it's all like 'i don't know what i'm doing!'

I’m p sure the reason why I’m so unmotivated by life, and so unmotivated to push myself to be better at art to make a career out of it, is because I’ve already lost hope in trying to make a career out of a hobby I love. Like
Time caught up, there’s no more time to improve before adulthood to get a good start early; I can’t even afford art school; my art style in general is not very likeable to suit the taste of any studio; I’ll never be satisfied if I can’t work at a big studio (bc they seem more trustworthy and reliable actually haha) and the fear of not having a stable career— all of this prevents me from giving art a chance so I just don’t bother if it can’t even take me far anyway??? But at the same time I want to try harder but I can’t because it’s too late and don’t even try n argue with me on that or try to give me motivational stuff jdhdfkhdfkfn it doesn’t work on me anymore I know I’m past any hope rip

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Sometimes it makes things hard, but Kuroo doesn’t really mind

Stop this “work hard” bullshit. You deserve free time, you deserve sleep and you deserve mental health. You deserve to procrastinate and you deserve to have your hobbies. You deserve it. You need it. No one should work & study all the time.

The Party part 16/?

K: …

L: …

L: Aren’t you going to say anything?

L: Whoa okay settle down-

K: Lance do you… even like me?

L: What?

K: Don’t ‘what’ me you know exactly what I’m talking about.

K: You walk around flirting with any mildly attractive alien we come across and I can’t help but feel like…

L: Like what?

K: Like I’m nothing special to you! Just another person you can flirt with when you feel like it, then move onto the next because it’s no big deal to you

K: d-don’t you know how much I care about you?

K: I-I mean we have arguments and disagreements and I know you’d probably be happy with someone else but to lead me on like this… and for this long.

K: It’s fucking cruel!

K: Is everything that you’ve done just some kind of petty game? Another competition you want to beat me at?! another way you can one up me!?

K: If that’s the case then, you must really hate me! a-and I know this all just might be my fault for forcing things, instead of just letting myself hate you-

K: Too….

Have you ever been lowkey emotionally abused? Like, you’re not even aware it’s happening but then you think about it later and you realize that something wasn’t quite right. All of a sudden, you start to think you’re not good enough and that your feelings aren’t valid and don’t matter and if you bring it up to the person, they act like you’re being dramatic and emotional and irrational even though you know that something isn’t right. Sucks doesn’t it?

Anyone else? Just me? Okay…

Thought vs. Instinct (Nyx Ulric x Reader)

A/N: Blame @c-qcatwrites​ and @alicesfracturedmirror​. That is all.

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Originally posted by damatheirin

You fumbled and fell. As you watched your dagger fall lifelessly in the distance, you thought back on what brought you to this moment.

“For once in your life, stop over thinking everything!”

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Taylor writing for other people is both really exciting and scary. I’m proud of this direction her career is moving but I think I recall her saying she would do this when she retires and um! she’s not allowed to retire

Also I’m gonna fucking fight Sir for telling Izuku that Mirio should have been All Might’s successor like?? FUCK YOU BUDDY?? YOU DON’T FUCKING KNOW HIM???? YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT HE’S BEEN THROUGH?????

PSA: Don’t ‘ship’ idols and sexualise every thing two males do together if you don’t actually support the LGBTQ+ community. Don’t. You can’t have it both ways, you can’t use our sexuality as a means of entertainment and to get yourself off, but then turn round and not care about REAL people in these situations.

The amount of bullshit I’ve seen excusing what Jaebum said on Celebrity Bromance is fucking ridiculous. Here’s some words from an Actual LGBT Person: It was homophobic. There’s no misconstruing or people overreacting. Saying you would beat someone up for wanting to take a guy out somewhere is homophobic. I don’t care if he was nervous or it was a joke or you show me a picture of him holding hands with a guy once. It. Was. Homophobic.

If you excuse people’s comments as not serious or just jokes instead of actually calling people out just because you like them as singers, you are being homophobic too. Listen to actual LGBTQ+ people who are telling you this was wrong of him to say instead of taking it as just a part of his personality or his culture because you don’t want ‘drama’. There are real fans who must feel fucking heartbroken at someone they love using threatening language about LGBTQ+ people. It’s not people overreacting. It’s people hearing an idol say something that we hear time and time again out of the mouths of homphobes, and we have every right in the world to be upset and call him out.

