- me half the time: I havent even gone through that much trauma! lmao !!! trauma who? dont know her! i am completely fine! i just get sad sometimes!
- me the other half: i feel so worthless and dead inside how does it feel to be stable? i dont know what its been like to feel ok in years, who was i kidding?
random but always relevant: you know how a lot of people go on about how viktor speaking russian in bed with yuuri would make him blush and be such a kink (which yes, same, and very important lol), but what about yuuri speaking japanese, either if it just slips out or if viktor asks him to, i just can't at yuuri whining 'kimochii' ('that feels good') or 'hayaku!' ('faster!') etc, as viktor tries not to come just from hearing yuuri's whimpering voice *eyes emoji*