolerance. You might not be able to handle as much as you’re used to in other states. Don’t worry, that’s just New Mexico fucking with you. But also because the air is thin. PLEASE don’t go to Sandia Crest and think you can still get away with six beers. You will probably be wasted before your third one.

• There are indeed four seasons in New Mexico, but they are not the same as everyone else’s. They are: WinterLiteTM, wiND, ATOMIC SUMMER, and then comes WIND PART II, THE VENGEANCE. We also have dust, dust, and more dust (I have probably seen more dust devils in my life than ice cream trucks. And New Mexico has a lot of shady-ass ice cream trucks). If you are asthmatic, PLEASE use your inhaler/nebuliser and sleep with an air humidifier in the room. In fact, everyone should sleep with a humidifier on, asthmatic or not. It can help prevent dry-weather nosebleeds.

• It’s not a fun subject, but here are some BUGS and CRAWLIES to watch out for:
-As with everywhere, if you’ll be spending time outside, wear bugspray and avoid mosquitos, fleas, and ticks like the plague (haha see…cos in New Mexico, the fleas and ticks might LITERALLY be carrying the ACTUAL plague. Be safe out there, kids, and don’t touch the prarie dogs).

-If you see a spider that looks like this:

It’s harmless. Its mouth is literally too small to bite you. These long-legged angels may be everywhere, but they help keep the fly population to a tolerable level. You can leave them alone and they’ll just sit there looking pretty and creepy.

-However, if you see either one of THESE fuckers:

Either leave it alone, relocate it, or if you can’t…I guess you can kill it. Just do NOT let it GET ON YOU or BITE YOU, WHATEVER YOU DO.

-We also have some problems with scorpions and centipedes. A good rule of thumb is to leave them alone and they’ll leave you alone. But if it’s little, and it’s ON you, either relocate it or kill it.

-In the more rural areas of NM, there are bullsnakes and rattlesnakes! The bullsnakes are pretty much harmless, and I can tell you stories about catching them as a wee lad. But if you encounter a rattlesnake, get THE HELL OUT. Chances are, you’ll hear it first. Back away slowly and then when you’re a safe distance away, RUN LIKE FUCK. They like to hang out in tall grass, so if at all possible, avoid running through a wide open field of grass.

• MANY OF THE PLANTS HERE WILL TRY TO KILL YOU! Don’t take it personally, they’re just angry and jealous that we have less water than everyone else. It’s quite understandable. I am too. If you see a green park and wish to run through it barefoot DON’T DO IT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. SPARE YOUR POOR FEET. If the plants don’t get you, THE SPRINKLER HEADS WILL.
Anyway, here are some evil New Mexican plants to watch out for:

-Goat heads

These fuckers don’t care who they take out, they just care that they take out AS MANY FEET, TOES, HANDS, AND FINGERS AS POSSIBLE. You thought getting a splinter was bad? These will stab your foot, stab the fingers that you use to pull it out, and then hurt for DAYS afterward. Think stepping on a lego, only it’s a stabby plant whose seedpods hide in crevices waiting to kill your feet and hands year-round.

-Foxtails and “stickers”

These will stick to everything you love and POKE THE FUCK OUT OF YOU INCESSANTLY UNTIL YOU BEG FOR FORGIVENESS FOR WHATEVER YOU DID TO DESERVE THIS PUNISHMENT. Don’t walk through grassy areas unless you’re wearing jeans and close-toed shoes. Even then, they may still poke you if they get a hold of your socks somehow (and they ALWAYS find a way).

-I don’t know what these are called so I call them “FUCK-YOU-plants”

They have a million reeny-tiny needles on their stems that will be the bane of your existence if you have to weed a garden here. Just don’t touch them. You aren’t even safe if you wear gardening gloves. NO ONE IS SAFE.

-Our thistles are spiny and look like they will MURDER YOU IN YOUR SLEEP

This is why I was always confused about why it says in Whinne the Pooh that Eeyore ate them. He was obviously eating the less-murderous variety.

Tumbleweeds. Wind garbage. Harmless, right?

