it won't ever be fixed no matter how many times you try

I read way too much Malec fics and love them all. Then I thought, I should make a post that no one actually asked me for. All of these fics are work in progress.


Destiny Calls by clockworkswan (@swans-hooks-and-books )

(Imagine Malec in a fairytale or maybe in a world like LOTR’s. It’s just that good.)

Chapter: 11/?   Word Count: 109k   Rate: Mature

Summary: A Knights of the Round Table inspired AU.

When Prince Alec of Idris and his knights are tasked with finding the legendary Mortal Cup, they must risk venturing through the Shadowlands; home to many fearsome creatures, and downworlders.With the reluctant warlock, Magnus Bane as their guide, the quest soon becomes something more.A war is brewing in the Shadowlands. Dark magic has begun to call to creatures and mortals alike. A race to prevent the Cup from falling into the evil, exiled Lord Valentine’s hands adds even more danger to the prince’s quest.Loyalties are tested and hearts are swayed, but who will destiny call to?


Earth’s Mightiest Heroes (Or Something Like That) by @lecrit

(Read the story of world-class thieves and see how they suffer or fall in love or actually both.)

Part two of The Avengers Initiative. This will make no sense at all if you haven’t read part one. 

Chapter:11/?   Word Count: 73k   Rate: Mature

Summary: The thing is… Their plans have a history of not going accordingly so when they finally do, maybe they build a confidence a bit too quickly. Breaking Magnus out turns out to be indeed a formality. Selling the ruby, too. So what could possibly go wrong now?

In which our team of misfits has to deal with the consequences of messing with a dangerous man and again, everything goes according to plan. Or not.


I Won’t Let You Fall by @jezthemadficster

(Poetic, full of dance and emotions. Your heart might stop while reading.) 

Chapter: 6/?    Word Count: 75k    Rate: Mature

Summary: Alec Lightwood is the most beautiful and talented classically trained ballet dancer at the New York Arts Institute. He’s pressured by everyone in his life to carry the honor of the Lightwood name in the New York performing arts world, he feels trapped in a box. Magnus Bane is the most liked, respected, gorgeous, and innately talented hip-hop freestyle dancer who was accepted to the Institute on scholarship. He puts on the happy face for everyone around him, but inside he is broken and badly scarred by his past. When Alec finds himself wanting to branch out and add free movement to his final senior piece he seeks the help of the one person he’s been secretly drawn to for years. The one person he knows lives very much outside of the box.


Kiss With A Fist by clockworkswan (@swans-hooks-and-books )

(I don’t know how but this fic kills me everytime.)

Chapter: 17/?   Word Count: 124k   Rate: Mature

Summary: When agent Alec Lightwood is given his first kill hit, he doesn’t expect much trouble. Of course, he also doesn’t expect it to be a cheerful assassin who lands him in a whole load of trouble.
Enter Magnus Bane: an assassin turned thief who reluctantly teams up with Alec - and The Clave - after he pisses off a very important and powerful crime boss, Valentine Morgenstern.
In a world of violence and unjust laws, can the two put aside their differences and work together?
Aka: in which Alec is sent to kill Magnus, doesn’t, and then really wishes he had. Enemies to friends to lovers.


Magnus Bane’s School for Young Warlocks by Insomiak (@chairmanmeow-and-church)

(When you love a fic so much and you can’t write a proper comment on it because of your emotions.)

Chapter: 21/30   Word Count: 98k    Rate: Mature

Summary: Alec had never dreamt he’d be a father by the age of 25, let alone the father of a Warlock. He’s sure he can handle it alone, though. He doesn’t need anyone and neither do his kids.

(Or: Alec takes Max to Warlock School and finds himself falling fast for his teacher).


Set Me in Motion by @lemonoclefox

(Read the story of being a boyfriend of the wrong neighbor. But the right one is Magnus, so there is nothing to worry about.)

Chapter: 12/?   Word Count: 72k   Rate: Mature

Summary: Magnus spots a handsome stranger in the elevator of his apartment building – which wouldn’t be a big deal if said stranger didn’t turn out to be dating Magnus’s neighbor. In other words, his and Magnus’s paths end up crossing more than once, causing a friendship to slowly develop. Magnus should be complaining, but he’s not.


Take Me To Church by @m-aleciseverything

(My first Malec fic so I’m very emotional about it. :’) Are you ready for one of the slowest burn in history?)

Chapter: 18/?   Word Count: 201k   Rate: Mature

Summary: Alec is the acting head of the Institute trying to deal with the new pressures this title brings. A string of Mundane murders and strange demonic markings leads him to seek help from the nearest High Warlock, Magnus Bane. Upon meeting him, Alec realizes that his secret is at risk of being revealed. He tries to keep his growing attraction for Magnus hidden as best as he can. With the support of his sister, Isabelle, who is trying to find love herself; they both try to discover if they can let their worries go and accept love with open arms.


The Children of Merlin by @lecrit

(Imagine Auror Alec and shameless Professor Magnus!)

Chapter: 7/?   Word Count: 64k   Rate: Mature

Summary: Magnus Bane has everything he could have hoped for: a job at Hogwarts, a chaotic made-up family that he loves more than anything and the freedom of doing what he wants whenever he wants.

When his friends manage to drag him to a Quidditch game, he doesn’t expect it to change his life. For better or worse.

They call themselves the Children of Merlin and they are going to make his life a living hell.


Under New Management by Thessili (@highwarlockkareena)

(It just seems like a fake marriage because we all know Malec can’t be fake, ever.)

Chapter: 11/?   Word Count: 42k   Rate: Mature

Summary: Alec and Magnus never met each other. They didn’t join forces to fight the Circle when they attacked his lair, they never met to help Clary recover her memories.When the Clave refused to investigate the rumours about the rise of Valentine, Magnus, Luke, Raphael and the other Downworlders saw the problem coming for them. They banded together and rose up to stop Valentine.This story is set six months after his defeat.


Wild Life by crazyellephant

(I looove road trips and now I love ‘em more.)

Chapter: 3/?    Word Count: 39k   Rate: Not Rated

Summary: Alec Lightwood likes to go on road trips. He doesn’t pick up hitchhikers. But the one time he does, it’s Magnus. He’s in for an adventure or maybe even fall in love.


A Matter of Time by darcenator

(Imagine Malec as they are like Doctor & River Song.)

