itany

anonymous asked:

What was your favorite line from sETHER?

the whole thing was a literal religious experience.

But some of the lines I GAGGED @:

“Been through mad crews, you disloyal hoochie
Now all of a sudden you back with Drake and Tunechi?
After he said you sucked his dick, you back with Gucci?
Who next, Puff, Deb or Fendi? You a A-list groupie”

“And to be the Queen of Rap, you gotta actually rap
The whole industry know that your shit is a wrap
No, to be the Queen of Rap, you can’t have a ghostwriter
And that’s why this is my house, Flo Rida
Niggas done seen Drake penning, Wayne penning
And since your first boyfriend left, bitch ain’t winning
You a Internet troll, a Web browser, I’m sorry
You can’t get her online with out Safaree!”

“Mentioning guns, you Pussy Galore, James Bond
Only time you touch a trigga is when you fucked Trey Songz”

“Coke head, you cheated on your man with Ebro
I might leak the footage of you sniffing them ski slopes
They gassing you up, but you been on E, though
“Pills and Potions,” yep, you been on E, hoe
Got your ghostwriters back, so you think you lit”

“Only the kids believe in you, you St. Nick”

“I’m jealous? Bitch, you was happy when they took me
Best thing that ever happened to you was when they booked me”

“You claimed you never fucked Drake, now that’s where you took me
You fucked the whole Empire, who you trying to be, Cookie?”

“And stop talking numbers, you signed a 360 deal
Through Young Money, through Cash Money, through Republic
Which means your money go through five niggas before you touch it
Any videos, promotions come out of your budget
Endorsements, tour and merchandise, they finger-fuck it
You make like 35 cents off of each ducat
I own my masters, bitch, independent
So for every sale I do, you gotta do like ten”

“Stop comparing yourself to Jay, you not like him
You a motherfucking worker, not a boss like Rem”

And I saw Meek at All-Star, he told me your ass dropped

He couldn’t fuck you for three months because your ass dropped

Now I don’t think y'all understand how bad her ass got

The implants that she had put in her ass popped

I was like, “Damn, 90 days and you couldn’t have box?

Did she at least compensate? Start giving you mad top?

Her name Minaj, right? She ain’t throw you some bad thots?”

He said “Nah,” that’s when I knew you was really a trash bop


“Talking shit about me to a deaf bitch
And usually I have sympathy for the impaired
But not when you hard of hearing from untreated gonorrhea”


“I’m the bad girl when she the one out here misleading the black girls?
All these fake asses influenced by that girl
Dying from botched surgeries, what a sad world
But before the butt job, you was a Spongebob”

“"Guess who supports a child molester? Nicki Minaj
You paid for your brother’s wedding? That’s hella foul
How you spending money to support a pedophile?
He a walking dead man, sending threats to him
I guess that’s why they call you Barbie, you was next to Ken
Talkin’ ‘bout your money long and your foreign sick
Why you ain’t help your bro hide his cum from forensics
You probably somewhere overseas, foreign sick”

DEAD.

“Meek, Drake, Safaree, I see men in your pants
We call that Jelani, get it? Semen in your pants”

VH1, watch this
You just got bodied by a Love & Hip-Hop bitch

Shoutouts to Youmacon for still not having reimbursing us 5 months later.

Posting this here in the hopes that:

  • Someone on the Youmacon staff will see it
  • Any content creators invited in the future say “no.” I’m lucky enough to be in a position where this amount of money is not a devastating loss to my financial stability, but I know that’s not the case for everyone.
Sedated
Hozier
Sedated

Just a little rush, babe
To feel dizzy, to derail the mind of me
Just a little hush, babe
Our veins are busy but my heart’s in atrophy
Any way to distract and sedate
Adding shadows to the walls of the cave

You and I nursing on a poison that never stung
Our teeth and lungs are lined with the scum of it
Somewhere for this, death and guns
We are deaf, we are numb
Free and young and we can feel none of it

Something isn’t right, babe
I keep catching little words but the meaning’s thin
I’m somewhere outside my life, babe
I keep scratching but somehow I can’t get in
So we’re slaves to any semblance of touch
Lord we should quit but we love it too much

Sedated we’re nursing on a poison that never stung
Our teeth and lungs are lined with the scum of it
Somewhere for this, death and guns
We are deaf, we are numb
Free and young and we can feel none of it

Darlin’, don’t you, stand there watching, won’t you
Come and save me from it
Darlin’, don’t you, join in, you’re supposed to
Drag me away from it

Any way to distract and sedate
Adding shadows to the walls of the cave

You and I nursing on a poison that never stung
Our teeth and lungs are lined with the scum of it
Somewhere for this, death and guns
We are deaf, we are numb
Free and young and we can feel none of it

Sedated we’re nursing on a poison that never stung
Our teeth and lungs are lined with the scum of it
Somewhere for this, death and guns
We are deaf, we are numb
Free and young and we can feel none of it

itany-loves-j2  asked:

Hey Sera! Have you watched Jensen's Sunday solo panel? (if not, I suggest both Kreespa and Amberdreams' vids). Anyway, I think it was an amazing panel! So interesting and, dare I say, Jensen looked even more comfortable with the audience this year than during the past years (and NOT bc of any 'apple juice'!). I think it shows that the fans really do feel more and more like a 'family' (or at least like 'acquaintances') to him as the years go by :)

Hello, sweetheart!

