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izzycat6  asked:

Do you have recommendations for a Klance slowburn fic? (Doesn't really matter if it's an AU)

Friend f r i e n d it’s been ages since I actually got to sit down and read a fic but I’ve read lots of them in the past so you definitely came to the right person :P (I actually wrote one of my own; it’s called Magic Me Some Love and is about Galra!Keith/Magician!Lance in a medieval fantasy setting, if you’re into that.)

Now. Slow burn klance fics that aren’t on pretty much every fic rec list out there already with a minimum of either 60k words or that are unfinished still:

Ignorance Is Bliss by YouAreInAComaWakeUp

As it turns out, learning that your house is haunted makes the ghosts a lot more aggressive. Who knew?
Ah, well. At least one of them is hot. And he’s the less-evil one, too, so that’s always a plus.


The Message by Shipstiel

Keith is texted by accident by some idiot one day, and honestly he’s not even sure why he responds. Or why he keeps responding. Yet somehow he finds himself drawn in, and okay, so maybe this fool is mildly entertaining after all. Who would’ve thought.

>>wrong number AU with an extra dash of angst. But if you’ve read any of the other fics this author has written you’ll know that they specialize in fluff and that absolutely shines through in the fic^^

Quest for Altea by fandomlicious

20 years after the legendary sword Voltron was drawn from its stone by Queen Allura, it is stolen and eventually lost in the dangerous Balmeran Forest. To prevent the rogue knight Zarkon, his witch companion Haggar and their army of Galra warriors from claiming the sword and conquering all of Altea, it falls to Lance, with the help of a dark-haired hermit, to embark on the treacherous journey, save his kingdom and reunite his broken family.

>>if you don’t mind OCs that you get to know throughout the fic taking on a more important role, you should totally check out this fic. It’s plot heavy and reads like a published novel :D

Foreign Scenes by bwyn

Lance has been dreaming of travelling since the first time he heard stories from his family as a child. Now, having finally the time and money to do it, he goes on a trip to Europe to see some of the most culturally rich cities on the continent. Except he keeps bumping into the same guy over and over again, in random cities, doing stupid shit, and ultimately dragging Lance into his trouble, too.

>>it’s one of the few fics that I haven’t read personally yet and still won’t hesitate to recommend. lots of my friends have read and praised it, apparently it’s fluffy and fun. it’s absolutely on my to read list :D

Crossroads by manamune

When Keith crashed his Lion into a Galra warship in order to stop it from destroying a solar system, and more importantly, his friends, he was fully prepared to die for it.
What he didn’t prepare for was to wake up in an alternate universe where he and Lance were dating.

>>this one. if you haven’t read it yet, go read it. it was my fav voltron fic for a long long time!!!! it’s got it all, plot, romance, character development, realistic amounts of angst- it’s very very good. 

Drive It Like You Mean It by Zizzani

The Castle of Lions is the venue for the city’s most dangerous illegal street races where drivers come to test the cut of their tires. Lance has long defended his title as champion, but when a newcomer shows up and threatens his position things take an interesting turn.

>>not into cars and street racing AUs? neither am i, my friend, and yet this is one of the best voltron fics i’ve read. trust me when i tell you that you want to read everything written by this author.

Sharps and Accidentals by Zizzani (! unfinished!)

Keith is a talented up and coming violin virtuoso. Lance hates him immediately.
Or an AU in which Lance and Keith both attend the same music university. Keith is deaf. Lance is Trying™.

>>if there is one deaf!AU you should read then it’s this one. it’s really amazing all around - i’ve been following it since 2016 and i still always get excited over e-mail updates.

Ghost of the Future / Shadow of the Past by wittyy_name & Zizzani (! unfinished!)

When Lance is thrown through time, his future self from one year ahead is transported to the past in his place.
When Lance is thrown through time, he finds himself one year in the future, in place of the Lance that should be here.


Stick It by noussommeslessquelettes

After a run-in with the law, former national phenom turned delinquent Keith Kogane is forced to return to the regimented world of elite gymnastics, facing old foes and new challenges.

>>!!!!!!!!!! it’s such a good fic!! based on such a good movie!!!!! i’m kinda upset that not more people have read it, it’s good, give it a try, it won’t disappoint^^

Not That Bad by varelsen

A college AU featuring coffee shops, silly rivalries, motorcycles, arcade games, friendships, and lots of warm, fluffy feelings that are both confusing and delightful all at the same time.

>>the summary nails it. also starring socially anxious!keith but despite that he seems pretty in character. it’s amazing and i really love this author’s style of writing :D

He Who Fights Monsters by magisterpavus

In a world where monstrous dragons terrorize humanity daily, the Garrison trains valiant Knights to slay the evil beasts and defend Earth. But when Knight cadet Lance Espinosa is kidnapped by a strange red dragon who kills its own kind, certain truths are revealed…and so are the true monsters.

>>dragon au i repeat dragon au this is not a drill everyone - this fic!!! is freaking!!!! amazing!!!!!!! it’s in my top 5 minimum go try it out :D

Altea High by Lixie (! unfinished!)

Go back to school they said. It’ll be fun they said. Yeah, sure. It’s tons of fun scaling lava walls, accidentally setting things on fire, and being babysat by the school’s flirt.
When Lance signed up (*cough* bribed *cough*) to show the new firebug around the school he thought it would be a piece of cake. He did not anticipate the sour attitude, spontaneous explosions, intimate moments in elevators…

>>the sky high au you always knew you needed :D it’s still in the very early stages but the fic is really fun so far!!

Blue Shells and Comic Books by SonofHades (! unfinished!)

Lance has too much time on his hands, Keith doesn’t have enough. Lance leans more towards being outgoing and sociable, while Keith keeps to himself and can be mostly unpleasant. Neither think they have anything in common. What they don’t realize, however, is that there happens to be a very popular graphic novel that connects them together. Lance happens to be an avid reader and Keith just happens to secretly be the author.

>>another fic i’m super pumped for oh my god. each new chapter mail has me grinning like a maniac. the waiting between updates is suffering but all worth it in the end. it’s fun and interesting and i love it!

Flirting With Death by drippingpen (! unfinished!)

Keith commits the ultimate taboo as a grim reaper: he saves a life.
More specifically, he saves Lance’s life.
Now they are forever linked, unable to survive without the other. Keith must protect Lance from the forces that are trying to right Keith’s wrong and kill Lance.

>>skdfghjksfhgdksjfhgjfjd i cannot describe it. the plot is really amazing and keith and lance are so attracted to each other but they can’t kiss because that would literally kill lance. it belongs to the top most interesting voltron fics out there :D

in your shoes by lydiamartin (! unfinished!)

The one where Keith and Lance live in different cities but swap bodies – and angry love notes – multiple times a week.

>>Kimi No Na Wa (your name) AU!!!! so basically anything but your typical body switch AU :P give it a try, you will be surprised by it, especially if you haven’t seen the movie.

Of Lions And House Cats by Ms_Towa (! unfinished!)

Keith is a superhero who’s been pining after the cute boy who works at the music shop across the street from HQ. He also doesn’t know that the cute boy is the same vigilante he wants to bring to justice.

>>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all the chapters are insanely long but they’re all worth it. the plot develops rather slowly but it’s perfect as it is :P the slowest of burns. despite that it never made me lose interest in it so definitely go check it out if you have multiple hours of nothing to do!! :D

I’m gonna stop here because this list is already insanely long but it is faaaaaar from finished, believe me. This fandom produces so many good fics I can’t keep up with it ; - ;

Pocket Change | 1 | (M)

word count: 7.5k

genre: smut; supernatural AU + demon!yoongi

pairing: reader/yoongi

warning(s): mentions of domestic abuse

special thanks to: @honeyheonie for being a wonderful beta  ♡


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hakimirozman  asked:

Im trying to draw(beginners) on my desktop do you have any suggestions and tips ? And what type of software do you prefer ?.

Ah!! I’m so happy for you!!  :D

Well I’m also a self-taught digital artist for the past… two years?  xD So I’m just gonna give you some tips based on my experience as a beginner so far.

1. Get a graphics tablet / pen tablet

You don’t need to get the fancy or expensive ones, anything compatible with your computer / laptop would do :)

-This would help SO MUCH when drawing! Its less time consuming and has features like the pen pressure, which can’t be found on a trackpad  / mouse :’3 

* they are kinda hard to get used to at first, but with lots of practice, you’ll get pretty good at it :) I actually put away mine for like a year because I gave up after using it after the first few tries xD  Please just… Don’t give up! ^^”

2. Suitable software(s)

There’s… a lot of softwares you can choose to begin with!

As for me, I begin using Sketchbook Express because I’m on a Mac.  Its a very simple and neat software for beginners! But not so many features they offer for making more professional looking arts . I suggest you get the free art programs first unless you’re very serious about pursuing into digital art. 

I heard Krita, MediBangFireAlpaca, and Gimp and  are also other good free softwares as well. 