If you shrug it off or actively defend him, you don’t support LGBTQ+ people and you can unfollow me right now, and take your shitty attitude and your love of fanfic with you. 

me: I think I’m feeling better

someone: *follows me, then unfollows me, then makes a post about unfollowing me because of my byf and then that person (I think, someone I have blocked) likes the post*

other people have made better posts about this, but i just……..god, i don’t even know how to put it. but carrie fisher’s unrepentant discussion of coping with addiction and bipolar disorder and doing the shit she needed to if she wanted to take care of herself and her family has been so so so important to me. it’s not easy, it fucked her over again and again, and she got back up every single time and that’s a level of strength that so many people seem completely oblivious to and it just breaks my heart that she’s gone. i will miss her. i will really, really miss her, and everything she gave to the world.

but i like to picture her showing up at the stereotypical pearly gates and just being like “you know who i am” and strides right in to exist happily ever after forever and ever without having to fight her brain anymore.

I don’t want to worry anyone but if u follow my blog ur probs worried about me anyway, but I just want to say that IF I do something terrible to myself or I accedently over dose on something I want u all to know it wasn’t ur fault, I love u, and ur all angels. Pls don’t blame urself for any stupid shit I do. It’s not ur fault. It’s not ur fault. It’s not ur fault.

anonymous asked:

after the new sneak peak all I can think about is Magnus calling up Alec and bitching about Jace like an exasperated Dad. Like, Alexander you do you know what your parabatai did today?! And, Oh just you wait until I tell Alexander what you did Jace. Your going to be in so much trouble young man!

Oh goodness. The sitcom possibilities. All I can picture right now is Alec standing there on the phone with Magnus pinching the bridge of his nose and doing that adorable eye squint and grimace that he does, his adorable mouth pulling down at the corner. You know, the face he does whenever he tastes any alcoholic beverage that’s not beer? Haha. But yes, Jace seems a little lost right now and definitely needs a stern talking to from his parabatai. Poor Magnus. I don’t think he realized he was opening up an bed and breakfast to every stray person in the Shadow World.

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i know he’s a meme at heart; he just looks like a model all the time

he’s knows i’m not a model, but luckily, i’m his favorite meme

i was tagged by wonderful, beautiful people @angelyoons @dokyuml @oexo and @minghuo to do a selfie/selfie-bias tag! <3 i love you all to the moon and back thank you thank you thank you <3

i’ll tag @boosonseok @woozifi @vitaminniedk @minygu @hanwooz @jisoft @suchfandomtrash @kingusoo @hoshinoyas @cafewoozi @roseggs and everyone else who wants to do this!! i love u all so much <3

Over the past year I’ve been figuring out my sexuality. I’ve told a handful of people about it and was finally ready to try to come out to a few friends and maybe even family members. Then Orlando happened and I think I retreated back into the closet so fast I slammed the door on my fingers. I’m scared and angry and sad. But then through all those emotions I saw Mara Wilson come out and I thought “If an actress I’ve looked up to my whole life can come out during this horrible time for our community, why can’t I?”

So I want to take a baby step today and come out to you all.

My name is Emily. I am bisexual. I will not let other people’s hatred keep me from being who I am. And I will be here for all of you who need someone.

“SHOES, is it? We used to DREAM of shoes! When I were young five of us used to have to stuff our feet into two old hanky boxes, and all shuffle to school through the snow. We didn’t Lord it up like you with SHOES and everything.”

this has nothing to do with anything but in case anyone was wondering one of the worst experiences of my life was playing a drinking game with this girl who was Obsessed with taylor swift so made us all go round and name her songs and the first person who couldn’t think of one had to down their drink

and i was like ??? this is unfair who even likes taylor swift not me that’s who

but when my turn came round i said ‘i’d lie’ because it was one i knew that no one had said yet and as it turns out that’s like. an unreleased track from like 2007 or some shit so she was Convinced that i was secretly really Really into taylor swift because how fucking obscure is that

and like. it was on an e/R playlist one time. that was how i knew it. because someone heard this obscure tswift track and was like ‘shit that’s about this fictional dead 19th century french boy’s unrequited love’ and like. how do i possibly explain that to people i barely know. so i had to just laugh awkwardly and deal with the label of secret taylor swift groupie

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