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Yoonmin Fic Recs Masterlist (only happy endings)

So I have been reading a lot of Yoongi/Jimin because they are giving me all the feelings, here are some of my favourite ones. I will keep updating this. It is short because I just started not too long ago. :)

Note that this is for fun only and I do not actually believe that the real Yoongi and Jimin will be romantically linked in any way. 

All of the fics are complete and on Ao3.

Updated: 28th September 2017

Winter Blues

Yoongi is turned into a cat by a sorceress, and novice witch Jimin finds him and takes him home.
Fluff and feelings ensue.

Me: This fic is fluff. Fluff. Fluff. There is just enough tension. Just enough angst. Just enough everything to make this the perfect warm-feeling fic to end off the night before you sleep.

7 Minutes in Heaven

“It’s a fusion game. The person who spins the bottle gets to ask the person it landed on truth or dare, and if that person doesn’t want to answer or do the dare then they either take a shot or take off an article of clothing,” Jin says like he’s proud of improvising such a fantastic game.

“I’m not playing that,” Yoongi says.

“Hyung, don’t be a party pooper, are you scared we’ll learn your secrets?” Hoseok asks and Namjoon ah’s dramatically.

Yoongi shakes his head and puts his tongue in his cheek before he smiles at their antics, pushing Namjoon over closer to Jin so that he can sit down.

“Please, hyung, it sounds like fun!” Jungkook says. “It’s my birthday.”

Me: Indulgent!Yoongi and shy!Jimin is my favourite thing.

Coffee and Honey

“-Hyung…- Hoseok sighs -You are as intimidating as a pink marshmallow.
-That’s the fucking point! -Yoongi literally bangs his head on the table -He IS a pink marshmallow.”

In which Yoongi has insomnia, cannot for the love of God socialize, and Jimin is the way too cheerful and, oh, so downright gorgeus barista who works in a nocturnal coffe shop.

Me: As an insomniac, this fic feels like a dream come true.

13 Iconic Yoonmin Moments

“Taetae

https://youtu.be/jESuM-NRS9k 23:59
I feel like you might want to watch this, hyung ;) 23:59”

Or, the one where Taehyung sends Yoongi a video that shows the top 13 Iconic Yoonmin Moments, and suddenly Yoongi is way too aware of the way Jimin acts around him.

Me: I really love canon BTS fics and this one is good so much that it is believable. I really really love how the writer made it realistic and well-paced.

Money can’t buy happiness (except when it does)

“So, I know that you’re homeless and that you don’t need my pity, it’s just that I noticed you always write on the edges of your notebook because you probably can’t buy a new one, so I bought you six new notebooks and… wait, are you crying?” AU

Me: This made me sad but made me smile at the same time. As always, all fics all this list end well so get ready for some light angst that ends with fluff.

Please don’t take my Sunshine Away

“As you took the sun away from my life I will do the same. You’ll never feel the sun on your skin again, you will never see the light of day. Only when someone will feel for you love in the purest form, in the brightest way, only then the sun will come back again. But too bad, such love does not exist and it will never find it’s way.”

Min Yoongi is cursed and hasn’t seen the sun in three years. Enter Park Jimin, literal ray of sunshine, and suddenly the sun isn’t so important anymore.

Me: As someone who has days that feel like they never see the sunlight. I think I am also looking for a Jimin who is the embodiment of sunshine.

in your eyes (it’s where i wanna be)

Jimin pauses with his marker inches away from the cup, because — is he really going to do this? Isn’t it a bit old-fashioned to write something flirty on a coffee cup? But no matter what his churning gut says about danger and what the hell are you doing do you want to die, this guy is — with no better way to put it — totally Jimin’s Type with a capital T.

(Or: Jimin accidentally starts a nickname war with the cute blonde who likes his coffee way too bitter.)

Me: This is just so much cute blushing Jimin and tough but secretly soft Yoongi. I love love love this so much.


Updated: 25th June 2017

I only rec fics with happy endings.

Heated Love

“In his daze Jimin barely realizes the seriousness of the situation, but he’s sure of one thing: he’d trust Yoongi with his life. And right now, with his aching body and burning skin, he couldn’t trust anyone else but the alpha to take care of him.”

