it's like he's trying to make me cry

ok so i see these all the time so I wanna do one now… so this is my break down of divide


Eraser: I forgot he could rap and I’m shook, “I wish that love was a currency and the whole was wealthy” ICONIC “welcome to the new show” aka buckle up friends 

Castle on the Hill: makes me forget that I do not actually like my small town but reminds me of how much I love my friends, “they raised me and I can’t wait to go home” I’m crying

Dive: I am so here for this!!!!! Honestly I’m speechless, i just love this and the line “Don’t call me baby unless you mean it” YES

Shape of you: I will never get tired of this song, what a bop. Anytime, anywhere, I will go hard to this. I sing it in the shower regularly ngl  

Perfect: The most beautiful. Makes me wanna get married right this second.

Galway Girl: WHAT A FUCKING TUNE I GO SO HARD 10/10 but also does he say he finishes doritos and another bottle of wine??

Happier: going from galway girl to this is emotional rollercoaster. So beautiful and mature

New Man: this lowkey gives me a boyband vibe but in a good way, I love all the dragging and pettiness like I wanna sit down and chat with him about the true story behind this because it seems spicy 

Hearts Don’t Get broke Around Here: makes me feel like I’m in love even though I’m not, also makes me feel like sitting in a field of flowers. So so so so so beautiful. 

What Do I Know: I don’t see enough love for this song. literal definition of good vibes only. “Just remember life is more than fitting in your jeans, its love, undestanding, and positivity” THIS IS SO IMPORTANT

How Would You Feel (Paean): I said this had a John Mayer vibe before I even knew he played the guitar solo bc its so John Mayer-y (which is a good thing, I’m a slut for John Mayer)

Supermarket Flowers: i def thought this was gonna be a love song just based off the title, oh boy was I wrong and oh boy did I tear up

Barcelona: back on the emotional rollercoaster, but this time its going up, this is so much fun! Makes me forget that I’ve never actually been to Barcelona 

Bibia Be Ye Ye: catch me jamming to this but also trying to remember the stuff I learned from high school spanish

Nancy Mulligan: another irish bop what???? i like how he says religion in this song. very theatrical,  like a story time break

Save Myself: another beaut. so so so so powerful. 

Conclusion: I’m either crying or jamming or both. 

anonymous asked:

Ahhh thank you for answering my rant with such sweet headcanons you have no idea how much I love soft!Tae it literally makes me cry like I'm not even trying to put him in a box, but it's so canon now he likes cuddling with members, he loves animals (esp the super fluffy kind!!) and he's always so pliant with the members and even other males (hwarang hyungs) and he naturally does aegyo everywhere like !!!!!! Cry with me pls ㅠㅠ and man just the hyungs and Kookie def baby him a lot!!

omg your welcome!! thank you for sending it in! i really loved it <3

Originally posted by taetaebts

soft!Tae is life i stg and i really don’t see it as putting him in a box or trying to force him into some sort of mold/ steriotype, i mean how can anyone deny that he isn’t affectionate and touchy af and so cuddly irl~ 

and yes that time he was on that pet show with that super fluffy dog will forever be my favourite thing (although his love for dogs in general is so precious)

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Originally posted by urbeautifulway

he’s just so good with animals <3

taehyung being the maknae of a group was something i didn’t really know i needed in my life until hwarang came around??? like to see everyone priaising him and doting on him and generally just showering him in all the attention and affection he deserves just warms my heart. they all just have such heart eyes for him esp jihan omg


i am definitley crying with you :’) they baby him so much and i won’t let anyone tell me kim taehyung doesn’t love it (side note taehyung making men fall in love with him and having 100+ guys on the side is the best thing ever and never ceases to amaze me) 

“And Then She Ran” Daryl Dixon

Words: 2,023

Summary: After Daryl’s daughter dies, he finds her diary and learns more about her than he wanted.

Warnings: This is dark. Death, some swear words, angst

A/N lol I cried writing this

Link to part 2 here!

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Daryl can still remember his daughter’s death like it was yesterday.

It was her on her eighteenth birthday. Daryl, not one to show his emotions, had gone out of his comfort zone that day to make sure it was a special one. He’d had Carol over to cook her favorite breakfast (at least, her favorite out of the few options they had), and while on a previous run, he found her a beautiful diamond necklace in a house that was still in good shape. He managed to find some paper to cover it with. He had everything ready to go. It was not often that she got to feel like she was special.

They had a fight that day. This was not just any normal fight, not like the ones that they usually had. And they had fights often. This fight was different.

Everyone had noticed that she had been acting differently lately. Nobody brought it up with her, but everyone knew something was wrong. Daryl was the last one to catch on, and when he finally convinced her to tell him what was going on… It turned into the worst fight they’d ever had.

She had run off after that fight, but Daryl didn’t pay any mind to that. She had a habit of “running away” for a few hours. The first few times she did that, Daryl freaked out. He looked for her up and down until the minute she came home. Usually she came home drunk, which would just piss Daryl off more, but at least she was ok. So after a few times of her pulling that act, Daryl stopped worrying.

“She’ll be back soon.” Daryl told himself that day, not bothering to run after her.

She didn’t come back. As a matter of fact, she never came back. A few days after her disappearance, Rick, Daryl, and Glenn went out looking for her. In her place, they saw something they wish they never saw.

She was dead. She was a walker.

Daryl broke down after that, crying harder than he had in his entire life. He just lost his little girl. When he got back to their house later that night, he grabbed the necklace and threw it out the window, sobbing.

It took Daryl a while to be okay after that. In reality, he knew he’d never be okay, but he was okay enough to move on. It took almost a year before he could even go into her room again. It smelled like her; he could almost feel her presence in there. That was comforting for the first few days, until he realized he was never getting her back. She was gone.

-

This was the first time he’d been in your room since that night. Daryl took in the surroundings- it was a mess in here.

‘She was definitely not a tidy person.” Daryl thought to himself, laughing softly. He sat on the bed, taking a deep breath.

“I shouldn’t be in here.” He said out loud to himself, getting up to leave. But something stopped him. He noticed a notebook nudged in between the mattress and the floor. Hesitating, he picked it up and opened it to the first page.

‘I’d been caught with Carl more times than you could imagine.

At first it wasn’t anyone important catching us, only people like Maggie or Glenn who I knew wouldn’t say anything. Then, Rick found out. Rick was pissed, and told Carl to stay away from me.   “She’s too much trouble, Carl. Don’t get involved with her.” Rick had told him. I know he doesn’t like me. He only tolerates me because I’m his best friend’s daughter. I know he’d kick me out of the group if he could. So when he promised me that he wouldn’t tell my dad if we stopped while we were ahead, I agreed. I cried, and told him I’d keep it friendly between the two of us.

Carl didn’t listen. I didn’t either. I just played it up so he wouldn’t tell my dad. We just found other places to sneak around to and have sex.

But, oh boy. The look on my dad’s face that day when he saw me on top of Carl, clothes scattered everywhere. I hadn’t seen him scream that loud at anyone in his life. Daryl Dixon is not a man to piss off. I don’t know how often I’ll be able to write in this but I’ll try to as much as possible. Don’t exactly get too much free time around here.’

Daryl knew he shouldn’t be reading his daughter’s diary, but he couldn’t stop himself. Despite the conditions of the world forcing them to be together all the time, he knew absolutely nothing about his daughter except that she and Carl were together and that she was good with a gun.

A part of him knew it didn’t matter anymore. She was dead.

He turned to the next entry.

My dad is keeping me on a leash now. He’s mad at me. I don’t care. Carl’s the only person that genuinely makes me happy. My dad doesn’t make me happy. He just wants to control me.

I know this put a damper in his friendship with Rick. Rick’s saying it’s all my fault because I’m a bad influence. My dad stood up for me, but I know deep down he agrees. I’m a “problem child.” I have attitude. I’m dramatic. I like to venture out on my own and go explore, sometimes bringing Carl with me so we can have alone time.

I know my dad wishes he had a better daughter. Sometimes I wish I was. Sometimes I wish I wasn’t born, and that my mom gave birth to a different kid. A kid that wasn’t me. I bet my dad would love that. He hates me.

My 18th birthday is in two weeks. I don’t know if legalities matter anymore in this world, but I’ll be an adult. I want to be treated like one. I want off this leash. I want to be allowed to be with Carl without being told no.

I won’t stop seeing him.’

