I really wanted to try doing a more realistic portrait again so I used my beloved DnD character, Marf the Monk.
TONS of new experimenting in one drawing! Especially coloring, brush use, and lighting. I’m really hype because I finally got the “colorizing a black and white painting” to work out and while the grayscale may have taken ~10 hours to shade, it only took about one hour to color! I’m definitely going to practice this method some more because I’d love to be able to offer examples of this style for commissions.
I hate that you’ve made me into someone who has to ask herself about what could be wrong with her, about what it is that needs to be fixed. I’ve confessed it to you before, told you all about feeling like too much of me needs to be contained or shielded from other people, all because it’s not something that people want to find in a person. And now I’m comparing myself to girls I know only on the surface level, wondering if these are girls who might say things or do things for you that I can’t, who might make you feel things that I never have. A huge part of me wants to know what you like just so that I can be that for you instead. because the truth is, I don’t want to mess this up.
Beggin' For Thread (Bucky Barnes x Reader) Request! ❤
A/N: To the lovely anon that requested this brilliant idea!! I loved writing this because boxers in general are super comfy and look hell sexy, too. Especially on Bucky Barnes! :D Hope you guys like it!! ENJOY! - Delilah ❤
Beggin’ For Thread: Reader steals some of Bucky’s boxers during laundry day. But when he goes to her for comfort from a thunderstorm he gets a surprise.
Would you believe me if I said I drew this first out of all the prompts in the challenge? LOLOLOL I wanted to post them in order but I realized the fatesona child thing was also a prompt so… oh well. 😂😂😂
hope is more than just a four letter word of optimism and positivity hope will give you a reason to keep trying when you feel like giving up it’ll remind you that on days when it’s grey the sun can shine again it’ll fill up your heart on days where it feels emptiest it’ll keep you alive and there is always always always hope
the worst thing about this hellsite and this fandom is when someone types an text post about their opinions / feelings someone will dig really deep to find something that’s “problematic” about it and acts like what that person said is somehow bad or the worst thing ever. as just an example: i said jokingly i wished taylor would sell m&g’s. it was just me thinking it’s my dream to meet her & i wouldn’t mind paying for it because i feel like else it won’t ever happen. but then someone comes and talks about the trial and why she isn’t doing m&g’s and i should respect her safety and privacy and acts like i’m satan. i’m just like damn.. and it turns into drama. and it that makes me feel bad as a person but it also makes me mad because i know i didn’t mean it that way and in no way i’m claiming such stuff in my post. and i see that happening all over here. i just feel like some of you always wanna comment on people’s post and always assume the worst of people (and concluding things that aren’t even stated IN a post). like this isn’t even the worst thing that ever happened to me but some blogs rlly are getting attacked
some blogs here live for creating drama or love to show others how much “better” they are. sometimes it’s really not fun to be on here and it makes me sad. i’m here to have fun with people who also love taylor and i love blogging and editing but some of you are so harsh and mean, like e.a. calling people names or attacking someone with a 1000-words essay. i can’t imagine typing some of the things out i read on here. if you’d spend that much time on your actual school essays that would be actually impressive. i do feel like most of the people aren’t this way in real life but the anonomity of tumblr brings out the worst in some.
if you have a different opinion or you feel a certain way you can make your own post on your own blog and people who’ll agree with you will show you that, without attacking other users on their posts. it’s really about people who delibaretly go after people. but again: some people really love drama and stirring things up. i know you can’t totally erase hate within a fandom lol and i know we all have freedom of speech etc but this is just sad and it isn’t hard to be a nice, decent person. this post is really long sorry for that