it's against the laws of nature

Okay, okay, okay, but I CANNOT get this AU idea out of my head:

Castiel, as a Reaper instead of an Angel.

Castiel, meeting Dean for the first time when Dean is four years old, standing in front of his burning home with the flames reflecting in the tear tracks on his face. Castiel revealing himself to Dean, gently prompting Dean to mind Sammy’s head as the infant cries and squirms, because he really doesn’t want to reap more than one soul tonight. Laying a sorrowful, sheltering hand on Dean’s head and staring down into pleading green eyes and whispering, “I’m sorry,” before walking slowly up the burning porch to reap Mary Winchester’s soul (who refuses to go with him anyways).

Castiel, as the Reaper who appears to Dean after the car accident while Dean is in a coma, shocked when Dean remembers him from that night so many years ago. Dean jokingly asking, “Are my guardian angel or something?” and Castiel sadly telling him, “No. Rather the opposite, I’m afraid,” and having to explain to Dean about the existence of Reapers. Castiel wishing to himself that he didn’t have to reap this vibrant young man, who is brave and frustrating and stubborn and obviously so full of life, and then realizing he should be careful about what he wishes for, because Dean is spared but Castiel is forced to reap Dean’s father instead, and he hates that he’s causing Dean more pain.

Castiel, meeting Dean again less than a year later. And then meeting him again. And again. And again, as Dean and Sam work the Trickster case, and Dean dies every day. They get to know each other pretty well, and it becomes something of a running joke: “We’ve got to stop meeting this way, Cas,” Dean teases, and each day Dean bemoans the ridiculous new way that he’s just been killed, and Castiel commiserates sympathetically and helpfully points out that at least Dean didn’t pee himself this time. And he hates that Dean has to die every day, but he hates himself even more because he can’t help dreading the day they catch the Trickster and it all stops, because then he won’t have an excuse to keep seeing Dean and listen to his laugh and hear about his favorite bands and watch the fond way he looks at his brother.

Castiel, appearing when Sam is stabbed by Jake, sick to death with the thought of reaping the soul from Dean’s brother. He doesn’t reveal himself to Dean in the real world this time, even though he could, because he can’t bear to have Dean turn those stricken green eyes on him, he’s a coward, a coward, a coward - but it doesn’t stop Dean, kneeling in the dirt and clutching the lifeless body of his brother tight in his arms, from screaming out, “I know you’re out there, Cas! Don’t you dare take him! I’ll never forgive you!” And he thinks it’s a cruel, cruel joke that he’s destined to continually reap the souls of the people Dean loves most, one by one, and when Castiel leads away the soul of Sam Winchester, there are tears on both their faces as they tell Dean ‘goodbye’, even though he can’t hear them.

Castiel, being summoned one year later, unsure of what’s happening, suddenly finding himself staring down at Dean’s shredded body on the floor at his feet - but Dean’s soul is still here, obstinate and unyielding, circled by snapping hellhounds but refusing to let them drag him away because “I said I’d go to Hell and I will, but I don’t need hand-fucking-delivered by these fleabags, I’ll take my own way there, goddammit! I’m allowed a Reaper! Bring Castiel the Reaper!” And Castiel raises his eyes and meets Dean’s gaze, and it’s gentle, and resigned, and frightened, and forgiving, and Castiel doesn’t deserve it, he’s never deserved anything less than the understanding in those eyes, and he’d rather be anywhere else, he’d rather be dead himself, than here to take away Dean’s soul to Hell. But he does his job and he leads Dean to the gates of Hell, except then he can’t go, he can’t leave Dean here, he can’t - until Dean kisses him, sudden and fleeting, and tells him, “It’s okay, Cas,” and pushes him away.

Castiel, blindly turning away for only the briefest span of time - the blink of an eye, the pulse of a human heartbeat - before he realizes he can’t do this. Screw the job, screw the deals, and screw the laws of nature, he will not leave Dean here…except when he turns around, Dean is already gone. 

Castiel, spending the next forty years breaking into Hell, laying waste to horde after horde of demons with the fatal touch of his ghastly true form. The memory of Dean’s kiss burns a brand against his lips, and when he finally, finally finds Dean, the touch of Castiel’s spectral hand burns its own brand on Dean’s soul as he grips him tight - the touch of death claiming a soul already dead, because Dean is his. Dean looking up at Castiel, and his soul is messy and tortured and broken, but he still manages a smile as he chokes out: “See? Told ya you were my guardian angel,” and Castiel carries Dean’s soul out of Hell and chooses life.

When one individual inflicts bodily injury upon another such that death results, we call the deed manslaughter; when the assailant knew in advance that the injury would be fatal, we call his deed murder. But when society places hundreds of proletarians in such a position that they inevitably meet a too early and an unnatural death, one which is quite as much a death by violence as that by the sword or bullet; when it deprives thousands of the necessaries of life, places them under conditions in which they cannot live – forces them, through the strong arm of the law, to remain in such conditions until that death ensues which is the inevitable consequence – knows that these thousands of victims must perish, and yet permits these conditions to remain, its deed is murder just as surely as the deed of the single individual; disguised, malicious murder, murder against which none can defend himself, which does not seem what it is, because no man sees the murderer, because the death of the victim seems a natural one, since the offence is more one of omission than of commission. But murder it remains.
—  Engels - Condition of the Working Class in England 1845
The Alignments

Lawful Good: it’s a person who acts as is expected to act by laws. They help others, tell the truth, speak against injustice of the society, hate to see unpunished guilty. They are characterized by compasion and honor, want to improve the society even if something must be sacrificed for the good and order. According to them, society must be well-organized and efficient to garantee a better life for people, and this goes throught laws. Lawful good character are: Superman (DC comics), Luke Skywalker (Star Wars), Hermione Grenger (Harry Potter), Eddard Stark (Game of Thrones).

Lawful Neutral: it is a person who acts as law, tradition, or a personal code that leads their life. They see regulation as important, taking a middle area between good and evil. Good and evil are unburn, it’s law and order that give meaning to the world. They are respectful of peers and leaders, and like the stability in life. Lawful neutral can be descrived as resposanbile, loyal, methodical, and precise. Lawful neutral character are: Percy Weasley (Harry Potter), Judge Dredd (DC comics).

Lawful Evil: it’s a evil villain that methodically does his/her interest in limits of the law’s code: they use society and its laws to benefit themselves, shortly. They care about tradition, loyalty and order, but reject freedom, dignity or compassion. This depends on a an hand from their nature, on the other hand from what can protect themselves from those who oppose to them. They’re often called “diabolic” and rapresent methodical, intentional, and frequent successful evil. Lawful evil are cruel, malevolent, hostile, tyrannical, commanding. Lawful evil character are: Darth Vader (Star Wars), Dolores Umbridge (Harry Potter), Magneto (Marvel Comics).

Neutral Good: it’s a person who does the best a good person can do. They do what is good without minding if goes against or for the order. Laws and order are seen as tools for bringing happiness, peace to all individuals or creatures. They value personal freedom and adherence to laws, and there must be a balance between them: life and rights of all must be respected and equal. Neutral good are usually independent, but don’t mind being part of/cooperate with a group or make friends. They can be described as helpful, kind, respectful, firendly, altruistic. Neutral good character are: Harry Potter, Gandalf the Grey (Lord of the Rings), Spiderman (Marvel Comics).

True Neutral: it’s a person that doesn’t stay in one way or other when it comes to law vs chaos or good vs evil. They always prefer to stay in a neutral position, without extremity in things, they act naturally, without prejudice or impulsivity. For them everything exist as a part of the whole, with nothinh predominant or out of balance. True neutral are concerned with their well-being: they will act right with their friends,but without maliciously behavior with those who hurt them. True neutral are distant, diplomatic, fair and indifferent. True neutral characters are: Horace Slughorn (Harry potter), Tom Bombabil (Lord of the Rings).

Neutral Evil : it’s a villan that does whatever and/he can get away with. They have no mercy or emotion if they kill or hurt someone, as long as it gives profit or convenience. They commit evil for their own sake and advance others without regard for others. They search glory, position, wealth and anything that makes their life more comfortable. Neutral evil are unkind, unemotional, hateful, immoral, destructive. Neutral evil character are: Emperor Palpatine (Star Wars), Saruman (Lord of the Rings), Lex Luthor (DC comics).

Chaotic Good: it’s a person according to him/her will, with little regard in what others expect from him/her. They make their own way, but they are kind and friendly; follow their moral and value, that might not be that of society. Fot them, indipendence and freedom are important to life and happiness of everyone. Laws, order, social forms,etc are wrong because limit for self-recognition. They are good people, but can be selfish and greedy. Respite this, chaotic good will not tread to others to make their way, because others should pursuit their will as well. Chaotic good character are: Han Solo (Star Wars), Batman(Dc Comics), Robin Hood.

Chaotic Neutral: it’s a character that follows his will and individuality. They value their own freedom but doesn’t strive to protect others freedom. They avoid authority, resent restrinctions and challanges tradition. Good and evil are balanced arms: no one prevals or prefered. They indulge in everything, are predicable and indulgent follow their interest. Chaotic neutral are independent, confusing, anarchic, self-centred, individualistic. Chaotic Neutral characters are: Captain Jack Sparrow (Pirates of the Caribbean), Q (Star Trek), and Conan the Barbarian, Deadpool (Marvel Comics).

Chaotic Evil: it’s a villan that does whatever his/her greed, hatred, or lust for destruction. They have hot-temper, violence and are brutal. They combine self-interest and pure freedom; it rapresents the destruction of beauty, life and order of things. Chaotic evil likes to corrupt innocent and virtuous, and treats people like tools and manipulates them for his/her pleasure. Choatic evil are violent, uncaring, unfeeling, selfish, heartless. Chaotic evil character are: Gollum (Lord of the Rings), Joker (DC Comics) Lord Voldemort (Harry Potter).

