it's sad that i look forward to this movie

anonymous asked:

i'm just sad (as most people understandably are). it's just that i've seen such incredibly high moments this past year, esp with your blog and blue night and all their other group and solo activities and suddenly there's so little. it's just difficult coming home to hard days and not having a lot to look forward to. idk, i'm just venting, i guess. sigh.

all we can really do is wait. the members actually have a lot going on individually. key has his play until mid-october, minho is filming a blockbuster movie (and his first web drama just finished airing), taemin has both a reality show and drama airing and he’s preparing for both encore concerts and a korean comeback. jonghyun is obviously being quiet right now but he’s preparing music and very possibly for some sort of music release / comeback. i won’t lie: things are going to be pretty dry for the rest of the year in regards to group related activities (as we only have three confirmed schedules before the year ends - kyocera dome and the shilla concert) , but if we sit back and support the members in their individual activities and prepare then we’ll be back to group activities before you know it.

anonymous asked:

watching a movie together?

“You think they’d move the clock away from the wall a few feet.” The brother who thinks he’s Teddy Roosevelt has just charged up the stairs and slammed his bedroom door, and one of the aunts has run over to stop the clock from ringing in response. “That’s a fixable problem.”

“You’re missing the point,” says Root, twirling some chow mein around her chopsticks. She’s sitting cross-legged, picnic style on a blanket on the floor. “It’s a comedic device.”

“Fine. So when do we get to the murder?”

“Soon. Kinda. It’s offscreen. Just… enjoy this for what it is.”

It’s Halloween, and Root downloaded Arsenic and Old Lace because this was her ritual when the other kids went trick-or-treating. She’d copied the local rental store’s VHS and watched it over and over, including every year on Halloween night. Not an exciting prospect for an evening in–until she offered to order Chinese, her treat. That sealed the deal. 

“I always thought she was cute,” says Root, watching Cary Grant and his lady love kissing in the graveyard in that old-black-and-white-movie way–mashed mouths, no tongue. Root looks a little sad, watching them–no one should look sad while eating chow mein and watching sub-par movie kisses, but that’s Root for you.

“Did you know how gay you were then?” It comes out facetious, but it’s a real question, more or less. Root picks that up, the way she usually does.

“Not really. The few romantic impulses of my adolescence were… a sort of Schrödinger’s attraction. I wanted to be, at the same time, the woman herself, and the person who could love her.” She laughs. “Compulsory heterosexuality, taken to its logical, absurd extreme.”

The movie cranks its way forward and, true to Root’s promises, picks up the pace. Turns out the old maiden aunts serially poison old guy drifter types, a dozen or so, and have been burying them in the basement. Nice twist. 

“You ain’t seen nothin’ yet,” drawls Root, noticing the pickup in interest.

When the extra food’s pushed aside and getting cold, the next time the action slows down–the evil brother is taking way too long to intimidate his creepy assistant–the best way to pass the time between exciting episodes is clearly a high school style makeout session. Root is more than game to roll over on the blanket, completely ignore the action on her laptop, and turn her attention to being pinned to the floor and kissed mercilessly. 

“This is the best way this movie’s ever gone for me,” she whispers, breathless and thrilled. “Or any movie, actually.”

“Oh, really? No high school flame made the moves on you in the backseat at a drive-in?”

“Don’t be silly,” she says, and submits to more long, lazy kisses.

Eventually things pick up again, and Root watches, contentedly, from her supine position, her wrists pinned behind her head.

“Want me to let you up?”

“Nah. You feel good. And I kind of like watching it upside down.”

Another long, sticky, delicious kiss, then, just for the hell of it. Root clearly doesn’t care anymore about finishing the movie.

“But you’ll love me for my mind, too?” she quips, between kisses. It’s not a declaration, just a quote from that silly graveyard kissing scene in the movie–a memorable one, and easy enough to finish.