I finally got around to watching it and it was wonderful! Especially from the perspective of a Supernatural fan. He really got the chance to go deep into his character’s feeling and motivations. I was very pleased with the scene between Dean and Mary and it was interesting to hear how Jensen felt about it! Somehow I was not surprised to discover that the closure given to Dean was a “happy accident”, though. *winks*

I feel that Jensen has gained a lot of self-confidence in these past years and manages better on his own than he used to. In some inexplicable way I think that Jensen is also more comfortable in his skin than he was before! He used to let Jared do most of the talking not that long ago, but these days he’s confident enough to stand on his own, so to speak.

I think that the freedom given to the J’s during what we call the Austin era has awarded them the opportunity to grow more as people. Jared’s breakdown in 2015 must’ve been quite a wake-up call for them both - bad things can happen when you don’t allow yourself to be who you are. Since they are so tight-knit, the lesson must’ve applied to them both and thank goodness for that!

Jensen’s courteous behaviour to the fans was so lovely to witness. Daniela apparently wanted to end the panel early due to someone livestreaming against the rules, but Jensen wouldn’t have it - instead he went overtime to compensate the disruption. I truly think he loves his fans a lot and enjoys doing these conventions. 

I’m glad there was so many good questions in this panel. We got to see Jensen talk about what he does the best - acting! It warms my heart to know that Dean still means so much to him. He could probably just act on autopilot after so many years of experience, but he doesn’t. He’s still thinking of the motivations behind his character and building him up. It’s marvelous!

Thank you for the message, sweet Itany! Is it a national day off in Italy as well? If so, I hope you have a very relaxing day.

Originally posted by jensenfans

❤ Friendly reminders ❤

Some helpful reminders and positivity ^-^

If you haven’t eaten today, go eat now or as soon as you can

If you made yourself a cup of tea, don’t forget to drink it! (I did this today)

If you need to pee, go pee right now

Don’t forget to reply to that text or email you said you would ‘answer later’

Remember that thing you said ‘I’ll do it in a bit’? Go do it

Any special dates coming up? (reminder for anyone who needs to remember a birthday or something)

Been sat down for hours? Get up and stretch for a minute 

Been writing and drawing for hours non stop? Take a break to give your hand a stretch and a rest

Were there any chores you were supposed to get done that you haven’t started yet? Good job I just reminded you then 

Do you have any homework/assignments due soon that you forgot about? If so I just saved you by reminding you :p

Relax any part of your body that might be tense without you realising (I do this all the time)

Breathe. 


If today was a bad day, tomorrow can still be better 

If you have a lot of bad days, it doesn’t mean it will be this way forever

You’re beautiful, you’re awesome.

You’re strong. Have something you need to get through? You got this. You can do the thing.

You’re unique. You’re you.

You’re the best you there could ever be! ^-^

“The System Only Dreams In Total Darkness”

Maybe I listen more than you think
I can tell that somebody sold you
We said we’ve never let anyone in
We said we’d only die of lonely secrets

The system only dreams in total darkness
Why are you hiding from me?
We’re in a different kind of thing now
All night you’re talking to God

I thought that this would all work out after a while
Now you’re saying that I’m asking for too much attention
Loss of no other faith is light enough for this place
We said we’d only die of lonely secrets

The system only dreams in total darkness
Why are you hiding from me?
We’re in a different kind of thing now
All night you’re talking to God

I cannot explain it
Any other, any other way
I cannot explain it
Any other, any other way

The system only dreams in total darkness
Why are you hiding from me?
We’re in a different kind of thing now
All night you’re talking to God

I cannot explain it
Any other, any other way
I cannot explain it
Any other, any other way

I cannot explain it
Any other, any other way
I cannot explain it
Any other, any other way

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Che magari poi la scrivo una bomba con Calcutta
ma tu capiresti bene chi è Gigi e chi è Calcutta

anonymous asked:

Hey, do you have any blog recommendations for trans boys who want to properly 'learn' how to be a boy? I mean something that basically shows you around and teaches you that what a dad usually would to his son. I hope you understand what I mean but I'd really need resources like that because I never know how to behave as a boy and everything.