187-MACHEEP [Papier Mache-Sheep]
-The Colored Paper pokemon
-Ability: Cheek Pouch - Harvest (HA)
-Dex: “It lives in small groups roaming the fields in search for berries to it, and only the most colorful ones; eating only makes the most colorful berries makes their wool shine with the most amazing color.  Since their digestion is so slow, the berries they eat remain so much time inside they become naturally crystalized, which makes them a very unique and rare candy, but as to date selling this candy is against the law, for to get it, it must be taken from inside the MACHEEP before it is fully digested.”
    -Magical Leaf
    -Natural Gift
    -Happy Hour
    -Cottong Guard

–>Evolves from MACHEEP at lv 30 with no affection<–

188-KRAMPURRITO [Krampus-Burrito]
-The Steel Frame Pokemon
-Ability:  Intimidate - Stamina (HA)
-Dex: “Many tales are told about KRAMPURRITO and how it cames to be, many beleiving it as a malevolent creature who eats misbehaving children with its iron teeth although many think that is only a legend to scare small kids. This pokemon who was once a small herbivore has now evolved into a vicious carnivore that will pray into any small creature, pokemon or human, and will require a strong hand to tame, it is not strange to hear of a trainer that has been attacked by its one KRAMPURRITO, many with the missing fingers to prove it .”
    -Wood Hammer
    -Iron Head
    -Metal Sound

–>Evolves from MACHEEP at lv 30 with 2 levels of affection<–

189- PAPIERAPHIM [Papier Mache-Seraphim]
-The Paper Dress Pokemon
-Ability: Pixilate - Serene Grace (HA)
-Dex: “This pokemons body is lighter than paper and can easily take flight into the air, yet, it can witstand a storm without moving an inch, such power has made people to believe this pokemon to have supernatural powers, to be blessed or even to be considered a divine messenger. To raise this pokemon one must take deep care of it, to always keep it clean and groomed, for it will react with adversion to any form of impurity, and the sight of blood can make it fall ill.”
    -Hyper Beam
    -Petal Blizzard
    -Dazzling Gleam
    -Nature Power

The Seven Hermetic Principles

“The lips of Wisdom are closed, except to the ears of Understanding.” – The Kybalion

In the years of old Egypt, a fundamental truth was shared, which had a profound and remarkable effect on all esoteric teachings to come, from Christian mystics and the Jewish Kabbalah, up to the secret knowledge of India written down in the Upanishads. All these occult teachings show a resemblance in their deepest and most basic ideas. The master Hermes Trismegistos, whose actual physical existence had never been proved, has been said to be the “Master of the Masters”, “the Scribe of the Gods”, and even “the God of Wisdom” himself. As a mythological figure, the greek god Hermes is equal to the roman god Mercury and to the egyptian deity Toth; god of the moon, magic and wisdom. Hermes’ philosophy has been passed on both orally and in writing throughout the last several centuries. The first written version is said to be the “Tabula Smaragdina”, a text of twelve sentences that contains all knowledge, found within Hermes’ grave. While the original Tabula Smaragdina is missing, writings about it have been found in Latin, Arabic and Greek since several hundreds of years. In 1908 knowledge from the Tabula Smaragdina and the Corpus Hermeticum (other texts by Hermes Trismegistos) got translated and further elaborated in English, known as The Kybalion. The philosophy of Hermes is the key to the understanding of all mystic teachings, including astrology, alchemy and psychology, as well as the many occult writings of different religions. The purpose of all these teachings is the same - The transmutation of consciousness into a higher vibrational state.

The philosophy of Hermes, and thus of all occult and esoteric knowledge, is based on the Seven Hermetic Principles. These laws are universal and ineradicable.

I - The Principle of Mentalism

“The All is Mind; the universe is mental.” – The Kybalion

Our material universe holds a substantial reality, The All, within itself. This All is pure spirit, a living mind, unknowable and undefinable. It is infinite and eternal in time and space. Matter is a mental creation of the All. But while all matter is illusionary from an absolute point of view, it is very real to the finite mind, and must be treated so; however, always with a clear understanding of the higher truth.

II - The Principle of Correspondence

“As above, so below; as below, so above.” – The Kybalion
Our universe consists of the Three Great Planes: the great physical plane, the great mental plane and the great spiritual plane. The Principle of Correspondence implies that there is a harmony and correspondence between each of these planes, since they were all born from the same source. All laws and characteristics are universal and apply to all three great planes and their sub-planes. The alchemist knew that once he turns metal into gold, the same transformation will be done unto his soul.

III - The Principle of Vibration

“Nothing rests; everything moves; everything vibrates.” – The Kybalion
Everything within the All is in motion. Matter, mind and spirit are basically the same energy, but differentiate from each other by their rate of vibration. For us humans, the mental plane is eminently interesting, because all kinds of emotions, thoughts, will or desire, as well as any kind of mental condition, vibrates in its very specific mode. One can gain total control of their own mental states and moods by mastering this principle and change their own vibration, and also affect the minds of others by changing theirs. This phenomena is known as telepathy, induction or suggestion.

IV - The Principle of Polarity

“Everything is dual; everything has poles; everything has its pair of opposites. Opposites are identical in nature, but different in degree. Extremes meet; all paradoxes may be reconciled. Everything is and isn’t, at the same time.” – The Kybalion
Everything within the All, whether it is material, mental or spiritual, has two poles, which are but the two extremes of the same thing, with many varying degrees between them. Mental transmutation can only happen by changing the vibrational rate within a thing, but a thing can never be changed in its nature. An undesired rate of mental vibration can be transformed by focusing and putting the awareness onto the other pole. As it is written in the Kybalion: “If you are possessed by fear, do not waste time trying to “kill out” fear, but instead cultivate the quality of courage, and the fear will disappear.” The tendency of nature itself is to move into the direction of a higher vibration, back to the pure spirit it once came from.

V - The Principle of Rhythm

“Everything flows, out and in; everything has its tides; all things rise and fall; the pendulum-swing manifests in everything; the measure of the swing to the right is the measure of the swing to the left; rhythm compensates.” – The Kybalion
Between the two poles of everything, there is a pendulum-like movement, a measured motion with equal amplitude to the left and to the right. This balance of the swing is called the Law of Compensation. This law also applies to mental states in man, balancing the capacity for pain and pleasure. The more suffering one is able to bear, the more enjoyment awaits him, and vice versa. However, Hermetics use the Law of Neutralization by changing their own vibrations to a higher plane, and thus escape the effects of the negative swing of the pendulum on the lower plane.

VI - The Principle of Cause and Effect

“Every cause has its effect; every effect has its cause; everything happens according to law; chance is but a name for law not recognized; there are many planes of causation, but nothing escapes the law.” – The Kybalion
There is no such thing as chance; there is a cause for every effect and an effect for every cause. Chance is a term for an effect that results from causes we can’t perceive or understand. Most of us go through life being mere effects; pawns to their own creation.
Those who are able to raise their vibration to a higher plane, those who understand that not only our acts, but also our thoughts and emotions will have an effect, become Causers instead of Effects. They dominate moods, characters, qualities and powers in both themselves and in others. They do not escape from causation, but they serve on the higher plane, and rule on the lower one.

VII - The Principle of Gender

“Gender is in everything; everything has its masculine and feminine principles; gender manifests on all planes.” – The Kybalion
Everything on the material, mental and spiritual plane contains the masculine and the feminine principle. Neither the masculine nor the feminine principle is capable of creating without the operative energy of the other. While the feminine principle tends to receive impressions, and generates thoughts, ideas and the full work of imagination upon these outer perceptions, it needs the masculine principle and its expressive tendency to generate and materialize original mental creations. Creation is only possible by a union of the two elements.

For the Hermetics it was not only essential to know and deeply understand these principles, but also to master, use and express them. Only then could some good come out of it for the possessor of the knowledge, and for the whole race. “True hermetic transmutation is a Mental Art”, speaks the Kybalion, “If the universe be mental, in its substantial nature, then it follows that Mental Transmutation must change the conditions and phenomena of the universe. If the universe is mental, then Mind must be the highest Power affecting its phenomena. “ The Hermetics knew that by raising their own vibration to a higher plane, and thus be able to rule on the lower one, they did not cheat, but play an important part of the game. They still served on the higher planes, fully aware that they could not destroy or avoid any principle.

“The half-wise, recognizing the comparative unreality of the universe, imagine that they may defy its laws. Such are vain and presumptuous fools. The truly wise, knowing the nature of the universe, use law against laws; the higher against the lower; and by the Art of Alchemy transmute that which is undesirable into that which is worthy, and thus triumph. Transmutation, not presumptuous denial, is the weapon of the master.” – The Kybalion

Aries female compatibilities

Sorry it’s quite long :/

XAries male

Put an Aries woman and an Aries male, and it will be violence and drama h24.
Usually, when the partners aren’t from different signs, the comprehension between them is perfect, because they have a lot in common. But Aries are exceptions. The truth is, the Aries man is of an amazing dynamism and enthusiasm. He is so active that he tends to live at a speed that would stun more than one.Despite the endurance which the woman also demonstrates, this rhythm of life imposed by the male will eventually begin his own vivacity.

Man is also a formidable dominator and a fiery seducer. He can not help but look at the pretty ladies around him and fidelity is not part of his goal. On the other hand, the native of the sign is also very sensual and its ardor in love adds a point. She demands of her partner respect for her freedom in the field of sex. The proud Aries will not endure such an attitude and this is where the rub is hurt. For the subject Aries, love is a perpetual battle where it will always have to be the strongest. But the woman has better things to do than to submit to her laws and will also want to make her voice heard. By its nature, it is also an energetic combative.

Their union seems thus very eventful because two fierce wills meet: bursts and effervescence in perspective. When man seeks to dictate his will to his companion, the latter will revolt because the obligation and it, it makes well two. They will not fail to come up against each other because each one holds enormously to its freedom and wants to preserve it.

However, getting to agree and guaranteeing their couple the serenity and tranquility is not such an impossible mission for these two exceptional beings. The native, under his authoritarian and egocentric appearance, is a person overflowing with tenderness and affection. For her part, the woman has a lot of love to share, she also has dynamism and willpower. These characters may bring them together, but rarely do things like the others, the natives could also use them to stir up the fire of vehement remarks. The strength of their passion sets them against each other.

xTaurus male

When the Aries woman meets the Taurus man, their relationship combines harmony and understanding as principal strengths. Their characters complete each other so perfectly that they will have no difficulty in putting themselves together. Indeed, the native of the sign is a character who does not like movements: in dignified earthman, he always has feet on earth. On the other hand, his companion moved by the heat of Fire, is a person who is all the time to be on something. Her vivacity and extravagance sometimes come up against the passivity of her partner. In the course of their cohabitation, the latter will no longer endure this somewhat fanciful and eccentric character on the other.

The Taurus is a great worker and does not hesitate to devote himself entirely to his enterprise. He always needs money security. This is why he is sometimes called a miser: weighing the pros and cons of an expense is his favorite exercise. Now, Mrs Aries, in view of her generosity, does not attach much importance to material values ​​and is revealed to be an inveterate spender. These different designs concerning money will ignite the sparks of disputes within the couple. The man will never understand the lightness of his companion in the use of their finances.

But money will not be the only source of discord, the attitude a little provocative of the native will also stir up a wind of anger. When the Taurus feels the pressure too strong, it returns to its shell and it will be at that time difficult for its partner to bring it out. In addition, he has a tenacious grudge and hardly forgives.