“One thing at a time.”

anonymous asked:

I'm so disappointed in the deadpool 2 set and I loved the first movie and was really looking forward to this one but to know someone died because of producers negligence it's beyond sad

big mood
like………. deadpool is one of my comfort characters and i’m gonna be a huge deadpool stan forever but this movie…. idk if i could stomach it
no one deserves this, they should’ve stopped production and put the movie in better hands, i would’ve waited for a movie that wasn’t stained with blood

anonymous asked:

The new black butler movie is going to be the Campania ship arc! (Sadly in 2017) How do you feel about that?

im feeling breTTy good, I know its a movie but I don’t think its gonna be much more quality art/animation than usual so I’m a bit sad we wont get to see undertakers beautiful face in a lovely animated yana style but i’m not complaining cause the GOAT ronald/grell/seb/undertaker fight will commence and I’ve been looking forward to that. I just hope its a long movie otherwise it might get rushed?

anonymous asked:

I feel sad and lonely. All the time. Then I get into some topic, movie or artist, obsess about it/them to distract myself which also is not healthy at all. I'm 25 now. I know that's not that much, but I keep feeling like my life isn't going to turn around. It's always been like this. When I think back, there's just sadness. And when I look forward, it's the same. I need medication or something. I made an appointment. I hope it's going to be okay. But I'm afraid this is the life for me. : (

I picked your question to answer because I think that a lot of people are going to read your question and go “Oh shit, that sounds like me”. And I’m betting that most of the people who relate to your question would be people that, if you could see them out and about in the world, would seem to have their shit together and be healthy, well-adjusted adults. Inner lives often feel different than outer lives look.

As a whole, we are a group of humans that has evolved past the point of mere survival, and therefore we have the luxury of contemplating our existences, and thinking big thoughts like “what the hell am I doing with my time?”. It is a luxury, whether we realize it or not. I get most existential when I am playing video games. Nothing makes you realize how pointless most things are than having a video game file corrupt- first you go “All my work down the drain!” and then you go “Oh fuck I’m considering this work?” and then you go “Oh fuck I was obsessed with this game and it’s gone and it doesn’t matter at all” and then you go “I should go to more museums” and then you walk outside into the rain and shake your fists at the sky.

Life is best lived when you aren’t thinking too much about the methods of living it. You strike me as a person with a lovely analytical mind, and that mind, at the age of 25, is surveying your life and wondering “really is this it? aren’t I supposed to be making magic every day with my close friends and having deep talks and sitting on a riverbed blowing dandelions?” And those lovely moments, often captured in commercials and TV shows and movies, is part of a life. But another part of life is becoming obsessed with Stranger Things, or with Overwatch, or with the baseball season.

My advice to you is threefold:

1) Find a way to connect with other people who are obsessed with the things you’re obsessed with. Online is good, but in person is better. Go places where people who love the things you do gather. Be among them. You don’t have to be the star of the show, but be among others. Our pop culture obsessions can be fantastic threads that keep us knitted to other people. Don’t let them isolate you. I promise you, other people are obsessed with the things you are obsessed with.

2) Become obsessed with your own life a bit. Check in on your friendships and your family relationships, and nurture them as if they were a new Netflix show. Spend time with them. Exercise every day, and keep track of it in an app. Empty out your brain into a laptop or notebook. Try a hobby that isn’t about you consuming things, but creating things- this could be sculpting Play-Doh, or writing, or putting a jigsaw puzzle together, or woodworking, or gardening. I used to be obsessed with boys- like, I kept a notebook full of details about their movements and their opinions and what they wore. In my 20s I tried an experiment where I did the exact same thing but with myself. I literally started keeping obsessive track of myself. I created theories of why I acted how I did. I wrote down what I wore. I wrote down my favorite songs at the time. It was a fun experiment.

3) Give yourself a little bit of a break. You are normal. You are not alone in feeling weirdly alone. You don’t need to punish yourself for your distractions and obsessions- ultimately that’s kinda what life is. Aren’t we lucky that there are so many things to be interested in?

I’m so happy you’re seeing someone about how you’re feeling, because feeling persistently sad and lonely is something you can improve upon in therapy, but I think you may find that what needs to be adjusted is your thoughts about your life more so than your life itself.