In which Jimin is going through his first heat and, again, he doesn’t really know what to do.

Me: this is the continuation to the First Love fic further down this list. I am a sucker for protective!Yoongi and needyOmega!Jimin so let’s just leave it at there. I also might have a bit of a Hyung kink but let’s not talk about this anymore.

Movie Night

Movie night with the band usually means a lazy evening watching some dull western flick while eating unhealthy amounts of popcorn, but every now and then, when it’s Jeongguk’s turn to pick, it means gory horror movies that has Jimin burying his face in the crook of his boyfriend’s neck to not scream in terror at every single jumpscare.

And Yoongi? Well, Yoongi finds a new way to distract him.

Me: This is *blush* the filthiest one-shot I have on this list and it hits all the right spots. Featuring the shy Jiminnie and his indulgent Yoongi. 

Barbershop Romance

Jimin’s impromptu visit to a salon called SUGA turns out to be more interesting than he expected. Way more interesting.

(Also known as 27 pages full of tooth-rotting fluff, painfully obvious flirting, and sexual tension.)

Me: This is just so much fluff and tension and Min Yoongi being a secret softie for our Jimin. 

Barbershop Love

Jimin has never taken his best friend’s jokes about his alleged praise kink seriously, because that’s all they are and ever will be. Jokes. They’re stupid jokes that Taehyung makes at his expense to see the shy Jimin turn into a blushing, embarrassed mess of stuttering protests and meek curses. They’re only jokes, and they’re so stupid.

Or at least Jimin has always thought so, but then his hairdresser boyfriend asks him to pose as a model for his winter collection, and Jimin realizes that there might the teeniest, tiniest bit of truth to Taehyung’s persistent teasing.

Me: I am quite the sucker also for a Jimin with a praise kink. Let’s just leave it as that. This is a sorta sequel to the fic above. MissterMaia is a genius, I would recommend reading everything they have written.

Greedy

Yoongi gives Jimin anything he asks for, but Jimin still wants more.

Me: SugarDaddy!Yoongi pampers SugarBaby!Jimin but his baby wants more. So much more. This is just fluff there is so much fluff.

Math Tutor

Min Yoongi is the school’s resident Bad Boy™. He’s covered in tattoos, is pierced, curses like a sailor, smokes like crazy, doesn’t give a shit about anything, possesses a hot temper that has people steering clear of him, and is desperately in love with Park Jimin, the adorable math nerd. When Jimin is tasked with tutoring Yoongi in math, who is in danger of failing the class and being held back a year, both boys are hesitant. Yoongi because he can’t think straight around the boy with startling red hair, and Jimin because Yoongi is scary as hell and looks like he can easily kill someone. Gradually, though, the two grow closer, and Jimin finds that Yoongi is nothing like how he’d imagined.

Me: BadBoy!Yoongi being a softie for our good student Jimin. Hits all the right spots.

Blueberry Muffins

Park Jimin, a meek, quiet assistant at Bangtan News Station, catches the wrath of his long-
time crush, the 7’o clock news anchor, Min Yoongi, when Jimin accidentally switches scripts one night and almost causes an incident on live, national television. Yoongi is furious and makes Jimin cry in a room full of their coworkers, calling him names and telling him how stupid he is. Afterwards, Jimin takes to avoiding Yoongi like the plague, and Yoongi, who at first couldn’t stand Jimin, can’t help but start noticing him everywhere. Soon he finds himself falling for Jimin, which scares him, because Yoongi has never felt this way about a man before. Will it be too late to salvage a relationship with Jimin, or did Yoongi ruin his chance for good?

Me: Some light angst here and there but of course, like all the other fics in this list, there is a happy endings. 

The Devil’s Mistress

Yoongi is Captain of the pirate ship, the Devil’s Mistress, and he and his crew are racing against time to find a famous buried treasure, always one step behind and losing it to another rival ship. To gain the upper hand, Yoongi kidnaps a silver-haired beauty who is rumored to be a creature of great power. He isn’t expecting to fall in love on the way.

Me: I love the bed-sharing trope in fics. So this is perfect.

Side Dishes

Yoongi is Korea’s most famous actor. He’s kissed so many pretty girls that he doesn’t know what love is supposed to feel like anymore.

