it's such a sincere hug

boyfriend! jaehyun
  • well in all honestly ur friendship began when u two were basically smol children,, he was ur neighbor who just moved in and it started off as simple glances @ each other from each others backyard 
  • until a few yrs later when ur puppy decided to run away and he happened to have found it for u,, so ther he was shyly waiting for u to open the door and retrieve ur lost puppy
  • and when u do, u see the boy from across the yard and ur like !!! omg thank u so much wow do u want some candy or ice cream or smth and lets be real who would turn down ice cream
  • so thts how ur friendship began, on a hot summer day, something beautiful was created 
  • but the thing was as u two got older, u two got further away from each other bc girls started to pay attention to him while u had to start paying attention to ur studies,, but that doesnt mean an end to a friendship
  • honestly? he would be ur best friend and u would be his until the day u die he’d always find u at school and u’d always check up on him, one way or another you’d have time for each other and that was the way things were until high school
  • he was the guy that captured all the girls hearts and u were the girl that kept up with studies but was occasionally bullied bc u were his best friend and people were jealous of u 
  • that didnt mean that the late night dates and horror movies and sleepovers ended, actually since u two got further apart from each other at school he insisted tht u two would do it more often and now since u two could drive, his new favorite thing was late night drives 
  • he wasnt sure why but he liked seeing u roll down the window and stick ur hand out the window or lean on the window and watch the stars as he drove 
  • but he loved these moments bc he can be with u away from school and he doesnt have to worry about people talkin shit and he knows they do about u but he doesnt say anything and tht,, that makes him feel so guilty but being here with u now was all he cared about at the moment
  • so a few months later another boy has suddenly taken interest in u and asks u out and ofc u say yes bc ur nice !! and jaehyun sees u two talking and hes like who tf and he asks u about it and u tell him its a date and hes like ???? what who when where why and ur like wtf r u saying ur suppose to be happy for me?? and hes like “o ye” 
  • so when u two depart he finds the closest girl he can find that likes him and asks her out bc he has this feeling in his heart and he cant explain it ?? 
  • so yes u two go on ur seperate dates and both go v well actually and u hav ur first kiss and ur telling jaehyun about it bc he asks how it went and hes like “..o haha o yeah thats um great” and holy shit the feeling in his heart worsens and he isnt sure why hes feeling this way so he distracts himself with that one other girl that he doesnt even like
  • deep down tho no matter how much he gets attention, hes beginning to lose urs, the one and only one he wants so he rants to mark bc he knows mark always got his back
  • but the thing is when u and mark hang out one day mark may or may not have let things slip “hyung was telling me the other day how u have a boyfriend now?” and “yeah he hasnt really been himself huh” “i think hes heartbroekn”
  • and ur like “huh? why?” bc on the outside it looks like hes having the time of his life, hes got a gf who loves him and hes been tellin u his grades r getting better (but its getting worst he just doesnt want u to occupy ur time with him he wants u to be happy with ur bf) 
  • and mark’s like ,, “well i,, i think hes in love i think hes found his soul mate” and ur like “well yeah i mean he looks happy af with her i wouldnt be surprised lmfao” and mark’s just staring at u with the saddest look in his eyes before he goes “with u noona, i think hes in love wit u” and ur like o_o whet and u think hes bluffing 
  • but when u hang out with jaehyun again u begin to notice things, the way he wraps his arms around ur waist and pull u closer to him even tho ur already walking so close togehter or the way he likes to hold ur hand and ur like shi mark rite best friends dont do this shit
  • and u even caught jaehyun staring at u once and u could have sworn u have never seen so much admiration in someones eyes and ur sure ur heart melted and u forgot ur bf bc who tf is that guy 
  • and after that night u never thought of jaehyun the same way again and lemme tell u the nxt wek u broke up with ur bf bc it wasnt fair to pretend u still had feelings for him 
  • and jaehyun was lowkey happy af and broke up wiht his girl too bc he was going to make a move on u he had to ask u out he wasnt going to lose this opportunitiy bc u mean so much to him 
  • and what better way to ask,, under the stars arms tangled together and its silent wth the only sounds being made was ur breathing bc u two are about to doze off
  • and hes like “hey y/n? do u,, do u like me?” and it was so quiet u almost didnt hear and ur like “yeah ofc i do i lov u, u idiot” and hes like “…no no not like taht i mean, do u love me?” and u want to pretend lik u dont know what he means but u do, u really know what he means and u whisper yes bc what else r u gonna say huh?? 
