it's late i understand


“Thank you, Ray”

It’s easy to forget who you really are when you pretend for too long

(…..I wanted to draw crying Zarc probably…)

Imagine Woozi hugging you whilst reassuring you that things will be alright when you start getting overwhelmed.

lmaoo remember when you had no patience and used to message me EVERY week asking for it to be posted until I threatened to block you? lmaoo remember when you thought that telling me you unfollowed me was going to bother me? Good riddance, I don’t want an impatient, rude person like you on my blog, and I feel so sorry for the other blogs you follow lol. Why don’t you try writing the mafia au yourself? Then you’ll see how hard it is to put a story together! Do you think I write for the sole purpose of making people like YOU happy? No, I don’t. So, try writing it yourself, or better still, just get off tumblr. I’ve blocked you, so don’t try coming back. Goodbye ~ I’d love to see where your manners get you in life.

anonymous asked:

"People died and stayed dead. (...) That was something I had to absorb and deal with and come to terms with.” im cry poor shiro

There’s a difference between killing off a fucker like this guy 

And killing off a person that deserves nothing but happiness and everything that’s good in the world, like this guy


I’m afraid I think I’m agender because of: internalized misogyny. All the cool kids are doing it. Tired of the patriarchy. Gender is a social construct anyway. Gender is too much effort for my ND brain. Or a combination of the above.

Mostly likely I think I’m agender because: I’m actually fucking agender

look. u can say i’m being unrealistic or too hopeful or tell me i’m just in denial of the truth when i say macdennis is and could be an explicit thing, but. the facts are these: on the two occasions that mac has come out and accepted himself as a gay man, this has been immediately followed by acknowledgement and acceptance of his feelings for dennis specifically.

mac went from being in the closet to embracing gay stereotypes and fantasising about living with dennis in a matter of hours. mac came out again, and literally one episode later he was having “erotic nightmares” where dennis seduced him, and in the episode after THAT, mac got dennis a present for valentine’s day.

it’s not a coincidence that after accepting his sexuality, mac is more open about his love and attraction for dennis. it’s not a one off thing where dennis is there and happens to be the object of mac’s affections. mac’s love for dennis is consistently highlighted, and as much as i might be another hopeful queer who just wants mac and dennis to be together, that doesn’t change the facts about mac’s character, or the way his feelings for dennis in a romantic and even sexual capacity are made known to us.

I have never felt this way before. I constantly feel the need to cry. I feel immensely overwhelmed by everything. I am never satisfied with what I do and I seem to never do things rightly. I am at a point where I have tried everything, but nothing is helping me get over these feelings. I feel profoundly trapped.

anonymous asked:

Okay okay so a strain could cause a soulmate au where you have 2 names tattooed on your body: one for your soulmate, one for your worst enemy. How would yata react to having both names say "saruhiko Fushimi"?

I imagine Yata being so confused, like say the names don’t show up at the same time and you never know which name appears first, enemy or soulmate, so it’s like you could meet someone whose name is on your body but you have no idea if you want to meet them or avoid them forever (which is why things like internet registries aren’t much help, there are probably a few of them where people put their names in with stuff like ‘looking for [X]’ but it’s gamble because if you do find that person maybe you’ve just invited your worst enemy through the front door and possibly ruined your life). Yata has the name ‘Fushimi Saruhiko’ on his left arm for as long as he can remember and he’s nervous about finding that person, like say the reason his mom is divorced is precisely because the man she thought was supposed to be her soulmate was her worst enemy – which also gives Yata a complex because he was born to his mom and her worst enemy while his siblings belong to her and her soulmate Yata’s stepdad – and it’s made him nervous about ever meeting that person. When he moves back to Shizume in middle school he’s sitting there in class the first day as they all introduce themselves and Yata’s entire body shakes when he hears Fushimi walk up and give his name.

