it's my day off okay

there’s something about even’s little nod in this scene 

because even knows. he’s not oblivious, he notices the way isak reacts to his presence, to him. he’s been noticing him for weeks, weeks before they first met. he saw the way isak was when he came over to his place the previous week, he saw the look in his eyes, the light in his eyes, he saw the way he smiled and laughed, he noticed the changes in his voice. he probably memorized his facial expressions and the things he said last friday. kept replaying them in his mind every single day, in class, before going to bed, when he was with other people 

earlier in that episode, when he came to give isak his snapback, in a matter of seconds, he understood that isak hadn’t told his friends he had gone to his place, he understood that he didn’t want them to know. because he sees and understands. he remembered the cardamom on the cheese toasties five weeks later, how they were sitting on the floor of his room as they ate them, he remembered isak saying he had a drop of water in his throat, he remembered isak talking about parallel universes. because he pays such close attention to isak and the way he looks and moves and speaks and all the things he says

do you think that even, who saw this boy on the first day of school, who was probably looking forward to seeing him even when it was just at school, in public, in rooms and hallways with other students, would not notice how isak was acting? notice the way he’s been looking at him the moment he showed up at his place for the pregame? the way he starred at him when he kissed sonja and looked at him straight in the eyes? how tensed he was as he told him about sonja and how they’d been together for years? the intonation of his voice as he said his okay’s (been together since we were 15. okay. can’t dump her. okay). do you think that even who’s been desperately trying to spend time alone with this boy he was falling for would not notice the smile that spread all over isak’s face when he realized that even was messing with him, the smile he was trying to stop it, in vain? do you think he would not sense his attraction to him? the vulnerability?

of course even notices. and since he came to see isak in his kitchen, he’s only been kidding, pretending not to be serious. but with that little nod, he grows more serious. with that little nod, it’s like he’s saying i see you, i see it, i’ve seen you for a while. it’s reassuring. it’s okay. it’s understanding. i know, isak. i know. me too

“Show me instead." 

i say this every time, but seriously… read @tyranttortoise‘s Skeleton Squatters and the Landlady. this latest chapter is one of only innumerable reasons why it is forever in my top favorite fics, period.

… and talk about seeing fireworks with a kiss. <333 honestly red is my eternal weakness, and i’m not even mad about it.

  • Maui: the ocean says you're a nerd
  • Moana: I'm not surprised
Huh

Me: Happy Mother’s Day!!!

STJ Mom: Great! Thank you! So, I’ll be going now.

Me: Wait, what? Where?!

Mom: To [insert garden shop here], they are serving free pancakes and I want to browse and get tons of flowers for my pots!

Me: ALONE?

Mom: YES! =D =D

Me:

Um. Okay. Have a nice Mother’s Day…? And… I guess this means I can go back to proof-reading and re-watch Doctor Who? Okay, awesome! See you at dinner?

(And people wonder why I’m not sentimental? Where would I LEARN it from?)

can’t live with him but can’t live without him - oliver x marcus

“I can’t do this,” Oliver whined, sitting up among the whirlpool of crumpled sheets, fleecy blankets and duck-feather pillows that seemed to be suffocating him as he tried to sleep. “I just can’t.”

He melodramatically kicked the duvet off him, cheeks a deep scarlet colour as he leapt from the bed and stood by the oak chest of drawers, one hand propped on his hip while the other wearily rubbed over his eyes. It was a late night and through the break in the curtains Oliver could see the moon hung proudly in the sky, surrounded by its very own sea of stars. Among the navy canvas the stars almost looked like a dot-to-dot pattern, just waiting for someone to come and connect them to complete the image. Oliver liked to imagine the stars would create an outline of Marcus’ face, perfectly accentuating his angelic cheekbones and God-like jawline. He was unfairly gorgeous, Oliver thought, which only made this hindrance more aggravating. 

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just want to say that the other day i went out with my mom to just have a day with her. i was dressed in a pink shirt and a pink/red flowered skirt and i felt very cute. we went to a restaurant and a group of girls sat at the table behind my mom and i. my back was to them. well my mom told me right when they sat down one of the girls pointed at me and the other girls looked at me and they started making faces.
i just want to say, don’t do that to a girl please. i love girls ok. i do. they are all so beautiful to me. it sucks though because this has happened to me for years where girls give me dirty looks or talk behind my back. it’s never stopped me from loving them and being kind to them. but i want to say that it hurts even though i’ve gotten better at not letting that get to me. just don’t do it. be nice to other girls. don’t judge them for what they are wearing or what they look like. we are all beautiful.
i’m sorry to those group of girls that maybe had girls make fun of them at one point or something happened to them to make them make fun of a girl at restaurant. just know i love you girls anyways even though you’ll probably never see this ♡

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I mean…

anonymous asked:

I just spent 10 minutes thinking of what to say to convey how much you and your blog are so wholesome and great but I can't so I hope you know that your blog and you are so amazing that I can't even put it into words and you deserve the world and to have a great day/night/week/month/year/forever and yeah I could go on but it'll be too long so <3 bye I lov u and ur blog :D

i considered not replying to keep this inside my inbox forever but you need to know that i re-read it like a dozen times and it made me smile every time!!!!! you deserve everything you said and more, i promise. i really don’t know how to thank you either??? you’re wonderful and this is so sweet and im not even that good to have someone as nice as you telling me all this but !!!! it made me feel so loved and i want you to know that you are too because i do love you with all my heart and i wish you all the good things in the world;;;

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                                                  • 𝐄𝐗𝐎𝐑𝐂𝐈𝐒𝐓
                                           • 𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐈𝐒𝐓 • 
                                • 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒 •

Mixed up different designs for John came up with this~
[mainly cos of the under cut, I love undercuts and since Matt has one now and CtH John had one…. I just drew him with the hairstyle :’)]
Put together the whole sigil design combining couple different references, lettering is witch lettering and it says things :^) It’s there mainly for aesthetics~
This is mostly drawn just for aesthetics :’D

Today’s asexual character of the day is Hiro Hamada from Big Hero 6!


Many thanks to Anonymous and theagenderherald for the submission! :)

I just want to say to you folks that I’ve been having a really rough time sorting out what I want since I graduated, after completely losing myself somewhere along the way, and it’s safe to say that starting and running this blog has been single best and most important thing I could’ve done

It’s been an absolutely glittering beacon of terrible science puns and giant nerd-outs and I would not trade it for anything and even if that sounds lame or WHATEVER I’m really proud of this thing and I’ve met and talked to so many incredible people here and you’re all going to be just exponentially more incredible the more you do and if you’re reading this I LOVE YOU and I’m very emotional right now don’t look at me