it's supposed to be the movement that makes them mad or something

written on the sky

‘seeking a friend for the end of the world’ au

pairing: jungkook | reader
genre: angst and fluff (but mostly angst)
word count: 22.293
warnings: implied sex, alcohol mention
author’s note: this is an AU based on the movie ‘seeking a friend for the end of the world’. you can read this story without having watched it first. just letting you know that it follows the main ideas of the original plot, though the story is not exactly the same. :)  


≪…the urgent media call NASA is holding just revealed the unfortunate results of several failed missions that have been carried out in secret for more than six years…≫

≪…the asteroid named Golevka is sixty miles wide, and travels at roughly one hundred fifty miles per hour. It was supposed to slip past our planet in a few weeks, but it is now revealed that its orbit has shifted and it is now headed straight to Earth…≫

≪…the scientists were not able to find a feasible solution. They have called it an ‘imminent tragedy’ with zero chances of survival…≫

≪…the impact risk is at one hundred percent, and our life as we know it has only three weeks left.≫

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game on

this is inspired by Jim’s in the closet with Joe video and I am not sorry at all. To understand all the clothes I mention go check out the video!

Word Count:  2250

Rating: R (Smut)

I hope you guys enjoy!

It was nice to have a boyfriend who had a fashion sense, because it meant your closet doubled in size. You rummaged through the closet you both shared, trying to pick your outfit for the day.

“Can’t find anything to wear?” Joe grinned, sliding past you to grab a hat from the top shelf. He was already dressed and ready for the day. “I vote you just stay in that.” He looked you up and down, eyes narrowed. You blushed a bit, but you loved it. After buying two bra and panty set options for valentine’s day, you weren’t about to let one of them go to waste, and it was so comfy you really would be content to wear it all day.

“Maybe I will,” you grinned. He groaned in exasperation, grabbing your hip and pulling you closer to him. He pressed a hard kiss to your lips, one you knew too well. One that meant something a bit more than usual.

“Don’t do this to me baby, you know I’ve got meetings all day,” his head dropped to your shoulder, his hands tracing your skin.

“The sooner you leave the sooner you’ll get back,” you whispered, walking him backwards out of the closet, pressing kisses to his lips along the way. 

“Or I could just cancel for the day. There are some things I would much rather do right now,” he murmured, holding you closely.

“Nope. Go on,” you teased him, pressing one last kiss to his now swollen lips before pushing him back. He stumbled slightly, rolling his eyes before they settled to look at you again.

“When I get home then? Please?” He pouted at you. You didn’t want him to leave, hell, you wanted nothing more than to throw him onto the bed right that moment and get on with it. But you also knew how fun the day would be if you drug it out. One of his favorite things was when you had missed him all day; it made you both desperate to get your hands on each other.

“Depends on if you can make it through all your meetings. If you make it through the day, then yes.” A smile played on your lips, and his eyes narrowed again, suspicious.

“What’re you up to?”

“Nothing. Now go on, you’re going to be late.” You danced over and pressed another kiss to his lips before he turned to leave. He looked back at you once more before he left, but you only put on your best innocent smile and gave him a wave.


You waited just long enough to be sure that his meeting had started, occupying yourself with making breakfast and coffee. You headed back into the closet, plan in mind. His meeting were usually loose, so you knew he’d be looking at his phone occasionally.

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To Become A Hunter

Characters: Dean Winchester, Sister!reader, John Winchester, Sam Winchester [mentioned]

Words: 3900+ (I’m really sorry about that, but there was no good place to split it)

Warnings: Can’t think of anything specific, really, maybe just that there’s going to be a verbal fight, I dunno. Maybe a bit of swearing, not too much.

A/N: This is the fic I was talking about! It’s a pre-series sister AU, that takes place in between around 2003. Dean is 24, Sam is 20 and at Stanford and you are 17 years old. It’ll also be a mini-series, so there’s more parts to come. It might be a bit all over the place, but I was trying to create a certain feeling. (I don’t know what I’m talking about, but I hope you like it!)

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Originally posted by xohollandroden

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Hunting is hard, and that’s no surprise, really. It’s physically challenging, you have to be smart, have technique, and it’s just hard emotionally as well. And, not only is it hard, but you hate it as well.

Okay, hate is a strong word, but things about it, you really do hate. You hate the way you have to sacrifice what feels like everything for it. You hate the way you feel like you miss out on life. You hate the pain and the constant fear. You hate the way it forces you to see the world more black and white instead of with all the shades of grey. You hate the way you get shut down every time you question this. You hate the way your dad responds with ’because you have to’ when you ask ’why?’.

John Winchester used to be in the military and it shows, you could testify to that. All your life he has been hard on you and your brothers. But, despite this, you are not afraid to stand up to him, question him, call him out. Although it often comes with consequences.

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Move on – Jeff Atkins x Reader

Request: Hello! :) I’m a sucker for angst so I was wondering if you can do one based on the song Lips of An Angel? Like maybe the reader and Jeff broke up then months later they decided to get back into dating someone through dollar valentines? They’re dating someone new but both is secretly still in love with the other without them knowing? And both regrets or smth. Fluff or angst ending you decide hehehe –K

Summary: The italicized letters mean that the scene described is a flashback..

I heard this song while I was writing.

Words: 3572

Reader’s point of view.

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The music was too loud, possibly heard in the next few blocks. The party was at its point and i was dancing in the middle of the room, shaking my hair and a red glass at the top of beer in my hand. I wasn’t worried that i would shed a considerable amount of liquid in every movement, but who cared? Everyone here was drunk enough to need my drink. Tomorrow I would regret this, especially for the hangover but I would take care of that in due time.

I stopped for a few seconds to drink the little content I had, I didn’t used to go to parties, but when I did, I knew perfectly how to have fun. I usually came with my boyfriend, but lately he’s committed to his qualifications after receiving an ultimatum from his trainer, who had missed this one. I could have been a good girlfriend and stay home an assistant, but the reality was, i wasn’t better than he at school, and this party was important so that we both lost it. For the moment, I received no threats to drive me out of the cheerleading squad, so I don’t worry about staying home and studying, not on a Friday night. No doubt, I was already drunk. Jeff wasn’t going to love this.

“You move very well, girl”

I turned with a big smile on my way to the voice behind my back. A boy, who was supposed to know because his face was too familiar, perhaps sharing a class or two, it didn’t matter, it wasn’t the time to think about the institute, or tasks or anything else.

After seeing that boy at the party, there is no record of anything else, until a few hours after Jessica was in charge of giving me a good reprimand, regret that she hadn’t had a portal like a saint during the celebration, although At least she did it with her boyfriend. That boy, he wasn’t my boyfriend. My boyfriend had stayed at home among books, while I was making one of my worst mistakes in my life, and there was no day until today that I regretted every action that night.

I balanced my phone in the dark of my room. There is no record of having brought me a house where I wasn’t very well received, now carried a good punishment, and not for attending the party, but for the painful state in which I came. At least I’m not drunk anymore. But i repent and be destroyed. I look with tears in my eyes at the screen of my cell, the name of Jeff is there and just press the icon to call to end this. How could it have happened? How could I have made him the best boy he has ever known? Why did I even attend that party … without him? I cover my face with my hands and sob. There were many people who realized what happened. On Monday someone would tell Jeff, and i knew he had to know for me. He was going to send me to the devil, perhaps in such a kind way that it will make me feel worse. At no time in our long relationship has he manifested with me in a bad way, I have never had the voice, no matter how angry I was for the madness that I sometimes made, it was more than madness and even then I knew him well enough. Who will not even dare to tell me the word “bitch” to think about it, is another matter that I would never know.

I bit my lip hard. It was three o'clock in the morning, possibly I would be asleep. Later we were going to the movies and then to dinner, but I couldn’t look him in the eyes, I couldn’t go out with him, not after what I did. I always knew Jeff was the good of the two … and I didn’t deserve him. He didn’t deserve someone like me.

Finally I pressed the call button and while I waited for him to answer, I worked on reassurance.

“Y/N? Is everything okay? "His voice sounded sleepy but alert. Who would call in the wee hours of the night unless it was an emergency?

I closed my eyes, letting more tears drain away.

"No,” I whispered.

“Where are you? Did something happen to you?” I heard the squeak of his bed. Possibly sat or got up. I imagined him taking his jacket. He was able to drive to my house right now. A pang pierced my chest and I felt worse.

“I’m home,” I murmured.

“Then why are you calling me at this hour?” Another squeak. He sat down again.

“I …” I covered my mouth at the threat of another sob “I … I have to tell you something, Jeff”

It took a few seconds to respond.

“You’re worrying me, I can go to your house right now, just leave the window open”

I smiled through tears. It wouldn’t be the first time he would sneak into my room, possibly his most rebellious act, but only when my sadness and worry wouldn’t let me sleep, he would come in, we would lay on my bed and caress my arm while telling me some anecdote . He wouldn’t leave until I fell asleep, when I woke up I found a note, either on paper or on my phone. My smile was blurred again.

“Stay there, Jeff.” I couldn’t see him. “I did something very bad.” And I burst into tears. I couldn’t tell him, I couldn’t even want to break his heart, but neither did he deserve to stay with me, nor could I pretend that nothing had happened. I didn’t want to lose him, but that decision no longer belonged to me. He waited in silence “I can’t tell you what, but … I can let you go”

“What are you talking about?”

“Jeff …” I closed my eyes to say the following words: “I’m breaking up with you. You and I … we’re done”

“Y/N”

And I hung up, not giving time to his questions or his talks trying to blame himself for my decision so hurried. But it wasn’t his, it was mine. I couldn’t break his heart, not with the truth, but with the call, i knew that i had already done so. I dropped my phone and ran to my window to close it securely and run the curtains enough not to see a shadow. I would give him at least fifteen minutes for him to play in this one, i only had fifteen minutes to fall asleep or torment me with the nonstop touches Jeff would make.

A slap on my shoulder startled me back to the present. Liberty High at the time of changing classes and crowded aisles. I had been five minutes in front of one of the posters that announced the Dollar’s Valentine while remembering that soon it would be the dance, the first one that would go without a partner … Without my boyfriend. It had been two months since I ended my relationship with Jeff Atkins because of my actions and not being able to control myself with the drink. A few days later, he had learned the truth, what i had done, and finally he understood why my call at three in the morning. At present hardly and looked at me. We practically passed the other without talking to each other, not smiling at us and not looking at us, at least he didn’t, I would usually stop in the middle of the aisle and turn to see him leave, with the slight hope that he would return to do the same, But he never did and that hurt me a little more, just as guilt was growing.

I looked at Jessica who smiled at me and looked at the poster that had brought me a bad memory.

“Will you come in?” She asked.

“To our own campaign? Would that be fair? "I said in a muffled tone. The truth is that I didn’t want to find a list with future ideal couples. It’s to the benefit of our squad, but I was afraid to see five names and that none outside of Jeff, though that would not change at all.

"It would serve to set the example.” Jess smiled again. She knew my situation perfectly and didn’t waste a day trying to cheer me up.

“Will you come in?”

She snorted and rolled her eyes.

“You know I don’t need it”

Of course, she had a perfect relationship with her boyfriend Justin Foley.

“We’d better go,” I murmured, and without waiting for her, I began to walk. It remained in her if she followed me or took a different course.

After that awful slide that caused me the loss of someone important in my life, one of the best things that could happen to me, I decided to commit myself to raise my grades in high school. At home, they thought, having finished with my boyfriend had raised my notes, which was why Jeff had been classified as a distraction. Usually after school I went to the classroom to finish my homework or catch up with notes from a classmate; I was also motivated by the fact that I could observe Jeff in the distance, even working with Clay Jensen.

I left my things on a table far enough away from that pair and went to one of the shelves, I needed to get a history book that was worth it to do a rehearsal. I stopped to examine the titles in front of me, but in fact, I didn’t read them because I had a perfect panorama of the profile of my now ex-boyfriend. I couldn’t help it. Having done so because of my mistakes didn’t mean I didn’t love him anymore. Instead, every day, every second of my life, my love for him grew; When I saw his smile, when I saw him playing, or when I peered at him from my desk and I saw his reactions relieved when they gave him a task and the qualification was high. That’s my boy, committed and mending his mistakes instead of running away and hiding. He was the opposite of me. Besides, i wouldn’t find someone like him and wasn’t interested in doing that search. I only wanted him, even though now it was impossible.

I had it all with Jeff Atkins and my foolishness made me lose it. I should never have gone to that damn party. I should have driven in the opposite direction, direct to his house and help him in his work.

I felt my eyes fill with tears as I returned to the present. I took a book without bothering to read the title or not, the truth is that I had lost interest in doing homework on this site, I would take care of it at home. I looked at Jeff one last time to find that he held a paper in his hands. I narrowed my eyes at the decorations of the same one, the same ones that I had suggested when we were preparing the Dollar’s Valentine. Was he entering the game? I felt my heart break and however much I wanted to claim him, I had no right. He had moved on, just what I wanted, maybe find a girl much better than me. At least I thought, but my body took on a life of its own, went to the table, took her backpack and folder and left the classroom directly to the reception. I would buy my Dollar’s Valentine too.

I lost five dollars for five names. Jeff Atkins and I had few things in common, but at least enough to have him on my list and I show up in his. I filled out the form as fast as I could but being honest and deposited the money in front of my partner who smiled. Yes, I supported our campaign, but those had been my last five dollars to survive on the week. When I was handed the sheet, I doubted those results, four names I knew, one not really, but what puzzled me was that nowhere was the name of Jeff. This was really wrong, what kind of deception are we promoting?

“Sheri?”

She looked up at me with a smile. She was hoping to tell her the names that had been my list.

“From cheerleader to cheerleader. Did Jeff Atkins come by or did you give him his list?”

She laughed and shook her head. Yes, it seemed the typical ex who didn’t exceed the boy, and it was true, but if his name didn’t appear and I was honest in my answers, I even knew what he would answer, then it was possible that I imagined it with that sheet. No, my imagination had not been, I was sure.

“Jeff?” She mocked “No, not at all, and I doubt he does. You should know that, Y/N”

“I know. I just … I don’t know … "I looked at my sheet. Five dollars in the trash, I would run out of food to try something.

"Then you did it for him?”

I folded my sheet in half, it would look bad if I wrinkled it in front of her. This was our idea, which bad example would be giving, everyone would take it as it was a simple crap.

“I’ll see you at the dance”

I left the office and school as a soul that leads to the devil.

Dave held out his hand to me as he kindly opened the door to his car. I managed not to step on the dress with my favorite color that I had decided to wear at the Valentine’s Ball. I still questioned why i had agreed to come and especially with a date, product of the absurd list of Dollar’s Valentine that in the end had decided to take the floor, After all, if the boy was in the five chosen, then we had to have something in common, although the way here was absolutely silent, or it was my lack of motivation to try to move forward. I looked at the sidetracked boy as we walked to the entrance of the auditorium, he wasn’t even half of handsome that Jeff, in fact, what I thought, is that he didn’t get to the heels of my boy … my not boy.

