it turned out worse than i expected

hello babes! i hit 2k not that long ago. it’s very difficult for me to keep going with this blog because of college. i know i probably shouldn’t care so much but it’s very important for me and i am working really really hard. anyway i have some time (while i’m waiting for starboy to drop i’m so excited fuck) and i want to do this as a thank you for following me and for being so awesome <3 i know i don’t really talk much to y’all but i’d love to <3 again thanks so much for everything - you are the fucking best!

ps. sorry i forgot anyone -  i still love u very much <3

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The Seven Deadly Sins - Part 4

Originally posted by bangtannoonas

Pairing: Reader x Jimin

Word Count: 9.5k

Genre: Angst, Smut

Series: 1. Lust2. Gluttony |  3. Greed (1) |  4. Greed (2) |   5. Sloth |   6. Wrath 7. Envy

Comment: Just like with the first part of Greed, it came out so much longer than I expected it to! Still, I hope you guys are able to get through it an enjoy it <3

Description: Seven men helped shape you into who you are. Some lovers, some friends, some enemies, all of them left a long lasting mark on your life, for better or for worse.


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Today… was not going well.  Work was a brutal slog, and then on top of that, I found my car with a completely flat tire in the parking lot.  No idea how it happened.

But then I took it to the conveniently close tire repair place, and to my extreme relief, it turned out to be a $20 fix.  I was honestly expecting it to be way worse.

Than I got a callback for a job interview next week which I’m excited about.

Then I came home to find a letter from my grandpa, whom I’ve been writing to for 2 years, but have never received a reply from.  I’d honestly given up trying to communicate with him.  But it turns out he actually likes my letters and says he’ll try to be better about writing back.  

It’s nice for things not to turn out horribly for once!


Imagine – Taking care of Finn after he injures his shoulder

Word Count – 1825

 Pairing – Finn x Reader

 Warnings – None really

 A/N – I don’t know if anyone remembers me or not but I used to be tfw-bitch-jerk-assbutt and I was gone for a while but now I am back and going to be making WWE and Supernatural imagines, requests always open and as always, enjoy! Sorry if I’m a little rusty I haven’t made an imagine in half a year.


 You were in the backroom, sitting and watching your boyfriend Finn Balor stand in the middle of that ring and give up something that meant everything to him thanks to a shoulder injury that turned out worse than expected.

 Your eyes along with his began to water as the “Thank You Finn!” and “You Deserve It!” chants filled the arena, seeing him smile ear to ear but you knew deep down inside he was hurting. He gave the belt back to Mick Foley, holding it for a few seconds longer then he was supposed to, looking at it one last time until he would come back and go after it again.

 “Hey y/n..” A familiar voice said behind you, it was Seth.

 “Oh, Hey Seth.” You fake smile, whipping away the tears which he noticed.  He kneeled down in front of you and grabbed a tissue.

 “I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt him or put him in any danger. I understand if you’re mad at me and you have every right to be –“

 “Seth, it’s not your fault. It was just a freak accident, it was nobody’s fault.”

Before Seth could reply his music hit. He  gave you a small smile and a “see ya later” then walked off to go down the ramp. Right when he went out Finn came in, trying everything in him to hold the tears back.

 “Hey sweetie, I’m so sorry.” You frowned, giving him a hug trying to be careful with his shoulder.

 “I need to get my things then we can head onto the hotel.” He walked off, head hanging low and barley talking to anyone. You helped him carry some bags, told everyone good bye as they gave both of you hugs, then you were gone. You put his bags in the backseat as he got into the passenger side.

 You climbed in and started the car, the second you started the car is when the tears began to flow from his eyes.

 “I hate this.” Finn said shakily, looking out the window at the building he wouldn’t be seeing again for a long, long time. His home. You unbuckled your seat belt and let him cry on your shoulder, rubbing his back while he clenched onto you for life, soaking up your plaid shirt with tears.

 “You’re gonna get it back babe, you’re strong. You can fight through anything.”

