"If I knew" or "Count on me" (bruno mars) Heizuha or Shinran
Okay, so this might be a bit of a cop-out because this wasn’t written purely for this, it was just a random one shot, but it fits with the lyrics, slightly. So here you are, anon.
‘If you’re tossing and you’re turning and you just can’t fall asleep.’ - Count on me. HeiZuha
all starts with a giddy feeling in his chest.
Heiji knows when the mania is coming – knows it from the way his
sleep-cycle becomes malformed and inconsistent, without making him
the slightest bit tired – and usually, he knows how to prevent it
before it happens. His stomach feels like it’s swelling, and he knows
that it’s probably best to avoid any caffeine and to tell Kazuha just
so that she has some sort of understanding.
that’s only usually. Sometimes, it’s sudden, his thoughts
creeping up on him like an engine starting to rev before zooming too
quickly for him to process, and maybe it’s noticeable to everyone
around him, but it sure as hell isn’t noticeable for him.
the year is 2018. someone, probably a new homestuck lured in from hiveswap, decides to see what happened last 6/12 after just discovering it was a thing to be celebrated. they see that one post that’s a 6/12 timeline and think, wait, 2017 isn’t on here. why? little did they know, we don’t talk about 2017’s 6/12. it’s a shameful thing to even think about. they discover that all memories of 6/12/17 have been deleted, except one post simply titled “your ad here: $700.20”.