Part 2 of A Matter of Time Series. Must read Part 1.

Chapter: 4/?   Word Count: 19k   Rate: Teen and Up Audience

Summary

Excerpt from the Prologue: 

Magnus: “As a time traveler, Alec visited him in different eras of his life and yet time itself never distorted. Time obeyed in his presence. When he would eventually vanish back to his present, Magnus would discover new interests, spells, and pleasures in his absence until the next time they meet and time fixes itself again.

The ultimate curse of immortality: being left behind.”
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Alec: “It’s agony being anywhere Magnus was not. Being immortal means having been abandoned by loved ones more times than he deserved and yet he would still choose Alec.

Time travel is cruel that way. Always going where Magnus can’t follow.”


Blue, Yellow and Green were our little cars by Realitysucks

(Gotta read if you wanna see cute little Malec in kindergarten.)

Chapter: 3/?   Word Count: 33k   Rate: Explicit

Summary: “For $200, Alec has to kiss a boy !” shouted Lily before raising her glass of vodka.

Alec stared at her with a frown. $200? he thought. It was a lot. He wondered with confusion how many books it would make and could already imagine them in his room. He really wanted those $200 now, but he didn’t know who to kiss and even less how.

He didn’t want to kiss a stranger, the only people whom he thought about were Jace and Magnus. His choice was quickly made, Jace was straight and had Clary whereas Magnus had no one.

Alec hoped he wouldn’t mind a little kiss.

For $200, he motivated himself before standing up under the encouraging and alcoholic cries of his friends.

Saphael Fanfic Rec 2.0

A Saphael Fest.

More writing goodies from amazing writers.

As always, if you know any of the authors and tag them, that would be very much appreciated

A Daisy instead of a glass shoe by @soft-saphael

Tumblr prompt: runaway prince!simon and commoner!rapahel

Two weeks from his coronation and three from his wedding to Princess Isabelle of Idris, the Prince of New York found himself on a park bench in Brooklyn. His face buried in the palms of his hand as his phone continued to ring.
Deep breaths. Deep breathes. Deep- the phone is laying in pieces on the concrete walkway in shattered fragments.

“You’re a little far from the palace” A slightly accented voice said, from out of the corner of his eyes Simon saw black leather.

“Excuse me?”

“Oh I’m sorry your highness, I apologize for not bowing” The boy snorted.

“Please, just leave me alone” Simon huffed tiredly.

A First Date (Kind of. Almost.) by SnogboxesAndChips

Simon is always looking for excuses to be near Raphael. When he finally finds a suitable excuse, he walks in on Raphael doing something that Simon would have never thought Raphael would do. He was cooking.

And every road you take (will always lead you home) by @woodenhallslikecaskets

For Raphael’s 55th birthday Magnus gifts him a portal that leads to 1956.

Brooklyn, NY 1956: he meets a beautiful boy by the name of Simon Lewis. They’ve never met before but Raphael feels like he could love him. They could fall in love.

Break of the light by @makehomesofhumans

Simon’s eyes sparked to life as he was being dangled over the edge of a building. He sighed, because that was just his luck.

But who would love a monster, anyway? By @spendeonswithyou

As he learns later, loving Simon hurts. It’s making his dead heart want to beat again, destroying the remaining bits and pieces of his soul.

Or the Soulmate AU in which you can feel your soulmate’s pain.

Customer Satisfaction by kuro1neko2kun

‘You’re the customer and you get back at me for all the times I’ve spelt your name wrong by mispronouncing my name in increasingly horrible ways’ AU

Darling, you’re all I need by @anjawritingsx

Simon and Raphael are happy together, that is until Simon forgets their 8th year anniversary.
Raphael is left heartbroken and Magnus and Alec try to pick up the pieces.

Does that mean you’ve a really bad crush on me too? By milleniumlint

Simon wants Raphael to understand he has feelings for him but he’s not so obvious like he thinks he is.

Dreaming of You (endlessly) by Nubian_Reese

Corazón—His heart. He loves Simon so much it hurts. His beauty, his optimism, it’s a sea of good and Raphael does nothing but dive right in. And he is not ashamed, because Simon is a gift. God’s gift, and sometimes Raphael can’t believe what they have together is real, but when Simon leans down and kisses him, hands running through each other’s hair skimming down backs, and gripping hips, Raphael lives in every sense and knows that this is real.

Flirting 101 by TrickyVicky3

Raphael sighs, shaking his head more to himself than anything else as he reaches down for Simon and pulls the other boy up again. “That will be all for today” he pulls the bottom of his tank top up, using the material to wipe away sweat, unaware of Simon’s gaze tracking over his abdomen. “You did good but not good enough, even if you pinning me down was kind of hot”