The more Daryl read that, the more his heart broke. He never knew that she thought he didn’t care. Tears starting forming in his eyes, but he wiped them away quickly. He refuses to cry about anything anymore.

‘I’m sick. I can’t stop throwing up everywhere. It’s odd, because I feel fine other than when it just hits me out of nowhere, and no one else is sick beside me.

I refuse to even think about the other option. I’m sick, that’s all.

I got to kill a lot of walkers today. I haven’t got to do that in a while. It felt nice to hold a gun again. Carl is sweet with me. He’s always making sure I’m okay, being protective and all. He loves me, he told me that today. I think I love him too.’

Daryl didn’t know Carl and her were that serious. He thought they were just hormonal teenagers, doing things that teenagers done. He didn’t know there was feelings there. That was an odd thing for Daryl to imagine, love. He hadn’t ever felt it for a girl that wasn’t family.

‘It’s confirmed. I’m pregnant. I did something to piss off my dad, so then it would start a fight, and I ran off without him trying to find me. If I ran off without a reason he’d be suspicious.

I found the tests in the town over. It wasn’t a long walk, but the coldness was getting to me. I ran home, and hid the box in my coat.

My dad didn’t even look at me as I walked past him.

I don’t know how I’m going to tell Carl. God, how am I going to tell anyone? My dad? Rick? I don’t understand how this happened. He pulled out every time. We didn’t use condoms, they’re not exactly easy for either of us to obtain, but I thought pulling out worked, too. I guess I was wrong.

I suppose I didn’t really have anyone to teach me this stuff.

I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing. I’m sitting here writing in a diary like a little girl for God’s sake.’

Tears spilling, Daryl slammed the diary shut. He couldn’t read anymore. He stormed off the bed, and punches the wall near him.

“Daryl?” Rick appeared. Daryl turned his body to face him, ready to break at any moment.

“She thought I hated her.” Daryl says slowly, trying to keep his voice from cracking.

“I doubt she thought you hated her. She knew you loved her. You wouldn’t have gotten so protective of her if you didn’t love her.”

“Rick, I foun’ her diary… I shouldn’t have read it, but I did. She said she wished she wasn’t born because she thought she wasn’t a good enough daughter for me.”

Rick could see the man in front of him, broken to pieces. He felt for him.

“I’m going to finish reading it, I think.” Daryl said after a few moments of silence. Rick took that a que that he wanted to be left alone, and made his way out of the room.

Daryl’s hands shook as he reached for the small, brown notebook once more. Turning it to the last entry she made, he took a deep breath and continued reading.

‘I told Carl.

He took it okay. We were in the middle of eating breakfast that Carol had made for the group when I pulled him outside to talk. He was mostly freaked out. I don’t know if he was more freaked out at the fact that he was going to be a father, or the fact that he would have to tell HIS father. But in the end, he knew his father would be supporting regardless. He gave me a real big kiss and told me we would get through this together.  

I told him I didn’t want to tell anyone until I told my dad first. I’m telling him today. It’s my birthday. I figured it’s as good of a day as any to tell him.

I found the necklace he got me. The paper he had it all wrapped in was torn and it was falling out. It was beautiful. I’ve never seen anything to beautiful in my life. I don’t think my dad’s ever gotten me a gift. It makes me happy. Not because its material, but because it’s meaningful. I don’t get attention from him like this. It makes me want to cry.

Stupid pregnancy. Makes me emotional.

I can’t wait for him to give it to me. I feel like maybe it’s his idea of trying to open up to me. If he’s willing, I’m willing.

I have this idea that if my baby turns out to be a girl, I want to give the necklace to her when she gets older. I want to keep it in the family. If we live long enough for that.

I love this baby so much already. I’d do anything for him or her, I can already feel it.

I’m going to tell him whenever he gets back from doing whatever he’s doing. I know he’s going to kill me. I’m getting anxiety about telling him. I considered just not telling him at all, letting him figure out on his own that he’s going to be a grandfather. But I need to tell him. I’ll write in this later and-“

It stops mid-sentence, not continuing. Daryl notices stains on the side of the paper, a puke-ish color, like she got sick while writing that and forgot about it.

He slowly closes the journal, mind numb. He knew the rest of the story.

-

He had home early from checking out a possible un-scavenged pharmacy with Glenn when he saw her sitting outside, deep in thought.

“How did it go?” She had asked him, attempting to build up a conversation with him before dropping the bomb.

“Overrun by walkers, but mostly un-touched. Rick’s sending in a team tomorrow to clear the place out.”

“Awesome,” She had said blankly.

“Look, I know we’re not the perfect example of a father daughter relationship, but if somethings wrong I need you to tell me.” Daryl told her, taking a seat next to her.

“Dad, I’m pregnant.”

Daryl looked over at her in shock. Her eyes were rimmed with tears, and her stomach felt nauseous, although she wasn’t sure if that was from more morning sickness or the anticipation of waiting for his response.

“You’re jokin’, right?” He looked at her dead in the eye. All she could do was stare at him.

“Fuck.” He cursed, getting up from next to her. “How could you do that? What the hell is wrong with you?”

“It’s not like we wanted this, dad!” She was angry.

“I’m gonna kill him. I’m gonna rip his head off.” Daryl was fuming.

“Dad, please-“

“God, I don’ understand, why couldn’t you have just been a good kid? Why do you gotta run around causin’ problems for everyone. I shouldn’t even be surprised.”

He had hit a nerve. She looked at him, no response. He looked at her one last time before storming into the house, slamming the door shut.

“I’ll never let anything happen to you.” She talked to her baby, rubbing her stomach. She was so angry that she forgot to grab her gun.

And then she ran.

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Auld Lang Syne

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One night of uninterrupted slumber had somehow managed to cleanse my mind of the horror that greeted both of us when Harry’s dreams took control.
The night we’d been drinking, of course our sleep had been peaceful, and lovely, but one more day had passed, a day without even a drop of alcohol passing his lips, and his nightmare had returned with vengeance.

“YOU WAKE THE FUCK UP!” I screamed, tears streaming down my face as pounded my weak fist against his chest, straddling his hips. “HARRY PLEASE WAKE UP! PLEASE!”

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anonymous asked:

hey have u read any good peraltiago fics that u could recommend? I'm just getting into it so reccing the popular ones would be gr8 too

hey! it took me a while to find some of my faves fics, but my dude, i’ve got u 

so here are some of my top picks for u, 10/10 would recommend: 

  1.  for you are my fate by Lymans (Rated T): Amy has had a lot of great ideas in her lifetime. Telling her cousin she’s dating Jake Peralta and he’ll definitely be attending her destination wedding is not one of them.Aka the one where Amy and Jake pretend to date while pretending they’re not really madly in love with each other. If you are a fan of fake dating fics then this one is for you. I absolutely love this fic; I’ve read it at least five times already. The characterisation of Jake and Amy are so on point and I am completely obsessed with all of Amy’s brothers in this fic (spoiler: there is a lot of Santiago fam in this) 
  2. I Think Girls Like Being Deceived by queenamyrulez (Rated T): A different version of the ‘Boyle-Linetti Wedding’ episode inspired by the dialogue ‘Jenny’s going to think I’m married’ in which Terry is unable to remove the ring and events unfold slightly differently. Another of my ultimate fave fics. This is exactly how I wished Boyle-Linetti Wedding was because it just so god damn good. 
  3. just another girl who took my breath away by jakepurralta (Rated T):  Rey Santiago-Peralta was a wonder to behold, and Jake Peralta was having the best day of his life. This fic is just straight up adorable. I just have so many feels about Jake and Amy having babies okay. 
  4. just a little bit fearless by @phil-the-stone (Rated T): okay so i had mention the dreaded Single Dad AU that completely destroyed my soul and made me cry for a thousand years, but holy shit, this fic is amazing. (also special s/o to phil bc everything she writes truly amazing and she is just a wonderful human being) 
  5. Broken Toys Make No Noise by Talking_Bird (Rated M): Three months have passed since Amy Santiago put her heart on the line, three months since Jake Peralta asked for a new partner, Three months since they last looked each other in the eyes.But the 99 needs its best crime-fighting duo back because a new killer has hit the streets of Brooklyn and he doesn’t show signs of stopping any time soon. Imagine that you were watching CIS with the characters from B99 and you get this fic. Its so dark and mysterious and nothing like the show but it is still amazing. 
  6.  i’ve been sleepwalking too close to the fire by @elsaclack (Rated T):   Amy goes undercover immediately following the events of Johnny and Dora. Jake and the others try to deal. Once again another angst fulled fic that makes me cry for a thousand years but equally an amazing fic (another s/o to em bc oh my god her fics legit are 100% and i am just overwhelmed by how amazing they are.) 

okay so they are some of my faves that i suggest you reading, but there are so many other amazing fic writers out n i feel bad for not mentioning them all, but i love them all just as much as the rest. hope this helps! 

