it wants to eat your soul

I have such a fascination with being alone. I like hiking, running, sleeping, biking, eating, going to the movies, cooking, reading, walking, drinking coffee, going to museums, adventuring, and living by myself. I like being by myself because that is the time I am able to reflect on what I want out of this life of mine and who I want to be. People struggle to understand this. Being alone is such an incredible time to spend with your soul. 

1. Losing people hurts. Friends, lovers, soul mates. You will cry into your pillow and lose sleep, and your eyes will hurt more than ever. Don’t let it affect you so much, you will be okay. Your heart is learning to love and forgive and so is your brain.

2. Eat that pasta you want but don’t just sit back and eat three more plates. If you want that ice cream bar eat it but don’t go crazy on sweets. You deserve a healthy body along with your mind and spirit but you don’t need to keep yourself away from the things you love.

3. Take a shower. Wash your body with hot water and wash your hair with cold. Make your bed and spray lemon scent perfume on your pillows that you stole out of your mom’s bathroom. It’ll help you breathe and sleep better, you’ll have better dreams too.

4. Don’t rely on other people as your happiness. If they make you happy that’s great but what about when they leave? Have your hobbies as your happiness, or even yourself. Be a whole person on your own.

5. Don’t be so hard on yourself. Do you know how many things you have survived and gotten through? You are a brave person and you shouldn’t be so rough and hurtful. You are a piece of art.

6. Don’t focus too much on outer beauty. Those stretch marks don’t make you ugly, neither do your bruises and marks. It shows you’ve been through life and have experienced many things that tied themselves to your body to tag along in life with you.

7. Don’t just wait around for something to happen. Go out there and make it happen and face scary things you would have ran from in the past.

8. Most importantly dance and love and
live and thrive. There is beauty within the ugly and the light will always outshine the dark. You only get one shot at this life, how do you want to spend it?

—  Tips from Blossite Part 2
I. Choke up the depression
Feel it shape-shift to mania in your larynx
You’re drinking bottled happiness now

II. Find someone that scares you more than you scare yourself
Rip your own heart out of your chest and put it in her hands
You’ll only feel real when it hurts

III. You’ll be a mirror
The girl that dropped out of physics–
Bend her light through your focal point
Show her what she wants but does not need
Your friends will say nothing about the bruises
They all know reflected images are not real

IV. Sink deep into your own body
Search
For the soul you convinced yourself was never really there to begin with
Sickness eats at your brain and shreds the lining of your stomach
Self diagnose, self medicate, self destruct

V. Tell the boy in gym class about the pills you pop on the weekend
Two years later he’ll crash his car rolling on the same prescription
Shatters his ulna on the driver’s side window
Quit those and started abusing his adderall
Another casualty left in your wake

VI. Continue to avoid yourself
Internal monologue is canceled today
Drown out any remnants of thought with music louder than your lungs when they scream for nicotine

VII. Today you’re the cool girl in all black
Tomorrow you’ll wear tie dye and soften your voice
Spending the day wondering if your bisexuality is an excuse to ignore the burning need to find your identity

VII. Music can’t drown out the intrusive thoughts
Stay up all night waiting for the floor to fall out from underneath you
Justify three days without sleep as a forced shift to mania
Realize you’re still wallowing in crippling depression

VIII. Switch to uppers

IX. Get clean under a microscope when she gets sick of carrying around your arhythmic heart
Detox in front of an audience
Spend March sweating and shivering
Dry heaving in the back corner of the girl’s bathroom between AP literature and AP psychology
There’s no time to talk about it

X. Spend a year learning to trust again
Make progress through regression
Hurt your friends
See a doctor
Keep an untouched bottle of pills on your nightstand
Let them pile up month after month
Is addiction okay if your name is on the prescription?

XI. Become enchanted by the boy in your ceramics class
Let him shatter the mirror you hide behind
Force yourself to face the tough questions
He’ll hold your hand as you navigate the shattered glass
Lead him to safety–he doesn’t wear shoes

XII. 2 a.m. on a school night and you’re sitting in his car looking up at the stars
Wrapped in the blanket he keeps just for you
Laughing at nothing and feeling everything
This is it
This is you
And you are enough

—  Thank you for holding my hand while I find myself
Shout out to black people who:

- don’t like/listen to rap/hip hop
- can’t dance
- like classical music/play classical instruments
- don’t have a “hip” fashion sense
- “”“”“”“talk white”“”“”“”
- don’t have any black friends
- have never had soul food (because they can’t access it)
- can’t eat/don’t like spicy foods

This is my second shoutout post for black people and I just want to say again, if you don’t have access to your black culture that does not make you any less black!!!!! Not fitting into one subculture doesn’t erase your blackness. It’s ok to have different interests and I love you 💕💕💕💕💕💕

relatable KPOP experience

When you sang the chorus part perfectly in korean


When you’re saved by your friend bec you passed out seeing your bias for the first time


