it's 2 am i give up

Ugh. Morning.

I dont know if its the worry for wednesday or my nap Sunday or what but I tossed and turned, had wierd vivid dreams and finally had to give up and get up and move to teh sofa.

Trying to decide if I want to try and watch a little tv or just lay down here and close my eyes and see if the wierd dreams stop and sleep starts. Usually when this happens its 2 or so am and I crash out around 6-7am out of pure exhaustion.

My eyes feel like a cat peed in them and my brain is all kinds of crash. PLus since my meds have worn off Im shaky, thistime of day is FUN.

This is where Id enjoy greenery and fall back asleep like a baby in the old days. Now its where Im up at 445am.

Crappy Monday everyone.

Dead cold hands.

Sometimes writing fanfiction is so hard, you don’t have any ideas and you just stare at your screen for 2 hours. Then you give up and spent your whole day on tumblr.

And sometimes writing fanfiction is so easy, it just flows out of your fingers and even if you don’t know where you’re going, you keep typing and you keep having great ideas.

But most of the time, you have great ideas, but no words to describe it. Like you know where you’re going, but you don’t know how to get there.

Writing is hard, man.

Speaking of Valentine’s Day

There was a short valentine’s day omake in which Lucy wanted to give chocolate to Natsu, but she ended up not giving it to him because he ended up grossing her out lol. (Translation below) As you can tell by the artstyle, it was drawn when FT was still a fairly new manga. 

I can’t vouch for its accuracy but this translation was provided by Ju-da-Su on mangahelpers. 

(Panel 1) 

Lucy: “It is actually a really nice thing, but … ”
 Did I make it a bit too cute?
Hope he doesn’t … come up with any weird thoughts about this.

(Panel 2)

Lucy: Ah!
Natsu: How the hell am I supposed to choose!!!
Happy:  How ‘bout if you’re told that you have to choose one of them?

(Panel 3)

Natsu: I don’t want to eat both the “chocolate-favored shit” and “shit-favored chocolate”!!!
Also, just whose shit is that!!!
Happy: Well … that actually doesn’t really matter

(Panel 4)

Natsu: Lucy!! What do you think!?
Lucy:  I’ll never give this to you

Dialogue Prompts For When You’re Sick

1. “So help me god if you don’t stay in bed I will tie you to it!” “Kinky.” 

2. “I know you are worried about me, but if you try to feed me soup, or give me any more blankets I am going to slap you.” 

3. “Just be careful around them. They’re hopped up on cough medicine.”  

4. “So the meds have made them super horny?” “Yep.” “Well that’s nothing new.”  

5. “Take the damn medicine!” “No, its gross!” “Stop acting like you’re two and take it!” 

6. “Yeah no kisses till you’re better.” 

7. “I’m not dying I can walk around you don’t need to carry me.” 

8. “I think you should see a doctor.” “I’m fine, I’m just…really…really…” 

9. “It’s fine, we can still go out.” “Babe you just passed out, we are not going on a date.” 

10. “Do I need to show you the symptoms again?!” “That was a Yahoo answer, I don’t think I threw up because I have a concussion, or a brain tumor.” 

hahaha im tryin y’all haha im rly tryin :’‘‘‘‘)

i dug through my art tag and don’t think i ever posted this before???? if i have posted it before sorry here it is again slightly fancied up here take it.

i am || this close to just cramming Stas into a polyam relationship with Darsela and Creviss because a) im literally desperate for some sweet cute fluff to think about to distract from Other Stuff That Is Probably Not Going To Work Out 2) itd give me more reason to draw stas who is easier to draw than creviss iii) height differences d) majro would probably never stop screaming

the filename was inevershouldhaveletthemdance.psd and its rly accurate

a reason why i want to bring padmé or at least give a mention of padmé in the new star wars trilogy is because i want luke and leia to learn about their mother and who she was. they deserve to. they need to. it isn’t fair that they don’t know a single thing about their mother. even though leia remembers images of her, still, she doesn’t truly know her mother. it isn’t fair that they know their father as the cruel man they met and not the good man he was but not even a single thing about their mother. i want them to learn about her as a woman who contributed so much to galactic history, her life as queen and senator of naboo, the kind naive soul she was, the role she played in their father’s life, and how she lived her life even how she died. i want them to see how she lives in them, because she does - she lives through the goodness of luke and the fighter in leia. i just want them to know their mother, padmé amidala…

