it's been a lot to change

marley-v  asked:

does the updated dreaded hairstyles means the old ones (from the old blog) no longer work or have they been improved?

the old ones will still work if you have them but the updated ones are like a tiny bit improved. It’s mostly the same but i made some changes to the tags and stuff. Recolours of the orignal will still work on the new ones so its really up to you which ones you keep. 

It’s different with some of my other updated hairs that were older that had a lot of mesh improvements made where i would say you need to download the new ones. With the dreads they aren’t that old so there wasn’t anything wrong i needed to fix. 

Fandom ramblings

Lately, but particularly after yesterday, I’ve been thinking a lot about the role I/we play in the fandom, especially with regards to posts I sometimes make/reblog criticizing behavior by Larries. I often wonder things along the lines of why I am spreading this, is it accomplishing anything, should I just be extra about Harry and move on with my life, etc. Realistically, I don’t actually think my post calling out misogyny in Larrie posts or whatever else is going to change the mind, even remotely, of any Larrie blog with a huge follower count that has its heels dug in deep. 

So then I’ve been concerned that maybe I’m just writing these posts so that people who already agree with me will reblog them and we’ll all feel validated in some way. Which isn’t necessarily a bad thing. But I worry that maybe it deters/scares away people who are on the fence/recently stopping believing in Larry because they think we’re this amorphous notion of an “anti” that has been painted as terrible. Which, I don’t even really consider myself an “anti” although I think that’s how I’m probably viewed at this point. I don’t have any set view on what I think Larry’s history is/was, because at the end of the day, we really don’t know anything for sure and I’m not going to pretend otherwise. 

But I don’t consider myself an anti because I mean, I started more or less as a Larry blog and I don’t think it’s inherently bad to have believed they were together at some point, maybe even until pretty recently. And I think a lotttt of us have struggled because it feels like many antis are hostile due to once believing in Larry, and many Larries are hostile because #defection. So we’ve been building our own place and gaining support from others, but it can still feel weird leaving such a large community like larries. 

I always felt fine with supporting larry when I entered the fandom because it felt fun and harmless–I was just supporting (without pretending to know for sure) the idea of two boys in love. And there are some pretty darn convincing reasons to believe that. But then as 2016 wore on, the people I followed got more and more hostile, misogynistic, critical, etc. And then I saw people being really really terrible to people who I followed and really liked/respected who spoke about changing their minds (y’all who dealt with that and remain so kind/open to others are the tru mvps 😘), and it suddenly just stopped feeling….fun. It felt mean. And I felt really uncomfortable at the notion that if you change your mind, you should be silent and not talk about why (especially since the people speaking out that I knew were all women, and it felt like another attempt at silencing them). I had most feet out the door but was still intrigued when the news of Jay’s passing broke. And for me, that made me realize it wasn’t harmless, not in the least. Jay was harassed, criticized, etc, all over social media because of larries. I think Louis’ approach to social media with his son is shaped in large part by larries. Even if Larries are right and it’s not his kid, I realized I was unwilling to take the risk of being wrong on that and causing harm to a family that was already hurting so much. 

So that’s left me here, making weird long pointless posts like this. I started this all with the intent, I think, of saying that I’ve realized particularly the past few days that having posts by people coming from this mindset criticizing larries is important because it feels, in a way, like a perhaps more accurate “source of news.” Like popular larrie blogs have shaped this narrative that Louis is a horrible, terrible dad. And if you’re in the mindset of larries/following only larrie blogs, it’s easy to get disenchanted and buy into that. So even though that anon was a troll yesterday, it was important to me to show that if you look at things from another way, it’s clear he really isn’t a terrible dad. And it’s insulting to him to say he is. That video showed us how much he loves his son and beams at him. And we have to let him be a human and make life choices without jumping to critical conclusions. I guess that’s why I feel like those posts are worthwhile– for people who are on the fence, recently changing their minds, aren’t sure, etc. There are other ways of looking at things. 

And the behavior by many Larries is, truly, terrible. I know we all could just be Extra about our faves and move on, but to me, I’d rather see the fandom become a better and more positive space. I don’t want the misogyny and negativity and disillusion towards Louis as a father that is pervasive in many larrie blogs to become the norm. I think speaking out and saying “this is not normal, this is not okay” is important in this fandom and especially right now, in real life. I know this may be “just a fandom,” but I also know that posts I read on tumblr have and continue to really shape how I view the world. Especially because there are so many young people in this particular fandom, it scares me to think that they’ll read posts about violence against women, objectification, etc, and view that as “normal” and consistent with allegedly espousing a feminist viewpoint. It’s not. 

