it's okay really i'm fine

“Show me instead." 

i say this every time, but seriously… read @tyranttortoise‘s Skeleton Squatters and the Landlady. this latest chapter is one of only innumerable reasons why it is forever in my top favorite fics, period.

… and talk about seeing fireworks with a kiss. <333 honestly red is my eternal weakness, and i’m not even mad about it.

Can I Kiss You?

eyy so some of ya’ll were interested in me writing be more chill stuff so here it is!

Words: 2448

Genre: Fluff 

Pairing: Jeremy Heere/Michael Mell

Warnings: Swearing but that’s about it

“Can I kiss you?”

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okay but

I don’t Discourse, but I get so angry when people dismiss asexual’s people’s problems as something like “Boohoo, you don’t want to fuck, no one gives a shit”.

But it’s so much more than that. Obviously it’s not homophobia, never was and never will be. It doesn’t even compare, it’s not the same thing at all. 

But there are issues asexual people face like - there is pressure, part of it from society, and a lot of it come for ourselves. And that kind of self-hate and self-loathing and thinking you’re broken and unloveable, developping unhealthy sexual behaviour and self-harm - it’s a thing, it’s definitely a thing, not something 14-year-old kids on tumblr made up for attention. It can really mess you up, mess your relationships up, and people are so afraid to talk about it - I read words of older people - and I don’t mean people my age, I mean people in their 50s, their 60s - probably they don’t even know asexuality is even a thing, they got married and had kids and always felt wrong, because they hate sex and they never wanted it and never felt comfortable around it but they did it, quietly, never said a fucking word, and hated themselves a bit more every single time because they never understood why they felt they were missing what they were always told was supposed to be a fundamental part of themselves. They spent their entire life thinking they were broken.

and. it’s not homophobia, it’s not bigotry from an entire society keeping you from jobs and housing, etc. there’s no stats or anything. And maybe a lot of non-asexual people relate to this self-loathing, too. Things are never completely clear cut - there is always some overlapping. It doesn’t make it any less important. It’s still a thing that most asexual people go through, at least for part of their life, and it can really, really mess someone up. And there’s no need to get into discourse or into any (useless and frankly asinine) comparisons - it just needs to be taken seriously for what it is, because people’s health and happiness are what’s at play and it matters, too.


make me choose: anon asked astronomy or divination

it is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves








Originally posted by finalphantasy

“I can honestly say I’ve been more happy in the past year and a half than I’ve been in all of my years before that put together” — Camila


I’m Fine.

anonymous asked:

hili! I didn't get tickets for HS1, and it's fine, i'm okay, but I really need some angsty/painful fics so I can let the tears out and just get over it... some new ones / not so famous ones if you know any? thanks so so much!! that would help me so much!

I’m sorry love :* :* Here’s some recent painful and/or very angsty fics for you :

- Feels Like Coming Home   : The last thing Harry Styles expects when he’s hanging out at the Someday Cafe in Somerville one rainy October day is for his ex, Louis Tomlinson to walk through the door, but that’s exactly what happens. After a spectacularly ugly break-up three years prior, Harry hasn’t heard one word from Louis, and he’s moved on. Gotten over him. But having Louis back in his life, not to mention working at the restaurant where he’s a chef, isn’t easy, and the feelings that Harry thought he’d left turn out to be not so easily forgotten. This is a story about love and the power of forgiveness, and how the hard choices we make define us, and change our lives. (60k)

- When We Were Younger  : About a week after Harry started visiting this particular chat room, he was watching some kid argue with the whole room about football, personally disinterested as he tipped a bag of crisps into his mouth. He happily chomped on the crumbs, taking a swig from a glass of Ribena to wash them down, glancing at the screen and very nearly spat the squash back out again. His heart was pounding wildly. The display icon of the argumentative newcomer had caught his eye, and not in a good way. He gulped as he clicked the picture, and when it popped up in full resolution, his heart nearly fell right out of his arse. - Sixteen year old Harry Styles’ world turns upside down when he logs on to gay teen chat to discover somebody has stolen his photos and used them as their own.  (76k)

- Emperor’s New Clothes   : The fact that Louis’s most precious belonging was a cat with a face like thunder and an uncanny ability to cover every single inch of Louis’s clothing with cat hair was something that Louis chose not to think about too much.or: Harry’s a pop star and Louis isn’t, and there’s a non-disclosure agreement where there used to be a relationship. (92k)

- Looking Through You  : Just  Louis and Liam were starting out in the music industry, writing and producing for up and coming artists, a fateful meeting with new pop singer Harry Styles changes everything. Four years later, just as Harry is set to embark on his next world tour, a drunken confession causes a rift between once inseparable friends. As Harry tries to make sense of his feelings for Louis, he begins writing his next album to express them as it may be the only way to break through the walls that Louis has built between them. (41k)

- Life Was a Song, You Came Along  : Louis is a songwriter trapped in a lie that could ruin his best friend’s career. Harry owns a record store, distrusts everyone in the music industry on principle, but loves Niall Horan’s newest album. A modern retelling of Singin’ in the Rain. (37k)

[ Yo it’s @hasikon ‘s birthday, he’s got another achievement in surviving life. <::3
Here’s ya boi Cornhead
He’s a good boi ]

creepysora  asked:

(I need cool Tolkien things to regain my humanity/sanity after my term paper is done so lets talk about Tolkien again if thats cool with you) Headcanons for Fëanor, Nerdanel, and sons? Headcanons and or thoughts on everyone's favourite fabulous Balrogslayer, Glorfindel? 1-3 unpopular opinions regarding Silm or Lotr? What kind of dog is Huan?? (personally Id go with bigass Husky, Samoyed, or any size Corgi)

Okay I’ll have you know I just googled “big grey dog” because I know absolutely nothing about dog breeds, but I always imagined Huan to be HUGE (big enough to ride, Celegorm definitely rides around on him, no one can tell me otherwise) and I found he must be an irish wolfshound. They look amazing, I want ten. Like google image them and look at the grey ones, that’s Huan. I love him.