Got7 cuddling

Scenario: Got7 has a rough day and needs to cuddle

a/n: this wasn’t requested bc I have no request but I am in a soft got7 cuddly mood

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Mark:

You flip through the channels quickly, eyes focusing for the show you are looking for as you hear the front door close. You were filled with excitement as footsteps became louder. “Babe?” You called out with a small smile on your face, eyes on your show.

With no answer you began to worry. “Ba-”, you started but were cutoff as you felt a weight against your shoulders. Mark let out a long sigh, causing more worry to flow through you. “I’ve missed you” He mumbled against your neck as your hand roamed to tangle in his hair.

“You were only gone for a couple of hours” You giggled, turning to face him. You saw his face was pouty and he didn’t look happy at all. “Mark” You spoke more quiet as he buried his face back into you neck, not wanting you to see how upset he was.

You became equally upset seeing your boyfriend just as upset. He moved swiftly as he climbed onto the couch next to you, you quickly pulling him into your arms. Mark is usually the big spoon but today he just wanted to be held.

You could tell he wasn’t in a good mood and didn’t want to push him into a worse mood so you just laid there and held him.

“You smell so good” He said quietly as you giggled, causing a smile to paint across his face. Just being here with you, laying here with you, talking or not, Mark felt better.

You placed your lips against his forehead and moved to his cheek. “Thank you for being here for me” He mumbled before falling asleep in your arms.

Jaebum:

You folded your clothes neatly as you set them in the draw next to Jaebum’s. You had been cleaning for an hour or so just to tidy up and get things organized before he came home. If the house was less messy you thought maybe he would be able to relax easier, so its the least you could do.

You grabbed a pair of his vans and set them on the shoe rack as you heard the front door close a little louder then normal. “y/n?” You heard his voice call out as you walked to the door, bumping into him in the process.

He walked up the stairs quicker than you expected.

“Hey b-”, before you could finish you sentence, his arms were around your waist, pulling you into the bed next to him. You were a little shocked at first, not that he wanted to cuddle, but that he didn’t eat or change right away.

For the longest time, his eyes remained closed, and you began to think he was sleeping. With a few things still needing to be done, you tried to crawl out of his grasp only for him to hold tighter.

It really caught you off guard as he opened his eyes with an exhausted look. “lay here with me please”, he said in the quietest voice possible as you nodded immediately, crawling back next to him.

His eyes closed again as you rubbed his cheek with your thumb lightly. A small smile grew on his lips as he grabbed your wrist and kissed your hand. His eyes flashed open to shine at you as he snuggled closer, if possible.

“A bad day doesn’t matter if I have you”

Jackson:

While Jackson was working, whether it was practicing, interviews, or photoshoots, you found it hard to keep yourself genuinely preoccupied. Today was no different.

You shifted in the covers as your earbuds played your favorite got7 song, smiling slightly to yourself as Jackson’s rap came on. With your eyes closed and your music in your ears, you didn’t hear Jackson calling your name.

He was a little nervous you didn’t answer but smiled as he saw you curled up in the blankets. Feeling sluggish from the day, he kicked off his shoes and got in the covers, pushing himself so your arms were around him.

You jumped lightly, smiling when you see Jackson centimeters from your face. He pecks your lips lightly as your pull out your earbuds. “How was your day?” You asked as you played with his hair.

He groaned. “Honestly babe, it was one of the worse days so far. For some reason I just felt out of place today” He frowned slightly as you did as well. “That was until I remember I had you to come home to. You always make me feel special, y/n”.

Jinyoung:

You pulled the hot pan out of the oven as you prepared the dinner for your boyfriend. He was always hungry when he came home and it was a tradition for you to cook dinner on Wednesday nights.

You placed the dinner on two plates before carrying it to the table, waiting for Jinyoung’s arrival. On time, the door opened but instead of his cheerful help, you were met with silence.

“Jinyoungie?” You called out as he ignored your call, continuing his walk to the kitchen. “Babe, what’s wrong?” You asked as he stopped in his tracks, turning towards you with a exhausted expression.

“I am fine, y/n” He said, grabbing a glass and filling it to the rim. “Jinyo-”, he turned towards you abruptly. “I said I am fine!” He raised his voice, something he never did, making you flinch.

You stood there in aw, not being able to say anything as he sighed and set his glass on the counter. Before he could apologize you turned on your heels and made your way to the shared room.

You didn’t want to stay in the kitchen with him, especially if Jinyoung was upset.

You laid down on the bed as Jinyoung sighed and began to walk to the room. He knew his tone of voice hurt you and he never wanted that. You squeezed your eyes shut as he laid down next to you.

“I know you aren’t asleep” His deep voice filled your ears as your eyes remained closed. He wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you onto his chest, your stomach against.

You nuzzled into his touch, not being able to resist him as he let out a sigh of relief. “I am sorry I yelled at you” He said, voice cracking with emotion as he looked at the ceiling.

“I had a bad day…I shouldn’t have taken it out on you” He explained as you sat up on your elbows, still somewhat laying on him. “I just wanted to help you Jinyoung” You said as he nodded, kissing you. “And I am so thankful to have you in my life”.

Youngjae:

Coco jogged slightly ahead of you as you picked up your pace to keep up with her. It was your daily routine to walk Coco around your neighborhood once before Youngjae came home from work.

Today you were running slightly behind as you walked up to the door, Youngjae’s car already parked in the driveway. “Daddy’s home” You cooed to Coco as you picked her up, carrying her inside.

“Youngjae?” You called out as you set Coco down, letting her run throughout the house. You heard no response as you made your way upstairs. He laid in bed with his hair tussled and eyes closed.

A small smile grew on your lips as you inched closer and climbed in bed behind him. His body tensed as he felt you against him, but he stayed with back facing you.

You thought he was sleeping until he let out a deep sigh and turned your way. His cheeks were red and he looked like he was trying not to cry. “Youngjae”, you said as a whisper before he pulled you into his chest.

“This lifestyle I have” He mumbles into you neck before taking a deep breath. “Its so hard sometimes…I’m glad I have you to support me”.

Bambam:

You laughed into the phone as your boyfriends sister Baby told you a funny story about him. You and Baby were quite close and you could even call her one of your bestfriends.

“That’s the thing about Bambam though, he never shows the weaker sides to him, sometimes not even to our mom” She explained, making you slightly worried about him.

You didn’t want to sound rude but you thought that your relationship with Bambam was different. You thought that if he needed to talk to you he would, or at least you hope he would.

You were so absorbed into the phone call that you didn’t hear the front door close or Bambam coming up the stairs. You locked eyes with him and smiled, it quickly disappearing when you noticed how upset he seemed.

“Baby, Bambam just got home. Can I call you back later?” You asked as she agreed and you said your goodbyes.

You set your phone on the nightstand as Bambam climbed into bed and laid his head in your lap. “Was that my sister?” He asked monotone as you smiled, rubbing the hair from his face.

“Yea, we were talking about you”, he nodded but had no response. He kept his eyes on anything but yours. “Bammie? What’s wrong? You can talk to me, you know that right?” You asked as he sighed, looking into your eyes.

“Its hard seeing everyone with their family everyday and knowing that mine is in Thailand doing things and making memories without me” He croaked, eyes slowly filling with tears.

You’ve never seen this side of Bambam in your two years of dating. He never cried in front of you unless it was because he was laughing too hard. He took your silence as an opportunity to continue.

“Sometimes I feel so alone, even with my got7 and igot7 family…” He trailed and then sat up, inching closer to you. “You…You make me feel like I’m back with my family… y/n, you gave me a home to come back to” He whispered as you snuggled into his arms.

Yugyeom:

Yugeyom was always very upfront to you about his feelings, even if he felt weak. You were someone who he could confide in and it made you feel special. So when Yugyeom walked in sad and you asked what was wrong, he immediately answered.