THINK AGAIN. You think these things won’t kill you? They are ACTUALLY out to take over the WORLD. These fuckers can grow to be GIGANTIC and WILL NOT HESITATE to ABSOLUTELY TOTAL your car if you try to run over them. They will also bury houses and vehicles as they are allies with the wind. But hey, Albuquerque makes a cool giant snowman with them every winter, since we don’t usually have any actual snow to play with.

CACTUS. Our entire state is pretty much COVERED in cactus.

They are the most angry of all about the fact that there is no water. It is best not to argue with them or try to console them. In fact, stay a safe distance away and try not to make eye-contact. They’re pretty, but they are also murdery, so don’t be fooled by their seductive and colourful spring flowers. Some of them have delicious fruit, but the tingling sensation you feel after trying it may be due to the THOUSANDS OF TINY NEEDLES that were just deposited into your tongue. Many people plant prickly pears or chollas under their bedroom windows to deter burglars, because falling into one is literally one of the worst experiences you can imagine, shortly followed by the horrible experience you’ll have at the doctor’s office as they pluck cactus spines out of your bare bottom for forty five minutes while you bemoan every single life-choice you’ve ever made.
Also, there are often little tiny cacti with GIANT SPINES just chilling under pine trees and such, so watch where you step.

Anyway, let’s stop talking about the scary murdery stuff and start talking about the fun stuff!

New Mexico has a very chile-centric culture. New Mexicans joke that we put chile on EVERYTHING, and we’re actually not wrong. We put chile on our pizza, we put it in our brownies and cakes…we got chile chocolate, chile chips, chile candy, chile cornbread, chile WINE, chile COFFEE, and CHILE PEANUT BRITTLE (which is SO GOOD I would probably actually kill a man for it. Or I’d let the cacti do it and feign non-involvement).

If you are dining at a New Mexican restaurant, you may hear the words “Red, Green, or Christmas?” ass-smack in the middle of July. Don’t worry. They are not trying to sell the jolly holiday of winter to you as a side-dish with your meal. They want to know if you want red chile, green chile, or both (т.е; red + green = christmas). If you like it hot, I would suggest going with the green. Hatch chile is usually hot and delicious. If you’re on the fence, you can get it on the side, or go for the usually milder red chile (which stains like a MOTHERFUCKER do NOT eat it if you are clumsy like me and any part of your clothing is light-coloured! If you must eat it, wear BLACK), but if you’re feeling adventurous, go with both.

Here are a few must-try New Mexican dishes with chile in them (ok they pretty much ALL have chile in them, who am I kidding)

Huevos rancheros: The New Mexican breakfast of CHAMPIONS.

You can get this at most restaurants if they advertise New Mexican food. I’d get it at Frontier if you’re gonna be in Albuquerque.

The Frontier/Golden Pride breakfast burrito

The Frontier/Golden pride restaurants are a MUST-VISIT if you end up in Albuquerque. As for their burritos? They’ve been voted best in the city (if not the state) COUNTLESS times. Whether it’s a #9 or a #11, the tortillas are fresh, the chile is hot, and the burrito you get is DE-FUCKIN-LICIOUS.

Posole and Tamales

These are usually a winter favourite served around Christmastime, but I think I speak for a lot of New Mexicans when I say that they are delicious no matter WHAT time of the year you’re enjoying them.

Green Chile Rellenos

Because a deep-fried, cheese-stuffed green chile is ALWAYS a good idea.

Green chile Pepperoni Pizza

You can ONLY get this in New Mexico, but you can get it literally ANYWHERE in the state. My favourite is served at a tiny pizzaria in Ruidoso called Cafe Rio, but I guess it’s ok at Dion’s too.
(Fun fact: most New Mexican chains/franchises also carry green chile. For example, New Mexican Subway carries green chile, and you can put it on literally ANY sandwich you want).

New Mexico has breathtaking views, a whole lot of must-see tourist attractions, and yes we are the state where Breaking Bad was filmed (there RV are tours for that). It’s a place with a lot to offer. It kinda sucks to live here, but it’s awesome to visit! I won’t go into detail on the sights since this post got a little long, but if you have a question specifically about the sights to see, I can definitely make a post about them! Let me know!

