We finally closed the distance
Since I’m not usually updating this blog anymore, most of you do not know that my ldr boyfriend for 3 years came here a month ago to close the distance. From then on, we did pretty much everything together. After spending years living in daydreams, what we have between us is finally starting to feel real and it’s just amazing every time I thought how we survived years of being away with each other. But I never expected that things are so much harder than I anticipated now especially when we argue cos I know I suck at verbally communicating my feelings.
So much has happened since then and almost everything has been indescribable especially my love for him. It goes beyond my own grasp of understanding. It reaches past anything I have ever felt before. It grows and encompasses everything and there are no suitable words in this language that I could possibly string together to describe it.
Our love isn’t always easy. What we choose and how we decide things for our relationship has never been easy. Each day doesn’t end like the ones where our bodies are curled together, quietly sharing every thought and story we can think of. Too many days end in closed doors, tears, hurt, and anger. But in those days my love still grows.