it's like 5 am and i'm doing this

Who knew that you’d be up in here looking like you do
You’re making staying over here impossible
Baby I must say your aura is incredible
If you don’t have to go, don’t

I entirely blame Lambiel’s performance for introducing me to this beautiful cover of Rihanna’s “Don’t Stop the Music”

-Do not repost anywhere!-

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so i was skulking around hanamura in a skirmish, reading the signs and i saw this graffiti on the right alley near the arcade. i was like “____ is watching from the shadows?” i didn’t know what the first two kanji were so i put them into google translate.

turns out those are the kanji for ‘hanzo.’ 

is hanzo a meme in hanamura??? that’s such ominous graffiti, like, bitch im outta here… like, better watch out when hanzo shows up once a year and kills people … he’s like the opposite of santa.

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draw the kids in sweaters to forgeter your regreters

bonus coran (he hand knit it, it took him 4 weeks):

Stop staring at me with them big ol’ eyes

shadow side pfff
  • aries 7th house: just!! let me!! do what i want!!! i'm!!! not!!! mad!!! i'm just trying to keep the peace, hunty!!!
  • taurus 7th house: a highkey foodie who won't stop touching everything and i don't understand why others are navigated by the materials in life
  • gemini 7th house: gossipy, easily bored, and is two people at all times but can't understand why people act fake
  • cancer 7th house: a playground full of mood swings and needs constant reassurance but guys, i'm so boss and got my shit together
  • leo 7th house: always needs attention yet hates it because they're their own person and i'm an outcast but ughhh come back and stroke my eg- haha jk...well i mean unless you want to..haha...plz
  • virgo 7th house: criticizes everyone else because of their own inability to face themselves objectively
  • libra 7th house: gives vague replies to any question because i don't have to explain myself to you because i know who i am...clearly
  • scorpio 7th house: pulls crazy stunts out of spite but i swear i'm such a stable person, ya know?
  • sagittarius 7th house: has this huge will to live and explore but can't focus on one thing long enough to do anything
  • capricorn 7th house: highkey wants to be the most established and respected person of all time but won't stop being temperamental for 5 seconds
  • aquarius 7th house: won't stop talking about how everything they do is original and likes things because 'its different'
  • pisces 7th house: is in their own little world at all times and is always confused when someone calls them out
  • what she says: I'm fine
  • what she means: Do you know why I hate Undertale? Because it's the best game ever made. The graphics look like they were drawn by a four year old with the talents of Pablo Picasso in his prime - which is what I would have said if I liked the graphics, which I do… not. Narratively, this game is a paragon of interactive storytelling; every decision you make weigh on your conscience, because every connection you make with the characters feels organic. That’s why I am giving this game a 5/5... billion. It fucking suc

anonymous asked:

I have anxiety and in the past 5 days I've only slept for about 5 hours in total. Some nights I haven't slept at all. When I do fall asleep, it's like 7am and I only sleep for 1-2 hours. I'm panicking so much and I'm so scared I'll die of sleep deprivation. I don't want to take medication because I've always had a fear of putting unknown chemicals in my body. The more I try to get myself to calm down and rest, the more my mind refuses to allow me to sleep. :(

Darling I am so sorry that it’s been so difficult trying to get the rest you that need. I truly understand how anxiety can destroy your sleep schedule and I have also experienced fear of dying from sleep deprivation. You are definitely not alone. I want you to know you your fears are totally valid, and luckily there is still a lot you can do to try and improve your sleep.

One of the best ways to start is by creating a routine. A routine before bedtime can help calm an active and anxious mind. By repeating your own routine, your body will naturally know when it’s time to get ready for sleep. The length of your routine is always up to you and how much time you need to unwind, but try not to exceed over an hour.

What you do during your routine is also completely up to you and what helps you wind down, but here are some of the most common and my personal favourite ways of relaxing before bed …

Essential Oils: There are tons of different ways to use essential oils such as; in the bath, lightly spraying it on your sheets, giving yourself a gentle massage, etc. Some essential oils that help reduce anxiety and promote a better sleep are; lavender, clary sage oil, vetiver, roman chamomile, jasmine, ylang ylang, bergamot, sandalwood, marjoram, cedarwood.