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BTS' reaction to Gf being abused by Sasaeng 'fans'.
  • When our boys do start dating please be respectful of their girlfriends. They deserve to do what they want with their lives without them worrying about how we'll react. So please respect their love life. We're better than that.
  • ~~~~~~~~
  • Jin/Kim Seokjin:
  • If it's through the internet kind of Abuse, he would remind you just how gorgeous you are and that their comments really don't matter.
  • For physical abuse he would immediately report it, hardly let you go out without him. One time you had left alone because he wasn't there.
  • Jin: -Sees you come back-
  • Jin: Where'd you go? Are you okay? Were you hurt? Why'd you leave?
  • You: The store, I'm fine, and you were busy, I didn't want to bother you.
  • Jin: If it's for your safety you can bother me anytime you want.
  • Worried man. Like all of them would be. Stressed and annoyed.
  • Suga/Min Yoongi:
  • Internet abuse- He'd tell you to ignore it because it isn't that big of a deal.. But once it gets physical he'd also keep you home more and if you want to leave take someone with you.
  • Yoongi: Never go alone okay? God why are some people like this?
  • You: I won't. It's okay, you told me it'd be complicated to date you and I still decided too.
  • Yoongi: Don't make it sound like it's your fault. It's not.
  • Yoongi: Just be safe.
  • Mad that he has to keep you at home, mad that these kinds things have to be talked about.
  • J-Hope/Jung Hoseok:
  • Hobi is so kind, sweet, and he gives you so many compliments.. The internet comments almost don't exist.
  • You would also be quite safe, considering that you and Hobi only love doing stuff together. But the one time you went alone you came home tired.
  • Hoseok: What's wrong?
  • You: Just.. Tired.
  • Hoseok: You look like you ran. What happened?
  • You: It's nothing.
  • Hoseok: Y/N.
  • You: ...
  • You: Got chased by some odd fans.
  • Hoseok: —Sigh— Make sure to call me next time this happens OK?
  • Forces you to have his number and the other members on speed dial. Annoyed at this abuse.
  • Rap Monster/Kim Namjoon:
  • You both never minded Internet comments, well at least not too much. Most of it is just feedback and that's really appreciated.
  • Once it got physical, you didn't even need to be told by Joonie to stay inside you would stay inside on your own accord.
  • Namjoon: Baby, let's go eat. I need to try this new restaurant.
  • You: I'm sorry, I don't want too. What if they try to come at me again?
  • Namjoon: They wouldn't attack you if I'm there. C'mon.
  • Namjoon would also be mad they managed to get you afraid just to go to a restaurant.
  • Jimin/Park Jimin:
  • If you ever needed to let out frustrations about these comments he'd listen to every word you'd have to say. You might be very affected by what they say, and if it got physical that would so much more annoying.
  • Jimin: Honey, are you doing ok? —Rubbing your shoulders—
  • You: I don't know what to do about this anymore.. Jimin it's getting physical and I don't think I can handle that.
  • Jimin: I promise I will somehow get this fixed. Try to stay inside more often and leave only if someone goes with you.
  • Jimin, super annoyed and damn stressed about you getting abused like this. You don't deserve it.
  • V/Kim Taehyung:
  • Tae and you are a really fluffy couple so abuse over the Internet wouldn't be such a big issue. Especially since Tae is always making you feel special.
  • When it starts getting physical he would probably have a talk with the 'fans'. He would immediately attempt to fix it. Stop this from happening.
  • Tae: I'm sorry this is happening.
  • You: It's not your fault.
  • Tae: But it almost is.. I really want you to be happy and feel safe with me but this is the opposite.
  • You: We'll get this fixed Taehyung. I'm always happy with you ok?
  • Tae would be sad and pissed as well because he didn't want that dating him would mean being in danger.
  • Jungkook/Jeon Jungkook:
  • Kookie and you would read the good comments, ignoring the negative ones while scrolling.
  • If it got physical he would report it and keep you home, call to check if you're safe when he can, and would make sure he can see you as soon as possible.
  • -You both cuddling-
  • You: When do you think they'll stop?
  • Jungkook: I don't know but I hope it's soon. I never wanted you to get hurt.
  • You: I hope it's soon too. Good thing have the golden maknae to defend me.
  • Jungkook: You're dramatic. But of course I'll always try to protect you.
  • Stressed boy and very tired boy that this is happening to you but loves you and will fix it.

anonymous asked:

Can I request a prompt please?^^ I'm not sure if you've done anything like this yet, but a prompt where Yoongi is in a horrible mood and extremely stressed and Tae is hyper & won't stop talking and Yoongi ends up snapping at Tae and saying some really hurtful things. So Tae stops talking to him for a while and Yoongi feels horrible and the other members help Yoongi plan something cute as a way to apologize to Tae

Hi anon!

I’ll try to do everything you asked for in the prompt, but some stuff might be different towards the end, I hope that’s ok! ;)

enjoy <3

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Yoongi felt so on edge, and he was honestly scared of himself. 

He hadn’t been this aggravated and stressed since pre-debut. The track he was working on was being stubborn as hell, and no matter how many times he tried to tweak it, the quality sounded like garbage to his ears. 

What aggravated him the most was that the chorus was perfect. The melody fit with the lyrics perfectly for that part, but the rest of the song made him want to tear his hair out. Because of the amazing chorus, Yoongi didn’t want to start from scratch, even though it was something he would usually do in this type of situation. 

It was in this state, that Taehyung found him.

The boy casually walked into the studio, and at first Yoongi didn’t mind. He was used to Taehyung randomly popping in on him from time to time. Ever since the boy started to show an interest in producing songs of his own, it wasn’t strange to see him suddenly show up and take a seat next to Yoongi. 

But it didn’t look like Taehyung came to observe this time. He plopped down on the couch against the wall and pulled out his phone and earbuds. 

It all started with him innocently playing video games, and that didn’t bother Yoongi much. Taehyung had his earbuds in, so there was no sound to distract the rapper from what he was doing. 

The problem started when Taehyung began to talk

“Look, Hyung! I beat Kookie’s high score!”

Yoongi nodded without looking. “Good job Tae, that’s great,” he mumbled. 

Taehyung went back to playing his game, but not even ten minutes later, he started talking again. “Oh, remember when we played this one last month? You got so frustrated at level five, I couldn’t stop laughing. Remember?”

Yoongi was aggressively clicking at his mouse now, trying to get this one section of the song to trim at the precise point he needed, but no matter what he did, it was slightly off. 

Wah! They made a part two to this one! Weren’t you just saying you wished they made more levels for this game, hyung?! Look–”

“Shit, Taehyung, can you shut up for one second!”

The studio grew deathly quiet. 

Yoongi spun around in his chair and faced the wide eyed singer. 

“I’m trying to finish this track, alright?! I don’t have time to talk about your stupid video games! I can’t just laze around the dorm and bother people all day like you, ok?! I actually have work to do!”

You’ve said enough! Yoongi’s mind scream. Look at his face! He’s going to cry!

But he didn’t stop there. 

“Go bother someone else! You’re annoying me!”

Taehyung blinked a few times and quickly stood up. He gathered up his sweater and frantically shoved his feet into his shoes. 

Yoongi didn’t have to see his face to know that he was crying. 

“I-I’m.. I’m sorry, Hyung.”

The door closed behind the brunette, and Yoongi was left to stare blankly at the couch. 

He didn’t feel like fixing the track anymore.


~*~

“What did you do?”

Yoongi took one look at Jin’s disapproving frown and sighed. 

“I may or may not have yelled at him.”

Jin closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose. “Yoongi, Yoongi, Yoongi,” he muttered, like a burdened mother with way too much stress on her mind. 

“I know,” Yoongi said quickly. “You don’t have to tell me. I know I hurt his feelings.”

Jin’s eyes flew open. “Hurt his feelings? You think that’s all you did?”