  • and that was the last thing he heard as he dozes off with the biggest smile on his face
  • and lemme tell u from then on that boy has never left ur side hes so fucking clingy the next day he insists that u two go on ur first date 
  • the boys are so supportive of the relationship as well they love u two so much and were just as happy as u two as u guys got together,, but tbh they were so srpsied that things escalted fast af!! literally one day u two were bffls, then the nxt bf and gf and at first they were kinda confused about that lmfao
  • dates can range from hanging out to going and getting some fancy ass dinner but lowkey his favs are when u two just stay home and cuddle bc shit he loves holding u in his arms and he doesnt wanna let go bc ur so soft and fragile and precious in his arms 
  • and fcking shit kisses,, kisses are so tender and passionate and wants to kiss u 24/7 and he cups ur cheek or places his hand on ur neck to pull u closer to him bc he hates distance between u two and make out sessions were lit boi it gets hot 
  • tbh he hates it when u wear clohtes he prefers u walking around with his shirt on bc u look A+++ in dat shit and u’d catch him staring but he doesnt care, he just places u on the counter top and bam another make out session but u see, bc of this he almost burned the house down yikes
  • o my god piggy back rides exists for sure, bc he’d love it when u wrap ur arms around him and are resting ur chin on his shoulder and even when u arent tired he stil insists and make the boys take pics bc he wants to remember these forever 
  • he loves polariods bc he likes hanging them up and glancing at them when he wakes up in the morning and he cant wait to see u at shcool
  • he buys u breakfast and lunch v often and makes sure to treat u to coffee when an exam is coming up
  • he can b very gentle or rough and u loVE both :-)
  • and when u two are holding hands he likes to tangle his fingers in urs and even so often he’d bring ur hand up to his lips and kiss it gently or rub ur hand with his thumb 
  • he lieks to pull u close to him (as always) especially around boys or in public and he doesnt like it when boys look at u too long bc only he can do that
  • he also loves it when u two eat ramen together at a shop bc he likes to wipe ur mouth when ur being clumsy and miss smth and akljdfsdlkj he likes to brush his thumb across ur lip sometimes before he kisses u and ur still not sure how u havent fainted yet
  • he says i lov u 948234 times a day bc every time he looks at u he wants to say it again and again and again
  • o yeah hes lowkey whipped 4 u too he’ll do anything and everything u ask him to but its not an issue bc he just loves u so much and tbh ur the same way towards him
  • his mornign voice jfc every morning u dont mind waking up to hear the sound of his morning voice bc its the sweetest sound his voice is so deep and ur just about ready to fucking fall of the bed bc u cant take this shit anymore
  • and mornings are so soft and warm and sometims u two just stay in bed until noon 
  • and u alsoget the privelege of poking at his dimples (as if u havent already before) and he loves it bc its the cutest thing akdsljfs 
  • and hugs adjkf hugs are so warm and its so sincere and u never want to let go bc why would u???
  • one of his fav things is seeing u take care of th emini rookies especially jisung bc hes so smol and he’d watch u help him w/hw and hes thinking wow i want to start a family with this girl and he adores how much u take care of them and would watch for hours tbh even if ur just helping with hw
  • he lovs winters bc he likes to hold ur hand while u two are going up the cable car?? thingy up the hill before u two ski/snowboard down and he likes to sit by the fireplace and make u wear his sweaters and dkfjsl there may or may not be more sex to warm u two up :)))
  • when u two move in together he also wants to buy more puppies to remind u of ur guys childhood and what not 
  • so there u are having just woken up from the cold bc jaehyun accidentally took all the blanket again and he notices u wake up and realize it was bc of him again :-( so he takes u in his arms and wraps the blanket around u to keep u nice and warm,, and hes just about to say how much he loves u only to be interrupted by ur newborn hyper ass puppy causing both of u to smile 
  • bc all of this began on a hot summer afternoon with a puppy and lil did u two kno that on tht very day u met ur soulmate