 “I just want to go to the hotel… Can we go? This hurts to much.” You kissed his cheek and nodded, driving off after.


The car ride back to the hotel was quiet and long. You tried to make conversation with Finn but you could tell he wasn’t in the mood to talk which you understood. You took his bags in then helped him come inside. He laid down on the bed while you went to go get him some ice, hearing him sniffle and wipe his face.

 You kneeled down next to him, placing the ice on his shoulder with one hand and running your fingers through his hair with the other. You hated seeing him like this, it tore your heart apart.

 “This was a childhood dream of mine since I can remember, being on the main roster. But I screwed it up. I screwed up, and now I have  to waste away my life for 6 months. My parents were in the front row, I let them down, y/n. I let you down. I let Vince down, I let the fans down. All because I forgot to take a bump properly.” He opened up, wiping his eyes that were bloodshot from crying so much.

 “Finn Balor. You did not let any of us down. Not your parents, me, Vince, the fans…nobody. I told Seth the same thing earlier it was an accident, accidents happen and in this business they happen a lot. Please stop being so hard on yourself, I love you.”

 You kissed him softly as you wiped the stray tears running down his cheeks away with your thumbs. Feeling his lips quiver against yours still trying to hold the tears back. You hugged him for a while then his phone rang.

 “I have surgery tomorrow at 5:30 in the morning.”

 “I will be with you every step of the way.”

 You both spent the rest of the night cuddling in the bed, watching Family Guy to cheer him up which it did a little. You got up and started packing his bags for him for tomorrow.

 “Babe? Do you know where –“ You stopped and smiled, seeing him asleep peacefully on the bed while hugging your “Balor Club” t shirt that smelt just like you, seeing a smirk across his lips.

 You covered him up and put an extra ice pack in the freezer for tomorrow morning, finished packing then head to bed. Tomorrow was going to be a long day.


 You and Finn sat in the waiting room, you watched as he bounced his leg nervously and played with his hands nervously.  You felt bad with his nervous he was, trying to think of ways to calm him down then the idea came to you.

 “Do you remember our first date? You took me to the park and hung out there the entire day? And I made you TERRIBLE cookies.” You both chuckled at the memory

 “They were good cookies.”

 “Please, you’re just being nice. And do you remember our first kiss? We were in the middle of the ring at a live event for NXT. I just reclaimed my NXT divas belt, I was showing off and smiling with joy then you ran in. The crowd was going ballistic, you gave me a tight hug, looked into my eyes and kissed me. God, I don’t think I could hear for a week that arena was so loud. Then of course everyone started chanting “Let’s go Finn!’ and it was the funniest and cutest thing ever.” You smiled over at Finn, watching him as he blushed and did that playful smile he was when he’s shy.

 “Remember when I broke my foot, we were at another live event and you and Bayley decided to do something to cheer me up. I had no idea what was going on then I saw both of you come out with my jacket, and my theme. It made my night! It was weird seeing two people do it but it was cool. I also tried to join In but of course I fell..” Finn chuckled, sighing after.

 “I can’t wait to get back into the ring, y/n.”

 “Trust me, the fans can’t wait either.”

 The doctor called out Finn’s name. You gave each other a tight hug and a kiss.

 “I’ll be right here waiting for you when you come out”

 ‘Okay babe..” He said nervously, giving you a small wave goodbye.


 3 Hours past and the same doctor before finally came out. You got up quickly and the only question you could ask was “Is he okay?”

 “Yes, He’s going to be very sore for a long, long time. Keep giving him ice on it and take it easy. He will need physical therapy.”

 ‘Thank you Doctor”

 “You’re welcome, oh and misses Y/L/N… He is very, very loopy. He’s been asking for you non stop since the second he woke up.” You blushed, wanting to see him right away.

 The doctor takes you to the room and leaves you two alone. Finn gives you the biggest, happiest smile but then also so tired he can barley keep his eyes open. He waved and you pulled up a chair next to him and held his hand.

 “Hey y/n! I missed ya sooooooo much!” He said happily

 “I missed you too Finn, do you feel alright?”