I tried to put on my best smile as we walked through the doors. My arm recharged in Dave’s, how much falsehood in one scene. I had also turned out on the guy’s list, incredibly first, instead, on mine, turned out to be the third. I didn’t want to take the first one because it was one of my friends, it would only make it more uncomfortable. So I took the stranger, whom I probably decide to ignore after tonight.

“Do you want something to drink?” His voice caught my attention and I watched him blink. I hoped he hadn’t found me looking all over the place for that smile that fascinated me.

“Sure.” I replied with a smile.

Dave left and I sighed in relief, why didn’t I just decide to come myself? Why didn’t I just throw the list in the trash and get on with my life without five dollars less in my wallet? What’s more, why did I even come to a party full of lovers? For him? What if he didn’t come? What if he came with someone else? It made a knot in my stomach, as if I had not eaten all day and I moved from the place, forgetting for a few seconds, that my partner would look for me at any moment, but I had had enough of Dave, I hadn’t even attracted a bit.

I moved near the door, hiding behind balloons, I hadn’t seen him in the gym, so he may not have arrived. I remained there for at least ten minutes, until he appeared, with a girl hanging from his arm; A smiling blonde, as if she had waited for that opportunity all her life. And I recognized her, oh, of course I knew her; She is in my algebra class and I was also aware of the taste she had for who was my boyfriend, that was the main reason why she hated me or why she snorted and rolled her eyes every time I entered the classroom, Yes I’m still breathing, fool. And I felt doubly hurt. Jeff knew I couldn’t stand her either, the product of my jealousy, and had brought her to the dance, wanted to prove something? Did he imagine that I would introduce myself and see him? The blood began to boil, I left my hiding place and I avoided that my eyes were filled with tears. Now it was more my anger, of all the girls of Liberty High, had to be precisely she with whom he come.

“I’ve been looking all over for you, Y/N” Soon I had Dave by my side.

“I’m finished with this. Find someone who has come alone.” I didn’t even look at him when I left following that couple.

To have seen him with another, one that I didn’t approve of course, and that went against my good wishes for him to move on, made me understand, that i had been a complete idiot in having lost him and that i wanted to stay with him. I would somehow amend what I did, and that he would forgive me.

When I got to where they were, with my best smile I took him by the arm, he turned and his eyes widened, or he pretended quite well or really didn’t expect to see me here.

“Can we talk for a second?” I tried to hide the anger. The blonde took his other arm.

“Now he’s with me, pretty”

“You quiet you look prettier. Maybe you’ll catch something else.” I looked at her with superiority and she rolled her eyes “Jeff?”

He sighed.

“All right. I’ll be right back.“ He said to the blonde, oh, of course he wasn’t coming back.

I smiled at the girl, who, after making sure Jeff didn’t see her, showed me the middle finger.

"What?” He told me once that we were far enough away to speak without screaming.

“I don’t know … I just” I looked in the direction of where we had gone “Really, Jeff? Her?”

“Do you worry about me dating someone else? Isn’t it what you wanted, Y/N? I don’t understand you. She is a good girl”

I swallowed the mocking laugh I was about to take out.

“It’s what I want,” I said. “Or I wanted … I’m not sure anymore. I just … I realized that …” I squeezed my lips “I never asked you to forgive me for what I did” He looked away “I know I did you a lot of damage and I did to me too, but I guess I deserved it. I’m not going to tell you that it was just a kiss, because I know how important that is for you … for both”

Jeff finally looked at me.

“Why after two months, you come to the dance and you apologize to me?”

“Because I couldn’t remain at peace with myself, the guilt still follows me” I crossed my arms “I just needed to ask your forgiveness to understand that I must let you go. You can go with her now”

It hurt too much. My first intention to pull him away from that blonde was to retrieve it, but now, being alone, I remembered that ours was finally over, that there was a possibility that he would never forgive me and that I should go ahead, just what I too should be doing.

I watched as Jeff hesitated, looked back, wondering whether to go back or to go somewhere else, then he saw me again and smiled half-heartedly.

“Do you know how hard it‘s for me to date someone else?”

“I know, I also came with someone” I looked away “With whom perhaps I should apologize for having planted it right here” We both laughed and looked at each other until the laughter died “I don’t think I could be with someone else again” I bit my lip, maybe saying what was in my head would hurt me more, wasn’t it enough punishment? “Because you’re unique, Jeff Atkins, and I love you more and more”

He nodded. I understood in his gaze that he was debating what to say or do. In what was wrong or good. Forgive me? Was he considering it? In what category did he put it? Nerves were eating me, but I wasn’t ready to say goodbye forever.

“To hell with the past, Y/N. I love you, and maybe I’m making a mistake but I’ll find out in time”

“I’m never going to hurt you again, Jeff. Never again”

His hands settled on my cheeks. I let the tears emerge from my eyes as he bent to join his lips with mine. This promise was never going to break, and if it were, I would even take care of ceasing to exist in this world.

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The Escape Plan - Part 1

And here’s my awaited Zircon x Zircon fanfiction! I’m planning to do two parts of this. This first part has more of a story though and develops the relationship between the two Zircons. Part 2 will just be smut along with some fluff. That’s really it. There might be other stuff but I’ll see where it takes me. Anyway! Enjoy! If there are any canonical mistakes or seems a bit OOC for some characters I apologize and please don’t get mad at me! I did my best!
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Daddy’s Shirt [Shin Wonho]

Warnings- Mature content

                ~slight daddy kink

                ~teasing beyond repair

word count~ 1427


“Daddy missed his baby girl,” Wonho wet his lips when he saw you standing over the kitchen sink. He had been thinking about you the entire day, the stylists even had to change his outfit for his performance because he had a bulge all day. He couldn’t stop thinking about how you had screamed his name last night, the way your ass fit perfectly into his hands, the way you got so wet from him just kissing you.

You had jumped in surprise, you hadn’t heard the door open, and you certainly didn’t expect Wonho to be back so early. He was supposed to be on After School Club right now. You really weren’t ready for him to be home. Your hair was still wet from the shower, where you had spent ample time missing Wonho. You were scantily clad in a shirt of his, something that just barely covered your ass, leaving your ass cheeks to sensually tease him. “You’re home early,” you turned to let him see your front side. You hadn’t buttoned up the shirt at all- let alone for one button in the middle.

“Mhm, I see you’re wearing my shirt baby girl,” he bit his lip for a moment before continuing, “did you miss me?”

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SHEITH - KINGSMAN AU Drabble

So ever since I saw that Shiro Mafia AU (which I honestly thought was a Kingsman AU) by @lordzuuko I have been itching to write something for it. And here it is. This is for Cathrel, thanks for creating such beautiful art dude.

Be warned I have no idea what it’s like to be a Spy orz so forgive the inaccuracies.

Disclaimer: The characters belong to DreamWorks.

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They’re shoved up against an alcove. Chests rising and falling as they try to quiet their breaths to not give themselves away. The smell of gunpowder, sweat and blood stick to their skins. Despite the issued guns Merlin gave them and the efficiency it gave to getting the job done much quicker, Keith preferred his blade and hand-to-hand combat training. Galahad told him he should learn to use the damned gun if he wanted get things done faster and saving him time or earning him extra to get the mission done. Keith thinks the man was a bit of a hypocrite considering Keith had seen feeds of his missions and watched him incapacitate guards and obstacles with his bare hands.

Keith strains his ears to catch the sound of fading footfalls. He hears the men speak in their guttural sounding language, it sounded German but not quite. He waits a few beats more to make sure the coast was clear. He tries ignoring the warm breath ruffling the hairs on his nape or the large hand on his waist. Or the fact that there’s warm liquid seeping into his suit. He grits his teeth, buries the screaming voice inside of his head and focuses on their current situation.

“K… Keith,” a voice whispers close to his ear. Keith ignores the labored breathing and steps out of the alcove pulling his companion along with him. They run and Keith spots a door, part of him tells him to keep moving. Their comms were down and Pidge wasn’t there to guide them. He does know that she’s doing everything in her power to restore the connection. Still, he knows he doesn’t have much time. But he also needs to do something first before they even begin to move.

He tries the door and he’s not surprised to find out that it’s locked. He digs through his pockets and takes out the lock-picking set Pidge had given him. He makes quick work of the door and pushes inside, Lancelot following suit. The room they got into was an office. There’s a large desk - complete with a desktop computer - near the windows, a couch, a bar in a corner and the generic things you would find in what seemed to belong to a high-ranking office worker.

Keith walks to the bar and grabs one of the bottles of alcohol. He digs through the drawers for a first aid kit and lets out a satisfied grunt when he does find it. Lancelot is leaning on the desk and Keith lays out the things he’ll need on the unoccupied space. He gently removes the hand putting pressure on the bleeding wound and checks it.

It’s not too deep, thank goodness. Keith shuts the voice up that’s telling him this is all his fault and mechanically starts cleaning the wound and patching Lancelot up. He could hear the grunts and hitched breathing as Lancelot bites off the sounds of pain. The idiot was still acting tough. Not that Keith would be any different. He is ignoring the twinge in his leg. Or that some of the blood staining his suit wasn’t Lancelot’s or the goons they had faced.

“Hey, Keith.” Lancelot calls him. But Keith only frowns and continues to wrap the bandages around his side. “Come on, Keith. You can’t still be mad at me. I said I was sorry.” Keith’s lips almost quirk at the definite whine tainting that deep smooth voice.

Focus, Kogane, he scolds himself, mentally shaking his head. He needs to get this done. Needs to make sure that he’s doing this right. Needs to assure himself that he’s doing something right. That Lancelot’s going to be all right. So concentrates at his task.

He scowls as the bandage loosens at Lancelot’s movement. “Shut up and stay still,” Keith growls in frustration as he pulls the bandages a little tighter in retaliation.

Lancelot grunts and even if Keith isn’t looking, he knows the man is frowning at him. “Be a little gentle, please? I know I probably deserve it for eating your caramel flan but I was too hungry and I’m an idiot for not checking if it had a note. I promise I’ll beg Hunk to make you some more.”

“It’s not about the damned caramel flan,” the younger man huffs as he finishes wrapping the bandages neatly.

“Then what? Is it Black? She didn’t grab your favorite hoodie, did she? You know how she likes your scent on it. Or did Lance get into your nerves again? Want me to talk to Hunk?”

Dammit Shiro. It’s none of those things!” Keith shouts, fists clenching and unclenching as the guilt gnaws at his insides. “I shouldn’t have pushed Galahad to let me come with you. Our mission was to gather intel. We were supposed to be in and out within fifteen minutes. Plug the thumb drive into the terminal and let Pidge’s program do its thing. But I insisted on checking the shipment that had just arrived and I almost jeopardized the mission and got you injured.”

He feels hands reach out and grab his own. He tries to pull away but Shiro is stronger and his hold tightens a little as he pulls him closer. The fight eases out of him and he grounds himself with the warmth of Shiro’s hand. Shiro always did have that effect on him. Keith was a raging storm and Shiro was his calm. When he feels himself getting ready to spring free like a dragon in chains, Shiro was the only person to settle him down.

You didn’t get me injured Keith,” Shiro tells him gently running his thumbs over Keith’s bruised knuckles. “I did that to myself.”

“But I—”

Shiro’s hand moves to hold his chin and tilts it so he’s meeting Shiro’s eyes the first time that night after he got wounded. “I did it to protect you. If it was anyone’s fault, it was mine. I didn’t think of a better way to stop it so I ran in front of that knife. Because if I didn’t, it would have killed you.”

Keith worries his lip, still refusing to accept that it wasn’t his fault that he had almost gotten both of them killed. “I could have handled it.”

“The man was aiming to pierce your lung.” The hardness in Shiro’s voice is enough to tell Keith that what he said is true. Even if Pidge is an amazing Merlin-trainee, there wouldn’t have been enough time to send an extraction and along with medics to get them out of there. He would have died on the way.

Shiro lets out a sigh and cups the younger agent’s cheek. “Keith not all missions go the way you planned them out to be. It’s part of our skill set to be able to adapt to any changes in the mission,” Shiro reminds him. “It’s why we’re great at being a Kingsman.”

“I know. I just— I was sc—”

Keith finds himself wrapped up in Shiro’s arms and his face pressed on the crook of the man’s neck. “Shh. I know. I know. I thought I’d lose you too.”

He buries his face closer to the juncture of Shiro’s neck and lifts his arms to wrap them around Shiro as well. His hands grip the material of the back of Shiro’s suit, careful not to jostle his injury. He grounds himself in the fact that Shiro, although injured, was all right. He would heal from this and he’ll be back to himself and in the field in no time. It was all Keith could hope for. Still, it scares him knowing that Shiro’s been doing this for years. That this knife wound was but another addition to the of scars decorating his body. It’s Shiro’s training that kept him alive this long. And that really is the least of it.

“Hey you know what’ll get me right as rain?” Shiro whispers.

“What?” Keith asks in a muffled voice.

“You familiar with that thing they say that kissing makes the pain go away?”

Keith extracts himself from the hug and stares at Shiro with incredulity. “I’m not kissing your boo-boo away Shiro.”

Shiro rolls his eyes exasperated. “I meant me, Keith. Kiss me.”

“You are ridiculous,” Keith deadpans. “Couldn’t you just have said that in the first place?”

“I thought you’d get what I meant, all right?” And Keith can’t even believe the fact that Shiro, youngest Kingsman to ever grace the ranks with a 90% success rate on missions, was pouting at him. “Come on, baby. I’m in pain here. Just one kiss and it’ll make the pain go away,” he pleads layering it with his signature puppy-eyed stare.

It was Keith’s turn to roll his eyes in exasperation. “I can’t believe I’m engaged to a dork.”

“But I’m your dork, my lovely Guinevere,” Shiro retorts with a boyish grin nuzzling Keith’s cheek. “So kiss?”

“As much as I hate to interrupt your romancing. The wizards are back online and we’re ready to get you out of there,” Pidge’s voice crackles to life into their comms.

“Couldn’t you have awaited a few more seconds?” Shiro huffs in slight annoyance.

Keith could have sworn Pidge cackled. “Dude, it’s not my fault I’m doing my job right. So shut up and listen to me carefully,” she shoots back, making Keith snort. They check their weapons and ready themselves to leave. Pidge is shooting off directions in their ears to get to the extraction point without getting caught or delayed.

Shiro meets his eyes, gun in his hand. “Ready?”

Keith nods, “Let’s get out of here.”

Seokjin: Seokjin would be calm, more relaxed, same with his wolf so he wouldn’t frighten you. He’s a strong Alpha. His heart is kind but when it comes to protecting the people he loves he is vicious and never loses a fight. Imagine you were being cornered in an ally by an unknown assailant. He would be in his wolf form and slowly approach you. You see him but the attacker doesn’t. You can see in his eyes that he wants you to remain calm. You know he will protect you from any harm. He slowly but menacingly reveals himself from the shadows and positions himself in front of you and then he charges your attacker. You close your eyes so you don’t see the carnage. When he finishes off the person putting you in harms way he would change back to his human form, tell you to open your eyes, look at you with a calm smile, and hug you tight while whispering in your ear that he loves you.


