it's like he's trying to make me cry

Why does Paul always get emotional when he does the long and winding road live? Like I swear he actually said ‘he left me standing here’ at one point…

I like being around people who believe
in eternity. Not for long. An hour or so.
They remind me of vacationers
convinced the lake will always be there.
The sun. The little girl
trying to catch a fish with her hands.
Sometimes she does. Later, as a woman,
she gets up and goes to a winter window,
traces a fish in the condensation
and remembers the insistence
of its last breaths, the body
she held away from the larger body
it belonged to, returns
to the man in bed and bites him,
hoping he will call her cruel.
If that seems like a little play
I just dreamed up, what do you make
of the bite mark on my thigh, or the woman
with her back to me now, crying?
I make everything of her. Everything I can
as long as I can. I’m no smarter
than that fish grinding its gills
against the air. That’s all I’m doing
when I kiss her back, her front,
when I live within the gravity
of her bones. But day and night,
that’s what I’m doing.
If there were always the chance
to cherish later, would we now?
—  Bob Hicok, “Busy Bees”

anonymous asked:

cristina is it bad that im kinda dreading tomorrow? like, i have peace with how it is and everyting, its just the memories and pain will prolly come back hard with the emotional mess i am. i still get upset about the whole situation sometimes:(

Don’t do this anon. We need to try to make it a celebration of Jay instead of being upset like you’re making me now thinking about it. Louis is going to knock it out of the park tomorrow and he’s gonna do it for his mum and we will not cry. Say it with me. We will not cry.

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so today, on March 27th, 2017 at 8:03PM, Luke Hemmings of 5 Seconds of Summer followed me back on twitter. its safe to say when i got the notification, my heart stopped for a split second as i stared at the “follows you” next to his name. i legitimately started crying because this boy has been at the center of my heart for so long, and for 4 years i’d been trying to get him to notice me on twitter. and then i absentmindedly tweeted him something so average and dumb (to me), and he found it amusing enough to follow me. i’ve loved this boy for so long, and continue to do so, and today it feels like its finally paid off. plus, i’m the only person he followed today, making me at the top of his following list, and that’s a whole other level of excitement. words can’t describe how thrilled and special i feel tonight. he made my life with a click of a button. my love for him never wavers.

fallen-child  asked:

Dear future me,

Asriel plopped down at his desk, pencil in hand. He could scarcely reach his paper without having to stand on the chair, but he wrote with an unstoppable fury

“Dear Future Me:

Its okay to cry. I know Chara said it makes me look like a baby, but I think crying is very therapootheerapue -”

He yelled down the hall, asking Toriel how to spell the next word he’s trying to write. She laughed, shaking her head as she responded.

“I think crying is very therapeutic. It makes you feel good. And its bad to bottle all your feelings up. That’s what Mom says, anyways. I also want you to remember that no matter how many friends you have, you promised that Chara would be your best friend forever. Don’t forget that. They’re really nice. And, also, when you take the throne like Dad says you’re gonna, you have to remember to be fair to everyone, and help people that need it. That’s what makes a good king, you know.”

He tapped the pencil against his chin, thinking if he wanted to add anything. Hmmm. Maybe. Ah yes! That’s the last thing he needed to add. He scribbled on the bottom of the page and then folded the letter up, rushing back down the hall to Toriel.

“Very good, my son!” She beamed, “And now we’ll put it away so you can read it when you’re older.” She laughed when she saw the bottom of the letter, “What’s this?”

“Oh,” he said, “It’s just a drawing.”

anonymous asked:

If it's alright, may I explain the crytyping meme? It started out because people used cry typing to manipulate and play the victim when they were called out doing terrible shit. They aren't making fun of Actual People who type like that--but abusers who use that method to gain sympathy from their victims.

its still absolute shit and makes people who actually type like that when they’re upset feel terrible so I’m still gonna fucking unfollow anyone who endorses it. They can try and hide it behind that but its still fucking ableist and bonus: my abuser never faked cry typing but he reblogged shit making fun of it despite the fact I often typed like that when I was having an anxiety attack. To me its just another way ableist abusers shit on their victims and if I ever reblogged something like that I wouldn’t even question why the fuck my mentally ill friends hated me.