Hi guys! I know, Summer Goals post is a little bit late, but, late is better than never, right? Anyway, I’m already back at school. Yes, no more vacation. Supposedly, the start of the new Academic Year of our school is this coming August, and there will be 3 month of no classes. But then, Benilde offer an extra term (more like a 4th term/transition term) for those who wants to be advance and for those who wants to cope up with their subjects. More like a term dedicated to irregular students, if I must say. I decided to take the transition term to cope up with the subjects I missed when I took LOA (Leave of Absence) and also, so I can graduate on time. (AND ALLOWANCE!)

I might be back at school, but that doesn’t mean I should also leave the fun this summer! Here are the things I want to do ( and want to aim) before the season ends!

  1. Hit the beach
  2. Achieve Platinum hair color 
  3. Attend workshops. This is what I actually want to do this summer, workshops! Just recently, I attended a Brush Lettering Workshop by Jelvin Base. 
  4. Update my 2015 Journal
  5. Room renovation. Will be moving to a bigger condo unit, and I want to give my space a new look.
  6. Do Yoga + workout + boxing. I’m planning to enroll in a boxing class at Elorde next week. My mom suggested that I should do boxing, since it will not just help me loose weight and toned my body, but also good for the heart!
  7. Bikini/toned Body. Don’t ask me why on this one. It’s been months since I started working out and been on a diet, so I’m kinda hoping that I’m almost there to my dream body (Healthy inside and outside, well-toned and abs)
  8. Write about my Korea Trip + Korea travel journal. 4 months had passed, and I still haven’t edit my photos, write about it and make a travel journal of it. So hopefully, I will, this time.
  9. Write about my Batanes Trip. Went to Batanes during the 1st week of May, and I want to share about my trip and how it changed me.
  10. Read at least 3-5 books.  Because until now, I haven’t read a single book, and my to read list is getting longer and longer!
  11. Summer Job
  12. Have a date with myself. I want to watch a movie by myself, stroll around, do cafe hopping and visit museums/exhibit, history landmarks and other places. It’s kinda sad not having a friend who wants to explore like me, but, that shouldn’t stop me from doing so!

So, there goes my goals this summer. I hope I can achieve them before the summer season come to its end. 

On the other note, expect BIG changes from my blog. I’ve been renovating, and revamping my blog lately, and braving the BIG CHANGE. More about it SOON. Please look forward on it.

Enjoy your summer, have fun, and make the most out of it!

Heartbreak Girl song Perference #3

A/N: (y/e/c)- your eyes colour, (y/n)- your name

His P.O.V


You call me up, its like a broken record, saying that your heart hurts, that you’ll never get over him getting over you, and you end you crying and I end up lying, cause I’m just a sucker for anything that you do.

“Cal I don’t know what to do, I saw him with Sophie, how can he move on when we broke-up a week ago?” she ranted as I sighed “ I just really though he love me Cal, I don’t even know what to do, I don’t think that I can ever love a guy as much as I love him, you know Cal?” she sobbed into the phone “shhh (y/n) please don’t cry, his not worth your tears” I sooth into the phone “ I know his not Cal but I can’t help it” she sobbed, why couldn’t I just say that she doesn’t need him? That I was here to hold her and tell her that I would love her more then any other person could, but I lie because I am a sucker for anything she does. “I think I am going to eat double my body weight in ice-cream tonight, while watching The Notebook or Pay It Forward, or any other sad movie” she sighed “want me to join you? that way you wont be alone” I asked “okay, I’ll have the movies and ice-cream” she laughes “I’ll be over in 10” I say as I end the call. Tonight is the night I am going to tell her that I am madly in love with her. I just have to figure out how I am going to do it. Screw it, I’ll just wing it.

I walk into (y/n)’s house not even bothering to knock, not like I ever do. Were that type of bestfriends that you just walk into each others house likes it our own, I mean I am here most of the time and the other times shes at my place so its like we live at each others house. “(y/n)!” I call out “I’m up here” she shouts back. I walk up the stairs and into her room, there were about 10 blankets all over her bed, and she was leaning up against her head bored on her bed. I chuckle as she takes another mouthfull of ice-cream “thats your 3rd tub, I see” looking at the other two empty tubs that are on the floor, and I giggle “shut up, you know you would to” she laughes and she pats the spot on the bed next to her and hands me a tub of ice-cream with a spoon. I slid under the covers next to her “so what movie are we watching?” I ask and she smirks, oh no this couldn’t be good, its going to be a really sad movie or one that we have seen a million times.