All of this to say, if you are a fence-sitter or uncertain or have questions or whatever, I hope this helps you understand why I post some things you may perceive as hostile, and know that they’re not meant to deter you from talking to me (or many other wonderful people). I’m happy to chat about things and talk through things or just be nice to you if others are being nasty. I do post critical things, but it’s because I think it’s important to attack the norms being generated, and not some of you as individuals. 

Why is blood red?

There is a scientific answer, but it is a cold one.
Cold like ice. Hard like steel. Unfeeling.
It reflects nothing of the blood itself.

Blood, which is —
Warm, like fire. Fluid, like water.
Red, like anger. Passion. Fury. Love.

Emotion.

Yes, that is why.
It is the emotion of the body,
the language of the soul,
the tears of the flesh, of the heart.
For when you strike it cruelly enough,
it weeps, it cries, it burns.

A burn that screams:
‘YOU ARE ALIVE,’
and demands you stay that way.
—  in us, there is liquid fire | m.a.w
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its been about a year since my last follow forever,,, time passes by so fast jfc lol. since then, i’ve met lots of hella nice people and as well almost hit my goal of 10k followers which is fuckin unbelievable (for me) lmao. thank you to all my followers, mutuals, people i’ve talked to… you guys are all gr8 and have made my time on this website fun :’D 

I hope everyone has a great holiday, and that 2017 will treat them well>:^)

bold: fav/graphic goals / italics: cool ass mutuals

@8ay @0ikawa @a-sakuras @ackermanss @ah-luna @aizawashoutta @akiteru @aliasanonyme @barahitoya @bohkutos @bokouto @chuckenchuckens @cldstrifes @daburupurei @dazaiosamu @dazushi @dazzai @de-k-u @edisyaoi @envy-and-pride @evngelion @fairytailwitch @fencer-x@feyres @fujiiwara @genosus @genoza @grifith @hanamaki @iacediai @ichimatsus @joanabeatz @kadrena @kahgeyamas @kamuisyato @kanekin @kawarou @kirei-na-jinsei @kirschtein @kisukke @kiuroo @kurorolucilfer @makyun @mamurasm @maylovely @megamichoro @mikotoray @mizukihs @natsvme @nickiforov @nicolasis @nikifohov @nikiforovic @nikiforv @nikifurov @nozakis @nozumu @odazais @ohreigen @plisetski @plisetskis @plisetsukih @preciousghouls @reigenns @ryokho @sajou-rihito @sakamotoz @sakusa-chan @sassaki-s @sawtsuki @setsunae @shgieo @shinyeahs @shirayukii @shinyeahs @shotous @shouty-y @shreya-chan @somasyukihira @submachineguns @tachibana–chan @taehhv @taitetsu @terushimaas @thirsty4anime @tiashe @tobeiru @tobioskageyama @toovru @toqioblues @tovsei @tsukiyma @tsukis @tsukiayma @uchihasasuke @urushenna @viknikifolov @viktorfuckingkissedyuuri @xatsushis @yushiyuki @yuuris @yuus @yuuyaas @zakuras @ze-n-agachika

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Hi! Micah here! It’s my first time doing this so I’m not really sure what to say but since this is a holiday ff, I guess I’ll start by greeting y’all. HAPPY HOLIDAYS, EVERYONE! ♡〜٩( ˃́▿˂̀ )۶〜♡

And I’d also like to thank everyone for staying with my stupid blog. I’m sorry if it has become such a mess. I didn’t mean to get into all of my fandoms/ships, I swear. It just happened. But seriously, thank you for following my super lame blog, sending me sweet messages, tagging me in stuffs, liking my crappy edits, and just being nice to me. You guys are the best *hugs and kisses you all*. I’m also sorry if I ever fail to answer messages/get back to requests. I know I suck but please don’t hate me!

Thanks again for sticking with me and may the next year be good to us all! ♥

Here are some of the super cool people I follow. If you aren’t following them yet, please do since all of them are recommended 10/10 blogs! They always make my dash beautiful! 

