it's always summer in the songs

If people will be named after colors, I’ll call you purple. The kind of purple that melts in the sky when the sun is about to set and take a rest for awhile. The type of purple that makes my heart jumps a little and lits up the excitement in my eyes.

If people will be named after flowers, you’ll be my rose, no matter how painful your thorns. I’ll embrace you with my arms open wide and cage you in a warm tight hug. Even if it makes me bleed red that’ll surely tear my heart apart.

If people will be named after seasons, I’ll choose Summer among all of those four. You’ll be the sun that kisses my skin, and made my day goes lighter along the way. You’ll make me love the ocean more, and dance to groovy songs. You are the season which will never get tired of warming my heart when Winter tried to cool it with its cold breeze and snowy hands.

If people will be named after places, I’ll call you home. Not Paris, nor New York. You are the place that will always make my heart aches when I’m away—because I’ll surely miss you the moment we took our separate ways. You are the shelter that protects my heart, the one I will always run to no matter what I’m feeling. Happy, angry, sad, jolly, grateful or in love. Because you always understand and know the real me. You’ve seen me— on my ups and downs, and still accepts me— for who I am. I’ll name you after a place that doesn’t have a fancy name, yet will always be the one that will tell me that it’s okay to feel. That it’s okay to be me.

You will always remain in my heart no matter where I go.

And because people have identities, and so are things.

But you and your name will always be my favorite.

—  ma.c.a // Maybe I should Call You Mine

as you can see he posted a very long message about what “love yourself” means to him back in 2015.

during bbmas he said those words also from his solo song lyrics “reflection” and maybe it could be a reference to “love yourself” by jb as well they love that song and THE DANCER IN THAT MV IS THE AS THE ONE WHO MADE THE CHOREO OF DOPE,FIRE & NOT TODAY (keone madrid)

During bbmas they met “the chainsmokers” they tweeted and said “see you this summer” why ? collabs ? 🙈

Where do you think they’re gonna meet this summer ??

I thought about VMAs which its on 27th August 2017.

Look at the date he posted that long message on fcf IT WAS ON 08/27 Which is AUGUST 27TH

Why he said “ARMYs always REMEMBER …???

(this is just my theory you can think whatever you want! credits to me)

On a summer morning
I sat down
on a hillside
to think about God -

a worthy pastime.
Near me, I saw
a single cricket;
it was moving the grains of the hillside

this way and that way.
How great was its energy,
how humble its effort.
Let us hope

it will always be like this,
each of us going on
in our inexplicable ways
building the universe.
—  Mary Oliver, “Song of the Builders”
  • brendon urie: allow me to exaggerate a memory or two, where summers lasted longer than, longer than we do
  • brendon urie: break involuntary ties, a secret so the spies could never find us out
  • brendon urie: fate will play us out with a song of pure romance
  • brendon urie: i'm not complaining that it's raining, i'm just saying that i like it a lot, more than you'd think if the sun would come out and sing with me
  • brendon urie: there's never air to breathe, there's never in-betweens, these nightmares always hang on past the dreams
  • brendon urie: there's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for
  • brendon urie: in love i've always been a mercenary but i never leave my post when the cash runs out. i want to make you quiver, make your backbone shiver
  • brendon urie: i'll take my chances with the devil tonight but i'm running out of time, if this is wrong i don't want to be right, let the fantasy die
  • brendon urie: you remind me of a few of my famous friends, well that all depends on what you qualify as friends
  • brendon urie: there's no residue of a torturer inside of your eyes
  • y'all: omg brendon is suuuuuuch a bad lyricist "im not as think as you drunk i am" lmaooo he SUX!!!!xD xD
10 reasons to stan ToppDogg like only a trash can would do.

1- Instagram

Can you name a better feeling then going to sleep peacefully, after a good stalking session? Probably not, right? And surely the best way to stalk our favorite k-pop group and our bias, having an Instagram account is the key. Close-ups of their flawless face, heart felt captions and pictures of our bias everyday life are all reunited in one single application which is: Instagram. But, what happens when our idols don’t have Instagram? That’s right, we cry. But, no more “crying myself to sleep” with ToppDogg since THEY ALL HAVE AN INSTAGRAM ACCOUNT. How cool is that?