^^^ download link is on the name of softwares (bold) ^^^

*Once you feel like you got the hang of it, you can try out those not-free softwares. Those have tons more features that you can experiment with!  :) As for me, I use Photoshop CC (I realised most professional Illustrators use this) , while others may use Paint Tool Sai (this software can’t be used on Mac),  or maybe an upgrade of other free-art software like the  Corel Painter and ArtRage. These programs have way more features you can try compared to the free ones. Even I’m still not an expert on my own software XD But we’ll get there someday! TvT”

3. Look up for tutorials! :D 

This is important, because digital art is a bit more different to traditional art in terms of its ability to do more. Some things important to know in digital art:

  • Layers 
  • Terms used in art softwares to work with often
  • Colouring
  • Brush effects
  • Other features you think is important to know…

I suggest learning these from youtube tutorials or online art classes like Schoolism . Also, If you’re also new in drawing, you should try looking up for fundamentals in drawing! It will help improve your art skill for both digital and traditional :) 

But if you’re already good at traditional art, digital would be a lot more easier for you to work with.

And yeah, thats from me I guess. Hope this helps! 

anonymous asked:

!!! I didnt know you liked documentaries! i loooove them and im always looking for good true crime ones. would it be too much to ask if you could recomend me some good documentaries you like? <3

this is the hardest but the best question ever. i’ve been musing over it for the last several days, and i finally just decided to sit down and make out a list. this is by no means a complete list, nor is it a ‘best of’ list. just some that i wanna rec because i think they’re awesome. or at least, the subject is fascinating, and so the annoying narrator/bad quality/etc is worth enduring. let’s go!

♥ autopsy (tv series) - if you have hbo go, it’s better to watch them there because the quality is a lot better, but this is a link to a youtube playlist of episodes. autopsy is a show about (you guessed it) autopsies, but each episode is themed and focuses on several interesting stories about deaths/murders where the cases were solved through forensic evidence found during the autopsies. michael baden is the forensic pathologist who has done several of the autopsies, and he’s the host of the show. i could watch this every single day for the rest of my life. (expect lots and lots of gore)

♥ paradise lost: the child murders at robin hood hills - another thing i watched on hbo go, but here’s a link to a yt vid (there are two other parts to this doc; they should show up in the related videos to the right). this is the story of the west memphis three and the murders of three little boys in arkansas in 1993. it’s a fascinating, heartbreaking, and unbearably frustrating story about the conviction of 3 teenage boys for those murders. there’s another doc called west of memphis that documents the events that occur after paradise lost concludes. i think west of memphis is my favorite of them all. god, what a fucking story. (graphic crime scene photos and video of three little boys.)

♥ mommy dead and dearest - i just watched this doc today on youtube, but hbo already found it and took it down. SO! you can watch it on hbo/hbo go, but because it’s so new, i doubt it’ll be anywhere else for a good while. it’s the story of dee dee and gypsy rose blancharde, a mother and daughter in a toxic, manipulative relationship that is one of the worst cases of munchausen by proxy ever documented, and one that ends in murder.

♥ thin blue line - a doc made in 1988 that digs into the wrongful conviction of a guy named randall adams who ends up on death row for something he didn’t do. it set a precedence for the importance and influence of crime docs. because of this documentary, the case got reopened.

♥ the keepers - another new doc, but this one’s on netflix. it’s a docuseries that follows the story of the murder of a nun, sister cathy cesnik, in 1969, and the unbelievable sequence of events that lead to it. this doc has pedophiles, sociopathic priests, police cover-ups, and a tireless group of retirement-aged women, some of whom are survivors of rape and abuse by the aforementioned priests, who will not rest until sister cathy’s killer is caught.

♥ the witness - on netflix, too. i talked about this one in my last movie post, but it’s the journey of a brother to try and understand what happened the night his sister, kitty genovese, was murdered in nyc in the mid-sixties. it’s absolutely fucking heartbreaking.

♥ cropsey - (i hope this link works??) this is a doc about a boogeyman urban legend on long island. the reason it’s interesting is because the doc is made by two kids who grew up on long island hearing the story, and there’s a really interesting story about an asylum that gets unearthed while they dig around. this guy also made a doc called killer legends which talks about urban legends and the true crimes that may have inspired them. both are really good.

♥ who took johnny? - another one i’ve already recced, but i wanted to put it on this list because it’s a good one. it’s about a boy named johnny gosch who went missing in the early 80s and was never seen again. the pov here is mostly with johnny’s mother, who is still searching for her son. it’s so heartbreaking. </3

♥ most evil (tv series) - i loveeeee this series. dr. michael stone is a psychiatrist who has a ‘scale of evil’ from 1 to 22 where he places different murderers for various reasons, including mental illness, history, and motive. each episode has a theme, and i could seriously watch this show every day forever and ever and ever. <3

♥ karla homolka & paul bernardo aka ken& barbie killers - these two. jesus fucking christ. paul was a serial rapist before he even met karla, and together, they murdered at least 3 girls, including karla’s little sister. the most insane thing? karla basically gets away with it. i can’t watch enough about these two. they’re so fucking horrible.

♥ the black dahlia, aka elizabeth short - okay, i’m in love with betty short, so i’m gonna link to a bunch of docs about her. i don’t have a favorite, and there isn’t one that i would consider definitive. i wish there was more out there, and i wish there was a good doc that had a good budget and a lot of care taken in its creation, but alas. so here are a few docs that at least give you some good info, crime scene pics, and theories:

one | two | three | four

(please come talk to me about elizabeth short. any time. ask me anything. i love her.)

♥ luis garavito aka the beast - ohmygod. luis garavito. colombian serial killer who has admitted to the rape/murder/torture of at least 140 boys, though it could be closer to 300. there have been mass graves of his victims uncovered. what blows my mind is that this happened in the nineties. 

♥ just melvin, just evil - disturbing and sobering doc about a viciously sadistic, horrible pedophile who ruined the lives of so many children in his family. the lives of all his victims were forever changed and ruined by a single man, and what makes this doc so special and painful is that you get to witness them confronting him when they’re grown.

♥ david parker ray, the toy box killer - if you haven’t heard of david parker ray, omfg, are you in for a story. this guy. he built a torture chamber in a trailer outside of his home and kidnapped, raped, and tortured women for years in it. and it all takes place in a tiny place called truth or consequences.

♥ there’s something wrong with aunt diane - a documentary about a car crash in 2009 that resulted in the deaths of 8 people, including 4 children. the events leading up to the crash and the mysteries behind what went on in that car just before and during the crash itself are just… so, so bizarre. a really interesting doc. (graphic crime scene photos at the end)

♥ the boneyard: leonard lake and david ng - just… the story of how the police even found out about these two in the first place is so fucking amazing. what comes out of the ensuing investigation is just staggering. these two fucks tortured and murdered at least eleven people, probably more. and you won’t believe what it takes to get one of them brought to justice (and what happens to the other one).

♥ wild child: the story of feral children - feral children are one of my very, very favorite topics to research. i’m endlessly moved and fascinated and inspired by stories of them. this is a great doc that touches on several instances of foundlings and gives you some names to rush out and do research on and find more docs about. there isn’t enough out there on feral children. not even close.

♥ theresa knorr - okay, i watch a lot of crime docs. a lot. very, very little shocks or phases me at this point. but this woman? holy fucking shit. theresa knorr stuns me. there’s something about women serial killers that fascinates me, and i think it’s that most of them know their victims intimately or are related to them somehow. knorr is the worst. the. worst. what her children have to endure before they’re murdered is unspeakable and beyond what even my warped brain could imagine. my god. 

♥ mary vincent (lawrence singleton) - this is a link to an episode of a show called ‘i survived’ which has two other stories on it, one that’s kinda boring and the other which is almost as astounding as mary’s story. but mary’s story is just… astonishing. she was fifteen when she was picked up as a hitchhiker and raped, dismembered, and thrown over a cliff. and she fucking survived. i love her. i want to hug her.

♥ catching a monster - peter scully - GOD. this fuck. peter scully is the most horrifying human being i’ve ever seen. his story is ongoing and not finished yet, but this doc talks about what he did and how he was finally arrested. scully ran a pedophilic red room/film studio where he tortured, raped, and murdered children for rich people who paid him to do it and film it. just. yeah.

♥ kidnapping of elizabeth smart - mindboggling. just… not only how she was taken, but also why and what happened while she was gone. and how she was found. stockholm syndrome is another thing that fucking fascinates me, and i wish this doc had focused more on that aspect of the story, but i understand why elizabeth is reluctant to discuss it. anyway! such an interesting story.

♥ the murder of james bulger - james bulger was a 2-year-old boy from merseyside who was brutally murdered by two 10-year-old boys. the violence they inflicted on this kid, and the way his body was found is just… a nightmare. there are two docs on this murder that i’ve watched and find interesting in their own rights, so i’m gonna link to both: 

one | two

(after you’re done watching these two, look up the two boys who murdered him and see what they’re up to now. one of them will stun you.)

♥ aileen wuornos - gonna end this with the lady dearest to my heart. i feel such an incredible amount of sympathy and heartbreak for this tragic woman. her life story is almost unbearable, and the journey of her lifelong abuse by men, the series of murders she committed, and how she found love somehow in between all of it will stay with me forever. there are two wonderful documentaries on aileen, both by nick broomfield, and together they tell the whole story, leading up to her execution:

 the selling of a serial killer

 the life and death of a serial killer

this is by no means a (complete) list of my favorite true crime cases! but these are some that i love a whole lot. i hope you find something you like here! ♥

Suicide Squad x Reader: Ghost

A\N: finally done this one after having it in my notes on my tablet for almost year, anyway hope you like it ;D

Plot: the Reader was a victim of a school shooting after which she became a ghost\reader and with the help of the Enchantress she makes it on to the squad and after helps to stop The Enchantress.