“There are so many people watching me… So many people I have to please… I feel like if I make one wrong move that they will all be disappointed in me” He confided in you as he laid his head against your chest.

“None of us could ever be disappointed in you Gyomie” You reassured him as he placed his legs over yours, snuggling closer. “Not even igot7′s?” He asked, looking up at you.

“Especially not igot7′s”.

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a/n: I am sorry some are longer than others, it was easier for me to write for certain members lol. My got7 merch came in yesterday and it all fits so good I’m so happy :) I hope you guys enjoy this!

A Rough Day

Summary: The reader has had the worst week, and it’s only Wednesday. She calls Sebastian over and talks to him. 

Pairings: Sebastian Stan x Reader 

Warnings: Reader has a shitty boss and a shitty co-worker 

Word Count: 1000ish

A/N: This was requested by @firstgal34, 18 and 21 with Sebastian Stan. I hope you like this, sweetheart 💕​ 


Originally posted by mylastlove-mylastsong


It has been the worst day of your entire life, it felt like someone had put a curse on you. First of all, the elevator in your building was out of order, making you take off your heels to save time and run down the flight of stairs. Second of all, your boss is truly the devil. He asked for a report and you stayed up late the night before to finish and when you went to hand it in, he simply said that you were too late and handed shoved the report back at you. You just stood there in shock, how early did he want it? The office opened thirty minutes ago, at this point you were twitching, you felt as if was coming steam out of your ears. It felt as at any moment you were gonna start ripping your report in front of his stupid, smug face. Instead, you quietly left his office, holding back the tears that were threatening to come out. While walking through the office, one of your stupid co-workers spilled coffee all over you, not even bothering to apologize. Finally, the time came for you to go home, and maybe that was the only good thing that happened today.

Arriving at your apartment, you threw your heels by the door and dragged yourself to the kitchen, looking for something to suffice your headache. You knew you had to change but you were too worn out to do so. As you were rummaging through your cabinets, you found some cookies that Sebastian had brought last time, mentioning that you never have the good kind. Smiling at the memory; you knew what, who could make you feel better. You reached for your phone and dialled Seb’s phone number, waiting impatiently while picking at the cookies.

“Hello Y/N” Sebastian’s sweet voice instantly making you feel better.

“Hey,” your voice coming out chalky, clearing your voice you continued, “Are you busy?”

“No, not all. I was just looking over some scripts, the usual. What’s up?”

“Guess what I found?”

“Mmmm, my cookies!” He answered excitedly and correctly, “You better not eat them.”

“I won’t, don’t worry.” You responded with a chuckle while shaking your head.

“What’s wrong? Don’t say nothing because I know you and I know that you would say something sassy just to be funny, so what’s wrong.” Sebastian confronted, knowing that something is truly hurting you.

“I’ve had a rough day and honestly all I want right now is a drink and someone to cuddle with..” You said with a sigh hoping he would be able to come. It made you sound selfish, needy but you didn’t care, not now.  

“I’m on my way sweetheart, just stay there. And don’t worry I’ll get the drink and more of my yummy cookies,” Sebastian said without any hesitation, grabbing his coat and car keys. You both said your goodbyes and you told him to prepare himself to use the stairs. You headed into your room to change out of your work clothes and into a pair of sweats and a over sized sweater that belonged to Seb. 

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Square Up... *****

Originally posted by apgujeon

Pairing: Taehyung x Reader.
Genre: Angst/Fluff
W.C: 1,981


“ come, just follow me, I’ll escort you out to the van” The bodyguard told us.

    We just came from Korean to Las Vegas for the billboard awards that was two days away. And the airport was packed. There was some fangirls on the airplane with us but there was nothing we could do. Plus they were pretty nice and respected our privacy, You even made a conversation with them.

    It hasn’t been easy since the day you and tae had announced your relationship status. Specially for you. You have been getting a lot of hate, obviously, but you could handle it. You don’t let It get to you, your dad has always raised you that way. “ don’t listen to the people with hatred in the hearts, just smile and walk away, wish them the best” he’d say. “ but if they lay a hand on you, you protect yourself and finish what they started” at that you giggled.

   You weren’t big either, you were a small 5'2 thang. The guys are always asking how Tae doesn’t crush you. But something big you had… was your mouth. You always spoke what you thought. But still you were the nicest, sweetest, and sexiest person alive. That’s what Taehyung always tells you. Tae intertwined your hands and started walking to the van, all the girls started screaming and came closer and where the hell are most of the bodyguards ?!

  We were out by the doors and that’s when you saw her, there was this specific girl who was a Taehyung to die fangirl. You always see her tweets and pictures saying how she’s going to beat your ass up if she ever sees your or how you’re not match for tae. Of course, you ignore her. Babe tells you to ignore her also, and you do. There hasn’t been one time where you let other people bring you down. Not until now.

  “ oh great, look, I didn’t know they had a bitch in the band ” you heard her say. ’Stupid bitch, just ignore her’, you told yourself. You guys kept walking to the van, the girls coming so close that they could almost touch you, & of course, the fucking cyber bully was to your left. She saw how tightly you had your hand wrapped around tae’s and huffed in anger. “ hi oppa! Remember me ??? It’s your number one loyal fan !!” She cried. You rolled your eyes at how ironic that sounded.

  Since tae was on your right, she suddenly made a move to grab you saying “ move !”. 

 " don’t touch me ! “ you glared at her, letting taehyung’s hand go. Some girls ‘ooooh'ed and some laughed saying ’ oh shit’. She looked at you shocked, and frozen. You kept walking feeling tae’s hand on the small of your back. ” you’re okay babe ? “ he whispered, knowing how you can get. You nodded, keeping your mouth shut, trying to not make a scene.

  ” we’re almost there don't–" you didn’t hear the rest as you felt a hand push you, almost making you fall to the ground. Taehyung was about to grab you but you turned around and saw the girl grinning, when she saw your angry expression her eyes widened. You couldn’t hear anything else as you grabbed the girl by her hair and punching her square in the face. You didn’t care anymore, she had gone to far.

  “ I told you not to fucking touch me !” You yelled tackling her to the ground and she screeched trying to move away from your punches.

 " get off of me your ugly cunt !“ She yelled at your.

 Other girls screamed, recording while saying ’ WORLD STAAARRR!

You suddenly felt two arms wrapped around your waist pulling you away from the girl, and some security guards came to take her away, ” Keep fucking threatening me bitch ! I fucking dare you ! “ you yelled at her. 

 Taehyung pulled you against his chest, his hands holding your wrist and whispered harshly into your ear ” y/n that’s enough !“ Taehyung kept you on your back to his chest, walking faster to the van, almost lifting you off your feet.

  You huffed as he let you go to enter the van, sitting all the way to the at the end. All the guys got in filling the van, Jimin looked at your concerned ” y/n are you alright ? “ The guys looked at you for an answer but out of the corner of your eye you saw taehyung just keep his eyes somewhere else, clenching his jaw. He was mad. ” yeah I’m fine “ you answered crossing your leg, looking out the window.

  You had to right to punch the chick, it wasn’t your fault. But deep down you felt a pang of hurt that tae was mad at you. ” okay “ Jimin mumbled. 

You turned your head to the window, looking at the trees and buildings go by. ” y/n, manager wants to talk to you as soon as we get to the hotel “ namjoon turned back to look at your from the passenger seats, you nodded and felt teahyung sigh murmuring a line of ” shouldn’t have done that “. You turned to look out the window again, worry seeping on your face as you felt your bottom lip quiver. ’ not here ’ you told yourself and bit your bottom lip.

  ” I think it was pretty badass, good job “ you heard suga whisper lowly to your ear from the back seat. You smiled a little at that. You get to the hotel and see the manager waiting for all of you at the front. You all get off,you grab your handbag and make your way to him. He looks at you and brings you inside, you look back at taehyung, you make eye contact for a second before he looks away. You sign as you follow their manager to the cushions at the lobby, you look at him and he takes off his glasses.

 ” are you alright ? “ he asks you.

” yes “

 ” look, I know it wasn’t your fault y/n, but you do understand that you can’t be pulling out those kinds of actions out here, there’s going to be news everywhere and it’s not going to be pretty, I just want you and the guys to be careful thats all but this is a warning. Just ignore them and everything will be alright okay ? You didn’t only worry me or the crew out there but you worried taehyung too, a lot. “ he put his hand on your shoulder, you looked at him and you nodded. 

