it's not as hard as i thought it'd be


Ice cream~


I LOVE YOUUUU AND HAVE A NICE WHITE DAY!! (or what’s left of it XDD)

So I took some photos yesterday to send in for an extras casting I hope with all my heart that I get.

And I decided to share them with you all because I didn’t think I could look this great. Special thanks to ittybittymanatee (you know why <3).

I’m just a bit overwhelmed with the positive feedback combined with my own feelings because wow wow wow.

I’ve already said it before but I’ll say it again: I don’t really have a lot of body confidence. I was a mess not even two hours before these photos were taken because I had to try on suits so I could buy one and nothing was fitting because of my body shape. There was always something wrong with how the clothes fit and I, like always, took it to mean that there was something wrong with me and my body.

It was my fault that the clothes didn’t fit the way they were supposed to fit.

It’s my fault they never fit me right.

I go through the same thing trying on fancy dresses. I can’t get the dress I like because it’s too big up top and will never be able to get taken in enough to not look weird. Or it’s too small at the hip and won’t ever fit over my ass. It’s my fault for being shaped so poorly- small boobs that stay the same size no matter how much weight I gain and hips that never go under 40 inches no matter how much weight I lose. It’s why I stick to jeans and T-shirts about 98% of the time for my wardrobe- they’re what I’m most comfortable in and I can’t disappoint myself. They work around my shape but I didn’t get to use them for this shoot so I was nervous.

Well, I got my photos taken by my friend, Tela at her place. She told me wonderful things while taking my pictures and even if I didn’t believe her, I still tried my best to do this right. Then we sent all the photos to ittybittymanatee to look over and pick out what she thought were best to send for the casting call.

What she sent back made me speechless. 

I’m choked up in a way I didn’t expect to be.

I look so good in these photos to the point I can’t even believe that it’s me. I look happy and myself in some, I look fierce and confident in others.

It’s pretty mindblowing because this is a me I don’t get to see but this is the me that my friends say they see.

So thank you to my two lovely ladies who helped me with my photos and helped me gain some perspective about myself.

Here’s hoping I get cast! Wish me luck! :D

My fav brot3 headcanon is that Kuroo and Bokuto’s nickname for Oikawa is Princess. During the Tokyo training days Hinata told both Bokuto & Kuroo how intimidating the Grand King Oikawa is (which means nothing to them because Kuroo and Bokuto have seen Oikawa wear the ugliest sweatshirts in the world, seen him with his hair pinned up wearing a face mask. So “ intimidating” doesn’t = Oikawa to them) But they went along with it and made fun of Oikawa by calling him “King” all the time. But then Iwaizumi heard them, snorted and said, “King? He’s more like a Princess” and Bokuto & Kuroo laughed so hard at the thought of Oikawa dressed in a princess costume they even bought him one as a joke. So they never let it go and kept it going with the nickname. “Princess Tooru”