I know exactly what you are meaning but its difficult to find any resources on it. Its stuff you’re just expected to know so being trans its a lot we can have to work out for ourselves. If you have a male figure in your life it may be beneficial to try and ask them for any advice. Just observing others can help as well so you can pick up on things. Theres a lot involved in all of this from etiquette, behaviour, how to do things and unspoken rules that people just know

I found this which was about the only useful thing, it might have some tips you can use (as always dont read the gross bigoted comments):

How to Behave Male

You dont have to conform to stereotypes of behaviour though and thats all such things are. If its something that helps you though or something you want to do then go ahead. Some of those tips may be useful, others maybe not. Its just a collection of things that may help somewhat. Not finding much else of use that is what you are looking for as I know what you mean by it

Any followers have any resources on this?

Thank you again for the request!Hope you  liked it

any grammatical errors tell me

Zen

  • Well they had a fight
  • Like every other couple have
  • Normal
  • They passed that phase
  • Of course, MC was a little too rough in this fight
  • Zen was just being attacked
  • Mc is a beast!
  • But now, everything was alright
  • That fight was like, 1 week ago
  • They are the lovely couple again
  • But you are with a guilty consciousness
  • You should not have said all those things
  • That he don’t was talented, only beautiful, that people only love him for his face, not for his performances
  • That his career will never go further
  • In the moment of the discussion, Zen was destroyed
  • They were fighting because he is always on the rehearsal
  • He was trying so hard, to be better
  • And she was saying that he never gonna be better
  • That hurts
  • If any other person say this to him, he will prove that the person is wrong
  • But it was you
  • His princess
  • The love of his life
  • It hurts so much
  • But now everything is fine!
  • Right..?
  • No..
  • That guilty consciousness  is bigger and bigger
  • You just can’t take anymore
  • You have to say sorry, you have to talk about  it, this is killing you!
  • When Zen come back from rehearsals ,he go towards you and kiss your cheek
  • “Hello princess, i’m back, sorry for being late, i will take a shower ok?”
  • You just nodded, every time he comes back from rehearsals, you remember the discussion, you see him walking towards the bathroom 
  • “W-Wait…ZEN!”
  • He turns to you, giving a gentle smile that killed you even more
  • “I..Want to talk about that fight that we had”
  • “Why you want to talk about this,baby?Let this remain in the past”
  • He said laughting, he don’t know how is hard to you let this fight get away from your mind
  • “NO!" 
  • You scream sad, he is surprised by the scream you gave
  • "No…I need to talk about it..”
  • You said a little more calm, and he just, sits in a chair, giving all his attention to you
  • And you look at him, Understanding that he is letting you talk
  • “The things that i said to you,you know that i don’t thing any of these things..Right?”
  • But before he could even answer, you just starts crying
  • “I’m so so sorry, i know how hard you’re trying right now!”
  • You just starts to cry a lot, and Zen can’t stay still and run to you hugging you
  • “It’s  okay babe…Don’t cry”
  • “No it’s not!I was so bad for you!I’m so sorry Zen…I’m sorry,i’m sorry…”
  • You said crying, repeating how sorry you are over and over again, and Zen just hold you tightly
  • “Don’t cry babe…Please i hate to see you cry”
  • He said kissing all over your face and wiping the tears of your face while you keep saying how sorry you are
  • After a  few minutes of conversation about how sorry you were, him saying he was not even mad or sad anymore for all of that
  • You two say at each other how much you love each other.
  • “Well…You’re feeling better princess?”
  • You give him a little smile
  • “Yes Zen…I feel so much better now”
  • “Great then.
  • He gets up from the couch, and looks at you
  • “I will go to the bath..”
  • He give you a little smirk,extending a hand for you
  • “Do you mind joining me?”