 ” I understand “ you said.

 ” okay Kid, now go and get settled in, get some rest, I’ll see you tomorrow “ he added, you nodded again and went to jimin who waited for his room card. 

” is everything alright ? He’s not going to make you go back home is he ? “ he asked, Jimin has always been the one you talk to about your problems, he’s your shoulders at times.

 ” no, he just gave me a warning and to be careful, you know “ you shrugged. 

” yeah, but I can’t lie, it’s good to defend yourself at times, you punched her right on her face y/n !! “ he laughed, you laughed a little pushing his shoulder lightly, ” stop it “.

 ” y/n “ you heard tae mumble. You looked at him and made your way over to him & he grabbed your bag off your shoulder ” I can tak–"

 " no, come on" he cut you off. You sighed as you guys made your way over to the elevator, you just wanted to sleep that’s all. But you knew you had to talk about the situation with tae. You wanted to know why he was not on your side of the problem. You made your way your your room, opening the door. You made your way to the bedroom and started to take off your shoes. Tae entered the room and put your bags on the bed, maybe we can talk about it now.

 " tae…“ you started but he cut you off yet again. 

Shaking his head he replied that he’s going to take a quick shower. He was avoiding you. You felt another pang of hurt in your chest as you heard a knock on the door. You made your way to the door and opened it revealing a guy with your suitcases, you thanked him and gave him a tip before you took your bags to the room and you quickly changed to an oversized shirt, taking off your braw leaving you in socks and panties and the shirt for the night. 

 You turned off the lights and made your way under the covers not even waiting for taehyung. You faced the wall windows hugging the covers to your body. Maybe it was your fault. Maybe taehyung was tired of your attitude and realized that it would be better if he cut things off. But you didn’t want to loose him. Everything was so difficult when he ignored you like this. You didn’t know you were crying until you felt tears stream at the side of your face. You just wanted tae with you, why did you always make things go wrong ???

  You heard the bathroom door open and you instantly shut up not wanting him to hear your cries. You heard his steps and muffles of him changing to his sleepwear. He probably thought you were already passed out since you didn’t move. Meanwhile you felt your throat tightening as you tried to stay quiet and not sob your heart out. You felt the bed dip because of tae and he sighed loudly before everything got quiet.

  You mentally cursed as a little whimper escaped your lips. Suddenly, you felt a hand on your waist making its way to be wrapped around your stomach, that’s when you couldn’t hold it anymore. You sobbed into the pillow, no caring if you were loud. 

 Taehyung pulled you to his body immediately, kissing your ear and neck repeatedly. ” baby.. “ he whined, holding you tighter. ” Don’t cry please..“ 

 You continued sobbing, struggling to catch your breath. Tae moved to look at your face, wiping your tears off your face. ” I-I’m sorry, I- “ you struggled, ” they don’t like me tae, I try but they don’t like me “ you whimpered, your voice broken. 

 ” there’s always going to be those kind of people baby, I would do anything to make the world perfect for you but I can’t, you scared me out there, I thought I was goi–" 

“ maybe we should break up ” you said without thinking.

 " maybe it would be better for your career , you won’t have to worry about them and me, mayb–" 

“ what ?, no no, don’t you dare say that again. ” his eyes watered at the thought, “ I’m not leaving you ever, and you’re not leaving me. I love you okay, please don’t say that ” he said grabbing your face to make you look at him. 

You nodded slowly, more tears coming out. “ you wouldn’t talk to me, you were mad at me and it hurt me ” you sobbed.

 " baby “ he sighed landing his head on your forehead. ” I’m sorry I was just– they got me mad okay, I was so pissed that she touched my girl, I should’ve said something the moment you told her to not touch you. I-I’m sorry “ 

You nodded and grabbed his face ” I love you “ he mumbled, you were about to say it back but he put his lips on yours giving you countless kisses, and all over your face. ” so much “ he whispered kissing you back on your mouth.

  You giggled and pulled away ” I love you more “. 

Taehyung pulled you to lay on top of him and kissed your head. 

There was a quiet moment before- ” want me to eat you out ? “ 

You laughed and hit his arm ” taeeeee"

 He giggled and hugged you tighter.

 "…… on second thought “ you whispered and look up at him crashing your lips together.

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one of my fave ray pairings this season was the nate/ray vs. the mick/ray. because they are both so jealous of each other and want ray's attention to be only on them that you can literally feel the tension through the screen. ray is just happy to be loved.

Like it was done in a way where like, its not controlling jealousy, theyre not trying to make ray feel guilty, but you have nate who highkey is like i need and want 100% of rays attention at all times or i will start to cry and mick who is like, lowkey i want to be rays only friend but isnt as fucking laying across ray’s chest and yelling PAY ATTENTION TO ME as nate is

But like that moment when nate is like ray made me a special hero suit 💖💖💖 and mick is like its stupid. I hate it. You look like a moron. Like he does have his moments, especially bc mick i think prefers to have like 1 close friend over a group of friends, where he’s like uh no ray is my friend, you cant have him??? You can go! Bye!!!

Or in doomworld when they go to get ray and mick is lowkey gently pushing nate out of the frame like okay michael real subtle

Harold was a Liar

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My brother, Harold, almost never told the truth. He was six years younger than me, and, although our mother tried to hide it, he was her favorite. It was easy to see why. Harold was adorable. He had round apple cheeks, curly blonde hair, and big blue eyes. Even at age seven, he was a social butterfly. He was always on the move, always playing with a different set of friends every week, and always charming.

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Since my master post got a lot of attention i’m going to make one with fun facts on the members! here we go this is gonna be long.

Kim Youngbin (11/23/93)

-Leader
-Visuals
-BEST SMILE IN THE WORLD CUTEST EYE SMILE EVER
-dancer,rapper,choreographer
-he likes to play korean chess
-strict when need be but also very cute and surprisingly funny
-mismatched eyes. Said they were his charm in one of the earlier neon lessons
-sucks at basketball but does that stop him? no
-he’s caring. he scolded hwiyoung in d.o.b once for doing the move not the way he pictured is and then went to comfort him when he cried, saying they’re gonna debut together since they’re all apart of the team.
-he’s an angel and loves his members a lot before they debuted he did everything to make sure they all debut together
-he dabs…a lot…i mean most of them do too but..
-another quote that made me cry was when he was like “I want to debut for the happiness of our 9 member’s families. Let’s succeed with debut since we’ve been struggling and trying hard”
-HE LOVES EVERYONE SO MUCH i love him he’s an angel
-he gets shy and flustered and its so cute??? thanks
-he’s the thrill junkie in the group imo he was always hyped to go on every ride in spectacle fantasy 9
-selfie king thanks 

Kim Inseong (7/12/93)

-eldest member
-VOCALS he has such a sweet voice wow
-Visuals 
-He’s learning english with Jaeyoon and he’s very good at it tbh if he keeps it up he can be fluent in no time 
-he has great taste in movies he recommended three when they did their q&a thing in the fan cafe and i watched one that caught my eye (bc of him) and it was literally one of the best movies meaning wise thank u inseong please recommend more 
-dimples 
-HE CALLS HIMSELF A FENNEC FOX BC HE THINKS HE LOOKS LIKE ON can u say furry…im kidding i love him 
-SMILE!! OK ALL THESE BOYS HAVE PRECIOUS SMILES AND EYE SMILES WE GOTTA PROTECT :// 
-also used the fox filter on snow when they did that video of all of them…using snow filters…self explanatory i guess but yeah
-usually adds cute drawings to his signatures
- really doesnt act like the eldest tbh but he is dont let that fool you 
-hes a happy little baby 
-he’s always next to Zuho and holds hands and HONESTLY they do that for me thanks 

Lee Jaeyoon (8/9/94)

-vocals!! during their hour long v-app he sang and I melted his voice is like honey just like he says 
-VISUALS
-he’s so extra but in a good way
-HE HAS LIKE 3 FANSITES PLEASE STAN HIM HE’S ONE OF THE MOST UNDERRATED MEMBERS WHY? IDK 
-he’s the best at girl group dances in my opinion along with Dawon 
-Learning english with Inseong, his english is also fairly well!!
-amazing body proportions 
-NOSE SCRUNCHES WHEN HE SMILES HARD
-glowing angel
-can be a meme i guess
-he has amazing self confidence i wish i have
-He’s from busan and love to let people know that he’s from Busan
-manly busan man Jaeyoon
-he’s scared of big rides someone needs to protect him 
-he has cute squishy cheeks 
-we need to hear him sing more please