 “Pay It Forward because I need a sad and beautiful movie right now” I sigh “you know that one makes everyone cry right?” I ask “Duh, thats why were watching it” she replies “we might as well read The Fault In Out Starts because its just as sad as this movie” I say “Yeah I though about that but that means we have to read and that is too much effort and you know that I am lazy so were watching one of the saddest movies around” I pull her into me as the opening credits start, I wrap my arm around her body as she cuddles into my tall frame. I stare down at her “Why are you staring at me?” She asks, and I decide that it would be a good idea to quote The Fault In Our Stars right now “Because your beautiful” I state while she laughs “thats cute Cal, nice one on quoting The Fault In Our Stars” her piercing (y/e/c)’s staring into my brown ones. I lean in to kiss her, seeing if there is anything in her eyes, telling me to stop but all I can see is lust. I brush my lips against hers “you know I meant it when I said your beautiful” I state as I crash my lips against hers, to my surprise she kisses me back, the kiss was sweet yet passionate, I pull away staring down at her, that wasn’t my plan on telling her how I feel but it doesn’t matter. “I love you (y/n), please just go on one date with me?” I ask, she smiles “I’d love to Cal” I kiss her nose “good” I say as I pull her closer to me and watch this really sad movie that is going to make me cry in fount of (y/n) oh great.


I bite my tongue and I want to scream out, you can be with me now, but end up telling you want you want to hear, but your not ready and it’s so frustrating, he treats you so bad and I am so good to you it’s not fair.

“I think I love him Luke” my heart shatters, why couldn’t she mean that about me, I have been with her thorugh everything, and she says that she thinks that she loves him, what about what he does to her? How he beats her nearly every day, and she says that she loves him? She says that he doesn’t mean it he is just drunk, that he loves her, you know what being drunk is no fucking excuse and she knows that, so why does she always run back to him? He treats her so bad, and I am so good to her its just not fair! I love her why can’t she see that? She is so oblivous to my feeling for her! “(y/n) what about everything that he does to you? Don’t tell me that you love it when you get beaten everynight” her face goes white “he doesn’t beat me everynight” she whipers “(y/n) you and I both know that, that is a lie, you don’t think I don’t notice that you put more make-up on to cover them up? That you never show your arms or legs? I not stupid! I know what he does to you!” I shout, her face looked so fragile “But h-” “ ‘loves you’ I know you’ve told me” I finish her sentance putting quotation marks around loves you. “ He doesn’t love you (y/n), someone who bashers their partner doesn’t love them, his just using you” I say as I walk out the door to my car and drive off.

I go into the closest night club, I just want to forget about (y/n) for a little while. I go to the bar and get a vodka, thats when I see him. (y/b/f/n). He had another girl pinned to the wall, kissing her roughly, before I knew what I was doing I was standing behind him, “so this is what you do everynigh, while my bestfriend and your girlfriend is back at home, dreading when you come home drunk and beat her” I state, her turns around “Oh Luke, well done you have figured what I do, would you like a medal?” he chuckles, the girl is looking uncomfortable under his arm “why are you still with (y/n)? Huh? All you do it treat her like shit? Why are you still with her then?” I asked, I was angry, he was cheating on my bestfriend, and I happened to love her, “why not be with her? She’s hot, I can’t have any other guy going after her, and I already have her wraped around my finger so she wont leave me, I got her to think that I love her so she fell in love with me.” As if right on queue (y/n) walked straight up to him “you wish you had me wraped around your finger, oh and you left your phone at my place and there was a text saying when you would be here so I came here to give it to you, and by the way its over between us, you fucking asshole” she spat as she stormed off.