Despite these divergences, their solidarity during the trials will be exemplary. The Aries woman, very dynamic and very audacious, is not afraid to take risks. She will be protected by the Olympic calm of her partner. The pronounced taste of adventure displayed by the woman will be delayed by the stable attitude of the Taurus. A good understanding favored by this great complicity will be established between them. They can find in each of them the traits of character that the other needs in order to flourish. And on the field of frolics, these two can expect great moments. Physical love gives them great satisfaction so that they can establish an ideal communion in their relationship.

XGemini male

When Aries and Gemini meet, these two beings with complementary characters have a chance to build a lasting and viable relationship. This complementarity is not exempt from turning into divergence however. It will not bring any equilibrium in the couple because it is constantly under the influence of the different characters of the partners. The tenderness shared within their union cannot prevent the occurrence of serious scenes.

The subject Gemini keeps an immature side that sometimes makes his charm, but his companion will reproach it to him because he can not openly manifest his passion. He always puts a certain distance between him and his feelings, for it is often his head that will speak instead of the heart. This attitude, which marks a certain detachment, irritates the native, especially since man holds his freedom a little too much, engaging in a too serious relationship frightens him. For him, the bonds of marriage would hinder his freedom, so he prefers to stand at a distance to preserve his independence. Only his partner does not hear it from that ear. Aries will then feel frustrated and become jealous. She has a great fear that her Gemini companion does let her down because the latter displays a behavior a little distant. In order to encourage him to become more interested in their relationship, she will try to awaken his jealousy, but seems rather attracted to everything that is new. He loves change and tries to satisfy his curiosity and this attitude will eventually exasperate her.

To have a chance, these partners will have a lot to give: that the native takes the initiative to grant more freedom to his companion and this, in different fields, in this case at the level of the distraction.

It is the same regarding to work, it must not feel too many pressures of some natures whatsoever. It is good to know that he is very skilled and will manage even the most difficult situations. The key to a successful union? Counting a lot on the friendly side of the relationship and not confining yourself to the sensual. It is the price to pay to live in harmony.

XCancer male

Rude fights in perspective for the Aries woman, a being of Fire and the aquatic Cancer man. By their respective elements, they have very discordant characteristics. Their behaviors are radically opposed: understanding each other and being willing to support themselves will be challenges to be faced on a day-to-day basis.

The Cancer man is indeed a very complex subject, who wants the butter and the money of the butter: success, security, stability and especially freedom. Totally anxious on the edges, he tends to crush black. He will therefore blame his companion for her enthusiasm and dynamism. When the man has access to sadness, his partner will have to use her legendary vivacity to restore his joy. She will have to be very patient if she wants her man to follow her in her world tinged with a certain note of lightness and gaiety. Yet, the native and the patience make two and the conflicts will tarnish their relationship. One of the partners will feel hurt by the other’s words and their emotional relationship may be put to severe strain.

However, they are capable of great passion and can be very attached so that a certain complicity can be established between them. So there are couples which brilliantly succeed their idyll and know an enviable blossoming. But to keep this bar of success high, both will have to be tolerant and learn to accept their partner with their qualities and flaws. This understanding will constitute the oxygen of their relationship, without which we can predict some damage.

However, in spite of their possessive personnalities, they have a great sensitivity which assures to each of them the affection that they needs. There is also a major point which can ensure stability and harmony: kinship. As they both feel a lot of tenderness and affection for their offspring, they can have a whole lot of it. These children will be the guarantee of a good understanding in their common life. They will devote themselves and devote themselves to their offspring to the point of forgetting their relationship problems. These children will experience a family life serene and full of love, an environment conducive to their development. The couple will save the bet if both sides are able to show indulgence and trust for each other.

XLeo male

The Aries woman and the Leo man belong to the same sign of Fire. Their encounter will lead to an ideal understanding because they have much in common that they fit perfectly.

The woman will fall in love with her partner, seduced by his self-assurance, his courage and his generosity. On the other hand, the native is disarmed in front of the woman’s realism, honesty and innocent air. He, who is so proud and haughty, will feel the desire to protect this tender creature. A good complicity will be established in their union and they will live their life in a total communion. They can share a lot of feelings: the love of luxury and worldliness, audacity in the face of difficult situations and the risks do not frighten them.

But despite these similarities, some problems may arise over time. The man Leo, by his tendency to dominate his entourage, risks colliding with the independent personality of the Aries woman. The latter will not accept at all to submit to the enslavement of her companion in spite of the love she has for him. It will therefore be necessary for the man to know how to moderate his behavior if he wants their couple to live in harmony.

If the Leo is too vain and too egocentric, his companion will gradually move away from him and their union is likely to shed. As they are also very passionate and love the pleasures, their love will experience a burning start. If they let themselves be dominated by their devouring passion, they risk seeing their love consumed too soon. They will not even have time to enjoy their agreement - whether physical or sentimental - and they will already face the end of their story. The hope of building a lasting and liveable union will no longer exist. To avoid such a situation, they will have to learn how to control their impulses.

Yet, because of his generosity, the Leo is able to give his partner the security of a home safe from material worries. His stable character will make him a good companion on whom she can count. This perspective is very well suited to women because they tend to get tired of living together quite quickly. The success of their couple therefore depends on their common will to behave in a moderate way.

XVirgo male

The rendezvous of the Aries woman with a Virgo man does not promise to be of any rest. Their characters at the antipodes are not the catalysts recommended to create the cartel. The Virgo man is such a prudent and discreet being that he does not seek to be noticed, to live happily, he has found no better formula than discretion. As far as love is concerned, he loves to manage his relationship in intimacy so that he does not easily surrender to the outpourings. On the other hand, his companion is very expansive and impulsive. The native admires the audacity of the latter, but at the same time she is afraid of it, since he displays more the map of introversion. He’s looking for safety and that kind of behavior does not suit him. His companion will then reproach him his lack of dynamism and fantasy.

The place of material values ​​will be the main source of their disagreement. The man, despite his desire to live in ease, is not the sort to throw money out of the windows. Meticulous as not two, he settles his expenses in advance because material security is included in his objectives. On the other hand, the native thinks that the pennies are made to be expended and she does not go dead hand. This divergence of conception can lead to discord and their fights will be bitter.

The Virgo man wishes to lead a tranquil life and the taste of the other’s adventure does not secure him. He will then live very often in insecurity, the temerity of his wife shading his desire to try the Zen attitude. In spite of the Virgo’s admiration for the woman, he trembles at the unconsciousness of the woman when she engages without much thought. But the native Aries trusts her lover precisely for his calm and stability. She feels proud because this man, whose reserve is very well known, remark and admire her.

But all this will not prevent conflicts bursting within their couple. Since they are both resentful, the situation will take a little time to flatten themselves between these two. However, when it comes to mounting a project together, we can count on these two to stick together. They will succeed admirably in what they undertake, if they know how to take advantage of this compatibility and in fact, it is in such achievements that their bond can draw on what to survive.

XLibra male

If the Aries woman and the Libra man have some complementary traits of character, life together is not really their strong point. Just like the Fire and the Air, their dominant elements, they hardly agree in their conception of life.

The Libra man is not a person of decisions: for these things he is not the man of the situation. On the other hand, the Aries woman is so impulsive that sometimes she acts first and does not think about the consequences until after. They will therefore launch criticism and disputes will inevitably appear.

They oppose themselves very often, just as they know each other and guess. They can not hide what they feel as one can read in the other as in an open book. It is a kind of game for them to be able to know what one is trying to silence. But as soon as they get tired of the playful side of this “guess me”, their relationship risks taking a serious blow.

The rather proud behavior of Libra towards his entourage and the little consideration he has for his own wife are only setting fire to the powder. Since Libra does not regard woman as a free person who has the same rights as him, he will clash violently with his companion. First of all because she holds fiercely at her freedom, then because she is capable of casting hurtful words towards her companion and finally because she has tenacious resentment. Their couple will spend more bad quarter of an hour than reason.

To avoid such extremes, they will have to make efforts on their own. The woman must try to know what will please her partner and give him what he needs. This one is a very sensual being and the native must take it into account to keep the harmony in their union. Similarly, the Libra subject must not ignore that his companion does not live well without her freedom, he will have to let her act by letting go a little. If both partners respect these aspirations, they will come to an agreement that will allow their couple to resist the tests of time.

XScorpio male

The union between an Aries woman and a Scorpio man looks violent because the two partners have any traits but serene. Indeed, they do not know how to set limits in what they do. The woman, when she engages in something, does not even bother to measure the possible consequences of her act. Her partner has such a desire to succeed in his business that he is ready to engage in the battle to move forward. Everyone is overwhelmed by a passion that violence does not interfere with their relationship. They even find a certain satisfaction and willingly indulge in it.

If the native is too direct in her words and hurts her companion, she is also of remarkable carelessness in matters of finances. She turns out to be an unconscious spender and calculating the relationship between going out and entering the money, it’s not her thing.

Her partner, very courageous and very tenacious, is capable of many sacrifices if it serves his interests. However, he is loyal and never runs away from his responsibilities. Faced with such strength of character, the native must know that she will not be able to exercise any authority over him. Putting harmony in this couple will therefore pass by the acceptance of the partner.

The desire for independence of the woman in the field of sexuality will not collide with the conception of the man because it also likes the company of the women. The two partners must come to mutual understanding in order to experience a normal life. If the man does not keep his companion rigorous for her fantasies and her big expenses, and he does not make remarks about her lightness, he will seduce her. He must above all leave aside his pride and give himself up to the woman, showing her love. The Aries woman will be attracted by the willingness to undertake of her companion. This attitude forces his admiration and respect. Under these conditions, their relationship will have a certain serenity and will have the chance to be long.

XSagittarius male

Both the Aries woman and the Sagittarius man belong to the same sign of Fire. Many commonalities and affinities exist between them. Their similarities will not separate them if they are able to spare. Indeed, if the native does not hurt his companion by his behavior too frank in admitting to her, her incartades, he does not risk seeing her detach from him. The woman Aries can be very jealous and she can not bear that her companion is unfaithful to her. Their union is likely to be large. The man should be careful not to worry too much about his partner, his words or his behavior.

The Aries woman and the Sagittarius man form a formidable tandem in the professional field and can meet indisputable successes. Both love to command, but man has such a courteous and respectful manner of doing it that he almost succeeds in all his undertakings. Their complicity can come from this success. They will then be able to come to an understanding and to live an extraordinary union.

However, if they do not pay attention and fall into rivalry, they will soon see their couple fall into a resounding failure. This couple will have to have complete autonomy in the professional field. The exercise of two different activities will benefit them to avoid jealousies on both sides. Two beings animated by the same desire to become a leader can not live in a single specialty. They can not help but compete.

