it was an emotional one

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By Organization for Transformative Works

Some mistakes are so fucking big that they divert the path of your life entirely, sending you somewhere you were never meant to go. Some mistakes are so seismic and so obvious that when you look back on your life all you can see is the beacon where you made them. Some mistakes leave you so far off course you don’t even recognize who you are or why you’re still here.

You don’t usually get a chance to make amends.


6/6

Annnnd that’s it. I had to reread stuff to tighten the end up and I’m very emotions and crying rn. If anyone has questions about the fic they want me to address when I post some meta about it, hit me up.

anonymous asked:

One day Yata hugged Fushimi and kept crying because he felt so tired. He always smiles in front of people to hide his sorrows, his burdens so just once I want him to releases it all

Imagine this like post-ROK and maybe it’s been a year since everything went down, the destruction of the Slate and the defeat of jungle, and by this point most of the casts’ powers have started to fade. It’s December and cold and Homra has some kind of remembrance thing for Totsuka and Mikoto that Yata goes to and the whole time he’s somber but he’s also trying to keep everyone’s spirits up, like they’re all alive and together and Mikoto and Totsuka would be proud of how the clan’s come together and all that. Plus he’s trying to support Anna and Kusanagi especially, the two who in some ways lost the most when Totsuka and Mikoto died and Yata’s really just trying his best to not burden anyone with his own sorrows. At the same time though he’s been a little depressed lately over the waning of his powers and the memorial just makes it worse, a reminder that this red that he stills sees as some remnant of Totsuka and Mikoto is going to be gone soon and all he’ll have to hold onto are Totsuka’s videos that he’s watched a million times, memories of a time long gone and warm place that he can’t ever get back.

So finally after the memorial Yata walks home alone in the snow, back to the apartment he shares with Fushimi. When he walks in Fushimi’s there on his computer, doing more paperwork for Scepter 4. He mentions that Yata’s late without really looking at him and Yata gives this strained smile as he apologizes and says he’ll start making dinner. Fushimi hears a strained note in Yata’s voice that makes him look up and he notes that Yata looks worn out. Yata tries to smile as he says yeah, something like that. Fushimi gets up and walks over, about to say something when Yata just grabs him and pulls him into a hug, bursting into tears. Fushimi I think just goes stock still, having no idea how to handle this as Yata just cries out all his strain and stress, hiccuping and apologizing and everything. Finally Fushimi just puts an awkward arm around Yata’s shoulders and pats his back, trying to do what he thinks Yata would do if Fushimi was upset and his movements are really unsure and stiff but Yata doesn’t mind because he knows Fushimi can’t handle emotion stuff but here he is trying, like Fushimi has no idea how to handle Yata’s crying other than to stand there and let Yata cry it all out. Finally Yata’s sobs slow down and he wipes his eyes, smiling at Fushimi and thanking him for being there and Fushimi looks away like ‘I didn’t do anything,’ Yata’s like ‘yeah you did, you’re alive and you’re here’ because after everything that’s all he needs, knowing that he’s got Fushimi by his side again.

Look guys, this game has done so much for me. I’ve had a lot of people tell me that it’s just a kids game but honestly? I’ve learned so much from this game. The years I’ve been playing it I’ve met amazing people whether on the game or from the community (Instagram, Tumblr, all that jazz), and it holds such a special place in my heart that despite whatever complaints I have about spikes or things I think that yeah, AJHQ could do a bit better, I love this game so so much. I mean hell, this game got me on track for what I want to do with my life. The background art, concept art, all the scenery and even the art people draw of their characters got me into digital art, and in turn that led to backgrounds and designing characters. Years ago, before I even realized it, it was already getting me excited about this kind of stuff and now I’m actually on track to hopefully do concept art/something of the sort. 

Long story short, I am incredibly thankful for this game and I will always love it. It’s given me a lot and I’m glad that I found it 

4

What’s devastating is that these are two people who loved each other, who were best friends, who had a history together. And after losing everyone, his killer turned out to be Damien. And that’s why, even now, as heads of the Ego Table, both Dark and Wilford respect one another. They were both driven into madness and vengeance – and the only thing that remains is them and a primary objective.

anonymous asked:

Kat,,,,,,,keith Cries,,,,,,,,,fanon keith is dead,,,hes,,,,,emotiONAL,,,

Dude. Dude, I know. Here’s some great stuff about Keith that fandom can no longer deny:

  • when asked to describe himself he first comes up blank
  • no mentions of his talents whatsoever?? he’s not arrogant
  • in fact he has no trouble admitting that he’s bad at something
  • keeps saying that he pilots the black lion but refuses to say that he’s the black paladin
  • he thinks that being part Galra might be why he has always been bad at connecting with people 
  • automatically plays around with his knife when the Galra part gets mentioned
  • THE STUPID CHEER FROM S1 IS STILL ON HIS MIND
  • is very straightforward and wants to avoid complicated stuff as much as possible
  • apologized twice for blowing up; he’s self-conscious about his temper
  • [voice crack] “I don’t know why I’m that way”
  • is aware of his abandonment issues
  • is also aware that he puts some walls up
  • tries to compose himself by rubbing his fingers together
  • knows when he is about to cry and promised himself not to do it ((in front of the camera/a potential audience at least))

HE’S. SO GREAT. SO SO GREAT. He’s much more self-aware than fandom gives him credit for. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH ;A;

8

When 1D blew up, nobody — not even people who liked them — figured they’d be anything more than 16 to 18 months of kicks. What the band and their fans have built over the past five years is unique. If the girls sound cocky and vindicated when they scream, they should. And 1D are brilliant because they know exactly who’s in charge.

Happy 7th Birthday, One Direction!

MISTER I’LL MAKE A HERO OUT OF YOUUU

based on that one scene from mulan’s i’ll make a man out of you

10

Eleven boys, eight different companies.Your paths have intertwined through the trials and tribulations of a survival show. Today, a new chapter of your life has officially begun. From now on, you will endure hardships and celebrate victories together. Like all fleeting moments in life, this journey is short-lived, but the memories you make will last forever. Congratulations on your debut, Wanna One!

anonymous asked:

hi Ally,,, as some one who's trying to get the hang of drawing expressions and faces in general I was wondering if you had any tips as to how to make it more natural?? like I find myself drawing the same expression every time on different characters and I feel like it's hard to change it up with out making it look strange :/

this is a very psychological barrier that i also face!! sometimes we’re in the mindset that oooo gotta draw our characters glamourous/pretty that dramatic expressions that stretch the face feels like it’s ruin that, so you have to start with an open mind and be ready to stretch that mouth a little longer, raise those brows a little higher, etc.

having a mirror beside you to reference from your own expression is very helpful as well! here’s my tag for expression tutorials and refs