 “Never better! Kind of tired…” He slurred, leaning his head on his shoulder, looking into your eyes and smiling softly.

 “Yeah, the doctor said you’re going to be loopy and sleepy for a while.”

 Finn gets quiet for a few minutes, then of course starts up again.

 “You have beaaauttiifffullll eyes y/n.”

 “Why thank you Finn, you have beautiful eyes too.”

 “Do you think I’m pretty?” He asked

 ‘The prettiest” you winked, making him blush again.

 You got up to throw something away, bending over when you hear Finn say quietly

 “You have a nice arse.”

 You froze, not knowing what in the world to say. You looked over as he gave you a wink.

 The day went on and on with Finn rambling tiredly. One second he’d be happy, next  he’d be crying.

 “I have the most beautiful girlfriend in the world”

 “I really want McDonalds, y/n.”

 “I miss Dusty…” he cries, that one broke your heart.

 “When are we going home?”

 You sat in the chair, reading a magazine while Finn watched tv, his loopyness finally wearing off. The door opened and it was Finn’s doctor, holding papers with a smile on his face.

 “Okay Mr. Balor you are ready to go home. Please just take it easy, and if your shoulder starts to hurt take some aspirin Y/N will give you. No wrestling until your doctor/physical therapist tells you so. Here’s my number if you have any more questions. Y/N can you sign these papers then you two can head on out.”

 You both gave the doctor a thank you, then he headed on out. You were signing the papers when you felt Finn’s hand go on top of yours, squeezing it softly. You looked up at him and saw a soft smile upon his lips.

 “Thank you love.”

 “For what?’

 “Staying, like you said.”

 “Finn, you know I’ll always stay by your side.”

 “I know, I was just scared you were going to give up on me since I’m a one arm man now.” You both laughed, kissing him on his temple and rubbing his hair back.

 “Thank you.” He whispered again softly with the most tired eyes but also loving.

 You finally go out and went home. You and Finn both decided it was best if Finn stayed at his moms while he heals up since you had to go back to work. Finn always makes sure to FaceTime you ever chance he gets, and he’s always sending you cute pictures or texts to make you smile as you do for him. But there was one thing for sure

 You couldn’t wait for him to come back home.

Neil Gaiman @ Town Hall NYC

(Pardon the terrible quality of the photos. Dark theater, horrible phone camera.)

Somehow, despite a raging case of anxiety, being behind on work, and the frigid, snowy weather, I made it out the door and all the way to Manhattan last night (Thursday, 2/9) to see Neil Gaiman read from Norse Mythology at Town Hall NYC. And I’m so glad I did because it was one of the most fun nights I’ve had in the nearly six years I’ve lived in the city.

I got to the venue quite early, expecting train traffic to be worse than it was, and found a line of people stretched nearly a full block down 43rd Street. It was cold and windy while we waited, but I got to chat briefly with the woman in line behind me who, as it turned out, graduated from the same university as me and whose husband went to the same high school as me (600 miles away in Kentucky, mind you!). Weird coincidences like this seem to happen all the time in NY. Once we were let in, everyone was handed a signed copy of Norse Mythology, which I thought was really nice in the event you couldn’t stick around for the signing afterward (I couldn’t, unfortunately).

The event began at 7 PM with Neil reading “The Master Builder,” the story from Norse Mythology that concerns the gods building a wall to keep out the frost giants (”Build a wall and make the giants pay for it!” Neil joked at one point). I’ve gotta say, it was surreal to be sitting just a few feet away (4th row!) while Neil Gaiman did my favorite thing of all the things Neil Gaiman does, which is reading his own work aloud. And the reading was fun and funny, as good as I could’ve ever imagined or hoped for. The audience cheered and laughed in all the right places (Loki gets up to some hilarious business in this one, but I think Freya’s quiet fury drew the biggest laughs). The gods came out on top, but just barely, which seems right.

