its 1 am and dont have anything to do

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indigo thinking: ooohh… its her diary?? hell yea i’m bout 2 get the tea lmao

“dear diary,

i dont know why but.. i don’t feel anything for kolton anymore. why am i even saying anymore… i never have? like he’s good looking but like… i’m not into him? i don’t even get it.. hes the best looking dude in school.. he treats me good.. he likes me?? what is wrong with me? whenever he kisses me i feel sick. whenever he tells me how beautiful i am all i can do is smile. i can’t feel the same way and it kills me. and the fucked up thing is, is that i don’t feel this way about any guys. i never have. i haven’t really been attracted to anyone… until she came along. i can’t get her out of my fucking head. why? shes a bitch, her laugh is obnoxious, her freckles are ridiculous, shes a bad influence… but for some reason i don’t care? those are all things that i love about her. i don’t get it. i want to hate her so bad but i cant… why can’t i just feel these feelings with him? why can’t i just be normal.”

indigo thinking: welp i don’t think these are her notes

okay. I am not quite having regrets about that article, but I definitely feel so very exposed right now and I just can’t do anything for the rest of the day and want to be wrapped in a warm blanket right now

according to PT it already has 1.2k shares (what the fuck it’s only been a few hours) and a comment which is a positive comment thank god. I can’t keep checking it because I know comments will upset me at some point but I am a bit anxious and slightly compulsive??

The Stealing Edit Thing

So here I will show you that I didn’t stole anything and I really spend 4 fucking hours on that edit…And no one is coming from no where to tell me that I stole it because now im freaking mad and believe me you dont want to see me when I am mad…!

So please read what I will say hear..

Lets start with some basic details that show that they are different

Here is my first edit of the post:

Here is hers*im not going to tag her because if she really wants to solve this case and see if I really stole it she would have come to my blog and find my colorings and see the way I color so she can understand what going on something I believe she didnt done*

So I am going to show the differences here and then I will put some light on mine to see if those differences are still there

Number 1:

Mine:

Hers:

The shading is different and even if I put light on mine the shading is NOT going to be a shade of pink because hers its has the shade of pink and the shade is different even IF I have stole it I couldn’t change the shading in the way I have it now just try it

Number 2

Mine

Hers:

The clothes!!Those epecially look at Mikasa’s scarf …when I colored it I used multiply she maybe used something else because multiply doesnt color the strokes

Number 3:

The shappering! I dont have shapering she has!

Number 4:

The size of the imagizes

Mine: Width:540 Height:156

Hers: Width:500 Height:150

Even if I resize them to the same Width then:(lets make mine with width 500*

Here are the results:

Lets make hers with size 540:

WE CUT THE IMAGIZE WITH DIFFERENT SHAPES DAMN IT!

Number 6

LETS CHANGE THE BRIGHTNESS OF THEM SHALL WE?

Lets change mine:

Before:

After:

Hers:

I will leave the conclusions to you because I am fucking sick of that thing!!

Oh and here is the clue that I changed the brightness of mine

Now lets change her brightness:

Before:

After:

And here is the settings

YOUR CONCLUSION!!

IM MOVING ON ON THE NEXT IMAGE BECAUSE THEY ARE 3 AND I NEED TO EXPLAIN FORALL OF THEM BECAUSE I AM SO PISSED OF!

Lets start with the next images which are these:

Mine:

Hers:

I will do what I did to the previous:

Number 1:

DETAILS

Mine:

Hers:

So I forgot to color her month!I didnt color her eyes..Ans also their clothes

She did that!

AND HERE I WILL SAY ANOTHER DIFFERENCE:

THE BACKGROUND..LOOK HERS AND MINE…YEAH GUYS THEY ARE EXACTLY THE SAME LETS REPORT MXKAELAH’S POST!

Number 2:

THE WAY WE CUT THE IMAGES DAMN IT!!

ITS SO OBVIOUS!!

I DONT HAVE TO PUT ANOTHER PICTURES HERE TO SEE THEM!

Number 3:

Lets change the brightness again!

Mine before:

After:

Here are the settings:

And lets do hers:

Before:

After/:

The settings:

I AM NOT GOING TO SAY ANYTHING…YOU CAN UNDERSTAND ALONE!

Number 4:

The shading is totally different!

I am not going to put any other pictures of this lets move on image 3!

Mine:

Hers:

Number 1:\

LOOK AT THEIR CLOTHES ESPECIALLY ARMIN;S AND MIKASA’S

Mine:

Hers:

She colored the jacket blue I color it grey..She put some more details on Mikasa’s skirt I DIDNT!

Number 2:

The shading again is different! look at her walls and look at mine!

The same goes for the faces!

Number 3

This will be the last because I am not going to continue this thing!

Lets change the brightness!! (my fav thing wow :p)

Mine before:

After:

Settings:

AND HERS(BEFORE):

AFTER:

SETTINGS:

.YOUR CONCLUSION!

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.

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SO THATS IT! THIS IS THE LAST THING I DO FOR THIS FUCKING THING! IF YOU WANT TO BELIEVE ME DO IT IF YOU DONT DO WHATEVER YOU WANT!

I NEVER STOLE SOMEONES WORK BECAUSE

1. I RESPECT THEM

2.I KNOW HOW THEY FEEL

3.I KNOW HOW MUCH TIME IT TAKES TO MAKE THEM

If she is reading this now here is my message for her:

After all of this if you still think I stole it  then tell me so I can block you because I am not a kind of person that is afraid to show the truth to the world or gives up and do what the others say! If I have right! I will do everything to prove it!Now You can shut your big mouth take done the post you done for me and leave me in peace..Thank you.

PS:I dont care about followers or notes..People will like me the way I am and with the work that I do!If you had MIND you would go to my blog and see how many edits I have done..but you didnt…


Thanks guys for reading this if you want to say something just leave a question! I would be happy to answer that!


**btw I only used brightness because she continuously kept saying that if we lower the brightness the edits are the sane*

*sorry for the language mistakes I was so pissed of I didnt know what I was writing*

no offense but im incredibly distrustful of like so many people on here because you all follow the same homophobic, racist, misogynistic, abusive ship defending man on here and none of you! ever say anything about it! no one ever calls him out on anything!!! hes been most obviously lesbophobic and i am so suspicious of everyone who still follows / interacts with him because its so OBVIOUS what a disgusting person he is. idk what you guys are thinking honestly but like. i see you interacting with him and i dont trust you in the slightest. the only time i have ever seen him get called out for ANYTHING is by me and one (1) anon. anyway i might do a masterpost at some point of like. all the bullshit he’s pulled but in the meantime take a look at yourself and who you’re deciding to follow lol

PLEASE READ, SAVE A SQUEAK

general all and all post about cosplays:

so

i have a lot. A LOT  of messages

and a lot of them are saying the same thing

SO I’m going to update, and restate some important facts about all this and if i get more about selling cosplays outside of those I’ve spoken to I’ll go ham bc i know you didn’t take the time to read anything I’ve posted

1) I am only selling three cosplays at the moment, I’m doing it in waves so I’ll be selling more later (BUT NOT NOW, SO DONT ASK)

2) Of the three I’m selling, I’m already full on possible buyers, please don’t ask to be added Its really hard to keep track, i have over 3,000 messages and please be mindful 

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and of course 3) I don’t mean to be brash, but I really don’t handle being absolutely overwhelmed with messages very well, especially when a lot of them are asking the same exact thing. I really don’t want to be rude, but Its frustrating and I’m just aiming to take what i can handle, which right now is selling 3 costumes, with 3 people on the roster to get them. I will release what three I’m selling next, after I’ve shipped this batch

thank yee