(And to all the New Mexicans seeing this post: feel free to add anything I might have missed)


Derek: “I have no clue how you deal with them. I mean look at them Ethan and Benny are like carbon copies of Stiles and Scott. Who knows how bad the four of them could be together.” 
Sarah: “Hey, at least your Erica and my Erica are getting along. After they got over the werewolf/vampire thing. It’s freaky how much they’re alike and I don’t know if that’s good or bad.”
Derek: “I’m honestly just waiting to see how much Rory can annoy Isaac before Isaac strangles him.”
Sarah: “Yeah, Rory has that effect on people. Luckily they have you and me to keep them in place or who knows where these dorks would be without us.”    

The 100 ways to say 'I love you' OTH edition
  • 1. "Always and forever."
  • 2. "I wanted you to fight for me."
  • 3. "Don't say I never gave you anything."
  • 4. "Hey, pretty girl."
  • 5. "I don't know what I'd do without you."
  • 6. "This is how I spent my summer, wanting you."
  • 7. "You are not allowed to quote from my letters."
  • 8. "You are not an idiot, not even close."
  • 9. "I needed to hear your voice."
  • 10. "Didn't you miss me while you were away?"
  • 11. "This is gonna work, right?"
  • 12. "When are we gonna get to that kissing part?"
  • 13. "I am the guy for you, ____."
  • 14. "You told me to fight for you and I did."
  • 15. "Please stay."
  • 16. "It means a lot to me to know you are here."
  • 17. "Why won't you ever just let me all the way in?"
  • 18. "I’ve given exactly two of these embarrassing speeches in my entire life, and they’ve both been with you."
  • 19. "I miss this, you know? Talking to you."
  • 20. "I need you to need me back."
  • 21. "Can I help you?"
  • 22. "I’m here for you forever."
  • 23. "You always make everything better for me."
  • 24. "Hoes over bros?"
  • 25. "You have me no matter what."
  • 26. "I wish you would've told me."
  • 27. "We made it, didn’t we?"
  • 28. “You think I need to see you with my eyes to know what’s going on with you.”
  • 29. "You're always saving me."
  • 30. "I can't live without you."
  • 31. "When all my dreams come true, the one I want next to me... It's you."
  • 32. "Nothing will happen to you, I promise."
  • 33. "It’s always gonna be there, isn’t it? Me and you?"
  • 34. "I sort of like you, you know that?"
  • 35. "I want all the same things you want."
  • 36. "I don't hate you."
  • 37. "Your art matters. It’s what got me here."
  • 38. "Or I can stay if you want."
  • 39. "I wanna have everything with you."
  • 40. "It didn’t mean anything."
  • 41. "It won't happen again."
  • 42. "That girl has been nearly impossible to find but worth every second of the wait."
  • 43. "Maybe I can wish something for you."
  • 44. "You look skinny as ever."
  • 45. "You deserve this."
  • 46. "You’ve taught me to trust."
  • 47. "You see the world in a way that no one else does."
  • 48. "You appreciate everything."
  • 49. "There’s no one in the world like you."
  • 50. "I like it when you get me."
  • 51. "I’m happy to be gotten."
  • 52. "You make sad look beautiful."
  • 53. "I realized how empty my world was without you in it."
  • 54. "Hey, gorgeous."
  • 55. "You don't know me well enough to judge me."
  • 56. "Actually, I feel like I do know you."
  • 57. "We’re us, _____."
  • 58. "You’re sexy when you play football."
  • 59. "You look even more beautiful than in my dreams."
  • 60. "You should know I plan on making every one of your dreams come true."
  • 61. "I could have held you in my arms forever and it still wouldn’t have been long enough."
  • 62. "I need you to get past this."
  • 63. "You are too amazing to carry this around."
  • 64. "Every song ends, is that any reason not to enjoy the music?"
  • 65. "Everything was so much simpler when it was just you and me."
  • 66. "I gotta be honest with you, I could never officially give you away."
  • 67. "Because my world is better with you in it."
  • 68. "I will always be there for you."
  • 69. "I will always protect you."
  • 70. "Can I stay with you tonight?"
  • 71. "I just don’t want to do anything to drive you away."
  • 72. "I don’t want to be that guy anymore."
  • 73. "I wanna be somebody that’s good enough to be seen with you."
  • 74. "We made it."
  • 75. "Thank you for believing in me."
  • 76. "I am not going anywhere."
  • 77. "I don’t ever want to lose you."
  • 78. "Till kingdom come."
  • 79. "But everything is better with you."
  • 80. "I miss you in forever ways."
  • 81. "I like you, more than you know."
  • 82. "You are the devil, aren't you?"
  • 83. "I do like waking up to you."
  • 84. "It's unbelievable how much I hate you."
  • 85. "They are great. So are you."
  • 86. "I promise you I’ll still feel the same way about you that I do right now."
  • 87. "I’m voting for her because of her heart and her spirit."
  • 88. "Do you know how terrible it is to be disconnected from your best friend?"
  • 89. "I could’ve loved the girl in this picture."
  • 90. "I'm gonna miss you most of all."
  • 91. "How can you not see that?"
  • 92. "I remember looking in that mirror and telling you how special you are."
  • 93. "Girls just want somebody to want them back."
  • 94. "What's underneath all the clothes?"
  • 95. "I wanted to come see you because I knew something was wrong."
  • 96. "Forgiveness is love, you know?"
  • 97. "You are the best thing that has ever happened to me."
  • 98. "It's absolutely your business."
  • 99. "My home is your home now."
  • And...
  • 100. "I love you, you know that?"