Yoongi stood in the middle of their room, feet frozen to the ground with his bag still on his shoulder. 

“Taehyung-ah feels guilty, Yoongi. He feels like he’s the reason you haven’t been doing well in the studio. He feels like he’s the reason you haven’t been getting enough sleep. He didn’t just see it as you exploding on him for no reason. He took every single thing you said to heart.”

Yoongi licked his lips and swallowed thickly. It felt like his throat was closing up. 

“I didn’t mean for him to take it that way. I was just mad and stressed out, so I snapped at him. I don’t… I don’t want him to feel guilty.”

“So then tell him that.” Jin picked back up his Wii controller. “You know how Taehyung-ah is… If you don’t tell him it isn’t his fault, he’ll hold on to it forever.”


~*~


Yoongi gently knocked on the room door. After hearing a muffled ‘come in’ he pushed open the door and walked into the room. 

Taehyung was the only one there. He was siting on his bed with an open suitcase in front of him, already packing for tomorrow’s schedule in China. The boy was idly scratching his arm and staring down at the half empty suitcase, clearly stumped about what to bring. 

“Packing?”

Taehyung looked up at the sound of Yoongi’s voice. He opened his mouth to respond verbally, but eventually ended up nodding his head and returning his gaze to the suitcase. 

Yoongi cautiously walked over and sat next to Taehyung. He didn’t know what to say or do in this type of situation. He wasn’t good at confronting people when it came to emotional matters. He was too blunt of a person for those kind of things. 

The bedroom lamp cast strange shadows across Taehyung’s face. Yoongi couldn’t tell if he was frowning or just blank. 

“Hobi hyung and Jiminie went to the store,” Taehyung whispered. It was like he was afraid to speak too loud and upset Yoongi again. “They asked me if I wanted to go but… I… I still haven’t packed so…”

Yoongi nodded and stared down at the suitcase too. He hated packing as well. He always ended up bringing way too many bathroom products and not enough clothes. 

“Do you want me to help you?”

Taehyung stared over at him in surprise. “B-But the song you were–”

“Forget the song,” Yoongi said. “I’m two seconds away from trashing the entire studio, so I think I should just take a break. Good idea, right?”

A small smile stretched across Taehyung’s lips. Some of the light returned to his eyes, and Yoongi mentally patted himself on the back for the pleased expression on his dongsaeng’s face. 

“If you help me with mine, i’ll help you with yours,” Taehyung suggested. “Deal?”

Yoongi pretended to think about the offer. “Hmmm… deal!”

Taehyung laughed and they got to work. 

Soon enough, an hour flew by before they even knew it. The two were talking like nothing bad had ever even happened, and in that time Hoseok and Jimin had returned to the dorm. 

Jimin couldn’t stop laughing at the fact that Yoongi made Taehyung pack all of his face creams and body washes. 

It wasn’t until way later in the night, when everyone was retiring to bed after a lively dinner, that Yoongi decided to properly apologize to Taehyung. 

“I’m sorry for the way I yelled at you. Dongsaeng or not, I took my anger out on you, and I shouldn’t have done that. I don’t… I don’t like yelling at you, Taehyung-ah.”

Taehyung turned to Yoongi and tilted his head to the side. 

“Really, Hyung? While we’re brushing our teeth?” Taehyung mumbled around his toothbrush and the toothpaste foaming in his mouth. 

Yoongi flicked water at him and smiled. “Take it or leave it, brat.”

Taehyung spit out his toothpaste and grabbed Yoongi’s hand before it could flick water again. Even though the tiles were cold beneath their feet, the temperature in the room grew warmer with the feel of each other. 

Taehyung’s smile was so bright and endearing, and Yoongi was instantly reminded of that intense blindness you get after staring directly at the sun. 

“I’ll take it,” Taehyung giggled. 

Yoongi wondered how he could have ever yelled at that face. 


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Sorry that I tweaked the end a bit anon, but I hope you liked it! <333

Thank you for the prompt!