And then he meets rookie actor Park Jimin.

Me: What? A fic with feelings and plot and also a secondary plot that is good enough to be a fic of its own? 

Magic Appa Love Scone

The one where Park Jimin thinks he mostly has his shit together until he wakes up married in a future universe that tells him otherwise.

AKA the one where fate slaps Park Jimin across the face.

Me: I know that the title sounds weird but wow this gave me far too many feelings. 

Sexy Mochi

Yoongi’s never really understood why it’s a stereotypical thing for alphas to have some obsession with omega’s necks. He’d always thought that was kind of weird and just some macho ‘make your mate submit by biting their throat’ thing until he’s alone in the kitchen with Park Jimin and his damn shirt falls down his damn shoulder.

Me: Omega!Jimin is a tease when he wants to be.

Spring Day

Even when he was a pup, Park Jimin never even dreamed that he would find his soulmate. Thoughts like that were better left to his hopelessly romantic best friend and partner in crime, Kim Taehyung. It’s a one in a million chance, but a twist of fate brings a strange wolf into Jimin’s life and it changes things forever.

Me: Alpha!Yoongi learns to love with our little Omega!Jimin. With a healthy amount of angst to add to the fluff at the end.


Updated: 3rd June 2017

I have returned with some new fics I found over the last few weeks. Enjoy! :D 

Out of My System

Yoongi likes one night stands and he understands how they work. What he doesn’t understand, however, is how he ended up in bed with a probably-not-legal kid crying in his arms about his broken heart, because he’s pretty sure (and correct him if he’s wrong) that a babysitting job was not what he was looking for when he went to the opening of his friend’s new club.

Me: How do I say this, there are fics that start with one night stands and none of them went on as beautifully as this one. It is a natural progression, almost like a real relationship, I am like the way Yoongi is portrayed here. Conflicted but ultimately a softie at heart.

where the heart is

She hadn’t been ready to be a mother and Yoongi hadn’t been ready to be a father, but where she had turned tail and run, Yoongi had vowed never to do the same.

Me: I wasn’t expecting this single father Yoongi story to pull me in as much as it did. There is sufficient twists in this to keep it interesting and also a climax at the end which is nice. A soft, mostly fluffy story of how a Yoongi believes in love again. 

tear the moon from the stars tonight

“Remember what I told you. You are mine now and I take care of my things.”

Joseon Era AU: Jimin, a low born, catches the attention of nobleboy Min Yoongi.

Me: I wasn’t sure what to expect of this Joseon AU fic but it was pretty good, with enough character progression. Read it for something different.

Paper Chase

Jimin thought that joining a fraternity would be all parties and fun. He hadn’t anticipated falling for his cute roommate, Yoongi.

Me: If you are looking for some light fluff and PWP, this is the fic to go for. It is a hard R so beware.


Updated: 29th May 2017

when you’re in love all the lines get blurred

Jimin isn’t sure what possessed him to lie to his mother and tell her that he had a boyfriend, but now that he’s opened the position, he has no choice but to fill it. Yoongi is, apparently, his only option.

Me: I just love love love love the whole fake boyfriend idea no matter which fandom I am into at the moment. I really enjoyed this one there is some angst but also so must fluff.

The 100-Day Love Challenge 

For a variety show challenge, Jimin must tell Yoongi every day for 100 days that he loves him.

Me: There is nothing for me to explain. Nothing. If you are having a bad day and need fluff this is it.

Conflicting Arrangement

“Absolutely not,” Yoongi deadpanned. “Namjoon-ah. I value you as a friend, and I think I’d even go as far as to say that you’re my best friend, but absolutely fucking not.”

“You owe me,” Namjoon pleaded. “Come on, Yoongi, it’s not a big deal.”

“Your boyfriend’s best friend’s best friend needs a fake boyfriend to come out to his family this Chuseok, all the way in fucking Busan.” Yoongi repeated drily without pause, making Namjoon wince. He flipped a page of his textbook, picking up his highlighter. “Not a big deal, Namjoon. Amazing.”