When you first try aegyo


Trying to sing out load the highest notes with your friend


When there are no subs and your idols start laughing so all you can do is sit there like…


Bias shooting hearts to you and you be like


When you practice your latest K-Pop routine in the shower


When someones starts a fanwar 


Eating Korean food for the first time and overwhelmed by both the delicious taste and terrible burn


When you got a thousand notes for your original gif post


When someone tells you they know K-Pop and it’s only Psy


When you buy that last on-sale VVVIP concert ticket


When your bias revealed to be dating


When your bias kisses the screen, you be like


When you watch mukbang and want to eat every single thing


When you finally meet your bias


When oppa’s hip thrusting so hard as if his life depends on it


When you heard about sasaengs for the first time


When your oppa does a hilarious thing


When you realize that you already sold your soul to kpop world


When your fandom name was included in their thank you speech


When the whole group shows abs, you and the squad be like


When your friend acting cute in front of your bias


When you heard a stranger talking shit abt your bias group


Bias holy abs appreciation with the squad be like


When the squad heard your favorite kpop song in public

game grumps dark souls iii sentence memes
  • “What, you wanna try to use diplomacy? He’s a fucking crab! ”
  • “It sounded just as awful as I hoped it would.”
  • “It’s the same typical follow your dreams bullshit. Nobody cares – nobody cares!”
  • “Of course you’re cool – you’re dead. It doesn’t get any cooler than that.”
  • Shitfuckass.”
  • “Hey friend, you want some friend stuff?”
  • “Here’s some grass, I killed a man for it.”
  • “Always better safe than sorry.”
  • “Oh I’d hate to be in his head.”
  • “Eat dicks.”
  • “Slow and steady, bitch!”
  • “Oh what the fuck Steve?”
  • “Time to dance.”
  • “I definitely didn’t watch him fall off a cliff and he totally wasn’t dead even before he fell off.”
  • “It’s like an English muffin… but evil.”
  • “Dear diary, today felt as black as my soul.”
  • “That was a tremendous failure.”
  • “I’m not gonna fuck it up! …I fucked it up.”

Today my yoga teacher talked about how trees don’t compete for nutrients, but rather share them through an underground system of roots and fungi– helping each other grow tall towards the sun. After a particularly stressful academic week, this message really resonated within me. There is room in this universe for everyone, for everyone to grow and flourish and fulfill their own individual sense of purpose. So why do we act as if one person gaining success will ultimately render us as failures? College is a pressure cooker, especially for people who base their own worth off of the highest form of success. You are not your body, your clothes, your income, your job, your grades… you are a beautifully made human being, an infinitesimal sum of your hopes and dreams; you are a soul. And me? I am Kaela, and my happiness and worth as a member of humanity will not be augmented by slaving away to achieve the perfect grade point, or not eating a cookie that I so, so want to eat to shed slivers of fat off of my body. Celebrate yourself today please loves! 💫 February is draining, but the days are slowly lengthening and the world is starting to thaw.

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 @yavileto ask and ye shall receive 

funny story, jinghua actually said 男女通吃 which literally means ‘will eat both guys and girls’ which is a slang for bisexuals or gays I guess?

I actually had no idea what that meant so I asked this classmate to help me, he  took one look at it and looked really embarrassed. 

I asked him, “so what does it mean?” and he replied, ‘I don’t want to say’ so I guess it’s really vulgar?

anonymous asked:

"They would not do that to me" Do you even HEAR yourself? You killed their son! You said so yourself, the reason that you are not dead now is because they have something much worse planned for you. What could be worse then actually getting you to trust and love them, just to have them turn around and kill you, eating both your body and soul!? You are a delusional moron if you can't see that's what's going on here. Even down here, its still kill or be killed.

*!! …
*I am starting to fall for it, aren’t I?
*They just want to see me suffer.
*MERCY does not exist.
*It will always be kill or be killed.
*But…
*…I do not want their kindness to be a lie.

Smells like tears.
But they aren’t yours, of course.
You’re a big kid, and big kids don’t cry.

When your villain who is always lazy gets possessed
  • Sportacus: Hey Robbie, what do you want to eat?
  • The Spirit of Glanni Glæpur: (internally) The souls of the innocent!
  • Robbie Rotten: (externally) A donut.
  • The Spirit of Glanni Glæpur: (internally) NO!!!
  • Robbie Rotten: Two donuts.
How Nightmare Demon met his GF
  • Demon: MORTAL, you are a lucky one, I HAVE CHOSEN YOU TO BE MY DINNER FOR THIS EVENING, BEG IF YOU WANT BUT I'M TAKING YOUR SOUL AND BODY
  • Tiny GF: Oh, you're hungry? Well I just ate dinner by myself but I am making dessert.
  • Demon: Well I think you missed the point but-
  • Demon: I smell sweets
  • Tiny GF: They're fudge brownies, I usually eat them by myself but-
  • Demon: I'll help you in fact I can help you eat whatever you're making how long can I stay?
the signs as feelings

aries: standing on a mountain; overlooking a cliff. first day of summer. sticky hands.