Bold: mutuals (really lovely people)

Italic: friends/favorite blogs (precious beyond words)

A-N

@a-sakuras @ackermanss @aeselyn @aizawashoutta @akutagawah @akutagawaryuunosuke @aparrish @bertholdts @bokouto @centxm @choidasa @dazaiosamu @ekubou @erwonmyheart @evngelion @flamefly @fujiiwara @genosus @genoza @grifith @hiwazumi @ichimatsus @kahgeyamas @kanerdki @keigoo @keikoku @keitsukishima @kenmacchis @kenmasan @kishibesrohans @kiuroo @kkenma @kofee @kourai @kurooa @kurorolucilfer @madeki @mamurasm @mihkoriz @miyeuki @mmomota @monstrux @nanzse @nehkomas @nikifohov @nikiforovic @nikiforv @nickiforov @nikiphorov

O-Z

@ohreigen @oikahwatooru @oikawastooru @peachyerwin @plisetski @plisetskis @plisetsking @plisetsukih @reizakis @sakamotoz @sakusa-chan @sassaki-s @seethelights @seihanndas @serviceace @shinyeahs @shirayukii @shizumar @shouyeo @shotous @somasyukihira @spaxe @sukerokus @tachibana–chan @tanakaryuu @tatarakun @taehhv @terushimaas @tobeiru @tobioskageyama @tobjo @toqioblues @tovbio @tovsei @tsukis @vikutoru @vikuuri @vixuuri @xoxomyseriesxoxo @yoosvngs @yushiyuki @yuuyaas @zakuras

+BLOGROLL

And if anyone wants to know, the characters from the lame graphic is from the bl manga Canis by Zakk. :D

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hs yearbook awards anonymous asked: rick and morty + most changed

Imagine Woozi doing aegyo to make you smile when you’re feeling a little down.

BONUS: Although it was cute, the actual reason as to why you ended up smiling wasn’t because of Woozi’s aegyo but because you saw how hard he’s trying to make you happy.

i’m not lying when i say this tweet changed my life and its been on my mind a lot lately… not even in a romantical sense per say although thats a correct reading too just like, nobody can hurt me cuz i know myself 

Its really pissing me off that I’m not seeing a lot about Aleppo in social media today. Like i know its just social media but.. when a massacre happens in a western country, everyone is changing their statuses and icons and saying “PRAY FOR _____” and holding vigils and crying for days. Yet i have never seen anything for Syria. They have been going through far worse than any western country in these past few years. All these celebs only care about western countries and they’re the ones with the biggest social media platform who can actually spread things. When it comes to places like Syria everyone ignores it. When it comes to places like Syria its “all lives matter” and not “pray for syria” specifically. If all lives matter then fuckin say something or do something. It takes YEARS of constant attacks in these countries and a photo of a young boy covered in blood and ruins for y'all to say anything. Why is this not the #1 thing being talked about in the world. Why is no one doing anything. Why does no one want to stand up against a mass genocide. There are thousands of people over there right now crying out for help but the world is collectively ignoring them and letting it happen. 

Planets in astrology and what they represent

Sun: 

  • your ego
  • your nature
  • not changing part of yourself
  • the dynamic expression of your will
  • what’s obvious about you for others
  • your actions

Moon:

  • what you see in yourself (not always)
  • your emotional nature
  • your (immediate) reactions
  • unconscious behavior patterns you developed
  • what satisfies you emotionally
  • how you treat/nurture others
  • usually only comes out when you’re in your comfort zone
  • how you feel
  • shows relationship with mother and women in general
  • why you feel the way you feel

Mercury:

  • communication
  • thoughts
  • way you analyze and understand
  • transportation
  • learning
  • what kind of learning and communication you prefer
  • “day-to-day” cleverness

Venus:

  • love
  • joy
  • beauty
  • harmony
  • represents female
  • how you express affection
  • what you feel attracted to
  • what you attract
  • the way you spend your money

Mars:

  • represents male
  • conflict, aggression/forcefulness
  • outright war
  • sex drive
  • physical energy
  • vitality, energy level, style of action
  • represents human will-initiative

Jupiter:

  • good luck, success
  • generosity/charity
  • optimism
  • knowledge, higher learning & breadth of vision
  • frankness/honesty
  • good-will
  • confidence
  • search for meaning and truth
  • represents law & justice, philosphy, religion & metaphysics, education
  • urge of self-improvement
  • ethical, religious, philosophical standars

Saturn:

  • limitation/boundaries
  • safety
  • practicality
  • reality
  • seriousness, structures
  • ambition
  • career & authority, hierarchy, conforming social structures
  • concerns sense of duty/responsibility, discipline
  • indicates the area in life in which you probably feel shame
  • shows areas where you have to learn specific lesson

Uranus:

  • unconscious urge to be aware of inner individuality (sun)
  • flashes of insight
  • revolution, change
  • shock, disruptions
  • forces sudden changes when necessary
  • encompasses technology, electronic devices

Neptune:

  • dissolves life’s patterns to teach new meanings
  • things that are different from their appearance
  • the illusive, unreal/unreality
  • receptivity 
  • imagination, cloudiness
  • confusion, delusion, illusion
  • associated with acting/movies, compassion
  • represents intangible (and makes it real)

Pluto: 

  • unconscious urge to live out your role in society’s evolution
  • sexuality (act itself)
  • obesssive desires
  • transformation
  • power
  • ingredients of great wealth (investments, banking, etc.)
  • drastic changes in civilization can be linked to Pluto since it’s the slowest planet and a whole generation is affected by it
  • recklessness
  • mental obsession, compulsion
  • emotional resistance
  • overall transcendence
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Some sketches i did of Taehyung and Jungkook✨

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Hey y’all! Have you guys heard of the app Dexter? It’s a really useful Pokémon app (with a lot of features) i’ve been using for a while! The creator adds new features and improves the app from time to time, and he also listens to its users!

This app is free to download, and i think it deserves a lot more downloads! It’s only available on iOS though :[

By the way, you can change the color of this app, that’s why its purple~

I think it’s important to note and interesting that I can’t recall it being mentioned in discussions on Wufei that his colony, L5-A0205, was going to be the colony they dropped in the original Operation Meteor.

Let that sink in.

It was Wufei’s home they were going to drop on Earth.

I think this a wildly huge factor in understanding Wufei and his motivations/actions. So let’s get all up in this shit.

(also just an fyi, all of what I say is based off of the english dub at this time, since I’m finding it hard to find subs that don’t feel like they’re dub script subs.)

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I have such a serious and debilitating guilt complex, I am literally paralyzed to this day by mistakes that I made 5-10 years ago.

vine

When Vine is shutting down in the near future, Markiplier’s short video experiments are going to be taken with it. Out of the ones that should be saved for posterity, this one in particular should be given the chance to live on.

I could’ve picked any of the extremely weird or awkwardly hilarious ones he made and reposted that one instead, but I felt that this one is important for several reasons, the biggest one being that it has been a very effective confidence boost for those in and outside the fandom, and its spread helped quite a lot of people through some emotional turmoil. Now, with Vine on the cusp of kicking the bucket, any past embed of this vine will likely be broken before long, putting a potential stop to the existence and circulation of this spark of hope.

It may not have been something truly life-changing, but a 6-second video that has proven to make a difference in several people’s lives is worthy of being archived and spread outside Vine once it’s gone.

little psychotic things

-ripping up your skin trying to get the bugs out

-heartbreaking hallucinations

-my best friend is staring at me smiling and they wont talk to me or move PLEASE MOVE PLEASE SAY SOMETHING OH GOD

-somethings behind me help

-constantly feeling like you’re being chased

-I Have Started Laughing And I Can’t Seem To Stop

-you thought you just had a lot of imaginary friends but they turn out to be advanced visual and auditory hallucinations

-when theyre tellin you to kill your friends and your just damn man im trying o take a nap chill

-resist the urge to rip out the strangers hair. its made of worms but you must resist

-thinking you did the thing you were supposed to do but actually youve been sitting motionless for a long time and you are now too exhausted to actually do the thing

-why does everyone have really big shoulders?

-sir your eye is changing color please look away

-Everyone Is Staring At Me I Must Run

-hearing the same god damn song all day but no ones playing it its just an auditory hallucination

-Panic™

-all these damn movies relying on the psycho killer trope ://

-GET OUTTA MY FOOD GOD DAMN SPIDERS FUCK

-There’s bark in my hair. My hair is full of bark

-being sexualized by the media???? what

-that one person you saw the other day had monster feet but shh its a secret

-this paper is breathing the trees not dead

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Happy birthday to one of my best friends, Sarah! ♥

Observation: Since the US election this blog has been getting a lot more attention; notes, followers, comments, messages, etc.

Its not just the Kellie Leitch/Trump/Moving to Canada posts, just everything in general. I’m sort of used to most of my posts getting shared a few dozen times between Canadians and fizzling out, ignored by most other people on this site. That appears to be changing. I’m getting multiple posts getting hundreds or thousands of notes, which usually is a rarity. A lot of posts are being shared more widely, and I’m noticing Americans paying more attention to Canadian issues.

Its good to see. Some days I just get frustrated running this blog, seeing what I believe are important issues ignored by most of this website. I hope this continues.