However, there are traits of character that bring them closer together: their generosity and their passion. And besides being generous, the Aries is also honest and faithful. Despite her tendency to sexual freedom, she can show herself capable of exemplary fidelity. On the other hand, her companion is not a good model in this field because he is always tempted by the pretty women he meets. But if they let themselves be guided by their passion and love, they will guarantee harmony and stability to their couple. Since they are both adventurous, they will experience truly enriching experiences.

XCapricorn male

Aries woman and Capricorn man will live a relationship not really easy to manage, their pace of life being so different. The native is very active in his actions and his decisions are very fast, while his companion is much more thoughtful and observes a great caution in everything that he undertakes. His sense of responsibility and skills make him an exceptional worker. To succeed and take the power he will use for a long time, he will put all his strength and perseverance into action. The woman can safely trust him because he is a character who is very discreet.

Their characters are opposed: Aries is very fanciful and demonstrative in her feelings, while Capricorn displays an absence of sensitivity to hide his shyness. In fact, he is an introverted man who hates effusions and overflows. The exaltation and the exuberance of his companion could upset his mistrust, he who respects social conventions to the letter.

But under his cold and harsh appearance, Capricorn is a great sentimental. His sensuality is overflowing if he allows it to be exteriorized. The woman will nevertheless be seduced by the prudence and wisdom that he shows in his attitude, these traits of character being lacking. She is neither cautious nor prudent in her undertakings, but sometimes unconsciously engages in business. Capricorn, on the other hand, needs this lightness to brighten up his life and bring a certain note of carelessness.

If the two partners succeed in making these differences, instead of removing them, bring them closer together, they will be able to smooth out the difficulties that seem to stand in the way of their union. However, they will have to find common ground at the beginning of their relationship to avoid tensions in their lives. They must also make concessions to accept the other in all their individuality. If they leave on this basis, their union will not face the risk of disintegration.

XAquarius male

This union is the meeting of two beings eager for freedom that will find their fulfillment if they seriously avoid the traditional marriage. Marriage means respect for certain social conventions, obligations to be fulfilled and constraints under which the couple is bound to comply. Neither the Aries woman nor the Aquarius man are ready to assume such constraints. They will have a very good understanding if they opt for common-law unions. Their relationship will be much more friendly than sentimental and they will be able to adopt behaviors that will allow them to be complicit in different situations.

The native is lukewarm in love because his sensuality is quite demanding. If he does not meet a woman who can be everything for him - in turn, lover, mother and friend - he will not be able to exteriorize his feelings. When he is in the household, he can offer everything to his companion if she is able to satisfy him by sentimental fantasies. The behavior of the native will respond to this high expectation. She will bring to her partner her passion.

Far from all pressures, these two characters always find common interests that push them to act and strive towards the same goal. They will not experience boredom because they appreciate well. The woman sincerely approves of the anti-conformist tendency of her partner and even more his detachment of material values. She herself does not attach much importance to it, and she will not be disturbed by her companion’s carelessness regarding expenses.

The extravagance and the exuberance of the Aries woman will respond to those of her man so that they will provoke a lot of splinters in their combination. The man will not feel at all offended by the authoritarianism of his companion or by her aggressiveness, for he knows how to arm himself with a certain indifference to hide his emotions. Besides, his intelligence and his intuition serve him very much to tolerate the attitude of the other. Their couple will live in serenity if they manage to moderate their desire for independence and to grant the other the minimum freedom that they need.

XPisces male

Between the Aries woman and the Pisces man, governed by two very different elements, Fire and Water, tensions are on program. They will have great difficulty in establishing understanding in their couple. Their characters present so many differences that they will not easily be understood. Man is a great dreamer evolving in an imaginary world where it will be difficult to follow him. If his companion tries to impose constraints, he will leave her because she is a creature rather rebellious in her own way.

The dominating will of the Aries woman will not suit the romantic nature of her companion. Besides, she will not be able to “chain him” and this failure will eventually tire him. At this stage, the native is likely to be bored by living with a man she considers bold and their married lives will suffer. On the other hand, she can be sure of finding in this partner a great sweetness that never fails to attract women. He will try to fill it if she shows him understanding and if she leaves him the freedom to live in his world.

The Pisces man aspires to find a home that ensures stability when he returns from his journey of imagination. Only, the native will not be able to offer it: she is not a good housewife. She loves adventurous life too much that she can not wait for it wisely. It is true that she is a woman who can devote herself to her family to the limit of her energy without having to pay for her freedom of movement.

Living together for an Aries and a Pisces will mean frequent conflicts. If the man is reserved and discreet, the woman is exuberant and authoritarian, but the Pisces is not the type to appreciate these overflows. He will try to smooth out the fights by his spirit of conciliation but his sensitivity will risk to irritate his companion. This behavior that wants to flee reality will only irritate the other. She does not find enough energy in her to face him. Thus, this couple will need a lot of tolerance and concessions to give the minimum of chance to their union.

If repetition is possible, it is due to miracle rather than to law. It is against the law: against the similar form and the equivalent content of law. If repetition can be found, even in nature, it is in the name of a power which affirms itself against the law, which works underneath laws, perhaps superior to laws. If repetition exists, it expresses at once a singularity opposed to the general, a universality opposed to the particular, a distinctive opposed to the ordinary, an instantaneity opposed to variation and an eternity opposed to permanence. In every respect, repetition is a transgression. It puts law into question, it denounces its nominal or general character in favour of a more profound and more artistic reality.
—  Gilles Deleuze / Difference and Repetition, 1968 / p2. 3

ayangchims  asked:

Hello there God of Jikook 😉 do you have any good rec for alpha jungkook and omega jimin? Preferably chaptered and completed or one shot but have long story or development. Sorry if it is confusing. PS: I already read nu ABO 😁 Thank youuuuu so muuuccchhhhhh

Anonymous said:
Omgggggg I love your blog so much I don’t know how you find all of these amazing docs while I struggle to find one shitty jikook one :(((( but it’s fine cause your blog helped me out a lot I was wandering if you know any abo au that are like multi chaptered and contain smut (also preferably alpha jk and omega jimin are not mated yet) if not that’s cool thanks a lot and hope you’re taking care

Anonymous said:
Do you have any ABO jikook fics where jungkook is an alpha? I love your blog so much!

Hello everyone! Thank you all so much for your super kind words (G-God of Jikook? ahh I’m really not though lol but ♡) I’m sorry to combine your asks like this, they were pretty similar so I just thought it’d be better to do so than me repeating recs ( ̄▽ ̄*)ゞ So, for my two lovely anons I would definitely recommend:

Title: Nu ABO: A Memoir by Park Jimin
Author: decompositionbooks
Rating: Explicit
Length: 25–50k words
Genre: Mutual Pining, Smut, Angst
Summary: The world didn’t think it was necessary to give him a guide when it shoved all of these omega hormones at him, so here it is, Park Jimin’s handbook on dealing with heats, unrequited love, and Jeon Jungkook.

But if you’ve already read it, like @ayangchims has, I have other recs below ;) Some of them aren’t completed yet, but they’re still pretty lengthy and have plot/character development :) I hope this helps!

Title: 100 Years
Author: Rozoir
Rating: Mature
Length: 50–100k words
Genre: Slow Burn, Slice of Life, Fluff, Humor, Smut, Mpreg
Summary: Jungkook’s life doesn’t really start until he meets Park Jimin; from that point on, he’s all in, for better or for worse. Or Jungkook wants a life-long mate, but Jimin doesn’t make it easy.

Title: Competency at its Highest Potency
Author: MauveTarte
Rating: Teen
Length: 10–15k words
Genre: Fluff, Mpreg
Summary: State-Sponsored Runs are the excitement of every Alpha and Omega youth. Or, Jimin has one final chance at this bonding thing before his life goes to shit.

Title: The Jeon Pack
Author: NaHe
Rating: Explicit
Length: 25–50k words
Genre: Pining, Fluff, Angst, Smut
Summary: Jungkook’s pack had survived centuries in the cold unforgiving forest. They followed strict traditions and laws to ensure their survival against nature and rival packs. Soon the responsibility of leading the pack would fall on his shoulders but before assuming the position of head alpha, he needed to choose an omega mate. The problem was that Jungkook was in love with an omega that hated his guts.

Title: Leave Your Mark
Author: snarcsics
Rating: Explicit
Length: 50–100k words
Genre: Fluff, Smut, Mpreg
Summary: The first time Jimin meets a gaunt, small beta boy named Jungkook in the examination room of Namjoon’s lab, he can’t seem to take his eyes off him. The second time he sees Jungkook it’s because he refuses to eat without him. The third time they meet, Jungkook is more teeth and claws than Jimin can handle.

Title: Of Course, it Had to be You
Author: Rose_gold715
Rating: Teen
Length: 15–20k words
Genre: Romance, Angst, Fluff
Summary: Park Jimin is an Omega wolf who simply wants to find a mate who will accept him. Jeon Jungkook is a mysterious, devastatingly handsome Alpha who confuses Jimin.
Note: Part 1 of the “Mine, and His” series, find the rest here

Title: Pick Me Up
Author: Priska
Rating: Mature
Length: >100k words
Genre: Fluff, Smut
Summary: “I’m older, that makes me your hyung.” He explains as if it wasn’t obvious and jungkook has the audacity to actually look offended. “But I’m alpha and you’re an omega. Age doesn’t matter, I’m above you.”

Title: Reckless
Author: Little_Dimples
Rating: Explicit
Length: 15–20k words
Genre: Smut, Romance, Humor
Summary: Mistakes were bound to happen when you have an unmated omega and a young alpha in one group. It just so happens that Jimin and Jungkook accidentally mate one another which they really don’t want too but the bond is set for eternity and the first weeks are the worst. They can’t step out of their mating range and if they don’t touch one another one of them is bound to get hurt. They need to find a solution to this and they need one now.

Title: We Can Be Golden, Why Don’t We Show Them?
Author: hato96
Rating: Teen
Length: 25–50k words
Genre: Fluff, Smut, Mpreg
Summary: “Your eyes..I remember those amber eyes. Those same yellow-orange orbs that gazed at me before. You’re the one who saved me.”
Note: Jimin is a human, but Jungkook is still an alpha

“That not all men are piggy, only some; that not all men belittle me, only some; that not all men get mad if you won’t let them play Chivalry, only some; that not all men write books in which women are idiots, only most; that not all men pull rank on me, only some; that not all men pinch their secretaries’ asses, only some; that not all men make obscene remarks to me in the street, only some; that not all men make more money than I do, only some; that not all men make more money than all women, only most; that not all men are rapists, only some; that not all men are promiscuous killers, only some; that not all men control Congress, the Presidency, the police, the army, industry, agriculture, law, science, medicine, architecture, and local government, only some.

I sat down on the lawn and wept.”

