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The 100 ‘Watch the Thrones’

I feel like the latest episode of the 100 was broken down like this:
A story - Lexa’s guide to seducing Clarke Griffin: 

Step 1: Let her see you in charge and show off your political skills.

Step 2: Show her how good you are with kids.

Step 3: Fight for her in a battle to the death and win. Bonus points: She gets to see your amazing fighting skills, if she shows up, O-M-G she showed up.

Step 4: Visit Clarke’s room that night to say thank you. Be sure to wear your best nightgown (that shows off some of your great warrior tattoos) and fucking amazing hair.

Also

This was totally a “I didn’t expect to invite me in” moment. I am sure we’ll see how well this all works out for them throughout the season.

B story - Remember how short sighted people can be? Aka Bellamy finds a new dad, and everyone thought the Ice Nation was going to be the big threat this season. Also Clarke’s going to have a reason she HAS to go back to her people and take a break from her grounder sponsored vacation.

Real talk - Thank you Tomáš Rosický.

Only yesterday I talked about being scared every time I see a new post under Tomas Rosicky’s tag, because it seems that whenever there is a new post, only bad news comes from it and it seems my fears did not go unwarranted. I’m writing this before official news comes out, because by then I am sure I will be a blubbering mess. I know I often like to joke about how Tomas Rosicky is a 19 year old boy who will play at Arsenal forever, but with the recent news about his new injury blow, talks about it now being the end of his career and the Burnley game, realisitcally speaking, being the last game he may ever play with Arsenal, I feel like I should write a proper post about it, before it becomes all too real.

Last season, during the summer transfer, I had a (semi) panic attack as the prospects of Rosicky truly leaving the Gunners finally dawned on me. I was ecstatic to hear the news that he would stay on for another season (whether that choice was his or not.) However that joy was short lived after Rosicky suffered yet another injury set back that would have seen him sidelined for as long as 3 months. Tomas Rosicky has been plagued with bad luck for his whole career, it’s no secret that he is injury prone and at 35, this seems to be all the more apparent. He has been through the thick of it, and usually comes out of it stronger than ever, and that’s what is great about him. The fact that even though he has been injured so many times, benched so many time, forgotten and under appreciated, no matter what, he always puts his head down and does whatever he can for the team, he is a true team player.

One of the things that I was really looking forward to this year was Roscky’s testimonial. In May it would have been 10 years since he signed on with the Gunners, and he has stuck by us through thick and thin, without ever even seeing the glory that he so much deserved, but that’s one thing that people love about Rosicky, he’s a loyal soul and never asks for much more. Even when everybody else around him left (save for one Theo Walcott), the prospect of him leaving didn’t even come across his mind, because as he has said himself, the best thing about London was Arsenal, it was why he was there.

When people ask me (okay, like 1 person asked me) what made me love Rosicky in the first place, that question is never easy to answer. I was still young when the likes of Thierry Henry, Dennis Bergkamp, and Robert Pires were playing for Arsenal, and while I did watch them, and hear my brother talk about them over and over again, none of them seemed to eclipse my interest the way Rosicky did. Before Lukas Podolski, before Jack Wilshere, before Santi Cazorla, or Per Mertesacker, or Olivier Giroud, there was Tomas Rosicky. His skill, talent and style of play was unlike anybody else, and I always liked to talk about how it looked like he was running on water when he ran. He was a joy to watch back then, and if it weren’t for his unfortunate (and downright horrible) encounters with injuries, he would be an absolute delight to watch now. Still, I always say, a skill like Tomas Rosicky’s shouldn’t be handed out willy-nilly, his awesomeness is a rare sight and only people special and dedicated enough have been blessed enough to see this man play, whether that be live or on the T.V or from a very crappy stream that freezes every minute or so (I’m still devastated that I probably won’t ever be able to see him play live.)

Now with this new blow, I feel like only the people whose favourite is Rosicky, truly understand the bitter sweet feelings that surround this man. There has always been an undercurrent of sadness when thinking about Rosicky, I remember one fan described him as ‘The closest thing to being a legend without actually being one.’ The fans love him, but at he same time the fans often forget about him, he’s not a flashy man and he doesn’t keep up with social media sites, what he is, is loyal, intelligent, humble, etc. Still, despite what people say, he will always be an Arsenal legend to me. In the words of our very own Arsene Wenger “if you love football, then you love Rosicky.” Long live Tomas Rosicky, and thank you for the memories.

A Tribute To FlowerFell"Half Here"
  • A Tribute To FlowerFell"Half Here"
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I’ve got half a mind
and I’m running out time
yeah, I’m wakin’ up, yeah I’m wakin’ up
inside

(My own personal tribute to Flowerfell, even if I suck at singing and song writing, but I wanted to add to such a solemn yet beautiful Au. sang this while i had a cold and at 4 am last night, goodness gracious.)

Voice by me

Lyrics also by me

Flowerfell au by @underfart-snas

Art also by @underfart-snas

Fic “Overgrowth” by @leviticusarts(https://archiveofourown.org/works/5734642

((full lyrics under the cut))

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I FINISHED ASSASSIN’S APPRENTICE LAST NIGHT.

