So when I get angry I start crying and it makes me look weak and I hate it. What can I do?
Good news! Crying makes people incredibly uncomfortable, especially if you refuse to apologize for it or feel embarrassed about it. You may, with time, be able to get a lock on your impulse to cry when you’re angry. In the meantime, focus on aggressively crying at people. You’ll put the fear of God into their souls, and you’ll get your way.