it's 3 am and i'm not sleeping

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from a mountain in the middle of the cabins // panic! at the disco

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5x12 || 7x11

This is you breaking up with me. Yeah.

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Haikyuu!! + @ao3tagoftheday

idk if anyone’s done this already but a Sportarobbie hospital AU, where Robbie is a talented surgeon and Sport is a nurse who helps him in the operating theatre.

Sport thinks that Robbie is so gifted at what he does and how he saves people, and Robbie just thinks of it as a job and doesn’t see much else to it. he’s pretty private and always sits on his own in the break room and doesn’t socialise with others.

one day someone is rushed in for emergency surgery and Robbie can’t save them, even after trying all he can. he’s really shaken about it and Sport can’t help himself and tries to get Robbie to open up and talk about it. eventually, Robbie cries and talks to Sportacus and they share a heart to heart on the steps outside the hospital. after that, Robbie says hi to Sportacus every time they pass each other, and Sportacus sits with Robbie in the cafeteria.

blah, blah, they fall in gay love.

okay you know what pisses me off? the fact that every other love interest kara has had, it has ended because of things that happen have even to her and mon-el

with adam, she didn’t think it was meant to be because they were always interrupted (via kidnapping or other means). with james, it was the same damn thing. they were getting interrupted constantly. that led her to think that the universe was telling her not to do it, that she wasn’t ready and needed to focus on her

now, i’m not knocking that. i’m knocking the fact that that same shit happens with mon-el. their first kiss was under a poison/drug induced mon-el who pretended it never happened. their other “flirtations” were interrupted or kara showed obvious disinterest. and their latest “thing” was interrupted again. but kara will bend over backwards to make this work, right? because he’s basic straight cis white boy #3 and that’s who she’s meant to be with because oh don’t the cw just love their basic white boys who give nothing to the plot but take everything from the leading ladies and the men of colour who should be getting the screen time (and the girl), and also the lesbians

pre-scratch tav looks like looks like a self indulgence opportunity my guy
and also a lone forest hermit that is a disney princess and is friends to alien birbs

A sick feeling.
This is the worst emotion, if you were to ask.
It makes you feel nauseated,
makes you angry at your friends,
your family,
yourself.
Makes you grit your teeth hard,
slam things,
cry.
It makes you feel unwanted.
It makes you unwanted.
“Yes,” Morality decided, miserably leaning over a toilet, “This is the worst emotion.”

Jealousy.

l o l when your friends reminds you that one of the main reasons why you chose to attend this school was because it had a CODING CLASS for you to take as an elective  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

Every Time
  • Me: Alright, homework's done, studied, made my lunch! Time for a good night's rest so tomorrow will be a good day!Brain: Stay up till 3 am crying over fictional characters.
  • Me: ...what? No!
  • Brain: You gotta.
  • Me: Hoe don't do it...
  • Me: *Does it*
  • Me: ...
  • Me: Well that's never gonna happen again...
  • Brain: Hey look at -
  • Me: aHHHHH

boy HOWDY I just LOVE spring and the loud ass motherfuckin BIRDS it brings around that make virtually NO noise during the day but will gladly SCREAM on a loop every 3 seconds from MIDNIGHT UNTIL THE SUN COMES UP RIGHT OUTSIDE MY WINDOW they are just SO CHARMING