im really struggling at the moment with keeping on top of my life :-( if i have a “good” week at uni, then i pay for it by inadvertently sacrificing all my self care time, and neglecting all basic function things (e.g. eating)
im just overloaded every day and my life seems to be a wild flipping back and forth between good uni week, bad self care + bad uni week, good self care.. and its exhausting? i didnt go to any classes at all this week (although i only had two) because i was trying to catch up on laundry, rest and cleaning?
i dont really know where im going with this but im just having a little rant because im so tired and the people in my life see me as lazy and flaky for not going to class etc and its just so crappy and exhausting and they have no freakin idea lol
anyway today i had a meeting which i didnt go to because im terrible so im going to stay home and print out some stuff for my planner to make it feel a little more homey :-) sherlock holmes and spooky things etc and maybe watch scooby doo to try and help heal the gaping wounds of inadequacy!
anyway thanks if you read this and please keep me in ur thoughts as i struggle my way through life, i hope everyone else is doing a-ok
Shout-out to girls with hijab that doesn’t look like they belong on the street style blogs, shout-out to girls with hijab that are not fashionistas, shout-out to girls with hijab that doesn’t have strong eyeliner game, shout-out to girls with hijab that doesn’t wear any makeup, shout-out to plus sized girls with hijab that feels like no hijab suits your face shape, shout-out to girls with hijab that gets catcalled on the street despite the coverings, shout-out to girls with hijab that have to remove so many pins when they’re shopping for clothes, shout-out to girls with hijab that are having a bad hijab day where everything is wrong and you feel like you just look plain messy, y'all look beautiful today. Thanks.
“My lazy brother refused to take out the trash so I had to while I’m wearing my least flattering outfit and you came along and took a photo on your phone and I flipped my shit. Turns out you just wanted to take a photo of a butterfly.” - au