Pairing: Squad\Harly x Reader (It’s more Harley cuz she liked you a lot)

Warning: Graphic, blood, killings and a lot of depressing moments near the end.

Word count: 1854


What can be worse ?

Y/n sat on the edge of the skyscrapers, her knees pressed to her chest .

How did you get yourself in to this .

It all started with the Waller. She heard rumors of a ghost in Gotham, which was true . You were around 15 when your school was shut up by a group of insane students , in their words they saved the kids , from this horrible world and you still hated their guts for what they did .

You were one of the not so lucky ones . But something went wrong on the other side . You remembered the paint of getting shot , the pain of dyeing. But the next you see what you thought was Heaven and Hell flash before your eyes seeing so much pain of the damn and the warm happiness of the blessed , one after the other until you felt a rough stop.

You were still there , in your school, looking at your body on the floor in a pool of still warm blood . You looked up only to see them killing the poor children. You didn’t fell a thing and you just followed them , the insane killers , your cold eyes watched as the unlucky children took their last breaths as they either bled out or just died in a matter of seconds because of the injuries.

You saw the cops and swat teams running in to the school, going past or through you . You just watched the blood shed continue before they got 4 of the shooters alive and the other 3 had enough time to commit suicide.

You watched as they bagged your body and took it away to an ambulance, you saw your mother crying, trying to get out of the officers grip just to get to her little girl and see her one last time .

Months passed before you found out your full potential. It was the day you found a black cloak and a letter . You could do so much more then you could have done when you were alive . And now you were destined to walk the earth forever, that black cloak on your shoulders. Teleportation, invisibility, appearing in a temporary body , summoning of any weapon you could imagine …

That’s what you did .

And you were fine with it until Waller used the Enchantress to restrain you .

And here you were , a ghost shell in the middle of the apocalypse. You looked at the blue light in the sky that was coming from the Enchantress . A sigh left your lips as you teleported back to the squad.

Harley noticed your sudden appearance and run up to you and hugged you , your hands were awkwardly rubbing her back as she scolded you for leaving without saying a word .

Apparently the squad was attacked by Enchantress’s monsters and Harley was worried sick about you . That part surprised you because when you did have a family you were never cared for , only after your death your parents saw house and what they lost . But seeing Harley so overprotective of a child she met about 2 days ago was weird to you but you kinda enjoyed it.

It made you feel again , like you were alive .

You walked along side them as the squad got closer to the Enchantress and her machine or mass destruction. You would often pop back an forth just to make sure there were no more of her monsters  on your path.

After things got frantic. The squad was attacked, Harley tried to ran off only to get crashed and most of the squad separating.

The rest became a blur.

But one thing you remember for sure.

Enchantress asked you to join her and shell grant you your biggest desire. You saw your family, you was them smiling at you, saying hi and talking to you. Looking down you see your body, you feel warm. For the first time in a while you could feel your heart beating but you soon remembered, the pain of dying, the warm blood under you as your soul left your body.

Harsh reality hit and you saw through the elusive dream.

You felt the heavy black cloak fall back to your shoulders, feeling its heavy burden of not feeling any rest so long as you walk the earth. The dream faded and harsh reality , seeing the witch smirking at her working plan. It angered you seeing her like this, happy to know that her lies are bringing more people to her side.

You grit your teeth as you see the squad in their trance not able to break free from what ever they were seeing. You felt your fingers wrap around a sythe that just manifested in your hands, a tight grip on the handle. Before Enchantress noticed you appeared in front of her ready to attack her with your weapon only for her to land a firm hit on your abdomen, the impact made you fall back as the pain- wait, pain?

That was all you felt as you feel to the wet and hart ground.

You looked down to the source of the pain only to see blood on your knees and hands, you didn’t notice the tears streaming down your face as you looked back at the with glowing hatred in your eyes.


She only smirked at your now slightly broken form.

“The only way to defeat a Reaper is to grant the lost soul a body and that’s what I did.”

Your eyes widened and she just laughed at you, seeing that the rest of the squad is still under her spell. You felt so many emotions come to you at once. You didn’t feel the heavy cloak on your shoulders and that feeling, the feeling of helplessness, fear and pain overtook your , usually, level mind and strong spirit.

As the tears kept dropping down your face and the feeling of being utter useless now and powerless now overtook any thought that might have been in your head.

You only felt your mouth open as a broken scream was all you could let out. You didn’t hear it over your own thoughts as you hear the vibrations in your throat as the scream keeps going strong. Your lungs tighten from all the air leaving at once.

“shut up worthless human.” Enchantress said in a rough voice but before she could do anything 5 shots were fired at her, all 5 landing somewhere on her body. She looks at the direction the shots came from only to see Harley, holding her gun up, shaking in rage as the rest of the squad got back to their senses.

“No one. Makes. My. Baby. Cry. YOU HEAR ME WITCH LADY!?!” she yelled as she grabbed one of Floyds spare guns and shooting at her.

On your eyes you see, Floyd, Katana, Harley, Boomerang, and Rick fight the witch to protect you. You felt more tears come to your eyes as you slowly got up only to feel a gun hit your foot. Your eyes dart at the gun as you pick it up to see one bullet left in it. Your eyes dart at the squad and back at the gun.

You were alive again, but you were still dead to all of them, you are dead, and at that moment you decided…

You WILL stay dead.

Harley was busy trying to take the witch down along with Rick, Boomerang,  Floyd and Katana, but her ears didn’t let the sound of a gun shot from the back go unnoticed as she looked over her shoulder to see blood streaming down your face as the gun you held fell down from the side of your head and your now lifeless body fall and hit the cold ground, gun falling out of your now cold hands.

Harley felt time slowed down as she sees you hit the ground. she wanted to yell, to scream.

Yes she knew you for less than a day and she knew you were a ghost before the witch brought you back to life. She still felt like you were more than a kid, a mothers instinct kicked in when she saw you at first and she wanted nothing more than to take you with her to go back home, to her Joker, to rule over Gotham. But you took the chance to become the reaper you were before and it didn’t seem you’ll be making it this time.

Only a second passed in her head but when she turned around she was the only one standing.

“What now pathetic human?” Enchantress almost smiled as she saw the broken look in Harleys eyes that turned in to hate and anger in a matter of seconds , but before she could –


She hears your voice and looked up to see you in mid air, Katanas sword at one hand and a sythe in the other. Before any of them could react you threw Harley the sword, which she caught, you landed on Enchantress’s shoulders and in one swift move of your sythe cut open her chest.

Harley waisted no time and used this opportunity and slide out the witches heart, granting her full control over the Enchantress.

As soon as that happened you felt your feet leave the witches shoulders and with one last glance at Harley and a small smile you vanished.

After coming back to life and dying again it will take a few days to get back in to shape.

You heard about El Diablo so you visited hell but for some reason he was not there. A smile broke on to your face as you knew where he was and you knew he was happy there, finally with his family.

“Guess he earned it.”

You mumbled to yourself as you returned to earth. Sitting on a street light in Gotham city you were trying to find Harley, by tracking down her soul, yet again, another perk of being a reaper.

Easy to track down living people.

You quickly teleported to the prison she was in, going through walls, bars and the guards. Going through the thick steel doors to her cell that had her in a small cage. But before you could say anything the steel doors flew off their hinges and landed on the floor as fake swat team entered the cell and cut the bars on Harleys cage. At this something tells you it was not the time yet to see her again, so before she could notice you, you teleported to the main office of the prison.

“Still walking around stalking people and taking souls away ?”

You look back from where the voice was coming from only to see Waller, smirking at you.

You just smiled yourself.

“You’re the ones stalking people, I’m just here to save the asses of those who wanted to save mine.”

Lovin’ Ya

request ; Okay oaky okay cause like I need a Soony fic where he just APPRECIATES the FUCK outta you, and he just follows you around and tell you you look amazing and looks just giving you cuddles but as soon and Usnavi tells him to ask you out and he just like tells him to go away because no no no he will not. But he does anyway.

requested by anonymous

pairing ; sonny x reader

words ; 1400 (exactly !)

warnings ; none!

note ; this is semi-edited, so sorry if there are minor mistakes that i missed. also, i didn’t add the cuddles part, probably because i wrote this while sleep-deprived and over the span of a few hours so, and i just didn’t remember it.

Sonny de la Vega. The boy you’d come to cherish as not only a good friend, but also as a bearer of your heart. Everyday, at various times, he would come over to the small café you worked at, order a drink, and depending on if you had the time, would wait until you took a five minute break to talk to you and shower you in compliments (and if you couldn’t take a break, he would wait until the line was gone and just talk to you at the counter.)

Sonny was such a regular, that the shift manager, Selena, had come to adore him, and tried to give you as much time as possible with him. And it was frequent that your coworkers made comment on how cute the two of you would be together, and how Sonny was the kind of guy they wanted and hoped for in life.

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This is actually a combination of three requests for a Josh imagine.

Yay Jish.

Edit: I love Debby Ryan with all of my heart. She was the first name that came to mind when I was writing this. In retrospect, I should’ve made up a character to use instead of Debby.

Warnings: Alcohol mention, its kinda sad bc sad Jish, SMUT. kthx.

Words. 4.7k jeebus.


