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G dragon Scenario #61 “Lullaby” REQUEST

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“You wrote it thinking of her, right?” Taeyang asked him, after Ji yong played the new song he has been working on.

“What?” he was all red and shy. 

He changed alot since you two started to date, and for some reason he still acts like if you two just started dating. 

It wasn’t the first time Tae saw him in love. But it was the first time he saw him this in love.

Tae just laughed “Its good man…” he was referring to the song “… go home, eat something and go to sleep, but this time for more than just three hours, ok?” he stands and walks out of the studio.

An hour later Ji yong finally gets out of work. 

He was extremely tired but still he needed to answer some emails… he was about to take the turn to his house but then, the eagerness of seeing you was bigger than his tiredness. It’s been almost five days since you been together, and he is already dying. He needs to see you… at least for a few hours.

He arrived twenty minutes later, just to find all the lights off. You were already sleeping, which was weird since you tend to sleep, at the same time as him.

Ji yong was taking off his jacket as he was walking towards the bedroom, making sure of not doing any loud sound…

You were only wearing one of his shirts, sleeping in a fetus position, and hugging one of your pillows so tightly that if it was a person it would be dead and blue by now. People say that it shows how insecure you are, but the truth is that, even sleeping, you feel the need to hug something… that’s it.

As soon as he entered and saw you, Ji yong stopped and just admired you from afar. He was so in love with you. These two years by your side has been the most amazing ones for him. He would have never guess that his soul mate will be ended up being a foreign girl, especially not an asian girl because of the culture differences. But in fact, those differences were the ones that make him fall in love like never before.

You moved a little…

He smiled. You look so cute like that, he just wants to go inside the bed and hug you, like in the way you are hugging your pillow. But also he doesn’t want to wake you up and disturb your sleep… you wish he had.

Ji yong walks away, taking his computer with him and going back to the bedroom where he will spend the next two hours answering mails. Sitting on the small couch at the side of your bed.

“Finally” he says in a tired whisper, as he clicked the send button on the screen of the last message. He stretched himself, feeling exhausted, and then, he turn off the computer. He stands but then he heard you… he turns to see you.

You were still sleeping.

He took his phone and takes off his jeans to enter the bed, and again, the sound of you mumbling got his attention. By now, he knows you were probably having a nightmare. But again, as quick as you started to mumble you stopped too.

Ji yong smiled and lays beside you. He spent a good ten minutes just checking on his social media when the mumbles started again, and this time you do look scared.

He was hesitating if he should wake you up or to let you sleep, hoping that the nightmare stops by itself when you woke up by yourself, breathing harshly and all exalted.

“Hey” Ji yong touched your shoulder.

You were scared, and your eyes started to tear.

“Hey hey…” he got closer as soon as he saw that you were about to cry “… its ok, I’m here babe, it was only a nightmare”

You started to cry, covering your face with your hands. In part because you were still scared and shocked, and also because you were embarrassed.

“Come here” he hugs you, wrapping his arms around.

You felt instantly safe, like if everything was ok all of the sudden.

“You wanna talk about it?” his voice, was music to your ears and his breath against your ear makes you tremble. “No” you said, making the voice of a three year old, little girl. He smiles of how cute you are acting “Ok… then…” he pulls you even closer to him “… just cuddles”

You two were so close that you could became one. Both of you with the stupidest smiles ever.

“Why are you here?” you said, holding his arms, the ones that are wrapping you so strong yet with so much love. “I wanted to see you” he says against your ear.

His voice has the power of calm your heart… it’s insane.

You smiled even more and he smiled along with you within a few seconds.

“Did you eat dinner?” you asked after a while. “Mhmm” his sleepy voice answered. He was such a bad liar.

“You are lying”

“No I am not” his eyes are close, he was so tired.

You turned around to look at him, even when that meant to break the hug.

Ji yong opened his eyes as soon as he felt you moving away from his arms. “It’s true” he says laughing when you just stare at him.

Again, just a stare was enough to tell him everything.

“Ok, ok…” he brushes his hair out of his face with his fingers “… I didn’t… but it’s the first time this week!”

“You are gonna be sick if you keep doing that” he is always skipping his meals. Which makes you feel so worried.

“I know… I won’t do it again” he moves to hug you again but you move away so he stopped. “I mean it Ji yong”

“And I mean it too…” he moves again towards you “… come on, come here” his arms wrapped you again.