A-tom: @8eomatom
Yano: @yfyanoseo
P-Goon: @pppppgoon
Xero: @xerozh
Hansol: @paradise930615
Nakta: @Kinda_syc
Hojoon: @thehjjxxn
B-Joo: @bbangjooo
Sangdo: @ssddrr
(He’s not in ToppDogg anymore but make sure to follow him too) Kidoh: @kidohgangdol

2- Jawlines sharper than a saber

I don’t think you are ready for this sight. The first picture is mainly the reason why I started loving Xero like there’s no tomorrow, how can a jawline this sharp exist?

Do I need to say anything more? 

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3- More for your money

You might have realized it with the Instagram accounts but I’ll say it again. ToppDogg has a total of 9 MEMBERS. Which means… 9 reason why your life is a mess. 9 reasons why you are going to hell. 9 reasons why you’ll go to sleep at 4 in the morning instead of 10 pm. Here’s some picture/ gif of some of those members.


I have that photocard lol I’m so happy (Nakta)

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4- The vocal line is no joke

This performance of Hojoon signing Justin Bieber’s “love yourself” is the reason why I decided to do this post. His voice is like honey gently spread on a toast: Heavenly. I’ll like it here. There’s also some clips of the members, the cuteness of this video is off the roof send help.

5- They are messier then my bedroom

Seriously I could link any compilations of “ToppDogg funny moments” but one that made me laugh ‘till I cried. Here’s the link. I’m telling you it’s the funniest thing on earth mark my words. But if you put 9 best friends with girl’s clothes in a room, a mess is guaranteed.  

6- Diversity of genre in their songs

ToppDogg’s firstly a hip-hop group. But when they came out with their song “Cigarette” they left all ToppKlass shook. They went from “If I came across them in a dark alley, I fucking run” style to “I can’t wait for you to meet my parents”. Only true kings can do that. With their latest album first street, they surprised ToppKlass again with a more accessible style that anyone can enjoy. This album is perfect for studying and for summer with its refreshing vibe. Give it a shot! My all time favorite songs will always be “The Beat” when I party and “Rainy day” when I’m feeling a bit more relaxed during gloomy weather. Link to the album here.

7- Breaking gender roles

Hansol surprised us all with a cover of P!nk’s “slut like you”. Sexy dance moves, lipstick and pretty boys/girls, all we need for a gender breaking cover. Hansol really did something great with this. Props to him! Here it is.

8- A-Tom’s hairstyle are total goals

He is so pretty, so is his hair. Doubting me? Look at all this hair goals and come back to me. 

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How pretty can he get? CALM DOWN

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He has a better hairstyle then me wtf.

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Let me live boy

9- Reality shows

The best way to gain supporters, viewers and fans is by giving them what they want: TOPPDOGG BEING EXTRA. Reality shows are the best for this. They are not big enough to go on shows like weekly idol and such but they did a lot of “mini-reality shows” that can easily be found on YouTube. What I like the most about all those reality shows is the way they express idols true colors and the true friendship behind the group. It’s heart-warming to see them being themselves with their friends. You can also find A-Tom on Produce 101 season 2! Let’s vote for him and give him all the love he deserves. Here’s a gif of slutty A-Tom just for you.

Originally posted by fyhjjxxn

10- Hard working beans

Despite the lack of recognition, they always put ToppKlass first and provide us with quality albums filled with their love for their fans. They never stop giving their 110% in every comeback and I truly hope to see them again in the future with great songs, like they always do. ToppDogg Hwaiting! BUY THEIR ALBUMS YOU FOOLS. 

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Roman Holiday

This is short and sweet but I hope you like it anyway :)


“Shaaaaawn cooome oooon I wanna go to the ruins” I whined whilst tugging his hand and pulling him towards the entrance.

“Babe chill they’ve been there for thousands of years we don’t have to sprint up the mountain” he replied with a chuckle and a kiss on my head. Clearly noticing that I wasn’t going to give up on my relentless begging, Shawn took my hand and we started to make our way towards the first temple.