– Joanna Russ, On Strike Against God

anonymous asked:

How would Gabe, Hanzo and Soldier 76 react to finding an injured animal when out for a walk with s/o

Love doing these for people! I hope I’m doing okay :)


  • Would be going for a stroll down the street of Numbani with you on one of his rare days off
  • The two of you would be holding hands and laughing about something Jesse had done yesterday at practice
  • There would be a soft whimper as the two of you pass an alley-way and the two of you would go immediately to investigate, too curious to ignore it
  • Behind a couple garbage cans would be this ragged, dirty dog laying on its side among a couple garbage bags. Its clear that its been laying there a few days, blood dried into the fur on its side. It must have been hit by a car
  • Your first thought would be 911, despite it only being a dog, and Gabe would gently calm you before picking up the dog. And no, its not a small dog. Looks like it might be a golden lab mix, somewhere under the dirty fur
  • The two of you would take it home to Mercy’s medical room. Mercy, not caring if the injured is human or animal, would instantly be there to help. The two carry it into a side bathroom that has a tub, because Mercy can’t get to the wound past the grime and dried blood
  • Gabriel gets into the tub without question and holds the whimpering dog as he gently rinses off the dog, stroking its fur and not caring how he gets wet. Just the sound of his voice, soothing and deep and experienced, seems to calm both you and the dog
  • When the dog is finally almost clean, he tenderly dries it down with a towel and lays it on Mercy’s work table. The dog ends up being put to sleep as Mercy tends to it.
  • Its cute, because Gabriel and you stay there all night. You know he could be doing anything else on his day off, but all he wants to do is sit there, hold your hand and pet the sleeping dog. He ends up naming the dog Trooper, for being such a trooper and managing to live through those rough days
  • The two of you end up adopting Trooper, who turns out to be pretty aloof and happy when finally back up on his feet
  • Gabe now calls him your love child


  • Likes to go on strolls in the woods surrounding his temple with you. He finds it soothing and the scenery is quite beautiful
  • The two of you are making your way through the bushes, deciding to leave the path the two usually walk
  • The underbrush is a bit thick but you don’t mind. Any time with Hanzo, even lost in the woods, makes you happy
  • As the two of you walk, you hear a soft cry in the distance. It sounds like a soft whimpering noise, like that of a puppy. Of course, you can’t imagine what a puppy would be doing in the middle of no where. It takes only a few seconds to convince Hanzo to go see whats wrong
  • After a  minute or two of looking around, Hanzo suddenly stops you and to your shock, you see that you almost fell into a small ditch. Whats in the ditch though catches your attention immediately.
  • Its the furry body of a rare japanese wolf. There were few left in the area, you knew, but obviously this one had been unlucky. It was clear from the bullet wound in his side that it had come across a hunter somewhere in the area
  • Hanzo knelt down and gently ran his fingers through the wolfs fur. It broke your heart as he gently told you it had passed away not long ago. But after a moment you saw him go still
  • Reaching forward, he lifted something and seemed to cradle it to his chest
  • Turning, you saw a small gray bundle against him and gasped
  • It was a wolf pup, likely not more then a few weeks old. The dead wolf must have been its mother, who had made it back only to see its pup one more time. It turned out the pup had a hurt paw, probably from a misstep as it made its way from the den to its mother
  • Knowing you couldn’t avoid the laws of nature, you looked at Hanzo and saw what was obvious determination in his eyes. Hanzo told you there was no choice but to bring it home with you
  • Relief filled you and the two of you took both the pup and mother, so the mother could be buried at the temple. The pup was looked after by the temple keeper, who showed you how to make a splint for the broken paw.
  • Hanzo wouldn’t admit it, but the pup was rather cute, determinedly nibbling on his pant sleeve for most of the days of recovery. Luckily his dragons seemed quite taken with the pup too, who he eventually named Hikaru.
  • Hikaru turned out to be a big daddy’s girl, always vying for his attention and for you, it was incredibly adorable. She ended up living a very long life at both of your sides, acting as your protector till her final breath.


  • It took a lot to get Soldier to leave the base, when he wasn’t working through the paper work or going on missions
  • So on this lucky day when he had finished his papers and wasn’t needed at base, the two of you decided to go out to get ice cream. It was the perfect kind of day for ice cream-the sun high in the sky and no clouds in view.
  • The two of you were starting to reach the ice cream parlor when Soldier stopped and turned. It took you a moment to figure out why, as you heard the barest of meows
  • With a frown, the two of you started scanning the street and sidewalk around you. It wasn’t till he activated his visor that he turned and passed the parlor a bit to where a large potted plant was.
  • Just hidden behind the potted plant was a small, dirty little white kitten
  • The poor thing was shaking, its body small and its voice hoarse as it looked up with filmy eyes. It had been backed into the corner and looked like it might have gotten stuck there
  • Immediately you were worried, as the last three days had been some of the hottest yet
  • You looked to Soldier, wondering if he knew what to do. Soldier wasn’t big on animals, you knew, so it surprised you when he scooped up the tiny bundle of dirt and fluff
  • Without a thought you followed him into the ice cream parlor, the kitten tucked safely to his chest, and he asked for a small bowl of water. It wasn’t till the kitten was put on the ground with the water that you both saw how thirsty it was, lapping furiously and gulping as much water down as possible
  • Soldier asked you to run across the street and buy a few cans of cat food. Doing as asked, he put a small bit in a bowl and the two of you watched as the kitten practically fell into it. It was good he didn’t give it too much, despite the kittens insistent meowing
  • When at last it was no longer interested in the bowls, the kitten slowly rubbing its cheek along Soldiers boot, making little mewls and pawing at his pants
  • With a pout, you immediately looked at him with the biggest eyes you could make and pleaded to keep the kitten. You couldn’t help it. It was so cute and clearly someone else wasn’t missing it.
  • Soldier stared down at the tiny, malnourished kitten and after a moment sighed. Immediately you knew that was a sign of defeat and whooped with joy as you lifted the kitten.
  • Of course, you couldn’t help thinking he would have kept it all along. The look of adoration in his eyes, the one he thought no one else could see, was quite visible.
  • The two of you took the kitten home and named it Smudge, after discovering a small black smudge beneath the dirty fur one its back. Smudge was clearly taken with Soldier, although it loved your chin scratches the best.
  • It was the first time Soldier had ever allowed a animal(other then Winston) to freely roam base and honestly, most of Smudges days were spent sleeping on a cat tree that Soldier had put in the corner of his office, just so that Smudge didn’t have to be alone during the day
A Monster for a Mate - Prologue


A/N: This multi-chapter fic is inspired by the post Thoughts on Deadlights by @hello-helianthus.  There will be many references to The Dark Tower and Stephen King’s multiverse.  Rated M for strong sexual content (yes, there will be smut), violence, language, gore and horror.  


“You can love a monster, it can even love you back, but that doesn’t change its nature” – Eliza Crewe

Something new had happened.
For the first time in forever, something new… and there had been pain, pain, great roaring pain… and for one moment there had also been fear, because…all living things must abide by the laws of the shape they inhabit.  For the first time, It realized that perhaps Its ability to change Its shape might work against It as well as for It.  There had never been pain before, there had never been fear before, and for a moment It had thought It might die - oh Its head had been filled with a great white silver pain, and it had roared and mewled and bellowed… Suppose there was Another?  Suppose… suppose…
Now they were coming again, and while everything had gone much as It had foreseen, something It had not foreseen had returned: that maddening, galling fear… So, another new thing, if you please: for the first time in Its never-ending history, It needed to make a plan; for the first time It found Itself afraid simply to take what It wanted from Derry, Its private game-preserve…

-Stephen King, It



A Walk Among the Ruins



I can feel the butterflies fluttering in my stomach as I look up at the sign marking the city limits.  For a moment I wonder how long the somewhat faded and dusty plaque has stood at the edge of the town, like a faithful watchman who has become frozen at his post with the passing of time, becoming rooted to the ground into which he is placed.  I see it as a symbol of what I became since losing that part of me that was human, for I too stand frozen in time, and today will be the day when I finally enter into my first slumber.

Today, I reunite with him.


The clown lies waiting for me deep underground, two years into his hibernation.  I remained behind, promising to join him on the other side of sleep when my time came to go Todash.  For two years I have waited for the bells to chime, wandering the streets of the place made after his image.  I miss him, terribly, hearing his childish high-pitched laughter in the wind and catching glimpses of him peeking from behind trees and hiding in the underbrush.  At night, as I lay curled in the darkened and decaying rooms of the Neibolt house I can almost feel him, the rustle of white silver silk shattering the stillness as I imagine a large, gloved, ghostly hand reaching out to caress my cheek.  

It finally happened in the wee hours when I came to sit on the grassy patch beneath the town sign as was my daily ritual.  Every morning at exactly 3 a.m. I leave the relative safety of Neibolt and walk the deserted streets to the same spot, watching the black and straight line of Route 7 until the sun rises and the first trucks carrying the fruits of local farms come rolling into town.  I had just settled on the grass, resting my head against the steel beams, when I felt my ears become inflamed and I registered the distant ringing.  It grew and grew, and as I sat in the darkness looking into the trees for the source of the sound, I finally realized that the jingling came from within my chest.  My call had finally come, and as I felt a yawn form in my throat, I shouted with joy.  

Now here I stand, dusting off my jeans and reaching for the handle of my old and torn suitcase, my sole companion and the only link I have left to a past I can no longer remember.  The LV pattern is faded and the once rich brown leather is now a sickly yellow, but inside are the items I carried when I set foot on this town two years ago.  There are also a wrinkled receipt from the Derry Townhouse and a driver’s license from Vermont which reads:

Name: Luseres Dietrich
Born: November 6, 1989
Blood Type: AB

I begin to make my way back into town, and as Route 7 becomes Witcham Street with its rows of quaint houses surrounded by white picket fences, dawn is just breaking.  In the distance I can hear the revving of machinery as early working crews continue the prolonged work of restoring the center of town.  Soon, Derry will not only be rebuilt, but revamped into an urban complex, rivaling the likes of Bangor.  I make my way down West Brodway, turn left on Kansas Street, and finally enter Neibolt Street just as the sun rises in the East.  It is sure to be a beautiful summer day in New England, I realize as I am bathed in golden light, but none of it matters.  My legs are becoming heavier with each step, my shoulders weigh me down, and I find myself blinking just a tad longer.  

I stop in front of the old abandoned house, Pennywise’s home, and remember the few days I spent trapped inside its walls.  My flesh went stiff with fear at the exotic horrors found in its shifting halls and chambers of unimaginable terrors, I screamed until my throat felt raw, but it was also there where I left my humanity behind and rose unafraid, finally embracing that part of myself which until then I refused to accept.  It was deep beneath that old, charred and blackened house where my fate was joined with his.