 I chaced after her “(y/n)!” she turned around “oh hey Luke, whats up?” I could see the tears threatining to spill from her eyes. “are you okay?” I asked, concered about her “yeah, yeah I’m fine, its not like I didn’t know that he was cheating on me, it was kinda obvious if you think about it, I just wished I broke up with him sooner, but you know I was scared” she was rambling  she looked cute when she rambled, her plulm lips looked so kissable right now. No Luke stop thinking like that, she doesn’t love you the way you love her. She ran a hand through her hair, she did that when she didn’t know what else to do, “Luke, you still here or?” she asked chucking “yeah I’m still here” she just giggled at me “what were you thinking about?” she asked “how much I love you” I replied with out even thinking, I froze mentally kicking myself once I relised what I said, she was forzen not moving, way to go Luke you ruined everything. She smiled “what?” I asked “funny, I was just thinking the same thing” she replied and before I knew what I was doing my lips attached to hers.


When the phone call finally ends, you say call you tomorrow at 10, and I am stuck in the friend zone, again and again.

“Thanks Ash” she says “I’ll call you tomorrow at 10?” she askes “yeah okay, just don’t think about it okay?” I ask “I’ll try, bye” the line goes silent “I love you” I say even though she hung up. Ashton you need to tell her how you feel, no more bullshiting your self, no more pain, if she dosen’t feel the same then get over it, at least let her know. Why can’t I tell her? What am I scared of? Rejection.

I knok on her door. Today was the day I was going to tell her how I really feel. She opened the door, I took in her apperience, red puffy eyes, with dark bages underthem, hair in a messy bun, all I wanted to do right now was hug and kiss her and tell her that its okay, that I am right here, that I am the one for her. “Hey Ash” she looked supised to see me but she stood to the side and let me in, I shoved my hands in my pokets and ran a hand through my hair, something I did when I was increadably nervous, “whats wrong Ash?” she asked as she raised her left eyebrow. “(y/n) I need to tell you something and if I don’t tell you  now I may never tell you, so here goes nothing” I take a deep breath wondering what she will say and if I will lose my bestfriend “I can’t keep pretending that the felings I have for you aren’t real, I have been by your side through every break-up that you have had, it hurts so much to think that all you think of me is your bestfriend, for years I have tried to act like it didn’t hurt, but it does, all I want is to hold you and tell you everything is going to be okay and that I would never hurt you, but whats the point when all I am to you is a friend” I ramble on looking at the ground, I can’t look into her eyes, I don’t want to know what she is going to say 

“Ash, shut up” I look up my eyes going wide, as she chuckles “do you know how long I have wanted you to say that to me?” I just stand there in shock, did she really just say that? Did she really want me as much as I want her? “What!?” I asked I shouted like a little girl while she laughed at me “your adorable when your excited you know that right?” she asked and I stopped and took two long strides so I was standing inches away from her, our noses almost touching, you could hear our hearts hammering, “I think I have waited too long to do this” I say as we both leant into the kiss, it was soft yet passiontent I could hear the fire-works going off in my mind, we both pulled away, trying to catch our breaths. “(y/n)?” I ask “yeah Ash?” she askes as she looks up “will you please go on a date with me?” I ask slightly nerovus that she might not want to go out with me “I’d love to” she says “really?” I ask and she chuckels “I wouldn’t want to go on a date with anyone else” she states “I’ll pick you up at 7pm tonight, is that okay with you?” I ask “yeah thats fine with me” she smiles “see you at 7 (y/n)” I say as I walk out “see you Ash” I kiss her cheek and walk off to my car.

“Ashton” I hear as I open the door, I see three males running to me “what did she say?”  “are you going on a date with her?” they were all shouting questions at me. “guys guys stop, one question at a time, gosh” I laughed “what did she say?” Luke askes more excied then what I was, and I am the one going on a date with her “I asked her on a date and she said yes” I excitedly shout, all the boys shouting with me “I knew she liked you Ash” Cal says as he pats my  back and walks back to the t.v, now all I had to do is try and find a place to take her for our first date, and this date neded to be perfect.


Sometimes I am so close to confession, I gotta get it through your head, you belong with me instead.

“I saw him in the shops today” (y/n) said, her voice craking slightly “he was with another girl, they were practly sucking each other’s faces off in the middle of the shop, like can they not? I mean they were in the middle of a busy shopping center not at home, they can do whatever they want at home but in public really.” She snorted “but I mean it’s okay because I am over him” she stated “I think I found someone else but the thing is, I don’t think he feels the same way about me” she sighed “why wouldn’t he?” I asked. How could you not be in love with this girl, she’s beautiful, smart, funny everything you want in a girl “why would he though?” she asked, she never thought highly about herself, there was always something wrong with her body, but the thing is there was nothing wrong with her body, but in my eyes she was perfect, she had no flaws, but to her everything was a flaw and it destored me, her not liking anything about her body. 

