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Cursed Child 23/04 thoughts !!!

This show is my third time seeing cursed child, second time in dress circle, second time premium tickets. Paid a ridiculous amount of money for the tickets (they were the £250 ones,,, I cried when the money left my bank account) buttttt the seats were amazing. Row C, aisle seats !!! amazing. Incredible. Best seats I’ve had so far.
Little run down of moments that made me smile:

Anto:
Everything. He is a gem, a rare gem. This is the second time I’ve seen anto as Scorpius and (my first one was in August last year) he has changed COMPLETELY. He is so much more gentle and emotional, his voice is still squeaky and charismatic but he’s outgoing in a less obvious way. His movements and voice mean that whenever there is an exciting, funny moment- the audience appreciate it so much more. Everyone loved him today. He was so adorable ??? He kept wiping his nose, sniffing (I thought anto was sick but I’m pretty sure he was fine at stage door), fiddling with his hair. The library scene and staircase ballet ended me. I’m pretty sure he actually cried at the staircases. Therefore I cried. He was so sweet during the owlery scene. He and Sam kept bumping into each other during the show and in the owlery scene as Scorpius says “and wake up everyone at hog warts?” he just echoed “hogwarts warts warts warts” and everyone died. The whole yelling “help” moment was sweet as well. He ran across the stage and everyone lost it. He and Sam were also very sweet during a lot of the play. On the train anto knelt down and held onto sams leg, cute. In the church scene they side hugged and patted each other on their backs. Also as Albus reassured Harry he was fine, anto was sat on the floor and he shuffled over to gently squeeze Sam’s arm. Eeeeep! Special mention to the last scene- the two of them were soooo close, there was a nose boop, several pokes and it was adorable. He also repeatedly overexaggerated certain lines like “you can stand with me” as Albus got sorted into slytherin. I love anto, I can’t wait to see him in something new but I will miss him as my baby Scorpius.

Sam:
Oh Sam. Sam is so under appreciated, today was a Sam day for me. I spent so much time just admiring Sam. He’s exceptional. His angst and emotion, facial expressions and movements destroy me. Even in the first few scenes as he sits on the trunk watching everyone stare he had me broken. His facial expressions…. gahhhhh!!!!! I told him several times today how exceptional he is and he’s responded to all of them so I’m glad he’s getting the love he deserves :’) he looked so sad during the ballet, as usual. And he and Jamie were on fire today during the arguments. Right up in each other’s faces, yelling and so overcome with emotion. He’s the kind of actor who doesn’t just learn what he has to do- he learns the lines but the lines become part of who his character is and it all feels so natural. He’s so talented. His interaction with poppy always makes me cry and his chemistry with anto,,, there would be no scorbus without Sam and it seems that people forget that sometimes. He is so talented and deserves love and acknowledgement of that. He was so incredible during the Delphi/Scorpius/Albus scenes. His face and voice when Scorpius was crucioed god I cried so hard. Sam always brings something new and fresh and I feel so honoured to have seen his Albus three times. He made Albus for me, he is Albus and I honestly appreciate his characterisation so much. Sam clemmett is an exceptionally talented actor and I will be front at the queue to purchase tickets to whatever he does next.

James Howard:
Have only ever seen Alex’s draco so this was a wonderful surprise to see James. And boyyyy he loved up to my expectation. Alex has a more humorous side, his lines have a hint of laughter and he makes draco funny while also sensitive. But James,,,,, god James took it to a different place. He took draco somewhere darker, someone trapped inside his own emotions. I felt the intensity whenever he was on stage. During the duel with harry, he sounded almost sinister on the “I want to hurt you” likes. It was immense. The office scene in part two with Scorpius,,, the way he speaks the line about Scorpius. I was so emotional during his delivery of the speech about Astoria. He built up all these sinister walls around draco and tore them all down in the really emotional moments. I am so glad he is taking over as draco because he is AMAZING. During the church scene he comforted Scorpius at the door, kept rubbing his shoulder asking if he was okay. I felt the malfoy love and he played dad!draco so well. During the next scene watching Lily and James die,,, he pulled anto into his side, comforted him with love while battling his own emotions. Breathtaking. Truly breathtaking. I’m honoured to have seen him perform.

As usual the rest of the cast were incredible. Noma always impresses, Paul was as funny as always. The polyjuice scene always brightens my day. Jamie was incredible. He was more emotional than I’ve ever seen him before. During fights and yelling and after the dreams he was so deep into Harry I had shivers down my spine. I also want to celebrate poppy because she is also lovely. I love her Ginny. She makes her the doting mother while retaining the independence and strength Ginny has had all her life. I also just want to appreciate her run- when she runs on and off stage it makes me happy. She has an adorable run. I wanted to tell her at stage door but it seemed like such a random thing to say to someone lmao.

The audience took a while to get into it today. There weren’t many laughs until the second interval of part 1. Which was a shame because the polyjuice potion scene didn’t get as much appreciation as it deserved. A lot of the funny lines also got overlooked (imo) but lord knows hannah was there laughing herself to tears at everything. By the end everyone was enthralled. Standing ovation, cheers and tears and happiness all around. The rightful response. This cast are immense. I love them. I love this play.

We're All A Lil Gryles af

Honestly Gryles has been a thing for so long and to this day I still look at pics and think, “Lmao they didn’t actually do that w/e” but then I realize I’m wrong and instead there is real life celeb royalty realness 

god give me strength as I take a trip down memory lane and look at some of the saddest non-photoshopped images of gryles

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I have never once met a person with DID/OSDD in my fucking life, I regularly go to psychiatric centres, have been admitted into psych wards and all that, I've met people from all across the mental health spectrum, not one DID/OSDD person. And then I get Tumblr and there's 20 people for every 30 claiming to have DID/OSDD and using it as an excuse to believe they're fictional characters (Partt 1)

oh yeah i know man. like i usually say, if its self-dx’ed its bullshit.

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@dancinbutterfly

Ok but Rin. RIN! Before I saw your tags I read this * thought “Breha Solo? Is that what Ben wanted to name herself to when she came out/transitioned?” Cuz the latest EU universe made trans canon. Like, what if, in his mindfuckery & unadulterated evilness, Snoke kept Ben from ever going to her family & being like “hey, I’ll transition maybe?” & instead was like “you’ll find peace w/the Darkside & you wont want to anymore” cuz Snops an evil lying fuck who mindrapes kids

ugh i made myself sad. Snoke is so gross. He’s just…ugh. The grooming canon stuff makes me so angry I can’t even deal with it.

*petitions for a happy AU featuring well-adjusted Breha Solo-Organa and her soulmate*

Sorry I turned Breha into transBen in my head. I am sure that is not your intention but that’s a thing and its happened. I love you. It’s 1:30 thats the only excuse I have for this. *runs away*

… okay FINE, there’s ONE AU I’ll ship Kylo/Finn in. :T BUT ONLY THIS ONE. 

FUCKING OW,  HOOVER (Seriously)

buttermybooks what did you just do to me?!!?!

I just finished Ugly Love. I’m physically shaking. 

I CRIED SO HARD I HAD TO FUCKING RE-HYDRATE DAMMIT.

Now if you’ll excuse me I have to go cry some more, attempt to sleep because it’s 1 FUCKING 30 IN THE MORNING (almost), and cling to the hope that somebody’s going to love me that much someday.