After the reading, Neil left the stage for some on-screen entertainment. We saw the American Gods trailer that premiered at SDCC last year, and while I’ve seen it a zillion times at this point, it was neat to see it on a big screen. The big deal, though, was that we got to see the trailer for How to Talk to Girls at Parties – to mostly accurately quote Neil here, “the best Romeo and Juliet story featuring punks and aliens in 70′s Croydon that’s ever been told.” The film looks so fun and winning, and I cannot wait to see it!

Next came the Q&A, which found Neil chatting Ophira Eisenberg about the new book and approximately one thousand other things. The audience had a chance to submit questions before the reading, and those were the basis for most of the discussion. I’ll never be able to remember everything, but here’s a dump of what I do recall:

- The chat started with some general conversation about Neil’s personal history with Norse mythology, why Norse myths versus others, speculation on why there are so many similarities between myths across cultures. Neil talked a little bit about the parallels between Norse mythology and current events and reassured us all that we are NOT at “peak Ragnarok” (still early days, apparently). 

- Neil mentioned that one regret about the project was not having more stories about the Norse goddesses to tell.

- My question got asked! Which, to no one’s surprise, was about American Gods. I asked what Neil was most excited about in the adaptation, and he said it was the bits the writers made up that weren’t in the book. His favorite episode is the one that focuses on Laura’s story, and Emily Browning is terrific. He also mentioned that, since small-town travel agents don’t really exist in 2017, Laura is now a croupier at a casino.

- One major highlight was getting to hear Neil talk about Terry Pratchett and their phone correspondence over the years. Neil mentioned that the reason the Good Omens scripts had taken priority over other projects in recent years because it was something Terry had asked him to do before he died. 

- Neil confirmed he’s working on the Neverwhere sequel at present, which will be titled The Seven Sisters, though I think this was public knowledge already.

- Neil dreams about being chased through abandoned mansions by spaghetti-faced creatures, and while I don’t think this was public knowledge, you might have already surmised as much.

The signing came afterward. I’m very sad I had to get back home and couldn’t stick around. Nevertheless, it was my first Neil event, and it was as good as everyone says it is, better even than expected, and now I’m even more excited for the American Gods event at Bard in April! And, of course, I’m ready to bury myself in Norse Mythology this weekend.


★  My Friend [ 1 // part 2 // ft. Eremes Lavellan ]

He’s with the Creators now.

( Eremes Lavellan belongs to @xfreischutz )

every once in a while I see a post that is actually making a point I agree with, but I can just sense that people are using the most toxic interpretation of it possible, so I check the notes before reblogging, and then it’s like way worse than I ever expected. 

I saw an OP that was something like “someone’s individual morality isn’t determined by their marginalized identity” which like yeah, judge folks by their actions and don’t assume someone is a safe person just cause of their position on some axis of oppression, that’s good advice for marginalized folks to keep in mind. 

then in the notes that somehow turned into someone ranting that the ‘queer movement’ was invented by white supremacist gay men and that coming out was an entitled act?? what the fuck

anonymous asked:

Tbh, I was very indifferent to mon el and the possibility of karamel at the beginning (i thought mon was cute tho^^) but after all the hate from superc*rp shippers - not just against mon el, even though he get's the most of it, but against all male characters in kara's life, i decided to just ship it out of spite! Superc*rp shippers have ruined every fun i had with the show and it makes me so angry. I never expected the supergirl fandom to turn into such a hateful place, it's really sad :/

I can’t judge if it’s worse than last year since I wasn’t in the fandom back then but yeah, it’s pretty sad. and they even ruin the friendship that Lena & Kara have for each other, which is ever sadder.

anonymous asked:

lol I'm so pessimistic right now that I was thinking ED are keeping quiet till some more bad stuff happens and they'll finally comment/have interviews only to tell us more heartbreak is coming. Silence is deffo suspect though. Maybe they just don't know what to say haha. I mean if that's true they have a bloody cheek after all the advertisement for the wedding they would have known to expect a backlash.

To be honest, the radio silence is very telling that something is coming. I don’t understand though, Why Danny would come out, telling us to chill, that things aren’t what they seem, more twists and turns, just for it to get so much worse? I feel like he would have stayed quite, than there’s what he keeps retweeting. 