Yoosung

  • It’s really hard to even think of hurt this precious baby
  • But MC was really harsh with him one night
  • Now he was really focusing in his studies, but in one night he was playing LOLOL, screaming at his teamates loudly
  • He was so focused in the game that he dind’t remember that you’re sleeping
  • Damn it Yoosung
  • When you wake up, you tought that he has been doing this every night
  • But you didn know that was only sometimes
  • The room was a mess because of that
  • Damn it Yoosung 2
  • You start screaming at him, but he was not even hearing you
  • Then you get up of your bed and unplug his computer
  • “Hey why you–Ugh…Hey Mc…Did i wake you up?I’m sor–”
  • Before he could talk
  • YOU START TO YELL AT HIM
  • Saying that he never will be a man, saying he will never ever be successful
  • That he still a little child
  • These  words hit Yoosung like hell
  • He starts to reply , saying that  you are not giving him credit for what he already was accomplish
  • “What  Yoosung?What are you accomplish?A new rank in LOLOL?”
  • He just can’t believe in that, he just run to another room
  • You just lies down on bed
  • The next day he just apologize for waking you up the other night
  • Everything seems good
  • But everyday after that fight, your mind keep remembering the things you said
  • And seem him so focused at his studies, too focused, just because of the things you said
  • You’re feeling like a trash
  • Until one day you sit besides him while he was studying
  • For the fifth time only that afternoon
  • While he was reading, focused, you keep looking at his damaged eye
  • Look what he did for you
  • And you called him a child
  • Stupid MC.
  • “Yoosung..”
  • He looks at you almost instantly
  • Never matters what he is doing
  • If you call, he is there
  • I love him
  • “What it is dear?”
  • He said giving a smile, that beautiful smile of his
  • “I want to talk about…That fight we had in that night”
  • “But why my love?I already say that i’m sorry for that”
  • “But i didn’t apologize”
  • “What?”
  • He laughs getting a little closer to you
  • “Apologize for wh–”
  • “FOR SAYING THOSE MEAN THINGS  YOOSUNG!”
  • “…Mc are you crying?”
  • Yes you are, like a waterfall, all this fault was in you
  • He did not know what to do, he was so surprised to see you cry like this
  • “I’M SORRY!I’m seeing you studying more than you actually need to, because i was and idiot that was only angry that you waked me up with that game…Which you have all the right to play after all that you have done!”
  • He was happy to hear those words, really, she recognize what he has done
  • This was really, really, satisfactory
  • But he don’t want to see his love crying because of one thing that she said while she was angry
  • “I’m sorry…So sorry…I’m don’t know why i said those things…I’m sorry…Sorry”
  • He just give to her a little sad smile while she was apologizing and kissed her cheek making her stop apologizing
  • “I’m relieve then…I can stop studying a little!”
  • She just…Gives a genuine smile
  • “Yoosung..”
  • She said while whipe her tears while he keeps looking at her, waiting for what she have to say
  • “Want to play a game?”
  • And then, everything  was great between them
  • “HELL YEAH”

Jumin

  • You know this man loves you, right?
  • You are the first love of him, and probably the last
  • Jumin has some behavior that makes you really angry
  • Like him trying to say what you should wear, do, feel
  • Not even Elizabeth listen to him, why you should?
  • You usually  just say to him that he needs to stop
  • And he stops
  • But one day you was really, really stressed
  • Even Elizabeth knows it
  • And Jumin just came late at night, seeing you with a shirt that was dirty with some drink
  • And a messy hair
  • He starts lecturing you, saying that tomorrow he will let a dress to you wear, and will make a appointment for you in some hair stylist
  • And he even sayed that he is thinking what other hairstyles would suit you better
  • Usually you just cut him out, and he stops
  • But you want blood
  • wanna fight?!
  • get out here Elizabeth or you will see your owner die
  • “Why you don’t  find a psychiatrist for you?”
  • “Excuse me?”
  • You gets up, laughing angrily
  • “Yes, you are so messed up in the head i think you may need it”
  • Before he could talk you just continues
  • “I’m not your pet , you spoiled little brat, i will do everything that comes to my head, and even if you throw me out , thats fine, i know that a stubborn like you would never find another idiot to be here,you know why i know this?”
  • You just gets closer to a paralized Jumin
  • “Because nobody likes you, not even your own cat”
  • And with that, you just go to the bedroom, and with a click ,you sleep
  • The next day, he just behaves normally
  • You was sure that he would at least say something
  • But nothing
  • He was normal, but you, you aren’t
  • You need to say you’re sorry
  • Ok
  • He was wrong,but you know he was slowly getting better
  • After 3 days
  • You just can’t act like nothing happened
  • IT HAPPENED
  • He was sit on the couch, petting Elizabeth
  • You make your way to him and just give one look to Elizabeth
  • Elizabeth go away like
  • “Ok ok, serious  conversation, imma out”
  • Jumin looks at you while you’re sitting down besides him
  • “Jumin, we need to talk about that fight.”
  • His eyes turn into sadness
  • “Mc i’m sorry, i want to ignore that fight, please forgive me, don’t go away”
  • Jumin Han the weak 
  • You look at him and starts to cry, a lot, like, really, a lot
  • “Jumin, you were wrong, but the things i said..Was terrible,i’m so sorry!”
  • You just said crying, like Yoosung, Jumin just..Don’t know what to do
  • Mc the weak
  • “I love you Jumin, i’m sure your father and Elizabeth loves you too, the RFA…You are an incredible man,that’s why i love you so much and that’s why i’m married to you’
  • His  heart just stopped
  • "I’m so sorry for everything Jumin, sorry please..Forgive me”
  • He gets closer to you quicky and kiss you
  • A passionatly and wet kiss because of your tears
  • When you two finally broke apart
  • He just smile
  • “But never use a dirty shirt again,specially if it’s white”
  • He winked as he gets closer and Elizabeth just jump in the couch again
  • Nice timing (not)