Yoongi: It was a time of war. They were in a battlefield and you, being the stubborn person you are, we’re in the middle of it all. General Yoongi being your alpha, you wanted to be by his side and help him in any way possible so you snuck into the camp and set up a tent for yourself to be near him. He knew you were there, he could sense your presence and he was fine with that. That was until an enemy infiltrated the campsite and tried to lay his hands on you. Yoongi could feel your distress from the bond you have. He signaled Namjoon and ran to your tent as quickly as he could. Yoongi pulls you quickly from your attackers arms and passes you to Namjoon who turns you around and hides your eyes from what Yoongi is about to do. No words were spoken as Yoongi approached the enemy soldier with the deadliest look in his eye. He quickly changed into his wolf form and ripped out the throat of your attacker. He payed the price for laying a hand on the mate of General Min Yoongi. After a moment of silence you realized you too had to face your punishment for sneaking into the campsite during a dangerous battle. But, later you realize punishments from your alpha weren’t too bad, and maybe you’d get into a little trouble more often.


Namjoon: You were kidnapped. Namjoon knew something was wrong because he felt his wolf crying. He knew you were in danger. He would be frantic trying to figure out what to do and how to get his precious mate back in his arms. He would change into his wolf form and search for your scent like a madman. But once he found where you were being kept locked away he would come up with the most intricate plan to get you out. He’s known for his wisdom and knowledge. Namjoon’s able to sneak you out of the compound you were being kept at through the air vents without your kidnappers knowing what had happened. After he ensured you were safe he takes your place in the cage you were held in and once your kidnappers returned to check on their prisoner the last thing they ever saw were the yellow eyes of a black wolf lunging at them. Namjoon made sure that those men never saw the light of day again.


Hoseok: You went missing. And he knew exactly where you went. Being the leader of one of the most dangerous packs around is no joke. It’s funny though that he was known as a ray of sunshine, the light that shines the way. He would make the weirdest noises or movements to make sure that the people he cared about were happy and smiling just like him. However, if his loved ones were in any danger? There would be hell to pay. A pack of rival wolves stole you away in the dead of night leaving Hoseok an absolute wreck. He was in tears from the moment he realized you were missing. Yoongi tried everything he could do to calm him down. As Yoongi held Hoseok in his arms, Hoseok’s expression would suddenly turn from a look of fear and sadness to a look of absolute rage. Everyone knew to stay out of his way. He couldn’t control his anger. The thought of you being in the hands of those mongrels was something he wouldn’t tolerate. He, and he alone, went to the rival pack and destroyed anyone who got in his way. He cleared the path straight to you. What the rival pack didn’t understand was that they shouldn’t underestimate the beautiful smile he held on his face. At the end of the day, he was a symbol of strength, not only in positivity to his pack but also his strength showed in the way he fought and protected. That’s how he became a leader. When he finally had you back in his arms he started crying while he kissed every inch of your face saying, “Baby I love you..I’m so sorry y/n…Forgive me I couldn’t protect you, I love you, I love you, I love you.”


Jimin: Your insane ex-boyfriend decided to kidnap you. He thought that if he took you away he’d be able to convince you to come back to him. But as you continued to refuse he went mad. He started to torture you. But little did he know who’s mate he was messing with… Park Jimin, his face would be the definition of a beast. Contorted in anger and rage. He would be the most terrifying person to be around if you were in any form of danger and everyone knew not to get in his way. He could feel your pain as he searched for you, following your scent to a bunker that your ex had built to keep you in. He could hear your screams as he approaches and it made his blood boil, his eyes turning red. Jimin would barge into the bunker and be the most graceful, terrible, beautiful thing you had ever seen as he somehow gently removed your restraints and placed you near the exit just as quick as he had your ex pinned to the wall, threatening his life. Once he made sure that he had gotten his point across, all of his attention was on you. He lifted you into his arms and held you tight, promising never to leave your side again.


Taehyung: Coming from a family of mobsters had its perks. For Kim Taehyung, aka V, he was able to live in the lap of luxury, wear his favorite Gucci clothing items at all times, he was able to shift from his human form to his wolf form doing whatever he pleased, he had the most delectable and amazing mate, he was soon going to take the role of leader of the pack, and no one messed with him or his family of Alphas. Everything was great until the one day that someone tried to rip his world from under him. That someone was a half brother that Taehyung never knew even existed. But he was enraged that Taehyung would be receiving everything in the world that he could possibly want when he was discarded and forgotten. While V could never understand what his supposed brother went through, he empathized with him. He felt bad for what he had to go through. But he made a terrible mistake. He kidnapped you. Taehyung was shaking with rage when he received the ransom note for your safe return. He became a total disaster. You are his life and the thought of loosing you is too painful to bear. He made a vow to make sure that you would never be harmed and you would always be safe and protected with him. He made sure to keep that vow. His half brother was keeping you in an abandoned warehouse filled with betas waiting and willing to do his bidding. But they were not prepared for the hell that would be unleashed by Kim Taehyung. He may have had his family name under his belt but V also had connections of his own. His own ARMY was by his side as he fought his way through the warehouse to get to you. His roar could be heard for miles as he let out his rage on anyone that stood in his way. He finally found you, you were injured and laying on the floor of an empty room. His wolf slowly approached you, whining because of his concern for your well being. You could hear him and reached out to him. Taehyung curled around you and you could feel the warmth of his fur as he gently licked your wounds away.


Jeongguk: Jeon Jungkook was the youngest but most skilled assassin of his time. He knew his profession was a dangerous one but not only was it exhilarating it paid good money too. You being his mate knew what he did and what he was capable of but never asked questions because you and he both knew that to discuss what he did at odd hours could also put you in jeopardy. Jungkook’s profession never stopped you from loving him though. Granted his job was the most terrifying thing because you never wanted him to someday disappear but you loved him and he loved you. It was a ride or die lifestyle and besides you always had a thing for bad boys. But everything changed the day that you disappeared. A client had put out a hit on a powerful and corrupt business man. However, the business man knew the threat against him and he had heard of the skill of the young assassin. He had dug deep and began to have Jungkook followed. This lead them to you. They figured that if they held you hostage they could make Jungkook drop the assignment he was given and change his loyalty. But they underestimated the wrath of the powerful alpha. In the pack of assassins he was the strongest and most agile. And the love of his life was in danger. Your kidnappers weren’t very conspicuous seeing as they held you in a building owned by the man he was supposed to kill. Jungkook’s stamina and agility allowed him to be swift and quiet as he made his way to you. He took out the enemy and his guards one by one, quickly and quietly. They were all dead the moment the idea of taking you away popped into their heads. The businessman was his final victim. He made his presence known, storming into the businessman’s office and suddenly holding him by his neck. He gripped it tight enraged and he watched as the life left the corrupt man’s eyes. Afterwards he continued to search the building for you. As soon as he found you, he ran to you. You were tied up but unharmed. He held you so tight. He looked into your eyes and made sure to remind you that he loved you more than anything in the world, you were his moon and stars, and he would always be there to protect you.

head cannon request ^^ what if MC ran away from home for almost a week because she was out looking for a special present for the RFA+V+Unknown? If one of you do answer thank you!!! ^^

okay im not sure if it was run away from like their parents or s/o so i picked s/o

MOD SAERAN HERE :D ( i am so sorry anon for not responding quickly enough to your HC but here i am :D FORGIVE ME PLEASE) 

*WARNING NO NO WORDS LIKE BAD WORDS* 

YALL ARE TRYING TO KILL THESE POOR MEN LOL 

SAERAN

  • recently, he has seen you using your computer lately and when he asks you why are you on it so much…. you just tell him…. the words he hate hearing….. NOTHING… 
  • he tries not to flip out but he thinks you are hiding something
  • he is not thinking you are cheating but he knows you are up to something 
  • its been bugging his mind lately….wondering what were you doing….what called your attention so much….to that DAMN computer… 
  • he had two choices 1) Hack or 2) have a conversation with you 
  • he wanted to chose 1 but he knows better he gotta chose 2 
  • next day he finally asked you about it and you said that you couldn't tell him
  • YOU COULDN'T TELL HIM 
  • HE FLIPPED OUT 
  • he was wondering why were you hiding it so much
  • he just lost it 
  • MC WHAT ARE YOU HIDING FROM ME GODDAMIT YOU TOLD ME NO SECRETS 
  • NO LIES 
  • NO MATTER WHAT 
  • YOU ARE SUCH A HYPOCRITE 
  • HE STORMED OFF 
  • YOU WISHED YOU COULD TELL HIM BUT IT WOULD RUIN EVERYTHING YOU WORKED HARD FOR 
  • IT DIDNT HELP THAT…… YOUR FLIGHT LEFT IN 6 HOURS…..OH BOY…….. *DRAMAAAAA* 
  • YOU LEFT A NOTE AND YOU WASHED YOUR HANDS AND ACCIDENTALLY LEFT SOME WATER ON THE NOTE BUT YOU DIDNT CARE YOU WERE IN A HURRY
  • BUT YOU DIDNT KNOW THE WATER SMUDGED THE INK BADLY
  • YOU GRABBED YOUR SUITCASE AND SMALL BAG AND LEFT 
  • HOPING HE WOULD UNDERSTAND YOUR NOTE AND THAT EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY WHEN YOU GOT HOME 
  • YOU KNEW YOU HAD TO LEAVE NOW BEFORE SAEYOUNG COMES HOME AND STARTS ASKING ALL DEM QUESTIONS 
  • YOU CALLED THE CAB AND LEFT 
  • *SAERAN VP*
  • FUCK HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN IN HERE 
  • YOU STARED AT THE CLOCK AND ITS BEEN 10 HOURS 
  • WOW I SLEPT FOR A LONG TIME AND YOU NOTICE MC WASNT IN YOUR SHARED BEDROOM
  • FUCK
  •  THE FIGHT 
  • FUCK FUCK FUCK  
  • BUT NO 
  • I AM RIGHT >:o 
  • SHE IS WRONG >:O 
  • BUT YOU KNEW YOU HAD TO APOLOGIZE FOR BEING SO DRAMATIC
  •  YOU SHOULD BE TRUSTING MC 
  • YOU LEFT THE BEDROOM AND SAW SHE WASNT THERE 
  • YOU HEARD MOVEMENTS IN THE KITCHEN AND YOUR EYES WERE STARTING TO GET TEARY EYED 
  • YOU WALKED IN THE KITCHEN AND SAW HER BROWN KNITTED SWEATER AND YOU JUST STARTED TO BAWL YOUR EYES OUT 
  • MC I AM SO SOORRRRRRYYYY I SHOULDNT OF SNAPPED AT YOU LIKE THAT 
  • YOUR EYES WERE CLOSED 
  • YOU SMELLED HER COMING NEAR YOU IN A HUG 
  • WHEN DID MC GET SO FLAT CHESTED 
  • YOU SWEAR SHE HAD GOOD SIZE TITS
  • WAIT 
  • YOU KNEW FOR A FACT THAT MC WAS SHORTER THAN YOU 
  • WHY ARE WE SIMILAR HEIGHT NOW 
  • WHAT THE HELL I- OH DEAR GOD PLEASE DONT LET IT BE 
  • NOO
  • NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
  • *OPEN EYES AND SEES* 
  • :D
  • IDIOOOOOTTT BROTHER WHY ARE YOU WARING MCS CLOTHES EVEN WITH A WIG 
  • BECAUSE I-I-I I CAN :D SHE ALWAYS SEEM SO COMFORTABLE IN THESE SWEATERS SO I DECIDED TO TRY IT ON I HAD TO STRETCH IT A BIT BUT I KNOW SHE WOULDNT MIND 
  • YOU WALKED AWAY 
  • SAERAN WHERE ARE YOU GOOOIIIINNNGGGG
  • I NEED TO FIND MC WE GOT IN A FIGHT 
  • SHE ISNT IN THE BLACONY? 
  • NO LET ME CHECK 
  • WA–IT SAERAN WAIT 
  • THERES A NOTE HERE 
  • SAEYOUNGS FACE WENT BLANK
  • YOU GRABBED THE NOTE AND READ 
  • SORRY SAERAN GOOD BYE
  • YOU SAW HER TEARS AND SMUDGE INK 
  • NO 
  • NOOO
  • NOOOOOO NOOOOO
  • YOU DONE IT NOW 
  • YOU BROKE DOWN CRYING 
  • YOU WAITED BY THE DOOR FOR 2 DAYS AND NOTHING 
  • YOU BARELY SLEPT 
  • IF YOU DID IT WAS IN THE SHOWER
  • YOU DIDNT EVEN WANT TO EAT 
  • NOT EVEN ICE CREAM 
  • SAEYOUNG MADE YOU EAT SOMETHING LIKE CRACKERS 
  • HE WAS WORRIED 
  • YOU DIDNT CARE YOU MADE MC RAN AWAY FROM YOU 
  • YOU WERE A MONSTER 
  • 4 DAYS HAVE PASSED SINCE SHE LEFT 
  • SAEYOUNG SAT NEXT TO YOU AND PUT ON THE TV 
  • IT WAS A BEN N JERRY COMMERICAL ANNOUNCING ITS NEW ICE CREAM FLAVOR BUT IT WAS A SECRET 
  • THEY WOULDNT ANNOUNCE IT TILL 3 MORE DAYS 
  • YOU KNEW YOU WOULD OF BEEN HAPPY BECAUSE BEN N JERRY IS YOUR LIFE 
  • BUT YOUR REAL LIFE LEFT YOU 
  • YOU MADE HER RAN AWAY FROM YOU 
  • 6 DAYS HAVE PAST AND YET NO MC 
  • YOU AND YOUR BROTHER TRIED FINDING HER LOCATION WITH HER PHONE BUT YALL DIDNT GET NOTHING
  • SAEYOUNG VOWED TO KEEP WORKING ON IT 
  • YOU LOVED YOUR BROTHER FOR THAT
  • FOR ALWAYS BEING YOUR ROCK 
  • YOU COULDNT HANDLE IT NO MORE 
  • YOU WENT FOR THE LIQUOR BUT THERE WAS NONE 
  • SAEYOUNG LOOKED AT YOU AND SHAKED HIS HEAD
  • FUCK, HE EMPTY EVERYTHING OUT 
  • YOU JUST SAT BACK AT THE COUCH AND STARED AT THE DOOR 
  • 7 DAYS HAVE PAST SEEN M-
  • YOU HEAR DOORS BEING SLAMMED SHUT OUTSIDE 
  • SAEYOUNG LIFTED UP HIS HEAD 
  • SAERAN HEARD YOUR VOICE ANSWERING THE QUESTIONS TO OPEN THE DOOR  
  • ONCE HE SAW IT WAS YOU HE RAN TO YOU AND CRIED AND FELL TO HIS KNEES CRYING 
  • APOLOGIZING 
  • YOU PICKED HIM UP AND ASKED HIM IT WAS OKAY THAT YOU UNDERSTAND WHY HE WAS MAD 
  • YOU TOLD HIM: READY FOR YOUR SURPRISE 
  • HE WAS ????????????
  • THEN YOU WERE ????????
  • SAEYOUNG WAS ??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????
  • AND THEN YOU MENTION THE NOTE 
  • SAEYOUNG HANDED YOU THE NOTE AND SAW THE WATER SMUDGED EVERYTHING 
  • YOU TOLD HIM YOU SAID IN THE NOTE 
  • I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU GOT MADE SAERAN IM SORRY FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO TELL YOU BUT ITS A SURPRISE I HAVE TO LEAVE FOR A WEEK SORRY SAERAN GOODBYE 
  • YOU TOLD HIM YOU WASHED YOUR HANDS 
  • HE ASKED WHAT WAS THE SURPRISED  THEN SINCE HE WAS SHOOK 
  • YOU TOOK HIM AND SAEYOUNG TO THE TV AND TURNED IT ON AND BAM THERE WAS THE ANNOUNCMENT 
  • BEN N JERRY: HELLOOOO EVERYONE HERE IS OUR NEW FLAVOR: SAERAN’S CHOCOLATE CHUNKY PECAN ICE CREAM 
  • HIS TWO FAVES 
  • CHOCOLATE 
  • AND PECAN 
  • HE FUCKING DIED 
  • HE JUST FAINTED
  • YOU HELPED HIM UP AND GIGGLE 
  • YOU TWO SHOWERED TOGETHER AND SAEYOUNG LEFT THE HOUSE TO GO SEE ELLY brother award over here for knowing when to leave HIS OWN HOME 