Me: This is a really really long fic but god do I love it. It is worth it. Slow but the character development is really really well done. It is also yet another pretend boyfriend fics (I just love them)

First Love

Jimin is being courted for the first time. He doesn’t really know what to do.

Me: This fic is in the OmegaVerse, if you are not into it please do not enter. I repeat, DO NOT ENTER. However if you are, this fic is just too precious not to share I want to drown in the fluffiness of it all.

Do You Like Your Drafts Rough?

As a romance novelist, one would think Min Yoongi would have his own romantic life sorted out a little more than he actually did. Because instead of being in a happy, nauseating relationship, Yoongi was juggling both a one-sided crush and some punk who lived downstairs.

Me: This is an AU where Yoongi is a writer and Jin is a librarian. I highly recommend the entire series.

we pass in front of a flower shop (and i catch the scent of roses)

Jimin’s a florist who sings to the flowers and crushes hard on the mint-haired man who just came in to buy a cactus.

Me: Just picture Jiminnie singing to flowers and watering them because i am dying at the thought of it and this fic is exactly what it is. PLEASE READ for a fluffy time.

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I have no idea what I was doing the entire evening, but it was worth it, I guess.

anonymous asked:

a1 bendymouse...bls...i need some bendymouse but im way too scared to admit to anyone it's smthn i ship ??? let alone me being in the fandom, how do u do it u brave soul

LISTEN….listen dude….i know this ship might be a little weird since it’s basically the world’s most famous toon and his videogame demon doppelganger but it’s not hurting anybody and it’s just harmless fun at it makes you happy

so if anyone tries to make you feel bad for it they can go take a hike. Also don’t feel bad; more people ship it than you think. And you’re always welcome here, if that helps any

Female characters with shy fem s/o

// Thank you so much bab! I love your blog and I know you are away so you cant read these now. You really made my day! I am so sorry it took so long my Wifi is crappy. In return have a cute mercy gif! Gosh I am so down for some cute antisocial gay lady. Its relatable for me since I am antisocial person myself..

@astarlow

Originally posted by mskneesocks



Widowmaker:

💋 Honestly she doesnt mind. After her well.. change Amelie doesnt talk much to others too, obviously because of her lack of emotion. Another cause its due to cold temper everyone is scared of her.

💋 She doesnt mind your fear of human beings relationships and why would she? Amelie has your attention only for herself.

💋 Sometimes she gossip about other people with you about how stupid and puny they are.

💋 ,,Hey chérie dont worry I dont want to talk to others too. I only need you.“

💋 But when you started to keep your mouth shut when you both are out with other talon agents she is a bit worried. She knows whats up. You are the ,,secretive” type of a person.

💋  If your antisocial level gets you to that point when you are scared of people it makes her even more worried. Of course you dont know that she is worried she keeps it for herself,

💋 Welcome to your therapy where traumatized woman without emotions tries to help a small ball of anxiety meet other people.

💋 She tries really hard to help you. REALLY HARD.

💋 You feel nervous? No worries. Amelie gives you her cold hands so you can calm down.

💋 If someone treats you shitty when you try to comunicate she gives them a death glare. You will have to ensure her you are alright because she is ready to give them that BOOM HEADSHOT

  💋 Deep inside Widowmaker knows you can do it she cheers for you tho you might have not notice it due to her resting face. Like come on! You could enamor a deadly widowmaker! Thats a big thing to do and you are scared to talk to normal people? Well she is rather confused.

💋 She doesnt want to pressure you by the amount of comunication so she simply takes you to your apartament when you drink cofee in comfy sofa talking how great you did today. Widow is really a chill lover.


Mercy: 

🕊 Angela notices your antisocial behaviour immediately. She has a sixth sense to people. All thanks to her load of empathy!

🕊 She will try to get others in base to know they need to be gentle when they talk to you.Trust me Overwatch agents talk to you the sweetest they can and if someone makes you cry later Angela will kindly kick their ass and give them lecture ,,How would you feel huh?.”

🕊 Everytime you both go out in public and you get anxious about yourself Mercy will take your hand and hold it gently. She gives you her bright smile that says ,, Its going to be okay dont worry my love”.

🕊 Honestly she is supportive to you. You went to order food obly by yourself? ,,Good job y/n!” You talked to mailman? ,,You are doing great my beloved!”