Jaehee

  • Jaehee was stressing herself with work
  • Again
  • She was making the dawn cafe a nightmare
  • You tell her over and over again that she needs to calm herself down
  • “Go to sleep Jaehee”
  • “What is sleep?”
  • She is really stubborn
  • You guys was nearly married and she still say “friends” sometimes
  • Stop
  • Gayhee
  • When you wakes up in the middle of the night and see that she still looking for something that she can improve in the cafe
  • You got really angry at her
  • She was deaf?
  • “JAEHEE!”
  • Jaehee looks at you
  • And then the fight started
  • “Jaehee are you deaf?How many times that i need to tell you THAT YOU NEED TO SLEEP”
  • “MC if you don’t worry about our cafe,i do”
  • “What?You’re worrying too much, this is suppose to be something relaxing, and you are making it a HELL”
  • “What are you talking about?”
  • “This place looks like a prison, this is supposed to be something fun, a thing that both of us like!You know what…Maybe being only your friend was not a bad ideia, you are really boring compared to the guys
  • You say in the anger, and go to the bedroom, not even thinking of going back and say that you’re sorry
  • But after that day
  • You regret saying those things
  • And regret even more for not say how sorry you were for it
  • But Jaehee finally looks like she listened to you
  • She was going to bed early, being more calm with everything
  • But she seem a little sad , hurt, when you two talk
  • This only makes you feel even more bad than ever
  • Then you decides
  • You will talk to her
  • She was cleaning the cafe while you walked toward her
  • “Jaehee..”
  • She turns to you
  • “What is it MC?”
  • “You know…About that night..”
  • “Mc i understand that you keep thinking about that, but i’m already doing the things you suggested,do you have any other thing that is annoying you right now?”
  • “Yes…”
  • “What?”
  • Then suddenly you start to cry
  • “That i didn’t apologize”
  • Oh poor MC
  • She said a little mean things to her, but she knows she didn’t mean all those things
  • When Jaehee opens her mouth to talk about how everything was alright 
  • MC start to speak again
  • “I love you just the way you are Jaehee, i’m so sorry for all those things!I was just worried about your health, i just don’t want to loose you!”
  • You say while so many tears fall from your eyes 
  • Jaehee just …Smile, while hearing your apologizes
  • She puts her hand in your cheeks and you look at her, don’t saying anything anymore
  • “I love you too MC”
  • She planted a calm kiss on your lips
  • “And i’m sorry for making you worried”
  • She smiles, you smiled
  • Everything was just smiles!
  • “But you don’t think we need more tables?”
  • Jaehee..For fuck’s sake

707

  • Ok
  • Seven make you laugh
  • Like every time
  • I love him
  • Everything is perfect
  • Except when he just lock himself in his room
  • Work work work
  • Sometimes he is just too grumpy
  • You say HELLO
  • and he is like
  • Get out
  • And the other day he is like
  • COME HERE BABYYY D;
  • Bipolar
  • But in one unfortunate day, the two of you were grumpy
  • Saeran was like, the most calm person in there
  • But he just locks himself in his room
  • You know, if you or seven yell at him, he will kill you two
  • You are really mad at Seven for being in his damn computer the entire day
  • When he finally gets out with that face of someone who hates the world
  • You just don’t feel intimated
  • Come at me
  • FIGHT ME BITCH
  • He realize that you’re looking at him with a angry face
  • “What are you looking at?Don’t you having something better to do?”
  • “Why you just didn’t came to talk to me until now Seven?”
  • “Because unlike you, i have something to do,excuse me”
  • And he start to walk away
  • Saeran was about to yell at him because of how he was treating you
  • He was there, he don’t lock himself in his room
  • Yet
  • But before that, you yell Seven’s name, and he looks at you
  • Saeran is surprised, maybe he will stay there
  • Some man just wants to watch the world burn
  • Reference
  • “Why are you acting like this?You look just like a damn child! Talk to me goddammit !Stop with this grumpy face, and stops spending all the day in that room!Maybe is this the reason why everybody gets out of your life, and maybe your brother will be better without you!”
  • The expression of Seven change to grumpy…To surprise
  • Saeran was like
  • OMG 
  • WHERE IS THE DAMN POPCORN
  • But even him, knows you was really harsh
  • “You know what?GO BACK TO THAT ROOM SEVEN,everybody is better WITHOUT YOU”
  • And with this, he do what you asked
  • You was proud
  • You was like 
  • Hell yeah
  • try me Saeran
  • I’ll punch you too
  • But Saeran just looks at you with a face that says:
  • You fucked up 
  • But you just didn’t care
  • Ok you was harsh
  • You are right, but you are really harsh
  • BUT YOU DON’T CARE