The Signs as The Front Bottoms Lyrics
  • Aries: But you are water twelve feet deep, and I am boots made of concrete. I'll wear cool clothes, you could show some skin. Flash a fake, so we'll both get in. Now we're dancin', we're so drunk. We are so cool, we are so punk.
  • Taurus: You are a broken heart tattoo, I'll have forever on my chest. For a love that I have lost, but never could forget.
  • Gemini: I'll leave a tiny cut, there'll be a lot of blood. But once you wipe it up, you will feel better about our entire situation.
  • Cancer: I do things wrong, you thought I might. You say I'm gonna miss you when you leave, and you are probably right, but I'm just as stoned--I don't wanna fight. You say I should think before I talk, you say I should think about my life. Cause once I finally hit the ground, who's gonna drag me into the light? It's just so hard to see tomorrow past tonight.
  • Leo: I would sleep better on your floor, than I would ever in my bed. And if your carpet makes my face itch, it'd still be heaven in my head.
  • Virgo: And I got so stoned, I fell asleep in the front seat. I never sleep in the front seat. I'm too tall, but I got so stoned.
  • Libra: I walked around like a skeleton last night, trying to find my way home. This white frame is all that I've got left, 'cause not even you could chew through my bones. I've got very strong bones.
  • Scorpio: Well I will move to the city and I will sleep on a bench in central park. And I will make new friends and we can keep all our things in shopping carts. And when the cops come to find me my new friends will hide me. We will steal whatever we need for fun. And if they get suspicious it means all my new friends will run.
  • Sagittarius: Space age crystals. I've been growin' 'em, since I was a kid. Like my mother plays the lottery, 'til I get rich some other way, or she wins it.
  • Capricorn: I wish that I could be all of the things you think you see in me. But I am not that guy, that guy just left. He had his collar up and there was smoke on his breath.
  • Aquarius: You're a flashlight in a dark room for the loneliest blackout. You are all that we had left after it all was filtered out. Turn you on in a dark room right before we both pass out, turn you on when I need you but the batteries ran out.
  • Pisces: "Is it raining where you are?" The only thing that I could think to ask. But nothing ever hurt so bad as the "no" that you said back. But ain't that the truth man, those are just facts. The farther you go from where you start, the harder it is to get back.
What will probably happen on future interviews
  • Interviewer: So, what do you think EXO-L means?
  • Luhan: L as in Luhan of course
  • Xiumin: Probably L as in Luhan
  • Yixing: L as in Lay! uwu
  • Chen: L as in 'Ladies, check me owt' ayeeee
  • Tao: L as in 'Last name I would've picked out of all the other possible ones tbh'
  • Suho: L as in Love! Obviously.
  • Baekhyun: L as in 'Liner'. Like eyeliner.
  • Kai: L as in 'Lips'. By 'lips' I mean Kyungsoo's lips.
  • D.O.: L as in 'leader' or 'lord' because I'm going to eventually rule the world and I still haven't decided on my title yet.
  • D.O.: Or 'Licking Jongin's abs.' Whichever you're more comfortable with.
  • Sehun: L as in Love. Duh. Or maybe L as in 'Look at my ass', because it'd be hard not to.
  • Luhan: Can I change my answer? L as in 'Lurking outside of Minseok's bedroom', please.
  • Chanyeol: L as in 'Elephant'.
  • Baekhyun: Chanyeol you know that's not how 'elephant' is spelled, right?
  • Chanyeol: L-E-P-H-A-N-T. Duh.
  • Baekhyun: No.
  • Chanyeol: Yeah, I know it's spelled with an 'F'. It's all good in the hood.
  • Suho: We're done here.
  • Yifan (from Prague or wherever he is) : L as in 'Literally why would you choose that, I thought it was Exotic or Galaxy or something'.

anonymous asked:

Head cannon! Didn't Toothless bite Hiccup's leg in order to pull him closer when they were falling? If he was panicking, maybe he bit too hard and...well, bye bye leg. And maybe Toothless burned the stub when he bit it off too- if it was burned bad enough, maybe it'd help the bleeding? I'm no doctor, so maybe I'm wrong. And with toothless, I kinda thought his fin got ripped off by a tree when he crashed. Like, it got caught on a jagged snapped branch, and he couldn't stop, so it ripped off.

Yeah its pretty much confirmed that Toothless caused the leg to come off, but you’re right about the fire. It does cauterize the wound which helps the bleeding stop. Maybe dragons do that for their wounds! HEADCANON. Dragons cauterize their wounds. I love it.
And yeah I think so too. It got ripped off on the way down.

Romantic Egg!Husbando
  • Genos never thought that the places Saitama took him were never really dates...oh you precious lil cinnamonroll. >XD
  • -Running into Genos at the park with the Minis, Superalloy and Puri Puri Prisoner decide to sit and chat for a while.-
  • Puri Puri Prisoner: Hey, Genos-kun. Although it may be silly of me to ask, but did you and Saitama ever go somewhere special for your first dates? [-She asks curiously as she helps brush Nii's hair.-]
  • Superalloy: I've been wanting to know that too. Seeing as you guys live together, it seemed natural you would go somewhere special. [-talks as he lets Roku and Ichi scurry and wrestle against his arms.-]
  • Genos: Well, we didn't really go anywhere in particular other than the grocery stores and public baths. Although on a ocassion Sensei would take me to some places for training.
  • Puri Puri Prisoner/Superalloy: Training...?
  • Genos: Yes, he would take me to festivals, family restaurants, and a walkin the park at night to help me in developing the skills necessary to sense danger. That way I wouldn't let my guard down even on my days off. Although monsters would show up, he would singlehandedly defeat them and return soon after to ensure that I completed it.
  • Superalloy: (Somehow those still sound like dates. Didn't he ever realize it?)
  • Puri Puri Prisoner: (Oh, Saitama-chan. You've truly worked hard to get where you two are now, haven't you?)

anonymous asked:

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME. My heart wants to take a break because it's just too much. I never thought it'd hurt this much. I DIDN'T MEAN TO SHIP IT THIIIIS HARD OKAY?! I SHIPPED CAMREN WITHOUT KNOWING THE FREAKING HEARTBREAKS IM GONNA GO THROUGH.

mako-reaper  asked:

Oh, White, uh don't you think it'd be best to stop batting at me? It's kind of hard maintaining a gaseous state, as much fun as it is.

White thought about it for a bit before looking over at Nixie. “What happens if I light a match?”