🕊 Encourages you to talk to others often. She isnt harsh. Angela just wants you to take your time and cherish your future friendships.

🕊 If someone makes you feel bad she will try to cam you by combining your hair, make you tea whatever type is your favorite and kiss you in the forehead. Later on she will witch haunt that dude who made you sad.

🕊 As i said she is really determinated to make you feel comfortable around others. She even buys stickers a star ones. You know why? Everytime you make a step likely a conversation you get one.  

🕊  🌟YOU GET A SHOWER OF GLOWING STARS 🌟

🕊 In conversations Angela compliments you a lot. ,, Oh y/n is such a great artist she draw me once it was so realistic I thought its a photo” ( again you can insert whatever skill you have here! )

🕊  But if you want to be alone with her ( yeah not very alone if together ) she will cuddle with you and shower you not with stars but kisses.


D.va:

🐰 Hana noticed your strange behaviour when she streamed. You immediately ran away out of room. It was kinda weird. She just wanted to introduce you to her fans.

🐰 She has a mission now. Make you more open to others although she feels important when you talk only to her but  Hana wont hesitate until you earn yourself a new friend.

🐰 Really determinated. D.va will take any oppurtiny to give you social connection with others but dont worry a thing she wont let you go alone!

🐰 Complimates you in conversation with others , says how great your skills are and over all how lovely person you are. ,, Yeah y/n is such a badass when she fought these talon agents I am telling you” ( considering you are another overwatch agents but its okay if you are not lets just say you are  )

🐰 Now when she streams she explains to her followers why you act like that. Later you receive ton of cute letters from D.va’s fans! They gently encourage you to be more open.

🐰   ,, Listen y/n I know some people are pure shitheads but please give others a chance I am sure they will like you!“

,, But what if they hurt me?”

,, Nah thats not your problem. They will have my mecha on their face".

🐰 After your training ( yeah thats how you guys name it now). You both go out and buy some milkshakes or if you like boba tea. Whatever you prefer. Sushi? Fries? Burgers?  Heck yeah you deserve those. You did great today.

🐰 She will continue your journey so you can meet some cool people. Tho she is lowkey worried you will fell in love with someone and you will leave her. Just kiss her on cheek and she will calm down.


h-werch  asked:

Honestly I just wanted to say thank you for sharing about your health stuff. I've been sick for a few years with severe histamine intolerance which causes angiodema and it's slew of symptoms and like just thanks, it makes me feel less alone knowing there are adults out there with weird chronic illnessy things.

I have that toooooo, you are so not alone *solidarity high five*. 

High histamine foods will also cause joint and muscle pain in me, as well as migraines and vomiting, so when people try to be like “you should eat X food to help with Y pain, it’s good for joints!” I’m left starting at it and sighing because of course it’s a high histamine food which causes my problem, of course it is.

So no, you are definitely not alone <3

anonymous asked:

I'm 17 years old just like the twins and I relate to them on such an immensely high level. I'm also a deep person and my friends have always joked around with me and picked on me in a way because I see everything on a deep level. It's so amazing to see these two 17 year old boys be the same way yet still have so many fans because it makes it clear to me that I'm not alone or weird for being analytical at such a young age. This video just made me love them even more!

Exactly! !! They are just being themselves and you are just being yourself! Videos like these are ,to me personally, especially rare because these days people don’t open up as much, and it’s harder for you to relate to other people’s feelings or problems.
So to have someone my age, discuss all these issues really gets me thinking and it gives me so much hope for the future

Guys this Fake Happy music video is just…everything I needed and more? When this album came out I was at a really weird point in my life where a lot was falling apart and was unsure and just overall not pleasant and it really hit home. Fake Happy esp. resonates with me though because I oftentimes have to pretend like I’m this put-together and happy person that everyone perceives me to be when really I’m falling apart on the inside and battling a lot of shit. Just super thankful for music and its ability to make us feel like we aren’t alone and that our struggles aren’t just ours to hold.

contestshipping is fun because may is the only one who gets bothered when it’s insinuated she and drew like each other (like…like like ya know. like that)

especially when harley is around.