JAEHEE

  • you and Jaehee have been together for merely 2 months but yet it felt like forever because yall enjoyed each other’s company and love 
  • but lately jaehee has been really stressed because her favorite coffee beans just disappeared from where she always put them 
  • she isnt saying that you misplace them or used them 
  • but
  • she questions you almost everyday 
  • you guys use to wake up and cuddled while drinking coffee
  • but now the coffee mysteriously disappeared 
  • she doesnt spend mornings with you any more
  • when you wake up 
  • you find that she always leaves a note saying she went to work early 
  • you know she needs coffee to get her thru the day 
  • but you didnt take or misplaced her coffee beans
  • you always try telling you that but she just keeps quiet not wanting to start an argument 
  • but her being quiet just pushes you to the edge 
  • you just tell her to shout at you to say what she is thinking 
  • all she says “ its better for me not to”
  • she walked away from you 
  • you knew you had to fix this 
  • you grabbed your phone and looked for plane tickets for Ethiopia
  • you just shaked your head and wrote on the same note she writes on saying take care
  • you didnt wrote anything else because you were mad
  • and also it was only suppose to be a short trip
  • so you left
  • JAEHEE POV 
  •  if only MC confesses that she knows where my coffee beans are 
  • we can go back to normal 
  • but :( 
  • i cant believe im acting so childish just for coffee 
  • i need to call Mr. Han and let him know that I need to take the day off 
  • Hello Assistant Ka-
  • you were screaming 
  • you dropped your phone 
  • and screamed and cried when you saw the note 
  • she left you 
  • you deserved it 
  • for making the coffee beans a problem in your relationship 
  • perhaps MC really didnt know where your beans are 
  • what did i do 
  • oh no 
  • i lost everything now 
  • she fell on the floor and cried 
  • 10 mins later Jumin body gaurds came rushing in and knocked her door down 
  • *ALPHA 1 TO ALPHA 2 COAST IS CLEAR* 
  • *COPY THAT ALPHA 1 EAGLE IS READY TO FLY* 
  • Jumin walked in looking at you like -.- 
  • assistant kang 

  • ASSISTANT KANG 


  • JAEHEE KANG
  • WAAAAT 
  • i thought there was a robber …..you startled me 
  • wow thanks for saving me *sarcastically*
  • you’re welcome, now what seems to be the problem
  •  she left me Mr.Han ….. *throws he note to his feet* 
  • *a guard picked it up for him*
  • o
  • yeah 
  • o
  • yeaahh 
  • you can have the week off assistant kang and *looks at body gaurd* please hand me all my personal stash 
  • RIGHT AWAY SIR *COMES BACK 10 SECONDS LATER* HERE YOU GO SIR 
  • jaehee, *hands 30 bottles of imported wine* ill come by and join with you after i sign a few documents… please dont do nothing reckless
  • okay 
  • ill leave two of my men here see you later 
  • right when he left 
  • you opened the wine
  • when he came back after to check up on you  
  • 4 bottles were already done 
  • he felt sorry for you and wondered why did you left her 
  • where did you go 
  • where did you stay ? 
  • he went to everyones house and you werent there 
  • everyone panicked 
  • saeran and saeyoung double team to find you.. but your phone was turned off
  • they worked day in a day out 
  • jaehee…. well she was gone 
  • she didnt want to eat 
  • she threw away some of zens musicals because they reminded her of you 
  • she cried herself to sleep every night 
  • by her 6th night 
  • one of jumins guard felt bad for you 
  • and decided to make you a sandwich 
  • you ate it with wine :/
  • she proceeded to cry herself to sleep again 
  • she woke up that morning hearing Zen and Jumin screaming 
  • she lifted her head up and heard Saerans voice yelling at them back 
  • and then you heard a females voice 
  • wait 
  • MC
  • you wobbled into the room 
  • and you saw her
  • you saw the whole situation unfold 
  • Zen: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU FOUND HER THE 4TH FUCKING DAY SHE LEFT 
  • Jumin: I EXPECTED THIS FROM SAEYOUNG BUT NOT YOU AS WELL SAERAN JESUS MAN 
  • Saeran: SHE GAVE ME AND SAEYOUNG HER REASON WHY SHE LEFT AND WE SYMPATHIZE WITH HER SOMETHING THAT YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO DO 
  • Jumin: say that again *he got closer*  i dare you *he looked down at saeran
  • Saeran: *he looked into jumins eyes not afraid of facing someone taller than him* you better watch what you say rich boy money cant buy you out of this 
  • MC: *she went between saeran and jumin and grabbed saeran by his shoulders and was gaurding him*
  • Saeyoung: *went infront of saeran and you*
  • Saeyoung: dont you dare do something that you will regret Jumin. MC told you her reason when we picked her up
  • Zen: * he went closer to Jumin* I agree with Jumin! MC THAT WAS RECKLESS OF YOU TO DO THAT YOU COULD OF BEEN HURT OR ANYTHING IF YOU REALLY WANTED THAT THING YOU COULD OF ASKED JUMIN BUT NO “HEAT OF THE MOMENT” GOT TO YOU (HE SHOUTED)
  • Saeran: DONT YOU DARE SHOUT AT HER ZEN BEFORE I MESS UP THAT FACE AND THE LITTLE CAREER YOU HAD WILL GO DOWN THE DRAIN
  • MC: *went to the middle* (jaehee saw she had brusies all over her arms and a cut on her cheek… she gasphed softly)EVERYONE STOP IT WAS MY CHOICE AND SAERAN AND SAEYOUNG RESPECTED MY WISHES AND UNDERSTOOD. JUMIN  AND ZEN. I UNDERSTAND YOU GUYS FREAKED OUT BECAUSE I DIDNT EAT PROPERLY AND ALMOST FELL DOWN A CLIFF. BUT I NEEDED TO GET PURE ETHIOPIA BEANS FOR JAEHEE CAUSE THAT IS HER FAVORITE COFFEE BEANS IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD. SHE NEVER OWNED A FULL FREAKING BAG. IT WAS MY CHOICE PLEASE JUMIN AND ZEN RESPECT IT. 
  • JUMIN: OKAY FINE. WHATEVER MC. BUT ONCE YOU GIVE THE BEANS TO JAEHEE W-
  • ZEN INTERRUPTED: WE ARE TAKING YOU TO THE FREAKING HOSPITAL ALL OF US OKAY TO MAKE SURE YOU ARE OKAY AND I SWEAR IF I FIND OUT THAT YOU SKIPPED MEAL
  • JUMIN FUCKING LOST IT: MC MC MC TELL ME DIDNT YOU SKIP A MEAL JESUS CHRIST WOMEN HAVE YOU GONE MAD. YOU NEED A WELL BALANCED NUTRITIOUS MEA-
  • SAERAN: JESUS CHRIST SHUUUUTT THE FUCCCCCCCC-
  • JAEHEE: EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP 
  • EVERYONE: JAEHEE
  •  MC: jaehee i i-
  • jaehee runned to you and cried 
  • you tried giving her the beans 
  • but she pushed it away
  • Jumin: *whispered softly and sarcastically to zen* women almost died and all she does is push away the beans 
  • Saeran and Saeyoung just stared down jumin and proceeded to wait outside 
  • yall went to the hospital
  • they found you you skipped many meals 
  • jumin and zen went insanse 
  • saeyoung and saeran were trying to calm them down
  • yoosung came in crying 
  • cause no one told him anything 
  • jaehee just laid down with you happy that you are okay 
  • she went to her car to take out a blanket so she can spend the night at the hospital with you 
  • she picked up the blanket and found the beans 
  • she left the beans behind 
  • she cried in her car 