His bitch

I been getting pics from followers, some of you have nice dicks. Also been getting a lot of invites to hook up. But want to say I am currently some one’s exclusive bitch at the moment, maybe a long term thing. He is on tumblr but hasn’t told me if its ok to give him a shout out so goin to keep that private for now.
But I can answer a few questions i was asked about us and about me.
1. Yes my “Him” is white. As if that was optional.
2. Yes he lays it on his bitches like a good daddy should.
3. No we don’t have plans to meet up with other tumblr followers in a 3some or moresome…yet. maybe in the future.
4. There will be real pics posted once in a while. I delete when I start feelin a certain way about it so be quick.
5. I’m 24 years old born and raised in Georgia.
6. 36D-30-44 yea too much for some yall
7. I have 6 tats. Wrist, forearm, upper thigh, above breast, on sholdrblade, ankle. No piercing cept ears and navel tho.
8. Lost it at 14 but had my first white dick at 17. He was huge 8 real inches and thick. I was nutting hard on him by the time he first ran that shit up me balls deep. So yea was hooked but I did “go back” for a while. It was tough for ya girl to meet white men for a few years there.
9. I can do raceplay but you only call me n if you have enough dick and fuck me good enough so I dont care what you say. I need a man to make me respect that shit first.
10. Yea i smoke mj but prbly not as often as the ppl who asked me about it. And i drink maybe only once or twice a month if i have time to go out.

I will answer more another time.
Key

I was not up to date on @homura-bakura‘s An Hourglass of Stars and I found out I was 2 chapters behind!!! (What a glorious day)!

All these starshipping moments are giving me such joy… but a lot of warnings have been raised too! Don’t rip my heart out D’: I’m fragile!!!

This was the only doodle I managed to lineart today… my WIP folder is such a big GX mess D’:

“But Neku… I thought you couldn’t afford to lose. Give up on yourself, and you give up on the world.”

there are hundreds of ways this game is the cleverest thing but i have to say one of my favorite is its treatment of joshua. lemme explain :

throughout all of week 2 you get dozens of reasons to hate josh. the game wants you to, if not outright hate him, at the very least not trust him at all 

even when youre presented with ways to empathize with him, such as the ‘in a way hes been alone all his life’ moment, it takes them away as soon as possible -the next day you get to see that flashback, then day 5 it is heavily suggested that he killed himself, but who really cares he killed you and then that fucking rhino appears and OH GOD HES ALIVE ???

of course it all goes downhill from there, and if at this point you do not want to strangle that kid, you are a fucking saint

like i said, all the little chance you have at relating to him are immediately negated by whatever terrible thing he did again

and then you get to minamimoto. and boy, boyyy is all of that encounter well written

first, you get another flashback that basically VOIDS everything you thought about joshua. of course youre a bit busy right then, but what the game tells you is that, aside from the fact he’s an ass, you dont have any reason to hate him anymore

then, and that’s one of the most clever moments of the game (and spirits know there are a lot of clever moments), joshua, the kid youve been taught to despise for the whole week, the kid youve wanted to get rid of for about as long -

that joshua literally sacrifices himself for your sins, leaving you with nothing but inspiring words and a good dose of guilt (’I did this. I blamed him. He’s gone because of me.’ etc)

this fucking game literally makes you feel guilt over having been distrustful for very good reasons… that the very same game gave you. its not like youve ever had any choice. its not that kind of game. you get whatever part of the story they want to give you, and you work around it

and the game knows that, knows that you know that, and makes use of it to present you with this very powerful moment where your flawed perception caused your partner to sacrifice himself for you