OH. MY. GOD. That ending! I had like 25% of the book left and I just couldn’t stop reading. I ended up going to bed at almost 4 am but it was SO worth it. I totally get why everyone’s so crazy about Robin Hobb. The story got super interesting and the tension was built in a way that made it impossible to stop reading. This is what good fantasy is supossed to feel like.

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Cain

New clothes coming [UHUUUU]

Well, here where i living [this shit country] are 4 AM. I rly need sleep… so no photo edited today. -.-’

I enter in the game only to test and show to all of you my new creation. Anyway, i spend all my day on this, and i test a new thing that i learned with @kalethegrey​ yesterday. and works really fine. thank you \o
Well, this is all.
good night/morning for all of you

ps: i love this kind of clothes.. they are so elegant… omg \(♥-♥\)\

Another Drabble! #2

So i wanted to do another Drabble if you send in a request please specify if you want it off Drabble 1 or 2!!!

(Credit to all Sources!!!! I DID NOT WRITE THIS LIST!)

1. “I don’t want to have a baby.”
2. “Did you enjoy yourself last night?”
3. “Are you kidding me? We’re not ‘fine’!
4. “You’ve only heard his side of the story. You never asked for mine.”
5. “Well, this is where I live.”
6. “Oh my God! You’re in love with him/her!”
7. “You make me feel like I’m not good enough.”
8. “For some reason I’m attracted to you.”
9. “I am not losing you again.”
10. “Why don’t they just kiss already?”
11. “I think I picked up your coffee by mistake.”
12. “All I wanted was your honesty.”
13. “Why do you keep pushing me away?”
14. “I can’t explain right now, but I need you to trust me.”
15. “I’ve never felt this way before….and it scares the shit out of me.”
16. “Don’t fucking touch me!”
17. “Are you really taking his side against me?”
18. “Wait a seconds are you jealous?”
19. “I wish I could hate you.”
20. “I’m sorry if this upsets you, but I’m going to marry her/him.”
21. “You know, it hurt when I realized that you’re not in love with me. But nothing can compare to the pain I felt when I saw you fall in love with her.
22. “Come over here and make me.”
23. “This is by far the stupidest plan you’ve ever had. Of course I’m in.”
24. “You’re the only one I trust to do this.”
25. “I thought you were dead.”
26. “This isn’t just about you. It’s about what’s best for all of us.”
27. “I love you, you asshole.”
28. “You did this for me?”
29. “You can’t protect me.”
30. “You know I wouldn’t do this if I had any other choice.”
31. “Promise me you’ll look after your mom.”  
32. “I’m so stupid to make the mistake of falling in love with my best friend.”
33. “Stop talking about the past, I could be dead in a matter of hours… make me up a future.”
34. “The way you flirt is shameful.”
35. “I waited and waited, but you never came back.”
36. “You never told me you had a fucking twin.”
37. “I want to go back to before….”
38. “I just wanted an easy day with my girlfriend/boyfriend. What’s so wrong with that?”
39. “Go then, leave! See if I care!”
40. “Why are yo up so early?”
41. “Please, take me instead!”
42. “You braided his hair?”
43. “She’s been missing since Friday and you’re not worried?”
44. “Have you lost your damn mind?!”
45.  “Please don’t argue. You have to leave right now, you aren’t safe here.”
46.  “I’m your daughter.”
47. “I’m not surprised that you murdered him.”
48. “Is there a special reason, as to why you’re wearing my shirt?”
49. “Am I supposed to be scared of you?”
50. “Don’t use me as an example. I wasn’t a good kid.”

Date Night Hair

I am really needing to diversify my date night hair lineup. I doubt my husband could ever get sick of just loose beachy waves (my go to), but I just feel like I need to step up my game. However, it has to be a style the takes less than 4 minutes to do (because that’s about how much time I usually have), and looks just as good as the aforementioned beachy waves. 

Which I figured out this afternoon.

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Waiting

As of right now, in about 5 days, 2 hours, 44 minutes, and 50 seconds, I’ll get to see you again. It’s been a month since I’ve seen you. You’d think 4 weeks wouldn’t be such a big deal since I went 21 years without even knowing you. Normally, when I’m waiting for something like a birthday or the last day of school until break, and I only have a month left, I’m feeling good about waiting. I’m not too stressed; I’m relaxed. But waiting this month to see you has been excruciating. Every time I miss a call from you in the middle of the night instead of just rolling over and wrapping my arms around you, it rips my heart out. Every time I wake up at 4 am with a nightmare and I can’t snuggle closer to you I feel empty. Every time I see a couple walking around holding hands and smiling my heart hurts because you aren’t here and I can’t hold your hand tight, to show you the way I wanna hold you forever. I’ve heard people say “well, you’ll always have a special place in my heart”. But it’s not like that for me. You don’t inhabit one little place; I couldn’t keep you locked up in a dusty corner. You have ALL of my heart. You inhabit every part of me. You own every piece of me. My whole body, my whole heart, my whole soul. Even the deepest darkest hidden parts of me are in love with you. I’m so tired of seeing my friends fight with their significant others, when I could give anything I own or want just to see your smile in person and hug you and hold you tight. I’m tired of laying down at night and not having you next to me. I’m tired of waking up in the morning and reaching for you in my sleepiness, only to remember that you aren’t here with me.