You and Josh had been best friends for years and years. Your parents had taken him on vacations with your family when you were kids, he was one of your dad’s groomsman at the renewal of your parent’s wedding vows. He had been there with you through everything.

You woke up as you heard your phone ringing.

“Hello?” you ask, trying to fight off a yawn as you woke up and checked the clock to see it was 11.

“Sh-she br-broke up with m-me.” you hear someone sob on the other end of the phone.

“Joshua, hon? Is that you?” you ask as you sit up in your bed. You hear him whimper his response into the phone.

You sat and listened as he tried to tell you about the break up with Debbie through his sobs. Your heart was being torn apart as he cried and told you what happened. You had been in love with Josh for years. You never pursued it as you wouldn’t be able to function if you lost him.

He had been your best friend forever. You couldn’t remember a time when he wasn’t your best friend. Sure, you had other friends, but you had always had Josh.

The two of you talked on the phone for 4 hours and 32 minutes. He would calm down and say he was okay and then immediately break into hysterics again he only hung up because he had to get ready for a show. He would be okay for a little bit. He would have Tyler and he could hit his drums as hard as need be. You were still worried about it.

He acted tough and all, but you had seen him at his worst and you could tell that he would try to slip back in to it if you let him. You texted Tyler as you sat and thought about what you could do.

“Tyyyyyy” you texted.

“What do you want, punk?”

“Josh and Debbie broke up. I just got off the phone with J. He is destroyed.” you tell him.

“He didn’t even tell me. He is currently warming up and I’m afraid he is going to hurt himself with how hard he’s playing.”

“He is taking it really badly. Can you get him to chill out on the drums and save it for the show?” you ask.

“[Y/n], you know he is only going to listen to you. He has always only listened to you.” he tells you matter of factly.

“Damn. I know. Just, please keep him safe.”

“Why dont you just fly out and surprise him. He would love it. You can just stay on tour with us after. You can meet all the other guys on the tour. Make a good thing out of this. It’ll be fun. We have an actual bus this time. No van benches for youuu.” he tried to convince you.

Of course he knew that wouldn’t turn it down. You cares about Josh too much and he knew that Josh needed you.

“Fine. Where’s your next stop? I will buy a plane ticket.” you said. You had made an agreement with Tyler that he would reimburse you for the ticket because Josh needed you. You bought the ticket to the next stop. You were to board the plane at 7:35 am tomorrow morning to their next show. You packed a duffle bag and started a group message with the guys from Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco and their managers.

“Hey all - It’s [Y/N], (Josh’s best friend) I just wanted to let you know that Joshua is in a bad place right now. At Ty’s request, I’m flying out tomorrow to rendezvous and surprise him and try to get him out of the post-break up rut. If you could not tell him, that’d be great but I wanted to let you all know that he is having a rough time right now. Thanks!”

The tour had just started and it wouldn’t be over for 6 months. You were used to getting up and going at a moments notice so you didn’t have much aside from your camera equipment. You were a photographer and made a good living off of it through band photography.

You had everything packed in about an hour. You decided to watch a couple movies and clean up your apartment.

You heard your phone ring with Pete’s ringtone. “Oh fuck, that’s what I forgot to do. I want pizza.” You had recorded it accidentally recorded it the last time you saw him and you thought it described him pretty well.

“Peter Wentz, what can I do for you?” you picked up the phone as you continued cleaning.

“Do you need someone to pick you up from the airport tomorrow? I’m picking up Meagan and can take you too.” he asked, skipping formalities.

“Oh yeah sure if you’re there when I land. I land at noon.” You determined that he would pick you up at noon and take you to the venue where everyone else would be. You thanked him and hung up.

It was 7:30pm and you were curled up in your bed with a graphic novel. You weren’t tired but you needed to fall asleep early so you could get to your flight. You finally fell  asleep at around 9:45. You slept restlessly and woke up 20 minutes early.

You pulled on your skinny jeans and sweatshirt and headed to the taxi that you had called. The drive was fast and you arrived at the daunting airport and paid the taxi driver. You walked in and checked in. They gave you your boarding pass and went to your gate. You made it as soon as they called for your flight.

You handed the woman your pass and she waved you through. You took your seat and put your bag in the overhead compartment. Without much thought, you put in your headphones and blocked out the rest of the world.

Only 2 hours in the air. Then you would be home. Or with Joshua at least.

For the first time ever, your flight went off without a hitch. A man about your age sat next to you but didn’t try to start conversation. The children on the flight didn’t wail and the person behind you didn’t kick.

About three fourths of the way through the flight, a young girl recognized you.

“Oh hi, youre the one who always takes pictures of bands and is friends with Josh and Tyler, right?” you smiled as she realized who you were.

“Yeah, I am.” the two of you talked for a few minutes until the air hostess asked everyone to sit down and buckle your lap belts. You closed your eyes as the plane began to descend. The landing was the scary part for you.

Soon enough, you were exiting the plane with your bags and a burning desire to see Josh. You walked through the crowds of people and soon enough, ran into Pete and Meagan.

“[Y/n]!!! You’re here!” Meagan exclaimed as you set your bag down and hugged her. Meagan had been at the same studio session as you when the boys were first signed and the two of you had kept up.

“Of course I am!” you exclaimed, laughing a little at Pete who was staring at Meagan, entranced. Pete said that the car was in the parking lot and the three of you set off. Meagan and Pete held hands and you clutched your duffle bag for dear life. Soon enough, you got the the car and sat in the back so Pete and Meagan could catch up.

You decided to text Tyler.

“Little bird has landed. I repeat. Little bird has landed.” you smiled at yourself and sent the message.

He sent you a picture of Josh sitting at a table in the venue with his head on the table and his arms wrapped around his head, almost as if he were playing Heads Up 7 Up. The picture broke your heart.

“Your destination is 6 minutes away.” you heard as the GPS navigated.

You told Tyler that you would be there soon and he didn’t reply.

6 minutes later on the dot, you arrived at the massive arena. It took all of your restraint not to run to find Josh but you had to go through security because you had a bag. Of course it was just clothing and camera equipment so you were allowed through.

You walked quietly down the halls until you heard talking. You had lost Pete and Meagan somewhere down the hall but you found the room where everyone was pretty easily. You walked in and saw that Josh hadn’t moved from his spot at the table. Tyler was talking to Brendon. You saw Kenneth and Dallon talking to Joe and Andy was talking to Fall Out Boy’s manager.

You put your bag down next to Tyler as you silently acknowledged each other. He motioned to the others not to say anything. You walked over to Josh and softly laid your hand on his shoulder. He tried to move away but you held his shoulder.

“You can’t avoid me forever, Joshua.” you said quietly. He immediately recognized your voice and raised his head and looked at you. His eyes were rimmed in red and he made a small noise of surprise. He stood up and pulled you into him. You wrapped your arms around him and softly traced patterns on his back.

He was shaking and quietly sniffling as you held him. She was the one that he thought he could have forever. She was the one he was desperately in love with. Yet you were the one holding him in the middle of a concert venue while he cried and he closest friends tried not to notice.

After about 10 minutes, he stopped shaking to the point where you thought you could have him walk into the hall.

“Come on Joshua, hon. Lets go into the hall so we can talk.” you said softly and wrapped your arm around his waist and led him quietly past the others in the room. You made eye contact with Dallon and gave him a sad smile. You and Dallon were pretty close in the sense that he knew that you were desperately in love with the boy you were supporting.

The two of you had bonded over your lack of desire to go to a party so you had stayed with him and hung out. He was lovely and the two of you had hung out on other occasions. Through him, you had become close with Breezy as well.

You made it to the hallway and Josh slowly slid to the floor with his back against the wall. You sat in front of him and took his hands in yours. You held his hands as he focused on breathing and not crying anymore. You looked at him and he returned the eye contact.

“[Y/n], why are you here?” he asked, his voice hoarse and quiet. You wiped a tear from his cheek.

“I texted Tyler yesterday to tell him what happened and he asked me to come out and stay for the rest of tour. So, I got on a plane this morning and Pete picked me up from the airport and now I’m here.” you said, breaking eye contact and focusing on your hands tangling and untangling with his.

“Thank you.” you heard him whisper. You softly ran your hand down his cheek like a mom would and stood up. You tell him that you are going to go talk to the other guys for a few minutes. You walk back into the room and immediately you feel tears pooling in your eyes. You try to compose yourself as you walk over to Dallon, Joe and Kenneth.

Dallon was the first to wrap you up in a hug. He was about a foot taller than you so it was an awkward hug but nonetheless, it was comforting.

“Hey Dal. I missed you.” you say quietly as he presses a soft kiss to your head. You slowly pull away as a tear runs down your cheek. You wipe it away quickly and put on a smile.You know that everyone can tell you are on the verge of crying. There are tears in your eyes and you have a very obviously faked smile on your face. The guys didn’t bring it up as you tried to laugh and tears snuck down your face.

You wiped them away and went on with the conversation. You sat on an amp next to the guys as they talked about the new equipment they got to use. You leaned in to Dallon’s side and texted Breezy.

“Your husband is being a good person. Thank you for marrying him.”

You received a reply almost instantly. She asked what was going on.

“Joshua is having a bad time so I flew out to help out and now I’m using your husband as a backrest while sitting on an amp in this weird ready-room.” you told her. She told you that she was able to talk anytime if you needed it. You thanked her profusely and poked Dallon.

“Hey Dallon, I love your wife.” you told him.