(or well. thats what the game tells you at least)

grimes on instagram, talking about music technology ROLI blocks.: 
grimesbear w me but gonna nerd out 4 a sec & also typing w fake nails so forgive typos. also tried to simplify my language but apologize if it doesnt make sense 2 non musicians or if its overkill if u do happen to know what im talking about;So a couple months ago Roli hit me up about making sound packs for their new hardware/ software intrument/thingy called Blocks, which I’m v excited abt cuz i make a lot of sound packs @ home and Am v keen to give it a try for somebody else, plus have just generally enjoyed making music on this thing.
Essentially, It’s sort of a synth-you can load different sounds into it from the software and create beats and instrumentals. The software element is where u access the sounds (u can access the software without the hardware on an ipad or smthn if u want to get an idea of the style of sounds and some of the features). It’s great for beginners becuz you can do things like choose a scale and then it visually lays it out for you so that if you don’t have formal training you can see/ understand how to compose a piece of music in a specific key.
Anyhoo, the thing i really love about this is that allows you to start producing music without necessarily having a lot of experience. (although if ur deep in it its still really fun – u can synch up the apps w DAWS like ableton if you want). it’s also ‘multi timbral’ like the seabord rise– so u can intuitively alter parameters like vibrato or whatever with ur fingers, you can make synths sound almost like natural vocals or violins etc. plus its cheap /portable. lastly, It’s modular, meaning you can buy the small individual pieces and slowly build the machine that suits you best and kind of design it yourself, rather than making a giant initial investment and theres no wires, they just kinda connect like lego.so yeah, I obviously get 2 stoked on gear sometimes, but I feel really passionate about this in particular because i believe it will bring the art of music production to more ppl & stoked that they asked me to be involved in creating sounds for it (alongside some v cool producers) haha.

Picked up some mini prints today!! They would have looked a lot better if I had the versions of the book that I based the colour schemes on and also if the people who work at Staples understood the concept of using bleed when printing images.

2 July 2016 | 2:45 pm

dear future girlfriend, i’m going to be fucking annoying. but just know that i am going to love you to the very ends of the earth. whatever you need, whenever you need it, i’ll bring it to you. you just want to stay in tonight and watch Netflix? i’ll go make the popcorn. you aren’t feeling up to do anything today?  i’ll be right next to you, holding you close and reminding you that you are loved. you want to go out on the town tonight and get drunk as fuck? i’ll be your driver for the night (unless you want me to be drunk with you then i’ll just pay for all of our ubers). you want to go to a fancy dinner? help me pick out a good outfit and then we’ll be on our way. anything you could ever think of, i’ll be there to do it with you. you can call me at any point of any day and i’ll pick up and talk for as long as you want, whether it’s 3 in the afternoon or it’s 3 in the morning. just tell me what you want and i’ll find and get it. and if you ever doubt my love just think about how much you love your favorite band and just know that i love you so much more than that.

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The last picture describes how shook I am because BITCH IM SHOOK

Now let me evaluate every single picture:

Picture number 1: HE LOOKS SO GOOD IMMA PUNCH SOMEONE OH MY GAAAAAAHHHHHHHDDDDDD BABBBYYYYYY LOOK AT THAT JAWLINE! IT COULD CUT MY LIFE IN HALF! AND THE STAAARRREEE. LEMME GIVE HIM A KISS!

Picture number 2: His jawline. His veins. His muscles. His structure. My heart.

Picture number 3: Now THAT is Peter Benjamin Parker.

Pictures 4&5: He looks like he just woke up…AND ITS BEAUTIFUL.

Picture number 6: Lovin’ the ‘stache.

Picture number 7: He better dress like that on the way to my house.

Picture number 8: same.

How to Change your Character in Harvest Moon: Animal Parade

EDIT 6/9/16: Here’s a list of the character files!

ok ok so people ask me how i did the thing where i changed my character to one of the npc’s. It’s a simple process but it’s also hard to figure out, though once you do its one of those things where you slap your face and groan in how simple it was all this time. Me? I spent days trying to research the file types used, I downloaded a bunch of different programs and no success anywhere. SO! I’ll help people out. This is gonna be long bc I tend to ramble? and ill be including pictures. i apologize 2 mobile users

A warning: im not giving out iso download links nor am I giving out the downloads for the programs used. You’ll have to find those yourself and, as for the iso, that’s up to you decide whether to pirate or to burn from a CD, sorry, i’m not getting myself in trouble over a simple tutorial post. Anyway, continue on!