  • me listening to Jeremy and Chris joking about Natasha being a 'slut': Wow now time to watch tumblr lose its shit over two guys being painfully obviously sarcastic and not at all serious.
  • tumblr: loses its shit because thats what people here do
  • me: looks into the camera like Im on the office

LETS TALK ABOUT LIAM’S CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT! ITS NOT TALKED ABOUT ENOUGH !!!!!!

  • LIAM’S 16TH BIRTHDAY PARTY WHERE NO ONE CAME
  • LIAM NOT HAVING A REAL GROUP OF FRIENDS
  • LIAM TRYING OUT FOR THE XFACTOR IN 2008 BUT BEING SENT HOME
  • LIAM WITH DETERMINATION COMING BACK AGAIN
  • LIAM’S SECOND AUDITION SINGING ‘CRY ME A RIVER’ IS ENOUGH TO MAKE ANYONE CRY
  • LIAM ABSOLUTELY RIPPED APART BEING SENT HOME A SECOND TIME
  • LIAM NOT BEING ABLE TO REALLY FATHOM THAT HE WASN’’T REALLY GOING HOME BUT THIS BAND IS HIS CHANCE AND HE WONT LET SIMON DOWN
  • LIAM NOT LIKING LOUIS ORIGINALLY BC HE WAS LOUD
  • LIAM GETS TO CELEBRATE HIS BIRTHDAY WITH MILLIONS OF PEOPLE WHO LOVE HIM, WHEN HE STARTED CRYING DURING ‘HAPPY BIRTHDAY’
  • FOUR BROTHERS
  • LIAM UNDERAPPRECIATED FOR HIS MICROPHONE FLIPS AND CUTE FANCY FOOTWORK
  • TAKING HIS IN-EARS OUT TO LISTEN TO THE CROWD
  • LIAM AND LOUIS BEING THE CLOSEST NOW AND NOW LIAM IS FUN-CORRUPTED TOO
  • LIAM GETTING ALL HE EVER WANTED WITH THIS SOLO DEAL AND STILL HAVING THE BAND TO COME BACK TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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28TH JULY 79/15 → HAPPY 37TH BIRTHDAY LEE MINWOO
A role model, passionate in music, dance and everything he loves
doing, a cutie pie to lighten up your dark days, gifted with
immense talent, honey-like sweet voice, a caring heart and one
of the most beautiful smiles imaginable. words won't simply
describe how much you mean to me but i deeply wish that after
all the hard work in these past 17 years you'll find the
strenght, passion and happiness to further continue this
meanigful journey - creating more sweet memories together with
family, friends and fans. always stay healthy and the cheerful
little Minbong we love so much. coming across oppa and Shinhwa
will forever be the best decision i've ever made;
a life-changing experience.
'M' - Shinhwa's cool guy - Minwoo...
... I love you ♡

yall idk but i started crying like 4 times today because I was looking at sehun……….like………im getting so emotional idk… like I just thougt about a few little things,,, like his expression seems rather annoyed but you just can see that hes really trying,, especially that one video where yixings like all hyper around him and sehuns like starting to look a little more attentive and trying to control his facial expression to not seem like cold(?) like im crying again i just want him to know that I know hes not bored or annoyed like hes (at least thats what I think) just not that good at showing his emotions (+ his ‘resting bitch face’) and it makes me so sad seeing ppl talk shit about him saying stuff like ‘he doesnt care’ or ‘hes annoyed’ nd like,,, I do that sometimes too with my memes but I still know its just his expression like I said it just makes me sad that people actually think he rlly just doesnt care when u can see (if u try to kind of analyse his actions/body lenguage) especially in videos that he really is trying his best and im so emo atm I love sehun so much hes an angel I hope he knows that

i can’t stop crying over “AM” cause i keep thinking about how Liam said he and Zayn always used to stay up late together and make music and just chill. 

Liam’s verse:
“Feels like this could be forever right now.
Don’t wanna sleep cause we’re dreaming out loud.
Trying to behave but you know that we never learned how.
You and me were raised in the same part of town.
Got these scars on the same ground.
Remember how we used to kick around just wasting time.”