V

  • V had this habit of leaving his camera everywhere because 
  • 1) he is use to having it everywhere just in case he got inspiration 
  • 2)  he is use to living alone now so he keeps forgetting that you keep telling him to stop living it everywhere 
  • that it must be in a secure place before it gets damage 
  • he just chuckles but 
  • yall dont understand 
  • he lives and breathes for that camera 
  • like it was his first expensive camera 
  • and he has an emotional attachment to that camera 
  • sooo
  • one day he left the camera under your pillow 
  • why is it there 
  • well he got inspiration to take a picture of when you were sleeping cause he thought you were so beautiful 
  • but 
  • he left it on your side by accident 
  • so when you got home tired from work and answering emails for party guest 
  • YOU just belly dropped onto the bed 
  • and then your head got hurt 
  • you screamed 
  • your forehead was bleeding 
  • you went to go clean it and put a band aid on it 
  • you went back to see what the hell it was 
  • you picked up your pillow 
  • and saw V’s camera 
  • shattered
  • holy shit 
  • HOOOLLLLYLYYYYYY SHIT 
  • HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLYY
  • SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT
  • you panicked 
  • you broke it on accident 
  • when V came home 
  • you saw him finally took of his sun glases 
  • Babe how do you feel with your eyes now 
  • i can see a bit better 
  • aaa your face is amazing MC 
  • i need to take a picture 
  • * he was getting ready to walk into the room* 
  • WAIT V NO 
  • DONT GO
  • MC WHY WHAT IS WRONG 
  • I UH UUUUUHHH UMMM 
  • MC WHAT IS IT ARE YOU HURT WAIT IS THAT A BAND AID 
  • I
  • ACCIDENTALLYBROKEYOURCAMERA
  • VIAMSOSORRYIDIDNTKNOWYOU
  • PUTITUNDERMYPILLOWANDIJUST
  • THREWMYSELFTOTHEBED
  • IM SOOOOOOOOOORRRRYYY 
  • HE FROZE 
  • HIS FACE HAD NO EXPRESSION 
  • BUT YOU SAW HOW HIS BEAUTIFUL EYES TURNED 3 SHADES DARKER 
  • YOU SAW TEARS FORMING 
  • HIS JAW CLENCHED
  • GET OUT he hissed
  • WAIT WHAT? 
  • MC GET OUT OF MY APARTMENT 
  • V IM SORRY I CAN HELP REP-
  • RIKA GAVE ME THAT CAMERA MC. YOU CANT REPLACE WHAT SHE GAVE ME. NOW GEEETTT OUUUUUTTTTT
  • you left 
  • you were crying 
  • you went to yoosungs house 
  • you knocked on his door 
  • HEY MC WHY ARE YOU CRYING WHAT DID V DO 
  • YOU JUST CRIED
  • THIS SMOL BEAN CRIED WITH YOU 
  • HE STOPPED PLAYING LOL SO HE CAN TAKE CARE OF YOU 
  • WHEN YOU TOLD HIM WHAT V SAID 
  • BEAN WAS MAD 
  • HE WAS A CRYING MAD BEAN 
  • HE WAS READY TO KICK V’S ASS
  • HE WAS READY TO KICK EVERYONES ASS
  • EVEN HIS OWN 
  • yoosung let you sleep on his bed and he took the couch
  • you couldnt help but feel so guilty 
  • you looked at your bank account and transferred money from your savings to checking 
  • around 3:00 am you left yoosungs house
  • you left him a note you made your way to the airport
  •  with just the clothes on your back and tears on your face
  • *YOOSUNG POV* 
  • i hate v so much 
  • fuck v
  • i cant believe he thought he was special enough to call him himself after a letter 
  • damn v 
  • ima kick his asss how dare he hurt MC 
  • you know what 
  • everyone deserves to kick V’s ass 
  • he message the RFA at 7:09am
  • they all showed up at 7:13 am
  • jaehee was sent to see how you were doing since she is a female and who knows how you were 
  • but lord jesus christ 
  • papa zen was fuming 
  • he was ready to kill fucking v 
  • like he was mad
  • jumin tried to calm him down but he couldnt 
  • they heard sobbing 
  • they all ran 
  • it was jaehee crying 
  • they didnt see you there but a note and your phone 
  • ZEN AND YOOSUNG LEFT THE FUCKING HOUSE 
  • YOOSUNG ASKED IF HE CAN SHARE A RIDE WITH ZEN 
  • ZEN SAID FUCK IT HOLD ON TO YOURSELF 
  • THEY LEFT TO V 
  • jumin directed everyone to go to his limo 
  • jumin picked up the phone and note 
  • he was the last one to read the note 
  • “it seems that Rika’s prescence will always be more powerful than mine….especially with you V and the RFA. Yoosung thank you so much for everything…. I am going somwhere and please dont try to find me….. I need to make things right even if it kills me… I love you guys…Zen, Jumin,Jaehee, you, Saeyoung, Saeran, Elizabeth 3rd, and V… bye everyone” 
  • jumin heart ache 
  • he needed to hear the whole story 
  • he clenched your phone and felt that it was wett from your tears
  • no
  • one
  • fucks
  • with
  • MC
  • ESPECIALLY CAUSE SHE PUT ELIZABETH 3RD 
  • driver kim caught up to zen and past him and zen just drove faster 
  • yall got to v’s place and yoosung was so mad that he made a dent in V’s door
  • yoosung just charged in and he got on top of V 
  • and he started to punch him 
  • and V was trying to get the monkey off 
  • but then saeyoung and saeran got him off
  • jumin then punched him 
  • zen kicked him 
  • jaehee was about to slap him but she didnt 
  • saeran was about to go 
  • but everyone knows saeran can kill a man
  • they hold saeran back xD 
  • V got up and he was drunk as fuck
  • Yoosung got pist and screamed she left she left 
  • and he said 
  • i told her to leave 
  • JUMIN WENT TO HIM AND PUSHED HIM AGAINST THE WALL GRABBED HIS SHIRT AND LOOKED INTO HIS EYES AND SAID 
  • WHAT DID YOU DO TO MC 
  • SHE BROKE MY CAMERA JUUMIIIAAAN SHE BROOKKEEE ITT 
  • ITS JUST A FUCKING CAMERA 
  • BUT RIKKAAHHHH GAVE IT TO M-
  • SAERAN: FUCK RIKA (IN THIS MOMENT THE WHOLE MYSTIC MESSENGER FANDOM AGREED WITH SAERAN) 
  • SAEYOUNG:WE NEED TO CLEAN HIM UP AND STAY HERE TO WATCH HIM I HAVE A FEELING HE IS GONNA LOSE IT WHEN WE TELL HIM 
  • TELL ME WHAT - V SAID 
  • JAEHEE: THAT THAT M-
  • ZEN: MC LEFT BECAUSE OF YOU 
  • JUMIN: SHE LEFT A NOTE AND HER PHONE… SHES GONE 
  • V VOMITTED ALL OVER JUMIN 
  • JUMIN WAS PIST 
  • HE BOUGHT EVERYONE CLOTHES TO STAY WITH V
  • HE EVEN BOUGH T INFLATABLE MATTRESSES 
  • SAERAN AND SAEYOUNG WENT TO THEIR HOME AND BROUGHT BACK THE EQUIPMENT THEY NEEDED TO FIND MC 
  • *2ND DAY*
  • V WAS MORE STABLE
  • HE SAW THE WHOLE RFA IN HIS HOUSE
  • EVEN ELIZABETH 3RD 
  • HE ASKED WHY THEY WERE THERE 
  • YOOSUNG JUST KILLED HIM WITH HIS GLARE
  • UM WHAT IS GOING ON EVERYONE-V
  • JUMIN GOT UP AND WENT TO HIM 
  • DO YOU NOT REMEMBER THE FIGHT YOU HAD WITH MC 
  • SHIT MY CAMERA I NEED TO FIND HER JUMIN WHERE IS SHE STAYING 
  • SAERAN: WE DONT KNOW SHE FLED THE COUNTRY 
  • V-FAINTED-
  • FOR THE REST OF THE DAYS THE RFA HAD TO TAKE CARE OF V 
  • ITS BEEN 6 PAINFUL LONG DAYS 
  • BUT JUMIN NOTICED SAERAN AND SAEYOUNG TALKING 
  • THEY KEPT LOOKING AT SAEYOUNGS SCREEN AND SAERAN SHAKED HIS HEAD
  • JUMIN: HAVE YOU FOUND HER 
  • SAERAN: UM WELL UM
  • SAEYOUNG: WE FOUND TRACES OF HER IN THE UNITED STATES BUT WE ARE NOT SURE IF SHE IS STAYING OR WHAT SHE IS DOING
  • JUMIN: WHAT STATES
  • SAERAN: CALIFORNIA AND SUPPOSEDLY SHE WENT TO ALASKA FIRST
  • YOOSUNG: THATS WHERE RIKA IS 
  • ZEN: JESUS CHRIST WHERE DID SHE WENT FIRST ALSAKA OR CALIFORNIA 
  • SAEYOUNG: WE ARE TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT ITS LIKE SHE KNEW WE WERE GONNA TRACK HER AND SHE JUST SO 
  • SAERAN: COMPLICATED 
  • V: I I DESTROYED HER I I CAN-T
  • V STARTED TO CRY AND JAEHEE TOOK HIM TO LAY DOWN 
  • ZEN: JUMIN DO YOU THINK SHE WILL EVER COME BACK
  • JUMIN WENT TO GO LOOK OUTSIDE THE WINDOW: -heavy sigh- i i just dont know 
  • Yoosung over heard and he felt bad…badthat his cousin is still causing pain….. 
  • they all went to bed in the living room 
  • shit even V he slept on the couch 
  • everyone was thinking about MC 
  • and remembering how they always brought up RIka 
  • damn they all felt guilt 
  • saeyoung: -whipser- brother are are you getting the same signal
  • saeran: mc is back *whisper* 
  • Jumin woke up so quickly when he heard them say that 
  • jumin: where 
  • saeran: my records say that she was at the airport 
  • saeyoung: yeah i thinnk she just arrived There 
  • jumin: access the camera scans now
  • saeran: already have it here look i think thats her 
  • saeyoung: but but if it is here then why does she have a big bandage on her shoulder 
  • jumin: fuck, we are keeping this private till we know her every move got it 
  • saeran: i dont work for you 
  • jumin pulls out his check book and writes 3,000,000 USD 
  • saeran: you got it boss 
  • saeyoung: WHAT ABOUT ME 
  • jumin: *grabs elizabeth 3rd and hands it to him* only for 1 hour 
  • saeyoung: YAAASSS
  • *knock knock*
  • everyone O.O 
  • ELizabeth 3rd ran to the door and meowed 
  • Saeran smirked and ran to the door 
  • Hello MC 
  • saeyoung: WTF HOW DID YOU KNOW SAERAN
  • saeran: ive been tracking MC for a while already you are just….slower 
  • MC: hello everyone
  • yoosung cried
  • saeyoung cried
  • saeran patted your shoulder and looked at your bondage 
  • jumin got teary eyed 
  • jaehee cried 
  • zen cried 
  • v v was sobbing and went crawling to you on your knees 
  • you helped him get up and hugged him 
  • you were hugging him while people ask you questions
  • what happen to your shoulder ?
  • Oh ummm im guessing one of the twins must of mention i was in alaska to see rika and ummm she toook the surprise visit not well and she got a knife and almost stab me with it *v hugged tighter* but she just slashed me 
  • everyone cried 
  • im sorry i shouldnt of said anything about rika i know rika means a-
  • everyone: FUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKK RIKKKKAAAAA 
  • *elizabeth third meowed with them* 
  • you let go of V and got him the most expensive camera in the world and you said sorry and he just hugged you and promise to love you and never let you go and he said sorry then everyone came in for a group hug

SAEYOUNG 

  • remember the space station that he promise to marry you in
  • yeah it never happened 
  • the beginning of yalls relationship was perfect 
  • but ever since you accidentally destroyed the hard drive that contain all of saerans baby pictures
  • he just  
  • couldnt stand looking at you anymore
  • sex felt like it was a routine  
  • he didnt make you feel pretty anymore
  • one day she was bought a new dress she asked saeyoung and saeran what they thought of  it 
  • MC: so what do you guys think?
  • Saeran: you look beautiful MC ! wow my brother is lucky to have you 
  • saeyoung: you really think so ?
  • saeran: yeah MC looks amazing ! I wish i can heal faster and i can love someone the way you love MC awkward 
  • he didnt know okay 
  • he thought yall ere going thru a dry spell 
  • MC: thats so sweet of you saeran! 
  • saeyoung: if you really think she is beautiful you can have her. She not useful for me anymore 
  • saeran: dude what the fuck is wrong with you 
  • MC: saeyoung its been months i said im sorry !!!!! okay im sorrry !!!! (goes on knees) please forgive me saeyoung please!!! 
  • Saeran:MC what happened 
  • Saeyoung: ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS
  • MC: I WAS CLEANING HIS DESK AND I ACCIDENTALLY SPILLED THE DR.PEPPER HE HAD ON HIS DESK AND IT SPILLED ON THE HARD DRIVE THAT HAD YOUR PICTURES SAERAN *SOBS UNCONTROLLABLY* 
  • Saeran: are you seriously mad at her because of that brother!? you have me here now and its best to forget the past 
  • Saeyoung: BUT THOSE PICTURES MEANS A LOT TO ME IT REMINDS ME OF HOW FAR WE CAME AND SHE FUCKING RUINED IT 
  • mc ran to the guest bedroom 
  • you heard saeran and saeyoung arguing some more and then an hour later you heard a door knock 
  • mc……
  • it was saeran 
  • you opened the door
  • he just hugged you and closed the door
  • you cried and cried and cried 
  • he held you in his arms like a protective brother 
  • he was saying sorry for his brothers actions 
  • you told him no 
  • you told him it was your fault 
  • he literally told him everything 
  • from how he treated you to how you felt like sex was a chore to how he wouldnt even pay attention to you anymore
  • he saw how broken you were 
  • he didnt know what to do 
  • he remember when he was having episodes you just hugged him 
  • so he did the same thing for you as you did for him for months 
  • saeran offered you saying that the both of you can sleep in the living room together so you wouldnt be alone
  • he felt awkward sleeping with you in closed bedrooms… especially noq 
  • he knew saeyoung wouldnt say anything
  • but saeyoung was different now
  • he snapped 
  • you declined saying you would like to cry yourself to sleep without anyone watching 
  • he left and went to his room and cried 
  • cried because he knows how it feels to cry yourself to sleep 
  • he had to help fix this 
  • he went to saeyoungs bedroom and knocked 
  • he saw his brother on his computer doing coding 
  • saeran shut down his laptop 
  • saeyoung: i was in the middle of work 
  • saeran: congrats now whats wrong
  • saeyoung: shes useless i dont love her 
  • saeran: i know you better than that im not stupid tell me whats wrong why does it bother you that the pictures are erased now 
  • saeyoung: cause that was the only thing that gave me purpose in life back then brother i thought you were actually happy and it made me feel at peace whenever im stressed now i look at the pcitures of you and MC and i feel at peace but she fucked it up
  • saeran: brother she didnt it was an accident im not mad that the pictures are gone
  • saeyoung: your not ? how come
  • saeran: i have my new family now and i prefer this than that 
  • saeyoung: can i hug you?
  • saeran: one arm hug thats it 
  • saeyoung give him a two arm hug and saeran returned it 
  • he made a promise to god and saeran that he was going to fix everything with MC and he was going to spend the rest of his life apologizing to her 
  • -hours later-
  • saeran got up 
  • it was around 3:42am
  • he was thirsty and decided to go to the kitchen 
  • he decided to go by the guest room and see if you were okay 
  • he knocked gently 
  • he knocked again 
  • nothing 
  • he was about to open the door but it was already ajar 
  • he saw the bed freshly made 
  • he heard the taxi honk
  • shit MC is making a run for it
  • he ran to the door and opened it and he saw you ready to leave them 
  • MC PLEASE DONT THINK ABOUT THIS !MY BROTHER IS AN IDIOT PLEASE MC NO 
  • he fell to his knees but he got up and was running after you
  • you turned around and 
  • mouthed im sorry 
  • he screeched his brothers name 
  • his brother ran to saeran 
  • he saw you leaving off with the taxi he memorized the number of the plate before he fell to his knees
  • he was screaming your name
  • they both were 
  • they were two broken men that you left behind
  • but you didnt see saeyoung crying his heart out 
  • you didnt see him pounding the cement 
  • you didnt see his brother running his fingers thru his hair 
  • you didnt see any of it 
  • *saeyoung POV* 
  • i fucking lost her 
  • i pushed her away 
  • its all my fault i dont deserve to live 
  • fuck 
  • i felt my brother hug me
  • he was shaking
  • he was crying 
  • i got a flashback of how he did the exact same motion whenever our mom was about hit us 
  • my brother was scared he was going to relapse because MC helped saeran out so much 
  • she saw him as his brother
  • she helped me 
  • keep me sane 
  • she helped me loved life
  • she let me be happy 
  • i destoyed the love of my life 
  • i destroyed the light that keep this family going 
  • after all she is my furture wife 
  • and she is saerans sister 
  • i shook saeran off me
  • saeran: w-ww–ee ne-need t-to fi-find h-her 
  • i dragged my brother to our desk 
  • we cleaned all paper work 
  • and got ready 
  • to find MC 
  • i inputed the license plate number while saeran access every single camera within the 50 mile radius 
  • we putthe cameras on the big screen *the wall* 
  • and looked to see if we could see the cab 
  • we found it 
  • it was nearby the train station shit
  • i got the keys to my fastest car 
  • and i got in the dirver seat and saeran got in the passenger seat
  • to get to the train station by car takes 45 mins 
  • we got there in 15 
  • saeran was doing everything he can to stall the train station from departing and he was successful 
  • we were two crazy men yelling out MC name throught the station 
  • we barged thru and checked every train cart she wasnt there 
  • we lost her 
  • we lost our fire
  • i lost my life 
  • for 6 days straight me and saeran were looking at every possible country city looking for MC 
  • we never found her 
  • we were both losing our selves 
  • i started to hate myself 
  • saeran was hating me but was trying to control his emotions
  • i wanted to die
  • i cant be in this world without MC 
  • my brother knew what i was thinking and searched harder 
  • somehow we both fell asleep
  • deep sleep 
  • until i heard an angelic voice saying me and my brothers name 
  • it was MC 
  • i screamed and woke my brother up
  • he thought he was hallucinating 
  • i thought so as well
  • saeyoung: i think im seeing her 
  • saeran: have we gone mad 
  • MC: no its me im sorry guys i jus-
  • i went over to her and picked her up and kissed her 
  • i put her down so saeran can hug her 
  • but he was just on his knees crying 
  • she bent down and hugged him 
  • he was having a break down and i bent down and hugged my family
  • MC got up and my heart stopped 
  • was she going to tell me she is going to leave us for good 
  • she got something out of her purse and went to the computer and inputed a USB drive 
  • it had all the pictures that was on the file that she accidentally broke 
  • it had more pictures of us 
  • and then it went to her and saeran 
  • where they went to little trip while i was at work
  • and then it was the RFA
  • then the second to last paicture was all of us a family photo with the rfa 
  • the last picture was her smiling in the middle between me and saeran
  • he was smiling in the photo
  • i broke down and hugged her 
  • she told us she went to her grandfather in japan and he fixed everything and modernized it a bit and she decided to add more photos
  • i spent the rest of my life makin git up to her 
  • we had the space ship wedding just like i wanted no
  • what we wanted 