After that Yata’s torn because he really wants to introduce himself to Fushimi but he also doesn’t, not knowing what Fushimi’s supposed to be to him, and also wondering if Fushimi has Yata’s name tattooed on his body somewhere too (he doesn’t, yet – Fushimi has his dad’s name written on one side of his torso and sometimes he stays awake haunted wondering if 'that man’ is really supposed to be his soulmate, and if he’s destined to be under Niki’s thumb forever). Because of his fear Yata ends up not helping Fushimi when he spots Fushimi being robbed by the bullies, the next day Fushimi has a black eye and Yata’s all consumed by guilt because his own fear made him let someone innocent be hurt. That’s when Yata decides fuck it, I won’t be afraid anymore and goes over to introduce himself to Fushimi. Fushimi of course wants nothing to do with Yata and reacts coldly to Yata’s request that they be friends, Yata immediately thinks that this means Fushimi must be his worst enemy. But then he still ends up seeing Fushimi taking revenge on the bullies in the bathroom and Yata’s captivated and before he knows it they’re friends. Of course now Yata can’t resist telling Fushimi, one night at a sleepover at Yata’s place, that he has Fushimi’s name on his arm because they’re soulmates. Fushimi doesn’t seem as happy as Yata thought he would be though, because of course gloomy Fushimi can’t help but wonder if this means Misaki is destined to be his enemy someday. A week later Yata’s name appears on the other side of his torso and Fushimi sits there for hours running his hands over it, silent.

Then Homra happens and one day not long after they’ve joined Yata notices a mark on his other arm and is incredibly confused when he realizes that he now has Fushimi’s name on both arms. Maybe he decides not to tell Fushimi too but this helps make the separation between the two of them grow wider, because Yata’s on edge now trying to tell himself that there must be some mistake, Saruhiko can’t be his worst enemy and his soulmate, and he’s trying so hard to act natural that it’s making things awkward between them. Maybe Yata tries to ask Kusanagi for advice and doesn’t realize that Fushimi’s actually at the top of the steps just out of sight or something and Fushimi hears the whole thing, that his name is on both of Yata’s arms. This makes him think again that maybe Yata really is his worst enemy and that’s why everything hurts so much lately, why his chest aches every time Yata’s gaze turns away from him. When the betrayal happens not only does Fushimi burn his Homra mark but afterward he lifts his shirt and uses a knife to cut through where Yata’s name is on his side, smiling widely but with a trembling voice as he says that it looks like they were worst enemies after all (when they reconcile Fushimi still has trouble with that, being Yata’s worst enemy and soulmate, and Yata tells him that names on skin don’t matter because he decided ages ago that Fushimi was his soulmate and he’s not going to change his mind now).

PSA about my bitch ass

if you have a strong opinion about anything I’ve said regarding Gorillaz, have a different perspective you think is relevant, or simply want to discuss something further please know that I am open and really happy to listen and communicate, especially since the vast majority of fans I’ve seen/met are really smart and critical, which I love and appreciate!!!

I always wonder when everyone decides to tell Max about Eleven. 
I imagine after a few months, they had to. She would always ask about Will, and why Mike was so emotional about a number. The boys had a huge meeting before, they spent nearly 2 hours discussing whether to tell her or not, how to tell her, and Will spent the time drawing some of the scenes for reference. They set aside a whole evening, and bring as many blankets and pillows as possible. At first Max is weirded out and a little uncomfortable by how serious the situation. But after everyone settles down, and snacks are evenly distributed, Mike begins. They all tell the pieces they remember the most. Will talks about the Upside down, Dustin talks about getting chased by Troy, Lucas tells of his mission to spy on the lab, and Mike chokes up everytime he mentions El. When they finish, no words are said, but a few tissues are passed around before they silently roll out sleeping bags and retire. 
Max understands now. 

the moral of the story is that matsuhanas are a terrible influence
Don't Piss Off a Biker - Deanspie - Voltron: Legendary Defender [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
By Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Voltron: Legendary Defender
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Keith/Lance (Voltron)
Characters: Keith (Voltron), Lance (Voltron), Lance’s Family (Voltron)
Additional Tags: Fluff, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, One Shot, written for the vld positivity exchange, klance, Keith/Lance (Voltron) Fluff

Lance makes the mistake of parking his mom’s mini-van in the motorcycle parking and envokes the petty revenge by none other than our dear Keith.

This is based off of a comic by @wolfpainters: Thank you for inspiring me to write again after many years! I wrote this as part of the Voltron Positivity Exchange for @jiji-pyon. I hope you like it!

anonymous asked:

I work at a place that takes appointments, and just out of genuine curiosity, does anyone know why when someone calls in to make one they also let me know they have a gift card? It's been happening a lot lately and I just don't understand that importance of that information since they aren't even in the store yet lol.