it's kinda pathetic but

Smol doodle of my dream eater Hal au. 

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Silly modern AU featuring my wardrobe. 

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“..I’m gonna step outside for a few. I-I just need a cigarette. Would you like anything? Water?”

“I’m–I’ll get water.”

“Aniyah–”

“–No, it’s fine. The nurse should’ve given you more water. It’ll just be two seconds.”

Confession

I don’t think I will ever understand why most non black people feel the BURNING desire to say the N-word, its really pathetic and honestly kinda creepy that they just HAVE to say it to feel cool.
(especially white kids who say it with their white friends when no black people are around, yikes)

I just saw this video about who can say the n word besides black people and a lot of the black people were giving nonblack Hispanic people the pass to say it just because “they struggled too”. Nonblack people literally only need that one ‘okay’ to start saying everywhere. One time this Korean guy in my class said the n word and I told him to stop and he literally said it 4 MORE TIMES before stopping. Karma is a bitch though and this girl who over heard it reported his dumb ass lmao, also a similar situation happened with a white guy before. But anyway. Its really so fucking annoying, its just ONE word that you cannot use and there are so many other word you can use like “friend” “guy” etc.. so stop whining like a damn 5 year old, how disrespectful can you be really??

TL;DR: I don’t care if you have black friends, were raised in the hood, or *insert lame ass excuse here*, IF YOU ARE NOT BLACK YOU CANNOT SAY THE N-WORD.

I don’t think I will ever understand why most non black people feel the BURNING desire to say the N-word, its really pathetic and honestly kinda creepy that they just HAVE to say it to feel cool.
(especially white kids who say it with their white friends when no black people are around, yikes)
I just saw this video about who can say the n word besides black people and a lot of the black people were giving nonblack Hispanic people the pass to say it just because “they struggled too”. Nonblack people literally only need that one ‘okay’ to start saying everywhere. One time this Korean guy in my class said the n word and I told him to stop and he literally said it 4 MORE TIMES before stopping. Karma is a bitch though and this girl who over heard it reported his dumb ass lmao, also a similar situation happened with a white guy before. But anyway. Its really so fucking annoying, its just ONE word that you cannot use and there are so many other word you can use like “friend” “guy” etc.. so stop whining like a damn 5 year old, how disrespectful can you be really??

TL;DR: I don’t care if you have black friends, were raised in the hood, or *insert lame ass excuse here*, IF YOU ARE NOT BLACK YOU CANNOT SAY THE N-WORD.

I honestly dont mind Lesbian Candela or NB Blanche headcanons too much if they were given in due time

Like, quite literally the moment their images were released these headcanons became popularized, and I dont know it just doesn’t seem reasonable to make assumptions based on their appearances? Nobody waited until their personalities or a backstory or a sufficient amount of info was released, everything is based around their appearances alone ( short hair = lesbian and gender-nonconforming = nb )

It really just makes the characters seem kinda cheap. And its just kinda pathetic that people are so desparate for representation that they’ll find some flimsy evidence to stick their headcanons on and continue to worship that character, based on something they arbitrarily assigned themself! Not their personality, not their story, not their person, but a headcanon. Thats just so embarassing.