Why I'm Fucking Mad at the Signs
  • ARIES: You always want to be taken seriously and listened to but you never fucking listen to the advice anyone gives you. You constantly get people's hopes up but never follow through with anything. Why do you do that? You're so inconsiderate of the way everyone around you is feeling because you're in your own world and you completely fucking blow off the people who care about you for anything or anyone that comes along and grabs your attention. Quit fucking getting in relationships and acting like your significant other is the only person who's ever cared about you. They're not, and if you don't show the other people in your life that you care about them, they're going to fucking leave.
  • TAURUS: You think the world fucking revolves around you and you're so childish. You persistently go after something you know you can't have and throw a fit when you don't get it. Also, you do realize that your words and actions effect other people, right? You can't just fucking say anything you want when you're mad or upset and expect people to forgive you. Stop being so fucking self-centered. Stop expecting everyone around you to operate on your time and be around when it's convenient for you. Your constant snide remarks under your breath are unnecessary and hurtful. You take making yourself your own first priority to a new extreme.
  • GEMINI: Shut the fuck up and quit overthinking everything. You expect people to care about how you're doing and get upset when people aren't as enthusiastic over certain things as you are. You can't just assume that everyone cares about the same things as you. Nobody fucking cares about all the details in the stories you tell. Quit making a 10 minute long story out a 30 second event, if you don't stop fucking talking all the time then no one is ever going to want to listen to you anymore. You don't always have to be the center of attention. Spoiler alert, sometimes other people deserve attention too. You are so fucking caught up in your own little fantasy world that you can't handle reality any time you have to deal with it. Sometimes you have to learn how to fucking suck it up and deal with things on your own, there's not always going to be someone around who wants to listen to you bitch about the world.
  • CANCER: Stop fucking crying. You're constantly so deep in your emotions that you don't care how your actions effect people around you. Every fucking time something bad happens to you, you think it's okay to disappear for a few months and then when you're done with your pity party you decide to come back into everyone's lives and expect everything to be just the way you left it. You expect entirely too much out of people it's ridiculous. You have such an intelligent mind but it doesn't even matter because you only ever fucking use your heart. You set yourself up for so much of the hurt in your life. Stop making yourself so vulnerable and stop thinking that you can fix everyone you meet or even assuming that they want to be fixed. You're not good at giving advice, and that's alright... But you don't realize that sometimes all that someone needs is a friend and you're never fucking there for anyone when they reach their low points and need you most. Quit fucking disappearing.
  • LEO: You're so fucking selfish. You hold your pride and your image above everything else and act like it's invincible. You know it's fragile and so does everyone else or you wouldn't spend so much time trying to protect it. You think that just because you're in a bad mood everyone else needs to be as well. Quit fucking take out your problems on people who are trying to help you. You act like a hard ass but you can't fucking confront a problem head on for the life of you. Also, you're not always right. Having the last word in an argument isn't that important. Maybe if you'd shut the fuck up and care about someone other than yourself for a couple minutes you'd realize that other's people's views/opinions/feelings matter too. Quit pretending like you're on a higher level than everyone else, it gets so old so fucking fast.
  • VIRGO: You're so fucking manipulative. You only do things that will end up benefitting you in the end. You can't even fucking do something kind for someone unless you're going to get something out of it. Stop acting like you're a hard ass, you're not. When you get pissed off you just sulk and say the most fucking hateful things to people because you're so observant and you know what will hurt people the most. It's not fair that everyone in your life has to be scared that if you upset them even accidentally you're going to do anything in your power to hurt them. It's bullshit. No one gave you the power to control others, so why do you try to manipulate and control every single person in your life? Also, own up to things when you're confronted about them. Compulsive lying is your strong suit and it's getting really fucking tiring.
  • LIBRA: You are so fucking quick to cut people off. You can be friends with someone for 10 years and if they do something that upsets you then you won't hesitate for a second to cut them off. It's fucking bullshit that everyone who cares about you feels like they have to be constantly walking on eggshells. You act so fucking independent, you don't think that you need anyone besides yourself but it's funny how any time something goes wrong you're crying to me asking me for help. Open your fucking eyes. You're so easy to love, stop fucking playing games with people's minds. Just because someone tells you something that you didn't want to hear doesn't fucking mean that they deserve to be cut out of your life. You take everything so personally and assume any subtweet or bad conversation is about you. Cut it out. It's on my last fucking nerve.
  • SCORPIO: Mind your own fucking business. It's like you feed off of other people's misery and drama. You can't fucking keep a secret to save your life. You never talk about your own stories, say it's because you're a private person, but will gossip about anyone else's endeavors. You're so fucking quick to judge, and refuse to ever give people a second chance. You're constantly running around hurting other people's feelings and begging for second chances but are the most unforgiving people I've ever met. Why do you do that? You're so fucking fake to everyone you meet. You can't handle confrontation and pretend you like everyone so that they'll open up to you and you can have things to use against them when/if they betray you in some way. Why do you do this to the people you care about? Also, stop thinking you're hot shit and can get in bed with anyone you want.
  • SAGITTARIUS: You're so fucking irresponsible. This is in every aspect. Education, bills, relationships, anything. You are the worst communicators. Stop fucking cancelling plans that have been solid for a month 10 minutes before they actually happen. Also, you can't just continue to be reckless with people's hearts and expect them to stick around. Why aren't you ever there for people when they need you? You're always there to experience the good with others but as soon as things get bad and they need your love and support you just fucking leave. Why do others' emotions make you so uncomfortable? Is it because you try to pretend that you don't have any? News flash: everyone sees right through that. Stop trying to act like you're tough shit and embrace the softness that is a part of you. It's not cool to be cold and bitter and closed off to the world, you're going to end up isolating yourself and hating your fucking life. You're doing this to yourself.
  • CAPRICORN: Stop fucking holding yourself back. You second guess yourself in essentially every single aspect of your life. Stop it. I swear to god it's like every fucking time I talk to you, you plan out what you're going to say so as not to be judged. Who gave you this severe lack of self confidence? Who taught you to hold yourself back and confine yourself into such a small box? You seem so fucking mean when people first meet you because you refuse to just have a nice casual conversation with someone you don't know. Let down your walls. You're so easy to love and have so many great ideas but you're the ones holding yourself back. It's so fucking frustrating because people have to pry everything out of you. Stop being so fucking afraid of everything. Sometimes you're the epitome of living but not existing. Life experiences will be scary and sometimes you have to do things that are out of your comfort zone but guess what? So does everyone else. It's part of the fucking game, and you need to take your head out of the damn clouds and realize that life isn't always fair.
  • AQUARIUS: You're so fucking extreme. Nothing is ever neutral with you. Why can't you ever fucking find a middle ground on anything? Also, stop trying to fight every fucking person you meet. Stop thinking that your opinion is superior to any other and that everyone is out to get you. You intentionally seclude yourself from things because you like the idea of being a lone wolf. Fine, be a lone wolf, but quit fucking crying when people stop inviting you to things because you always turn them down anyways. You want so badly to be unique and distinguished. You try to act numb to everything that happens to you, as if your emotions are novacane junkies. You're a big fucking crybaby, so quit trying to hide it.
  • PISCES: I know you think that you have good intentions but you are so fucking ignorant. You think that everyone does or should think the same way as you. You're so fucking emotional but you'll never open up or be fucking sincere about your feelings unless of course you're under the influence. You let people see that you are a highly emotional person but get defensive and angry when people try to get you to open up. Why are you so fucking cold? You're so fucking good at walking back into people's lives after you made the decision to leave and they always let you back in. You always just fucking leave again. Why do you always run? Why do you get off on getting people's hopes up and then letting them down? It's like you love raising people up because watching others freefall is interesting. Well, it's not. It's so fucking hurtful. I know you think you're doing well, but don't fucking say things unless you mean them. You cause more harm than help when you deceive people and try to spare their feelings.

bleep0bleep  asked:

you broke my poor heart with earnest liam trying to fix his dad stiles and wanting to get scott to help but he promised stiles he wouldn't tell and it's all messed up and wrong but liam helped stiles through the panic attack and helped him get through it but they won't know what to do next and stiles is scared and liam is scared BABIES AAAA AAA AAA *collapses in your askbox* *also showers you with love and appreciation*

WHY DO YOU THINK I HAD TO END THE FIC THERE?? OF COURSE THEY WON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT!! EVERYONE SHOULD BE SCARED!

Seriously, though, I considered too many different endings. 

(if you are confused, read this first.)