“How could he not? I am pretty sure that everyone wants you to love them” or maybe just me but lets not tell her that, I’m meant to be her best friend and nothing more, but it’s hard not to fall in love with her, I know I wasn’t meant to, but she made it so hard not to and before I knew it, I was fucking in love with my best friend and it sucks, because they don’t love you back, you get this glimmer of hope that they might just love you, but then boom you get friend zoned and it hurts like hell, I am pretty sure every time she brings up a guy, my heart breaks even more, if thats possible because she brings up a guy everyday. 

“I highy doubt that every guy wants me to love him” she states, “agree to disagree” I respond “whatever you say Mikey” she laughes “so whos this guy that you have a crush on?” I askes, as any bestfrined would “well, his sweet, smart, funny, caring, we have known each other for a while, uhm” her eyes lit up just speaking about him, I couldn’t help but find myself getting jealous wishing that she was talking about me, but who I am kidding I am just her bestfriend and I will be nothing more to her “do you actually know him or do you just stalk him?” I ask chuckling, that guy is really lucky to have her love. “Don’t be mean” she pouts “were frineds so no I don’t stalk him you loser, but I wish we were more, you know?” she asks “yeah I know, I wish I could be more then firneds with a girl but thats never going to happen because I know for a fact that she doesn’t feel the same way about me” I sigh “but we were talking about you so whats this guys name and do I know him?” I ask “yeah you know him” she respones “oo whats his name?” I ask, theres something in me that wished I never asked this question, I know him, his probably going to be one of my band mates, they all get along with her really well and she gets on with them.

“Promise me you won’t freak out or anything okay?” she askes “I promise” she takes a deap breath “well you said you won’t freak out so here goes nothing” she sighs “uhm well his name is uhm heisyoupleasedon’tgetmadorfreakout” she rushers, I freeze, did she really just say that she loves me? Is this actually happening, I have been waiting for this day for my entire life, “Mikey, please say something” she asks she was scared, I could tell. I lean in to kiss her she was taken back by my actions, but she kissed back, it was a prefect kiss, fire works going off in my head, I pull away and look into her eyes, “I have been waiting for you to say that for years” I confess, she smiles “I never knew that you felt the same way, I’m glad that I told you” I smile and kiss her nose “I’m glad you told me too because I never would have told you because I am a wuss” be both chuckle. This will be one of the best days of my life.

A/N: Yay I finally updated, I’m sorry it took so long I’ll try and upload more often! Please give me some feed back on it and please send in some requests because I really don’t know what to write next! I am sorry if there are any spelling mistakes. But anyway I hope you enjoyed it and please don’t forget to leave some requests! x

anonymous asked:

i just remembered that there won't be a new hobbit movie this December and I'm just really sad and wanted someone to share my sadness with. I'm so sad it's over

Come here lovely! There’s always the extended DVD of BOTFA to look forward to, then an entire 18 hour movie marathon of everything! :D

Working on a project with partners when the topic of Naruto comes up
  • Partner 1: Awesome, you like Naruto too.
  • Me: I love Naruto.
  • Partner 2: I only watch the anime, I don't read the manga.
  • Partner 1: I do both. Naruto is amazing. Sad that it's over.
  • Partner 2: What do you mean it's over?
  • Me: The last manga chapter came out over a week ago.
  • Partner 2: Awww. I'm going to cry when the anime ends.
  • Partner 1: At least we have a movie to look forward to.
  • Me: Among other things.
  • Partner 2: I heard something about a movie coming.
  • Partner 1: Yup, a romance one too.
  • Partner 2: Romance?
  • Partner 1: Yeah, our little Naruto finds love.
  • Partner 2: Wow, I can't believe Sakura gave up on Sasuke.
  • Me: She didn't.
  • Partner 2: She didn't? Then....wait....HINATA?!
  • Me: Yessir.
  • Partner 2: ABOUT DAMN TIME!!