Lee Dawon (7/24/95)

-VOCALS
-visuals 
-was in AOA creams MV as the main man there…the only man in the video but u know what i mean yeah ok 
-he said in one lesson that he strives to be the worlds best vocalist and he’s there ok he’ll get there i believe in him and you should too 
-happy virus and mood maker
-was one of the main love interactions in CYH
-MC SKILLS LIKE I CAN SEE HIM DOING GREAT IN ASC AND VARIANTS OF THAT
-in the one hour v-app thing they had at the very end of it he did a high pitched scream and honestly so relatable 
-always. screaming. 
-but a ball of sunshine even if u don’t stan him u stan him 
-he says he’s a fashion enthusiast i agree 
-the MOST extra member but thats what people love about him and i do too 
-SO FUNNY IDK IF I’VE SAID THIS ALREADY BUT HE’S SO FUNNY
-and flirty tf he knows how to give fanservice y’all Dawon stans are lucky
-he loves eating and i support that 100% he should have his own eating show with inseong ok thanks i’ll petition for that are u guys in?
-….visuals
-he has a soft looking smooth face like tell me ur skin care routine 
-he tries to make everyone happy and comfy even if he’s not happy he’ll be the type to make sure the people around him are
- loves making people laugh stan this sunshine

Baek Juho (7/4/96)

-Stage name Zuho idk why they changed it it’s the same pronunciation but yeah if he’s happy with it so are we
-MY BABY MY WORLD MY ANGEL i love this dude…so much can u tell who i stan..
-visuals…for days
-was one of the main love interactions in CYH
-deep toned rapper 
-his voice is so beautiful like..imagine waking up to his raspy sleepy voice wow sorry
-literally a lyrical genius 
-he writes most of his own raps can you say TALENT? 
-sharp nose is his charming point and he likes to let people know he’s happy with his nose which i love like yes be confident baby 
-people (FNC and members) call him tsundere but i don’t like using that so pretend i didn’t just write that
-A SHY BABY WHO PEOPLE WOULD THINK WOULD BE TOUGH BUT NO HE’S JUST SHY AND CUTE i love
-members say he’s the most boring dsflak
-he trained the longest..6 years along with rowoon
-both him and rowoon where in a FNC show way before NEOZ SCHOOL was born 
-cheekbones!! he has really sharp and strong features
-invented wearing headbands…
-he says he has the broadest shoulders of the group and that he’ll show them off once he’s more comfortable 
-a BTS fan !! i bet he’s excited for their comeback, and excited they get to promote together wow 
-meaningful lyrics 
-the members woke him up once in DOB by dragging him out the hotel room and fed him a piece of bread lfakf
-bc he’s the hardest to wake up that part was so cute 
-just a shy bun whom i’d lay down my life for if he tells me to 


Kim Rowoon (8/7/96)

-VISUALS
-like i know i said everyone is the visual but thats bc they are ok but the title belongs to him if u understand what im trying to say
-VOCALS
-TALLEST MEMBER HE’S 189CM WHICH IS 6′2 TALL WOW!!!
-was one of the main love interactions in CYH
-in CYH he played a baseball player and u can tell how good his proportions are in the uniform wow he can pull off the uniform better than anyone ok 
-he feeds the members and cleans the dorm
-basically the caretaker of the group
-so he’ll be a good husband to whoever he marries !!
-he’s so sweet a literal angel thank u 
-his hight intimidates me he’s a whole foot and inch taller than me he can LITERALLY step on me
-but he’s gentle so there’s no need to be intimidated he’s a gentle giant with a warm heart
-FT islands biggest stan, biggest minhwan stan 
-when he met him in dob he was so cute and flustered
-nice butt but u didn’t hear tht from me 
-he could literally be a model i’m WAITING
-trained the longest with zuho
-alone with cleaning the dorm he also nags the members to clean and put their clothes away. 
-during dob he and two members made a picnic for the group i support
-also accidentally hit chanhee’s nose and he has a nose bleed he felt so bad it’s like a father who was playing with his son i,- 

Yoo Taeyang (2/28/97)

-MY OTHER BABY WHO I’D DIE FOR
-I have a mini playlist on YT with his predebut videos i might make a post abt them bc wow he did that
-his smile is the literal sun? No pun intended with his name his smile is just !!
-dancer !!
-VISUAL
-he choreographs along with youngbin!
-big eyes and is proud of his eyebrows and honestly me too when will i ever
-went to that famous dance school that literally all the best idol dancers went to like zelo 
-usually sings the chorus, or the beginning, his voice is beautiful
-before wanting to sing he played guitar and i think he still does!
-calls himself sexy charisma like ur 6 please 
-loves chanhee
-prolly the biggest chanhee stan next to me bc im chanhee’s certified mother 
-cHANHEE SAID HE RARLEY GETS SLEEP BC HE WORKS THE HARDEST AND THAT MAKES ME SAD like you’re a hardworker you deserve some rest please :(
-his hard work pays off he’s an amazing dancer ?? and singer one of the best honestly he’s just full with passion 
-the selfie with him in the pink sweater is my favorite 
-i think he can beatbox or am i just making that up?
-lmfao like in January people gave him shit bc of his name since taeyang from Big bang has the name like? there’s thousands of taeyangs stfu let this sweet boy live.
-a little shy awkward baby 

Kim Hwiyoung (5/11/99)

-a baby
-visuals
-a little awkward but not really but yes
-he knows he’s handsome y’all he prolly uses that to his advantage
-rapper
-i already said this in youngbins thing but he cried when he got scolded by the leader bc he though youngbin was mad at him :(
-he’s sensitive pls handle with care
-doesn’t look or act like his age? he’s really mature for his age
-there’s a selfie of him sleeping with a kitty…my favorite
-he loves cats
-like so much he used to add a cat face at the end of his signature idk if he still does? 
- can u say Jumin Han
-^ im kidding please
-smile!! 
-in an episode of DOB he volunteered to bungee jump first and the members called him courageous bc he is !! 
-he talked informally to the eldest members in a episode of DOB he really did that nice
-nice arms 
-SOFT
-beat chanhee in arm wrestling he was so proud 

Kang Chanhee (1/17/00)

-MY BABY MY SON MY BEST FRIEND
-cutest nose and smile ever please
-visual
-played sunwoo in signal and was in other dramas as a chil mostly
-when he was little he was friends with moonbin of astro and chanwoo of ikon!!
-with those two they were in an epsiode of star king with DBSK and played mini DBSK
-he’s literally been in the business since childhood thank GOD he debuted he deserves this 
-his goal is to play in a movie!! let him do this please..
-forces the members to be cute. He did that with Youngbin in a DOB episode i love him 
-was one of the main love interactions in CYH
-other than signal he was also in hwajung and to the beautiful you
-has amazing facial expressions on stage 
-i already said this but his nose is so cute :(
-I need to protect him im his #1 mom 
-before the group name change like even before dob he had an interview with a magazine bc of him being in signal, and he said “the other members and myself will try our very best to debut together because that’s our dream” and i cried
- that was before dob so member changes were more speculated 
-every other member is a chanhee stan 
-if u don’t stan him u still stan him bc u gotta? 
-everyone’s son
-since he’s been exposed the most he’s one of the more popular members!!
-he loves chicken and ramen if u buy him chicken he’ll prolly ask u to marry him 
-when he sleeps he kicks off the blanket he’s a baby bean
- he loves to dance and is really good at it! he says he’s lacking but he’s training hard to meet everyone’s expectations please love him 

an-avalanche-of-sad-cheeses  asked:

Aberrant kinda looks like the guy who'd, upon seeing someone crying, would very awkwardly try to comfort them and somehow actually make things better. X3. (btw, I love your art, it's such an inspiration and has gotten me out of many art-related ruts. <3 )

Thank you! I am the queen of ruts, hahaha, glad I can inadvertently help others get over theirs!

And oh yes, he would make a valiant if aforementioned awkward effort. It’d probably fall on deaf-ears, though; most of the townsfolk strike me as too jaded at this point to cry, at least in my variation of the setting.

Well, with maybe one exception.