  • Ok the other day you do care
  • Omg
  • You wakes up filled with regret 
  • You don’t see besides you…He was still working?
  • Ok, then he deserves what you said yesterday
  • When you go to the kitchen, he was there, with Saeran, and pancakes
  • Real food
  • “Good morning my looove ~~ Your God made you pancakes!”
  • You look at him, he has a big smile in his face,and you look at Saeran 
  • He is just eating
  • Looks like yesterday didn’t even happen
  • You wished it didn’t happen
  • But it did
  • And you just froze by everything
  • “Honey..?Are you alright?”
  • You look at Seven, and start to cry
  • Saeran and Seven looks surprised by it
  • “I’m sorry for the things i’ve said yesterday, i know what your work needs attention, but i hate when make you feel grumpy and be in that room for the entire day….I’m so sorry…I was an idiot for saying such things..I just..Really missed you…!”
  • You said, with tears falling and falling from your eyes
  • He just hugs you
  • “Honey don’t cry…You will get dehydrated”
  • You give a little laught for that, and he puts his forehead to yours, smilling
  • “I’m sorry too honey, i love you”
  • “I love you too Saeyoung”
  • You two just starts to give each other a little kiss after a “i love you”
  • Saeran is just like
  • Ugh
  • I will lock myself now
  • I lost my appetite

V

  • This precious man
  • It’s hard to be mad at him
  • I don’t even how i’m going to write this
  • But this precious man refuses to get a surgery from his eyes
  • Everytime you see his eyes
  • You remember how much he are suffering because of it
  • But V always say that is okay
  • But you know it’s a struggle for him
  • But he is so stubborn
  • This relationship is full with “but”
  • You see him struggling even more to walk without hitting any other object
  • everytime you try to help him, asking if he got hurt, he looks at you smiling saying it was fine
  • The bruise can be bleeding, but he always says it was “fine”
  • But you had enough, when you asked if he hurted himself, when he clearly did, he says “No ,it’s fine”
  • “STOP WITH THIS V”
  • He got a little scared about this sudden scream
  • “I KNOW IT’S NOT FINE”
  • “Mc..Please..Jus–”
  • “Don’t even try to say "calm down” ,you are acting like a idiot right now, stop, you are turning a burden for yourself, do this damn surgery! I want to stop being so damn worried about you, i know you keep crying every night trying to sleep,stop with this!“
  • "Mc i already said th–”
  • “That you will not do the surgery?Ok fine, then don’t, but don’t think of hold me here,because you gonna be a burden to me after you turn completly blind”
  • With this , you storm away to the bedroom
  • And V is paralized
  • His vision is even more blurry now
  • Wait…Did he suddenly turns even more blind?
  • Oh no..
  • It is tears.
  • The other day you get up and go to the living room after realizing V wasn’t in your side
  • You see a blanket in the couch, he slept in there
  • When you turn you see him arriving home with a cellphone in hands
  • He must have gone talk to someone and don’t want to wake you up
  • “Oh hi love..”
  • He gives that beautiful smile 
  • And you are being hit with your own memories 
  • The things you said…Oh god
  • “V about yesterday…”
  • “I should have told you that it wasn’t fine…I understand that i will be a burden to y–”
  • “NO….YOU WILL NEVER BE A BURDEN TO ME!”
  • You say with tears falling from your eyes, a lot of tears
  • “I’m so sorry V…You being blind is not a burden to me…But you lying is…If you turn completly blind , you will need my help, and with yours lies…Will be very hard…I’m sorry for all the things i said..But i love you, i will try my best, i promise..”
  • You said drowning in your own tears and he just laughs with tears in his eyes
  • “It will be no need for this.”
  • You look at him confused
  • “Why..?”
  • “I talked with Jumin,i will make the surgery”
  • You start crying again, with tears of joy, and you jump in his arms
  • You two are crying, smiling
  • A lot of love promisses were made that day