I let out a sigh of relief and continue on, disappearing into the trees at the end of the lane.  Here the earth slopes downward, and I carefully pull my suitcase behind me as I skillfully climb down into the Barrens below.  As I enter the clearing, the first trains of the day whistle as they chug on the bridge above en route to the sea.  I now carry the suitcase over my head as I maneuver through the wetlands, stepping over stones and splashing in the shallow waters of the Kenduskeag.  As I finally reach the edge of the Barrens, I look back one last time at the cliffs that mark the western edge of town.  It will be twenty-five years before I set eyes, hungry eyes, upon that rock face once more.  

The entrance to the spillway tunnel opens up before me, like the gaping mouth of a creature from the Prim, gasping for breath on the shores of some parallel world.  The water that once spilled from the Canal now trickles into the improved underground tunnels built by Derry Public Works.  These old drainpipes are dry now, dark sepulchral mazes that are abandoned to the elements.  My boots make a clickety-sound that thumps along to the humming of the suitcase wheels dragging across the cement.  I bid farewell to the world as the light streaming from outside fades when I make a turn into a narrower tunnel.  I’m soon enveloped in darkness, every now and then broken by thin streams of sunlight that push their way through the cracks above.  Further and further in I go, and soon the tunnels open into the center of the old sewer system.  Pipes begin to emerge from the thick walls, broken and caved in.  

It is into one of these that I climb, squeezing through an opening large enough in the debris.  I haul my suitcase in and continue hunched over, once again winding left and right, guided by instinct.  Something buried deep in these manmade catacombs is calling to me, and I feel warmth rising in my chest as the deadlight I carry within begins to gleam.  Finally, I reach the collapsed entryway of what I’ve come to call home.  I slide through the cracks of a huge slab of concrete that blocks it off from the rest of the world, and I spill inside.

Pennywise’s Tower.

I fight back tears as I look upon its destruction.  Both the enormous collection of mementos from his past hunts and the circus wagon in which I spent many a moment lost in rapture now lie crushed beneath a small mountain of debris.  The tower collapsed into itself on that horrible day in May when I made the ultimate sacrifice to ensure the survival of the monster to whom I am bound.  Instinctively I look down at my hands and for a moment I can see the small bundle of pale white skin and vibrant eyes look up at me in complete trust as I hand her over to be devoured by her dying father. The tears finally flow for I can no longer contain them.  

There will be more, I promise” I had pleaded with urgency, literally pushing the humanoid infant who was now crying loudly into his deteriorating hands.  He had mewled, bellowed and roared against it, recoiled from the idea, but as my own skin began to crumble he lunged for her, unhinging his jaws and swallowing her whole.  

I didn’t even look away.

I place my suitcase down and make my way to the edge of the only well that has remained intact. I throw my legs over the ladder and begin my descent into total darkness.  I can feel my vision adjusting the lower I go, my green irises morphing into amber.  My chest now glows brighter as my deadlight senses the nearness of its mate:  Pennywise is in the nest.  When I reach the bottom I eagerly climb into the claustrophic tunnel dug by him centuries ago.  Exhaustion threatens to crush my bones as I crawl the last few hundred yards, and then at last, I am home.

The nest becomes dimly light by the glow emanating from my chest, and I rush over to him.

“Penny, I’m here” I call out, but he remains unmoving.  Of course, he can’t hear me, he is no longer in this world.  His deadlight does not glow.  The avatar remains, but It is in the Todash darkness.  Through now heavy eyelids I look upon Its most favored form, and I feel a surge of warmth and love wash over me.  The clown is curled into a ball, almost cat-like, with an arm hiding his face.  I lovingly run my fingers through his fine tufts of hair, reveling in their silky quality.

“January embers” I whisper, and for some reason the words feel as though they carry a significant weight.

Feeling the last threads of consciousness become severed, I lay down next to him and press my body to his.  As my eyes slowly close I hope that I dream of my past.  Please let me remember, just let me remember, are the last words that go through my mind as I slip into slumber and go Todash.


Together Again

My eyes open and I see that I stand at the edge of a dense coniferous forest.  Powdery snow blankets the ground like ash.  It drifts gently in the breeze, and I place my hand out to catch the flakes.  They immediately disintegrate when they come in contact with my skin, but instead of melting, they evaporate back into the air, floating upwards to a starless sky.  A sense of dread grips me as I look up at the black expanse that envelopes me completely.  There is only darkness above me as well as behind me.  What if I’m lost?  What if I drifted into the Prim?  What if Pe

Just then, the faint sounds of calliope music drift towards me in the breeze and I turn back to the forest.  The snow clears and I begin to make out the pointed tops of large tents somewhere behind the trees.  Lights flicker, and after sparks explode right above me, a large sign I hadn’t noticed comes to life and the name PENNYWISE lights up the darkness.  The ground shifts beneath me and a path lined with flickering lights opens up before me. 

“Of course.  What else would it be?” I chuckle and enter the fairground that becomes alive the moment I set foot inside.  Rides gear on, the carousel lights up and begins to go round and round.  Tents open up on either side of me, their shelves lined with antique toys to be won.  The carnival music blasts from all sides, like a hymn of joy that announces my arrival.  Jack-in-the-boxes spin on their own and pop open, with tiny versions of Pennywise bursting up and laughing that deliciously devious cackle of his.  As I finally reach the merry-go-round, my eyes go wide with amazement.

There are shadows inside.  Small black masses with somewhat human shapes ride the carousel horses, some sit in the chariots, and some just stand and take hold of the bars.  As I look around me I notice more of them, walking slowly through the fair, some stopping at the attractions, others standing at the contest stalls.  The more I notice them, the more there seem to be.  They come in all shapes and sizes, some barely reaching my knee while others tower above me, but they all float happily through the carnival.  

Suddenly, the unmistakable voice of Pennywise comes booming out from above.

“Step right up, children, step right up!  Come near, come close!  You’ll laugh, you’ll cry! You’ll cheer, you’ll die!  Introducing Pennywise, the Dancing Clown!  Woo ah ha ha ha ha ha ha!” 

A traveling stage opens and inside is a life size marionette of Pennywise himself.  The wooden puppet breaks into a jig, kicking its legs outward to the tempo of the music.  The shadows roaming the fair begin to slink toward the stage, and as I now stand alone, I take notice of the largest tent in the grounds, pitched away from all the attractions.  As I look, one of its curtains lifts on its own, beckoning me to enter.  A different kind of music drifts from inside, soft, somber notes that are wrung from a wind instrument, and in a trance, I make my way towards it.

My breath catches in my throat when I step over the threshold.  There, with his back turned towards me, is Pennywise.  His head hangs low and his body sways as he plays the concertina.  Though I cannot see it, I know his eyes are closed, reveling in every note, every sigh of sorrow that spills form the bellows of the instrument.  

I watch him in silence and awe as he fills the tent with the most melancholic and serene of songs.  It is a song that speaks of the sorrow of two lovers separated by distance and time.  When it ends, I swallow the lump in my throat, understanding that in his own way, Pennywise is voicing the emptiness he has felt without me near.

“So… this is how they really float” I manage to choke out.

His arms drop by his sides and the concertina falls to the floor.  He turns, and my chest swells when his two sulfurous eyes lock into mine.  I can see relief and worry combined inside their yellow depths, but their sparkle returns the moment his lips part into an ear-splitting smile.  In a breath I close the distance, my arms wrapping around his neck as his hands cup my face.  

“My little songbird, I thought you’d never get here”

End of Prologue



Bit of feminist good news for you

The lawyers from my city women’s rights organisation just won a lawsuit against a state-owned airline that made its policy to only make uniforms size 48 for the female attendants and sack those who don’t comply with that standard (I.e. “Too fat”). Apparently that’s what clients had wanted. Naturally the clients sent a lot of letters calling BS.

The lawyers won and got the court to cancel that policy.

Law girls for the win!!!

Today is a day that I’m proud of my chosen profession ♥️

7, 12, 20, 77, 113, 147

“Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy. I can see they’re telling nothing but the truth.”

Kitsune beams at the pirate standing before her, one long leg crossed over the other, head cocked to the side and peering up from beneath her fringe.

The asshole splutters, scowling and snarling, but Kitsune’s had quite enough of playing along with this terrible farce.

“Look, do you have the kid or not?”

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Aries male compatibilities

xAries female

Put an Aries woman and an Aries male, and it will be violence and drama h24.
Usually, when the partners aren’t from different signs, the comprehension between them is perfect, because they have a lot in common. But Aries are exceptions. The truth is, the Aries man is of an amazing dynamism and enthusiasm. He is so active that he tends to live at a speed that would stun more than one.Despite the endurance which the woman also demonstrates, this rhythm of life imposed by the male will eventually begin his own vivacity.
Man is also a formidable dominator and a fiery seducer. He can not help but look at the pretty ladies around him and fidelity is not part of his goal. On the other hand, the native of the sign is also very sensual and its ardor in love adds a point. She demands of her partner respect for her freedom in the field of sex. The proud Aries will not endure such an attitude and this is where the rub is hurt. For the subject Aries, love is a perpetual battle where it will always have to be the strongest. But the woman has better things to do than to submit to her laws and will also want to make her voice heard. By its nature, it is also an energetic combative.
Their union seems thus very eventful because two fierce wills meet: bursts and effervescence in perspective. When man seeks to dictate his will to his companion, the latter will revolt because the obligation and it, it makes well two. They will not fail to come up against each other because each one holds enormously to its freedom and wants to preserve it.
However, getting to agree and guaranteeing their couple the serenity and tranquility is not such an impossible mission for these two exceptional beings. The native, under his authoritarian and egocentric appearance, is a person overflowing with tenderness and affection. For her part, the woman has a lot of love to share, she also has dynamism and willpower. These characters may bring them together, but rarely do things like the others, the natives could also use them to stir up the fire of vehement remarks. The strength of their passion sets them against each other.

xTaurus female

This union is the encounter of two signs governed by different elements: the element Earth and the element Fire. Like all those who belong to the Fire sign, the Aries man is a passionate and fiery partner. When he loves, he lets himself be carried away entirely by his love. In this area, he fits perfectly with his partner. Indeed, the Taurus woman conceives love as the essential motor of her existence.

But they do not have the same conception of fidelity. If the native shows a little fickle and can not help charming the pretty creatures, the woman on the contrary is of an exemplary fidelity. She is also very jealous and fights fiercely to keep her man. These two tendencies can cause great tension between them. But when a man finds a partner capable of encouraging and satisfying him, both in the sexual and the social sphere, he knows very well how to stand in the right path and does not seek to move away from his home Nor of his companion.

However, the Taurus woman is able to meet her expectations: she will be able to offer him a stable and warm home, given her predisposition for family life and her dedication to her partner. She will make sure that this one can be a peaceful place towards which his indefatigable companion will go and will take refuge.