“I’m pretty fond of her myself.” he said as he smiled down at you. You tried to keep up the small talk with Joe and Kenneth but you ran out of energy to talk to them quickly. You stood up and walked to the little seating area in the corner of the room and curl into a ball in the armchair, putting your head on your knees. Tyler had since gone out to sit with Josh. You couldn’t calm down for whatever reason so you let the tears slide down your face where no one could see them. You heard someone walk up to you but you didn’t bother moving.

“Hey kid, why don’t we go on a walk and talk?” you heard someone say. You realize pretty quickly that it was Andy. You raise you head slightly and wipe your face, standing up and covering your face with your sleeves as he lead you out.

The two of you passed Josh and Tyler sitting on the floor and keep walking. Soon enough, you’re standing on the stage.

“Okay, I don’t really tend to speak out but I’ve known you for a little while and I can’t watch you do this to yourself anymore. It’s really obvious that you fell for Josh a long time ago. He obviously hasn’t caught on. Im not sure how he hasn’t. I mean, you flew across the country to hold him while he cried over another girl. You’re obviously a strong girl but that’s enough indulging him. Either tell him that you are in love with him or move on.” he says softly as your tears begin to fall again.

“I can’t just tell my best friend that I’m in love with him. I know his parents. He was in my parents wedding vow renewal. He was there when I first broke my arm. He was there when I got my first camera. I was there when he got his first drum kit. I can’t risk losing him but fuck this. I can’t sit here while he tells me how broken he is over losing her. I can’t do this.” you say, your voice slowly rising. He pulls you into his chest and you lose control, you sob and cry and your body is shaking.

He slowly pulls you to the ground until you are curled in a ball sobbing, sitting in his lap while he holds you. You hear Meagan walk in and say something to Andy about after the show but you didn’t catch it. She put a bottle of water in your hand and walks away. You slowly compose yourself and stand up.

“I don’t know why you did that, but thank you Andy.” you say quietly and tell him that you’re going to walk around the venue. He quietly acknowledged you and you walked away. You walked slowly through the venue until you found the door leading outside.You found a quiet spot to sit.

About an hour later, one of the security guards came up and told you that you may want to head inside unless you want to meet a lot of fans very quickly. You got up and went inside, retreating to the staging area backstage as the guys started their soundchecks.

You were essentially in a daze. You didn’t focus on the music playing or the crowds screaming. You sat next to Meagan on some old risers and focused on your shoes.

Black combat boots. Scuffed. Old. Used. Loved. Worn. Laced to the top. Sloppily tied. Red laces. Black leather.

People would have paid so much to be sitting and watching the show you were watching but you couldn’t move. Meagan eventually coaxed you on stage as all the guys said thank you for the night. You had a smile plastered on your face. Obviously faked. Josh stood next to you and Patrick on the other side. They introduced you to the crowd as ‘Josh’s other half’ and everyone’s favorite photographer.

You were soon allowed to shuffle off of the stage. You found a chair to sit in. Everyone was deciding what they wanted to do for the rest of the night. It was decided that everyone was going to a bar.

Oh good. Loss of inhibition with the guy you could barely keep your feelings from in the first place. Fun times. You shared a cab with Dallon and Kenneth to the bar that everyone was meeting at. Dallon had to practically drag you inside.

You situated yourself in the corner of the table where the guys were sitting. You leaned on Dallon and regretted coming to the tour.

Pete brought you a drink and you honestly had no clue what it was but you drank it. It dulled your thoughts a little and drank whatever anyone gave you. You didn’t care. About an hour and a half later, you were tipsy, Brendon and Pete were hammered and Joe was highly intoxicated. Everyone else, minus Andy of course, was buzzed. The decision was made that everyone would head back to the venue and hang out in the Panic! at the Disco tour bus.

You took the same cab with Kenneth and Dallon. Everything made you giggle. Dallon telling you to fasten your seatbelt made you giggle. You didn’t mind the feeling much. You walked with Kenneth to the bus as Dallon helped Brendon. You sat in the corner of the couch on the back of the couch and Tyler sat in front of you.

Everyone was talking at once. Random things were being spouted until someone started the conversation of how excited they were to see their spouse.

“I guess mine is already here” you heard Josh say over the din of the drunken conversation. Meagan made a bigger deal out of it than you wanted.

“Wait, Josh, what do you mean?” she spouted. You loved Meagan but she lost any sense of control when drunk.

“Well, [Y/n] is practically my wife. I mean she flew across the country because I cried. Who the fuck does that?” he said. No one laughed. No one thought it was funny.

“Josh, you don’t even deserv-” you heard Dallon start to interject, you could hear the anger in his voice.

“Apparently just me, then.” you said quietly, interrupting Dallon.  You stood up and started to walk across the bus to the door. You needed to get out. You were hurt and tired and drunk.

“Wait, [Y/n], you know I think you’re like my sister. Don’t worry about it.” you cringed at the idea of him thinking of you as a sibling.

“Wow Joshua, way to comfort me. It’s like I flew across the country to comfort the guy I had fallen in love with when he was down. That’s obviously crazy. Fuck off, man.” you shot back at him, the words feeling like venom. You regretted it immediately. You had just told him and everyone else that you were in love with him.

You immediately walked out the door. The cold air stinging your skin but waking you up. The tears were already falling down your cheeks. You sat down next to the door of the Twenty One Pilots bus and sobbed. You heard someone walk up to you.

“[Y/n], please. Talk to me.” you heard Josh whisper as he put his hand on your back. You stood up immediately, needing to get away from his touch.

“Joshua, I gave you your time to talk. I’m fed up. Please just fuck off.” you said as you turned away and started to walk away.

“I didn’t know. I’m sorry.” he says softly.

“Well sorry doesn’t magically fix everything now does it. You know what? Maybe it does. Hey Joshua. Im sorry I have fallen in love with you over and over again for years. Does that fix this shit show? No? Didn’t think so.” you spat at him.

You tried to walk past him but he pulled you to him. One arm wrapped around your waist. His other hand on your cheek as he pulled your mouth to his, instantly colliding. You held your hands up as if to show that you were innocent. He licked your bottom lip lightly as if you ask to deepen the kiss. You let him and rested your hand on his chest, the other tangled in his hair. He pressed against your body until you were pressed against the bus.

The arm around your waist drifted lower until he had his hand lightly resting on your butt. You felt a pressure against your leg. The two of you had your tongues in a constant battle for dominance. You felt his hand slowly slide up the side of your sweatshirt. His hand resting on your cold skin, giving you a little warmth.

He slowly pulled away from the kiss and put his forehead to yours, looking intensely in your eyes.

“[Y/n], can we go inside? You’re obviously cold and I would like to continue this if at all possible.” he said, almost growling.

You bit your lip lightly and hesitantly nodded. The two of you slowly walked into the empty bus. He locked the door behind you as you sat on the couch. He walked up to you and sat down quickly pulling you back to his mouth as he pulled you on to his lap until you were straddling him. He tugged at the bottom of your sweatshirt and broke the kiss as he pulled it over your head. You did the same to him and removed his shirt.

You pulled his mouth back to yours as if you needed it. He tried to unfasten your bra but he kept fumbling. Instead of helping him, you ground your hips against his. He whimpered into your mouth and bit your lip softly. He finally got your bra unhooked and slid it off, allowing his hands to massage your breasts harshly. He stands slightly and moves you so you were laying on your back on the couch as he hovered over you.

“Can I take these off?” Josh says as he tugs at your pants. You nod as you help him to slide your pants off. You pull at his and he obliges. He lays over you again and kisses you again as he lightly massages you through your underwear. You moan against his mouth as he gives you a little friction that you wanted so badly.

He starts you kiss your neck lightly and suckle softly. Your eyes shutter closed as he moves your underwear slightly and slowly inserts a finger in to you. He sucks harder at the sweet spot on your throat and kisses down your chest, sucking and biting at the skin. You slowly pumps his finger in and out of you. You softly buck your hips into his hand. He quickly presses another finger in to you and quickens his pace as you cry out quietly.

He takes one of your nipples into your mouth and lightly bites at it as he sucks and leaves light kisses. He pushes a third finger in to you, thrusting into you with his fingers. Without warning, he removes his fingers completely. You are breathing hard as he pulls off your underwear and removes his own.

“Josh wait. Stop please. We need to think about this. We are both upset and slightly drunk. Can we really make the decision to change our entire relationship right now?” you ask, regretting it, all you want is to be with him. You wanted him to fuck you. And you wanted him to fuck you hard and preferably now.

“I’ve been in love with you for years and I really don’t want to wait. I love you. I love you. I love you. If you don’t want this, we don’t have to do this but I want you.” he says in a low voice. Without thinking it any further you pulled him back to your mouth and wrapped your legs around his waist.

He put one hand behind your head as if to keep your mouth to his and one hand on your hip. You could feel him hesitating at your core. You mumbled against his mouth;

“Pleas- Holy fuck!” you were going to plead with him to just take you but he thrusted into you, catching you completely off guard. He didn’t start off slow. He didn’t treat you like his toy. He knew that the two of you had a lot of time to make up for and he didn’t relent.

He was immediately thrusting into you. You couldn’t meet his thrusts as he was holding you down. You were being dominated by your best friend and boy was he pounding into you. You could hear skin hitting skin and his soft moans. It was the hottest thing you’d ever heard.