Saeran

  • Ok this boy likes to fight
  • A lot
  • But with you?fight with you?!
  • No..
  • He don’t want to
  • You always think that he always are a lot more calmer with you
  • and with ice cream
  • But you know sometimes bad things are going throught his mind
  • And you need to take those things away from him
  • But everytime this happen and you ask him if he was okay
  • he  just scream at you
  • “GO AWAY”
  • He knows that he need to be treated, he knows he have to speak up
  • But he don’t do it
  • And this make you suffer, and it makes him suffer too
  • Until one day 
  • You asked him if he was okay
  • He said to you, “GO AWAY”
  • And you yelled at him back “NO”
  • He looks surprised but angry with you
  • You don’t even give him time to yell back
  • “YOU STOP BEING LIKE THIS, YOU ARE SICK,YOU HAVE TO SPEAK ABOUT THOSE THOUGHTS,BUT LOOKS LIKE YOU WANT TO BE LIKE THIS!WELL SAERAN ,OK, I DON’T CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE, YOU ARE AN EXEMPLE OF SOMEONE WHO NEEDS TO DIE ALONE”
  • “LEAVE ME ALONE”
  • He yells back, and you just are happy to do what he want,and with this you go to the bedroom, having a good night ~
  • The  next day, was not a good day
  • You are feeling like trash
  • Yell at him will not help
  • He needs your help
  • Not your yells
  • This was not going to help him
  • You know sometimes he just want to hug you and cry
  • And say how hard it is for him
  • And you know one day he will do this, but not right now 
  • You look beside you,there he is, looking at the sky, the clouds, he loves it
  • When you sit on the bed , he turns to you, noticing you are awake
  • “Oh hello princess..”
  • He looks at the clouds again
  • Seeing him so peacefully..Makes you start to cry
  • Holy shit
  • You are crying so much
  • He looks at you when he heards it
  • The words give you a K.O when you remember them
  • “Saeran…I didn’t meaning that…Please forgive me”
  • He sits beside you in the bed
  • “I’m sorry for not be strong enought sometimes”
  • “I should say that,not you”
  • You say while you grab his hands
  • “I’m so sorry Saeran, really, you don’t deserve to die alone, you are a good person with a kind heart, and i love you, i will never leave you..I’m sorry…Sorry”
  • He give you a kiss, maybe to make you shut up and stop saying how sorry you were
  • “I will forgive you with one condition..”
  • “Say it..!I will do anything”
  • He smiled
  • “I want to go to the ice cream shop”
  • You laughts
  • He is a dork
  • But you love this dork


I hope this is what you asked for,

Oh man…This got too big?

Some cute pynch headcanons to cheer you up

-Gansey begging Ronan to babysit opal and immediately regretting it when she eats his favorite boat shoes

-on that note, the Ganseys spoiling Opal to pieces and buying her insanely expensive presents for every holiday imaginable (Ronan interfering after she eats the seat of her brand new bike)

-opal’s middle name is aurora btw

 -Visiting Adam at college and Ronan being kinda nervous and unsure about meeting his new friends

-but when they see each other Adam just freAKING TACKLES him and omg these guys are so obsessed with each other

-but 5 seconds late they’re arguing about whether or not chainsaw is allowed in the dorm 

 -holding hands ALL THE GODDAMN TIME 

 -No one ships it more than Matthew. Matthew is the biggest pynch fanboy out there

 -seriously he and Gansey just make eye contact and scream internally whenever Ronan and Adam do something cute

-adam takes the bmw to college while ronan dreams up a crazy new car

-ronan mailing adam random dream objects. a stick that sings the murder squash song. notebooks filled with latin in adam’s handwriting. mixtapes that make the lights flicker when you play them. there’s never an explanation.

-adam coming home for thanksgiving and the entire gangsey having a huge messy thanksgiving at 300 fox way. blue refuses to submit to the female stereotype and cook (or that’s what she says) so ronan makes the entire meal

-and it’s delicious 

-date nights are walks in cabeswater or an old movie or late night street racing or just sitting on the front porch and making out

-hanging out with gansey and blue and henry like normal but sitting just a little closer together. brushing hands under the table, knees touching. Henry makes fun of them all night

-and PROM. They both look so goddamn hot and can’t stop staring at each other the entire night. Adam is nervous to come out to all the other Aglionby students but one glare from Ronan silences any teasing. He will hold his bfs hand and not take any shit for it

any way i felt like the pynch tag’s been a little dry, so here’s my take

the-jasontodd-cult  asked:

Do you have any one shot ideas for me??

Lets see…I always enjoy stories where the batboys (and or Bruce) somehow meet up before they’re superheroes, like chance meetings on the street or in passing. 

High school AUs are always nice, maybe have them in the different years (Dick is a senior, Jason is a junior, Tim is a sophomore, and Dami is a freshman)

AU where they are all variously colored lanterns

Damian needs to be picked up from school and they all told each other to do it

Any story where any number of them are high on painkillers is always hilarious (just keep it true to their character)

Jason being pissed af with any of his siblings but they are in a library and so he can’t flip out

various situations in which the batboys are out and about together a) they have to avoid paparazzi, b) Some of them purposely act ridiculous to give the paparazzi bad photos, or c) Do crazy things/ say crazy things to give the paparazzi absolutely insane rumors to spread

((If you do decide to write any of these please send them to me!! Anyone who writes any of these please send it any way you wish, I would love to read these!!))

WHAT TO DRINK WHEN STUDYING MASTER-POST!