taurus: a saturday night in. when you’re comfortably full. ice water after a hot day out in the sun.

gemini: looking out an airplane window. the rush from the smell of old books. people watching in a city.

cancer: waking up when it’s raining. flipping through photo albums/old journals. taking a shower.

leo: singing in the car with the windows rolled down. looking in the mirror and smiling. wanting something and not knowing what.

virgo: bare feet on soft grass. after putting on lotion. when you cross off an item on your to-do list. 

libra: not knowing where to eat. holding hands. a long sigh.

scorpio: 3 am and you can’t sleep. when you’re at the beach and the waves crash on the rocks in a way that hits your soul. sitting near a bonfire.

sagittarius: drunk on a friday night with your favorite song playing. driving early in the morning. cold feet.

capricorn: the heat in your throat when someone is lying and you know it. wanting to break something just to break it. wearing a big sweater.

aquarius: breathing in the first autumn morning. holding a warm drink. knowing the word but not the definition.

pisces: when the season changes. a candlelit bath. laying under the stars far away from a city.

Random Dialogue Prompts:

  • “Laundry is overrated.”
  • “No, the OTHER one is acid”
  • “Why are you questioning the CRAYON?”
  • “That’s cute. Too bad I hate you.”
  • “This is a REVOLUTION, dammit! We’re going to have to kill SOMEBODY!”
  • “On a scale of one to ‘holy crap’, how bad is it?” “Holy crap!”
  • “Eh, it’s just a haunting.” “Just a haunting!? JUST A HAUNTING? WELL, EXCUSE ME FOR NOT BEING SCARY ENOUGH!”
  • “You’re so weird. You know I can eat your soul anytime I want and you don’t give a damn.”
  • “I’m allergic to your bullshit, clearly.”
  • “Do you have a compulsive need to argue about everything?”
  • “Dude, are you seriously challenging me to a death battle over the fact that you don’t hate me?”
  • “I’d like to refer to my earlier point of ‘fuck off’,”
  • “Is he gone?” “Yeah.” “Oh, cool. FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUU-”
Normal Horoscope:

Aries: Know when to limit yourself. Excess for one might be barely enough for another. Allow  whats good to be good.

Taurus: An example of real magic? We all know things that vanish as soon as you talk about them.

Gemini: The world has plenty of room for the unexpected. Do not confine yourself to tradition or “Just the way you do something”. 

Cancer: Be wary of simply wanting something to be different. If a stranger set you on fire that would definitely be different. 

Leo: With the dawn comes safety. The sun is a purifying force. All washes away. The wheel turns.

Virgo: Keep a close eye on the puppets. One of them has no strings. 

Libra: You locked eyes with a stranger and something felt odd. You touched on an unspoken familiarity. Your souls hum in the same key.

Scorpio: We always make too many pancakes to eat, but thats not the point is it? There is joy in the simplicity of breakfastrcaft.

Ophiuchus: That guy from fourth grade has a stockpile of stolen pencils that he hordes in a shoebox under his bed.

Capricorn: There is a tiny piece of every person on earth that just wants to grab the bastard by the head and hit it till something breaks. It comes out when it needs to.

Aquarius: There is no method to the madness. Revel in the chaos of it all.

Pisces: The stars wouldn’t tell me your horoscope until I read them a bedtime story, but they had all fallen asleep by the time I got to the Tweedle Beetle Battle.

Morning Conviction

Genre : smut

Summary: Chanyeol convinces his nervous girlfriendto ride his face.

“Why don’t you want to do it?” Chanyeol rolls over to side in order to look at you.

Feeling a sudden heat on your ears, you turn away and bury your face under a pillow, “It’s weird…”

Like the childish soul he is, he starts playing with the strands of hair peeking from your ponytail,“No it’s not, it’s perfectly normal to have your girlfriend sit on your face.”

Wishing the ground could swallow you up at his words, you shift further away, “Don’t say stuff like that!”

“What!?” He exclaims, “It just the same as me eating you out horizontally, but it’ll be me eating you out, vertically…just the same.”

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For the White Person Who Wants to Know How to Be My Friend

by Pat Parker

The first thing you do is to forget that i’m Black.
Second, you must never forget that i’m Black.

You should be able to dig Aretha,
but don’t play her every time i come over.
And if you decide to play Beethoven – don’t tell me
his life story. They made us take music appreciation too.

Eat soul food if you like it,
but don’t expect me to locate your restaurants
or cook it for you.

And if some Black person insults you,
mugs you, rapes your sister, rapes you,
rips your house, or is just being an ass –
please, do not apologize to me
for wanting to do them bodily harm.
It makes me wonder if you’re foolish.

And even if you really believe Blacks are better lovers than
whites – don’t tell me. I start thinking of charging stud fees.

In other words – if you really want to be my friend – don’t
make a labor of it. I’m lazy. Remember.