We were currently in Agrigento, Sicily for a quick escape from everyday life. Shawn had a few days break in his tour schedule and I had a break from school so we decided to get away so we could spend as many moments uninterrupted as possible. As a small island, Sicily seemed like a good place to retreat and my love of archaeology drew us to the Ancient Greek ruins that still stood in Agrigento.

As we reached the first temple, one which was dedicated to the goddess Hera and where marriages frequently took place we stood back to admire the grandeur in front of us. The temple had been destroyed by the Byzantines whilst they ruled as it was deemed a pagan symbol but the majority of the temple still stood.

“Would you like to know something interesting?” I asked Shawn as we stood admiring the ruin. Not giving him the chance to respond I carried on. “the saying tie the knot comes from the ceremony that would take place here where the groom would tie a gold belt around his bride”

“That is interesting” he replied, once again placing a kiss on my forehead. “I love all the random knowledge that floats around your brain”

We were silent for quite some time then before Shawn spoke again. “Y/n, one day, we’re going to come back here and I’m going to propose to you right here on this spot”

“Why this exact spot?”

“Because in this moment, with no interruptions and all this history and your beautiful, random brain, I’ve never loved you more” he confessed causing my breath to catch in my throat slightly. Not quite knowing how to respond to something as honest and heartfelt as that I said the only thing that came close.

“I love you” I whispered as I stood on my tiptoes to give him a lingering kiss.

“Do you have faith that I mean every word of that?” He asked, sounding almost scared.

“I have faith in it as I have faith in relations between people” I responded causing Shawn to laugh at the movie reference.

“You can’t quote Roman Holiday when we’re in Sicily” he giggled.

“Well when Audrey Hepburn makes a film called Sicilian Holiday I’ll quote that one but until then you can stop being the movie quote police” I retorted whilst sending him a smile. We stood for a moment longer simply smiling at each other and it was perfect in its simplicity. Then, we intertwined our fingers and continued our walk on to the next temple: the temple dedicated to Hercules.

“Would you like to know another fact?” I asked as we walked.

“Don’t I always, babe?”


I’m half Sicilian and I’m here over the summer visiting family so that’s what inspired me to write this. That plus my love of archaeology and Roman Holiday (the Audrey Hepburn film and the Halsey song)

I know this is short but I really really hope you like it as much as I do and feedback is ALWAYS welcome :)

How 1D Saved Me From Myself

I got into 1D in May 2015 (ah, things were so much simpler then, weren’t they?) after a long night of watching @freddieismyqueen videos, which made me fall head first into Larry, which then led me to Strong, which then led me to listening to their whole library and buying a bunch of the songs in quick succession. At the time, I was a grad student living in NYC, and it was my “guilty pleasure.” I didn’t know anyone else who liked 1D, let alone believed in Larry, so no way was I going to admit to being infatuated with a boyband, not at my age. (I later found out my best friend secretly loved 1D, too, and convinced her of Larry’s realness in less than 10 minutes, but anyway.)

I have a seizure disorder, and one of its main triggers is heat, so summers are always rough for me. Well, the summer of 2015 was particularly bad. I was having seizures nearly every day, sometimes multiple times a day. That meant that I spent a lot of time holed up in my closet-sized apartment by myself. And honestly, dealing with my seizures in general is always more mentally taxing than physically. I’m used to dealing with the physical ramifications; this has been part of my life since I was 2. But having sometimes 8-10 seizures in a single week when I’d fought for my life (literally) to get to where I was was draining the life out of me. I have a long history of anxiety and depression, and my depression kicked into high gear that summer from the stress, pain, and frustration of what I was facing.

And then, I found 1D. One thing you should know about me is that when I find a band or artist that I love, I have a very strong tendency to latch onto them and listen to them over and over (and over) again and nothing else for weeks on end. Before long, the boys who started out as my guilty pleasure became the voices laying next to me telling me everything was going to be okay. They were the ones who covered the sounds of me crying so I didn’t have to worry my sister. They were there when no one else was, either because I didn’t tell anyone or because everyone else was too busy to stop and listen. These boys listened. And they always had the words I needed to hear. 