Yoosung

  • you guys rarely and i mean RARELY get into arguments 
  • you guys understand each other 
  • love each other 
  • respect each others boundaries 
  • but not every relationship can be picture perfect
  • one day you two were playing LOL together 
  • he loved that you actually took interest into something he liked because he made his life a bit better
  • but he knew that he had to do something you likes 
  • and guess what you liked 
  • THE FREAKING GYM *WHICH IS NOT ME LOL I RATHER BE AT HOME AND RELAX AND EAT CHIPS 
  • so yoosung was actually getting into decent shape 
  • zen was lowkey jealous because people were starting to notice yoosung more LOL 
  • so one day you decided that you needed to workout alone and yoosung was fine cause he wanted to defeat a level 
  • but then you started to out more and more on your own 
  • the reason for that is because you were enrolled in a insanity workout class and you knew yoosung couldnt handle it 
  • he confronted you because he is a worried bean and you showed him some videos and he just cried 
  • cried because you KNEW HIM SO WELL 
  • one day you came home all sweaty and tired and you notice that yoosung wasnt home 
  • you threw your gym bag aiming for the couch but you accidentally hit yoosungs limited edition LOL ACTION FIGURE 
  • JESUS CHRIST 
  • YOU WERE CRYING 
  • YOU WENT TO IT TO TRY AND FIX IT 
  • BUT ITS HEAD IS MISSING 
  • THE LEG IS ALL CRACKED SIDEWAYS 
  • IF THE ACTION FIGURE WAS A REAL PERSON BEST BELIEVE IT WOULDNT EVEN BE ALIVE ANY MORE 
  • YOU WERE A NERVOUS WRECK 
  • you got the figure together and put it inside a shoe box 
  • you took a shower and put on some comfortable clothes because you had to tell yoosung 
  • yoosung came home pretty late because he was at the library studying 
  • “MC!!!! HOONEEEEY IM HOOME” 
  • aaaaaaaa the sweetness of his voice c: 
  • it sounds so beautiiful 
  • but yet  you knew you were going to be the destroyer 
  • shit where he goes EVERYTHING 
  • its time to break this mans heart 
  • you breathed heavily and entered the living room 
  • you saw him going crazy 
  • “ 1…..2…..3.3……4….WHERE IS NUMBER 5 WHERE IS ACTION FIGURE NUMBER 5 I PLACED IT RIGHT HERE HOLLY SPAGHETTI” 
  • fuck how were you going to do this 
  • “um yoosung ….. sweetie…. are you okay”
  • “MC I AM MISSING NUMBER 5 YOU KNOW THE PURPLE ONE” 
  • “ baby please sit do-” 
  • “HOW CAN I SIT DOWN IN A TIME LIKE THIS” 
  • “YOOSUNG PLEASE PAY ATTENTION TO ME” 
  • he sat down and started to cry 
  • “ what is it MC” 
  • “ yoosung i came home from my insasnity workout and my bag hit figure number 5 im sorry yoosung it wasnt on purpose i just thought it was gonna flop onto the couch” 
  • THIS POOR CHILD BURSTED OUT CRYING HE JUST CRIED 
  • you tried to console him but you he kept pushing you away from him 
  • he didnt eat dinner that night 
  • he slept in the same bed as you but you heard him crying himself to sleep 
  • you got onto your phone and looked for a place where they sold the toy 
  • NO ONE HAD IT OKAY THATS HOW LIMITED EDITION HIS FIGURE WAS 
  • you grew desperate 
  • you left the bed silently and went to to the computer and logged onto LOL 
  • you put on the head set and the majority of your and his members were logged on
  • “OH MY GOD ITS OUR LEADER HELLO LEADER”
  • “GUYS THIS IS AN EMERGENCY”
  • you told them everything 
  • “okay guys i need the biggest favor ever…. if anyone has an extra figure of that i am willing to pay big money”
  • the chatroom grew quiet 
  • you started to cry 
  • then this one player 
  • “leader MC i live in Alaska and i have one extra of the figure but you see its really hard to ship things from here so you would have to come to my place to get it” 
  • you gave private message her saying that if she is really willing 
  • you bought the plane ticket and grabbed some clothes *warm ones* 
  • and left to the airport 
  • but you forgot to leave any trace behind that you were going to come back 
  • it was too into the heat of the moment.
  • YOOSUNG POV*
  • my life is over…. its finished 
  • GAME OVER 
  • *cries* 
  • NO DONT TOUCH ME !!
  • wait no one is touching me 
  • why is MC not touching me did she went to go get water or what 
  • i got up and looked around our bedroom the sun was already up and i checked the alarm and it was 10:31am 
  • jesus christ i overslept 
  • “MC…. where are you YOU ARE SCARING ME” 
  • no reply 
  • today is Saturday so there is no gym classes for her today 
  • where is she 
  • i called zen jumin jaehee and……. the letter that shouldn't be mention… THEY ALL HAVENT SEEN MC 
  • god okay maybe she will come home soon 
  • its been 8 hours 
  • she hasnt been here 
  • its time to go to sevens and saerans house 
  • SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVVEEEEEEEEEEEN
  • yes C: you heard thru the door
  • I NEED YOUR HELP 
  • NO MORE HONEY BUDDAH CHIPS BYE 
  • mc is gone 
  • *door opens* 
  • saeran: what happened? 
  • yoosung: shes just gone 
  • saeyoung: what do you mean she just left… you know her better than anyone where is she usually 
  • yoosung: i checked her places and nothing saeyoung she she sh 
  • saeran: oh fuck please do-
  • yoosung: *BAWLS OUT CRYING* 
  • saeyoung: there there me and MY BROTHER :D 
  • saeran: bye 
  • yoosung: PLEASE SAERAN *RUNS AFTER HIM AND TACKLES HIM DOWN* PLEASE HELP ME FIND MC 
  • saeran: *pushes him off* get off me fine just stay in your corner 
  • saeran then went to get water and gummy worms and proceeded to start looking for you 
  • saeyoung was nice enough to to gve you DR. Pepper and honey buddah chips 
  • but you felt like just crying 
  • LIKE YOU WERE CRYING LIKE A BABY 
  • its been 2 whole days of you just crying 
  • saeran was annoyed 
  • saeran was done 
  • you notice saeran making a drink and you saw that saeyoung was a bit worried 
  • saeran: here drink this… all of it 
  • yoosung: why ITS NOT MC 
  • saeran: i will stop looking for her if you dont drink this 
  • yoosung: fine i i ill dr-drink it 
  • saeran: g0od 
  • 2 hours later you fill your body tingling 
  • yoosung: where does the liquor in here ? 
  • saeran: no 
  • yoosung: does saeran choi is gay 
  • saeran: jesus christ just just work already 
  • saeyounug: DOES SAERAN CHO IS GAY LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLO 
  • yoosung: do choi twins is gay ? 
  • saeran: 2 more mins 
  • yoosung: for is um what? 
  • you blanked out 
  • you knocked out 
  • saeyoung: are you sure its not gonna kill him 
  • saeran: yes its just to keep him to shut up for a long time he doesn't let me concentrate 
  • saeyoung: for how long is he gonna sleep for 
  • saeran: 4 days give or take 
  • in the long sleep all you were seeing you life 
  • from being born to now
  • you were watching a movie of your life
  • you didnt know how to feel because it SHOWED EVERYTHING 
  • you saw the recent outbreak you did 
  • ouch you hurt MC feeling 
  • oh my god 
  • she probably thought i didnt want her with me anymore 
  • saeran: he is shaking, probably having a bad dream
  • saeyoung: cant we wake him up/ mc is already on their way here 
  • saeran: idk how to wake him up 
  • saeyoung: ….
  • saeran: MC is coming i here her cab 
  • saeyoung: oh god 
  • MC POV 
  • i entered the door and saw saeran throw a blanket over something 
  • what is he doing 
  • saeran: how was alaska ? 
  • saeyoung: yeaahhh 
  • mc: it was fine but what are you guys trying to hide from me 
  • saeran: whats in the bag
  • mc: what are you trying to hide from me 
  • yoosung: mmhmhmmhhmhm
  • mc: oh my god yoosung 
  • *pushed pass the brothers and saw him sleeping droolings and everything* 
  • MC: WHAT DID YOU GUYS DO 
  • saeran: he NEEDED TO SHUT UP OKAY HE WAS CRYING FOR 2 WHOLE DAYS LIKE DOESNT HE RUN OUT OF TEARS OR SOMETHING JESUS CHRIST HOW DO YOU HANDLE THE CRY BABY 
  • you were screaming for yoosung to wake up and he finally did 
  • MC: THANK GOD YOOSUNG 
  • YOOSUNG: AM I DEAD AM IM SEEING MY ANGEL 
  • MC: *YOU KISSED HIM* IM SO SORRY I BROKE YOUR STATUE YOOSUNG I AM SO SORRY 
  • YOOSUNG: ACTION FIGURE BUT ITS OKAY I I RATHER HAVE YOU THAN THE FIGURE 
  • MC: WHY NOT HAVE BOTH 
  • YOOSUNG: MC IT ITS LIMITED EDITION YOU CANT HAVE B-
  • * you showed him the figure 
  • yoosung cried even harder 
  • saeran left the house cause he couldnt take it no more 
  • you guys went back home and made up c; and thEn played LOL 

ZEN

  • for three years you and zen have been happily together but the only problem was that he was always super busy 
  • but you understood because you knew what you were signing up for 
  • what you didn't know is that this beautiful gorgeous man is jealous 
  • like he MUST SHOW IT 
  • he tries so hard to hide to but it is nearly impossible for him to do so 
  • so one day he told you that he has to work over time for a whole week so you logged onto the chatroom and everyone else was keeping you company 
  • many of the RFA members took you out to to dinner or you went over their place to hang out 
  • zen knew and he didnt mind because he trust his friends and you 
  • but for some reason 
  • god was out to get him because he noticed during his breaks you talked to jumin more 
  • more and more days has passed and noticed that you were over at jumins place more than the others 
  • jesus christ he is biting his tongue 
  • but he couldnt help it one day 
  • because he logged on the chat room one day and the whole chat room was blowing up 
  • JUMIN FUCKING HAN POSTED A PERFECT SELFIE WITH YOU WEARING CAT EARS WEARING HIS JACKET LAUGHING AND JUMIN WAS LAUGHING AS WELL 
  • IT WAS THE FIRST TIME JUMIN EVER TOOK A NON BLURRY SELFIE 
  • ZEN: Oh hello MC. I see that you are having fun. 
  • MC: BABY!! how is everything!? i bet you are doing an amazing job in your performances
  • Yoosung: LOOK JUMIN HAN IS SMILING OH MY GOD THE WORLD IS ENDING 
  • saeyoung: LOOOKK HOW ADORABLE MC LOOKS WITH THE CAT EARS ON 
  • Jaehee: MC does look rather nice… i feel odd that Mr. Han is smiling 
  • Jumin: I am laughing because my best friend is making me laugh 
  • Saeran: o
  • Saeyoung 

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  1. Jaehee Kang has left the chatroom 
  2. Zen: what did you say jerk 
  3. MC: YAAAAY JUMIN DID IT IM SO PROUD OF YOU JUMIN 
  4. Saeyoung: I thought i would never live to see the day 
  5. Yoosung: that jumin shows some type of 
  6. saeran: affection.
  7. saeyoung: SEEEEE BRRROTHER YOU HAVE HOPE MC PLEASE DO MY BROTHER NEXT 
  8. yoosung: wait MC did jumin!!!?????
  9. Jumin: No. 
  10. Zen: Im going to kill you Jumin 
  11. MC: SAEYOUNG WORD SHIT RIGHT but ill be happy to show your brother how to show emotion c: 
  12. saeyoung: MC SAERAN IS SMILING OH MY GOOOOD YOUR POWERS ARE WORKING 
  13. Saeran: :) thank you MC 
  14. Saeran has left the chatroom 
  15. Zen: my girlfriend will not help no one 
  16. MC: zen are you okay why are you being such a grump :(
  17. Jumin: Yes Zen why are you being a so called “grump” 
  18. saeyoung : MC YOU ARE CHANGING THE ROBOT
  19. Jumin: It is nice having her as my company, we drink wine talk about our past and praise Elizabeth 3rd
  20. ZEN: Mc
  21. MC: yes babe ~
  22. Zen: Home. Now. 
  23. Zen has left the chatroom
  24. Yoosung: what is his problem
  25. Saeyoung: i dont have a good feeling about this 
  26. MC: yeah i should go :/ 
  27. MC has exit the charoom 
  28. Jumin has exit the chatroom 
  29. I CANT BELIEVE THAT TRUST FUND JERK IS MAKING MOVES ON MY MC 
  30. SHE IS MINE NO ONE ELSE
  31. I THOUGHT I WAS SPECIAL ENOUGH TO BE SAVED FROM HER 
  32. BUT NOW IS SEE SHE SAVES EVERYBODY 
  33. i got home and i saw that the limo driver barely leaving my house 
  34. he even got the nerve to send her in one of his fancy limos…. stupid trust fund jerk 
  35. when i went inside i swear i can smell him onj her 
  36. Zen: hello. Mc. 
  37. MC: hi baby whats wrong? 
  38. zen: so i see your into fixing everybody is that your new kink? 
  39. mc: zen honestly cut it out Jumin is a very good friend  of mine and he is helping me out with something so zen stop. 
  40. zen: oh what is he helping you with MC huh huh tell me I CAN HANDLE IT MC TELL ME 
  41. MC: ZEN DONT FUCKING YELL AT ME BECAUSE YOU ARE FEELING JEALOUS. IM IN LOVE WITH YOU SO STOP IMAGING STUFF HAPPENING BETWEEN ME AND JUMIN. AND WHILE IM AT IT YOU KNOW I LOVE HELPING PEOPLE BECOME A BETTER PERSON YOU KNOW I LOVE HELPING PEOPLE YOU KNOW I LIVE FOR HELPING POOR CREATURES LIKE ANIMALS AND EVERYTHING WHY IS IT SO WRONG FOR WANTING TO HELP SOME BODY BECOME A BETTER PERSON 
  42. ZEN: I THOUGHT YOU ONLY DID IT FOR ME 
  43. MC: ZEN I PUT MYSELF LAST JUST SO YO CAN BE HAPPY ZEN I LOVED BEING THERE FOR YOU I LOVE BEING YOUR SHOULDER TO CRY ON BUT ITS NOT THE SAMW TYPE OF CARE THAT I GIVE FOR JUMIN THE ONLY THING HE NEEDS IS FOR SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO HIM NOT TO JUDGE HIM THATS IT. MY LOVE, HEART, MIND, SOUL BELONGS TO YOU AND ONLY YOU 
  44. * SHE GOT CLOSER AND YOU HATED IT BECAUSE YOU CAN SMELL THE WINE THAT SHE DRANK IN HIS HOME* 
  45. ZEN: i honestly dont know how to feel. i smell him on you and MC i dont know what to think. im sorry i gotta go.
  46. MC: zen wait why are you being so irrational i love you im always there for you i get you dont like jumin but it doesnt mean that i have to hate him so much… if only i could tell you…. but i… cant 
  47. ZEN: see you tomorrow MC 
  48. and i left 
  49. MC POV 
  50. ugh i hate that i cant tell him…. i feel like he forgot that his birthday is coming up because of all the stress he is recieving 
  51. why do we gotta fight now… 
  52. i have to leave sooon. 
  53. god why NOOOOW 
  54. shoudl i stay 
  55. should i go 
  56.  fuck it i gotta go… he’ll understand once i show him *breathes heavily* its time to go back 
  57. *you picked up the phone and called * 
  58. MC: Ju-
  59. Jumin: the jet is ready for you the driver is still around the corner ill be waiting for you inside the jet. see you soon… best friend… 
  60. *beeeeeep* 
  61. Zen POV 
  62. ugh where the fuck am i ? 
  63. why am i surrondered by action figures 
  64. where are my clothes?
  65. please god please dont tell me i cheated on MC 
  66. mc
  67. NOOOO MY JEALOUSY GOT THE EBST OF ME NOOOO I SCREWED IT BIG TIME 
  68. fuck i see panties 
  69. i see bras?? 
  70. why am i in a closet full of women clothing 
  71. please dont let it be true 
  72. please dont let it be true 
  73. Zen: heellooooo anyone there 
  74. unrecognizable voice: he is awake your problem now 
  75. huh? i think i recognize that voice 
  76. you hear someone getting closer to the door 
  77. fuck who is it shoit 
  78. saeyoung: HIYA ZEN HOW ARE YOU :D 
  79. zen: what am i doing here !? where are my clothes 
  80. saeyoung: well you see you were infront of our door drunk and saeran tried geting you inside the house becaus you were a mess and you started to take of your clothes and dance to the music that was coming from inside your head :D so saeran threw you into my closet :) 
  81. zen: jesus christ *gets up and sees his pants in the corner and puts it in with a shirt* 
  82. saeran: thank god you are dressed now… please leave my house 
  83. zen: yeah dude sorry im leaving 
  84. damn i guess i gone drinking 
  85. shit i need to go home 
  86. *gets home safetly somehow* 
  87. ZEN: MCCC BABY IM SORRY I CAME HOME LATE WHERE ARE CHUUUU 
  88. you didnt hear shit 
  89. huh perhaps she head to work already 
  90. when you were eating a protein bar its like everything fucking hit you 
  91. SHIT I HAD A FIGHT WITH MC SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT 
  92. you declined every single meeting so you can make up today and spend the day with ehr tomorow 
  93. she never showed up that night 
  94. you cried yourself to sleep that night 
  95. you woke up to yet another day with an empty home 
  96. you drank more and more thinking she ran off with jumin 
  97. fuck jumin i hate him 
  98. MC why did you leave me baby 
  99. i fucking loved you so much 
  100. im so sorry baby 
  101. im sorrry my jealousy ruined us 
  102. in another life i would make you stay 
  103. so i dont have to say that you were the one that got away 
  104. fuck the song is coming into my head 
  105. MC just know i love you so much 
  106. im sorry im no longer your muse 
  107. *continues drinking and smoking for 6 days straight* 
  108. MC POV 
  109. MC: hahahahahaah jumin you are hilarious !
    Jumin: haha. thank you but i hope zen likes the gift you are going to give him 
  110. MC: yes but i feel so guilty because ugh i hope he isnt thinking wrong things…. i feel … i just have a bad feeling about this 
  111. Jumin: its okay he is a big boy he can understand.. look MC we are going to land back home 
  112. *5 hours later*
  113. jumin: okay we are here ill held back and let you and zen enjoy some time together :) 
  114. MC: *hugs him tightly* THANK YOU JUMIN YOU ARE AMAZING THE BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD! 
  115. Jumin: okay wow thank you MC i better go ELizaebeth is missing m in the car let me know how he likes it ! 
  116. okay time to show him his gift 
  117. you walked inside the house and saw zen passed out 
  118. SHIT ZEN ZEEEEEEN ZEEEEEEENNNN
  119. jumin heard you screaming and crying and he ran inside and called an ambulance and the best doctors in the world 
  120. zen woke up three days later to seeing MC Jumin and the rest of the RFA sitting in his hospital room 
  121. Zen: m-mc
  122. MC: ZEN SHIT I LOVE YOU OH MY GOD THANK YOU FOR WAKING YOU 
  123. zen:what do y-y-you mean waking up 
  124. Jumin: me and MC found you passed out and its been 5 days since you lost conscious  
  125. MC: i know you probably hate me btut i didnt leave you zen i went with jumin to the states to get you this custom built harley and zen im so SORRY 
  126. zen cried and told you that he is sorry and he would never drink that much again 