G dragon Scenario #59 “Bullying” REQUEST

Note: This gifs are not mine, all the credit to the owner.

People say that high school is one of the most amazing times in everyone’s life… obviously, those people never were in your shoes.

“Who would want to be pair with her?!” a girl says at loud, when the teacher asked for someone to work with you, and everyone started to laugh.

You were used to it by now, it was normal for them to treat you like shit… like if you don’t have feelings.

And like always, you just stayed quiet, frozen at your seat and staring at your notebook, while everyone else was enjoying your suffer.

“That’s not funny” the teacher says to the girl and all the laughs faded away, but not the stares of your classmates who were still smiling and murmuring to each other. You were sure that they were talking about how stupid you are or something in between those lines.

“So let’s see…” the teacher says looking at the list in his hands “… Ji hoon you will be with Y/N”

“Why me?!” he answers mad, and one more time, everyone around you burst laughing. You felt a hole in your heart and tears were accumulating in your eyes.

Why were you acting like this? This is not the first time that they say things like that, actually they had done worst things to you, so why are you about to cry?… you couldn’t take it anymore… you raised your hand and asked to go to the bathroom.

That few steps to the door felt like hell, you could feel all the stares over you… judging and laughing at you.

But somehow you made it without breaking into tears in the middle of the room and in front of everyone. In front of all those people who, for over a year, had made your life a nightmare. But that strength didn’t last longer, as soon as you were out you let out all your tears.

You were so immersed in your thoughts in your way to the bathroom that you didn’t even realized that someone was walking towards you… you two collided.

“Are you ok?” he asked you.

You knew him, he was Ji yong, a guy from your english class. He was a quiet guy, everyone knows him, although he never talks to anyone. He was the kind of guy who likes to be alone.

“Yeah… sorry I was just… sorry” you kept walking, a little bit faster. “Are you saying sorry for crying?”

You didn’t answer, and keep walking.

“Hey, I know we don’t know each other and that is none of my business but… whoever makes you cry doesn’t deserve it” he says, standing where you left him.

You weren’t used to that… to be treated as a person. Nobody has ever cared for you or your feelings.

“They don’t worth none of your tears”

You really hate when people see you crying. It makes you feel even more weak and vulnerable. But you couldn’t help it, as soon as he said that, it was like if he pressed an invisible button inside of you, and now you can’t stop crying.

“Y/N…”

You were shocked that he knew your name.

“Its fine…” you wiped your tears away with the sleeve “… I’m used to it now”

“Sure, so those are normal too?” he was referring to your tears.

You looked away trying to smile but nothing came out. You can’t do it.

“You don’t have to be strong with me… I know how you feel” he says, and that only makes you cry even more.

Even though he was a handsome guy, he was lonely. Ji yong doesn’t have friends, and no one ever talks to him.

“No…” you shook your head letting out the last tears in your watery eyes “… you don’t know”

Ji yong was about to answer when you interrupt him. “Is different… you choose to be alone, I didn't” saying that broke you. Is not like you just realized that people don’t like you, but it was hard to say it at loud, sharing it with other person.

It was hard to admit that you were invisible for them, and that no one cares for you.

“No…” he shook his head “… no one likes to be alone Y/N” and he, wasn’t the exception.

You didn’t say anything. What can you say after that?

“People are mean Y/N…” he caressed your arm “… but is your choice to let them get to you and hurt you”

“My choice? Really?” you said with sarcasm.

Nods.

For him is easy to say, he is strong, you aren’t. He doesn’t care about what people say, you do care.

“How?” you asked him. “Easy… be your own friend, you don’t need anyone else to be happy… and if you still need someone to talk to, well, here I am”

“I thought I don’t need anyone” a hint of a smile shows on your face. “You don’t…” he laughs “… but that doesn’t mean that we cannot talk here and then”

Even if he was saying all of that because he was feeling bad for you, it felt good still.

“I will” you say. “Whenever you need me?” he asked.

“Yeah, whenever I need you”

And so you did, you always came to him whenever you felt down, and little by little you looked for him also when you felt happy. 

Ji yong became someone really important in your life. He was there whenever you needed him… you spent all your free time together, talking about all kinds of topics. You wish you could be in the same classes, but unfortunately the only class you shared with him was english, and that only was twice a week, but regardless of that, you two became really close.

And everyone at school started to notice it…


“Y/N, right?” a pretty tall girl asked you in the bathroom, while you were washing your hands. “Yeah” you said confused.

“How are you?” she has a huge smile on her face. “Good” you knew something was wrong when two more girls entered, staring at you, and walking towards you. You started to walk away but the girl stopped you in that instant. “Where are you going? I was talking to you…” her grip got tighter to the point where it started to hurt “… that was really rude”

“I have classes” you said in a whisper.

“Oh! I see…” suddenly she grabs you by your neck pushing you against the nearest wall “… I will be quick then”

“What are you…” you were scared.

“Shut your mouth! Did I say you can talk?!” she and the other girls started to laughed, making you feel really uncomfortable.

“What do you think, does Y/N thinks that she is better than us?” she asked them. “Yeah, she does” one of them answered while the other just smiled.  “I don’t know what are you talking about” you said, and then she hits you right in your nose.

“I wasn’t asking you!” she yelled at your face.

“Please I didn’t do anything…” you started to say, making her madder. “Let’s see if she still think that she is better without her pretty hair”

One of the girls gave her something.

(What?! She can’t be serious) you panic. But she was, she and the scissors in her right hand was.

“Don’t worry its hair…” she says “… it’ll grow up” she made the first cut.

Ji yong was walking down the hallway, listening music like always, when a tiny girl approached him. “Ji yong?” it was a girl from his class. “Yes?” he says.

“I think you should know this…” she told him what this girl was planning to do to you. She heard them talking about it during one of the breaks.

“Are you sure?!” he knew this girl was crazy. Ever since he rejected her back when school started.

The tiny girl nods, and Ji yong ran towards your class, just to find out you weren’t there.

He took out his phone and desperately he started to call you nonstop. After a few minutes of looking for you in the entire school, calling you all the time, he was about to give up when you finally answered.

“What do you want?” you said coldly.  “Where are you?!” from the way you answered he knew it was too late.

“Leave me alone” you were about to hang up.

“NO! WHAT HAPPENED?! WHERE ARE YOU?!” he was really scared.

You didn’t answer. But he still can hear your breath. “Y/N please…”

“At the second floor… in the bathroom” you said, and then you hang up.

Ji yong ran like never in his life, and when he was finally there he didn’t bother or hesitated, he entered. “Y/N!…” the bathroom looks empty, but then he saw all the hair on the floor. He has tears in his eyes for how angry and sad he is.

And then he heard you sobbing “Y/N…” he says your name in a whisper. You were in the last bathroom, with the door close.

“She cut it all” you said.

He took a deep breath before he says something “She will pay for this”

Your sobs were getting louder and louder.

“Please Y/N… open the door” he asked. “No… just leave me” you didn’t want him to look at you like this.

“Y/N I won’t leave… please”

You spent ten more minutes locked up, until you gain the strength to open the door and let him see you. And when you did, he didn’t even look at your hair, he when straight and hugs you. “She will pay for this, I swear Y/N, she won’t get along with this” Ji yong was crying along with you, and then he kisses your forehead. His lips pressed softly against your skin, as his arms wrapped around you, right where your back ends. Making you feel safe.

You started to cry again, but not because you were still sad, but because of how happy you were to have him there with you.

“Lets get out of here” he took off his hoodie, and you put it on, with the cap on, to cover your head. 

You two went to the principal office and they expel her and the other girls. 

Unfortunately that wasn’t going to give you back your hair. 


After school he took you to the hairdresser, a beautiful salon. “Are you crazy?! I can’t pay for this” you said, refusing to enter.

“Don’t worry” he smiles. “What do you mean don’t worry? Are you gonna give me the money?” 

“No”

You rolled your eyes “What are we doing here then?!”

“This is the best salon in Seoul”

“Yeah…” you look at it “… I can tell, and that’s why I can’t afford it”

Then, a woman came out of it, smiling “Hi! You must be Y/N”

“How…”

“Y/N this is my mom” Ji yong smiled too. “Nice to meet you ma'am”

“Come! Let’s fix the mess, honey” 

And she really mean it, and also Ji yong mean it when he said this was the best salon in the city.

You’ve never felt this pretty in your entire life.