His voice was low and his mouth was occupied by your so his moans dissipated into a growling hum. Your stomach was tying itself in knots and your mind was racing. You pulled away from his mouth as you felt your core tightening.

“Joshua! I’m gonna- oh fuck! Josh! I’m gonna cum!” you moaned as he kissed down your neck and his thrusts became sloppy. You could feel him twitching in you and his breathing was erratic. Your stomach tightened as you felt your face grow hot and you released around him, causing him to release into you. You cried out in ecstasy and he moaned into your neck as he slowly slid out of you.

Your breathing was heavy and his was erratic. You hadn’t realized that you had dragged your nails down his back but you had and his back was red now. He had littered your body in bruises from his mouth. As the two of you calmed, he slowly stood up and offered you his hand to help you up.

“Can you stand? I’m sorry.” he said as you tried to gain your balance. Your legs weren’t holding you very well and you were sore. You told him that you could barely stand. He held you softly as he helped you put your underwear on, his hands lightly brushing against your legs. He then took his shirt from the floor and helped you put it on. You sat on the couch as he put his boxers back on.

He helped you walk to his bunk and told you to get comfortable. He walked away and picked up the clothes in the floor and put them in a suitcase and he unlocked the door so the others could get in eventually. After, he slowly crawled into the bunk with you. He pulled the blanket up so it was covering your shoulders. He pulled the curtain shut and pulled you against his body. You laid your head on his chest and listened to his heart race as he traced circles on your back.

“Hey [Y/n]? Do you think I could maybe be your boyfriend? I can’t live without you regardless of label. But I want the label. I love you so much.” he said softly. You told him yes and he hummed contently as you fell asleep in his arms.

Love you the mostest


And You Will Find Me (Chapter 8)

- I realized you were missing.

Bucky x reader Drabble series - Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 - FINISHED - SEQUEL

Bucky and you are best friends, which no one really knows about, and one day you are kidnapped by Hydra. So, naturally, Bucky tries everything to save you. [~520 words]

warnings (in general): language, graphic descriptions of torture, injuries, mentions of death, violence. (for this chapter): language, choking (not the good kind)

A/N: this is the last part before chapter 9, which is also the epilog. I’m so glad I’m finished now. it’s the first series I’ve started that I’ve also finished, I’m kinda proud hehe

Originally posted by theseromaniansarecrazy

“Buck-Bucky. It’s me.” As the minutes went on, it was getting increasingly harder to breathe and your vision started to blur around the edges.

“I don’t know you.” He spat, his grip becoming a tad tighter.

You lifted up hands to try and pry his fingers off your throat, ignoring the pain that followed the movement as your wounds were yet to fully heal.

Needing to focus on something, anything, to stay conscious, your eyes found Bucky’s on reflex and you were suddenly more frightened by the coldness of his expression than you had ever been before. They looked dead and did nothing to help you. All you wanted right now was to sleep. It felt so easy, to just close your eyes and let the darkness take over, so much easier than fighting.

And so you missed how the door next to you swung open, startling Bucky, which brought him out of his Winter Soldier mode. You weren’t awake to see his eyes widen in shock and fear as he realized that the hand around your throat was the only thing keeping you upright.

Tony moved to catch you when Bucky let go as if he had been burnt. He called for a nurse and Steve, knowing that someone had to be there for Bucky. The latter was obviously panicking, he ran his hands through his hair, harshly pulling at the thick strands. Some tears had already fallen and he let out mumbled string of “I killed her, I killed her, oh my God, no. It’s all my fault”.

Tony called again, starting to check your breathing. “F.R.I.D.A.Y.?”

“I detected a heartbeat,” the AI’s voice came from the man’s wristwatch.

“Oh, thank God,” he breathed in response. “Steve!”

The man in question appeared in the doorway. “What is it, Tony? Y/N is miss- oh God. What happened?”
“You friend over there was trying to choke her to death.”

“I wasn’t- I didn’t know! I- Steve.” Bucky looked up at him, visibly an emotional mess.

Steve walked up to him to wrap him in a tight embrace. “It’s okay. You didn’t do anything. It was him.”

Bucky desperately shook his head. Steve laid his hand comfortingly on the back of Bucky’s neck, pulling his head closer. “It’s going to be okay.”

Tony stepped over to them. “I’ll get her back her room,” he told them quietly, to which Steve nodded.


You woke up to a new source of pain, your throat was scratchy when you spoke with a small voice. “What happened?” But you started to remember without having to be told. “Bucky?”

“He’s okay. A bit shaken,” Tony, who was next to your bed this time, informed you.

As new images from the incident flooded your memory, you got more and more riled up. “He doesn’t remember me.”

Tony gently took hold of your hand. “He does,” he said with a reassuring smile. “Barnes came to his senses a second after you lost yours.”

You nodded. “Can I see him?”

“I’ll call Steve to bring him over.” He was already pulling his phone out of the pocket of his jacket.

“Thank you.”

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My first complete scat experience!!

I can’t imagine that many of my followers are fans of scat, but I couldn’t help but share my latest experience with someone! If this isn’t for you, scroll away now cause it’ll get pretty graphic, at least I think it will. If you’re not a fan of scat or poop, scroll away now, otherwise feel free to continue reading!!

So as a preface, I’ve been into scat now for several years, mostly watching scat porn or experimenting very slowly with my own scat such as letting it drop in my hands and feeling its texture, licking it, biting very small pieces of my own, trying (and almost always failing) to swallow the tiny bits and pieces. I’ve experimented with putting my legs behind my head and letting it fall on my face (to many failed attempts where it either would kill my back, or fall the opposite direction making a nasty cleanup on the floor instead of the bathtub where I desired.

Here lately I’ve been pushing myself further. Biting into big chunks of my own scat, chewing, again trying to swallow but always throwing it right back up. Mostly psychological I’m sure, cause it doesn’t really taste all that bad honestly. The other night I decided I’d wait until I was close to cumming and figured right before I was about to cum, I’d just take the piece I my hand and gulp it down. It wasn’t a very solid piece like I’d have liked, so that made it all the more challenging. But I felt myself about to cum and my mind knew this was the point of no return. I’d either swallow it and throw it back up, or cum and then immediately lose all interest in wanting to swallow it at all. So I said screw it, and gulped it down. Immediately exploded in cum as well as soon as I gulped it down which made for an extremely orgasmic experience.

But that’s not the experience I wanted to share. It was the one I did just now. I was eating lunch, and felt one coming out, so I figured why not just let it out in my hand and lick it or play with it a bit. So I did. A nice solid log about 3-4 inches in length, not too hard not too squishy, it was just right. I got in the bathtub and started stroking, trying to get hard and make myself cum and see if I could get the courage to eat it. As I was stroking, I laid the poop in my mouth, gagging slightly as I kept stroking. I never quite did get hard, but something came over me, and I just said screw it. I took a giant bite out of the poop in my mouth and just kept chewing and chewing and chewing non stop. This entire log was in my mouth. I kept chewing, swallowing every now and again, feeling myself throwing up after each swallow but holding it back until I was at my last tiny piece left. I was in shock and excitement as I took that last gulp. I danced around the bathroom screaming “I ATE IT ALL!!!” I’ve never been so excited in my life lol. I ate an entire 4 inches of a thick piece of my own poop, and didn’t throw it back up. I also did it without having to cum first, which means later tonight when I do cum, it’ll be an explosion at the excitement of knowing I finally achieved my goal of eating an entire piece of poop. Every time I burp I taste it, which kinda sucks, it’s not a bad taste, but it’s not the best either.

I’m sorry I just had to share this with someone, if I lose followers because of them so be it, but I literally have no one to discuss this kinda thing with. Ahhhh I can’t believe I did it!!! Holy shit! (Pun intended)

anonymous asked:

Hmmm.. what do you think about the monoma x shinsou ship??

It’s… possibly a good ship? I guess? I’ve seen it around a bit, but ngl I don’t really understand it haha

Anon said:  when’s your birthday?

November 13th! It’s still pretty far~

Anon said: you say you like seeing the bakusquad taking care of babies hmmm? draw them maybe? OuO

I did haha

Anon said: Because of your art (you made me fall in love with Bakugou and Kirishima and Kaminari) I started BNHA and got my best friend into it. Now I can’t stop writing them and my friend and I have several AUs already.

This is the best kind of ask omfg !!!!! Glad I could get you into my disaster trio!!! …but also are you maybe gonna share like I’m starved for bakushimanari content a n o n

Anon said: Aw man i was gonna recomend that fic by newamsterdam to you. Like i finished reading it and thought you could like it since you like that other kuroo x teru fic (thanks to you and the anon for that btw) and it seemed your style? Im kinda sad i missed the chance (ok i know this whole ask sounds stupid)

Awwww don’t be sad anon, reccing me bakushima stuff is seriously hard because I might or might not go daily in the ao3 tag to read anything complete that’s been updated and I might or might not be following all fics regularly updating unless they have a character death/angst with no happy ending warning oops - thank you for thinking about me tho!!! That made me happy haha

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Oh man, where do I begin?

A year ago, I officially began my presence in the Fire Emblem Fates RP community — and here I am, still here, a year later! Only those who have been around for longer than I have remember my old URL KIRAQI — but upon further deepening of Kiragi’s character, was changed to the one I have present day. It’s only been my second experience with a community on Tumblr, my first being in the Osomatsu-san fandom — and I had ditched one of my blogs in said community in favor of Kiragi.