You were looking at the ceiling now, while he was hugging you with one arm across your waist, and his face facing yours.

“How are you expecting to sleep with your eyes open babe?” he suddenly said after a few minutes. “I thought you were sleeping” you started to caress his arm with your fingertips.

“What’s wrong?” he asked. “Nothing”

“Are you sure?”

You turned your face to meet his eyes. “You know you can tell me anything, right?” he looks worried.

“I know” you smiled and caressed his face with your hand. Ji yong didn’t believe you, he knows something is wrong.

You just have stupid little problems, but you don’t want to bother him with them.

He looks at you and slowly got closer, staring at your lips… he kissed you gently, and when you answered his kiss, he ran his tongue across your lips, caressing them sweetly, and, finishing the kiss with a little peck.

“Want me to sing you?”

Back when you two started to date, every time you felt down and sad you asked him to sing you his songs.

You smiled “Sure”

“Ok, we will talk about the payment later”

You laughed “Payment?”

“Do you know how much my fans would pay for me to sing them a lullaby?”

“Exactly…” you grabbed his chin “… your fans, not the love of your life” you gave him a little kiss. He laughed. 

“Alright…” Ji yong cleared his throat and then he started to sing, really close to your ear, singing with a sleepy sexy voice.

“Is that a new song?” you asked. “It is…” he stopped singing “… do you like it?”

“I love it” 

Ji yong smiled, as beautiful as always, and he started to sing again.

You closed your eyes, and slowly his voice started to fade as you were starting to fall asleep in his arms.

i know breaking up with him was the right thing to do. we weren’t in the same place. he liked me a lot more than i liked him. it wasn’t fair to him that dates felt like an obligation to me. i wasn’t in it 100%. i was wishy-washy. i didn’t know that i wanted things to go any farther. i think what i liked most about him was what we had in common, not his actual self. i missed not answering to anyone but myself. i’m not ready to change even small things, like wanting space and peace at the end of a work day, for someone else.

i still feel like garbage. like, even if its right, even if i owed him honesty, i still hurt someone that cared about me. and i still become some bitch he used to date.

i’m 26, and the two months dating him were the longest i’ve actively been with someone. barely anything happened. i had my first kiss, it was really chaste, it didn’t happen again. i think i realized that my main concern with my lack of a dating life was FOMO. like, i always felt like it was this last piece of a puzzle to make me feel like an adult. but i honestly think it just might not be for me at this time in my life. i genuinely like alone time. i’m used to alone time. i’m happy on my bed with my dog and my cat. my goal is to live alone someday soon, and that wont change.

but, man. it sucks to have to be the bad guy to someone you have no actual negative feelings about. it just felt done. i didn’t want more.

anonymous asked:

I think a girl might actually like me and I'm freaking out because 1. I'm only out to one friend 2. I haven't dated anyone before so I wouldn't know what to do 3. WHAT IF I MESS EVERYTHING UP???

hiyo anon

1. if u feel comfy enough u should ask her about it, but if its terrifying to you maybe make the question more general (ie: do you like anyone atm / so whos your crush? )

2+3. First times are genuinely confusing!! but the main part of it all is communication. Being comfortable enough with eachother and talking it out will help A lot , plus, if u want to be in a relationship and she does too it couldnt hurt to see how it’d turn out.

best of luck to you!!

nachtkniver  asked:

Hiiii can I have a headcanon, pretty please? So how about how RFA would react to a super shy and cute MC who is extremely inexperienced with kissing and all that intimate stuff? And how they would react to her admitting that this is her first relationship? (let's say that its almost unbelievable that no guy has ever tried to hit on her either and how she is so inexperienced when she is that cute). Thanks!

this is basically me; my current boyfriend is my first proper relationship and i’m really inexperienced. legit i don’t want to do anything wrong - it all seems so complicated to me o_O

[Zen]

  • How has no one dated you before?
  • You are literally the most beautiful person he has ever seen *-*
  • In terms of being inexperienced, like all of the others, he is very supportive of you.
  • And he’s actually v v helpful.
  • If you’re unsure about something, or if you don’t know something, he will definitely help you.
  • He finds your inexperience adorable,
  • and he loves your innocence.
  • Zen: What are we doing tonight?
  • You: Eating in ^-^
  • Zen: or eating out? ;)
  • You: No I said I’d cook tonight???
  • Zen: You must be preserved *-*
  • Honestly it’s up to you how far the two of you go; he’s pretty chill.