Jumin *this is gonna be short sorry i just really want to get this done* 

  • ·       You and Jumin jesus Christ you and jumin were SOOO HAPPY
  • ·       AND I MEAN SO HAPPY
  • ·       THAT HE CAN DIE THAT DIE AND LITERALLY
  • ·       NO REGRETS
  • ·       He treated you like a queen in public and in private you know ;)
  • ·       It was almost Christmas and Jumin flew away for business for almost a month
  • ·       Jaehee was being amazing and told you he was getting your Christmas gift abroad
  • ·       #billonaireboysclub
  • ·       And you ?
  • ·       Well you wanted to get jumin something nice
  • ·       Since the both of you had joint accounts
  • ·       And the account literally had so many comas
  • ·       You decide that you didn’t want the gift to be about money
  • ·       You wanted it to be something meaningful
  • ·       Something pure
  • ·       Something he will remember for the rest of his life
  • ·       So you decided you needed to go back to Costa Rica to visit family while Jumin was away
  • ·       So you asked your family for help
  • ·       TO HELP YOU THINK FOR A GIFT
  • ·       They were stumped caused everything they mention he already FUCKING HAD
  • ·       Jesus Christ
  • ·       Jumin Han had
  • ·       Power
  • ·       Money
  • ·       Pussy (Elizabeth 3rd)
  • ·       And
  • ·       You
  • ·       What more does this man need
  • ·       So you needed to go to a family party
  • ·       But once you arrived at the party you felt sick
  • ·       nauseous  
  • ·       you assumed because you weren’t accustom to the strong scent of mayo for a long time so you just ignored it
  • ·       until you vomited all over
  • ·       you’re family members took you to the hospital
  • ·       you were relived to find out that it wasn’t nothing serious
  • ·       so you decided to fly back early
  • ·       but when you flew back
  • ·       Jumin han was crying
  • ·       He was freaking out because you weren’t there
  • ·       He crawled to you on his knees and told you sorry
  • ·       SORRY FOR WHAT JUMIN YOU DIDN’T DO SHIT WRONG MY PRECIOUS BABY
  • ·       He kept crying till you bent down and told him that you visited your family
  • ·       He just said he would appreciate a call and you told him that you were sorry
  • ·       DEEPLY SORRY
  • ·       But then you opened your purse
  • ·       And gave him a paper
  • ·       MC YOU WERE SICK WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME
  • ·       Jumin please read the paper you are gonna love the surprise
  • ·       MC YOU WERE SICK JESUS CHRIST DID YOU SKIP A MEAL MC IT SAID YOU VOMITTED BECAUSEE IT’S A SIDE EFFECT FROM BEING PREGANCT MC YOU
  • ·       O.O
  • ·       :D
  • ·       O:
  • ·       :D
  • ·       :O
  • ·       CONGRATS BABY YOU ARE GONNA BE A FATHER
  • ·       THIS MAN CRIED SO HARD
  • ·       HE WAS SO HAPPY
  • ·       THE BEST EARLY CHRISTMAS GIFT HE EVER RECEIVED
  • ·       HE WAS JUST
  • ·       SOLUDGJNKEGJKL
  • ·       HE SENT A BLURRY PICTURE IN THE CHATROOM
  • ·       EVERYONE WAS HAPPY
  • ·       LJFGBEOWUPRFGWREIOG
  • ·       JUMIN HAN IS PRECIOUS

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part i

papa spoiled her constantly but he had one rule that he stuck to: don’t touch the scrolls in the study. after that, mama would add: don’t touch the books either (and that goes for you too, sasuke-kun).

he’s had to say this to her on more than one occasion when sarada would be playing ninja with her plastic kunai and the mask she took from mama’s box of things sarada isn’t supposed to touch. this time sarada gracefully stumbles into the study, sees the cabinet of scrolls, and thinks that they would be a good addition to her game. she is, after all, playing the role of captain kitten, leader of the black ops and right hand of the hokage. obviously she’s been sent on a mission to retrieve the sacred scripture from the dastardly tomato eater.

sarada sticks to the walls and eyes her prize, scowling behind mama’s porcelain cat mask at the thought of the tomatoes papa tried to make her in the past. yuck. papa just left for a long mission though, and while sarada certainly misses him, she doesn’t miss all the tomato foods mama used to cook just for him.

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fia hadn’t seen niall in years. the boy got famous and up and left her in little old mullingar. she didn’t blame him. the first chance she got, fia left town, too. four years later they were both back in town. but can they continue their friendship where they left off or were there too many things left unsaid?

stargazing

a post-1d niall / childhood best friend fia one shot based on this post

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Dumbfounded (Nalu FF, 1/1)

For Mary (@siriusly-random​) as a high five for finishing her exams ♥ 

F for fluff~
Words: 1600
summary: Nothing inspires an epiphany like a snow fight. 
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Natsu was her best friend – or as close to it as anyone could be – but just this once she would throttle him if he took one step closer to her. She backed up, foot slipping on the uneven ground, and he gave a laugh that sent out a little burst of flame.

“Natsu,” she warned, watching the flame longingly as it flickered and died in the ground.

“Lucy,” he repeated, his hand lowering. Despite everything she knew about him – and despite the devious quirk of his brows – she still lowered her defensive hands, letting out a small breath that appeared like smoke in the air.

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Dear Mom ii.

[A little note: I needed something to help me cope with this week Freshman chapter. Though re-blogging and using gifs help, I also find this very therapeutic 😏. Hope it helps you too. Keep calm and choice on!]

Dear Mom,

Another couple weeks of spring have flown by and yet I’m starting to forget my place in the universe. I think about all the things I’ve accomplished since starting at Hartfeld, all the friends I’ve made and all the adventures I’ve had - but none of it seems to matter anymore when everything kind of feels like it’s falling apart. Like we’re falling apart.

I can feel the pressure now more than ever. It’s so bad that even Professor Atiyah can see it too. When we met to discuss my novel, I think she saw a lot that I didn’t want to show her. Somehow she’s managed to see past my facade. She’s finding all the little chinks that I’ve been trying to hide in my armor. She gives me this look that adults give you when they think they understand everything. Then her next words makes my heart sink because it’s what I’ve been fearing for awhile. She told me all my latest chapters are missing something - its usual umph…its spark. She says they lack detail. Somehow, she’s seeing all the wear and tear from college.

If Professor Vasquez could see me now, I dread what he’d say. He’d probably curse me for not being able to channel all my emotions productively. He’d probably toss my papers back at me and demand that I do them over until he’s satisfied. But he’s not here, and I’m struggling to remember what he’s taught me. I half-stumble through the rest of our conversation; admitting to Professor Atiyah that I wasn’t sure where I was headed anymore. I wasn’t sure where I wanted it go. She tried to comfort me in her own small way; giving me her weary adult advice, but it barely dulls the unsettled feelings I have.

So much has changed in one semester.

Chris is so busy that he’s rarely ever home anymore and when he is it still feels like he’s not here. He’s been propositioning the Second Chance Scholarship to the student council. It’s all he talks about and he barely makes time for anything else. I’m beginning to think it’s some sort of obsession for him, like he’s trying so hard to beat Sebastian at his own game that he doesn’t care about anything else. The rest of me knows that’s silly; he just wants to do something good for Hartfeld and its students. He wants to leave his mark, and give people like Zig a second chance in life. I can respect that but not at the cost of our friendship. He’s forgetting the little things until they become big things. He forgets his chores, our meet-ups by the cafe, friday movie nights - and recently he made up some lame excuse not to come with us to Kaitlyn’s concert. He called the whole thing dumb. Dumb. We’re his friends, we’re supposed to support him no matter what but I don’t like the idea of my own experiences being chalked up as dumb in comparison very well. I know what you’re going to say. You’re going to read this and tell me that it wasn’t his intention, and that he means well. You’re going to say I shouldn’t give him such a hard time - but I’ve tried being patient. I’ve tried being the supportive friend. I’m proud of him for doing something so important, for working tirelessly  - but I’m starting to feel like we don’t matter anymore.

James isn’t doing much better either. He’s been gone for less than two weeks and already I miss him. I miss his advice, his eerie wisdom for his age and our casual meet ups that didn’t revolve around work. I know he’s trying to get settled into the Hollywood world; its demands and its sacrifices - but no matter how much he misses Hartfeld, he’d miss this opportuntity more. Our last skype call together didn’t end well. He muted himself when he thought I wasn’t looking. I know that doesn’t sound like much but I was in the middle of sharing my ramblings about our lives, all the drama and all the tension that’s been slowly stifling us. I know his work is important - but aren’t we important too? Don’t we deserve to be noticed? It’s not often that we get to talk, and I wasted all this time venting on my end with nothing but an invisible wall between us, and his shifting eyes that followed the movement of his fingers on his keyboard. We’re supposed to be able to talk to each other - no matter what, except all I can hear from him is his own constant struggles with his movie adaption. What about my own struggles? 

Kaitlyn’s the worst of it. You know me mom, Kaitlyn and I are inseparable. Normally I’m the one defending her when our other suitemates get mad at something she says or does. I deflect the snide comments with humor or brush off any kind of antagonistic behavior. She’s important to me, and nothing anyone else says should change that. But now I can barely come up with a reason to defend her anymore. She’s been spending a lot more time with her bandmates, and a lot less time with us. And by the time she gets home, we’re already getting ready to start the next day. Abbie’s right to be worried; the Kaitlyn we know now is barely recognizable. Where’s the fun-loving, hilariously adorable Kaitlyn that I used to tell everything to? We used to spend a lot of nights together, staying up late to watch horror-films, bundled in blankets and laughing at their poorly developed plots. Or the week we spent switching through different clubs in our desperate attempt to find our own place to fit in on campus. Now that she’s found her own niche, it’s just sad because I don’t see the rest of us fitting. I don’t see myself in it. I miss her, the old her.

At least things are going well for Abbie and Tyler. They’re still the only constant ship that’s sailing in our lives. Abbie spends a lot of time with Tyler and vice versa; so one is never really around without the other. I think if they ever broke up, I wouldn’t have anything worth coming home to anymore. Recently, we finally had some time to catch up, we were over due for some serious girl-talk when Abbie confessed they crossed that final intimate barrier. I’m happy for her, but the surge of jealously is hard to ignore when I can’t seem to find any luck in that department. But at least there’s still something good left at home.

Zig’s the most recent addition to our little group. Well I wouldn’t call him so much of addition except that he keeps popping up everywhere. He’s a surprisingly good listener even though I shrugged him off at first as not the type. He’s so interesting; a bundle of mysteries just waiting to be unraveled. I really hope this Second Chance scholarship works out for him. Even if he isn’t doing it for himself; maybe some day he’ll find a reason to. 

Remarkably out of everyone, Zack’s looking more and more like the greatest friend of the year. Whenever I’m feeling down - he’s already there, sketching by the roof or poking his head in my room when the door’s open. He’s there - ready and willing to listen to me. We give each other advice, and lean on each other for support. Sometimes we don’t even exchange words, sometimes neither of us wants to, and just sitting around each other, watching tv is enough. Sometimes the silence is all the comfort we need. 

There’s only a couple weeks of spring left and yet I can’t shake the feeling that the worst of it is yet to come. Maybe it’s because everything’s been so hard lately that I feel this way. In any case, I just can’t wait for the rest of the semester to be over.

Yours truly,

X.