For me, that feels more like it’s something else, which we’re not thinking of, which we might like? But that’s just me.

anonymous asked:

I'm 17 and I have multiple mental illnesses and am physically ill often for various reasons. I feel embarrassed and agitated because I am so much more dependent on my parents than other teenagers and highschool has turned out so much worse than I expected. I am so afraid I won't survive in college but college is also my only hope for a better life. I feel so weak and helpless and life has been so hard. I'm so young but so unhappy and I don't know what to do about it anymore

Hi there,

There’s nothing shameful in needing a bit of extra help in order to get where you want to be. It’s understandable high school has been hard for you for your reasons, so there’s no need to feel bad about that. I think you should strive for college, but there’s nothing wrong with still depending on your parents in it even if it’s just financially. Maybe if you have a close friend who you end up going to college with or someone like that then having them there to support you would be good for you. If college is too much then maybe try out studying only part time so you have time to take care of yourself. Also, do a bit of research on the services of different colleges and the way they help/deal with people who have mental illnesses because there might be places you feel more supported at than others. If things do end up being too hard then it’s ok to take a break if you just do even just one small thing to move yourself forward, whether it be still doing a small amount of college, having a part time job, etc. Whatever it is that you think is best for your situation is what you should do. I hope this helps you.

- Liam

“The monsters turned out to be just trees”. After years of wanting some of Taylor’s lyrics tattoed and never being able to choose one, these hit me. They fitted my tree-tattoo (and I saw this as a sign!) and what’s even more important, these words mean so much to me. I’m always over reacting, thinking things are worse than they really are. And the lyrics just help me to remind myself that in the end, it probably won’t be as bad as expected (most times).

Set Sail || Jackson and Monroe


Monroe sighed in disappointment, looking
at the clearly bruised, clearly terrified, but
thankfully blindfolded man tied to the chair.
She crossed her arms, giving a sharp look
to her second, Sterling, closing the door to
the doctors quarters.

“Did I not make it clear he was not to be
harmed?” she hissed, “We need him to help
us not hate us.

“You did, it’s just… he put up more of a fight
than we expected a doctor to give.” Sterling
justified, his hand on the back of his neck.

She ran a hand over her braids, trying to get
back to the mindset she needed to enter the
room, changing her strategy. “Alright, fine. I
guess he’s more than we expected.” She
looked past him, “Get the ship ready to set out,
worst comes to worse, we leave him in the next
port and hope he find his way home.” Monroe 
steeled herself as Sterling headed off, turning to
open the door again. She leaned down in front
of him, and reached to slide the blind off him.

“Well, doesn’t that look nasty.” She said in lieu 
of an introduction. “Sorry about that. They don’t
really know the meaning of subtlety.”

Happy White Day to @storyteller-prince!

“H-Hey…!” He always feels a little apprehensive about interrupting her, especially whenever she’s on her computer but today is a very special today.  With one hand behind his back clutching a teddy bear and the other one hand nearly crushing the small box of chocolates in his hands, a part of him almost wants to just turn around and pretend he’d never said anything out of sheer embarrassment.  This isn’t him - but…for Fuuka’s sake, he can make an effort.

“C-Can I talk t’you for a minute…?” This was already going a lot worse than expected.  Shaking his head, he quickly made an attempt to correct himself.  “A-Actually, I mean more than a minute.  I-I actually thought…that it’d be nice for us t’spendthedaytogether,” The last part came out as a rushed incoherent mumble.

elenashome replied to your post: Y’ALL DONT UNDERSTAND IT COULD’VE BEEN WORSE…

honestly same! so many people are bitter but i literally came into the finale expecting the worst so im really pleased with how it turned out. they brought back so many familiar faces, the last like 20 minutes were truly the best part and really beautiful.

this is what no one seems to get! you don’t have high expectations with julie plec as the showrunner, you just DO NOT. and what we got was even more than i could have hoped for and im just glad that they did whatever they did