[Jumin Han]

  • Let’s be real, Trust Fund Kid isn’t really that experienced either.
  • But he can’t grasp that he’s your first relationship.
  • Trust me, he prefers it that way.
  • He wants you to be his and only his.
  • But you’re so gorgeous, how have you never been in a relationship before?
  • He cherishes this fact though, trying to make you feel special and so very loved.
  • Jumin likes to buy you cute-looking clothes, so that you look irresistible all the time.

[Jaehee Kang]

  • She thinks you’re so cute and innocent.
  • Jaehee probably detects dirty jokes, but if you don’t she doesn’t explain them to you.
  • But when you admitted that she is your first girlfriend, she felt so blessed.
  • How has someone so adorable come into her life? She is so blessed™.
  • When she tries to chat you up (which is rare, usually when she gets drunk after a tough day at work) and you just respond with wide eyes and a confused look, she’ll just cuddle you and compliment you.

Originally posted by niko-chowan

[Yoosung]

  • Ofc this boy lacks experience, he’s a lil cutie.
  • So when he found out that you two were legit the same, he knew this relationship was meant to be.
  • He really wanted to just try new things with you and have the two of you experiment together.
  • And whenever there was a naughty joke in the chatroom, the two of you were sorta confused together.
  • And when Seven called Yoosung an ‘M’ at one point, you just sort of sat there in confusion waiting for one of them to explain it.

[707]

  • He’s the ultimate tease about it, but he knows that your inexperience is something you could possibly get insecure about.
  • So he will poke fun at it until you ask for him to stop.
  • But he finds your innocent and cute appearance so adorable and attractive ;-;
  • So if he oversteps the line, you only need to give him a cute look and he’ll be at your feet wondering what he could do for you to forgive him.
  • And he already discovered that you had no other partner before him
  • saeyoung does his research
  • But often at the moment he thinks that you could just leave him and find someone else.
  • After all, you’re so beautiful that anyone could fall in love with you.

anonymous asked:

Okay so I know this is a rare pare, but if you don't mind could you do the older nordics reactions to Iceland and America dating.

Haha you don’t know anon but I low key love his pairing and need to see more

Norway: He’s going to watch them like a hawk. They better not even think about holding hands while Norway is around. Norway is really happy for Ice and he does like America, he’s just overprotective

Denmark: Thinks its great! He loves America and he’s so happy that Ice has his first relationship with someone so sweet

Finland: Ships it hard. He gives Ice a big hug and tells him to come to him if he needs any advice.

Sweden: Tells Ice to have fun and behave himself. He also slips him some money for a date and condoms when no one else is looking

-Mod Amanda

ok i promise last personal post in awhile

so that girl i mentioned

yeah she wasn’t ready for any relationship or anything… which is completely understandable because mental health always comes FIRST

but im such an empath and like it hurts me that i cant help her - and she messaged me today seemingly being okay and of course i had to text a novel being like AYyyyYyy are we gonna date i rlly like you etc etc but more eloquent than that

but she never responds when i ask for a definite answer

so imma let it be because she’s going thru so much and try and not think about it and be open to new people and experiences.  also its my birthday next week!!!

so anyway thanks for all the kind words and advice. it means so much <3 i had a fabulous nap and cuddle with rose that made this busy work day much better.

anonymous asked:

I need some advice. I started dating this guy in January, and its my first real relationship in years. Things seem to be going smoothly, but I'm not sure if this relationship is good for me. I'm very clingy for the most part, and I love talking with him. However he is very distant, and refuses to carry on convos via text sometimes. I feel like he just doesn't actually care as much as I do about the relationship. I feel horrible 24/7 bc of contact issues. Do you have any advice to help me?

i think you should talk to him about it. ask him why he seems so distant. talk about it and find a way that works for both of you so that there’s no bad feelings

anonymous asked:

