4.BLACK MEN ONLY!!! (SOME HISPANICS).. BUT IM NOT INTO WHITE MEN SORRY
5. NOOOO MEN OVER 30
6. LASTLY NOOOO KIK?? NO TRADING!!
AND FYI… I am a 100% Female, yes i kno im pretty n freaky its hard to believe lol. But im tired of being asked “Are you a Tranny” cause i have an ass play fetish!! I was born Stephanie Myriah Brown i am not a man! N I DO NOT HAVE A PENIS :)
Name: Syxlio Nickname(s): Leo, lighthouse, and probably another one I’m forgetting Gender: Masc aligned agender Sexuality: pansexual Zodiac: Aries Height: Idk??? 5′9 or 5′10 Average Amount of Sleep: 2-5 hours (it really sucks Current Time: 12:30 am Favorite Animal(s): Deers and foxes Dogs or Cats?: Aye why not both Blog Age: Probably a bit over a year or so Reasoning Behind Having a Tumblr:So originally I was obsessed with fandom stuff and was thinking “whoa, all the cool older kids are on tumblr and they’re so aesthetic” along with seeing a shit ton of ‘meeting my internet bff’ vidoes but now I’m tired, gay, and living for the memes.
Realize that Michael has a tumblr so what if he stumbles upon YOUR blog and just starts stalking you. and you see that you have a new follow with a weird name but you think nothing about it. But Michael is just sitting there on his phone saving all the selfies you post, and whenever you say (type) something about him he flips out inside! And then soon enough he learns ( or already knows) how to photoshop so he photoshops you two together. But you’ll scroll down your newsfeed and see that picture he photoshopped of you two and you just think “oh how nice someone photoshopped me with mikey!”
to count all of my absences in school, id sum it all up to a month.
yesterday, i told myself i was gonna go to school. but i forgot to do my assignments and ill probably be humiliated for it. so i didnt go to school.
today’s tuesday, and i told myself i was gonna go to school. my class starts at 1:30 pm but its already 11:30 am. i havent finished the script for our 2nd film in film prod. class, we have a speech choir performance in oral communication (havent even attended a single practice except for that one practice in school), i havent passed the 5 activities in personal development, havent event learned anything new in science, and i think we have that thesis in filipino or sonething. i dont even know.
IM JUST TIRED. I WANNA DROP OUT. IM LOSING INTEREST IN SCHOOL. COMPLETELY.
but at the same time, guilt is fucking me up. im constantly reminded that i wwould be a family disappointment if i dont do anything. i would have to repeat my 11th grade if i dont get my shit together. i would always be humiliated if i dont do something right.
ITS JUST HARD. IM SO PRESSURED. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. I WASNT LIKE THIS. I WANNA GO BACK TO WHO I WAS BUT SOMEHOW I CANT. I JUST. I DONT KNOW.
IM THAT KIND OF PERSON WHO FUCKED UP ONE THING AND THINKS THAT I CANT CHANGE IT ANYMORE AND KEPT FUCKING UP SOME MORE. AND NOW I FEEL LIKE CANT GO BACK. BECAUSE IM FUCKING SCARED. SCARED OF WHAT??? I DONT FUCKING KNOW.