The too active temperament of Aries will be softened by the calm and patience of his partner. She will be able to assist and encourage him in what he will undertake. However, she can not satisfy the other in his desire to drag her into worldly societies. She is too reserved to love this kind of life. She prefers to take care of her interior and stay close to nature. This attitude can cause a dispute and it will degenerate if the native manages to put his wife in anger. But as she is constant in her moods, he rarely risks seeing her get carried away. She will use her kindness to reason her partner.

This relationship, which would appear to be incompatible at the outset because of their different points of view, will prove to be very successful if both partners know how to moderate their behavior.

xGemini female

The relationship between a Gemini woman and an Aries man will not necessarily cause opposition because they are different signs and elements. On the contrary, there is a certain complicity between them. In spite of the disputes and disagreements that will undoubtedly arise, they will preserve the tenderness within their couple.

The woman Gemini, too attached to her freedom, gives the impression of being distant many times, in the affective and sentimental demonstration. She fled any relationship that might impose a constraint on her. The dispute may therefore be at this level because this attitude will confuse his companion. He will reproach her for this apparent lack of passion. Out of jealousy, he will try to retain her by all means because he is afraid of seeing her go. Indeed, this is what could happen if the woman gets tired of this excessive jealousy. Nevertheless, the native will have to be warm and loving at times, because his partner will always need to be reassured.

The Aries loves to feel around him a certain manifestation of affection to encourage him and to put him in confidence. He admires the serenity, lucidity and intelligence of his partner. For her part, she will be able to forgive her obstinacy. On the other hand, she will not be very lenient when he begins to spy on her. The native Aries will also have to understand that his partner will need some independence. He will be able to grant him a part of this freedom, which will earn him a great recognition on behalf of this native Gemini a little impulsive.

If they combine their imagination and their love of adventure, they will be able to accomplish great achievements. In love, the Aries man is very passionate and fiery, he lets himself be carried away by his feelings and he is able to devote himself entirely to his passion. Even if the subject Aries has a great affection for the children and the woman Gemini shows itself a formidable mother, to have much does not enter their priority. If each partner tries to spare the other by giving him the minimum of what he needs, their union will last and flourish surely.

xCancer female

What can one expect from a union between a woman Cancer and a man Aries? Belonging to two very different signs, they also present some differences of character traits. However, they will be able to live a fairly good relationship if each of the partners agrees to make efforts to understand. They will also have to learn to make concessions. It is on these conditions that they can give their couple a chance to last and develop.

The Cancer woman will seduce her partner by her modesty, reserve and sweetness. She does not like to be shaken and she does not want to be subjected to tensions either. With the man Aries, she will live all this because this one lives at a dizzying pace. He wants his companion to follow the same rhythm as he does. Despite the fragile appearance of the latter, she will be able to show incredible tenacity. His partner will be surprised to see.

But if the woman gets to calm him down he will put a little brake in his impetus. When she finds herself behind her bad mood and presents a scowl, the native feels helpless and helpless.

Sometimes he is also exasperated by the coquetry of his companion.

However, these characters can find common ground to bring balance and bring harmony within their couple. They will have to learn to tolerate. Thus the woman before the lively ardor of her partner will use her gentleness to temporize this behavior. The man, in spite of his ardor and manhood, must behave as a protector in front of his partner to reassure her.

A few disputes may arise on the pecuniary level. They will not agree in the way to manage it. In front of money the woman, much more foresight, adopts the system of savings while the man can prove to be a great spendthrift. No moderation and he does not skimp on his expenses. The native will sometimes reproach his companions for his absences which will awaken his jealousy and scenes will not fail to occur. The partners must therefore seek to smooth out any obstacles that may arise and their union will be most successful.

xLeo female

An alliance between a Leo woman and an Aries man could be successful because they are both under the Fire sign. They can easily understand each other and they can have the same conception of life. Together, they will share the same desire to lead a life where everything is splendor and luxury, where the brilliance of the beautiful is everywhere.

They will also seek to make themselves known: the woman with her need to want to be the sole object of all appreciations and the man with his desire to be valued. Instead of opposing them, these characters will rather accentuate their complicity. Solidarity can arise from their union and their mutual support can be very remarkable.

Man will take advantage of this rebellious and docile character of his companion. In the face of Aries’ admiring behavior, she is ready to make concessions and these gestures on both sides will only accentuate the success of their union.

But they show the same ardor in their impulses and they tend to live their love at such a pace that they will not even have time to savor their happiness. This haste may not allow their union to flourish and last long enough. They very soon risk their love ending without their having the opportunity to talk to her.

Passionate, they are of easy jealousy and they can also enter terrible anger. This temperament could often lead to incontrovertible scenes and disputes.

Their common flaws can create disputes between them or be a source of exasperation for one of them. However, since they are beings who have generosity within reach of the heart, they can feel indulgence for each other. But we must relativize, these conflicts can not be the cause of serious damage in their couple. They will be able to repair the few breakages that their overflow will cause.

Note that the Leo woman and the ram man also show great harmony in their taste, which will strengthen their mutual understanding. Their union will be perfect if they succeed in dominating and restraining their impulses.

xVirgo female

Virgo and Aries are two signs that seem to oppose and seeing them live together proves a little unlikely. A Virgo woman symbolizes order, discretion and honesty. For his part, a man Aries sometimes seems overbearing and needs the admiration of his partner.

The Aries man is a loyal being who knows how to fight to have what he wants, to conquer without danger does not interest him. He is looking for a partner who can leave him a certain freedom and when he meets, he agrees to engage in marriage. But he has a taste for adventure, which can lead to a divergence of point of view and conception of the life of couple between the two characters. He can not help but charm the pretty women and is ready to live with them a love affair, only his companion does not hear it with this ear.

The Virgo woman aspires to a life of security with her companion and this rather fickle behavior could well be a source of disputes. This situation will be frequent in view of Aries’ weakness in the face of temptation. The discord may also come from the fact that a Virgin is very meticulous in the way of keeping her accounts, the Aries being all its opposite. To settle his expenses or to set up an account is not the strength of the latter. He is driven by his ardor and enthusiasm. In the professional context, he can suddenly resign from his position if nothing corresponds to his expectations.

Their relationship will flourish if a man manages to have the confidence of his companion and that woman feels safe with him. He will have to forget his selfishness and encourage his partner to express himself. In her way of demanding from her the same rhythm in the manifestation of emotions, she could go so far as to frighten him, even to worry him. If she manages to give her the best, expectations will be met. De facto, she will no longer have to resent him on the pretext that he imposes on her desires and her will. Indeed, in spite of his pride, it is a being who expects much love from his companion. If they unite their efforts to maintain their relationship, they will have the chance to see it last and succeed.

xLibra female

The Libra woman and the Aries man incarnate the encounter of two opposing elements and when the Air and the Fire live together, sparks are to be feared. Indeed, the native, with its character which is not at all firm, will be able to aggravate its partner as it shows a lot of hesitation. Problems will therefore appear on this side. But since she does not like conflict situations, she will do everything to untie them. This is why it is often reconciliatory and sometimes even easily influenced. The liveliness and ardor of Aries will not accommodate this attitude, which may reflect a certain lack of will. It may happen that the man can push his companion to act and to make decisions by bumping her with her behavior which tends to speed and haste.

As the native of the sign can be at the same time a model wife and a good mother of a family, the man will be attracted by these qualities. He wants to take refuge in this place to enjoy a certain tranquility and to meet the stability since it is always in motion. It will therefore be easy for his partner to keep him and she will have the opportunity to provide him with sound advice. The native will be able to slow down a little his ardor and his enthusiasm by dint of rubbing shoulders with this woman whose balance he admires. Because of their loyal and honest character, they will easily establish complicity between them.

However, the behavior of the Aries who lives his life at high speed will ask his companion a certain vigilance. She will have to teach him to moderate his ardor, to calm his enthusiasm because he will not fail to impose his rhythm. He must above all master his jealousy, an attitude more sharpened by the excessive desire to want to please his partner. On the other hand, if she obediently submits to the dominion of her companion and imposes no constraint on her, he will be a good husband to her even if he is not a perfect model of fidelity. He will communicate to his companion her great vitality to compensate for a certain indolence which she displays. Ultimately, they will be responsible for the future of their couple: whether they succeed or fail, they hold their future in their hands.

xScorpio female

The union of a Scorpio woman and an Aries man will be risky. Being different signs and elements, their characters will tend to oppose and the risks of confrontation are quite large.

The Aries man wanting to dominate will encounter a lot of resistance to the voluntary and firm character of his Scorpion companion. They will all the time be called to fight battle against each other because the woman will not easily accept the defeat. She will stand up to her companion since she also possesses this warlike instinct and their violence will have the same intensity. The native Aries will find in this woman an adversary worthy of him and their war will risk to last as long as they want. It will end when one of them no longer has the strength to continue. But it will only be a tender war in which love and tenderness will still have a place of honor. However, they will not be able to prevent themselves from tearing themselves apart and, at the end of each confrontation, their reconciliation will always be touching.

Despite all these differences, these characters are very passionate and their relationship will not lack of pleasant moments. It may therefore happen that the union between these two is really harmonious.

In love, none of these partners knows the half measures, when he loves he invests in it entirely. They are great enthusiasts capable of maintaining lasting relationships. Man will not be afraid to engage in marriage if he finds a woman who can meet her requirements. With the Scorpio woman, he can fulfill his wishes. However, this native does not conceive traditional marriage as the culmination of the relationship between a woman and a man. She prefers free union and this idea will not displease the man who can thus keep a small part of his freedom. He can not refrain from courting a pretty woman who will pass by him. The Aries man shows himself careless and immature sometimes. His companion will have to get used to these behaviors if she wants her relationship with this being to be sustainable. She will also have to put a little warmth in her attitude towards him.

xSagittarius female

The Sagittarius woman and the Aries man are covered by the same element, Fire, which explains their vivacity and dynamism. This belonging will enable them to establish harmony in their relationship. They have enough in common to achieve balance in their couple. Their taste for adventure and the attraction for the journey will create a formidable complicity between them.

This harmony will be further enhanced if everyone tries to overcome his egoism and show signs of the tenderness he is able to offer.

Sagittarius and Aries are also honest and sincere and will be able to support themselves in their businesses. However, it would be preferable if their professional or leisure activities were different. They will risk confronting each other in the exercise of these if they do so together and their rivalry will be harmful to them. But if they are ready to make concessions and master their pride, their relationship will be harmonious. They will then be able to look together towards a better future. But as the native Aries is very impulsive, he will often find himself in inextricable situations. Her partner will come to her aid and she will often be called to do so.

