Listen. Listen. Listen. When you’re a vulnerable lonely teenager, you can depend on older and more experienced people, you can give yourself to them because they’re nice to you and seem like they’re giving stuff back. You can do that to cope and be ok and it’s not your fault that it’s too easy.
But when you crawl a bit out of that hole and those people start carving themselves out of your life without any of your input whatsoever, let them go. They’re not worth it, never were. And you’ll still be lonely and you’ll be hurting but you’ll be just a bit less vulnerable than before, and all those open chinks in your armor where they were feeding off you like leeches will scab over and you’ll be smarter, know better.
And you can go find the people you actually want to be with, even if it takes time and effort, because now that time and effort won’t kill you, at least not as badly as it would have back then when you really really really didn’t know better. It’ll still suck, hanging on by your fingernails waiting for the good things, but it was gonna suck anyway and it’s better than just accepting that you’ll have nothing but bad-but-ok-if-you-cover-your-eyes things.
since u did the voltron au, do u have a ship from the actual voltron show???? also who's ur fave in voltron???