I’d always thought 1D was just another silly boyband, but once I gave them a chance, and I really listened to their lyrics, I realized that they weren’t the prototypical teen pop idols I had written them off as being. They knew pain. They made it clear through their words that just because they lived an extraordinary life, that didn’t mean they didn’t feel the same things the rest of us do. Fool’s Gold helped me find the strength get out of an abusive relationship. Girl Almighty helped me rebuild my self-esteem before and afterwards. And Strong…Strong made me believe that I would survive that summer when I didn’t know how I’d make it another day, another hour, another minute. 

I’ll never get to see the boys in concert, either solo or when the band reunites, because my seizures are also triggered by strobe lights, and while that breaks my heart, I feel so lucky to have found them at all. They were a life raft when I was convinced I was drowning. I don’t know how I’d have made it through that summer without them.

I would give anything to tell them thank you, but this will do for now. 

anonymous asked:

Everyone saying this band is always shady, and although I do agree, I can already point out how this will all roll out. Harry will focus on Dunkirk so I dont expect a solo album until that promo season is over. So Liam's album will come out. 1st song will drop when Cheryl finally gives birth. Niall's album will come out during Summer. Harry's album will come out on the Q4, so maybe Oct/Nov. And 1D will drop an album Oct/Nov of 2018. The only thing I dont know it's when Louis' album will drop.

this actually sums up my thoughts pretty well too regarding how they’ll spread out the solo stuff anon (particularly the liam and harry stuff). i don’t actually have any concrete thoughts on the next 1d album but some point in 2018 makes sense to me too.

also if you end up being right about all of these predictions please feel free to come back and gloat.

poetrusicbycharlie  asked:

the gang goes on a roadtrip and it's very paper towns esque. marvin and whizzer fall asleep in the backseat together and are always each others driver/passenger buddy, making conversation to keep the driver awake. they eat snacks all day and tell fun life stories. they all get an hour on the aux at a time to share their own songs that remind them of home, high school, and what it feels like to be in love. (pls add to this i love this hc so much)

This has to be the summer after graduation, the group’s last hoorah before Marvin goes off to whatever Ivy League college gave him the most money, Charlotte settles in at that nice little university about a hundred miles away with the good pre-med program, and Trina starts classes at the local college pursuing a career in vocal education. Over the entire school year, they talk about this wonderful trip they’re going to take, and they save up for it all year, and at the beginning of summer, they borrow Charlotte’s granddad’s RV. 

After throwing around a few ideas on where the hell they’re going to go, Trina proposes a trip down the entirety of Route 66, or at least the farthest they can go before they have to turn around and go back. That sounds like a wonderful idea, says Marvin, and the rest agree, and the route is drawn, but Mendel is not allowed to drive.

Along the way, everything that could happen happens. The RV breaks down on the highway somewhere in rural Illinois and Whizzer and Trina change the tire in the middle of the night while everyone else sleeps under the stars. They take pictures with the “World’s Largest” everything, pretty much. They stop at more family-owned diners than Cordelia ever wishes to see again. Marvin gets a cold in Kansas, prompting everyone to shun him until he got better. They visit a drive-in theater in Missouri and sit on the roof of the RV and huddle with their closest friends and just thank their lucky stars for a wonderful life. And, of course, lots of souvenirs for their college dorms once they get back. Whizzer now has an entirely new drawer full of Polaroids specifically from this trip, some of which he has given to Marvin and Charlotte so they’ll “actually miss us when you leave,” some which hang below the pride flag above Cordelia’s bed, some in a small scrapbook for Mendel, and others in a little book for Trina. 

The last day of the trip, when they finally cruise back into town, everyone is tired and half-dead and they all hate each other. But dear God, they’d do it all again in a heartbeat. 

sunlitshowers  asked:


i know u guys don’t know any of the songs so i’ll explain everything i mention under the cut!!!