Does Stiles drag himself back together, force everything down, and then demand that Liam keep quiet about it? Does Liam agree because Stiles points out everyone is too busy, it doesn’t matter, Scott can be distracted right now. Or because the force of Stiles’ glare is just as effective as Scott’s? Or maybe because he wants it to be alright. He wants to believe Stiles when Stiles says this was just a temporary thing, that he’ll give over it (most PTSD symptoms decrease naturally over six months, Liam. Stiles assures him. I looked it up. I’ll be fine. It’s fine. Just ignore me.)

(and, god, Liam wants to believe that. He wants to believe that for all of them.)

But, he doesn’t, not really, and he has his mouth open to argue when Stiles catches his eye and his eyes go flat and dark and Liam was there, didn’t know, but he’d heard and-

“This isn’t the first time,” Stiles says and the words sound like he’s confessing but his voice is hard. “It’s been my fault before.”

Stiles pats Liam on the shoulder a hair too hard to be casual but he’s gone the next moment and-

Liam doesn’t tell.

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Why you want each sign as your friend
  • Aries: They will defend you to the death when you most need it, and joke around with you as if nothing is wrong. They can excite you and have a good time with you, as well as serve as your protector when the time comes.
  • Taurus: There is no one better to have low key movie days with. Not to mention, they'll hold you in extremely high importance, and cook you food that's most likely going to be better than anything you've ever eaten before.
  • Gemini: They will never fail to keep you entertained. They will fill you in on everything going on with them, as well as their opinions on your matters. A conversation is easy to keep up and will likely not die so quickly with a Gemini friend.
  • Cancer: They will always say or do things that remind you how great and important you are, even if you are not feeling so fabulous at the given moment. They will make you feel extremely secure; this is a friend you know for a fact you can (and will want to) trust, no ands, ifs, or buts.
  • Leo: They will let go of past arguments almost always, even if they shouldn't be forgotten. Often, they will make it a point to treat you like royalty and uplift you. They never fail to see the value in a friend, regardless of prior circumstances.
  • Virgo: A Virgo friend will analyze anything you come to them with, and try to strategically find the most beneficial solution. Therefore, a Virgo will always clue you in to what they think is best for you, even if it's not what you had planned for.
  • Libra: They will always understand where you are coming from, even if they do not completely agree with what you're saying or doing. They will also push to make you understand where someone you may be arguing with is coming from, which is sure to only be beneficial to you and help resolve the issue.
  • Scorpio: As long as you treat them will, they will project that same treatment and loyalty back on to you. Any act of kindness, you are certain to receive projected back toward you. A friendship with Scorpio is bound to be a purely symbiotic relationship as long as good feelings are passed on from one to the other.
  • Sagittarius: They will always accept you and show you tolerance and a certain love for who you are, no matter what. They will make you laugh, and do nice things for you just to see a smile come onto your face. Ultimately, they will do anything to make you happy, just for the sake of making you happy alone.
  • Capricorn: They won't make you suffer through anything by yourself. They will offer so many solutions to help you return back to your old self again, and will not leave your side until they have seen you try the methods and begin to regain your health of the spirit.
  • Aquarius: They are so full of unexpected ideas and things to do, and are certain to surprise you with something uplifting to make your day even when you are at your worst.
  • Pisces: They will not only talk about whatever problem you may have, but go out of their way and take it upon themselves to put effort into FIXING that problem, so you may once again turn to happiness and all around good vibes. They show their compassion and generosity through both words and actions.
Just close your eyes.
  • carcinoGeneticist [CG] opened memo.
  • CG: FUCK....
  • CG: IS ANYONE STILL THERE?
  • CG: I DON'T REALLY THINK ANYONE IS LEFT...
  • CG: I DON'T THINK I'M LEFT, REALLY...
  • CG: FUCK, I KNOW.
  • CG: JUST CG: PLEASE
  • CG: IF YOU'RE STILL ALIVE...
  • CG: RESPOND..
  • TG: karkat
  • TG: holy shit, karkat
  • CG: THANK FUCK....
  • CG: SOMEONES ALIVE AT LEAST
  • TG: dude where the fuck are you
  • TG: where the fuck is everyone
  • TG: they can't just
  • TG: you know
  • CG: I... DON'T KNOW.
  • CG: IT'S PRETTY FUCKING DARK
  • TG: bro are you alright
  • CG: I THINK I CAN SEE A CAVE
  • CG: NO ONES ALRIGHT, IDIOT
  • TG: fuck i know it but
  • TG: but for a fucking second i can fucking ask you that kind of shit
  • TG: because i fucking care alright
  • TG: because i fucking want you and all of us to be alright again
  • CG: I KNOW, ASSHOLE...
  • CG: I WANT EVERYONE TO BE ALRIGHT TO...
  • CG: OH GOD..
  • TG: karkat
  • TG: come on dude i need you here
  • CG: I'D LOVE TO BE THERE...
  • TG: just
  • TG: just fucking talk to me okay
  • CG: I'LL TRY.... FUCK
  • TG: don't leave me alone
  • CG: STRIDER I
  • CG: I'M SORRY..
  • CG: FUCK, I'M SORRY.
  • TG: fuck dude no
  • TG: don't tell me you too
  • CG: YEAH.... GAMZEE
  • CG: HE
  • CG: HE FOUND ME..
  • TG: that motherfucker is still alive
  • TG: karkat come on i know you can make it
  • CG: DAVE
  • CG: THERES..
  • TG: i can find him but i need you with me
  • TG: karkat i need you
  • CG: THERES A LOT OF FUCKING BLOOD HERE...
  • CG: I DON'T
  • CG: THINK I COULD
  • TG: bullshit
  • TG: fucking bullshit
  • TG: look at all the shit we've been through
  • TG: all the fucking times we lost our friends and ourselves
  • TG: i can't fucking lose you
  • TG: dude don't give up
  • TG: i
  • TG: fuck
  • CG: YOU DON'T REALLY HAVE A CHOICE, ASSHAT...
  • TG: you know what
  • TG: i'm not going to stay fucking alone
  • CG: STRIDER.....
  • TG: what, little shit
  • CG: DON'T BE AN ASSHOLE RIGHT NOW
  • TG: that's the only fucking way i can act right now
  • CG: NOT REALLY
  • CG: I JUST DON'T
  • CG: YOU KNOW
  • CG: IT'S ACTUALLY FUNNY IN A FUCKING WAY OR TWO
  • CG: MAYBE YOUR HUMAN IRIONIC
  • TG: thats not fucking funny
  • TG: karkat i'm losing you
  • TG: that's not fucking funny at all
  • TG: do you know how many things or people i actually gave a shit
  • TG: all of them are fucking dead now and you're planning on fucking leaving me too
  • TG: that's
  • TG: that's not funny
  • CG: BOO FUCKING HOO, IT'S NOT LIKE I CAN MAGICALLY FIX MYSELF AND EVERYONE
  • CG: AND
  • CG: AND IF WE CAN'T FIND ANYTHING FUNNY ABOUT THE WHOLE WRECK
  • CG: WHATS THE POINT
  • CG: I DON'T KNOW...
  • TG: hey dipshit
  • CG: MAYBE I'M NOT EVEN MAKING SENSE TO MYSELF
  • TG: i'm gonna be real gay right now but
  • TG: if theres a time i should tell you this is fucking now
  • TG: you're the strongest little shit i've ever seen
  • TG: fuck i can't believe how you're still talking to me
  • TG: or how you were able to stand that fucking juggalo
  • TG: shit fuck everything i love you bro
  • CG: I LOVE YOU TOO, STRIDER...
  • TG: i'm so sorry
  • CG: DON'T
  • CG: IT'S
  • CG: IT
  • CG: IT'S MY FAULT
  • TG: dont you fucking start
  • TG: there was no way you'd know it would happen
  • TG: it's not your fault
  • TG: don't blame yourself
  • CG: IF I WOULD OF JUST
  • CG: JUST BEEN A BETTER MOIRAIL
  • CG: THEN
  • CG: FUCK, I CAN'T EVEN THINK
  • TG: karkat
  • TG: you were perfect
  • TG: you ARE perfect
  • TG: in your stubborn asshole way but
  • TG: i wish i could have been more like you
  • CG: HUH
  • CG: YEAH
  • CG: I...
  • CG: FEEL THE SAME
  • CG: BUT
  • CG: I'M NOT A LEADER
  • CG: I'M NOT PERFECT
  • CG: AND
  • CG: AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • CG: I COULD FUCKING CARE LESS RIGH ABOUT NOW
  • TG: you'll always be fucking perfect to me dipshit
  • TG: but it doesn't matter when we're dying
  • CG: IT DOESN'T REALLY..
  • CG: IT'S
  • CG: IT'S A BIT TO LATE TO BE SAYING THIS SHIT
  • CG: ISN'T IT?
  • TG: it is
  • TG: but i bet if it wasnt
  • TG: we'd never say them
  • CG: LIKE THE STUBBORN ASSHOLES WE ARE
  • CG: FUCK
  • CG: HEY DAVE?
  • TG: yeah karkat
  • CG: JUST
  • CG: DON'T CLOSE THIS MEMO
  • CG: I KNOW
  • CG: I KNOW IT'S STUPID I
  • CG: I JUST DON'T
  • CG: WANT TO BE ALONE.
  • TG: i won't
  • TG: dude i'll be here with you
  • TG: always
  • TG: fucking always
  • CG: THSNKS
  • CG: FUCK
  • CG: EVERYTHING IS GETTING BLURRY....
  • TG: hey karkat
  • TG: just
  • TG: take a deep breath
  • TG: i'm right here
  • CG: OKAY... PART
  • TG: i'm right behind you
  • TG: you're not alone man
  • TG: now
  • TG: close your eyes
  • TG: it's just
  • TG: it's just a nap
  • TG: after a long day
  • CG: OKAY....
  • CG: I LOVE YOU....
  • CG: SO FUCKING MUCH...
  • TG: i love you
  • TG: i really fucking do
  • TG: i
  • TG: i'll see you tomorrow
  • CG: I'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW....
  • CG: BYE, ASSHOLE
  • TG: bye dipshit
  • TG: <3
INFINITE’s Sunggyu Answers 50 Burning Questions