ok admin iwa I'll bit tell us about yams

Tadashi stared at the TV, which was displaying a picture of the man Tadashi had gone on a date with the night before. The man was missing, and this was the third person in the last six months to go missing after taking Tadashi on a date. His hands shook as he pulled his cell phone out of his pocket. He had to call someone, right? Like the police? Or maybe the dispatch? Who were you supposed to call when you seemed to be the only link between several missing persons?
The first number in his phone was his best friend, Tsukishima. Maybe he would know who to call, or if this whole thing was some weird coincidence. He hit the call button and waited, chewing on his lower lip as he listened to the rings. 
“Yamaguchi? I’m at work, what’s-”
“Tsukki,” Tadashi hiccuped. “That guy I went out with late night, he’s missing. That’s the third time, I have to call someone, don’t I? What if I have some kind of stalker who’s-”
“Yamaguchi, shut up for a second. You don’t have a stalker, trust me. Now, I’m pretty sure unless you’re secretly killing them, there’s no reason for you to have anything to do with them going missing, right?” Tsukishima pointed out. 
“I…I guess…but-”
“But nothing.”
“But it’s the third time! Tsukki, I’m scared!” Tadashi cried. 
“I know. I can’t get away from work right now, but I’ll see if someone can go stay with you until my shift ends, okay?” 
“Oh…okay.”
“Don’t do anything until I get there in a few hours, okay? Promise me, Tadashi. I think my boss is going to send a friend of his over to keep you company.” Tadashi nodded, then realized Tsukishima couldn’t see him over the phone and hurried to assure his best friend that he’d wait with whoever Tsukki sent over, and not do anything until Tsukishima got there. 
Barely fifteen minutes later, there was a knock at the door. 
“Yamaguchi Tadashi?” The man who stood there wasn’t anyone he recognized. 
“Yes?”
“Sugawara’s pack sent me,” the stranger told him. Tadashi frowned. 
“Pack?”
“Yeah. He said one of his members told him you’re a dirty little rat,” the stranger explained. “So he said we could have you.” Tadashi stumbled backwards in fright, only to trip and fall. He tumbled to the floor, hitting his elbow and his hip hard enough to make him whimper. “Oh, that’s such a nice sound. But you need to be quiet for right now, Tadashi.” Tadashi tried to scoot backwards, but the stranger loomed over him, then dropped so his weight hit Tadashi’s stomach, knocking the wind out of him. Tadashi gasped and tried to struggle, but there was a prick on the side of his neck and his whole body went numb. “There we go. Good boy,” the stranger cooed. “Now, Tadashi, let’s get a mark on you before my pack gets here to pick you up.” 
Pain across his cheekbones made him want to scream, but his throat wouldn’t work. He couldn’t move. He couldn’t call for help. The pain spread, lines of fire tracing random slashes across his skin. 
“There. I’m sure Daishou will appreciate my little game of connect the dots. He has a thing for freckles, you know,” the stranger whispered conspiratorially, leaning down over Tadashi so his breath washed hot and unpleasant over his ear. “Maybe he’ll even let me keep you.”

So can we like…start normalizing the idea that not everyone dates or has their first boyfriend/girlfriend in junior high or high school?

There are plenty of people who go into college with little to no dating experience. There are tons of people who go into college having not had their first kiss yet. It’s not wrong; everyone experiences things at a different pace, and that’s okay. Don’t feel pressured into doing things you’re not comfortable with at the time just because you feel like you have to fill some sort of “quota.”

after episode 6 im 99% convinced that yuuri and victor are already in a relationship.

no seriously hear me out. this is just a theory but im v passionate about it

like we’ve already mentioned before, time is going by in the series. like, its skips a lot. victor first arrived in april and we’re already by at least september (last weeks episode was certainly september, i cant remember when china’s competition took place in this episode). 

so what if yuuri and victor started dating somewhere between all those months (or fairly recently, after months of knowing each other) and we’re just supposed to know it?? (which, imho, would be better if they straight up mentioned it but. censorship i guess)) 

these are no longer hints of them liking each other (like in the first few episodes), these are hints that they’re already in a relationship.

first off, and we’re starting off p tame, the hugs. since last episode, weve noticed that theyre… pretty physical (specially victor). and its NOT made out to be a big deal (except for certain scenes in particular, where the hugs/contact was relevant to the situation e.g. when yuuri got nervous and victor hugged him from behind to help him calm down). victor will walk up behind yuuri and hug him and they stay like that and thats it. no biggie. but it says a lot about how close and comfortable they are at this point. when they were in the plane? victor was sleeping leaning on yuuri. when victor got drunk, yuuri was p chill til he started to strip.

second, when phichit publishes the picture of naked victor clinging to yuuri, what’s yuuri’s first concern?

yup that’s what worries him

usually when gimmicks like these are used on anime, the character reacts like “OH NO NOW EVERYONES GONNA THINK WE’RE GAY!! THIS IS NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE” WHICH IS NOWHERE NEAR HOW YUURI REACTED

AND WE’RE JUST GETTING STARTED

do i even need to get into thi s scene. do i really

(also please note victor wasnt flustered, but slightly surprised. not because yuuri was being affectionate, but because yuuri was being the one taking iniciative.)

and now the final blow

boom goes the dynamite

whats that????? hes not talking about his love for victor, but victor’s love for him???? OH???? SO HE KNOWS IT’S NOT ONE-SIDED??