Song I wish was longer: Luke’s Good Kid Reprise (listen i know it’s part of The Last Day of Summer but like. It should get to exist in its own right). but if we’re talking full songs, probably Strong. 
Song I wish was shorter: The Last Day of Summer (except Luke’s part)
The one song I always skip: um there’s no soundtrack yet but i could probably go without Drive. or The Oracle. 
Song I sing the best: Good Kid is the only one I’ve tried but i sound p good i guess. I’ve also sung the only 3 words of Son of Poseidon that i know and they are right in my range god bless
Song I still don’t know all the words to: fucking….all of them. i want to know the words to my grand plan tho
Song that honestly deserves an award or five: my grand plan
Song that’s terrible but I still love: Lost! (it’s not bad at all it’s just a little cheesy haha. honestly one of my favorite songs) 
Song that’s really good but I hate: i loved them all! 
Song I think could change the world: good kid
Song I wish I’d written: the tree on the hill 

Also shoutout to other songs that were great but i didn’t mention: DOA, The Campfire Song, and Another Terrible Day! 

send me a musical!

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On a summer morning
I sat down
on a hillside
to think about God -

a worthy pastime.
Near me, I saw
a single cricket;
it was moving the grains of the hillside

this way and that way.
How great was its energy,
how humble its effort.
Let us hope

it will always be like this,
each of us going on
in our inexplicable ways
building the universe.
— Mary Oliver, “Song of the Builders”

Let’s clear something up while refuting the common defense arguments of current Rooster Teeth clusterfuck.
  • “But Jeff added song on his own! Otheres did not know what it is! Don’t blame them!”

Look I know it is hard to believe with all the fuck ups, but Rooster Teeth is a company. Things don’t just slip through. The soundtracks are absolutely reviewed before release as we already know considering Jeff was literally asked to remove profanity from I Burn. Rooster Teeth might be incompetent but they are not THAT incompetent. The whole “oh we did not know he added it on his own” is simply a lie to deflect the blame.

  • “But Jeff said his songs do not matter anyway! The recent statement is simply reiterating that!”

First of all that actually is fairly recent change in rhetoric which frankly makes me worried that they might be preparing to fire Jeff Williams off the show.  Before this kind of angle was taken, what we knew was that Monty Jeff and few others would sit down and Monty would talk with them about his longterm plans for the show and stuff, which is what inspires Jeff’s soundtrack. Its why soundtrack is filled with references to volume 3 events before they even  happen and stuff - it has always been an extension of the show. Until this worrisome rhetoric started. And you know hwy it is worrisome? Because if soundtrack “does not matter” and is “just some inconsequential thing with no meaning”, then Jeff is replaceable, expendable. And if so that opens up RT a chance to fire him, essentially getting rid another part of Monty’s original RWBY circle. That Fear is made worse because just now they literally shifted BMBLB mess blame away from themselves and onto him.

Second of all…remember Boop”? Remember “Not Fall in love With You”? Remember “Shine? Remember “Like Morning Follows Night”? You know what is the difference between thsoe songs and BMBLB? No, the OTHER difference, not the fact that those songs are about heteronormative things and BMBLB is teasing an lgbt pairing with gay as all fuck lyrics. The difference is that somehow for some reason(cough), RT did not come out downplaying the significance of those songs or how sundtrack does not matter or how Jeff just happened to slip them in(and hell, Not Fall in love With You is not even meant to be a ship song and has nothing to do with RWBY). There was nothing. Silence. Because its soundtrack song about pairings obviously what is there to explain. But what happened with BMBLB ? “Oh sorry guys its just a song, we dont know how it even ended up in the soundtrack, it means nothing truly, don’t be disappointed pls”. Gee I wonder why they handled these songs and BMBLB so differently and why they did not go around downplaying all those other songs, while with this song they go as far as literally throwing Jeff Williams under the bus? No I don’t wonder about it because I know it is because BMBLB is queerbait and they are trying to backtrack on it as always.

  • “Oh but it does not mean the pairing won’t happen! they are just clarifying things about soundtrack!”

Sure. Ships “could maybe” happen. Summer could come back from the dead  and hook up with Winter for all you know!

Except its not about shipping™.

The problem is that the said soundtrack is queerbaiting and they are backtracking back to ambiguity the same way most of shows that queerbait do.

The problem is that they released a hella gay pairing song with hella gay lyrics in official show soundtrack that came out during GAY PRIDE MONTH and then backtracked from it via statements about song meaning jack shit month latter while claiming it is an accident.

  • “Arryn is Bi. She would not defend queerbait.”

Let me blow your mind with two simple words: Mark Gatiss.