But when I see your face, all of this is gonna be worth it. It’s gonna be more than worth it to hold the girl I love more than anything in this world. Every tear and every lump in my throat for this past month is going to be worth it. Because you’re worth the wait. You are worth more than I can even explain in words baby.

I love you, my beautiful princess <3 @ink3dlezbian

5 days, 2 hours, 11 minutes, and 20 seconds.

this girl at work was telling me that i should give up coffee and caffeine is a DRUG AND ITS BAD FOR YOU and I’m like, i’m well aware it is a drug. i’m well aware i am addicted to caffeine. i am well aware that coffee is a big part of why i can function on a daily basis. i am well aware its not really good for you.

this girl 1) does not have a child and 2) goes out drinking multiple times a week.

i don’t know, but i feel like my 2-3 cups of a coffee a day (all before 10am) are better than downing shots and beer 3-4 nights a week. but thats just my opinion. coffee helps me be energized to complete my job and take care of my child. you go out drinking and spend the next day throwing up/hungover. i enjoy alcoholic beverages as much as the next person. i enjoy a beer or two with my girlfriends. going to the bar can be fun but last time i checked, me drinking coffee didn’t put myself or anyone else in danger. (except if i don’t get my coffee then WATCH OUT ha). and I’m at the point in my life where i would rather feel good the next day and hang out with my kid than be hungover.  

i just don’t get why people think they have a right to tell you how to live.

Mabel sees no monsters…only cute bunnies with weird ears.

Watch a clip of the new Bunnicula HERE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TZgtdwFYhUE

Being worked on by Maxwell Atoms (The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy), Jessica Borutski (The Good Little Bunny with the Big Bad Teeth https://vimeo.com/18167849 ), and my amazing friend http://karlhadrika.tumblr.com (Roadkill Redemption https://vimeo.com/64578417 )
Bunnicula is “voiced” by Chris Kattan (from Saturday Night Live)
Chester is voiced by Sean Astin (Sam of Lord of the Rings)
and Mina is voiced by Kari Wahlgren (Haruko Haruhara from FLCL)

This awesome show loosely based on the Bunnicula books of your childhood, is apparently premiering SATURDAY FEBRUARY 6th on Boomerang and Cartoon Network!!!
(it will be airing at 9:30 AM on Cartoon Network)
WE’VE GOT 4 DAYS PEOPLE!!! GET HYPED!!!!!!

Spread the word wherever you can! This show is going to be AMAZING.

Sunday Morning Shenanigans

Been up since about 7 but had about 4 hours of very intense sleep. After about 4 hours of sporadic sleep.
There’s a battle going on inside my head. Infection vs. Antibiotics. So far the infection is still winning but apparently I sweated something out last night cuz my t-shirt was soaked when I woke up.
You puss and pimple people would love what’s going on inside my mouth right now. At some time today there will be a popping and oozing.
Super Troopers is on. Of course I’m watching. I think my go to response for people who ask me how I am is doing to be “Good enough to Fuck your mother!”
Gonna cancel on Super Bowl plans with our Asst. Principal tonight. And send him my sub plans for tomorrow and Tuesday (root canal day!).

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Ok, guys I really have fallen in love with the show Girls! Like honestly it’s amazing. Except I can only watch the first season on Amazon Prime I’m anxiously waiting for the next season to come out! I have always kinda wanted to watch it but then I figured out Adam Driver was in it and I’m like ok yea I’m watching it and I am seriously obsessed. The first night I binged like half of it and I’m like this is really good! Then two days later I watched the last 5 episodes and I fell in love with it. Then the next night I watched the end of the 5th one and the last 4 again, then today I had a snow day so I rewatched the whole season. I am seriously in love! I totally recommend it but there is a lot of adult content and sex and stuff but it’s super good and I can’t wait until I the second season comes out on prime!! 💜💜💜 or if anyone knows where else I can watch the other seasons please share!!!! Please I am like total trash over this show! Oh and if you haven’t noticed these two are like why I watch the show so yea.

Is it strange that I am actually upset that we’re done writing Da Capo? I feel like I just said goodbye to a really good friend. It’s an odd, but very real, sense of loss… over fan fiction.

Cookie’s Rules

These rules are from my foster Mommy (She’s the bestest!!)

1. Try to eat at least 3 meals a day, definitely 2

2. Make sure to take my meds on time (morning and night)

3. Tell Mommy if I am feeling sad/mad or have my period

4. Get to bed on time, 11pm on school nights and 12pm (1am if I am very good) on any other nights

5. No touching myself without asking

6. Brush my teeth at least once a day

7. Shower once a day

8. Go toilet every 3 hours, or at least try (we don’t want any accidents)

9. Drink lots of water

10. Correct/tell Mommy if and when the nicknames I prefer change

11. Update the rules/chores I have/haven’t done on chore monster regularly