Isaac Lahey Imagine
Imagine arguing with isaac all the time but once you are in danger he realizes his love for you.

“So… Y/N what’s your strategy? Claws and fangs?” Isaac questioned? knowing it would get on my nerves. You could say I was a little bitter that I had no spectacular abilities.
“I don’t need powers to be a badass, scarf boy” I responded with a smirk. When the fight started the three of us: Allison, Isaac and me went to fight different oni’s. I saw Isaac struggling but sighed in relief when Allison saved him, caught up in the moment I didn’t notice the oni swing at me. It plunged its sword in my stomach and i fell to the ground.
Isaac came up to me with tears forming in his eyes. “Y/N, I know we fight but you have to stay… for me…” his voice was early above a whisper. It took all my energy to catch the last thing he said. “Please Y/N, I love you…” at this I drifted off to an eternal slumber.

anonymous asked:

I know a few days ago you said you'd stop discussing Outlander and/or Sam and Cait. Let them live their lives etc since it seems it's what they want. Does that mean no more jackassery of any kind? No kale? Do you think the DSC is also just trying to live her (private) life? What I'm asking is are you 100% out or 99% out?

I had planned on just checking out for the Lenten Season from all things Outlander. Taking a wee break. However……

King O Fucktards is now bragging loudly on TW that he will be traveling to South Africa soon. Long ago Diana remarked he would make a good Father Fogden. I have a sneaking suspicion this will be the case. As I sit here right now, if Outlander chooses to reward that rat bastard with a guest role after the mockery that man has made of its online fandom, fuck it. I am out. Not that anyone will give a damn, but there it is. 

I love the books and I always will, but I cannot continue to support a tv show that chooses to embrace a man who openly and unabashedly degrades it’s own fan base of women. 

Way to be a beacon for women’s rights there, Outlander. 

Good God, I hope I’m wrong and he’s just going to witness the infamous shark frenzy. If I’m right, though, this non shipper book fan has got much better things to give my attention to. Y'all can have each other. Good luck. 

I’ll punch a guy someday while explaining that being okay with lesbians because they are “sexy” and not being okay with gay men is homophobia. If you ever get in a conversation like this, don’t. Mansplaining of this is one of the worst things I have ever heard and I want to legit throw myself screaming every time a guy says: “It’s not the same thing.”

Being okay with women being together and not being okay with men being together is homophobia and I’ll fight (and I do) anyone who suggests otherwise.

I don’t know if the other way around exists, never met anyone like that thank kittens, but that is homophobia as well. 

Why is “character who doesn’t like being touched panicking because their friend/teammate/whoever is trying to touch them” funny to you at all.