“WHAT A BEAUTIFUL RED ROSE!! IS IT FROM THIS YOUNG MAN HERE??”

“SOMETHING ROMANTIC IS GOING ON HERE”

may’s reaction a.k.a. plEASE STOP, YOU’RE EMBARASSING ME

drew’s reaction a.k.a. uh…yeah? so? what is even going on and who are you.

and again like

“IT’S DANGEROUS~~~ two kids alone like this”

may’s doing the standard ‘ITS NOT WHAT YOU THINK!!!!’ where drew is just standing there like 'i’m working my magic and you decide to pop up NOW. you make fun of our moments but you never let me make it good i dont UNDERSTAND this’

the only time drew gets embarrassed isn’t because he likes may, it’s because he has a weird self-consciousness about his rose fixation? like out of things to get embarrassed about. i swear. that’s the easiest target. but nah, being 10 years old and having some real feelings for a girl that you cant hide worth shit is fair game and doesn’t bother you. you have fully accepted your feelings. ok.

(at least may is normal.)

anonymous asked:

Happy birthday to absolute favorite person in the whole wide world. every time i see you posted, it puts a smile on my face, and how lovely and kind you are to any and all the people who come to you for your help or just to talk to you is honestly a beautiful and wonderful thing to witness. its weird how welcome you make me feel in a site where i often feel alone and i wish all the worlds happiness onto you because no one deserves it more than you. keep being you. love you to the moon and back<3

okay wow this made me cry thank you so so so much!!!!!

me: i don’t need to be in a relationship!! im doing fine on my own!! being alone isn’t so bad!! im just gonna work on doing my thing and hopefully somebody falls into my life!!

me two seconds later: what if i tripped someone and they fell into me that’s basically falling into my life right..i hate being alone

| Jealousy | Josh Washington x Reader ~Until Dawn

Josh x Reader. The reader is friend with Josh but she is secretly in love with him. During a party at Washington’s house, she is jealous. Josh and Sam are a little too close for her. She drinks for think about something else. Mike flirting with her. Drunk, she kiss him. Josh see them. He joined her at upstairs and blame her for his conduct with Mike. She understands that it is jealous. After a dispute, he confesses his feelings and things get hot. (sorry for the mistakes, I’m French)

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Broken Heart Syndrome - Dean Ambrose Imagine

Imagine you and Dean are good friends, but you like him more than that. Unfortunately, Dean wants to remain friends. Nothing more. This upsets you greatly, and ends with you going to the hospital. You are diagnosed with the condition known as “broken heart syndrome.” Because of this, Dean comes to visit you in the hospital but you don’t want to see him.

Again, long summary, but ehhh.. who cares. :P

Side note: Just in case you were wondering, “broken heart syndrome” is very real. It basically happens when a person experiences a deep traumatic event in their lives whether it be a death in their family, or even a bad breakup. Any sort of emotional trauma can be severe enough to cause strain to the heart which can result in this condition. Its scary, but still interesting at the same time. But anyway, if you’re still curious to learn more, definitely look it up online. :)

I just hope I don’t cause any of you to have this condition after reading this. If so, please call a doctor or something. Seriously.   ._.

But anyway, on with the story…

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The New Teen Titans: The Terror of Trigon
New Teen Titans
(1984-1996) #3

“You know he’d be alive if you were still his partner, but you left the Batman – Left him with some young snot-nosed punk still wet behind the ears. Jason Todd was useless – but you could have saved him”

Now, this will probably surprise no one, but considering how much I love the Bat Family and how I’ve said this is my favorite arc of the NTT era, I kind of obsess over Dick’s nightmares here and the connection it has to him, his relationship with Bruce, and his suppressed feelings toward Jason.

Now, we’ll come around later in the Rambles to Dick confronting Bruce over the situation with him and Jason in Teen Titans Spotlight and in Batman #416 (though that’ll probably be much later – I’ve been tossing the idea back and forth on doing a whole retrospective on the Jim Starlin era Jason Todd), but basically in the Titans books the most we’ve seen is that Jason’s moving into the Manor and processing adoption have done a number on Dick’s self confidence and psyche.

One would think that this was more or less resolved when he relinquished his mantle as Robin and became a hero himself, that would have seemed to have been the case going by the sequences in the Titans we’ve seen thus far, but that gets thrown out the window when this nightmare takes control.

