Today I've finally accepted that I've got to let go of a friendship that I cared for so dearly. I realized that things aren't going to change. I realized you don't want things to be how they used to but that's okay as long as your happy. It's just upsetting that a friendship that was built since you guys were children is now ruined. I know I wasn't the best person or friend but that doesn't mean you should do that to the kid you grew up with. Heart broke when I heard him say that he no longer wants to be friends with you. I hope it was all worth it. I hope you really are happy.