Void

Characters: Johnny, y/n
Word Count: 904
Genre: Angst 

You ran your hands over the empty spot on his side of the bed, the pillow beneath your cheek constantly dampening due to your indecisiveness if to let it all out or just quietly hold it in, as quietly as he had left you the night before.

He thought you were deep in sleep when he suddenly got up in the middle of the night and took the spare luggage out. You wanted to break his delusion, sit up and gather his attention to yourself. But you didn’t, or more like you couldn’t. Something inside you screamed to let him do whatever he’s doing, to not interrupt his little quest. The little light emitted from the dim light bulb helped you trail his movements. He seemed impatient as he moved around, yet in proper accordance.

The man who would forget where he had last placed his wallet before going to the washroom was fully aware of where it was then; a place where you’d keep his socks. You realised that he had grouped three or four pairs of socks arranged together and the wallet placed in between, while three or four of his belts enclosed them together. He picked up the bunch and placed it carefully in the luggage, beneath his clothes. He made sure to grab two pens, a notebook, and his watches.

After cross-checking the contents inside the luggage and closing it very carefully, no haste in his moves as he ensured perfection in his littlest efforts and paid severe attention to minor details, he walked to the shelf that you had brought to your new home with him after marriage. He took out a book, looked over at you as you slowly closed your eyes, and you could hear him sniffing as he made his way toward you. You felt his lips touch your temple and cheek, before a lightweight object replaced his mass. You opened your eyes carefully, to find him staring at the door, before slowly and carefully dragging the luggage across the room. Turning the knob around, he turned around to look at you one last time, his smile screaming melancholy as he audibly whispered a goodbye and left.

You didn’t move an inch, as the harsh reality dawned upon you. The man you dearly loved was gone, and he was gone forever.

You couldn’t bring yourself the zest to read the letter he had left you, but as the sunlight bled through the curtains and stung your eyes; your limbs itself moved to complete what was incumbent upon you. You put your feet down, your whole body jerking at the sudden coldness you felt despite the thermostat working perfectly. You couldn’t touch anything without feeling like it was pricking your body with thorns. You limped your way to the curtains, not being able to ascertain why your knees were giving out. You closed the curtains, leaving no space in between, before sighing pulling them apart again. Your hand flitted up to cover your eyes from the ruthless light, your mind averting itself from his dearth as you recalled how his face would block the sun from disrupting your sleep, before his lips would shower your face with ticklish kisses all over.

You felt tears brim your eyes, as you turned your back to the sun and leaned in on the windowsill, opening your eyes to let the overwhelming pain out. You saw your tears making their way to the floor, before splattering and leaving small droplets around. ‘It looks beautiful!’ you thought, ‘Johnny would’ve loved taking a photo of this…’

You stepped over the beautiful design your tears had themselves formed, and made your way to the letter kept neatly on his pillow. Taking the letter in your hands, you rested your head where his soft hair used to brush, softly sniffing the smell of his shampoo. Taking a deep breath in, you unfolded the letter;

““Dear y/n,
Before you read this and decide to belittle yourself, I want to let you know you’re perfect. You’re an amazing woman, and it is entirely my fault for whatever is to happen forth.
It is my fault I fell in love with another woman, it is my fault that I lied to you about being out for work overnight when I was actually in her arms, it is my fault when I say I fell out of love with you. A part of me will always surrender to you, but the majority has swayed to an extent which is even beyond my own reach.
I’m taking your favourite novel, and leaving my camera behind. Please don’t try to look for me, because from this moment on, I don’t think I’ll ever have the nerve to face you again.
You’ll get the papers in a few days, I will manage everything, even your lawyer.
I wish you happiness, y/n. You’re wonderful, I am the rotten one here. You deserve way, way better than a man like me.
Johnny.””

You rolled to your side of the bed, and laid the letter on his pillow, softly caressing the space which had lost its owner; feeling anger toward the girl who had stolen your man, feeling mad at yourself for not being able to keep him, feeling mad at him for leaving your side forever.

“What am I supposed to do now, little one?” you whispered as you softly touched your abdomen.

Part 2

Nygmobblepot reunion (or how I like to imagine it)

“You’re here.” The words that tumbled from Oswald’s lips came out as hardly more than a shocked breath.

“I’m here.”

Edward Nygma. The love of his incredibly unlucky existence. Here he stood, right before his own eyes. He was supposed to be furious. Wasn’t he? Oswald could see no sign of that madness in Ed’s eyes—that very madness he once witnessed when he barked into his face last year, angry, strangling him.

But now he was standing at the doorstep to his mansion, wearing an evergreen suit and to Oswald’s surprise: a hat.

“I feel as though I should explain myself.” Ed continued vaguely. The man before Oswald took a deep breath and held it there for a moment, his eyes flickering to the ground, his head staying motionless.

“I’ve… forgiven you, Oswald.”

The words sounded unreal. Surprise washed over Oswald, a great joy that almost couldn’t contain itself making him stand a little more upright but then… Suspicion.

This man had tried to kill him once, after all.

“M- May I ask,” He tested the waters. “What exactly has brought you to this…” He nervously gestured into the air between them. “Decision?” The corners of Ed’s mouth twitched up, small but honest.

“I need you.”

Oswald barely realized his own mouth hanging open.

“Y- You-” The smaller man cleared his throat. “You need me for something? A favor?”

“No.” Ed said boldly, almost breaking into Oswald’s nervous ramble. “I am telling you we’re fine.” he hesitated, seemingly taking a moment to think, eventually adding: “If you’re… alright with that, of course.” He quickly looked away. Guilt tugged at Oswald. Guilt that shouldn’t be there.

This man had tried to kill him once, after all.

It was as if Ed could see how Oswald’s mind was rattling, coming up with questions and inner conflicts. What happened next was unexpected and practically came out of the blue. Oswald tried to register what was going on and for a moment he tensed up, afraid of getting hurt again, AGAIN.

But Edward Nygma was kissing him.

His lips were soft, he could feel his breath. A tingly, pleasingfeeling shot through Oswald and how couldn’t he fall right into it? He’d imagined this a couple of times. Or perhaps a bit more often, actually.

Fuck, and pardon Oswald’s french, but he definitely HAD imagined this before.

None of those fantasies could have ever felt as good as this. Their noses were brushing, their lips moving against one another and suddenly Ed’s hands were burried into his sides, pulling him closer.

The disgusting butterflies that tickled Oswald’s body and clouded his brain made him shiver. He sighed then and it seemed to make the taller man speed things up, the kiss deepening fiercly with every small movement of their heads. He could feel his heartbeat picking up its already quick pace and he thought, if this wasn’t a reunion worth celebrating, then what was?

Shut Up & Dance ( Trixya ) - Tammy

A/N:
Hello! My name is Tammy and this is my first time submitting something to AQ.
I’d just really quickly like to thank Maeve for managing to beta this thing, she did a really great job! 

This is just a real quick one-shot/drabble based around the song “Shut Up and Dance” by Walk the Moon.

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anonymous asked:

what would the boys do if their SO got wounded in battle protecting them? TYSM

Alright, I got this! Now I have no diddly darn clue just ??how?? the potions system actually works since Ignis literally just reaches out his hand and then you see bubbles and then wow healing!! so- bear with me?

Note: Prompto’s??made me cry?? but I wrote it?? stop @ self??

Note Note: You are a different kind of addition to the team in each scenario!

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Colors

An: sorry for the errors. Thank you and enjoy~

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The last Uchiha’s nap was disturbed because of the sudden bang on his apartment. He blinked his brooding eyes, seeing everything was a blur. He didn’t care. He grudgingly walked to the door. As he open it, his eyes were crimson red, and saw darkness clearly.

And there, stood Naruto, infront of his apartment. His mouth was moving but Sasuke cannot hear and understand what he was saying. There was a continious screach of sound disturbingly ringing in his ears.

But after some time, he barely comprehended what was Naruto saying. He heard phrases about genjutsus and Konoha was in danger and even the shinobi world itself. He was unimpressed of Naruto’s bluffs. So he breathed deeply then closed his eyes. His eyes were no longer crimson red, but he heard clearly what Naruto said and definitely saw something else.

It was then when Sasuke realized, Konoha’s festivity and colors were gone. It was no ordinary genjutsu. It was the day when Konoha was in colors of black and white.

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Days have passed and no one knew how to escape this kind of this situation. Experts in genjutsu tried to dispell it but it was worthless.

But one day, Naruto discovered that everytime he eats ramen, he saw colors again. Then, everybody was aware of how Naruto saw the color orange when he held his bowl of ramen. And from this, everybody tried to touch what they love and what was important to them.

Choiji tried to hold his bag of chips again and he saw the color of the chips; the color yellow was enveloping him everytime he did it. It was the same experience with Ino; she tried to touch Sasuke but there was none. Then she tried tending her flowers and from this, she saw the color violet.

Sakura tried her luck as well, in touching Sasuke and as same as Ino’s, there was nothing. She wandered all over Konoha, then she had a glimpse of the color pink above the sky. She was curious so she followed it. To her surprise, she was in the vicinity of Naruto’s house.

Hinata tried to touch Naruto but there was none; her world was still dull. She was confused. She thought he was the one. So she tried to pet akamaru, hug Hanabi, and do good things to every one yet there was none; no progress at all. She can only see black and white in those all seeing eyes of hers. She was desperate. She was mad at herself; even herself didnt knew what she really loved.

He has no family and he knew that no one or nothing was important to him. So he didn’t cared of what is happening around him. Then Sasuke observed that most of the infamous Konoha 12 were seeing colors important to them but there was this one person who intrigued him.

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Weeks have passed and the colors of Konoha was barely bringing back to life. Everyone was devastated of the colors black and white. Experts have hypothesized that the host can see colors while others can see it, if and only if the host is very vocal to it. Shinobis tried their best to solve and escape the phenomenon but as of the date, there was only a gradual progress.

Sasuke’s brooding attitude was worsening. He truly liked the colors black and white but not to this extent. Then as he observed Konoha from above, he saw some flicking purple color emitting from below. He followed it, just for the sake of finding color in his dull life. To his surprise, the color purple was from the training grounds. And there stood the hyuuga heiress; training and covered in sweat in midst of the strange phenomenon.

Sasuke felt guilty. He kept on wasting his time on unnecessary stuffs since the phenomenon started. Unlike her, making these days worth it by training. And without any hesitations, he decided to join and par with the heiress.

Hinata was aware of his presence, veins around her face became visible. Sasuke appeared behind her back and tried to punch her but her reflexes were quicker. She had blocked his attack. And from this contact, Sasuke saw a splash of variety colors then it disappeared as they pull away from each other. He tried to attack diffently, and there was this splash of colors again. He attacked and attacked while she blocked and blocked. Colors were dominating the training ground, and he was impressed from what he was seeing.

After some time, he let her attack him. Her fingers were really targetting his chakra points. As she touched his skin, splashes of colors and hues of purple were dominating the training area. It was quite a show for Sasuke. She saw that his sharingan was activated, and noticed that his eyes were looking intently on her fingers and not to her movement. This was her opportunity to strike him off guard.

Hinata was facing Sasuke. She moved forward using her right leg while she stomped her left foot for support. She twisted her upper body, focused her chakra on both palms and thrusted, with full force, directly to his stomach.

Sasuke countered it with his infamous chidori. Both saw a bright light as their chakra forces clashed; every strand of chakra fighting over the other. During the presence of the blinding bright light, Hinata lost her balance which immediately resulted her to fall backwards.

Even with his brooding attitude, he grabbed her as soon as he noticed her falling. With the impact of their chakra forces, both fell on the grounds. Hinata was under Sasuke’s and as they crash unto each other, he saw the training grounds were filled with its designated colors: trees were green, flowers were pink, the water mirrored the color of the sky, it was a picture perfect moment. Basically, the world became meaningful again.

But as Sasuke pushed himself up from Hinata’s body, the surroundings became dull again. He scanned the training grounds vicinity then he felt a thrusting force on lower abdomen; he was thrown meters away from Hinata’s body.

She catched her breath, conserving all her chakra left after that air palm she thrusted. She slowly stood up and clumsily went to Sasuke’s unconscious body. Though she was not a medical ninja, her efficient chakra control as a Hyuuga was enough for her to offer some medical help.

Hinata smiled as Sasuke opened his exhausted eyes. There was this silence enveloping the two shinobis. She was drained and so was he but Sasuke broke the silence. And both of them found peace, they were at ease in making conversations and enjoyed each other’s company.

Sasuke decided not to talk about the splashes and hues of colors he saw earlier in their spar. He needed to observe more to prove his theory; he wanted more of her presence.

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Days have passed after their spar, every one, especially the Konoha 10, noticed their frequent meet ups. Every one was eager to know what the two famous clan heirs were up to. So they decided to watch their friendly battle; their little secret. It was okay for the both of them and hence, the color wars begun.

Naruto whispered in Sakura’s ear. Sasuke was acting strange and suspicious. Sakura disagreed yet admired Hinata’s confidence, strength and capability to fight with the ever legendary, Uchiha Sasuke. Naruto agreed to her thoughts but kept on pushing his ideas.

As the friendly spar continued, Shikamaru blurted some obvious thing that surprised every one.

“He’s seeing something…” He observed.

“Something that we can not see?…” Sakura asked nonchalantly.

And everyone was silent. They new the answer. “He’s seeing colors with Hinata…” Naruto concluded.

“B-but others are supposed to see the colors he’s seeing? I mean, that was-” Sakura protested.

“I am seeing it too.” Shino murmurred. “Weird thing is, all the hues of colors are present every time they touched…”

Sasuke’s sharingan eyes flicked to their direction and heard every detail. He was right; his hypothesis was right. And this was enough for him to open up to her about the colors splashing unto them. He just need the right time and right place and the girl infront of him.

And the Konoha 10 just stared silently and contemplated about the color wars happening upon them.

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Weeks have passed and the dull phenomenon was still in the atmosphere of Konoha. Sasuke and Hinata’s spar became habitual and both parties were satisfied and were in favor.

In midst of their spar, Sasuke cannot hold the thought of her bringing color into his dull world. He deflected her air palms and made this opportunity to hold her close which she did not complaint about. His eyes widened as the colors of the training ground became visible again. It was slowly spreading, it is like Konoha was going back to life and Sasuke cannot hide his amusement.

He got caught up in the moment and so he asked her, “Do you see it too?”

Hinata’s brows narrowed, “…What are you talking about?”

As he heard those words, he let go of her palms and breathed sharply. She was confused. Sasuke’s vision of colors faded into gray. It was a pain in his chest. All he ever did was closed his eyes, inhaled deeply, and after awhile, he opened his brooding sharingan eyes. And found himself, standing inside his apartment, holding the front door. He deactivated his sharingan and sighed.

He twisted the knob and to his surprise, Konoha was full in colors again. He began reminiscing those days with her and when she gave colors to his dull world. He disliked vibrant colors from now on then later realized that he would never be near her and she will be never near to him ever again.

Sasuke sighed, “Everything was better in black and white…”