Remember, Dick and the other Titans are literally being tortured by living through the worst their “evil halves” can think to do to themselves. This is literally all the ugliness, insecurity, and spite of Dick’s soul turned inside out of itself to manipulate him into giving in.

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when i write a post that’s negative and people start reblogging it because they find it “relatable” it’s just kind of strange. like i guess its nice to know i’m helping them feel less alone. but it’s also kind of weird to know that so many people are reading about a personal insecurity of mine lol. also i know they’re not really seeing it as me talking about my problems and more seeing it as me acting as a voice for their own thoughts on themselves. but that almost makes it weirder in a way? i’m being consistently separated from my own emotions. people are taking those words and applying it to themselves. i’m not sure how i feel about that? it’s different than sharing a funny message or an optimistic encouragement. i want people to feel joy. i want to spread that feeling. but my vulnerabilities? i’m not sure. in the end i have no one to blame but myself for putting them out there but. it’s just kind of strange, you know? that’s all i can say. it’s strange.

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I have feelings about this. He’s so passionate and sincere about what he does, and he truly cares. Not “I’ve said the words ‘I care’ 100 times, therefore that means I care.” Usually you can tell if someone means what they say if they can express it in many different ways, verbally and non-verbally. Saying the words ‘I care’ can let you go a distance, sure, but showing the words ‘I care’ through your actions will keep you there and beyond. Want a great example of that? Watch his panel. He didn’t say the words once, but he didn’t need to. 

Yes, other things exist that make me smile and laugh (I’m only 95% robot), but what sets him apart to me is the fact that he acknowledges that we do the same for him. It’s, again, this genuinely reciprocal relationship we have that makes every time I smile or laugh more meaningful because it feels like we’re in it together and like I’m watching a friend, who I care a lot about, do something they love. It’s hard to explain.

So Sean, you are doing amazing things, and I’m so proud. Please keep being you, and that alone will make me smile :) 

(maybe not laugh because it’d be weird and probably rude if I just laughed at nothing but your existence…)

anonymous asked:

I feel the same way you do. There's a very inclusive group of TH fans, and that's awesome, but a lot of their conversations don't feel like I should be reading them. They don't make me uncomfortable, it's just kind of private for such a big fandom. I feel the same way you do, where scrolling through my dash isn't as fun anymore. Just letting you know you aren't alone in the weird/awkward Tumblr feeling.

I love that friendships form and I’m all for that. Truly. That being said, this new group feels very inclusive and I see post after post after post tagged with the same people and then the fandom feels not so universal. i think that’s why tumblr doesn’t feel so all encompassing and welcoming anymore. Does that make sense?

It’s very difficult to get involved with a conversation if you’re not invited, right? I’m not alone in feeling that way? I feel intrusive if I try…  and not all together welcome. That’s what I liked about tumblr before, that it was free for everyone to talk.

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(not a submisson) i rly hate the term homosexual? it sounds so.. clinical and wrong.. i'm a lesbian tho so many ppl are like 'oh you're homosexual?' and i just.. it makes me cringe and i always get the urge to cry when hearing it.. is that weird? like should i just tell people that i don't like that term?

You’re not alone! There’s a lot of people who don’t feel comfortable with that word because of its history of being used to pathologize gayness.

Idk if this kinda humor is your style, but my friend deflects that with ‘no, no, please, homosexual is my father, I’m gay’ (But if they don’t know the 'mr x is my father, I’m y’ thing, they probably wouldn’t get it soo)

You could also just be like 'I prefer gay’ or 'I prefer lesbian’ but with a smile so they don’t make a huuuge deal over it and make you explain it to them.

Good luck!
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i never had depression but i have watched my best friend go threw it . she was so broken i know this may sounds weird but i could feel that she was broken i mean physically feel it. and it hurt me more to see this once joyful soul crumble i hated it. depression is much more the just being sad its like it was affecting her body no one should have to go threw it alone. even though she better i can still see in her eyes that she not her self . And every night i make her promise that she will be alright and i make sure she know i’m with her and anything can happen if you pray and stay positive even in the times you cant