“So… how does she looks? Isn’t  she beautiful?” he says to Ji yong after hiding you the whole time during your makeover. 

Ji yong was speechless but after a few more seconds he just said, “She always was”

reasons why Night Watch is my favorite pterry book

It’s a book about revolutions for people who don’t like revolution books.

It’s a book about time travel for people who don’t like time travel books — it’s the only time travel book where the hero doesn’t decide that it’s best to not meddle with the past for the sake of saving the future. Instead, Vimes learns to sacrifice the future.

It positively portrays sex workers — not only were they not tragic or over-sexualized, they were revolutionaries fighting for a cause.

It deals with police brutality and government corruption in a smart, original way.

It doesn’t have any messages about how the plucky underdog will always win if they try hard enough — its message isn’t that clear cut, because real life isn’t that clear cut. It talks about sacrifice and loyalty and power and struggle, and it feels raw and real, and it isn’t nice about it.

I know everyone likes to quote How do they rise up? but the part that makes me cry is when Vimes looks up, knowing he can’t win, and sees that overhead the lilacs were in bloom.

No other Discworld book made me cry.

…and while it did make me cry, it was also completely fucking hilarious, like every other thing pterry has written.

Sir Terry Pratchett, only you could have written this book. Thank you.

anonymous asked:

headcanon: victor tickled yuuri one time and didn't think of it again but ever since yuuri has been trying to get him to do it again because he's such a lee™ and victor is all cute and confused like "yuuri why are you laying like that it's cold cover your belly" and yuuri gets frustrated and snaps something like "just tickle me already goddamn it" and victor is so amused™ he makes yuuri say something like "victor nikiforov i want you to tickle me" and victor wrecks him so good he's crying

IM SCREAMIN VICTOR IS THE WORST AND BEST KIND OF TEASER OKAY

because im trash all im picturing is either off season or no-longer-skating yuuri, so he’s pudgy and cute and him and victor have a lot more free time together now without the sport in the way and training and what not, and yuuri starts becomin more confident in himself and wearing crop tops and tighter fitting clothes and he loves 2 stretch out in front of victor like an damn invitation, either across his lap or on the couch waiting for victor to get hom

and victor will just smile and cover him up w a blanket like “ur gonna get sick please make sure to stay warm” and yuuri just groans and rolls away

and he’ll make sure to reach for things high up right next to victor and just wait and victor will just hum and reach up instead to grab whatever yuuri’s tryin to get and yuuri just throws his hands up and spins around to grip victor’s chin in his hand and he just glares and says “fucking. ur so obtuse victor please just fucking tickle me okay?”

and this slow, evil grin kinda forms on victor’s face and he backs yuuri into the counter and says “what was that?”

and yuuri suddenly loses his confident and he swallows and says meekly “please… t-tickle me…?”

and victor just hums and says “you mean….. please, victor nikiforov, my lovely and wonderful husband, i want you to tickle me?” and yuuri goes SUPER RED LIKE WTF U WANT ME TO SAY THAT ILL DIE

but yuuri manages to choke and stutter it out and victor makes sure to reward him Very Good 8)

So I had a dream about this. Where me and Sans were talking about random stuff and Papyrus comes out of no where to be in the middle of our convo and he looked …like a lumberjack. He kept trying to make the beard stay on his face as it had weak tape. But acted like it was natural. Sans also made the comment Papyrus’s chest hair was glued on. I’m guessing the biceps was padding.

Its hard to draw on the road aagh

anonymous asked:

Hi, I've see your Vergil's headcanons, it's amazing! So I wanna ask you about his attitude to his tiny so. Thanks 💜💜💜💜💜

I might just make this a general being with Vergil thingie, but there is a tiny bit in here that you could read as being a smol s/o haha!

Just dating Vergil things:

Originally posted by incneet

  • I guess from an outsider’s perspective, it might not seem like Vergil cares about you because he is a very, very independent person. If you’re someone who constantly craves affection, I think you might struggle when it comes to being with Vergil. He is someone who thinks more than he feels, but he’s learning about what to do with the feels when it comes to being with you, so please be patient.
  • That being said, when he is affectionate with you, it just means so much more and feels like so much more. Any affectionate gesture, no matter how simple, is kind of intense; in the best possible way! For example, maybe after a decent scare you’re trying to stay strong with your hands clenched tightly together so you won’t give away that you’re shaken. Your boyfriend is incredibly observant even though he seems like he doesn’t care 1200% of the time. He does care and Vergil hates it when you’re scared. So he’ll gently take your hands in his and silently stay with you until he feels that you’re not feeling so vulnerable anymore. It’s not just a simple gesture of affection, not just holding hands, it’s kind of more like a small promise that he’ll be there for you.
  • Dante gives his brother so much shit for being with you. Not that he hates you, its just that the red devil is so happy that his surly brother has found someone. Praise the fucking universe. If you’re 100% human, it just gives Dante that much more ammo. He’ll walk around pretending to be Vergil sometimes with is hair slicked back “I’m Vergil and I hate all humans except the one I’m totally banging one right now~”. Honestly its funny and you can see that Dante loves his brother very much and is happy that Vergil has found you. Although, Vergil sometimes gets really fed up with Dante and will stick some of his summoned daggers in him. Not fatally of course, but he does it out of the blue and it can scare you.
    “Ah! Vergil why did you do that to him?! He was joking—”
    “Hmph. It will take a lot more than that to kill that imbecile. Would you like me to demonstrate?”
    “Vergil, no…”
  • Vergil stares at you. It’s not bad staring, he’s just kind of trying to rationalise how he strongly he feels for you. Like, up until this point he’s never cared about anyone like he’s cared about you. He’ll look at you and pretty much just be a little bit bewildered. Consider this: Vergil is an incredibly powerful being. He can destroy legions on his own if he wanted to. He could crush your skull in his fist on a whim! But some days you’ll smile at him and sweetly ask him to do some menial task like get you your favourite mug from the top shelf because you can’t reach and he will gladly do it without question. He should be the one giving orders, he should have everyone under his thumb, but you just… smile and he’s ready to do anything for you. It’s pathetic.
    Sometimes you catch him looking, “Hm? What is it, Vergil?”
    He’ll just look away and shake his head. “…Nothing, worm.”
  • On that note, really bizarre pet names? Like, okay, they are degrading in most cases, but they’re really weirdly sweet when Vergil uses them with you. They are never said with any kind of malice, although to any outsider it’s probably fairly alarming because your boyfriend is very clearly calling you things like ‘weakling’ or ‘worm’ or constantly announcing that ‘you are the biggest thorn in his side’ and ‘you’re too much trouble’. But its okay. No one ever misses that very brief flash of warmth in his expression when you fire back with, “Mmhm and you love me, so shh.”
  • Best moments with Vergil is if he’s reading something on the couch and you kind of wriggle under his arm to try and take a nap against him. He will absolutely roll his eyes and chide you for bothering him while he’s doing work or whatever, but its not like he won’t slightly adjust how he’s seated so you’re much more comfortable and can actually rest.
  • “I could kill you at any time, little worm.”
    “Hm? Oh, I know. Love you too~”

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listen back 2 u (AM 1:27) is a masterpiece and i am still not over that song okay. it’s obviously a song about not wanting to go back into a relationship you don’t wanna be in but the mood? the lyrics? the singing? everything just is just set so perfectly, when sm said it was a song to bring out their emotional vocals they weren’t lying (for once). 

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Sadnecessary In Summary
  • Stunner: That highschool cliche where the nerd sees a beautiful girl.
  • Flashed Junk Mind: Falling in love with the city, realizing one day you'll look back on these memories and feel nostalgia.
  • Becoming: Clemens wore eyeliner once. Once.
  • Running: A love story where a traveler must leave his drunken spouse, and he wishes to return to her.
  • Indigo: Only someone with a German accent can actually make the 'indigo' drag out like that.
  • Sadnecessary: Sadness is a human emotion. Don't try to fight it.
  • Down By The River: Clemens throws stuff through a window, and now kids are slingshotting Kool Aid dust at him.
  • Sweet Sun: "OMG LOOK MY GIRLFRIEND IS SO GREAT! LETS SING A SONG ABOUT IT!"
  • Fairytale: Romance in its purest form.
  • Stolen Dance: The Stressed Out of Milky Chance songs.
  • Loveland: Made me cry more than the MCR break up.
  • Feathery: Birds give good hugs.