Both will not be of exemplary fidelity but their frankness will play in their favor. Indeed, if the native Sagittarius is seduced by another met during a trip, she will not hesitate to confess to her partner. In case she had any scruples, she would go so far as to break in order not to live in a lie. It will struggle the other but very generous and understanding, he will appreciate this sincerity.

If the Sagittarius woman displays a certain docility and submission towards her companion, this attitude will only strengthen their bonds. What will also constitute the strength of this couple is the whole character of these partners. When each party finds its half, it will give and dedicate itself totally to this relationship. Their union will be very successful and as soon as they have their first child, their love will be in full bloom, then there will be a lot of joy and joy in their union.

xCapricorn female

A Capricorn woman and a man Aries will be able to constitute a pair that will work perfectly. The native will seduce his companion by his delicacy and generosity. When he meets the woman of his life, he will be a good husband for her, especially if she succeeds in leaving him a certain freedom and the engagement does not come under any form of constraint. He will give her all her love and will ensure her stability in her home.

The Aries man is a hurry to live and in this respect, he may sometimes risk rushing his partner Capricorn. His dynamism and his enthusiasm attract madame. However, she will not be able to follow him in his race towards love because he will demand that his partner live with the same rhythm as him. Disputes may arise from this situation. She will often reproach him with his way of systematically putting off his desideratas. In his way of expressing his feelings, he is a little too exuberant, which does not correspond to the character of Madame. The latter is legendary in its apparent coldness. However, these traits can be complemented and they will make the success of the life of the couple.

To correct his immature side, the man needs the seriousness of Capricorn, a character who always has his head on his shoulders. On the other hand, with her great reserve and her logic, she can still frighten the Aries, he who loves thrills and life a hundred by the hour. With his need to impose and impose his will, Aries takes the risk of running up against an equally authoritarian woman. Friction seems inevitable. But if the native dismisses a little of his reserve and is much more warm towards his companion, it will make the happiness of this one. He will seek refuge in the warmth of the home that the woman can give him and the life of their couple will thus be preserved.

To avoid all kinds of tension, the partners of this combination will have to make concessions on their own. It is even necessary for them to find common ground so that they can live happily together. Their link would be even deeper if they could find common work.

xAquarius female

These two characters are influenced by their respective sign, when the Air stirs up the Fire, there is a danger of a formidable fire. The union of the Aquarius woman with the Aries man will be most dynamic as they like to embark on adventures taking them away.

One of the dominant characters of the Aquarius woman is the taste for travel, movement and she will greatly appreciate her companion’s tendency to leave and try new experiences.

Aries is not the man of moderation. He loves speed in everything he undertakes. To make fast, to finish quickly, is his conception of life. The Aquarius woman is ready to accompany her on her journeys and she will serve as a rampart to prevent her from acting in an unthinking manner.

Aries may consent to marriage if his companion leaves him almost total freedom. Only, she risks suffering because her partner is not a perfect model of fidelity. Yet they each have an unbounded need for freedom and their understanding will work very well if they try to preserve the independence of the other. But will an Aries easily grant to his companion the liberty to which she aspires? As a being of great loyalty, he will make the effort to leave her free in her movements. On the other hand, he will make sure that he does not forget to return to the home at the end of his peregrinations. What is ideally suited to this couple is not to engage in the bonds of marriage but to adopt the system of common-law unions. Thus, they will not feel trapped and their lives will be rid of all forms of constraints.

The Aries may prove to be a stable companion on whom one can rely, but his partner will have to be careful as some of them are prone to terrible anger. The positive point in this couple is that they will not have time to get bored if they do not obviously let the lightning burst. There is an extraordinary complicity between these two subjects, and this is what makes their union successful. They can look together towards the same future and if they have enough mutual trust, they will live happily there. Their union could thus be perfectly successful.

xPisces female

The Fish woman and the Aries man will establish a form of understanding with some difficulty. They will not understand each other easily because they evolve in two different worlds: water on one side and Fire on the other. This divergence will often cause the problems the couple will encounter.

Yet they have a number of points that will enable them to find a balance. The Aries man will be seduced by the charm and sweetness of his companion and the latter will be touched by his strength, his assurance and his generosity. Their few common points will promote their understanding and understanding. Behind his hard but manly appearance, the man hides a romantic background that drives him to want to live a great love with his partner. The Poisson woman asks no better than to satisfy her thirst for love. They will be able to find common ground on the sentimental level.

However, the native Aries is a rather unstable character, which will not facilitate his influence on his companion, given that she herself is of a legendary indecision and hesitation. But it happens that the man effectively assists his partner. Since he is very daring and courageous, he will be able to teach him to overcome his shyness and to forge his personality. This solicitude responds perfectly to the expectations of the Poisson woman who needs to be supported to face life. She will only appreciate it more and show her gratitude.

On the other hand, if they can not communicate easily, it is because there is some misunderstanding in their relationship. The Aries man will not understand why his companion will decide to take refuge in his universe of dreams where he will not have the right to force the door and cross the threshold (?). Such an attitude will annoy the other and, despite his tenacity, mister will eventually become discouraged and love will suffer. In order to preserve the harmony and balance in the relationship of these partners, they will have to accept and show some self-denial. The man must also be less egocentric and devote a little of his time to his companion.


sorry if there’re mstakes with grammar or vocabulaire or other :)

anonymous asked:

Any pointers for a beginners creepy doodler ?

The true weird tale has something more than secret murder, bloody bones, or a sheeted form clanking chains according to rule. A certain atmosphere of breathless and unexplainable dread of outer, unknown forces must be present; and there must be a hint, expressed with a seriousness and portentousness becoming its subject, of that most terrible conception of the human brain—a malign and particular suspension or defeat of those fixed laws of Nature which are our only safeguard against the assaults of chaos and the daemons of unplumbed space. © H.P. Lovecraft

Human figures, as if they were drawn by a kid’s hand; a cyclist riding his bike down the empty countryside road and then vanishing into thin air; strange yellow face, appearing behind the window of an abandoned house - situations by themselves are not dangerous yet. But they are unclear, inexplicable and therefore - frightening. A little malfunction in an usual order of things makes your feel the presence of the evil Something, danger, non-personal and that’s why unpredictable and even more terrifying © D.Komm

Fun and weird marriage proposal.

Just imagine this:

Gideon Pines and Pacifica Northwest, with the help of Will, foiled the plans of the Gleeful twins. They were being corrupted by power mystical amulets.

The trouble is that the twins still have some power and are looking for revenge.

But they have not realized that the three are leading them into a trap, designed by Stan to save his nephews.

The problem is that … the trap is still not finished and the two boys and crybaby demon are cornered by the twins.

Stan asks them to improvise something for him to have time to finish it.

They improvise several acts of theater, magic and even dance! That only makes the twins get angry more and approach with the intention of destroying them.

Running out of ideas, Will just think its a unique opportunity.

Will: WAAAIT, Wait, wait, wait! Hold on a second!

Gideon: Uhh Will… what are you doing?

Will: *Bows.* Dipper Psychopath Sadist Crazy Gleeful. Would you do me the honors of becoming… my bride?

Pacifica & Gideon: *Mouth hanging wide open.*

Dipper: *Confused look* I don’t think so!*Comes closer.*

Will: *Backing away.* Dipper, please. I know what you’re thinking, we’re too different. It’ll never work! What will the children look like?

Pacifica & Gideon: *Still has mouth hanging wide super open.* O_O

Dipper: *Coming closer still and with an even more sadistic look* Oooh, that violates so many laws of nature!

Will: *Backed up against the wall.* Listen the idea of a couple of wacky kids like us don’t amount to the mighty termites into this circle of life. So I ask you, if not now, when? If not me, who? I’m lonely.

Pacifica: Can I be your best man?

ahhh~~~ just imagine this: X

  • Izumo: I knew it! I knew it! Well, not knew it in the sense of having the slightest idea, but I knew there was something I didn't know. You two were fighting way too much. It's not natural!
  • Rin: I know it's weird ...
  • Izumo: Weird? It's against all laws of God and Man! It's Ryuji! Remember? The, the 'We Hate Ryuji Club', of which you are the treasurer.
  • Rin: Look, I was gonna tell you.
  • Izumo: Gee, what stopped you? Could it be shame?
  • Rin: All right, let's not over-react, shall we?

nate2247  asked:

I want to run a Bloodborne-inspired D&D game, and I really want to hammer home the lovecraftian horror side of things. Any suggestions?

By coincidence I am actually running an eldritch horror themed campaign right now. The key in my opinion is to not only nail down the aesthetics of the genre but the reasoning. A good way to keep tension high is to keep the players wondering what they’re actually fighting. A large part of lovcraftian or eldritch themes is incomprehensibility. What is the being they are up against? An elder god? What does that mean? How do they work? Perhaps mortal minds can’t truly understand what it is. I recently had my players face off against a group of enemies called “Incomprehensibles” and they are essentially beings who’s form is so alien and otherworldly that it causes mental strain on terrestrials. Players would take psychic damage if they looked at them, listened to them, or tried to recall them. I refused to describe what the creatures they were fighting looked like.

Have things make little sense at face value. Impossible geography, warped or distorted environments. Have them live in their nightmares where the laws of nature don’t apply the way they should. Have puzzles based on the movement of objects or the completion of a seemingly arbitrary to cause a random effect. Look to the silent hill series for good inspiration for that.

Lastly you really want to sell the gravity of what they are up against. Have the antagonist creature revered by its followers by vague terms and riddles slowly revealing that the monster is something they can barely understand much less fight.


Welcome to Volterra.


Welcome to Volterra, an asylum once for the mentally ill, now abandoned left to ruin.

Ospedale Psichiatrico di Volterra has been abandoned since 1978 when its practices were deemed too cruel by the Basaglia Law passed by the Italian government. Today just a few rusty wheelchairs sit strewn amongst the broken glass and graffiti, as nature has almost completely taken over the buildings.

Somebody was having a little too much fun with some mannequins when we visited, which admittedly scared the living shit out of us.

Those deemed mentally ill were confined here at the slightest sign of schizophrenia or depression, and many who were imprisoned were not ill at all but were in fact political prisoners, interred for speaking out against the fascist regime of the time.

Practices included electroshock therapy, sedation and isolation; less commonly seen practices were to place patients in tanks of ice, induce them into comas using insulin, and even test pills and poisons on them with a complete disregard for the often-irreversible consequences. The patients were denied any communication with the outside world and their families; letters were confiscated, parcels intercepted.

The writings of a madman, carved into Volterra’s courtyard walls using his own belt buckle, are still visible today. Fernando Oreste Nannetti was imprisoned here for 14 years until his death, as were hundreds of other patients earning Volterra the nickname “The place of no return”. Psychiatrists, historians and astrologists have all studied the carvings but no one has yet managed to decipher them.

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