Queerbait is not about whether the ones involved are straight or gay. Straight people can write lgbt pairings and representation just as well.

While while LGBT characters and portrayal are about representation for us, Queerbait is about marketing for them. Its done for a cynnical reason of not wanting to alienate  homophobes and heteronormative people while at the same time gaslighting lgbt community into hoping for more and seeing things heteronormative people will intentionally ignore.

Even if Arryn did mean well,  that does not mean much. Being LGBT does not mean you are immune to being part of queerbait scheme. Again,  just look at Mark Gatiss.

anonymous asked:

I was wondering if you did songfics? If so can you please do a scenario based on the song Thats What I like by Bruno Mars for chuuya. I dont listen to Bruno Mars or the radio often but i feel like the song is so chuuya if that makes sense. If you dont do song fics thats fine then can i just get your opinion if the song reminds you of chuuya. I am also sad/upset about what happen to you blog. I hope this one doesn't encounter the same problem. I love you blog and thank you for your hard work!❤💕

I always think of Chuuya when I listen to that song. I used to do songfics but I’ve strayed away from that format unless its a very angsty slow song. I did a scenario based off that Bruno Mars song though, hope you like it ^^

Lights feather in endless rows spiraling upwards and kisses the cloudless, inky sky with twinkling gold. Iridescent drops of silver peck the heavens in contrast to the halcyon orbs. Summer night encases the city of Paris in warmth reaching across the park and caressing the loosened tendrils tangled in Chuuya’s hand. Flowers speckle lush bushes scattered along the grassy plains; warmer weather had pulled them into an early bloom. Pinks and yellows and all shades of purple surround the sidewalks twisting through the trees. The taste of wine is heavy on Chuuya’s tongue as it glides between your teeth. Fireworks pop against the sky; Chuuya pulls away and his eyes fixate on the glimmering colors bursting above.

               His skin mirrors the myriad of rich hues; strong jaw and sharp nose contoured by the mix of hovering shadows lingering behind the city. Without his hat Chuuya looks much older and unreserved; a streak of wildness cuts through the sapphire of his eyes when he gives way to impulse. Brilliant purples and blues and greens vibrate against the expanse of black. Reflections of vibrant colors paint smoke on his skin as gentle as a rose petal falling to the earth.  In awe of the lights he resembles a man his age—for once—without worry or responsibility. Tonight he is not a twenty-two year old mafia executive. Innocence has never graced Chuuya, but he has never faltered from the loss of it. If anything the softness that resides in him radiates stronger than the light of day has ever seen because he has created it from nothing.

              Chuuya’s attention quickly falls from the show while you memorize the outlines of his face doused in momentary tranquility. A pure and simple smile takes your breath away. Genuine happiness looks good on Chuuya—better than his hats, better than expensive cologne or the shoes he loves. The space between you both is too much Chuuya decides before closing the gap and entangling your lips with his. Moonlight glosses over from the other side of the water. Off in the distance the gentle beat of live music saunters through the air.

               Chuuya’s kisses start irrevocably sweet and tender. Feather light nibbles to the corners of your mouth, enough to get a smile before he lets his tongue sweep the bottom of your lip. A gasp—his favorite sound—when his fingertips slide up the back of your neck and card through your hair. Being lost in him is nothing short of blissful. The world becomes a canvas of sparkling white and melts away like watercolors blending at the edges. He pulls the breath from your lungs. Chuuya deepens the kiss with his hands grabbing you tightly to mold your chest to his. When the burn in his lungs becomes too much he breaks away to inhale.

                 “That color looks good on you _____.”

                 “I think you look better on me~”

                  “I think you’re right,” he murmurs gingerly, “ready to head back show off that new lingerie for me?”

                 The staccato beat of cobblestone beneath your heels catches in the wind as Chuuya pulls you down a quiet street. His fingers cinch around your hips between clumsy kisses and laughs.  Sweet little love notes brush over your ears in a low hum only you can follow. Your skirt lifts as he twirls you to the rhythm of his voice.  Chuuya leads you down the center of the street in a waltz made solely for this night in delicate grace like a dove with paper wings. His forehead rests upon yours; the moon cuts low through the sky. Dazzling white springs from the smile painted across Chuuya’s face. Cheeks a touch of pink from the wine and dancing they accentuate his endless pools of azure watching you sway in irrevocable adoration. The steady beat of his heart syncopates with your own. One entity caught in a moment like a firefly in a bell jar glowing for the sake of beauty in each other.