Exercise:

“According to some studies, regular exercise works as well as medication for some people to reduce symptoms of anxiety and depression, and the effects can be long lasting. One vigorous exercise session can help alleviate symptoms for hours, and a regular schedule may significantly reduce them over time.
Although exercise has a positive effect for most people, some recent studies show that for some, exercise may not have a positive effect on anxiety or depression or may not make a strong impact on long-term mental health.
Like all forms of therapy, the effect can vary: Some people may respond positively, others may find it doesn’t improve their mood much, and some may experience only a modest short-term benefit.”
source

Guided Meditations for Sleep:

Make it Comfy: 

  • Prepare your bed with clean sheets every week.
  • Keep extra layers on your bed so you can shed if needed.
  • Dim or turn off the lights.
  • Close any curtains or blinds.
  • Turn off all electronics at least 45 minutes before bedtime.
  • Consider investing in an extra special pillow.

Listen to Soothing Music: Create a playlist with songs that won’t make you too emotional or hyped up.

Melatonin: Melatonin is a hormone produced by a tiny section of our brain called the pineal gland. Small amounts are also naturally found in veggies, fruits, meats, and grains. Melatonin helps regulate and control our sleep cycles, and can actually be bought as a supplement. In my personal experience this was one of my all-time favourite sleep hacks when my anxiety refused to let me rest, but it’s important that you research and read the label prior to trying it out. I keep a bottle of Melatonin in my room and use it less than once a month now. 

Relaxation Techniques:

Read a Good Book: Try not to pick anything that would cause anxiety or stress. Aim for a happy book that can help you relax. Art books, biographical books, and your favourite children’s books are some other good book options. 

Tea: Chamomile, ginger, turmeric, magnolia bark, lavender, lemonbalm, passionflower, peppermint, and valerian teas all contribute to a better sleep. Here is a great list of brands recommended by others

Writing: Thoughts can easily keep us up at night. Write out all of your frustrations, worries, reminders and thoughts on paper before your bed time. Write down every positive and grateful thought you can as well.

Professional Help: When nothing seems to be helping, it’s time to reach out to a professional such as your doctor. It can be really scary throughout the process, but it can also be one of the best ways to recovery. Being honest about your feelings, including how you feel about medication, is crucial with your doctor. Ask about your options and resources in your area.

I hope at least one of these tips can help you out, angel. It really does feel terrible when you can’t sleep, and you deserve to feel rested and well. 💕💜

#Sweet Elite 30 days Challenge: Neha owes your scholar and decides to design them a formal wear for prom. Draw your scholar in that!

✨ suave motherfucker ✨

anonymous asked:

Sooooo I just found out that apparently Akechi has a food blog and there's a scene in the manga where Futaba starts reading out his posts and he gets all embarrassed about it while Akira tries not to laugh and all I could really think of was just scrolling down the blog and every post is about pancakes from different food joints.

He has been found out.

Effects of Ink in the Mob Boss Au

As promised in @spudinacup’s stream y'all finally get to know what the effects of ink are on both toons AND humans and what makes them a drug. Or more importantly, what kind of drug they are. (I’ve been wanting to make a post about this for a while but now I have a legitimate excuss) (ALSO A WARNING FOR DRUGS LOTS OF DRUG/DEATH MENTIONS (obviously))

Let’s begin!

To Non human users, ink can actually benefit you in many ways! but of course, just like any drug, theres the disadvantages. but if anything the benefits can out-way those disadvantages. To non-humans, or toons, it will act like a steroid. if used for a long period of time it can build muscle and spike your hight if used correctly. its like eating a protein bar: if you take in the protein and do nothing with it, itll just be stored as fat. but if you work your muscles while taking in the protein then it will help them grow. now ink wont be stored as fat but it wont have any positive affect on you other than the high. speaking of which: when taken, for toons, ink sorta acts like lsd or speed (high wise). the syptoms include enhanced focus, tingling sensations, mild hallucinations, enhanced strength, enhanced agility, short temper, and violent tendencies. now the long term effects/disadvantages are the same compared to a human, but it’s very mild for toons and it takes way longer to kill them or cause any sort of detrimental, internal damage.

