You know what the saddest thing is, that even though it’s been 2 years, even though you’ve been with her for over a year, I still miss you. There’s still those nights when I want to text you, when I want to tell you something, when I want you to still care. Those are the nights I still rethink everything and wonder if I fucked up somehow- if our lives would’ve been different. But I can’t change anything, I can’t go back in time. And we’ll never have the future I imagine. I can pretend I’m over you, that I don’t care, but I’ll always hold onto you.
My best friends are Gwyn and Typper (she doesn’t use tumblr much) and Shin! We’ve all been friends for seven years. Gwyn and Typper both live in America and I’ve met (and stayed with) these two in real life (WE HAD PRETTY GOOD ADVENTURES IN WALMART AT 1AM). We all started as RP pals when we were all teenagers and we’ve grown up together over the years stronger than ever!
Tfw your best friends are across an ocean tho (its ok we talk almost every day consistently, all game together, draw together, LIVE AND DIE TOGETHER BOIS) as all three are in America and I live in England.
Seven years is such a huge chunk of my life. To me, they are and will always be irreplaceable!
if you’re a college student i honestly cannot stress enough how much u should look at thriftbooks.com for your textbooks before buying them from the college bookstore, or even amazon rentals. today bought just some of my (many, many) textbooks for the fall and i spent $40 as opposed to the $240+ that would have been charged me otherwise. they also have free shipping if your order’s over $10!! i love thriftbooks.com!!!
Omg what do u use for your curly hair it looks so nice i also have curly hair but ive been straightening it for so long bc //: i feel like it looks weird on me
honestly my hair still isn’t as curly as how it used to be (it used to be at about 3b-3c) cus I did the same thing, I constantly straightened it cus I was insecure about it and thought it looked bad on me :(
since its not as curly as it used to be I currently use flexi rods to give it more curl and make it look how it used to. ive been thinking about doing the whole “big chop” thing to start over and take even better care of it
compared to like my junior year in high school my hair definitely has gotten better tho. out of all the products ive used i think these have worked the most and ive personally liked the most as well:
Baba De Caracol (Snail Slime) Intensive Hair Treatment (bought in puerto rico for like $3.00-4.00 but you can find it on ebay or amazon as well)
Almond + Shea Butter Moisturizing Shampoo & Conditioner (can get it at target, walmart,walgreens for about $2.00-3.00 each)
Renpure Coconut Milk Nourishing Conditioner (got at marshalls for $6.99 but can also be found at amazon,ulta, target, & walgreens too)
*Also buying different essential oils like argan, rosehip,tea tree,etc. will help a lot too!! ^^*
Aha, for that ghost!sex anon, I've just got images of Clarke laying on the bed afterwards, completely sated, and fuck off levels of exhausted, rolling over and basically panting at Lexa to ask her how she knew to tug at her nipples just before she came, and Lexa's all like opps, and then Clarke like, the fuck? Have you been watching me get off all these years?
I’ll just let this unravel on its own tonight lay it on me (question tho do you think they find a way for Lexa to become a little more corporeal also she definitely sneaked a peek)
one of my brothers best friends is in the marines. he joined up right after graduating high school so its been a few years. he was home visiting everyone over christmas and he was hanging out with my family and telling us his plans after he gets out. and… he said something that shocked me. it wasnt something i didnt know and it wasnt a surprise but. hearing it said to me was something i think i needed to be reminded of. because so often here in fandom we play with fictional soldiers, and people involved in wars and conflicts and we forget that there are real people, soldiers and civilians, that have to live this everyday.
“I think i grew up to fast. I’m 20 years old and a squad leader. Im in charge of three people and if they get hurt or killed thats on me. Its my fault. And if we ever have to go into combat I’m the one making the decisions that will kill people.”
funny tho when i first discovered that i was nonbinary i was about 16? and i was afraid that “real trans people” wouldnt accept me cause they’d see me as a “transtrender”
BUT ive never gotten any flack from binary(?) trans people theyve always accepted me. its always been anti-sjws, terfs and transmedicalists who abused me and told me my gender wasnt valid to “protect real trans people”
anyway i just love my fellow trans & nonbinary ppl thank yall for helping me discover and accept myself over the years when i was just a wee lil one trying to learn about sexuality and gender