Keep reading

tbh, i feel like people wouldn’t have been as disappointed in Civil War if it had just been titled that. the film itself isn’t a bad film, it’s a really good film to be honest, the problem is that the product that we got didn’t match up with the title on the packaging. If this film hadn’t been Captain America: Civil War, and had instead just been Civil War, it would have been fine. But it was supposed to be the conclusion of Steve’s trilogy, it was supposed to be Steve’s story, and there just wasn’t enough of Steve in it and that’s why so many Cap fans felt let down.

me: ok for real this time i’m gonna get my drivers permit

everyone else: good!!!!

me: ok i did it

everyone else: great!! time to get behind the wheel now

me: ?????????????? what????????? no

[Update] To-Do List

Originally posted by lotsandlotsofbirds

So it’s going to be a crazy week a bit for a little bit. I’ve got 2 birthdays to focus on in the next two weeks, and I know they’ll insist I don’t have to do something, but I want to (now that I’ve been given a heads up lol). I swear, all websites should just give you a week advance warning of when somebody’s birthday is.

With that said: happy birthday, @lady-mz-hyde and @thatbellagaze

I am sorry that I wasn’t given enough time or anything to plan for something, but I do hope you have a lovely one. c’:

I will try to get something written, but as of late, I’ve just been writing small stories to get ideas out quickly. Sacrifices and No Longer Yours were just ideas to throw together and get down and out quickly—Sacrifices is a bit more personal and feels like a collab with my roommate who is very into the Victorian Era and he loves Jacob as much as any fangirl out there. I guess I just really wanted to see Jacob struggle without having the luxuries he has in Syndicate. Also, since everyone wonders about a Templar S/O, I changed the thought around to something a bit more dark and aggressive in No Longer Yours.

I am glad they are both enjoyed. I will consider the thought of continuing them in the future, but we’ll see. Those two are seriously off my radar in regards of continuing them further unless someone asks, just because of my already planned stories, but I don’t mind the thought of writing to them if I either get ideas in the future or people ask.

I’ll see what I can get to this week, but my God, Zelda is so addicting. X”D;

[My Stories]

*Jacob Frye [40]/ Emmett Frye x Reader: Father verses Son – Continuation of Daddy Dearest where Emmett moves in with his father and the reader (his former lover), causing chaos. [NSFW] [Kinks: daddy kink/ masturbation/ voyeurism.]

Jacob Frye [40 y/o] x Reader: The Wet Nurse – an imagine where Jacob is left with his newborn daughter from a prostitute he had a tryst with. Hiring a wet nurse to aid in tending to his child so he can remain with the Creed, she is left trying to care for his child and be attentive to his needs. [NSFW]

Ezio Auditore da Firenze [Brotherhood] x Reader: Property of Roma – Finale of the prostitute series where the reader is the Courtesan being beat on by Santino with Ezio saving her. [Mando, mega big thanks, kawaiiassassino for giving me this thought and idea for his part months ago~!]

[Requested by you]

[RQ] Haytham Kenway x (Assassin) Reader: Wrapped up in a Bind – Part of the interrogation series that will begin when the prostitute series ends. All will be sexually themed and probably have a BDSM/ bondage/ forcible vibe to them, so be warned of that. A request where Haytham is searching for information in regards to a precursor site, tracking down and tailing the reader to get her to speak of it…no matter what it takes. [Bondage/ BDSM/ NSFW] {Will be written to once Prostitute series is over}

{RQ} Emmett Frye x Reader: Runaway – The reader ends up pregnant with Emmett’s child, causing her to run away as she fears the Assassin and Templar war her child may get caught up within.

{RQ}Jacob Frye x Reader: Out of One’s Skin – An experiment gone awry at Abstergo causes Jacob Frye to fall into present day. With the help of a woman who stumbles upon him outside of the corporation’s building, they try to find a way to get him back to where he was. {NSFW}

Originally posted by smoochum

Thanks again for your lovely support, likes, reblogs, and messages. Again, I am doing everything that I can to space time apart to get to everyone, and I love you all for being understanding.

~Oreana Galena