Now with HUMANS ink sort of acts like mercury in a way. More so in the way that its considered it will benefit someone. Take Emperor Qin Shi Huang for example. He drank mercury and ate jade in hopes that it would make him immortal but it just ended​ up killing him. Now, yes, ink will eventually kill a human, but not after a very long, very painful period of time. Ink is mostly a neurological drug. So while it gives toons a head high, it’s give humans head trauma. The most prominent symptoms would be headaches/migraines, dizziness, drowsiness, nightmare/night terrors, trouble focusing, memory loss, and and in some rare cases hallucinations. (Along with the basic symptoms​ of vomiting and such). If you continue to take it regularly then some users will become delusional and believe that the ink is working in the way you want it to and once you’ve gotten to that stage you might as well just throw in the towel now cuz you might as well be dead already

Now let’s hypothetically say theres an individual who was a half toon half human hybrid. when it comes to Halves they would equally get both of the intensified benefits and the intensified disadvantages of ink. So let’s put it like this: you measure the amount of affect ink will have on an individual through bundles of 4. P stands for the pros that ink gives and C stands for the cons

Toons: PPPC

Humans: PCCC (P only for the false euphoria)

Halves: PPCC

Tldr; for toons ink acts like a steroid and gives a euphoric high while with humans it just rots you from the inside out, making you think it’s doing you good if you take it too much. And if you’re a Halve then you get the effects are sort of intensified for you in both respects.

The Hamilton people as things I have heard my teachers say
  • <p> <b>Hamilton:</b> Well if you write about the drama here you would never run out of things to write<p/><b>Laurens:</b> There is always that one white dude who messes things up<p/><b>Hercules:</b> No you will die and I will get in trouble if I see you. So I shall now look away so please do not die.<p/><b>Lafayette:</b> This once I shall speak English so everyone understands because it's very important<p/><b>Washington:</b> You have to at least pretend to be listening to what I say<p/><b>Eliza:</b> You can't just freak out when you don't get something. Just calm down and we'll try again<p/><b>Angelica:</b> I'm not done talking so why are you talking<p/><b>Peggy:</b> You do realize you are in a classroom and I am in here. Right.<p/><b>Maria:</b> Please just do this one thing. Then you can forget it ever happened.<p/><b>Burr:</b> I have many regrets. But this idea is definitely on the top 5.<p/></p>

Ok tbh when im dissociating I fucking hate those “you’re here you’re real” posts like bitch,, I do not want to be real,. I do not want to be here,, i am damn fine living in fuzz and static thank you very much, now go away and let me stare at this wall for 5 hours bye

Shallura Week

Day 5: lost/found

I prooobably would’ve done more with it (the effects), but I am so done for today I don’t even know what to do anymore OTL

Long live the OTP!! \(* A *)/

skyflyinginaction  asked:

I know you have a lot of things on your mind it takes a while to answer question I'm always grateful for it. the persona 5 game is based off of Gnostic creation like the final boss's name for example. I am so happy your still doing context video despite your throat virus. the tarots I really want to know about are the heirophant,chariot,hermit,justice,strength,moon,star thank you for getting this I'm happy for what you said thank you

Yep, the use of Gnosticism in Persona 5 is really interesting, since it relates a lot of the game’s themes, without actually submitting to a purely Gnostic mindset. As always, the game syncresizes religious ideas for its own meanings, and it works beautifully. 

A whole layer of this was actually lost in translation, with the areas of Mementos, who are only called by their Hebrew names (which are taken from the Qliphoth, the inverse Sephiroth) in the English version. In the Japanese version, they all also have additional Japanese titles, which all amount to “Road of the Stolen [Insert opposite of what the area’s name means in Hebrew here]” , which adds even more to the themes. The areas represent what they do, because the opposite of said vice has been stolen away! 

Here, the whole chart, of what the Areas of Mementos are “translated” as in Japanese:

Path of Qimranut = “Path of stolen thoughts" (Qimranut=“Materialism”)

Path of Aiyatsbus = “Path of stolen harmony” (Aiyatsbus= “Insecurity”)

Path of Chemdah is “Path of stolen temperance” (Chemdah= “Averice”)

Path of Kaitul is “Path of stolen virtue” (Kaitul=“Disgusting, ugly behavior”)

Path of Akzeriyyuth is “Path of stolen compassion” (Akzeriyyuth= “cruelty”)

Path of Adyeshach is “Path of stolen emotion” (Adyeshach= “Callousness”)

Path of Sheriruth is “Path of stolen tolerance” (Sheriruth= “Rejection”)

Path of Iweleth is “Path of stolen self-respect” (Iwelet= “Mental dullness”)


Just thought I could share this little tidbit~!