Ok so some of you might know I’m a studyblr (duh) and I’m also a barista at Starbucks (holla)

So this is my post explaining what to drink when you’re studying, I’m always at Starbucks when I’m studying bc my drinks are free when my manager is not around and its great bc I’ve sampled everything :)) Soooo I’ll describe what the drinks actually are and that jazz. <3 I’ve tried to keep these relatively cheap bc you know, we’re all broke as balls, enjoy

What to actually drink

  • Short hot coffee “But Sarah, Why a short coffee??? That’s the smallest one???” Because baes any Starbucks gold card member gets FREE UNLIMITED REFILLS of hot or iced coffee with their card, so register a card on the app and start getting points, in no time you’ll have a gold card and get UNLIMITED COFFEE WHILE STUDYING (Only at actual Starbucks stores, not licensed stores i think)
  • Tall Iced coffee with light ice. Again, free refills and soooo easy to customize to your liking! Like white mocha? BAM! White mocha in your iced coffee. The iced coffee actually has the MOST caffeine of anything at starbucks so this is awesome for studying.
  • Earl Grey Tea Latte. It’s relatively cheap and the black tea has just enough caffeine to get me through a lecture or two. Also VERY hot and only lightly sweetened with vanilla.
  • Iced Black tea. This one is super cheap and again, you get free refills. You can have it sweetened or unsweet. Has a good amount of caffeine, the most out of the other iced teas, perfect for hot days in August.
  • Chai Tea Latte. Personally I could chug this shit but I’d die ok but listen. It’s caffeinated and delicious. You can add extra pumped of chai but be warned, it has waaaaay more sugar that I would like it to have. But it makes you feel warm and cozy and AWAKE.

Don’t freaking drink it

  • Any Frappuccino. They have tons a sugar but barely any coffee or caffeine in them at all. They make you bloated and yeah just no. Skip all of them. Don’t do it. If you want sugar get a chai or something but for real don’t waist your money (they’re hella expensive too ok) Don’t do it.
  • Hot Chocolate. It is delicious, but will make you sleepy. hoe don’t do it.

Annnnd I think that’s all I have for now. Hope it was helpful!!

***Also always drink water ok just do it, it’s freaking free at starbucks no excuses.

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Isabela’s Simple Pants

  • no light/white skinned version will be made, pls respect that
  • body will have a darker tone if you have equip your party or diversified followers installed
  • red banana (which is a non utilized romance variant) not included but i can if anyone wants it
  • any requests can be PM’d to me here or on my modding blog (pref the modding blog) @vaelsmod

and u can dl them on the nexus today

Happy Fics Rec (Part 2)

So… this is the second part of the rec and I hope you like it and make you a little more happy :)

more than just a dream

Harry and Louis ride the bus together, and they share a song a day.

Space Oddity

Louis’ blessed with the inconvenience of getting his neighbor’s mail. It works out really well for the both of them. (This is a must, idc, this is a fucking must)

This Shifting Ground

University AU. In which Louis, law student, is the cheeky waiter to Harry’s dates. This is how it starts.

through the brightest part of this town

In which Louis and Harry get the same bus to college every day and Louis definitely doesn’t have a crush on him. Featuring Zayn as the best and worst friend in the world, Liam as the accidental hero and Niall as, well, Niall.

hit me with your sweet love, steal me with a kiss

or louis is a 22 year old photographer in his third year of uni, and harry is his 19 year old cat-loving neighbor. (THIS IS SO FLUFFY I WANNA DIEEEEEE)

3B Neighbour

Dear Neighbour,
I love the sound of your rooster alarm, it’s such
a joy waking up 5 in the morning. Can you get it
any louder?

Or: a mysterious neighbour keeps slipping the worst sort of notes under Harry’s door.

Before You Came Into My Life (I missed you so bad)

Or an AU where Louis is a closeted A-list actor and Harry is just your average Uni student who only signs things with smiley faces.

Battle Cry

Harry’s got a heart, a soul, and a band. And with that, obviously, comes a future paved in great success, right? So all he has to do is win the Battle of the Bands, right? Simple.

What’s not so simple is the fact that Louis Tomlinson is his biggest competition. And also happens to be made of everything that Harry’s ever wanted.

No… That’s not simple at all.

Every Good Boy Deserves Cookies

“Y-yeah?” Louis asks breathlessly, “And then?”

Harry giggles and moved his bum back to meet Louis. “Add the vanilla and crack the eggs, beating it all in with salt,” Harry says.

Or where Harry is a chef who teaches a class and Louis swears it’s only Harry’s bossiness that turns him on, not the recipe for cookies and Harry likes being praised.(DO YOU A FAVOR AND GO READ THIS)

Hold My Breath

AU. It’s possible — possible — that his three-week ban from the football pitch makes Louis just a tad antsy. Surely it’s not so bad that it warrants punishment in the form of his friends signing him up for a yoga class? Either way, Louis is determined to hate every second of it.

He didn’t count on a yoga instructor who wears flower-patterned headscarves and smiles like summer won’t end.

Foolishly, Completely Falling

OR: The one where Louis becomes a Larry shipper by accident. (aka the ultimate larries’ dream)