It demonstrates a gross disregard for the boundaries of others and miss me with that “its fiction” bullshit cause y'all *know* the things we produce and share are reflections of our thoughts and experiences.

If seeing a character made visibly uncomfortable by people who are supposed to support them is amusing to you then you need to spend some serious time reflecting on yourself and probably have some people you owe apologies to for overstepping their boundaries.

movedto-cottonmoths  asked:

uhhhhh hi i noticed u know a lot abt bugs nd like telling bug facts so if u still want to, do you know any cool facts abt moths?? theyre my favorite!! if not thats ok, have a nice day

I LOVE MOTHS AA YES you guys can aLWAYS ask me about bugs i will always provide cool bug facts

alright! moths.. hmm 

did you know this BEAUTIFUL moth right here:

Called the regal moth (look how regal and beautiful she is~) comes from this terrifying caterpillar? 

its been named the ‘hickory horned devil’ due to its barbed horns all over it. Its absolutely terrifying. 

another cool thing (thats scary) is the Giant Silkworm Moth.

While it may look beautiful, its caterpillar, 

is extremely poisonous! its one of the only caterpillars (that i know of) thats sting is so bad it can cause death.

another thing is, did you know moths are extremely good at mimicking other animals? 

Theres the hornet moth which looks like this!:

its basically a giant fluffy friendly hornet! but its evolved to look like one in hopes things do not eat it. Which is a good idea, since if one of those flew near me i’d shriek. 

another cool fact, 

some moths dont have mouths! the luna moth

for example, has no mouth at all and its adult life expediency is only about a week. 

another interesting thing, is when they’re in their cocoon, they completely liquify and reform! which a lot of people know, but did you know they keep their memories? 

Scientists did an experiment where they released scents to caterpillars and sort of ‘trained’ them to react to them. Then let them build cocoons and when the moth emerged, they released the scents. and the moth reacted exactly how the caterpillar was trained too!

you can read more about that study here! (but be warned, they’re quite cruel to the poor caterpillars so tw for that)

and lastly, one more cool moth to show you, is the death-head moth! 

this terrifying moth with black and orange/red markings has a visible skull on its thorax and while moth moths are quiet, this moth makes angry squeaks when irritated! which can be heard here


“I think they’re both wounded warriors who don’t bleed on other people. Cap has no one to bleed on. I think Sam knows how to handle people like that. … Sometimes when things are bad, trusting a stranger is the way to go.” - Chris Evans.

anonymous asked:

2D with his S/O having a fukcing breakdown from school and going into a literal hysteria attack (I get these and they are The Worst™) I need some of the fuck shit

A/N: mood. but feel better babes you can get through it!

  • He usually leaves you to yourself whenever you’re busy with schoolwork or studying for an exam. Sometimes he’ll feel bad to see you hunched up at your desk or staring at your computer screen for hours and he’ll bring you a snack and something to drink.
  • This day in particular, you were overwhelmed with what seemed to be endless amounts of papers, had two exams the next day you hadn’t even began studying for and it was already so late into the night, panic started to take over.
  • 2D wasn’t sure what to do at first when you started to panic, as it almost influenced his own. He held you for a while until your breathing returned to normal and wiped the tears that fell down your cheeks with his thumbs. He took you away from it all, a break being the best for you as the two of you headed somewhere quiet.
  • Once you were calmed enough, the two of you began to talk, you explaining your frustration. He listens carefully, waiting until you’re completely finished to give his advice. He tells you if things get too hectic in the present to just find comfort in the future, explaining how all your efforts will pay off in the end.
  • When you’re feeling much better he returns you to your work, sitting beside you or behind you with his arms wrapped around your waist as he watches you finish, helping in anyway you ask him to.

lol i just finished the semester with all fUCkING A’S SUCK MY DICK BIO and had war flashbacks writing this. anywayyyy here’s a thingy thing whenever i get The Stress™ i just convince myself i’m gonna be okay in the future you know? it used to help me a lot in high school and i’ve been doin it since but everyone is different so i dunno good luck in your endeavors and remember hard work pays off :>