I guess I should start with what I’m thankful for in this introduction. Honestly, there’s a LOT to be thankful for — this community’s kindness, it’s welcome, and the zeal it had ever since I joined to improve many different aspects of myself in the creative aspect. This includes my graphics, writing, musical ability — it’s endless. I joined this community with absolutely no idea how it’d work out — honestly, I thought it would be a lot like the Osomatsu-san community, where the majority of people DREW ANSWERS to asks. I was surprised to find out that the majority of the fandom used their creative writing skills for the most part. I was young — er, younger — when I made the blog, so I had no knowledge of what I was doing, other than the fact that I was here to have fun — I think that’s the most important part to when I joined. As began to roleplay more and more, new glasses were placed upon my face, and I started seeing — well, EVERYTHING differently. 

Before this gets too long, I’d like to just say thank you — to YOU. Because it’s likely that if you’re seeing this from my blog, you’re following me — you’re one of those THOUSAND followers that I have accumulated over the past year. Roleplaying is not my priority, as writing in a whole is just a hobby for me, and I always do things in the order and balance that I want — perhaps that’s selfish of me, but this community has allowed me to realize MANY things. Everyone I met was so unique and amazing, and even though I’ve only managed to fully befriend only a fraction of my followers, I cannot wait to see what’s in store for me in the future!

And — oh yes. You didn’t forget, right? Because I didn’t — I told you that I’d make a CELEBRATORY VIDEO. Now, let’s begin this long-ass bias list. | art credit !

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Mercy Bid

Izashin post-canon angst… is finally done… I kinda wrote this on a whim but I’m dedicating it to @coleridges​. Congrats for the year abroad! And thank you @scarlet-blossoms​ for the beta.

Rating: T
Words: 8,300
Warnings: mentions of suicide, grief/mourning, mildly graphic description of Izaya’s injuries.

Mercy Bid

It only took one look at Shizuo’s body for Shinra to feel a part of his history close cleanly. He read the sad end to Izaya’s last and longest feud in the cuts on Shizuo’s torso, the dislocated shoulder he was carrying with no pain, and the way his eyes moved. Slow and unseeing. Shinra didn’t think Shizuo even realized he was in shock, but it didn’t matter.

None of that mattered anymore.

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X-44 Land.

Reader x J-Hope - BTS (ZombieApocalypse!AU)
Genre: Angst, Eventual Smut, kinda smutty in dis one?
Synopsis: The times and trials of people trying to make it in a world that’s heading for ashes.
Word Count: 12.7k
Part 1 of ?

Playlist: Little Secrets - Passion PitIn Case of Rapture - As Tall As Lions, Circles - Thrice, Last Man Standing - People In Planes, Rose Golden - Kid Cudi ft.Willow

AN: *mentions of death and gore* I’m gonna put a TW up on this as it’s a pretty graphic (I mean obviously it’s a zombie apocalypse AU :/) but just a warning! Let me know how ya like it! <3

Everything I loved, became everything I lost.

        If you remembered back to the time where you felt peace; where you felt a complete calm, no fear running through your veins, no worries running through your mind, nothing but happiness and ease, when would that be?

You could almost taste the memory on the tip of your tongue. The summer before the outbreak. Thankfully, strain X-44 decided to let you enjoy one last family outing, making its infamous appearance only a day after one of your favorite times of the year.  

It was Independence Day. Your family always threw a huge get together, inviting as many family members as your backyard could hold. Aunt, Uncles, Grandmas, Grandpas, Cousins, whether be second, third or fourth, hell, even removed, they’d be there. Cars lined the street late in the night, the entire block setting off fireworks into the stars as lightning bugs danced around the atmosphere and june bugs sang their songs of summer, celebrating national freedom.  

“Kids! The food’s ready! Come eat!” Your mother yelled from the porch. A slur of screams and giggles as the children finished splashing their current opponent added to the cacophony of all the sounds of the evening. A repetitive pop song played from the stereo and numerous people swayed drunkenly to its beat, naturally.  

You sipped from the cold beer bottle in your hand casually even though you weren’t of age. Your mother figured a few on the 4th of July couldn’t be that bad and who was going to deny underage drinking? The sun was setting by now. The blistering heat from the day slowly dissipating into a mild breeze while the mugginess remained. You sighed as you ran your fingers through your damp hair, still drying from the trip to the pool nearly an hour ago. This humidity being your only concern.

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An Open Letter

I mentioned this in the previous ask with plutonis, but yeah, I really fell off the map with this blog. There has been a separate art project going on, but nothing I felt the need to link over here. So I just…fell off updating. But when I log in, I’m glad to see y’all still here.

So…on to another topic. I’ve come to notice sometimes that when certain characters become popular, be they cartoons, video games, or anything, one of the popular ways to make those people feel bad for genuinely enjoying something and having fun is by saying that their fave is “the next onceler.”

Now, I feel like we should be over the concept of “cringe interests” as a thing, and how stifling they can be for young artists and just people in general when all they want to do is just have…harmless fun with something. Buuuut more often than not people try and justify themselves by saying they’re totally not like these guys. And I suppose, it’s understandable, but it’s still disheartening to see when it happens. So, personal thoughts.

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anonymous asked:

Could I please get a fic where reader is the object of both Stan's and Cole's affections and while they try and stay friends on camera, it's tough when she's on OTS with them? Preferably smut but fluff is fine too! I love your work!!!

A/N - Oh man, I know I say this a lot (because I do in fact have a lot of things that I would classify as ‘‘my jam’‘) but one of my numerous jams is boys being super competitive over a shared lady-interest! And this was a damn good team-up that I’ve actually thought about before! I had to hold back a little, mainly just to keep the fic at a reasonably length, but I hope this is still good for you, friend! Also, hey, savour my awful attempts at switching perspectives, as though I’m trying to be a real writer or something!

Pairing - Cole x Reader x Stan

Warnings - Swearing, sex, a poor suffering OTS host.

Word Count - 2, 386

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Long ass questionnaire

Low-key wasn’t gonna do but then i did it

oh and @jiminiefloof tagged me, so let’s get this shit done


1.Drink: ice tea (cuz it’s life)
2.Phone Call: my little sister
3.Text message: “kk thx!!” to my classmate and smol cute friend Alexi
4.Song you listened to: “Full House” by Mobb
5.Time you cried: this afternoon cuz i was watching this animation for the story of the game Deemo (AKA THE BEST GODDAMN RHYTHM GAME EVER FIGHT ME IF U DISAGREE) and it was kinda sad lol aND DONT WATCH IT IF U PLAN ON PLAYING THE GAME
6.Dated someone twice: never done it
7.Been cheated on: never happened
8.Kissed someone and regretted it: being attacked with a kiss from @jiminiefloof at school and low-key started to feel like i wanted to hide in my bookbag cuz im straight and im pretty sure that 75% of the school thinks im bi now
9.Lost someone special: my aunt on september 6 of last year
10.Been depressed: yep
11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: lol im not even of age


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  • white


15. Made new friends: yep
16. Fallen out of love: yep
17. Laughed until you cried: i do tht like every other day lol
18. Found out someone was talking about you: thankfully no
20. Found out who your true friends are: yep
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes… unfortunately -_- (*cough cough*@jiminiefloof*cough*)

22. How many Facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all of them since most of them r either classmates in school or friends outside of school
23. Do you have any pets: nope :(
24. Do you want to change your name: not really
25. What did you do for your last birthday: try out my new drawing pad tablet thingy :D
26. What time did you wake up: 9 am today
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching BTS vids and reading BTS fanfics
28. Name something you can’t wait for: GOING TO KOREA IN THE SUMMER (its for religious purposes tho)
29. When was the last time you saw your mother: like maybe an hour or two ago
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: wish i disciplined myself to wake up on time, to eat healthier, and to exercise, but i can probably still do tht
31. What are you listening to right now: “Joke” by Rap Monster
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: school in general
34. Most visited website: tumblr and youtube lol
35. Elementary: used to go to elementary school in new york, graduated like 6 or 7 years ago i think
36. High school: one more year bless
37. College: might go into graphic design with illustration on the side, not totally sure yet
38.Hair color: black, or dark brown idek
39. Long or short hair: mini afro :3
40. Do you have a crush on someone: i gave up on having crushes, well i do have a crush on Jung Hoseok :)
41. What do you like about yourself: im pretty tol, nice smile, dimples, weird ass laugh, multi-talented, considers myself pretty friendly and generous, confidence in body, can find the nice things in almost anybody, am not ashamed to embarrass myself and be my weird, loud self in public
42. Piercings: the basic ear piercings, might get more ear piercings when im older
43. Blood type: AB+
44. Nickname: Manda, Mandi, Manda Panda
45. Relationship status: married to my husbands from korea
46. Zodiac sign: Pisces
47. Pronouns: She/ her
48. Favorite tv show: i dont even watch tv anymore so imma just name anime (ONE PIECE, even tho i havent finished it yet lol)
49. Tattoos: nope
50. Right or left hand: imma righty


51. Surgery: my left ovary twisted so i had to get surgery to put it back to normal like 2 years ago
52. Piercing: when I was a lil baby
53. Sport: i never played in a team but the first sport i ever learned to play was either tennis or volleyball, cant really remember
54. Vacation: i dont know if i would really count it as a vacation but Brazil55. Pair of trainers: tf r trainers???