                   The song he’d been humming slows and a hand winds from the small of your back to your ass. Brows raised you smack his shoulder playfully; his smirk widens. Chuuya steadies you against his chest and walks back until his legs hit the idling Maserati waiting under a flickering street lamp.  Greedy kisses are peppered down the side of your throat as Chuuya fumbles with the door handle. A pop echoes in the stillness. Chuuya bows slightly and ushers you in to the car. His legs carry him quickly to the other side and the car rumbles to life as he slides in to the driver’s seat. The top falls back at your request; the scenery broadens and showers you in an expansive canvas of dark blue and sterling.  

                      The road curves like Chuuya’s fingers sliding up your skirt. Your head cranes back to rest comfortably as you relax into his touch. Teasingly his fingertips trace the edge of your panties. They follow black lacey trim up and down—overly gentle like you’re made of glass. Before his thumb slides beneath the fabric your hand catches his wrist.

                       “Good things come to those who wait, Chuuya” You tease.

                       “____, I don’t like to wait for what I want” he sighs while threading his fingers with yours, “but for you I’ll do anything.”


ive found some more possible petekey evidence

so this is part of an entry from july 21, 2005 on pete’s personal livejournal

so all of this is super duper cute and fluffy and pete seems really in love with whoever he’s writing about, right?

why would this be about mikey? well…

x’d out on a calendar”

one of the songs that have been speculated to be about mikey is panic! at the disco’s “the calendar” (put another “x” on the calendar, summer’s on its deathbed) 

it also talks about certain futures (it’s always “when we’s” and never “if we’s”), something that pete and mikey never had, thanks to the fact that summer doesn’t last forever.

then, we go onto this one from july 26..

it’s a lot sadder, so i’m guessing that pete and mikey must have broken up in between july 21 and july 26th. but why would these even be about mikey? let’s see:

they’ve gotta be science fiction cause how else can you have a monster fall in love with a boy with no heart? actually i’m pretty sure you have a heart..”

whoever pete’s writing about = boy

we lit a fire that was nothing but smoke and hot air. ashes.”

you and i were fireworks that went off too soon..

in the middle here, pete talks a lot about how love is basically stupid, where just five days before he was saying how in love he was with someone. 

i’m just loose words hanging on the ends of your lips, even looser when i’m anywhere near your hips.”

the only thing i can directly relate this to is bang the doldrums (happily ever after below the waist) but WOW CAN WE TALK ABOUT GAY

and then ‘i’m sorry,’ too late”

oh, i’m sorry, i didn’t mean any of it (fourth of july)

pete mentions phone calls in this, something that he also mentions in bang the doldrums (i couldn’t bring myself to call, except to call it quits) and g.i.n.a.s.f.s. (some nights it gets so bad i almost pick up the phone)

i don’t tell you my insecurities so you can use them against me, but help me get over them.”

in february of 2005, pete attempted suicide. by the time warped rolled around in june, he had probably just started becoming more stable. since mikey was pete’s best friend during warped, pete probably opened up to him at some point (lyrics from g.i.n.a.s.f.s. “you saved my life”) and mikey might have helped him feel better.

i’m not really sure exactly what mikey did to pete that made pete so bitter, but it’s understandable that pete was upset (it was a doomed relationship and pete fell harder than he intended to, after all), but the lyrics that come to mind are “i’m starting forget what summer ever meant to you” and “sometimes before it gets better, the darkness gets bigger, the person that you’d take a bullet for is behind the trigger”

tl;dr: pete wentz was really in love with mikey way and then shit got fucked up and he was sad

5 Seconds Of Summer

ive looked everywhere for this version and i ended up ripping it from the music video (x) because i cant find it anywhere but this version will always shit on the dont stop EP version okay bye


Books & CupcakesBook Photo ChallengeAugust • Day 31

Read This Month

Teacher: what did you do on your summer break asya?

friend: here we go 🤦🏼‍♀️