INFINITE’s Sunggyu answers some interesting questions in an interview with MBN Star. Sunggyu is known as the man of infinite possibilities. With his ability to carry on a witty conversation, he has become one of the most popular variety show guests. What drives this idol? Let’s find out many shades of Sunggyu with his answers to 50 burning questions.

1. Kim Sunggyu, please come up with an acronym using your name.
Kim – Kim Sunggyu is the best.
Sung – Sunggyu is the best.
Gyu – Gyu is the best.

2. What flower do you resemble?
Rose.

3. What was your nickname in your childhood?
Shrimp eyes.

4. Who was your first love?
A friend from high school freshman year.

5. What’s your most attractive attribute?
Everything.

6. If you didn’t become a singer, what would you be doing now?
Probably nothing.

7. Any sexy quality about you that no one knows about?
I’m not sexy.

8. How many points do you give yourself out of 100 fro a woman’s perspective?
50.

9. Who would you have been in your past life?
An aristocrat.

10. Which member doesn’t share a similar sense of humor?
Hoya.

11. Where do you rank as far as your charm within your group?
First place.

12. What important fact should we know about MBC Every1’s “Show Time?”
Since it’s been two years since we have done a reality show, I hope everyone notices how hard the members are working on the show.

13. If you could turn back time, what would you never do?
Drinking! I don’t drink much though.

14. When are you a masculine man?
I’m always a masculine man!

15. What habit would you like to eliminate most?
Slouching. I want to fix my posture.

16. When did you have the most regret?
I always have regrets, but I try to forget and move on since it’s in the past. I shouldn’t have regrets. I must’ve thought I was doing the right thing at the time.

17. Which part of your appearance would you like to pass on to your kids?
None. I know I’m cool though.

18. Which part of you (including personality) would you not like to pass onto your offspring?
Everything!!! Even though I’m cool, I’d like to have a child who is much cooler and nicer than me.

19. Any physical secrets?
Secrets are meant to be kept secret.

20. Perceptions about you that you want to get rid of.
Perceptions are hard to change. Others’ perceptions are important, but hard to change. I gave up.

21. What’s your alcohol limit and do you have any drunken fits?
My alcohol limit is about two bottles of soju. I really want to quit drinking. I tend to fall asleep.