56.Eating: nothing
57. Drinking: nothing
58. I’m about to: probably read or something
60. Want: to skip school tmm, and maybe the whole week
61. Get married: omg yes marriage is so magical
62. Career: probably graphic designer or something


63. Hugs or kisses: for friends hugs, for future hubbie both
64. Lips or eyes: eyes
65. Shorter or taller: dont really care
66. Older or younger: dont really care about tht either
67. Nice arms or stomach: tf kind of question is this XD                            

68. Sensitive or loud: well im usually loud so loud i guess                              

69. Hook up or relationship: relationship

70. Trouble maker or Hesitant: hesitant


71. Kissed a stranger: nope
72. Drank hard liquor: like i said before, no old enough for tht shit
73. Lost glasses/ contact lenses: yep, lost glasses once, but then i found them a couple of months later
74. Turned someone down: yep
75. Sex on first date: proud virgin
76. Broken someone’s heart: yeah… and felt bad doing it
77. Had your heart broken: HAHA YEP
78. Been arrested: Nope, too much of a goody two shoes
79. Cried when someone died: yep
80. Fallen for a friend: bitch u guessed it


81. Yourself: yeah i guess
82. Miracles: yes :3
83. Love at first sight: yes
84. Santa Clause: nope, never did
85. Kiss on the first date: idek
86. Angels: *jung hoseok


87. Current best friend’s name: Maryam, Kawon, Alice, Diara, Madeline, Brianna, Gabe (idek about the last two cuz i havent actually gotten to do anything with them in a while so i dont even know if i can call them my BEST friends u know?… Im kinda just questioning my life rn)
88. Eye color: dark brown
89. Favorite movie: I dont watch movies tht often so im not sure

Alrighty then time for tags and shit

@cinnaminsuga-kookie @bang-tan @psychodra @shaybear456 @btssmutgalore

Have fun :)

Originally posted by syubto

Concerning the Post

Well, it’s been a bit since I did an animation related post, but we have another post going around on tumblr. You guys have probably seen it by now. It’s the one with this gif:

Originally posted by kaiko-art

There’s been a few responses to the initial post, including a joke made at the expense of CalArts, other people ripping this post apart, some guy with an anime avatar claiming that all western animation is the same, and at least one post commenting that “Sans is Shaped Like A Friend.” 

These designs actually don’t bother me. The rounded head and the big eyes make these characters look friendly and non threatening. Designs like this are meant to play on human’s natural instinct to protect babies. Designs like this are pretty standard in shows where the protagonist is meant to be appealing to a large audience. Disney has been using this formula for years. 

Contrary to what this posts suggests however, the character design for these characters do show enough variation worth looking into. While these characters do share some similar characteristics, the way they’re depicted in the actual show itself shows just how distinctive these characters can be. Lets take a look.


Originally posted by czidge

I’m really not to familiar with this show, but just from pictures and gifs alone, I can tell that this show isn’t too preoccupied in trying to look like other shows. The design seems to be ugly in a very deliberate way. From what I gather, this show has a strong appeal towards nostalgia, and I can actually see that. The designs look like the were lifted from the doodles in some grade school notebook. Personally, I don’t find this shows art stye to be particularly appealng to me personally, but I do have to give them props for making something so unmistakably their own.

Star Butterfly

Originally posted by loosescrewslefty

When I see Star Butterfly, I see somebody’s deviantArt persona personified. Normally that would be considered a bad thing, but given Star’s character in the show, it seems all to perfect.

Star is the perfect example of a parody sue, with her design emphasizing the fact. 

  • Her horns seem to recall the fancy hats and headbands created by many fan artist’s oc’s. You can find headbands like these at your local Hot Topic or else in comic conventions everywhere. Star Butterfly is totally a character who’d go out of her way to buy one of them
  • Along with her hair, these horns also serve another purpose. While Star’s face and eyes all give off the babyish round design people are meant to find appealing, her horns and her hair add an element of danger. Star is a destructive character, though it may not be so obvious at first. These spikes are subtle reminders of the fact.
  • Her teeth and mouth are actually very fun to draw. It would be very easy to give a character like Star a set of perfect teeth, but for whatever reason, her mouth seems to be filled with nubs. Perhaps its from chewing her wand all the gosh darn time.
  • Her clothing changes from episode to episode. This is both reminiscent of many straight mary sues in fiction, but in the context ofa cartoon in gives the audience variation. 
  • Perhaps the greatest asset to Star design is her jaw line that actually moves with her mouth, and squishy cheeks the animators are actually allowed to squish (all these characters have the same kinda cheeks, but this show takes advantage of the fact on a regular basis) something actually kind of rare in this style of animation. this allows for some truly great expressions from her character.

Originally posted by clxcool

Originally posted by rad-star

Originally posted by rad-star

And lets face it, we all knew at least one person who acts like Star in some way or form, inflicting their forced cuteness on the world. Star may look like a self insert character from a Sailor Moon fanfiction, but she’s written like the people who write the bad fanfiction in the first place. Her design is entirely intentional.

Dipper and Mabel

Originally posted by jazzy-j-wolf

I’m sorry, but the initial post really doesn’t do Dipper justice. I mean he’s given an incredibly out of character grin. Admittedly that Grin seems right at home with Stay and Clarence, but Dipper never, ever makes that face, something I’m sure has been done intentionally in the character inception. Heck, I don’t even think Mabel is allowed to make that face. 

If anything, that first gif shows why big smiling face with soulless staring eyes are inappropriate for most characters. Facial expressions on the character designs are just one kind of way cartoons arre meant to be set apart from one another. Take a look at these faces:

Originally posted by insomniadealer

Originally posted by beautygxd

Originally posted by ermahgerdkerfer

While Dipper is certainly allowed to smile, the faces he’s most often seen with are meant to communicate his status as straight man to the rest of the cast, something usually accomplished be giving him a serious scowl. Contrast this with his twin sister Mabel:

Originally posted by gameraboy

Originally posted by transparent-gravity-falls-gifs

Originally posted by doafhat

Despite sharing a character base with Dipper, Mabel’s expression embody excess. Even her unhappy expressions stay away from subtlety

Originally posted by dippydip

Originally posted by tannermumm

The big exceptions for both of these characters seem to occur when acting out of character is the entire point. Mabel picks up some subtler unhappy expressions when the moment is genuinely meant to make the audience feel sad.

Originally posted by honeylemonsweets

Meanwhile Dipper’s out of character squeeing is only funny because of how uncharacteristic it is for Dipper to make an expression like that.

Originally posted by starfleetrambo

Heck, the only time I think Dipper made the face featured in the original gif was in a scene playing up how creepy that expression really is.

Originally posted by heroinewithoutashell

So here we have two characters who have an in universe reason for looking the same, and yet both characters are still distinctive enough to be recognized as their own characters. Compare that with, for example, Dragon Ball Z.

Originally posted by dragonatics-saiyan

Originally posted by dragonballzforlife

There really is a lot to like about this show, but Character Design is not one of them. I’m sure anime can have a wide range of art styles, but the ones that seem to get popular always seem to have a similar art style, and in the case of shows like Dragon Ball Z, it can be really hard to distinguish characters from one another. When searching for those gifs, I actually had to make sure those two really were separate characters. 

Gumball Waterson

Originally posted by themeddler

Gumball is a blue cat drawn in a deliberately flat art style. This show is a love letter to many, many different styles of animation, and the main characters themselves resemble graphic design in their flatness. This of course is contrasted beautifully with the live action backgrounds. This is probably the only case I will mention where the design decisions are less character based and more art direction based, but these decisions are ultimately what made this show so unique to begin with.

Steven Universe

Originally posted by thespoonmissioner

Here we have a character’s whose round cheeks are purposely meant to evoke the characters youngness. Though this is of course present in the other characters as well, Steven is notable in that his young looking features are an actual plot point in the series, as well as one of his defining traits.

Steven was designed to be the ultimate little brother (A bit ironic since he’s older than pretty much everyone except Star on this post) and his design looks it. 

Finally, I’d like to point out that if these characters were all standing next to each other and silhouetted against some harsh light, then it really wouldn’t take much effort to tell who’s who. Dipper has his hat, while Mabel has her hair. Star has her horns, and Gumball has his ears. Even Steven and Clarence, who in real life would likely have similar body types feature enough extra traits to set the two apart.

Besides. We have plenty of other characters who don’t use that basic head shape:

Originally posted by rustyblust

Originally posted by sinirliananas

Originally posted by the-ice-castle

Originally posted by justaheartt

And let’s not forget our favorite rectangle head is coming back as well

Originally posted by omundode

small world (2)

summary: she had completely forgotten all about her high school love who broke her heart multiple times. from cheating, from drinking, from lying ; they were both miserable. she thought she would never see him again until the day she started getting coffee and folding his clothes for him.

requested: yes many times im glad yall enjoy this shit story

warnings: cursing, angst(kinda idk i suck)

wc: +3.5k

**this is gonna be in 3rd person pov from now on:))
**if you see brin, brin is y/n. ty

As she stared at the boy who broke her fragile heart many years ago, she realized the small features he had changed about him. He had a lot more tattoos that peaked through his short sleeved shirt with the word “Maine” across the chest, his hair was shorter and his facial structure was so different, she could barely recognize him. His style was different and he looked different in general.

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