SO YEAH i mean at the end of it all take this w a grain of salt but. what this could be is not the buildup to a romantic relationship but the flourishing of one

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-Eros Yuuri 

-Viktor and Yuuri busts

-Takoyaki Date

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-“Be My Coach”

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the first time bitty and jack ever Yell at each other (after they start dating) is when bitty is cutting onions and he rubs his eye like an idiot and then accidentally knocks over the pot of boiling water onto jack’s hand and it hurts so jack is like “BITS OW” and bitty is like “DONT YELL AT ME MY EYES ARE ON FIRE” and jack is like “YOU LITERALLY JUST BURNED ME”

and this sounds hilarious but theyre also both in pain and the food is burning and its really tense and eventually bitty sticks his and jack’s hands under faucet and theyre just standing there angrily with their hands under the faucet glaring at each other as the tension in the air starts to fade away but theyre both too stuborn to stop glaring.

and then jack realizes this is dumb and like does something cute like grabs bitty’s onion hands under the stream of the faucet and then theyre laughing and jack notices that bitty has tears in his eyes and he’s like

“hey dont cry, im sorry i yelled”

and bitty is like “thats really sweet honey but im crying because i got onion in my fucking eyes”

years down the line they tell their grandkids that their first fight ended in tears and a 2nd degree burn

request: May i suggest going skating in a public ice rink for their first date, like surrounded by children and all, astonishing everyone by how talented and in love they are?

*Takes 50 years to do one piece*

(ok, its not exactly the same as what was requested but i had a lot of problems at first and ended having to change everything and even start over completely)but at least i got it finished,…right?ԅ[ •́ ﹏ •̀ ]و

maggie was kicked out when she was 14 and there were maybe two lines discussing it. meanwhile mon el being jealous of kara got like three entire scenes devoted to it, it was discussed to the point where it felt like i was just watching the same scene over and over again. this show doesnt even try to hide the fact that it will never value wlw relationships or give them the same treatment that its gross abusive het ships get. sanvers have been dating for three months and get a quick kiss. karamel get together for the first time and are given a full on makeout scene on the couch. im so tired of feeling like an afterthought and only being given a handful of scenes that feel rushed and underdeveloped.

supergirl has done amazing things for lgbt representation and i dont want to seem ungrateful, but theres still so much more it needs to improve on

Sometimes its not only about being addicted to drugs, sometimes its also about being scared. You become so wrapped up and consumed in drugs you forget how to live a normal life. You isolate yourself from the world only surrounding yourself with other drug users. At first your having the time of your life, Not even realizing your pushing the rest of the world out. Eventually the party stops. Now you find yourself struggling to live a normal life, whatever that even is..
You don’t remember what it was like to go out on a “date” or out with friends on the weekends. You keep searching for that happiness you got out of life before you did drugs. Your mind is so fucked up. You want a normal life but at the same time you can’t remember what was so great about it? What did you do for fun?
You become scared. Lost. And drugs seem to be the only thing keeping you going.

Nothing Serious - Part 1

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader 

Genre: Future Smut / I guess it’s fluffy sort of.. 

Words: 1,697

Summary: After a break up you decide to give tinder a try, you match with Yoongi. 

 part 2

It had been almost three months since you and Jimin broke up. He had been your only boyfriend so far and it had been great. Until after 2 years together he decided he wanted to “see what else was out there”. You had gone through the grieving process where you cried until your head hurt and talked about it with your friends until they were tired of hearing about it.  But now you were starting to feel better, like you could maybe start dating again. You didn’t have any interest in getting into a relationship, not now at least. You just wanted to go on dates with cute boys, have fun and most likely never see them again.

You decided maybe this was the perfect time to try Tinder, most of your friends had tried it, and some of them even met their boyfriends on there. Laying in bed before going to sleep you download the app and set up your profile. In the morning when you wake up you go on it to see what guys are out there.. left, left, left.. until one of them caught your attention. His name was Yoongi.

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