Headcanons about our favourite drama family? Apart from the one where Celegorm rides around on Huan? The boys are all very done with Maglor’s singing, it’s beautiful, but he sings all day, every day and they are just tired, but they will still fight whoever says that Maglor is only the second best musician in Arda, because NO! HE’S THE ABSOLUTE BEST!

Maedhros destroyed every single mirror or reflective thing anywhere near him after Fingon got him back and he was strong enough to do so and also forbit everyone to ever call him Maitimo again. It really shouldn’t matter so much out of all the thngs he’s lost his beauty shouldn’t be such a bg deal, but he hates it and is really bitter and just done.

Feanor is amazing at making jewels and inventing tengwar and making weapons and all kinds of uneccessary stuff, but Nerdanel is amazing and making the most mundane items into an artform. She could make you a spoon and it would be the most perfect and beautiful spoon to ever be created. She could make a chair and you would never want to sit on anything else ever again. That is why Feanor and her work really well together, because Feanor always sees some way to add a little flourish to her things and she always makes sure that Feanor has some actual use for the things he makes. They have arguments over whether “it will look really good” is a good reason on it’s own. She thinks him locking the silmarils aways is the most ridiculous move ever because “your whole thing was that you would look hot wearing them, what are they doing good just locked away?”

The one time she hopes he won’t use the things he makes is when he makes swords.

When Nerdanel’s kids slowly get released from Mandos, she slaps each of them. And then hugs them. And then shouts at them a whole lot.

Glorfindel stays in middle-earth a long time. He doesn’t go with Elrond or Celeborn or Legolas. He eventually shoves Maglor on a ship “go apologize to your mother, you idiot, also Elrond missed you, stop moping and talk to them” but he doesn’t go with them. Instead he stays and protects the human race some longer. Shoves some more elves on boats, who really need to go home and visits Aragorn’s heirs some times, until one time he loses track of time and they have forgotten about him because it’s been generations. Why does he stay? Glorfindel loves middle-earth, loves it with all his heart and, unlike some other people, there’s no one in Valinor who he needs to apologize to. He stayed in Valinor for some time after he got left Mandos and he knows the people he loves there will wait for him. They’ve got time affter all. So he stays until there’s no one left to shove on a boat and then he finally goes himself. And as he sails he really hopes, that Ecthelion will be there when he arrives. The whole reason he went back to middle-earth was that he couldn’t sit around in Valinor just waiting for him. (i love Glorfindel okay, i have a lot of feelings)

Unpopular opinions. Well I never know if my opinions are really unpopular, but here goes. It could be gayer. The whole thing, everything. Come on Tolkien, I know you’re very straight but still. You have so many men, way too many men at least let some of them kiss each other. Also I want more girls. And more girls with names (Eldarion and some daughters? Seriously?)

Okay apart from that…. I like Denethor. I think it isn’t fair that a lot of fanfictions paint him as this horrible abusive asshole. I do believe he favoured Boromir, but my mother favoures my little brother, doesn’t mean she ever abused me. Denethor despaired by the end, but that’s exactly that. The Denethor we actually see in the books is allready falling and he’s still… not a huge asshole. Nowhere near what PJ made him look like (I get why he did it, but honestly PJ wasn’t very nice to that family in general, Boromir was a lot less “i hate Aragorn” in the books)

But yeah…. I love LotR and the Slmarillion. I don’t think they’re absolutely perfect, which is unpopular enough I guess, when I think about some of the guys I’ve talked to in this fandom. Also…. in some instances… I think PJ’s  version of events is…. better. Like Aragorn not carrying the shards of Narsil around in the wild. Or Boromir’s death tbh. “my brother, my captain, my king” is just… a perfect line.

Also I kinda still wish he’d gone through with letting Arwen go to Helms Deep, people would have been so mad it would have been funny. And Luthien went and saved her boyfriend, why can’t Arwen do that? Let Arwen do stuff! (seriously Arwen is supposed to be like Luthien, and she’s Galadriel’s granddaughter, let her be badass!)

That’s it for now. This got way too long, but i’m really happy I have time to finally think about this stuff again, exams are exhausting, who needs them anyway, let’s just not.

if you don’t like supernatural, you really don’t have to talk about it. you don’t have to scream passionately in the tags about how much you don’t like the show. you don’t have to make countless text posts complaining about how it’s still on the air. you don’t have to throw in your two cents about your interpretation of the characters, or the plot, or anything else. you can simply ignore everyone who loves it, the actors, and the show itself and have a great day.

I just finished reading The Cursed Child and my head is spinning. I won’t spoil anything but it’s really a lot better than any spoilers you’d heard before (I was sceptical before reading). There’s some serious Draco Malfoy redemption which I ADORED.

Also, Scorpius and Albus are so very very gay. Like oh my god is this the wizarding world’s version of Brokeback Mountain? For real?

All in all: a bit of a weird plot but really good