22. What’s your ideal wedding?
Small wedding with only family and close friends.

23. What part of your personality changes when you date?
I don’t change!

24. Trait in a girlfriend you cannot tolerate.
Someone selfish. I can’t have that.

25. What was the turning point in your life?
Becoming part of INFINITE.

26. Have you ever contributed to world peace?
I pray for world’s peace.

27. What is your favorite English word?
Yes.

28. What’s behind your witty conversation skills?
I talk too much. I’m actually a very bright person. I’ve become more pessimistic.

29. What type of person will you be in 10 years?
I want to be bright and optimistic. Someone who smiles all the time!

30. If you have a tendency to be pretentious, what are the symptoms?
I’m not sure, but I believe I do have it.

31. What’s your worst negative comments online?
I remember someone cursing me and she used to be my fan. It shocked me.

32. What do you do when you’re irritated?
I used to drink, but I’m going to quit. I’ll go boxing, study music, and go shopping!

33. If you could’ve been born a woman, which member would fall for you?
No one! I don’t even want to think about it.

34. Any memorable fans?
There’s someone who says she will forever support me as a fan no matter what. I’m so thankful.

35. What time of the day are you the happiest?
When I sleep. I’m happy when I get good sleep.

36. Which celebrity friend (besides your group) do you chat with the most?
No one. I don’t stay in touch with celebrity friends that much.

37. Would you date publicly or not?
I will not date.

38. How would you grade 27 years of your life?
Grade F

39. You’re 50 years old. What does your life look like?
I hope I’m smiling with people I love.

40. What’s on your bucket list for next year?
Exercise, make music, do a musical, find a new challenge.

41. Who are you jealous of these days?
No one. I don’t get jealous.

42. What makes up 80 percent of Sunggyu?
Flesh and bones.

43. Who is your role model in life?
I don’t have a role model. But there is someone I don’t want to emulate. I think I’m living this way because I tried not to live like that person.

44. What makes you angry?
When people don’t trust me.

45. What is the most beautiful thing in the world?
Deserted island.

46. When was your happiest moment in life?
When I work hard for my dreams!

47. How many times have you been in relationships?
I can’t remember, haha.

48. Who would you choose between a beautiful but stupid woman vs. an ugly but wise woman?
A beautiful but stupid woman. That’s because I’m an ugly and wise man.

49. If you were to compare yourself to a song?
“It’s Only My World”

50. What is INFINITE to Sunggyu?
My dream.

On Fandom, Shipping, and Respect

Guys, this post is going to be uncomfortable. But please read it.

If you send anonymous messages with hate, insults, slurs, or (anything similar) to anyone in the name of your ship, character, fandom, etc, you need to stop.

From what I’ve seen, people within this ship and who don’t really post about these characters in other relationships don’t receive this hate. It’s people who ship either of these character with other people who have received hate messages in the name of this ship.

1) Stop.

2) Why?

A ship is just a ship – it’s just a recognition of the chemistry and potential of two fictional characters. And while people can have very strong emotions about ships, there is zero excuse to send hate-filled messages to people for not shipping what you ship, for not liking a character you like, or for not having the same opinion as you do. There is zero excuse for sending that type of message, period.

What I’m asking is that if you read this, if you’re one of the over 800 people who follow me, if you care at all about being a half-decent human being, don’t be that asshole and don’t send anonymous hate messages. No ship needs that. You’re not a defender of this ship or any other, you’re someone who is pushing away and harming others for the sake of a of cheap and false attempt at feeling powerful, and the fact that you’re doing it in the name of this ship or in defense of any ship is beyond ridiculous.

This fandom is not perfect. No fandom is perfect. And as much as we were really excited for a while to consider ourselves a ‘nice’ fandom, the community for this ship isn’t perfect either. It’s a compilation of literally hundreds of people, each with their own lives and opinions and values. On the one hand, that’s what makes a fandom great. On the other hand, that can make things very difficult, because a group of hundreds of people can’t actually be ‘nice’ at all. We will all have different experiences depending on who we talk to and follow and what we explore in the fandom. But no one should ever have to put up with hate messages as such, regardless of what niche of a fandom they find and experience.

I like to think that the bulk of people who post in the tags and create content for our community are wonderful people – we laugh about completely ridiculous things together, cry over the canonical backstories of our favorite characters and moments together, spend hours researching details for fics and sharing our insights, and we often build one another up and engage in a lot of positive behavior. I’m not lying when I say I’ve never had an experience like this with fandom, such a fun and community-oriented one. And I try to spend the bulk of my time focusing on that side of the fandom, on the close connections, on the shared support and on the very real friendships I’ve made. I do my best to welcome new people to this community, to make it a positive experience. 

But all that being said, there are parts of any community and people within any group who won’t be as positive, who will do things that are frankly awful, and unless we acknowledge and deal with this as a community, we let that toxic behavior grow and fester. The time has long-since passed to pretend that these types of actions aren’t actually being carried out by some individuals in this community, whether they’re active members or lurkers on the fringes. This has to stop. So, ‘nice’ or not, we need to acknowledge and deal with the fact that this is something that does exist and has happened in our community, and explore what role we as a group can play in fixing or changing that.

Again, a ship is just recognizing potential for relationships between characters, and no ship is ‘better’ than any other. When you let a ship or a fandom take over your identity and actions to the point where you’re spewing out hatred against those who don’t share your opinion, you really need to take a step back and evaluate. You’re unhappy, and you should reach out for help instead of aggressing outward with hatred. The problem isn’t other people, it’s you. Deal with it, or ask for help dealing with it. 

So be respectful, guys. 

And for those of you new to the fandom that might be scared or alarmed by this, I want to let you know that this is an issue that I hope is limited, that most of the people in the community haven’t had to deal with anything like this, and that there are a lot of truly supportive and wonderful people in this ship but also in our broader community. Still, I’m going to continue to address it when it comes up, because I feel that it’s the right thing to do. Fandom should be a safe and fun escape for people, so while discussions about things like this may create anxiety or intrude on that safe space, I’m trying to deal with it so that it doesn’t have to ruin anyone’s experience from here on out. If this is a problem for you, please blacklist ‘fandom wank’ and keep this space safe for yourself.


tl;dr - don’t send anonymous hate messages in the name of a ship or ever; if you’re that unhappy, reach out instead of being a hateful asshole; many of us care and want to support one another but we owe it to others and to ourselves to address this type of toxicity and make our community safe for everyone, no matter what they ship.