if i can make myself happy and then that happiness will spread to others, that happiness will shine through in the content that i make and i think it does. i think i’ve done a pretty good job so far of letting that energy flow, letting that happiness and positivity become contagious towards other people and it spreads to others, they get motivated to do their own thing, then that spreads to others again. and its just, it’s a never ending cycle of happiness. and like it takes so much more energy to be sad and be down, than it does to actually does to get up and make a start on the one thing you need to do. and any of you out there who are feeling very lonely, very depressed, very sad, anxious, or you’re having panic attacks, anything like that, it’s not a bad thing, you’re not a bad person, you can get out of it and i believe in you, if nobody else believes in you, just trust that i believe in you. that you can go out and do that thing that if i can get out of the lazy idiot that i was into doing something like this on the scale that it is now, anybody can do anything.